> Be me
> mildly drunk
> play Hell divers 2 with buddy
> kicking some ass and spreading democracy
> fuckyeah.freedom
> friend goes to bed
> hit up girlyfriend
> she's all too happy to see me
> chat for a bit
> become moar intoxicated
> she asks if I want to beat off with her
> We watch some fuzzy porn together
> meh, that was fun
> she goes to sleep
> think about Cewl
> miss Cewl
Maybe it's just the alchomahole in my blood stream but I've kind of realized something.... I strive for negativity. Like, I think in some fucked up way, I hated Cewl from the start, like... When I met her part of me wanted to hurt her. I've been around junkies and narcissistic retards like her since birth, and like... That's what I like in a woman, a fucking adversary, an enemy, someone I can hate and wage an emotional war with, but still feel some weird connection with...
I think I told you about my friendship with you know who because I knew you'd twist it and try to weaponize it against me, which lol, fuck you junky, ur just jelly that another female can makes friends with a guy like me and have him like her for her, you are just another annoying and worthless incel without that thing between ur legs :P
Anyway, that's my drunken bullshit, cringe, laugh, seethe, idk. I should probably get some therapy or sometihng but I know I'm not gonna do that.
Anyway, hope you're doing ok Cewl, either way, you and your trolls are fun to have this bitter little bitchfest back and forth with <3
> inb4ireadthissoberandcringe