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In the hush of the marrow where the moonlight turns cold
Mr. Whiteskull is walking these halls made of stone
Porcelain fingers trace cracks in my soul
Whispering secrets that I'll never own
Your name tastes like summer on a tongue made of dust
Channing Elizabeth, the girl I can't touch
With this heart that still beats in a chest full of rust
Though the rest of me crumbled away into dust

Oh Channing, my light in a world made of bone
I'd die every night just to stand in your glow
But your eyes never fall where these shadows have grown
And my love is a secret that only ghosts know
I'm hollow, I'm hollow, still aching for you
A skull full of roses that never broke through
Every beat of my silence keeps calling your name
Unrequited, undying, forever the same

You dance through the daylight with laughter like wine
Golden hair catching the sun I can't find
I watch from the edges where curtains fall thin
A pale silhouette starving outside looking in
Your voice is a river that never runs dry
While mine is the echo that answers goodbye
I'd trade every rib for one moment alone
To hold your warm hand in these fingers of stone

Oh Channing, my light in a world made of bone
I'd die every night just to stand in your glow
But your eyes never fall where these shadows have grown
And my love is a secret that only ghosts know
I'm hollow, I'm hollow, still aching for you
A skull full of roses that never broke through
Every beat of my silence keeps calling your name
Unrequited, undying, forever the same

If I could grow flesh from the dust of my pain
If these empty eyes bloomed into something humane
Would you see me then, or still turn away?
A man-shaped disaster who loved you too late...

Oh Channing... my unreachable flame
I'll keep burning quietly, whispering your name
In the garden of bones where dead roses still bloom
I'll wait for a touch that will never come soon
Hollow... so hollow... still loving you true
Mr. Whiteskull forever... in shadows... for you

Channing Elizabeth...
Creager...
Goodnight...











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Remastered final version of Oh Channing/The Knight's Lament.

Lyrics:
In the hush of the marrow where the moonlight turns cold
I'm alone wandering these halls made of stone
Porcelain fingers trace cracks in my soul
Whispering secrets that I'll never own
Your name tastes like summer on a tongue made of dust
Channing Elizabeth, the woman I cannot touch
With this heart that still beats in a chest full of rust
Though the rest of me crumbled away into dust

Oh Channing, my light in a world made of bone
I'd die every night just to stand in your glow
But your eyes never fall where these shadows have grown
And my love is a secret that ghosts only know
I'm hollow, I'm hollow, still aching for you
A skull full of roses that never broke through
Every beat of my silence keeps calling your name
Unrequited, undying, forever the same

You dance through the daylight with laughter like wine
Golden hair catching the sun I can't find
I watch from the edges where the light falls thin
A pale silhouette starving outside looking in
Your voice is a river that never runs dry
While mine is the echo that answers goodbye
I'd trade every rib for one moment alone
To hold your warm hand in these fingers of stone

Oh Channing, my light in a world made of bone
I'd die every night just to stand in your glow
But your eyes never fall where these shadows have grown
And my love is a secret that ghosts only know
I'm hollow, I'm hollow, still aching for you
A skull full of roses that never broke through
Every beat of my silence keeps calling your name
Unrequited, undying, forever the same

If I could grow flesh from the dust of my pain
If these empty eyes bloomed into something humane
Would you see me then, or still turn away?
A man-shaped disaster who loved you too late...

Oh Channing... my unreachable flame
I'll keep burning quietly, whispering your name
In the garden of bones where dead roses still bloom
I'll wait for a touch that will never come soon
Hollow... so hollow... still loving you true
Your Knight forever... in shadows... for you

Channing Elizabeth...
I'm still here, still loyal
Always...





























 >>/195721/
It should. It's all you need to know about her.

And Chanchan if you see this I hope you're doing alright, the way you dipped out of El Stanky makes me think you're going thru some autistic shutdown type shit so I'm just worried about, per usual.









 >>/196342/
> You might be interested to know that Channing and her husband split up last month.
Sad if true, I was really rooting for her. So now shes a single mother? I'm willing to step up Chanchan, I'm retarded enough and love you enough to spend my $50k backpay on you and your baby if it comes through.





 >>/196347/
My only issue with being a step dad is that step parents dont really have any rights. If you grow attached to that kid and develop a bond, the actual biological parent can rip that bond away and leave you and you have no rights to that kid even if you've been with them for years.

Not a great situation to end up end.








 >>/196378/
I'm not fucking with him. My wife's best is the girlfriend of Channing's friend who she was staying with when fatty swatted her.

If I was fucking with him I'd tell him how much Channing is lusting after him. Channing hates fatty, no doubt about it.




 >>/196379/
> Channing hates fatty, no doubt about it.
Well in your mind, if Chanchan hates me so much, why would you tell the person she hates anything like this? Do you not like Channing? You're not doing me any favors, and you're certainly not doing her any favors by posting about her personal shit here.




















 >>/196419/
pretty sure channing would rather be alone forever than give you the time of day. where does your overconfidence come from btw? is it part of your long list of mental illness that makes you so confident in being a disgusting failure at life?


 >>/196420/
You just got out of year long relationship, take your time. Im not going anywhere. Maybe you could start by just talking to me normally again instead of on here. Give me a chance to prove my devotion and sincerity. To rebuild trust.





 >>/196387/
You know how much she hates cops and you called the cops on her to get her involuntarily committed. She just thought you were a creep until you used the cops to cock block her. Trust me, that's when she started hating you.

The girlfriend of the guy Channing was staying with is my wife's best friend.

 >>/196388/
You don't have even the slightest clue who Channing really is. She told you that she was married and pregnant hoping you'd leave her alone. Now she wants you to know that she won't talk to you not because she's married but because she actually just hates you for what you did to her.

She told my wife some of the stories about the CRAZY shit that you've done to her. It's beyond sad that you actually think she'd ever talk to you again after all that.

Channing has never had any trouble finding herself a boyfriend. Why do you think she'd ever want you even as a friend, much less as a boyfriend? lol

skull do you know this miga dork killd0zer that marky is linked to?
 >>/196497/ it looks like he and Marky might be in some of the same places you would hang out to talk about fishtank and Sam. Did she hit you up too and you just don't want channing to get jealous?

 >>/196479/
> Channing has never had any trouble finding herself a boyfriend. Why do you think she'd ever want you even as a friend, much less as a boyfriend? lol

this is the most insane part to me, that this obese retard with no job, accomplishments, or ANYTHING TO OFFER thinks that she would give him the time of day



 >>/196479/
It's beyond hilarious to me he thinks he can just say he is a changed man and that will make her talk to him again. No faggot, you literally treated her worse than her worst enemies and you think you can just wave it away by saying you are different now? KEK what an absolute faggot retard you are, she will never forgive you or speak to you again AND FOR GOOD REASON



I'm willing to bet that "Skull Hyde" is such a social reject that the closest he's ever come to losing his virginity is the time he almost raped that 16 year old he was being a pedro with. Normal people don't obsess about others the way he has and it shows that hes such a permavirgin he is obsessed with this woman because he wan'ts to be Sam Hyde so badly. Very fucking weird.



 >>/196511/
yeah the channing wanting skull narative has no weight, if it did maybe in the past 3 years he's been stalking her she would have at least talked to him lol. Instead this sad schizo faggot is hiding behind israeli and commie flags on a stalker forum recalling the times 3 years ago she spoke to him and gave him the time of day. What a sad faggot he is.






let's not forgot skull and channing originally bonded over his trolling of her ex-bf/employer that she had spent several years stalking on the internet and irl. this all culminating in a physical altercation at one of his shows that required a police response to handle.

 >>/196518/
yes she called the police herself, this stalking angel isn't the win you think it is when you are stalking a woman who you have never even met in person. How does it feel to be such an inpotent faggot that you waste your entire life being addicted to your computer and eating goyslop to the point that you weighed almost 400 pounds?



 >>/196477/
So she WAS trying to fuck him? I wasnt trying to cock block anybody i just didn't want the person i was falling in love with to die in a bathtub with her arms cut open or something horrible like that. I didn't want her committed either. People really don't understand what a tough situation something like that is.

If i was by her side it wouldn't have had to come to that. Drugs and drama are a bad mix.



 >>/196506/
Hey Chanchan. No actually the weight loss has made it healthier and increased my libido so if you really need me to dick you down i am able. Im also fine with just hugs, sex isn't all that important to me. 😘
















 >>/196529/
More than trying. They were having sex when the cops came banging on the door. She said the worst part was that she was "almost there" when they were interrupted. You literally cock blocked her.

Falling in love with? LOL, you are just as crazy and creepy as she said!

And what drugs? She's a free spirit and likes to have fun sometimes. You make it out like she's a crackhead or sometihng. Just part of your savior complex like she said. You obviously don't know shit about her.

 >>/196530/

Again, you just show that you don't know anything about Channing. She's a free spirit who isn't necessarily looking to be tied down with one guy. And of course you twist that into a fault of hers. You're delusional thinking that you know her so well. I've known her for a while and my wife and her best friend have known her a lot longer. I don't know what 'dark side' you're talking about. Again, part of your delusional savior complex. You keep wishing all of these problems onto her because that is what you think is your only chance of getting her. She wants to go out and experience the world and have fun along her adventures. She'd never in a million years sit sedentary in a trailer in the middle of nowhere with ANYONE. And especially not with a controlling, gaslighting and delusional kook like you.


 >>/196602/
You got the wrong idea. I know you don't really need me or anyone else, you've done well on your own for the most part. I need someone like you. But you aren't perfect nobody is. People complete each other in ways they can't on their own.



 >>/196617/
You really are retarded, aren't you? You think anyone who talks to you is Channing.

Your delusions are showing again. There ain't no storm to ride. And from what I've heard your BMI prohibits you from riding even a bicycle. Nevermind that you're broke.

And you definitely seem like the kind of obsessed predator who would go all Annie Wilkes on someone and chop their foot off to keep them from leaving.

Is it really true that your life's goal is to earn full disability and lounge around your mom's trailer for the rest of your life?


 >>/196625/
> And you definitely seem like the kind of obsessed predator who would go all Annie Wilkes on someone and chop their foot off to keep them from leaving.
Why? The only thing I ever tried to keep you from doing is killing yourself.

 >>/196618/
You're talking completely crazy now. 
A) I told you who I am so drop that talking to me like I'm Channing shit.

B) You sure changed your tune. A few posts ago you were going to save her by calling the cops on her and rescue her from herself. But now you dropped all that bullshit and straight sound like you're resorting to grovelling. It all just sounds like gaslighting and manipulation to me.

C) You never really knew her. How long did you guys talk online for? You've never met her. You obviously don't know anything about who she really is. Especially the fact that you think she'd ever date someone like you. She's had a lot of boyfriends over the years and I can't recall a single one who was obese. And definitely none who were morbidly obese and disabled.




 >>/196628/
If you keep talking to me like I'm Channing, I'm out. Don't be such a retard.

I can't prove mens rea but it sure look like you're making excuses. She didn't want to talk to you anymore because you were creeping her out. You knew she was staying with a friend who happened to be her fwb for years. Next thing you know, the cops are banging on the door and she's one wrong answer away from being dragged away against her will. How do you think it's going to look? Your anxieties and failures shouldn't spill into other people's real lives.


 >>/196636/
> Don't be such a retard.
You're the one making it like this dude.
 >>/196638/
> Uh oh, here comes the anger part of your manipulation.
I'm not angry, it's just mad annoying. 

Lol so wait, were you trying to screw this guy while he had a girlfriend? That's fucking diabolical Chanchan. My dude, you gave me no impression that's what was going at the time, it wasn't something I was considering at all. Idk why you don't believe I called that wellness check out of genuine love and concern.

 >>/196633/
I don't fucking know you, retard. We've never talked.

So is this the part of the manipulation where you think a imaginary carrot on a stick is going to make Channing not hate you?

Face it man, you didn't have a shot with Channing when you first met, or when you creeped her out, or when you made her ghost you, or when you made her hate you. And you have no chance with her now; with or without that $50k.






 >>/196639/
His girlfriend wasn't a big fan but she knew their long history and knew what was going on. Describing it as "Fucking diabolitcal" just shows that you really don't understand shit. Go ahead and keep thinking you know wtf you're talking about.

 >>/196646/
Fine, SHE's right. I didn't understand. How could I it's not like SHE was forthcoming with that information. But still that has nothing to do with HER weird crash out and suicide baiting that had me crashing out trying to figure out if she was okay. As it turns out, her family was going to call a wellness check on her too I'd just beat them to it. I could have lied and said it wasn't me. I told her the truth.

 >>/196643/
Whatcha got?

jk, there is no point. The only point is a little entertainment for me. I've never chatted with someone who even Freud himself would ask to sit on his couch.

My wife heard from her friends about this drama as it unfolded 2-3 years ago. She hadn't talked to Channing for a while until recently. I check in here and, holy fuck, you're still at it with your craziness so I figured I'd interact a little.  That's it. No more. No less.


 >>/196647/
I don't know anything about her baiting you.

But how do you know what her family was thinking/doing? You knew Channing for a few months and got to know her family that quickly? Her cousin, right?

Again, you prove you don't have a fuckin' clue.

I don't know everything there is know about Channing, but we shared a lot of intimate details about our lives. There are things I know about her. I know enough to want to know more. I wish she'd consider working on repairing our friendship with me. Then maybe we can build on it. It really doesn't need to be this way anymore.












I love chanchan with all my heart and soul. If she wants to travel the world, i want to travel with her. If she wants to do drugs, i want to do them with her. Life without her isnt life at all.




I'm the guy who is best friends with the brother of the wife of the father's cousin of the guy she was staying with and I can tell you she was up all night crying and whimpering your name









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