Fuck, I'm 38 next year. Life flew by like a moment, literally. It is only in childhood that the days go on for a long time, then just fly one by one. And you're a gray old dick. You just sit there and realize that you didn’t have time for anything, and your body doesn’t allow you to count on much, because you become stupid and become sick and weak. Aging is a cruel thing. It is hard to realize that the best is over, and the burden of mistakes is pressing harder.