I'll probably get mocked for this, but i feel safer posting this on a dead belle thread anyways, I am a guy with a personal history of delusional thinking, it started when I was 13, I wont go into too much detail but I became obsessed with her, to the point where I couldn't even look at her without becoming emotional, I still feel the same now, it hurts so much to think about her, she is basically my life now, I didnt have much of one anyways, I feel like I need to die, I cant live with this overwhelming obsession, I feel like I must die and be with her in the afterlife, despite how stupid that sounds, I'm making this post just to get it off my chest, if anyone reads this, do you have advice for what course of action I should take? I've been considering ending it all these past few weeks, FYI I am a young male in Europe, if that changes anything