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>> I too, since childhood, anxious, constant anxiety, fear and avoidance, blah blah blah blah, I have no fucking education, nothing, because of constant anxiety and fear of change, sitting in my swamp and afraid to get out.
>> The funny thing is, until I was 26, I walked around like this and didn't see it as a problem, and then I discovered the world of drugs and pharma. Here they gave me a look into the depths of consciousness and soul, I realized how worthless my life is and what a fuck. Most of all, I liked the pharmacy, it is simply easier with it, there is no 228 and it lasts for a long time. I wouldn’t say at the price that it is profitable.
There are insiders. You look back and do not understand how you could live the life of such an amoeba, as if human consciousness came to you not at 2-3 years, but suddenly only now, and before that lived on an automatic machine like an animal.
I remember in my time AST therapy helped, I did the book myself, there was less excitement and anxiety. I want to find her again.
>> Don't eat anything yet. Just get away from everything, take a break.
I will do so, April I have a month of sobriety and changes, and the rest of my life is now without festivities, dosages. As I come back to normal, then consuming 2 times a week is my maximum for grass, if there is anything else, then 2 times a month. I've never been so fucked up in my ass like this waste. Yes, and life now, along with his desires, rethought worse than mushrooms.
Drink fenibuta, the topic is working, but not one tablet, but 750-1000 mg per day. Phenibut is actually the most imba nootropic and a fucking placebo.
I had thoughts of Phenibut according to the instructions to drink 3 times a day for a while, but it is really scary, still it is a hammock and a drug. I do not know what will happen in the end, will it not work out that I just push this state away and after the cancellation of Phenibut it will be bad again.
>> Knsch, after crocus, I was afraid to go outside for 4 days. I've got a lot of chunks in the neighborhood, but it's kind of a norm, not a bit of a conflict.
I don’t watch the news right now or social media