/agatha2/ - E-Girl Purgatory

Skull breaking his promises again. Like clockwork.

Can someone just ban this fat pedrophile from posting here and making these shit threads please? Holy fuck get a life already you waste of oxygen.

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OP is a known kid diddler named Matthew Allen Carey, also known as Skull Hyde, one the biggest retards and NEETS in the Fishtank, and to an extent, most forums and social media sites. He is responsible for making the other Channing threads and not-so-subtlety calling her an e-girl. Also responsible for making the other Fishtank-adjacent threads and shitting up other threads related to Sam Hyde. Most of his hatred stems from being a legitimate retard with suicidal tendencies and neurotic/bipolar issues. His hatred for Sam comes from Matthew being caught admitting dating a minor multiple times and getting close to one of his exes (Channing) to get one over Sam. The fact that Matthew get severely elated when Sam gets slightly inconvenienced or when Matthew is being a genuine nuisance in threads and communities that he hates but goes in anyway is very telling how pathetic and sad his real life is. He has been completely irony poisoned to the point he can only cope going with his depressing life by memeposting and posting shitty AI slop. Recently tried to cancel Fishtank.live but after failing he is playing it off as he didn't care despite obsessively harassing people to check the house. Now going through a Christian LARP cope.
Proof of Matthew admitting to dating minors:
https://gofile.io/d/HAFlO1

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 >>/178733/
I'm not skull but I don't get the bad rap he has. What's so wrong about trolling sam and the fishtank fanbase or calling in a wellness check on a good friend in trouble? It seems like he's just being harassed by loser sam hyde fanboys tbh.

 >>/178735/
I've never seen a single person online defend this retard but himself. It's always the most obvious shit when it is him doing it to like this post. Usually it's him calling himself based or skullbro. He doesn't have a single friend both on or offline which is why he spends his time stalking and harassing woman in op because she was accidentally nice to him once a few years ago but has sense ghosted him over a year ago.

 >>/178734/
Just about what I would expect the guy who keeps making these threads to look like. Jesus Christ he is hideous.

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 >>/178736/
> because she was accidentally nice to him once
Channing I didn't bake this thread, I said I wasn't baking any more and I meant it.

Wdym nice to me once? Channing we talked almost every day, sometimes for hours.

Literally one of our conversations. You felt the connection too.

Whatever it takes Chanchan. I'll do whatever it takes.

Just email me or something, please. <3

I'll be in the previous thread if anyone needs me.

 >>/178738/
He really can't help himself can he lol. Guaranteed it won't be the last time he posts here after JUST saying he wouldn't several times. What a pathetic simp fatso. Unloveable freak.

kek this fag is so absolutely mindbroken by skullbro. He can't even let us enjoy a peaceful Channing thread without have a nuclear meltie weltie

 >>/178743/
> calling himself skullbro again. 

Nice job following through on your word of not posting in this thread.

 >>/178738/
> Matthew breaking his word again
Why am I not surprised. I see you're trying to cancel the show again but this time you're using your Christian LARP as an excuse. Pathetic.

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 >>/178743/
Real talk, why are you unironically dickriding Matthew? It's not the fact that he's just being an Internet troll, it's mainly him constantly harassing a woman that's not interested in him and getting in the way with production out of malice because Matthew's life sucks that bad.

> I don't get the bad rap he has
Well, for starters, Matthew's a known pædophile. That alone should not make you side with him, unless you're also a morally bankrupted irredeemable piece of shit like him.

 >>/178748/
Makes sense hes a pdf file and hangs out here all day on a board with literal cp spam posted all the time.

 >>/178738/
Weren't you literally threatening to extort her for 1000s of dollars just a month ago in these threads? You said you wouldn't stop bothering her unless she paid you 5 grand.

 >>/178748/
> getting in the way of production
that's funny though. only a gigantic faggot would get upset over that. And you do realize sam hyde, whose show you're so concerned over, fucked a 16 year old in the ass when he was about 30 right? And then Channing spent years posting that girl's underage face on several different platforms leading to lots of unwanted attention and harassment? Really cherry picking with your moral outrage here.

No one is a saint here but Skull Hyde and Channing Creager have something special so let's forget the past and focus on the future, ok?

 >>/178757/
> whataboutism and dismissing the problem in the same post
Man, you really are fucking retarded, huh? Now stop pretending being a kike/tranny, Matthew.

 >>/178759/
you're crying that skullbro is trying to harm the health of a satanic show created by a pedrophile jew who exploits the mentally ill to line his pockets with shekels. Make it make sense!

 >>/178757/
Everyone knows it's you idiot

 >>/178761/
> He thinks if he pretends be someobe else with a jew flag but still types and sounds exactly like himself no one will notive.

Low IQ trailer park trash retard

> completely avoids the question
DID NOT see that coming

 >>/178751/
Pretty sure you're misrepresenting that. Skullz love cant be bought or waived away with shekels.

Also good morning Chanchan i love you more than life itself.

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Oh man, rest in peace Chuck Norris.

Dead at 86.

 >>/178801/
Skull still posting despite saying AGAIN he was gonna stop for the 10293837th time. Just keep burrying yourself retard. You're word is certainly a reflection of yourself as a man, which is to say complete bullshit and not to be taken seriously. Surprised he didn't try to murder Channing when she was visiting her mom a few states away but I guess that would require him to do something other than sit online all day mooching of his parents welfare money being hated by everyone he comes into contact with.

 >>/178797/
> already breaking your word again about not posting anymore
How mentally ill are you, Matthew?

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Everybody else is posting in a thread about chanchan that i didnt make, i love chanchan you guys dont care about her, im not even jewanon so im entitled to show up and defend myself.

One of my schizo theories is that Jewanon is also chanchan and that she's extremely Machiavellian about all this.

It doesn't change how I feel about her. She's a natural born shitposter, they don't make them like us anymore.

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 >>/178808/
So you're just retarded then. I really don't think Channing would be defending you or make her own thread. Also I asked her about it and she said no. Anyways why are you flip-flopping calling my boy Chuck a jew cuck and then claiming he's been a hardcore Christian recently with your larp grift? You don't even believe in your own words. Sad!

 >>/178813/
> Also I asked her about it and she said no. 
Sure she did, Gladys.

Btw Chanchan I start therapy next week.

 >>/178814/
> He didn't deny about him actually christian larping as a grift
Good for you, no one cares. Also who the fuck is Gladys? Have you finally snapped you're just making up random names now? That's pathetic.

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 >>/178815/
Ah yes the Christian grift sure has made me a wealthy man.

I think if I were going to grift I'd take the $7000 shekels per month from Israel.

Real Christians are indeed frustrated with other Christians who glaze Israel.

Chuck still held based views.

 >>/178817/
Of course the fat mentally ill retard checks Reddit. Why is it every time that you post it gets more pathetic and hilarious?

 >>/178821/
Kek i dont surf reddit that was posted by a reddit cringe page on X.

Theres literal CP posted all over this board constantly. No wonder Skull hangs out here.

All I really want is to be understood. Everyone intentionally I think misunderstands me and takes literal the masks and personas I portray online. Chanchan knows exactly what I'm talking about. It's all very Jungian. We all wear masks. Online, IRL, whether we realize it or not. Integrating your shadow and doing shadow work puts you in control of these masks so that they're not in control of you.

The person I am in my waking life isn't a carbon copy of the personas I use online. Some of the beliefs are the same, perhaps exaggerated to a degree to emphasize a point, but anyone who actually knows me among the FTL community knows this.

It's part of why your insults don't faze me. You're insulting a mask, a persona. You don't know the real me. You have a head canon about who I am. Sure you may know some things about me, but you don't know me. You make up things to fill in the blanks so that you can justify the heinous things you say about me. 

I'm guilty of doing this to. I've done it to Channing. I took things I know and filled in the cracks with my best estimates, and that's not a nice thing to do to someone. I truly am sorry for all of it. I will never give up on one day being able to reconcile with her. She's one of the rare individuals that just gets it. When I talk to people it's rare for me to think "Oh yeah this person gets it."

It's why I won't give up. Reattaining her friendship means everything to me.

She knows the closest approximation of the real me that the internet can allow, and I her. I want her to know the real me. And I want to know the real her.

 >>/178839/
You're the one acknowledging the cp. I ignore it. Do you click on it? That's fucked up. I wouldn't be sad if this whole site got canned for cp. Why the fuck would bots or anyone think advertising that here is alright? Must be an audience here for it among the agatha2 incels.

It's why I wish you'd email me or something, Chan. I swear before God Almight I am never going to betray you again. But I can't drop these masks on a fucking place like agatha2 to have any semblance of a real conversation with you, and we're long overdo for one. It's not going to change things overnight, you'll still probably be upset with me. But it has to start somewhere. You don't have to talk to me everyday. I won't bother you everyday.

But you know what I'm talking about here. We'll never be able to reconcile on a place like this, or on any public platform. I am the fucking retard that drug it here, I know that. It was my biggest mistake I think, worse than even the wellness check from my point of view. Even if I stop making threads some other idiot will make them and you'll think it was me samefagging, and I swear again before God Almight and Jesus Christ, I am not the jewanon. I have samefagged, we all do it, but in this specific case, I am not the jewanon and never have been.

I think thread #4 was also made by an impostor... one of them was. I kept making them because in my brain I thought maybe me making them was somehow better than those freaks doing it but I see now that was an error.

You think I don't know the things I've done wrong Channing but I do. I can't undo them but I can spend the rest of my life trying to atone for them, whatever penance you mete out I will accept.

 >>/178839/
Also just cus my vpn now shows same flag as this anon, its not me samefagging. Very confusing place, the 4chans/endchans.

Not conducive to real talks or reconciliation chanchan.

I know you're upset with me. I just ask for one chance to prove to you I'm better now and can be the friend you deserve.

This isn't about lust, or obsession, this is about us having shared a real connection. Us both being that type of rare mfer that isn't easily fooled by the serpents of this world. Those kinds of people need to stick together at all costs.

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Severe mental illness behavior.

 >>/178841/
> You don't know the real me
Except we do, hell I was your ex-oomfie before you had another retard relapse, thought you gonna nuke your GC again like before, except you threw me under the bus and attempted to dox me for no reason. We already know that you're an obese fat retard with Schizoid Personality Disorder, can't socialize or be in public without having a neurotic break and flying off the handle. Any physical challenge or any effort at trying to get a job highly stresses you out. You already attempted suicide multiple times in the past, and you get severe depression to the point you hope someone actually kills you. You say you hate Fishtank and its community but still partake in it because you're that lonely in real life. That's why you attempted to talk to Betty again, not because she "needs her soul to be saved", but mostly as a rebound from Channing cutting contact from you and hopefully get limerent to Betty. Instead of becoming a better person and breaking the mold from your upbringing, you decided to become the world's most malicious retard, because in your eyes, why should everyone one else be happy when you're been miserable in your entire life? Also quit sullying Chuck Norris' name by tagging Fishtank, proving my point you crave attention, and stop posting shit on Twitter, it's really fucking weird you have that saved on your PC.

 >>/178855/
> Except we do, hell I was your ex-oomfie before you had another retard relapse, thought you gonna nuke your GC again like before, except you threw me under the bus and attempted to dox me for no reason.
Idk what you're talking about tbh, the only person that checks any of these boxes is GrngKllh and he was never what I'd call a close confidant or friend just some guy i kept around to keep tabs on Ariel so i didn't have to bother. Never tried doxxing you either. Anyway sorry if it hurt your feelings that i cut you loose didnt think you valued the relationship that much. If i knew you would have turned into a scorned ex lover I honestly wouldn't have blocked you, but yoi were sending me screenshots of another man's penis. 

I ain't reading all the rest of that though sorry.

 >>/178856/
But if you're not GrngKllh, you're just some weird full of shit nigger cus i never threw any of my real friends under the bus or doxxed any of them i still keep in touch with them to this day.

Minus GrngKllh and wait, don't tell me, you're Haji? Lmao. Still never tried to dox or throw you under the bus if you're haji, basically i dont talk to anyone your ages. All the real homies are closer to my age idk why that surprises you tbh.

Also for the record i never samefagged as that one Egypt anon either but i guess nobody believes me, it's the truth tho. I think some nigger just does it to either gas me up or to make it seem like im samefagging i really dont know or care tbh.

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> He still doesn't know who I am he's throwing random names again
I think your suicidal neurotic break erased your memory. It's better that way. This is the last time I'll be replying to you. Channing is completely right about you, you're just an irredeemable piece of shit that will end up dying alone. And best part is you brought it upon yourself. It's up to God now to sort you out and send you to Hell, Matthew Allen Carey.

 >>/178858/
This whole diatribe is the most pathetic shit ive ever read. Its channing btw and i hate you and want you to die we all know you have no friends, kys faggot.

 >>/178861/
I love you channning, ok i will kill myself. You are right. Im a pos and gonna kms.

 >>/178862/
Damn, hopefully this faggot actually does soon. Ngl I would like to see his full retirement from the internet.

 >>/178863/
Why is this Skull guy crashingout and samefagging again and these threads aren't banned?

 >>/178864/
These are open claw replies now btw dumb fat faggot keep going for the end of time bahahaha

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 >>/178861/
> crashes out, resorts to AI responses
Yeah idk still can't imagine another male human being obsessed with another man this much so I still have to reckon it's Chanchan.

I'm not mad at you Channing, I know you're mad at me. I meant everything I said. Just give me a chance to prove it to you.

Prove that you are dead. Then ill be happy.

God damnit now it looks like I'm samefagging again. I can't win for losing...

These threads are 99% me and Channing bickering, 1% other.

 >>/178869/
Chanchan I know you don't actually want me dead. I've been a bastard but I haven't done anything that should make you want me dead... I haven't tried to anyway. I never wanted you to want me dead.

And one of the last things you said to me privately was that you worry sorry for saying stuff like that, and that's what I choose to hold onto. So any heinous shit you say at me I have to assume is coming from a place of hurt. 

I know I can't be the only cause of it. But blaming it all on me isn't going to make things better either. You don't have to soldier on alone.

 >>/178871/
> worry sorry
were sorry*

Wow if I was a woman you were lusting after Id be so happy my face an personal info was posted all over an active cp spammer board. Good job asshole!

 >>/178874/
Well lucky for you you're not a child so they don't care, you might as well be invisible to them.

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 >>/178858/
I'm not trying to make it look like anything the flag is just a coincidence. I'll tell you what though. This guy won't shut up about cp spam.. I wouldn't be surprised if he's posting it just to level the accusation at you that you participate in some sort of cp board and drive you away through association. Sick stuff man.

 >>/178882/
Nightmare fuel. Shes obviously not into you so idk why you posted this picture just so people can laugh at you. Why are you making a face like a sexual predator. Literally looks like you rape kids. Creepy fucking shit holy fuck how did you think posting this was a good idea.

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This has to be a humiliation fetish at this point right

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 >>/178903/
😘

Good morning Chanchan, i saw you crashed out at me again on Twitter.

It's ok, im not mad and i forgive you. I would suffer anything to get your friendship back.

 >>/178903/
Seems to me that his thing is nonconsenual relationships and forcing himself onto unwilling partners and children.

 >>/178930/
My thing is salvaging friendships with people who are worth it no matter what it takes.

sup yalls whats the latest channing chatter?

 >>/179028/
Not sure but i love her, i hope she had a great weekend, and i hope some day her and i can reconcile.

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Calling it now. This fat waste of life is losing his marbles and will go full suicidal meltdown within a week or two.

 >>/179096/
Retard living in a trailer thinks he's going to be targeted by "Pax Judaica"

 >>/179098/
Honestly starting to think this retard is a character paid by the IDF to make white people look bad and prove any race aware white person is a trailer dwelling dygenic idiot.

 >>/179096/
2 more weeks!

 >>/179098/
Unfortunately identitarian movements will always attract some number of retards like this because it gives them the idea that they have inherit meaning, while also being given an opportunity able to play the victim 24/7 which this faggot loves obviously. I doubt he even cares about white people.

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Chanchan I know it's you. You won't dox yourself, I called your bluff. Then you keep trying to bait me into revealing that I know your instagram so you can nuke it or change it again.

Maybe just stop fighting with me and work on being homies again.

If you don't try then I'm going to have to goto Season 5 house and start telling the cameras about how much I love Channing Creager or something.

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Channing was already doxed by you and is on doxbin retard. Is this how desperate you are for friends is why you have none? You have to guilt, parot and harp on your insistence until they like you? You have worse social skills than a 5 year old. It seems like Channing was maybe lonely or in a bad place and made the mistake of talking to a psycho. You took it way too far, I doubt she gives a fuck if you continue to make yourself less desireable to her. Not sure what you think is desireable about you or your behavior. You are worse than a retarded and severely autistic psycho when it comes to acting human or having human relationships. Take the L already dog. Also lol, Channing doesn't have any socials since you stalked her off the internet. Shows how much you know about someone I consider a really great friend now.

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> Channing was already doxed by you and is on doxbin retard.
I never doxxed Channing. Her doxbin is from before her and I even started talking, before I even knew who she was.

Also I was only joking, I would never go on fishtank and risk making the show better for the wiggers.

 >>/179133/
Also Channing I see through you every time you try to LARP as an anon. I know you too well.

 >>/179136/
Yeah just like you think she's some x acct fishtank fan. You know her so well you talked to her online for 6 months more than a year ago and she blocked you from everything. Seems like she actually hates you and wants you dead.

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 >>/179137/
Yeah I do know you well, Chanchan. We talked online for 6 months, daily. You yourself were surprised at how easy we got along, so was I.

We talked on the phone a few times too.

Hey Chanchan did you hear the OnlyFans jew died of cancer?

i am a necessary vanguard of sanity in times of decay

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> Also I was only joking, I would never go on fishtank and risk making the show better for the wiggers.
You admitted that you can't even bag groceries without mentally imploding.  How do you figure that you could last 10 minutes on FTL?  Besides, they have jobs this season and we all know that you are incapable of working due to being too fat.  Maybe Jet would make an exception for you and instead of you working for Fish Bucks you could just sit on your fat ass and get free handouts in the form of Fish Stamps.

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 >>/179167/
I have a personality disorder. My lawyers have to make an argument around that now. Their previous argument was based in bullshit that my psychiatrists write down but I've been seeing other docs for almost a year now trying to get a better diagnosis.

Might still have time to get it all in there before next hearing. 

If not then oh well I'll start a new file and win my case later and get less backpay fuck it.

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> I have a personality disorder.
Yeah, no fuckin' shit. Tell us something we don't know.

You know that you're less successful that 97% of niggers, right?

At least you stopped being a Karen to the Sarah bitch... thanks for that I guess u faggot...

 >>/179173/
> At least you stopped being a Karen to the Sarah bitch
I literally only sent her two emails lmao. It would have been Jet's fault if she shut them down.

I can't believe you're that into it tbh. When did you start getting into fishtank?

 >>/179169/
> I've been seeing other docs for almost a year now trying to get a better diagnosis.

A "better" disgnosis, huh? "Better" as in your lazy ass won't have to get a job? That kinda sounds like fraud. It'd be a shame if someone sent a couple of emails to the court with a shot of your post. It'd be your own fault though if you got denied your govgibs though...

 >>/179176/
Do what you gotta do I wouldn't do anything like that to you.

You really still stewing about the wellness check after all this time? It was not done out of malice I can't believe you think that.

 >>/179178/
You know the old saying... snitches don't get bitches.

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Snitching? Thinking you're overdosed or laying in a bathtub with your wrists opened up and praying to God you're not is snitching? You know, I'm just glad you're still alive. Who knows how things would have played out otherwise? I'd rather you be alive and hate me than be dead in the ground cus of stupid shit.

Did things go bad in the Balkans?

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How does Small Penis Disorder prevent you from working anyhow?

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I have a normal healthy sized cock thank you very much. It's probably my best feature, outside of my beard and my eyes.

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> Snitching? Thinking you're overdosed or laying in a bathtub with your wrists opened up and praying to God you're not is snitching? You know, I'm just glad you're still alive. Who knows how things would have played out otherwise? I'd rather you be alive and hate me than be dead in the ground cus of stupid shit.

That's not what you were trying to prevent and you know it

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You think? From what I remember you were staying with a married couple or at least a couple. Why would I think you were fucking either of them?

Are you really telling me you were trying to fuck the dude and you're mad that at me that you crashed out and suicide baited me into calling a wellness check and it messed it up for you?

Be serious...

I care about you for sure, I don't care who you're fucking. I just want to be friends again. Seriously that's all.

 >>/179183/
> I have a normal healthy sized cock thank you very much.
claims every incel on the itnernet. yawn.

I bet you haven't seen it in at least a decade.

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I see it all the time now it's fun to look at. Maybe if you were nicer to me I'd show you.

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That's fuckin disgusting.  I just threw up in my mouth

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Riiiiiight. I know for a fact you've seen worse.

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You're the one who brought up my dick anyway.

You don't see me being crass talking about your pussy lips or something.

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There's truly nothing worse than u.

 >>/179191/
Our connection is still there. I know you feel it. If you didn't you'd never show up here. You'd never pester me on twitter.

Why fight it? Why feud with me needlessly? It's not the Christian way. We should reconcile, whatever it takes.

 >>/179192/
> Maybe if you were nicer to me I'd show you.
you know these are just random people fucking with you because you're such a retard right?

u know that SOnic in park hills is hiring a cook? whats ur excuse for not being able to flip a burger??

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Park Hills sucks

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> you know these are just random people fucking with you 
Nobody gives enough of a fuck about us for that Chanchan. Maybe like 1 scorned bettypedro for me and 1 scorned kiwifarms faggot for you, but these threads are 99% u and me Channing.

I care about Channing, and I would never air her dirty laundry and aggressively assert myself in her life or her family's personal businesses. Best thing to do is to leave her alone and have her live her own life. It's what Jesus would like.

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I prayed to Jesus and He told me to seek reconciliation.

Me doing that here isn't "aggressively inserting myself" into your life Channing. I haven't spoken to anyone in your family or life in months. And I only did it to find out how much you lied to me. And it was a lot.

I wouldn't have aired your dirty laundry if you had just been honest and real with me instead of acting like a faggot.

So here we are now. Let's end this gay shit and work on reconciliation and being better friends.

Channing can I just say I am so fucking proud of you for never having nudes leak online.

 >>/179234/
> I wouldn't have aired your dirty laundry if you had just been honest and real with me instead of acting like a faggot.

So it's her fault that you betrayed her trust in such an egregious and unforgiveable manner?  I bet there's pleny of reason she'll never talk to you again but this must be the top one.

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> Park Hills sucks
It's a job you lazy fuck. For all the larping you do as someone who can help others, yet you can't bag groceries or flip burgers. Utter. Failure.

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> yet you can't bag groceries or flip burgers
The fuck does that have to do with the price of tea in china?

Remember Channing, growth isn't about being perfect. It's about being honest. <3

Love you Chanchan hope you are doing well and have a great day

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y u break my heart like dis chanchan

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 >>/179403/
Blocks me and starts doing my thing too, lame.

We'd be so strong together.

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That isn't Channing you obese mental patient.

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It's 100% Channing

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incorrect
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correct

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Not beating the incel stalker allegations.

Pretty fucking pathetic he pretends he hates the show and is above it yet spends 20 hours a day camped out watching it and posting about it on x. Fucking loser.

 >>/179569/
😘
 >>/179570/
I haven't watched today can i get qrd

Still love you Chanchan.
https://youtube.com/watch?v=066HZlam91Y

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Ladies and gentlemen, we got him.

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 >>/179705/
April Fools *nigger!

 >>/179707/
Imagine being proud of this vs spending your time getting a wife, family and income instead of on something you supposedly hate...couldn't be me

 >>/179711/
> he doesn't know

 >>/179712/
Meant to reply to this:
 >>/179707/

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Finally, some content.
https://youtube.com/watch?v=MqOoNOI-nII

 >>/179715/
What ever happened to the girl you almost killed?

 >>/179719/
What happens to any of us?

Also she barely got hurt compared to me. I was the one in a coma that everyone thought was dead on the scene lmao. Pretty sure she was conscious and got to go home that night.

Long time ago though maybe I did kill her and myself and I've been in purgatory all this time.

 >>/179723/
Did you get a job yet? How long has it been since you were employed? It must be a shitty feeling to have no income. Where do you figure you'll be in 5 years? 10? Totally behind with no work experience. Are you going to leech off society forever? Why not find a job?

 >>/179790/
He has never actually had a job. He admitted to "getting money how drug addicts do" as his only employment ever. Kek. He thinks his shitty music no one wants to hear makes him immune to having a skill.

 >>/178734/
Fat uggos like this dude should really just self delete. Funny that he keeps bringing up that he's 100 pounds lighter yet still morbidly obese like it matters.

 >>/179790/
> Did you get a job yet? 
Nope been following the Artemis II stuff and also monitoring the situation in Iran.
 >>/179794/
> getting money how drug addicts do
Yeah by selling drugs and robbing other drug addicts, really shitty lifestyle.
 >>/179795/
> Funny that he keeps bringing up that he's 100 pounds lighter
Yeah I weigh like 275-280 now. Should be down to 200-220 by end of the year.

 >>/179890/
You will still always be a fatass and even if you lose 200 pounds from where you started you'll have loose disgusting blubbery skin and no woman will ever want to see you naked. You've never had a job or done anything substantial in your life other than bother strangers on the internet yet you think your opinion matters? And lol at giving a fuck about fake nasa shit or crying about another zog war instead of becoming a man with a life outside of your parents roof. You must know you're a complete failure, even with the brain damage and white trash iq.

 >>/179891/
Love you too sweetheart 😘

 >>/179891/
The bit about the loose fat is very true. Full-blown obese people are fucked either way and will in most cases actually look better (or at least, more normal) while fat because the body just isn't built for that rapid transformation without getting countless surgeries. Sucks for this freak I guess lol

 >>/179893/
> The bit about the loose fat is very true. 
True, I'm just glad I never topped out at 400+ like a lot of shorter fat fucks like say that other jew Sam Hyde associates with Justin Silverman.

I've been lifting weights I don't even have loose skin on my arms anymore.

I'm not worried about a little loose skin anyway as long as I'm healthy. I'm not that vain.

 >>/179894/
if you were worried about being healthy how the fuck did you get to almost 400 pounds?

 >>/179900/
idk depression and losing my early 30s to the covid scamdemic i guess.

So Iran shot down like two US fighter jets and are trying to capture the pilots.

 >>/179902/
No one gives a fuck about the war. Your country has been blowing up innocent people in the middle east for Israel for the past 30 years and you just now started caring why? And your covid excuse is bs. Everyone dealt with that yet it is only you who has wasted your entire life basically. No wonder no woman will give you the time of day that you resort to stalking.

 >>/179908/
Only me huh?

I bet Chanchan is grippy like those blood pressure machines from Walmart.

do you have any legal documents concerning the lancer crash?

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Happy Easter Sunday, Chanchan!

 >>/179910/
> no woman will ever want you

 >>/179995/
Love you too sweetheart.

I'll always be waiting for you Chanchan.

Btw Chanchan did you know I released a new track a couple weeks ago? Working on a new one should be done in a few days.

Also that Canadian faggot you're shacked up with is a bitch, I'd fuck him up.
https://soundcloud.com/the-deathstill/solaris

 >>/180247/
> Also that Canadian faggot you're shacked up with is a bitch, I'd fuck him up.

I doubt that.

How tough could you really be anyhow? You admitted that you'd crash out from the stress of working in a grocery store! Nothing screams "Tough Guy" like cowering in the corner over old people buying food. LOL!

And you should pick something more age appropriate to compete against other men. Like income, stability or how good of a father you could be. You know, the things women really look for in a guy.

 >>/180280/
He's so tough hes still leaching off his parents welfare and has never been self sufficient, what a catch! Can't imagine why he's single between that and the extreme mental illness displayed here or the begging for affection.

 >>/180247/
Crazy how you don't get how much of a fucking loser you are speaking about your crap ai music "tracks" like some nobody wigger SoundCloud rapper.

Oh Chanchan how you underestimate me, my affection, and yourself.

Anyway Israel broke the ceasefire, as if anyone is shocked.

 >>/180323/
The ceasefire was only between Iran and the U.S.

 >>/180325/
My nigger, part of Iran's agreement was specifically for Israel to fuck off out of Lebanon.

They didn't, so no ceasefire.

So blow, blow Seminole wind
Blow like you're never gonna blow again
I'm calling to you like a long-lost friend
But I know who you are

 >>/180325/
Also, Straits closed due to AIDS.

 >>/180323/
Who would estimate you "correctly" according to yourself when you are almost 40 and have 0 to show for it. Pretty fucking sad if you ask me. At least Sam Hyde's scraps has that to cost off where you literally have zero.

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 >>/180350/
Straits closed due to AIDs, Chanchan.

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Also new music <3

 >>/180359/
I didn't know MIDI music was still a thing.

 >>/180459/
MIDI music is dope.

 >>/180460/
Usually but not this annoying noise.

 >>/180461/
Mean

 >>/180463/
It's the truth.  It's hard to listen to.

You are nothing to this woman. She's done been piped and forgotten you exist.

 >>/180538/
Loving her is my curse then. But love her i do.

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Lol ahaha

 >>/180592/
.LOL HE'S LOSING HIS AURA CUZ NO ONE CARES ABOUT HIS OBSESSION.

 >>/180696/
Huh

yo what's the latest in the skullverse?

 >>/181160/
Had a metabolic done.

Height: 6 foot
Weight: 305 (I fell off, stress eating due to living with my psychotic younger brother. I'm locked back in now.)
BMI: 41 (such a bullshit metric, as you'll see)

Blood Pressure: 124/81
Pulse: 81

A1C: 4.2
Non-fasting Blood Sugar: 124

Total Cholesterol: <100
Triglycerides: 73
LDL: N/A (too low to accurately measure)
HDL: 25 (ideally should be above 40)

As you can see, even though I am still a fat ass and need to lose weight which I'm doing, the BMI metric is a dogshit measurement for health. I'm basically only cosmetically fat. I'm still aiming to lose another 50-70 pounds by the end of the year.

Still love Chanchan, still hoping one day she'll be willing to reconcile.

Also selling blood plasma as one of my side hustles lol.

That's bringing in an extra $500-$800 a month.

 >>/181402/
so you'd rather sell a part of yourself than get an actual job

 >>/181439/
I do other things... 

But you make it sound weird. Donating blood plasma is based actually, and I can be compensated financially for it.

Plus it provides the essential proteins, antibodies, and clotting factors needed to create life saving treatments for patients with rare diseases, chronic conditions, and severe trauma.

I think Jesus would approve. It's not going to make me rich, but I don't want to be rich.

 >>/181442/
> Plus it provides the essential proteins, antibodies, and clotting factors needed to create life saving treatments for patients with rare diseases, chronic conditions, and severe trauma.

or, hear me out, you could be inadvertently resupplying the vampiric elite with food for them to consume

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 >>/181536/
> you could be inadvertently resupplying the vampiric elite with food for them to consume
This is true. If I get any vampiric vibes I'll stake the mfers.

New music fam.
https://soundcloud.com/the-deathstill/sacrifice

Hope you're well Chanchan, love you.

 >>/181402/
tits or gtfo

 >>/181808/
You wanna see MY tits?

That's kind of gay.

No wait that's really gay.

Channing is an ugly grandma

 >>/182023/
No you're not. 

This is a tough month for Chanchan too... Her dad passed away a year ago. I've been praying for her and her family.

She's always got a friend in me if she ever decides to reconcile.

 >>/182023/
True, she looks 60.

 >>/182115/
No she doesn't. She's beautiful.

 >>/182115/

I heard she shops at Forever 51 for that youthful look.

 >>/182165/
She's sexy as fuck but it's her brain that I find most sexy.

 >>/182167/
Maybe the mods can move this to angelatha62

 >>/182172/
Chanchan will retain her elfin features forever. Ya'll *niggers are literal pedrophiles and/or seething whores that Chanchan mogs.

 >>/182173/
Niggers? You're the one who refuses to work and is on welfare. 99% of niggers somehow mog YOU. lol

 >>/182174/
Niggers rob, rape, murder, and more of their population are on welfare per capita than whites.

But when a whiteman needs assistance, he has to fight tooth and nail for it. 

Such is Pax Judaica.

 >>/182174/
Also interesting that you didn't deny being a pedrophile.

Fuckin kiddy diddler.

You should kill yourself.

 >>/182176/
You don't need assistance.  You're just fucking lazy and addicted to food and the internet.

Speaking of niggers raping. Like you raped your friend's little sister? You admitted to being a hebophile or whatever the fucked up shit is.

You are the biggest embarrassement to the white race I've every seen.

 >>/182178/
> Speaking of niggers raping. Like you raped your friend's little sister?
I'm not black, and I don't rape. Sounds like some very specific project, negroid.

> You are the biggest embarrassement to the white race I've every seen.
You're not even part of the white race.

 >>/182179/
> Sounds like some very specific project, negroid.
projection*

 >>/182177/
Classic projection and deflection. You're an admitted pedro so of course you think everyone else is a sick fuck like yourself.

And I'm not suicidal. I have a nice life that I've worked hard for. Not everyone is a worthless suicidal POS like you. Just more projection.

 >>/182181/
You are the biggest LARPer I've ever seen.

I don't even pity you.

 >>/182179/
> You're not even part of the white race.
Of course you want to try to find some flex since skin color is all you have.

Well keep trying, I'm white, have a real job, and a house and two cars and a woman who I sleep in the same bed with every night.

And you're white and... well that's where it ends. Like I said, you are literally mogged by 99% of niggers. So sad.

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 >>/182182/
> You are the biggest LARPer I've ever seen

How is that a LARP? Reality check you fat retard. Having a job, house, car and woman isn't some flex. It's called being a average white man.

But what would you know? You're actually more worthless than 99% of niggers. And you surely smell worse than 99% of jeets.

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 >>/182185/
> more LARP
You live with your folks and play vidya games all day while simping for that Ariel skank.

You are exactly how I picture you.

 >>/182186/
> You live with your folks and play vidya games all day while simping for that Ariel skank.
> 
> You are exactly how I picture you.
Wrong. Just because you live in your dad's Section8 trailer doesn't mean that it's the norm for white people. I don't know who Ariel is. I'm here because you pissed me off somewhere else.

Also interesting that you didn't deny being more worthless than 99% of niggers or that you're just a lazy, drunk, drug using retard who is a drain on society. It's too bad you came out of that coma. The white race would be better without you dragging us down.

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 >>/182188/
> I don't know who Ariel is. I'm here because you pissed me off somewhere else.
Weird how you have the exact same LARP as that one faggot Bettypedro.
> Also interesting that you didn't deny being more worthless than 99% of niggers or that you're just a lazy, drunk, drug using retard who is a drain on society.
What a jewish thing to say.

 >>/182186/

And LOL at your faggot "music". Nice flex bro. Is that all you have? No job no money, no woman, more useless than a nigger. But you'll post that fucking crap as some redeeming quality? smfh. I don't like you but I am somehow still feeling embarrassed for you.

Give up the AI slop music and spend your time working so us normal white people don't have to pay your way anymore like a niggers. You don't deserve your white skin.

 >>/182190/
The mog is I can play guitar and edit music. You can't do anything except LARP about being white and having a life while posting on endchan.

 >>/182189/
> Weird how you have the exact same LARP as that one faggot Bettypedro.
I don't know who Better is and don't care. And what LARP is that? Being a normal white person? You should fuckin' try it you fat nigger.

 >>/182189/
> What a jewish thing to say.
How is it Jewish that I'm ashamed of what a fuckin' disgrace you are to my white skin. You're making us all look bad you faggot. Get your shit together and get a job. FFS is it really that hard to work you lazy porch monkey?

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 >>/182192/
You're fine paying for niggers but you badger a fellow white man? Doesn't sound like white behavior at all. Sounds jewish. You're not white. You're no better than a jew or nigger.

 >>/182191/

Wow! You have a hobby using AI to edit some shitty music. News flash! It sounds terrible. Don't quit your day job...  oh wait, your an employed nigger tryin' to make music as a career. LOL. The irony!

You should try throwing a ball through a hoop too. Oh wait, you're way too fat for that.

 >>/182191/
> You can't do anything except LARP about being white and having a life while posting on endchan.
You don't know shit nigger. You're just wishing that was the case. Meanwhile you started how many of these gay ass threads here? While LARPing as get-rich-quick nigger musician.

Fucking pathetic bro. And then you wonder why you can't get a woman to talk to you. Beause you have nothing to offer women and likely will never be able to get one. Sucks to be u, bro.

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 >>/182196/
> tryin' to make music as a career.
Nah it's a hobby.
 >>/182196/
> You don't know shit nigger. You're just wishing that was the case.
I don't really care, I'm just taking a guess because all you faggots act the same, literally. I'm really supposed to believe all you endchan/4chan/MDE/fishtanklive obsessed faggots are well adjusted white men with happy families and personal lives? Come on nigger, I'm not stupid. You ain't foolin me.

You guys should at least change your story up and stop saying the same shit.

 >>/182193/
> You're fine paying for niggers but you badger a fellow white man?
Niggers a literally retarded and there's no changing them. You're white. What's your fuckin' excuse other than being fuckin' lazy? Don't start with your disability crybaby shit either. That's pussy shit. You're a white man who's scared of the grocery store. Pathetic. Get over it you faggot.
 >>/182193/
> You're no better than a jew or nigger.
Looks who's talking you fucking retard. You are literally more worthless then nearly every jew and nigger in this country. You produce nothing and leech off the rest of us. Is it so much to ask for you to pull your fucking weight? No pun intended. Even if you can't actually contribute, you can at least be a net zero instead of a net loss for the rest of us. You talk big about jews and niggers but do nothing about it.

 >>/182198/
> What's your fuckin' excuse other than being fuckin' lazy?
Traumatic brain injury, personality disorder, MDD, GAD, chronic insomnia, persistent headaches and migraines that I'm being treated for but haven't found anything that's taken them away entirely. Same for the insomnia. Yet during my hearing for SSI, even with the Vocational Expert telling the judge there's nothing out there for someone like me, it's been denied twice. The federal court disagreed the first time and sent it back for a remand. It was denied again. Then the appeals council disagreed with the decision and sent it back once more with very specific instructions on why the ALJ fucked up. 

These greedy bastards love giving out benefits to niggers and foreigners but make white people jump thru all sorts of hoops and spend years and years fighting in court for any assistance unless you happen to be a knuckle dragging retard or missing limbs or something.

 >>/182197/
> Come on nigger, I'm not stupid. You ain't foolin me.
Look around nigger, most white men do have normal lives and happy families. Based on your situation, I get why you wouldn't want to acknowledge that but it's true you know. You're white, you could do it to. Just stop being fucking lazy and knock off the niggerish behaviors. I already know what your reply is going to be; "I'm no jew slave" or some shit. Okay so just be a white nigger instead. That's the solution?

At least drop out of the race so you don't hold the rest of us behind.

 >>/182200/
> Look around nigger
When I look around I see increasing levels of homelessness and struggling among my fellow white man in a place that never had that shit before. I see more jeets when I never saw jeets here before. I see the Arabs running the vape shops doing fine while the whites are living out of cars and holding signs on the corner.

You aren't white, you're a jew/nigger LARPing.

 >>/182199/
> Traumatic brain injury, personality disorder, MDD, GAD, chronic insomnia, persistent headaches and migraines that I'm being treated for but haven't found anything that's taken them away entirely. Same for the insomnia. Yet during my hearing for SSI, even with the Vocational Expert telling the judge there's nothing out there for someone like me, it's been denied twice. The federal court disagreed the first time and sent it back for a remand. It was denied again. Then the appeals council disagreed with the decision and sent it back once more with very specific instructions on why the ALJ fucked up. 

Whaaa, whaaa, whaaa. Does the little baby nigger need a nap? You can play the guitar but you can't flip burgers? What kind of shit is that? All you gotta do is stand there and flip the burgers periodically. You're saying that you're incapable of even that menial task?

 >>/182199/
> These greedy bastards love giving out benefits to niggers and foreigners but make white people jump thru all sorts of hoops and spend years and years fighting in court for any assistance unless you happen to be a knuckle dragging retard or missing limbs or something.

Or they know that as a white man you should be more capable than a jungle bunny.

 >>/182201/
> You aren't white, you're a jew/nigger LARPing.
Wrong. You're the nigger for being lazy. And the jew for taking my fucking money when you don't fucking need it.  Go flip burgers fatty!

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 >>/182203/
No thanks, I'll leave that up to the niggers and trannies you love so much, jewboy.

 >>/182204/
> No thanks, I'll leave that up to the niggers and trannies you love so much, jewboy.
None of you coping changes the face that you're just a fat and lazy faggot who refuses to work. Chanchan must be so impressed! LOL.

For someone who hates niggers and jews so much you sure are EXACTLY like them. Won't work. Plays the perpetual victim. Accepts no responsibility for your own actions. PATHETIC!

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I'm working on mine and dad's car today like I have the past few days. We're swapping motors. Dad fried the wiring harness and firewall in the other one. I wasn't out there to make sure he'd unplugged the battery.

We found another car but timing is fucked on the motor. Our motor is good just gotta swap it over then swap our brand new tires over too.

 >>/182207/
I'm sure it'd be a whole lot easier on your dad if you could contribute money too.  But you're too lazy to flip burgers.

Anyhow, I know you'll say it's just a LARP because nobody actually has a normal life, but I'm off to work to make some money for my family. It's been fun. Have a nice day!

 >>/182208/
Don't work too hard, wagie.

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 >>/182209/
I'm salary not hourly.

And that attempted insult is rich coming from a guy who's retirement fund consists entirely of Funco child toys.  I bet the chicks really dig those though. lol

 >>/182256/
Funko*, and it's 6 totes.

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I take all 5 at once right?

 >>/182530/
Yes please

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 >>/182535/
Is that how you're going to win her trust back?  You dumb junky nigger. Does your dad know you're spending his money on drugs?

You dad could probably buy a nice running truck with what money of his you've spend on pouches, booze and drugs.  How do you feel about that?

 >>/182541/
We're having to swap the motor from the other cobalt into the one we just bought.

he's the one that fried the wiring harness and shit, silly old man...

Always unhook the battery...

 >>/182545/
Nobody gives a fuck.

How much of your dad's money do you think you've spent in total on nic, booze and drugs?  Be honest?

 >>/182546/
I don't drink *nigger.

 >>/182548/
> I don't drink *nigger.
You got no ground to stand on callnig people a nigger. You're an unemployed junky who leeches off your dad.  Who leeches off society himself. Your addictions, sense of entitlement and laziness are all 100% nigger behavior and mentality.  And you posted plenty of times that you drink. Lying is another hallmark of niggerism.

Does baby nigger want reparations too?

And I know what you're gonna say... it's the jews fault somehow that you're a complete 40 year old failure. Cope harder you fuckin chimp.

 >>/182550/
> Does baby nigger want reparations too?
Yeah I do, for the covid scandemic and all the shit White people have had to put up with from niggers and jews.

Hope you're doing well Chanchan. <3

I love Chanchan, yes I do!
I love Chanchan, how bout you?!

Are you still mad at me Chanchan?

Email me.

 >>/183117/
> Are you still mad at me Chanchan?
The fuck do you think? You dimed her out to the cops.

 >>/183120/
> You dimed her out to the cops.
No, I did the only thing I could think to do after consulting several people and not hearing from her for 12 or so hours after she suicide baited me.

I refuse to believe that she really has gotten herself to believe I did it to "cock block" her or get her 5150'd.

I did it because I loved my friend and still do, it would have killed me if she had done something to hurt herself.

I guess if the punishment for caring enough to make sure she wasn't overdosing on drugs or bleeding out in a bathtub is her never speaking to me again then I guess that's the price I have to pay.

I don't think I'll ever get over it though. There's something significant and special about Channing Creager. We're kindred spirits on a level I'd never felt before.

I know she felt it too. Though maybe she's done a better job of forgetting or putting it all behind her.

I can't forget. I won't forget.

 >>/183121/

You know it was just a cock block. Channing said that she could tell you were suspicious and being weird about it and 100% believed that's why you narc'd her out. She said you were pretty cool at first but then you started being flirty and weird and wouldn't stop. Then you got super creepy and possessive despite never even meeting irl. Even stalking and contacting her family and causing them to worry and problems between them. Just because you wouldn't take no for an answer. Even swatting her because you were jealous and desperate. Other than you harassing her, she seemed happy and normal around that time... not drugged out and suicidal like you claim. That's just bullshit you dreamed up or are lying about.

 >>/183190/
> You know it was just a cock block
That's crazy to even think I thought she was staying with two people that were already together, I had no reason to think she was fucking anyone or trying to.

Honesty is always the best policy, not suicide baiting.

I think that story is just a cope she made up to fuck with my head anyway.

I forgive her for all that, I'm over and under it.

Just wish she could be too.

I'll never forget about Channing.

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New track.

Come. Give stimulation to my existence.
https://soundcloud.com/the-deathstill/collapsing-star-roaring-cannon

 >>/183391/
This ugly retard has a lazy eye. Still not buying that he doesn't have a humiliation fetish especially with all the fat bitch Myspace angle selfies.

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 >>/183392/

I just want Chanchan to have a great day. <3
https://soundcloud.com/the-deathstill/timeless

 >>/183660/
> I just want Chanchan to have a great day. <3
No you don't. Bbecause if you did you'd stop posting these threads.

 >>/183695/
I didn't make this thread.

This void is as good as any other to scream into anyway. I try to keep things positive at least.

I'm not perfect.

Gn chanchan wherever you are...

Whatever happened to Channing and Skull?

 >>/184550/
dead

 >>/184550/
engaged to be married at the end of summer

 >>/184942/
> engaged to be married at the end of summer
The good ending.

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But Channing, did you sail across the sun?Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded and that heaven is overrated?
CHANNING, did you fall for a shooting star?!
One without a permanent scar and did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there?

Come on Chanchan come out of hiding... please?

I love chanchan so much it burns

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Drip check

I love Channing Creager with all my heart, mind, and soul.

Finished new track.
https://soundcloud.com/the-deathstill/ebon-wheel-star

I really miss talking to her.

 >>/186568/
Stay strong king

 >>/186570/
> Stay strong king
I'm nothing if not resilient.


Time to kick back and play some guitar.

Smoking on that Cheddar Cheese pack, indica hybrid.

 >>/186585/
> Smoking on that Cheddar Cheese pack, indica hybrid.

You refuse to work but you can afford drugs?  Just like a certain race we all hate...

 >>/186585/
Your life must be pretty damn sad if the only positive support or caring words you get is from your own same fagging. Even that cut up Jewish broad glasses you simp for is too good for you, Matthew. Might as well accept that no woman will ever give you a chance and kys already. It's what chanchan would want, she made it more than clear when she roasted you on bant.

 >>/186600/
that was me giving my niggä skull some positive words. sorry little bro not everyone is a natural born hater
 >>/186585/
how long have you been playing guitar?did you take lessons or are you self taught?

 >>/186603/
Like 20 years. Especially after Guitar Hero came out. Self taught, lot of ppl in my family play music so that's how I learned.
 >>/186600/
Hey Chanchan back in Canada?

Contrary to what Channing and others might think, I don't just fall for women willy nilly. I hadn't felt like I do for Chanchan in years. Maybe ever, not like that. Not that kind of pull. That still won't go away.

> claims to hate kikes
> consumes every goyslop (Funkos, weed, processed junk food/nitrates)
> tried to romance three Jewish women (Betty, Channing, Megan), fails horribly
> sells his body to the jews
> world's biggest cuck, watching his jewish crush getting ran a train on her live on a South American website
> his only ally is another kike
The perfect golem.

 >>/186621/
> tried to romance three Jewish women (Betty, Channing, Megan), fails horribly
This is insanely inaccurate on many levels. Most of all, Chan isn't a jew, you nigger.
> watching his jewish crush
I don't have a crush on Megan, but she seems like a lot of fun and I hope she wins the $5k.

 >>/186622/
> he didn't deny the entire rest
Okay, golem.

 >>/186616/

> The everyone is chanchan cope 

Playing guitar is not special, it's normie shit and your music is generic AI slop that no one listens to. No idea why you keep bragging about it like it's not the most popular instrument and easiest to learn. Most people have hobbies they do for fun but don't brag about. It's like if my grandma bragged about knowing how to knit a scarf or making scrapbooks. Perhaps you would know that if you weren't such a fat loser with no friends.

leaf tranny just say you're a jealous nerd who can't play an instrument
> normie shit
ok keep jerking off to anime or whatever cool guys like you do lmao

> oooh leaftranny sweetie do you want to see the scarf i've been knitting?
> SHUT THE FUCK UP GRAM STOP BRAGGING ABOUT NORMIE SHIT IM GOING TO MY ROOM

can't believe this nigger acts like this kek

 >>/186640/
 >>/186641/

> Fatwad's only defender is himself samefagging larping as a jew

Yeah, keep bragging everywhere that people are jealous of you Matthew. I'm sure the more you say it the more it will fix your disaster of a life that no one will ever want to share with you.

yo skully have you made music in other genres or do you mostly stick to the atmospheric metal kind of sound?

 >>/186664/
I used to make lofi/edm shit when i was learning pro tools. Theres an album called Esoteric Grabbag on my SoundCloud with stuff from those days.

 >>/186639/
Well chanchan bounces between usa and canada these days so any leaf could be you/her.

Hey Chanchan if you're reading this check your email. Endchan stifling post length lately and i needed to say something to you. Just read it, you don't have to accept my apology or anything but i needed you to know even if you don't think im genuine. I am, it just took awhile to come to grips and get well enough to own it.

I dont want to contribute to anyone else's suffering anymore. I'm tired of suffering. I want to build people up, not tear them down.

Watching ppl suffer, contributing to their suffering, only feeds into our own suffering. What we inflict on others we also inflict on ourselves.

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don't worry skull
things will get better again just give it time 🙏

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LMFAOOOO no it won't. His Channing replacement crush tried to commit suicide today.

 >>/186844/
the aftermath of a traumatic event like that is the best time for him to make his move. it literally couldn't get any better for the hero of our tale

There is a big difference between all in good fun and malice. I see the malice in this community surrounding ftl and even estanque. I felt it welling up inside me, and cut it off before it could metastasize.
 >>/186844/
There is nobody who can replace Channing. 
 >>/186835/
Our own suffering is directly tied to the suffering of others. Especially if we encourage suffering, facilitate suffering, or inflict it. 

I'm ending that cycle for myself.

 >>/186908/
> I'm ending that cycle for myself.
> it's another episode of this bald retard suicide baiting

 >>/186913/
> it's another episode of this bald retard suicide baiting
My brother in Christ, not everything is about suicide. It merely means I'm not going to feed into malicious intent anymore.

 >>/186915/
Oh okay well that's all you really talk about

 >>/186918/
> that's all you really talk about
Cus suicide is painless
it brings on many changes
and i can take or leave it
if i choose ;)

 >>/186908/
Didn't you just spend the entirety of like 5 talking shit on and and inflicting malice on Channing? Dumbass. Your entire personality is ego driven malice spreading everywhere you go online.

 >>/186936/
> Didn't you just spend the entirety of like 5 talking shit on and and inflicting malice on Channing?
Uh, no? I haven't done anything to her lately. Especially after she apologized last year and was on the verge of reconciliation before getting cold feet.

 >>/186936/
If Chanchan still has people talking shit on her, she should get ahold of me so we can work on it. I don't tolerate Channing slander.

https://x.com/MrWhiteskull/status/2067582391560901086

 >>/186939/
you've done a lot to humanize Channing to the masses, so that they see beyond the bitter drug-addled sam hyde obsessed schizo she presented to the world. give yourself a little credit.

 >>/186938/
She said she did that out of desperation to make you stop messing with her but then realized it would just make you think you had a chance again. Not because of cold feet idiot.

 >>/186948/
He made 5 full threads on this website spamming calling her a drug addict and everything negative under the sun, even insulting her fathers death. She's never going to talk to him again and he's an idiot for still bothering her or thinking she's going to "reconcile".

 >>/186956/
> then realized it would just make you think you had a chance again
a chance at what channing? friendship?
 >>/186957/
sins I will pay for until I die. We all sin, channing. I own mine and strive to do better every day.

Hope you're doing well.

 >>/186957/
And God willing this will be the last thread that ever gets made about you. I didn't make it. And the ones I did make, are nearing the end of the catalog and will more or less disappear.

Dear Channing, I'm sorry for 2025. I really am. I wasn't well, but that's not an excuse so much as a fact. I was on the path to wellness but it wasn't quite there yet. We found each other at bullshit times in both our lives, but for whatever reason you gave me the friend I needed at the time and I know I did that for you too.
Where I fucked up the most is in how I was unable to articulate how I felt about you in a healthy way, because I didn't fully understand it myself and honestly I still don't. Instead of giving you the space you needed and let you figure your shit out, I was clingy and desperate not to lose one of the first people I was able to open up to about shit in a long fucking time. I did all this at the worst possible time for you, when your father passed away. In my frustration and stupidity I said things I never should have said, and even though I can't unsay them, I will carry the mark of that sin til I die. I can't ask you to forgive me for that and I don't expect you to. It doesn't matter how sorry I am, there are things you just don't say.

And then after that, I dragged you on endchan. Making our personal shit public for a bunch of incel virgin retards to read. I only have power over my own actions. The way I acted was way worse than the way you acted.

This is the first true and honest apology I've given you, because I'm well enough see and understand all the things I did wrong and how I made everything worse between us. You don't have to forgive me. I don't think I deserve it.

But I'm not ready to give up hope on one day reconciling with you, as friends.

 >>/186939/
why would she "reconcile" or be your "friend"? You act like a stalker and completely romantically obsessed freak not a "friend". YOU are the one talking shit on her for the past two years since she told you she wasn't interested in you, no one else cares to drag her down it's only been you. YOU are the problem and a weird freak who doesn't understand personal boundaries or autonomy. You deserve all the loneliness and misery god has in store for you.

 >>/186962/
 >>/186962/
> why would she "reconcile" or be your "friend"? 
Idk, I can't make that choice for her. I can only work on myself and strive to be a better man every day.
> You act like a stalker and completely romantically obsessed freak not a "friend".
At first I was, or something like that maybe. It's not like that anymore. I do still love her in the sense I care about the friendship we had and would do whatever it takes to get something approaching it back. That's all I want. That friend to talk to again, that gets it. 
> YOU are the one talking shit on her for the past two years
Haven't talked shit in many months. Not since she apologized, maybe before but for sure since then. Too little too late on my part, I know.
> no one else cares to drag her down it's only been you.
I've never wanted to drag her down. Not really. I want to build her up. That's all I want for anyone these days. I'm really sick of negativity. It's hard to find the positivity in this world for me but I've been trying real hard. The only place I find it anymore is in my guitar.
> who doesn't understand personal boundaries or autonomy.
I made some mistakes, but I never tried to control you. And I don't want to control you. You're your own person with your own life, I'm not trying to fuck that up in any way. I'm not trying to invade it. If she wants to set boundaries, set boundaries. That's part of communication. I'm all ears these days.
> You deserve all the loneliness and misery god has in store for you.
I won't argue with you there, Chanchan. But I'd like to change that and have been working diligently at it.

 >>/186963/
Stop contacting her, stop talking about her here and everywhere you go online and leave her alone. Those are the boundaries she set for you SEVERAL times yet you don't respect them or her because you feel the need to blab about her every day and post everywhere you go. You don't care about her or anyone really. You only care about yourself and what you want and that is why no one loves or will ever love or care about you and you will be alone forever.

 >>/186964/
> You don't care about her or anyone really.
Untrue.
> You only care about yourself
Untrue, I've always put others before myself.
> no one loves or will ever love or care about you and you will be alone forever.
You say some mean things Channing. Has being mean to me ever gotten either of us anywhere?

 >>/186964/
Maybe you should follow through and pay the $2000 to have me killed if you hate me that much. I plan to live a long time.

The awful things you say to me doesn't dissuade me from wanting to reconcile or be your friend, because I know you and I haven't forgotten you.

It only strengthens my resolve.

 >>/186964/
> stop talking about her here and everywhere
This I can work on though.

come on channing stop being stubborn and give the guy a chance. open up and let him warm that ice cold heart of yours. you've both hurt each other but that doesn't mean you should throw such a special bond away forever. you don't want to look back with regret wondering what could have been...

 >>/186971/
Nigger she's married, it really ain't even like that.

 >>/186972/
Then why do you keep sending her emails professing your love for her? Really showing you respect her boundaries huh. I'm sure she'll turn around a be your "friend" any day now. She wasn't interested in you when she was single, why do you think she will be now that she's married? You know what I think? I think you are still trying to ruin her life and just playing dumb.

 >>/186968/
She said to leave her alone and stop bothering her. Why is that strengthening your resolve? You have 0 respect for her boundaries.

 >>/186974/
people that need help often lash out and say things like that to their loved ones. it's hard to stick by them in times like this where they're hurling abuse

but the real ones stay

 >>/186973/
> Then why do you keep sending her emails professing your love for her?
What a friend can't tell another friend that he loves her?
> I think you are still trying to ruin her life and just playing dumb.
Channing I NEVER TRIED to ruin your life. Ever. Not once. Was never my goal or intention. Ever.

Would you stop talking about yourself in the third person? It's a wee bit gay.

Also might make you happy, I just cut my fucking thumb wide open working on the car, might need stitches... kek

I also went thru twitter to delete any posts mentioning you, there actually werent that many. A couple where I had replied to some about sam being a faggot and had said looks like you were right all along.

And some posts on my alt from season 5 but other than that, nothin. Deleted them.

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Chanchan you watch Estanque? I told you not to be jealous of the jew, she tried to rope by jumping off the balcony yesterday cus the beaner she fucked left lol.

Spider Monkey Gang

 >>/186978/
You aren't friends. Period. And a man repeatedly sending romantic emails to a married woman is fucked up and boundary crossing.

 >>/186983/
Why do you think she watches this or fishtank or any Sam Hyde shit?

 >>/186988/
> You aren't friends.
We were friends. Romantic emails? Post them up chanchan when was the last time I sent you a 'romantic' email? Ever? Be real.

 >>/186989/
Estanque isn't sam hyde shit.

Oh I did offer to take you to Bonnaroo I guess that could be considered romantic, and sometimes I remind you how rare and beautiful you are, is that romantic or just a factual statement?

And I did ask if you'd play drums for me maybe that's romantic too.

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$200 large? Damn girl you got rich after all! Nobody in this crib gets EBT anymore unfortunately, sorry.

You're right tho, I lack agency mostly because I lack disposable income. Doesn't mean I can't come up with money when I need it for certain things.

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"You'll never catch me."

Yeah? Well I'll never give up.

Not a single person believes you just want to be "friends". You are constantly talking about how much you love channing, are not over her, how she's the only one you have feelings for and it's not in a friendship way, not a single person believes that despite your lying. Do you think her or her husband appreciates that you are sending her those creepy emails? That isn't how "friends" speak to married "friends". If you were married would that be acceptable to you that your wife had a crazy stalker trying to tell them they loved them and constantly 'yearning" for them. Get a grip.

 >>/187004/
> You are constantly talking about how much you love channing
I do love Channing.
> are not over her
I'm not over losing my friend, no.
> Do you think her or her husband appreciates that you are sending her those creepy emails? 
Idk, get me and him in a call together we'll see.
> If you were married would that be acceptable to you that your wife had a crazy stalker
I'd talk to the guy and figure out what his deal was.

Well shit I suppose I best goto the hospital and get this thumb dealt with.

Skullbro forget this chopped old bitch. You can do better. Find a woman who cares about you and sees the value in you. This Channing skank clearly isn't the one.

 >>/187004/
it sounds to me like he just wants to be friends now. no need to make it all weird. a couple romantic emails in the past? big whoop
 >>/187014/
unfortunately my colleague here is probably right but I know the heart is a funny thing. It wants what it wants.

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He's totally normal and just trying to be friends with her! How could you possibly misconstrue his unreciprocated romantic interest as anything other than innocent friendship?