>>> bb/131468@130135
In a sense, the magic after 30 years of virginity is true.
Yes, anon, it requires that several factors converge in one place, that is, in you.
I'm going to put it this way:
- O angry and cold mother, as you said, mine did not fuck me and did not drink, maybe it is easier and clearer for the children of alcoholics and drug addicts in this life, but no, my mother worked three jobs and all that, she wanted me to study, here are other children mothers hugged me, I never had this, I did not know what this is from childhood, so my mother was closed, I think those boys whose mother kissed and hugged me, it was easier, my mother pretended that in life I did not have sex, but he was born in my mother's mother's house, and then he was born in my mother's mother's mother's mother's mother's house, and then he probably did not know one, and then he was born in my mother's mother's mother's mother's mother's mother's mother's mother's mother's house, and then he was not, and then he's mother's mother's mother's mother's mother's mother's mother's mother's mother's mother's mother's mother's mother's mother,
- bullying/psychological abuse, I have nothing to say, because in school I was not bullied, I moved the truth with the same strange dudes as myself, did magic, tried to fuck greencore or something like that, I did not refuse to fuck around at school, we called it "rams", the one who was smeared + 100 points to killed self-esteem, and as a result, to problems in sexual life.
- sexual abuse, memory stubbornly resists and does not want to remember, in general, in childhood I tried to fuck more than once, a drunken neighbor of the convict uncle Kolya molested when I was 6 to 8, this is also probably a huge plus to problems in adulthood;
- a kind of general jeering and unsociableness since childhood, I preferred to go to a place where I was alone and there I indulged in dreams or played with myself (no did not touch myself, just played), this is like a certain characteristic of nervous activity or constitution, when you do not need anyone and best of all alone, it was expressed in reading books alone, mastering radio hoops and subsequently resulted in jeer in a dash, but there I finally fucked up, did not study, graduated from the university after 30, was drunk as if not to spite my mother, who met me for a 2-year-old girl, and then finally got to work on a break, and then everything from this little girl.
What to say in the end. Shmaras still dry their teeth or compliment my dog when I walk down the street, a normal mentally healthy person could easily develop contact with them, I just ignore them. I also get hate at times, now it has become somewhat rarer, I think it is because of the surges of testosterone, with many I spoiled relationships with my demonstrative contempt, communication with you, etc., although initially they were normal to me. Women often seek to establish communication themselves and fall away when it comes to open hatred and cock-sucking. I also think that this general sloppiness and worthlessness in some way depends on the testosterone + serotonin bundle, because when I eat amic, I feel normal (but the dick is not worth it and in general women are not needed again), when I ate the lyrics and drank bdo, all mental problems were removed, as if I was thrown to the factory settings and released by a normal, adequate person, under this shit I communicated normally with women and people, and they reached for me even more, and then they recognized me as real when I stopped acting gamk and ran away in horror. I painted it long.
P.S. Confirm my hunch that boys and girls have different brains, this is the conclusion I made from how little sluts already at 9-10 years old begin to itch and become ill