/suicide/ - End(yourself)chan

Can I kill myself with lorazepam overdose? If yes, what would be the dosage and how long I would need to suffer

I need to end my life within the next six months or year max and my 2 main concerns are acquiring a substance that will kill me instantly (I'm thinking a fentanyl O.D) and I need a private place to die peacefully where my body will never be found, at least till it has decomposed beyond any recognition. I've completely disentangled myself from my family and all my friends. I'm planning to erase traces of my existence as much as I can before I go like getting rid of my stuff, deleting my emails, social media, burning off all physical IDs and anything else I can think of (no I'm not a criminal running away, never smoked, abused drinks, sex, drugs, theft none of that). The idea is to just disappear somewhere private and die. It will be ages before my family realizes that I'm missing because we don't speak and I don't want them having any leads to figure out what happened to me.

So to summarize, I need:

1. A lethal substance for instant death.
2. A quiet private place to pass away where I will not be found.

Looking for someone willing to end my life, sadism/cannibalism optional, should be willing to travel, must have Session to communicate through (post your ID).

Females only, contextless proof (video+photo) of gender required, nothing sexual (in person or otherwise) expected.

United States, willing to purchase tools/devices to aid in the execution.

El ángel deprimido me clama
Mis párpados pesan
Tengo frío
Pero todo está bien

Tengo miedo
Aún no he llegado a la meta, ni siquiera voy a mitad de camino
No he visitado a mamá, no le he dicho a papá lo mucho que lo quiero, ni he abrazado a mi hermana
Escuchar el canto del ángel deprimido calma el sociego de mi alma
Él dice que todo está bien
Que no tema
Que ya no necesito planes
Que algún día nos veremos todos de nuevo
Y que ya no estaré solo

Él pone en mí el nudo en la garganta
Pero soy yo quien decide tirar de ella
Entiendo que no la va a desatar
Lo entiendo muy bien
Pero él dice que es la única forma
Que para acompañarlo debo atravezar el portal que la cuerda dibuja frente a mi rostro
Él dice que es la única forma
Y yo lo entiendo muy bien

Ya no temo
Ya no necesito más planes
Ya no necesito familia, nunca la necesité, siempre estuve solo de todas formas
Estoy seguro de esto
Quiero mi felicidad, quiero mi paz
Lo quiero todo
Menos este infierno

Tal vez no sea tan malo como lo pintan
Tal vez sea lo mejor
Tal vez, sólo tal vez, por fin pueda ser alguien
Alguien que ríe
Alguien que goza
Tal vez no vivo, pero alguien feliz al fin y al cabo
Tal vez, tal vez...

The Peaceful Pill Handbook is a book by Exit International setting out information on assisted suicide and voluntary euthanasia. Written by the Australian doctor Philip Nitschke and lawyer Fiona Stewart. It's 142MB PDF file. See attachment.

Do you want to die but for some reason cannot?

Reply here and tell me your life story.

yall so ignorant and weird holy shit

 >>/58/
Hey man, we're here. I hope it wasn't too late.

Hello, is anybody here?

So I'm going to start blogging here about my daily thoughts and experiences here.

It will be filled with rantings, gore photos of myself, suicidal ideation and drug use. Maybe even porn of myself.

I plan to eventually suicide pact with a friend [hopefully] soon.

So I figure, where else could I post my decline?


-The Mute Viking