how did I get here?
My father was a junkie, cooked mulch and arranged all sorts of game under it, invited his co-ducks, these assholes fucked up the whole apartment, my mother then cleaned up the shit for them, and my father put me on the waste, fucked me, fucked my sister (she was older by a year) when she was 11, her drunken "friend" of her father, and soon my father himself began to rape her, and then he tried to kiss me decently, if I broke out, in the end, but it was only 2 times to spend money on her class, but this one thing was silently from my sister, he did not give it to her money in the room, when she was in the same year, but she did not give it to me a drink, but I did not give it to her 12, she did not give it to her money from my sister.
In the same 12 of her, we began in rare moments of loneliness to touch each other, and then fuck, while NIRAZU was not discussed either in the process or after. did not talk at all then, only sighed and groaned. it was our personal maniac of pleasure and love, where there is no fuckin' dazzle with a marcephalous fuck.
After 9 went to sharaga, began to fuck for money with some Georgian and soon moved to him, we stopped fucking, then only at the age of 17 resumed sex.. and now the sister "works" in the salon of the piercing, but I think she fucks for money still, we do not communicate much.
And my father almost exactly on my 16 d arranged the best gift in life - grabbed a stroke from speed, earned encephalopathy and since then lies with a posseed vegetable on the sofa. my mother refused to take care of him, my sister too (but did not deny herself the pleasure of putting out a cigarette on a vegetable and steaming it with me) and even I, Krch looks after him and some old Uzbek for a penny, I will not be upset if she cuts off his head in the fuckin'.
The result is as follows: I became partially homo (fucking ladders a couple of times and 1 time gave the ass to a friend, cool, but not my high), partially pedo (sometimes I directly hunt for young girls, well, not directly small, but somewhere in the range of 12-15, under the meth wild hunt, even on the street to grab and bring home to fuck to loss of pulse), drug addict (started with weed and MDMA at 17, since then tried everything that is in the Russian psychoanalysis here)