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I can personally assure you that she did neither of those things. many orbiters seem to believe that their girl of choice is lurking or even posting here, every thread has plenty of these delusional assumptions. as soon as someone sounds slightly different from your typical orbiter, then they must be the x or y girl. that's what they want to believe, because they're dying to get some attention from the person they're obsessing over, they need to think that they're at the center of that girl's thoughts, but they're not. you're not different. if anything, the fact that you hate her makes you want to get a reaction from her even more. the reality is that most of these girls have moved on and don't care about this shit anymore, and rightly so, everyone has a life to think about. if you still had some sense you'd realize that you're consuming yourself with hatred for a person who was never that important, who's never really belonged in your life, and whom you used to know for a brief period of time... how long ago? three or four years? you're stuck in the past, and I bet it's not even a pleasant place to be in, so insisting on staying there makes no sense. I don't know what terrible things she did to you, I'd be happy to hear about them you if that helps and makes you feel better, but really, I think at this point your hatred is just a useless way of torturing yourself and preventing you from putting things into perspective and moving forward. no one is worth something like that.