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That's how it happened. Initially, it was planned that I would do things on one small dose and that’s all. But then, when the effects were almost zero and I began to yawn, then suddenly I became so angry that such a bad boy was slipped, even a private message was struck. As a result, I am sitting neither there nor here, I decided to add a little more, and as I added, then suddenly such a feeling of underachievement appeared, as if you had something tasty waved in front of your face, you already managed to touch your lips, and suddenly it is sharply withdrawn, and so teased. And as it turned out, I do not tolerate such a feeling at all with substances, and I just fucking took it, because by that time it seemed to me that it was almost just chalk, the smell is weak, my nose generally stinks, it feels like chalk inhaled, well, maybe a little bitter and that's all.
Because of this, I was so carried away - dissatisfaction / underachievement and underestimated the substance very much.
Now I know that I am very weak mentally when I have a feeling of dissatisfaction with the substance and its effects and a feeling that I can add more. I'll be more careful now.
Anyway, I came to work, half the way was on autopilot, just at some point, I was in a new location. I bought narzan, I'm drinking.
As I sat down I feel that all this lack of sleep and exhaustion begins to roll, my head immediately became heavy.
Colleagues say something, and I barely delve into the meaning, almost the thread is lost immediately.
I took with me just in case Phenibut, loperamide (all morning drizzled, apparently that bomb made a rustle in my tummy), some energy from sportspit, L-tyrosine, and collagen powder in which there are all sorts of vitamins.
Waiting for the right time to drink energy. I don’t know if L-Tyrosine will bring anything good or not