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That is the reality, unfortunately.
In the past, people drank and tortured each other for the sake of loulces or stupid faith.
The most important thing is to make money or be useful.
Try hermachus like a trance bubkin. You will spend half a year in an emigration prison and that is good, and there you can find contacts of volunteers.
Or visa-free and without abroad, where you can simply get a job and live in a hostel of 10 people per room. But alive.
I'm not kidding, it's just that everything we're used to can be fucking hard to get.
Appreciate it and fight for your future.