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 >>/5992/

I'm on dat dere nofap. But even if did still fap, I would try to avoid defiling my mind by thinking about Bon, especially her in her younger days.

I won't lie and pretend that fantasy thoughts I'm ashamed of haven't come into my mind sometimes, nor that I always try very hard to resist them. I am guilty, Bonbibros...






 >>/6098/
> I'm on dat dere nofap
how is it going and how long? because I tried and I felt like my sex drive was cranked up to a 100 and it just felt annoying to be this horny, maybe im just a degenerate but I feel less perverted if I do it every other day instead of doing nofap



 >>/6070/
So horrible to watch. I know she's a fool, but she doesn't deserve this misery. She's like someone who walked into a buzzsaw completely cluelessly.

It makes me cry when she says what did she do... I want to know too... Why did this have to happen to someone who only made beautiful things for people once... Why did she have to be made so weak and stupid? I can't get past thinking reality shouldn't work this way.

 >>/6070/
I don't know all the lore, but... Bonbi and Emiru actually dated, right? And then Emiru left her for Mizkif.

What she's saying about Mizkif sounds completely insane. I'm assuming this is coming out of her Emiru-related antipathy toward Mizkif. It's seriously nuts tho. She's very paranoid.



I wonder if her parents know what is going on. I almost wonder if it would be a good idea to try and contact them.
They need to try to insist upon her coming home. She might be dead soon otherwise. It doesn't seem she can take care of herself.



 >>/6112/
I'm not talking about her being on OF, which I'm sure they know about. I'm talking about her being repeatedly suicidal. Also possibly with paranoid delusions, based on thinking Mizkif is targeting her.


 >>/6108/
> Bonbi and Emiru actually dated, right? 
Probably not, thats just a coomer fantasy to fill in the gap gap in their lives from lacking actual female contact.

Emiru became friends with Bonbi when she was still dating Seth and tried to help her see how bad he was. I would say it worked except the way Bonbi describes it he definitely dumped her, not the other way round.



 >>/6114/
Id imagine so, but Bonbi doesnt have it in her to kill herself, and her parents know that. Even those who dont have it in them still get taken to the hospital when they say will do it, and those are the ones who stay for a weekend and get released. Bonbi is just a girl who doesn't want to work a real job (I can understand that) but she is also not willing to put the effort to get her streaming career to newer heights, Thus why she turned to porn, as taking 8 images and a video or 2 in 30 minutes and just throwing them up takes less effort and simps will give her money, but the lack of effort in that realm also is starting to affect her income so now she will have to either go deeper into porn and show holes or do more degen stuff, or put effort into her streaming career, which stresses her out because its becoming more of a job than what she intended them to become, because she wants to either do low effort bad porn, or burp and fart streams.

 >>/6116/
Emiru even if she was bi would probably find bonbi gross and reject her anyway. Bonbi is an example that even cute girls can be too gross/unhygienic for their own good, and only attract weirdos and losers who can over look her smell/constant burping/farting

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It's almost uncanny how her story mimics the pinocchio story. a puppet that wants to be a real boy (as she wants to be a "real" woman or in as much as she sees them through social media). The strings which represent the social media algos that manipulate her. And how she later runs off to join the circus (of whores) but it later becomes apparent that it's a trap. But she's becoming a jackass and it's almost too late to escape. 

In this act we see if she will escape this circus and return home to the safety of her family to live a normal life or be stuck forever in the circus of whores to be a jackass.

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I swear to God I'll be the last Bonbibro. When she's 60 years old and a homeless drug addict (since knowing Bonbi something that stupid or even worse is inevitable), I'll try to help her. I owe her more than I could ever give back. To me even one of her Toks I love the most, like this one, is enough to justify me wanting to do that. I don't care how dumb she is and how much she apparently hates herself, I won't stop loving her.


Bonbi love is the worst/best thing to ever happen to someone. I truly feel like everyone here is part of simultaneously the most cursed and the most fortunate group anywhere in the world.


 >>/6104/
It's been years at this point, IDK how long precisely. I'm still weak and kinda edge sometimes but otherwise, nothing. It sort of evens out after a while, but I don't think the mental energy associated with it ever goes away. That's the whole idea of sublimation. If you stick with it that feeling of being worked up basically gets redirected toward action, discipline, creativity, being less self-pitying and narcissistic.
I can only recommend it. I think finally succeeding in quitting is one of the best things I've ever done. I don't want to ever go back. If you are at all spiritual or religious I think you will find it purifies your soul... But even on the more concrete level, I'm sure it would help get a GF or wife, and make progress in career or whatever other goals you have.
You are better able to see women as flawed but lovable creatures, instead of all the hatred for them common these days. (That hatred is just sick and stupid and degrades you, after all.) You aren't enslaved to your desire for them, or to sort of the concept in your mind of them. This is all connected to Bonbi, because I didn't really appreciate her fully until I'd quit fapping... The level of beauty I perceive in those Toks she's made is one of the most wonderful things I've ever experienced. I wouldn't trade it for anything. And being able to still love her so much despite all that's happened is I think a beautiful thing.


 >>/5956/
Poems about her? That sounds awesome. Plz plz post a few if you can... And maybe share what this place you are talking about is, though I guess you probably can't do that...
This is something I can never admit anywhere but an anonymous place, but I've written MANY poems about her. I am totally obsessed with her as an inspiration and subject. I do truly believe she's worth all the praise I can give her, and all the despair I can express over what's happened to her. The poems for her (and one other great Internet goddess) are the thing I'm most glad to have done in life.

 >>/6129/
I suspect he is referring to Roman Quote Anon who published a long poem about here with commentary.

Its still available
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1Zlz67P-tlIuUpyQAOPq4ydpGC2TQrDQyJZuQ6qs6emM/edit?tab=t.0

The commentary also reveals some things about RQA himself - his Soviet upbringing for instance or the way he likens Bonbi Bros to Humbert Humbert from the book Lolita.


She doesn't deserve this. All she was was this nice girl with brilliant creative instincts who brought beauty to many people's live, who made the world a better place. I KNOW she's responsible, sort of, but so what. She still doesn't deserve it. That girl of '18 and '19 doesn't deserve this shame and misery just because she was kind of dumb and weak, just because she ran into the wrong people. It's so unfair and wrong.
I'm so unhappy.
I don't want to not be unhappy. Not while she's miserable, not in a world where things like this can happen to a girl like Bonbi. It would never be right.
I'm so unhappy.

 >>/6132/
> I KNOW she's responsible,
buddy you need to really take a step back from this. she is living her life the way she wants to live it and she's fucked it up pretty good. but its not like she didn't know that going into it, the years she's been doing this and getting worse. you really can't tell me she didn't see it was going down hill. stop being so naive.

i don't know if you're young or what but this is really immature of you to attach yourself heavily to this girl and her life. these girls are a dime a dozen unfortunately. she was special once upon a time, sure, but it takes work to make things magic. she just didn't put in the effort. i do not feel sorry for her at all anymore and neither should you. she deserves whatever she works towards.







 >>/6134/
 >>/6136/
D-
Flapping around your flappy tits with a "lets get this over with I have rent to pay" look plastered on your face is just not a good look. The pile of crap behind her has a more than 0% chance there is a dead cat under it, and should be looked into. She has a cute face, and like seeing bush, though she needs to shave it down to a landing strip. Short hair wig looks decent on her, could pull off a lewd gender swap Sora.
 >>/6136/
C+ her tits are quite nice at the right angle and when they have support. More of the same "Grab tits, jiggle, jiggle some more" Then upload. Guess I just like the black lipstick on her so thats why I prefer them better? I dunno, but overall she has done better stuff, and another case of low effort slop that should net her negative money. If these were her first videos, 100% fine, but at this point? Simps needs to stop paying her so she is forced to either work harder on her streams or make her do better at nudes.


 >>/6140/
>  She has a cute face, and like seeing bush, though she needs to shave it down to a landing strip. 
can you faggots stop peddling your bullshit. bush is hot. fuck off. her content is shit we get it. 

 >>/6140/
> Simps needs to stop paying her
this is the only thing i agree with you on.





















Some talk about footfags and some talk about hairfags, but we forgot about the real vermin of this place, the dreadful teethfag, idk if he is still among us, but I remember his obsession with bonbi's teeth during 2018-2019, he used to terrify me with his teethfaggotry, I hope he killed himself and rid the world of his freakish obsession.




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 >>/6164/
pic related will have to do for now. the free AI face swap/head swap tools out there are a shit and i tried a fuckton of them too. the free AI image editors are alright but only if you can prompt with multi-fusion, but i may have gotten lucky because i didn't even use grok or any other mainstream llm.




















































 >>/6217/
I think hot pockets are the really cheap and mass produced version of calzones.
Like just cheap dough with a tomato-ish and pseudo-cheese filling.
A calzone from a decent restaurant you can get with real tomato sauce, real mozzarella and then whatever else you want, e.g. mushrooms, ham, pepperoni.













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 >>/6245/
The first set is from NadoNabo and the second from Minh. Are you sure they are the same artist? To my eyes the styles are different.

I got them from the DiscordNigger OC Pack which is part of the Anons Pack Mega listed in the OP.






















 >>/6259/
I checked the VOD. Yeah, Bonbi was definitely using drugs on stream. She kept leaning down below the camera, sniffing something, and then acting extremely weird afterwards.
https://www.twitch.tv/videos/2820080050?t=02h26m23s


 >>/6268/
look at her past streams when she's had an energy drink. probably that or something similar in this stream i think. besides, her cat on the chair was being calm during the stream. i think we should take a cue here.










You guys are absolutely right, she looks so hot in those clip. Its so easy to please us, just post some nice photos in cosplay but NOoooo she has to go full cringe sloppy whore instead


 >>/6271/
i just started back working out and think i can provide a more plausible explanation
> you can hear small tapping sounds
likely Bonbi was testing the purity of a new pre-workout powder using a little known advanced technique where you have to tap on the pre-workout's container and listen for irregularities
> and then Bonbi sniffs something
they won't tell you this because then everyone would be doing it, but technically you can self-administer a pre-workout powder intranasally for near immediate workout enhancement which is likely what Bonbi was testing out
> in this case, it's definitely drugs
this is a common but actually only sometimes erroneous belief about powders you can take either pre or post workout because as i explained they can contain impurities
> gives an extremely strange reaction
likely either the result (i.e. side effects) of a low quality pre-workout or Bonbi dosed too high



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Guys, come on, it's just powder. Not like she's shooting heroin or anything. That can't be that bad... right? Right???
On a serious note, it's really sad that Bonbi is now openly taking drugs.
Check the compilation I put together, or watch the VOD from ~2:12:00.
From what I understand, the drug either ran out quickly or wasn't strong enough, because Bonbi kept saying she was sad/mad that the "chip" wasn't hot enough, but judging by her behavior, she was clearly tweaking hard. Maybe she was expecting a different kind of high.

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bonbi fell off and we have to create fake drama..
she is boofing cocaine up her ass!
please freak out on the famous endchan site..
also see this 10 year old discord edit its my favorite...
seth did not cuck me btw..



Ok let me settle this for you guys (I have watched the 15 min edit), as someone who has done coke many time in my life, I really feel like she is not on coke here. Yes she has the sniffles but that can be explained the hotness of the chip. Yes the behavior is eratic but really nothing out of the ordinary for bonbi. Theres two things I needed to see to call it coke, the first is touching your nose, she hasnt touched her nose once in that edit. The second is licking your teeth, coke has a numming effect on the mouth a lil bit like when you're going to the dentist. This make you lick your teeth and gum like crazy. I havent see that here. Final verdict from resident canadian druggie : NOT COKE



 >>/6285/
What I'm seeing in this video is a girl amped up on high fructose corn syrup bouncing off the walls weebing out. Like the only thing missing here is an anime convention. Any Bonbifag here know if this is one of her favorite cosplays?


 >>/6288/
In general?
Yeah, she's been constantly sniffing and caughing on her streams for years. I don't remember if it was during the tiktok streams era too, but definitely on twitch. I always noticed it because it's so... offensive.








 >>/6299/
yeah and funny enough that one moan from the hot chip clip was hotter than anything she posted in any of her macaroni cheese down there sets or imaginary fuck scene which she makes dumb noises in or masturbation with the vibrator. she always looks like she's trying to scratch an itch and wincing. pretty cringe. kek.




 >>/6305/
I don't know if you are just being ironic or if you haven't actually watched the clips but Bonbi wasn't just sniffling on that stream. She was hiding behind the camera preparing something and then snorting it.


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 >>/6307/
Coke isn't the only drug you can snort. Bonbi was clearly on drugs during that stream. Only a complete autist or a moron would deny it. Also, Bonbi was never the sharpest tool in the shed, so why would she be smart with money when it comes to drugs? She's been using ever since she got involved with those LA whores years ago anyway.





 >>/6308/
Didn't watch the unedited stream for context but it looked from the clips like she kept saying she was sick and occasionally ducked out of view because she though she was about to throw up? A bit of acting it up as usual. How many times do you imagine someone on coke snorts in an average hour?

 >>/6308/
> Only a complete autist or a moron would deny it.
Just the opposite. Saying "just look at these clips and you'll see what I mean" proves nothing. If the proof is in the clips then describe the proof. What Anon describes should show to be true Anon's claim that she was on drugs. No such thing has been described. No such proof exists then. If the glove does not fit, you must acquit.

 >>/6308/
Canadian druggie anon here, you are retarded. There's only two drugs that people snort, cocaine and crack cocaine. Both of these are very expensive. When you do coke you usually take a dose every hour or so not every 15 min that would bankrupt even a doctor. Also do you think that bonbi would have a contact for coke, coke dealer are some of the most dangerous and shady people


 >>/6315/
Watch out Bro, I think Anon above has Googled it and is about to drop a list of other drugs at least one person has snorted in the history of the Universe to try and belittle you and convinced himself he sounds cleverer than you.




I'm so glad this dumb girl existed, even if her existence has become a nightmare. That's why I'll always feel it's unjust. She gave more to others than any bad thing she does could ever cancel out.


 >>/6130/
I'm still reading through it but unless there's a second reference, the comparison is not saying Bonbi bros are like Humbert Humbert but saying Seth, Anonce is like him.

Though he also says this in the commentary, lol: "Comparing a depraved nonce with a man of Humbert Humbert's eminence is quite a disservice to the latter. But it was too low a fruit to leave hanging."


 >>/6240/
Some of these are fantastic. That's the thing about Bonbi. There really was something amazing about her. The things she inspired people to make is proof of that. I hope somehow she's remembered in future days, and that new people will discover her.

 >>/6237/
Yes, I can't get over that clown one. (And the clown painting too.) That was always one of my favorite of her cosplays. Partly because it was OC, so it was pure Bonbi creativity. It wasn't just her being pretty. Some people only appreciated her for that, but that was incidental to her specialness I believe. There have been a million pretty faces, but only one Bonbi.

 >>/6242/
That's fine... I was going to thank you for posting all this art anyway. It's all getting saved in my Bon files.


 >>/6318/
>  She used to hang around with a gang of porn stars after all.
pretty damning tbh. most of those retards are on coke in LA. it would track that she had a hookup for hard drugs. it would explain a lot of her retard behaviors.









 >>/6285/
Not watching allat but from dipping in at random moments, she's wayyy more like her old self in terms of energy, emotional expression, etc. No wonder she's doing drugs if it can knock her out of her usual dead-eyed lethargy.













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