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Is putting yourself out there on the internet and interacting with haters and racists your way to self-harm? You know how you look and what kind of attention you'll get, and that you're not going to be popular.
I guess its healthier than cutting your wrists or doing drugs...











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 >>/98719/
Exactly I think bangs just suit your face the best with the right haircut. Like one of the other posters said you look amazing with curly hair (curly by white standards) but I'm sure that could be hard to maintain. Do you ever fill in your eyebrows at all? I feel like that could enhance your look a lot as well.







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 >>/98786/
Is it confirmed that they're actually dating and it wasn't just a publicity stunt? If they are dating I doubt she's even physically attracted to him and will inevitably cheat but will probably stay with him out of fear that any attractive guy she dates might cheat on her.




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 >>/98821/
just ask him iris you can censor half of his face if he would like to, we personally think he looks good and we aren't spiteful against him for being your bf its kinda cute and we are deep down proud of you
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what hair cut do you think would fit him








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 >>/98739/
i feel like when i fill in my eyebrows it looks really spooky and weird and fake, im probably just not getting the right products. but thanks i do really like that curly ish hair with the side bangs, side bang in general are so nice. or a hime cut would be cool, so many hairstyles i want and sadly probably will never be able to have with my natural hair. straight hair people are so lucky

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 >>/98922/
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how is ciara my idol
i dont do pill/intravenous drugs or manipulate people or even interact with those eceleb groomers that she used to be friends with

im not anorexic either just always had this body type














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why is iris always so agressive for anons? I know she has BPD but her being black must also impact the results of her ape like agressiveness chick gets angry with little things

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 >>/98997/
> IM SO HAPPY YOU DO THIS
That’s okay, I like your streams a lot. :3 I wish I could be there sooner and not be so sleepy early in the evening so I can be less lurky. But depression and seasonal allergies lol. Maybe things will get better in time I hope.

> i used to do this when i watched streamers more 
If it’s ok to ask, what do you think changed to make you watch streams less?  I started watching less too a couple years ago and I never really figured out why because I was heavily into smaller vtubers and wanted to become one myself.

Next time I come I’ll bring a gift and maybe some subs (so everyone here should totally go to her twitch stream). ^^























































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 >>/100658/
You can't be naturally anorexic but you can be naturally underweight. You can also have a naturally big forehead, but being underweight will make it way worse. Take Ken as an example. Her hairline at her most unhealthy was pretty bad but with her bangs parted now you can tell that its way better because shes healthier than she used to be. Iris, your hair will grow better if you eat a better diet and gain even just a few pounds. But I think you are qt anyway. TMI question so feel free to not answer but are your periods regular? Thats a pretty good indication of if there's a bigger problem too.



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god i wanna kms im such an emotionally needy retard. if she breaks up with me, I want you guys to know it's my fault. Im just such a fucking loser with nothing going on in my life that I sperg out when I'm being ignored. She posted here instead of replying to me having a mental breakdown. I really don't feel good man. I hardly have any friends to talk to, only one really.

I'm such a piece of shit, can you guys just call me a chink or something

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 >>/100665/
You sound too unstable for a relationship. My two cents as someone who has also been too unstable for a relationship and made myself and another person more unhappy because of it. If you need constant attention and feel awful without it then you need more going on in your life before you should even consider having a gf. Most people here think a gf would fix everything but until your life gets sorted out it only fucks both of you up. Sorry you're going through this and have to realize it the hard way. You cant depend on one person for everything. Gfs aren't therapists or life coaches.

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 >>/100666/

I just hate how she posts on here and shit and doesn't check my DMs it's really not that unreasonable. If I weren't so god damn lonely. My life is fucking miserable beyond belief you guys might not give a shit but I'm being tortured daily by the government and I have nothing to fill my day besides people on discord. I'm too fucking paranoid to even go outside for a walk most of the time and therapists don't do shit for me. Along with the meds. I'm not treating her like my therapist, I just wish she would prioritize me over all this other shit. Seeing her post here is triggering me so bad while she's intentionally ignoring me.




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I don't know what she gets out of talking to you guys, I don't want to leave her in places like this but sometimes I genuinely wonder if she prefers attention from you guys over me. I don't fucking get it. You guys don't even watch her fucking twitch streams, just harass her for nudes


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 >>/100669/
I'm not trying to be mean, but she's most likely not responding to you because you're literally delusional and in dire need of actual mental health help. I'm sorry brother, but you genuinely shouldn't be dating anyone. Any friend or gf would react the same way she is.






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 >>/100695/
The difference being that he doenst come seeking online validation from anonimous people online to have a sense of self worth 
Like holy shit you've literally met irl and shes still in places like this , shes gonna cheat the exact microsecond another afrocel pops up in her life , the only thing that would make this more obvious would be having "WHORE" written on her forehead






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 >>/100829/
This is wrong. It comes from an unhealthy part of your psyche. You should at least try to fix it. Tbh your bf is making a good point, you should be interacting with people who care about you and have a real relationship with you, not haters and anonymous posters

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 >>/100855/
that same unhealthy part will prevent her from seeing any wrong or wanting to change. her behavior is a major red flag as far as an irl relationship goes and that chinese nigga gonna learn the hard way. at least he's getting laid (hopefully)










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 >>/100894/
thats not what i said
but id be miserable if i couldnt come to places like these atm

i was always honest abt that

once i have a stable income and dont live at home ill probably not need this to fill in the endless boredom that comes with being too broke to not be sober








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 >>/100910/
you're always bored because you're boring. stop being a needy whiny little shit and go do what you want to do and if that's be a little slut for attention even when you have a bf then wear it proudly and stop acting like you're forced by boredom or your life situation










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 >>/100874/
Life is a daily struggle. Struggle against yourself, your vices is also daily and never ends. Don't give up! You'll be here for decades, may as well improve yourself a bit
 >>/100900/
Once you get a job you may need our attention and care because the daily suffering of normie life will make living unbearable...
 >>/100905/
Please have at least one non-consumerist hobby! 
 >>/100919/
NTA but you picked a career path that has over 99% failure rate and where you need outstanding qualities to succeed. Like beauty or charisma.



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 >>/100938/
they keep strings attached to other people that's how they jump from one person to anothernand often circle back, but there is in initial infatuation phase where they might be loyal.

thinking of your significant other first thing is pretty normal whether in young love or a committed long term relationship

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 >>/100938/
They cycle through idealization and devaluation where the idealization phase they are the most attentive fantasy girlfriend a guy could ever want which is why they have so much success. Then they will at some point switch to devaluation - it could be 2 weeks, 6 months, or a year, but it happens. Then they find another and the cycle repeats.






































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 >>/101641/

wanna kms daily, casually mention voices totally glossed over not my therapist I want to shoot myself I would sit with an unloaded handgun and dry fire it pressed to my temple and maybe one day I might just load it and forget about it haha


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I have my first day at work tomorrow and it would've been nice to have someone to talk to before i slept I didn't even get a good night. gonna smoke more to make it worse see you guys.


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Then lay off drugs, drugs bring out the demons in weak people like you. All you can do is conquer the voices and your weakness, but it doesn't look like you have the strength to even attempt that


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 >>/101815/

but these are real demons and i probably just shouldn't bother anyone with them though that's the real part. I think you guys might be right. I can be pushed to the psych ward at any point I'm also being killed too like. She probably deserves a more sane person. I'm also a massive piece of shit.

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I am incapable of surviving I think I should just disappear from everything. Sanity is not possible for me for how deep I am. The meds don't do anything. Genuinely I think if I get thrown in there again I won't be getting out like I would just disappear for months I cant come back here I WILL die some how if not because like I can't do homelessness.














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Iris they're using you as some twisted proxy racist target. You can't be an egirl because you're black. They're feeding you the opposite so they can defend you and feel heroic. I wouldn't be surprised if on of these sadists knows you irl. You know how backstabbers roll. You can dress and play the part irl but this place is for egirls. Not black egirls. I really hope you process what I'm trying to say best I can without knowing you. I'm not racist. I'm real. These fuckers are bullshiting you. And don't vote for Harris.

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they can but iris is super forced, people who say that iris can't be an e-girl because she is black are coping and trying to make iris feel better, she can't be an e-girl because she does not have the looks or personality for it, it's simple as that. This " people find me ugly because im black" thing is a cope iris made









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Angelic Iris is:

1. Canadian.
2. Angelic
3. Iris

Out of all the r9k, she's the least offensive. Where is the drug use? the scamming? The lies? The manipulation? She's a pure hearted angel.











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Miyoko is troubled more than I want to process rn . Iris doesn't know who she is and it's fucked up to be planting these egirl ideas in her mind. I'm assuming iris doesn't have developmental issues.








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To be fair iris also tries to look asian but fails at it while miyoko does the asianfishing better ,but who cares? my point is that black e-girls can be cute and have discord boyfriends and simps like miyo does, iris is not hated cuz she is black she is hated because she looks masculine and is a fucking retard


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 >>/102100/
iris doesn't put in the work that miyo does, no lie. but be honest, there's a big crowd that doesn't like iris because she isn't caucasian enough. Most good looking blacks have a lot of white mixed in. I'm not of the crowd that likes blasians, I don't think they aesthetically mix





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 >>/102111/
there is no amount of work iris could put in put be attractive or interesting. there is 0 reason for anyone to ever orbit her and she can't change that.

she could have a few loyal followers like any girl could but that's not enough for iris. instead of being humble and accepting her limitations she chases a delusion she can have 1000s of simps and followers. beyond that she won't even take any advice on her ugly style and ugly hair or anything else for that matter. all she talks about is getting high and no one liking her. she deserves the hate and she deserves to fail. fuck you iris!






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 >>/101978/
can you die
i am an egirl already and black
stop being racist and mean
i cant turn white or asian so deal with it or just die already

and sorry i dont wanna catfish with much editing and makeup, i am too lazy depressed for that, i dont even wanna take new pics anymore nobody cares about them

i just need like 2 people to say i am cute per thread and then some bunps of whatever so i can have more threads and then i can live happy

ok bye again








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 >>/102259/
You're much better than dark ass miyoko but fuck that whiny attitude of yours. You're black acting like medicated trailer park trash. Toughen the fuck up. I can't get over the dark ho calling herself a fucken miyoko.

















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> Other e-girls
-generally hatable but interesting personality
-atleast somewhat attractive, fappable nudes/lewds
-community around them is prone to toxicity but is generally friendly enough
-more simps bumping her thread than her
> Iris
-universally hated, nothing interesting to say ever
-fugly, thinks it's cause she's black
-community just takes turns bullying her
-simps?











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no the reason i said it that way is because everyone was saying me being black means i cant be an egirl.. also i just only own very old drugstore makeup so my looks and cosplays are bad i know. but once i earn regular income i will improve it

im not supposed to be here anymore anyways im leaving im leaving





















































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god i wish irisbros were real

it would be nice to have a fan base one day
its so narcissistic but imagine being loved and supported by so many people... it must feel so nice

i know i dont deserve to get fans cause i am so useless so how do i stop dreaming anout it





















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it doesn't really matter
like nothing really matters
everything i do results in failure 

if you bump or dont bump, doesn't mean i matter

its all the same shit everywhere i go. im just a loser. i was put on this earth to have the one dream of being beautiful and liked and then always getting laughed at and ignored. like my existence is torture being in this body and mind. everything i want and everything i need will always be just out of reach

cant get a job, cant have friends, cant enjoy anything really

like i really just became a masdive loser, at least other girls have things like college or something going on in their lives. i just stay alone in my room sad 99% of my life. ive been so over doing anything at all since like 12. i didnt like any high school subjects i just spent all day worrying that nobody likes me because nobody talked to me, and trying to leave school early. im going to be this way forever arent i. undersocialized retarded loser 

plus im black! more reasons for people to hate  and avoid  and be mean to  and ignore me! yay 

i shouldve stuck to focusing on school but it was so hard being there when you feel like you're all alone all the time while everyone is having fun together wothoutyou








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 >>/103294/
i know im sorrryyyyy

nights like this when i cant fall asleep and have no weed i just cant stop myself from venting my stupid thoughts on here cause i know you guys mostly hate me already anyways and id rather bother people that already hate me about my stupid feelings than people that i still have hope to be liked by



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 >>/103295/
hope you still work out a good future, i'm sure you are young and still have time. thanks i think i am definitely objectively one of the ugliest girls on this board though, its not all just racism. still i shouldnt take it to heart. i need to hear this today  ily. why are girls so amazing and nice. goodnight


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 >>/103304/
i don't really hate any of the girls here or have any reason to be weird towards them.. most of them are super pretty. i think they do that out of jealousy. only ones im iffy with are the ones who are proven to edit because thats weirdo behavior 

eh but iris is my favorite <33!! cewl is super nice towards me too.




















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 >>/103289/
You're a clear case od depression and you need stronger meds and therapy
If your parents don't provide that for you they should go to jail

Of course you're not going to get anywhere in life if your brain bombards you with sorrow and anxiety and feeling inadequate whatever you do. I bet your brain reward pathways are all fucked too. 
 >>/103307/
You are one of the ugliest girls on a board dedicated to the prettiest girls.
That's like you went to Oxford and complained they are intelectually mogging you.

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 >>/103866/
I think she has a lot more problems than depression. At first I thought iris was a nice girl and felt for her but the more I've seen of her the more I find her to be kind of insufferable and a lot more like these other girls than I thought. she might not be as impulsive and selfdestructive but she has that same kind of lack of self awareness and lack of ability or desire to change, victim mentality in a manipulative kind of way and other things that make me think she will always be the way she is seeking attention and moving around with her woe is me bullshit.


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 >>/103887/
She's addicted to making herself miserable
Notice how much more receptive she is to negative comments, especially if they're simple insults
I don't know why some women have that insatiable desire for attention, whether its trauma or mental health issues or a part of female nature.
I think what they lack is called
> an internal locus of control
They're just receptacles for stimuli from others. 

Sadly part of depression is taking critique personal, and as proof that you are hopeless and useless and should self-destruct, rather than seeing critique as the first step to self-improvement


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 >>/103246/
Iris, I know so many girls who admire you. Even if you don’t have Irisbros, you could have us irisisters or something like that heehee 

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actually lots of people ik who admire you are fellow black girls who browse loser areas, they feel sort of “seen” by you…which might not be the best thing ever, but atleast you have people who automatically support you because you represent a specific niche..having niche appeal isn’t bad for u



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 >>/103917/
Wtf you mean niche? There is no black egirl thread. Black egirls don't exist. This right here is a parody. You don't really believe a malnourished black girl egirl with emotions exists, do you? Irisisters whatever they feeding yall down there in the projects has you delirious. Maybe it's the fluoride in the water. Anyway go create your own parody thread for your people. Name it Wakanda.















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 >>/103991/

Well you have a point, but I don’t care about being an egirl, I’m just talking about a marketing strategy for iris. if iris cares about having a fan base or viewers, she could easily play up her most notable loser traits / shunned blk girl image, And people like me would gravitate towards her content due to relatability. Simple

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Also iris, why don’t you try homeschooling? that’s what worked for me. You can even try online college.



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 >>/104090/
You are trying to give her honest advice/help but you need to realize that these r9k "e-girls" don't want any such thing, they are all femcel vulnerable narcissists that spend all day whining about how they're not living the same life as Stacy while refusing to put in any effort into anything and getting mad at moids for not just feeding them free attention.





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 >>/104118/

Okay you have a good point.. .  But we’re on the most delusional and par-asocial board in existence so I choose to believe there is hope for Iris & she could be successful, even if that is 50 years from now. 

Iris is a bit confusing for claiming that she stays here for good conversations ..even tho every conversation here lacks depth & is mostly just people calling her a nigger. Also she deffo lies about being irrelevant because she easily breaks 70+ likes with multiple replies just for posting herself … like girl I struggle to even gain 2 followers you will be okay 

Iris might be retarded, but she is the only reason i come to this board (my favorite egirl i guess) do miss her

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 >>/104223/
shes desperate for fame and notoriety, for some reason she thinks that is possible here. 70+ likes is nowhere near what she is striving for, but she isn't on a path to achieve it. She's got like 5 to 6 years to lock some sort of following down, and she hasn't been able to make shit for progress

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 >>/104309/
I've never seen iris claim to want mainstream fame. I kinda always imagined that her entire life dilemma is yearning for human connection through groups,  but simultaneously maintaining an image of static selfishness and failing to comprehend the dynamic adaptive reality of interpersonal relationships which makes her ignorant of people and things, The reason she is lonely stems from a selfish choice of sullen complacency…you cant only blame ‘’normies’’ or being ‘’black’’...it is your own personal choices too iris. 

Also the notoriety she seems to want is the publicity and remembrance of the few egirl’s posted here..but i don't think she understands the only reason these egirls get attention is for 1)curated an image of perfection that attracts Emotionally immature people who latch onto as a surrogate for their lack of individual identity (kennedi)  OR 2) dying young / going crazy from drugs/ having 1k+  nudes on every platform (bianca-ciara)..

That is my pseudo armchair - psychoanalysis of her...iris could serve as an example of what not to do bc i see alot of myself in her and i could've ended up the same way if it wasn't for introspection (which i believe iris is also capable of)

If this comes across as mean just know that people wouldn't exert this much thought energy into someone they hate or view as a total waste, only those who you believe cultivation is possible for. But anyways i miss you iris and hope you're okay






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You're not my cousin Danica? haha, you look the same, I have lighter skin than you, that's true, greetings Iris, and I'm not being racist, I'm just screwing with you, because I also have black relatives even though I'm not black.






















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Iris anyway I put it it'll sound like bashing but you need to be aware. That middle partition looks concerning. Your braids look like a white person did em. Them 2 inch roots ain't helping that sixhead none. Yet you take time to edit pics. Before you end up like cewl, go to your nearest crisis center and explain to them what's on your mind. Drink some milk and eat mo chicken. And ask your female admirers to post pics of them ＊s.






























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