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umm yes i do!
>>/151522/
i wouldnt want to be forgotten either. thanks
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i wouldnt buycontact lenses from temu lol. it was actually from a place where my irl cosplayer friend had like a sponsored coupon for so i got it for pretty cheap! although the "thank you for purchasing" brochure came with ai pictures so i doubt the quality is good anyways. but i take great care of them! last time i was going to wear them the lens liquid dried up and the lenses dried up too i was so afraid i would like touch it and it would disintegrate LOL.
life update: so my reading list is nausea by jean paul sartre im almost done with it, i wanted to get nothing & nothingness (or whatever the name of the book is) instead but they didnt have it. other books on my list are:
tractatus logico-philosophicus by wittgenstein (decided to read this before i ever touch hegel)
simulacra and simulation (baudrillard)
discipline and punish (foucault) (wanted to get the one that has those broken glasses on the covee but it was out of stock)
the passion according to GH (clarice lispector)
would love to hear what youre reading about as well!
ive been playing umamusume, other than that im not much on any social media but i have been on twitter these past two days for umamusume memes lol. i am also on tiktok and idk if youd count it as social media but ive been using substack.
i want to start writing , like keeping a journal, but more like random thoughts. i dont know though.
i havent been gaming lately so i want to get back on that.
oh also, my sleep is fucked. i think its because i havent been on my meds for quite some time (more than a week, maybe even two). reason why i stopped using them is my brain told me they were "jew". lol
also since i can only sleep well once every two days (not taking your insomnia medicine will lead to this) makes me see hallucinations of spots that i register as bugs on the corners of my field of view, only for a second. like i get that i see those because i havent slept in 26 hours, but i still look at the corner and be like "oh yeah that wasnt real". im not schizophrenic! its just cause i dont sleep okay.
i also want to look pretty and take pictures because ive been feeling bad about myself.
also i learned that for women its actually better for you to sleep without your underwear. ill start doing that. i feel like this will give me even more fantasies about someone trying to grope me while not wake me up and take advantage of me while i sleep~ oh no~~