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> Who is Channing Creager?

Channing Creager is a lolcow known mostly for dating Sam Hyde briefly, then turning on him when he didn't pay her enough for working for MDE. She also claims to have gotten Chlamydia from him. She's a mentally unwell malignant narcissist and cannot be trusted.

> News

Currently lives in Serbia, claims to be married, claims to be two months pregnant, claims to be rich, claims to own property in Montenegro.

> Socials

She constantly makes alts and nukes accounts so it's tough keeping track.




























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 >>/160374/
Channing if you'd stop calling me or stalking me on X to threaten me then I'd stop talking shit about you. Just move on with your life at this point. You said you're married, pregnant, so go worry about that.

You call and beg me to leave you alone, yet you're the one that keeps this shit going. Narcissistically posting selfies on agatha2 isn't fucking with me, it's just you self felting.

I am not hung up about you anymore. That ship has sailed. You made your decision.

You met a guy in March, moved in with him in May, married him over the summer, and got knocked up by him all before you'd even known him a year. That's crazy, but that's your deal not mine.

Peace.


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 >>/160374/
> Ironic for a tbi nigger
Ironic that the previous 'love of your life' as you put it also had a TBI and yet his family wanted you to get an abortion cus... why? You're too fuckin crazy even for a TBI nigger? I genuinely hope you're able to bring your baby to full term without complications. I wish nothing but the best for you. So just fuck off, leave me alone, and live your life.

If you keep this shit going you'll just learn that I am way more stubborn than you could ever hope to be.

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 >>/160376/
> Why does this h­­­­ag have a thread lmfao
That's on me I made the original just to screw with her.

But she thinks posting her hard nipples in the thread is 'fucking with' me... 

Idk she's got issues but don't we all?

I unironically keep her in my nightly prayers. I don't think shes a bad person just messed up and unable to seek the help she needs. Hopefully she'll be alright.











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 >>/160434/
Shut up nigger. Channing is very pretty. It's not her looks that hold her back. It's whatever traumas and mental shit that she won't work thru. Makes her treat her frens and family like garbage.

I've never lusted after her, hounded her for photos, or anything weird. I just had a bit of a crush on her at one point cus the Channing I talked to for 7 months straight was cool in a lot of ways. Then something happened. I think she got back on drugs honestly. Somehow she ended up in Europe, which I knew she always talked about wanting to go back over there.

My schizo theory is she used the Serbian lad to get to Europe and then probably cut him loose after a few months. I'd be surprised if she was actually married and pregnant. It's not outside the realm of possibility but I just thought she was smarter than that.














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 >>/160450/
it's a good thread if you don't find channing coming here to participate even the least bit funny you're a fag. go cry about pukara or, uh, well I guess that's the only thing going on this board rn so what are you even crying about nigger








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 >>/160551/
> scots-irish trailer park resident 
> 35 years old with no credentials or anything else to show for it 
> brain damaged from crashing an ATV
> dysfunctional family full of actual retards
> harvests disabled father's government check
> spends the gibs money on weed and cringe tattoos
Literally how are you any different than a nigger?




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 >>/160554/
yeah but when your white you're expected to behave better than this. it's pathetic for a white man to be acting like a nigger or spic but like the anon said you're just bottom barrel trailer trash so it's expected ig







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 >>/160632/
Skull Hyde is such a faggot he got publicly destroyed by kiwitroons and then seethed on 4pol about it for weeks straight. Honestly I'm only about 30 minutes from him so I think I'm gonna drive over in the morning and politely request that he stop being such a faggot.







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Definitely gonna hurt the budget. Suffering builds character, I'm fine with it.

Also almost finished with new track for The Devil Major Arcana. Might release it tonite or tomorrow. I dedicate it to you, Channing.

It symbolizes bondage to materialism, addiction, and ignorance. Depicted as a horned beast with chained humans, it warns of self-imposed limitations.










































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 >>/161991/
Listen I'm not wishing death on her or anything, but everyone (including her) would be better off if she was gone. She wouldn't have to experience the constant throes of BPD episodes and the people around her wouldn't have to deal with her shit anymore

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There's always a better way.

Love wins in the end. She will find someone who will love her pain away despite the bpd and ptsd. I'll always be standing by as her fren, no matter how much she claims to hate me.

Things will work out, Chanchan.

Never kill yourself. 🌹


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 >>/162221/
Nah, I sadpost a lot but I'm too resilient to kms. 

Is this you Chan? Is this me?

Just wanna know you're doing okay.

When a month goes by and you haven't talked any shit or threatened to have me killed I start to worry.







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 >>/162324/
I don't base my self worth on who does or doesn't benefit from my existence. My dad and I have a good relationship.

I mean I've done some job applying lately and no call backs, shits grim. They hired a jeet at the liquor store I applied at...

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> bringing up spice bear
That seems like something Chanchan would say.. how you doing, Chanchan?

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> That seems like something Chanchan would say.. how you doing, Chanchan?
It's funny that every time this pitiful retard gets made fun of he instinctually copes and says it's channing. You just look like a pajeet reply-guying her 24/7

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 >>/162326/
Sorry skull, but I don't think she cares about you and I am not her, just someone who likes laughing at pathetic weirdos online. Maybe be less thirsty and Spice Bear or some other girl will acknowledge you exist instead of ignoring you. Maybe not though since you are a mentally ill fat fuck lolcow. 

How is your x engagement so low with that many folllwers? Did you pay for bot followers to be less lonely? GRIM

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 >>/162327/
I mean there are so few ppl who care enough to reply to these threads.

Me, Chan, maybe a /bbg/ seether or two. 

The lore is too niche and specific for very many anons to know or care about who any of us are.

So it's not a stretch to assume you could be Chanchan.

And if you are, I hope you're doing alright.

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> Sorry skull, but I don't think she cares about you
Trvke
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> How is your x engagement so low with that many folllwers?
I talk too much shit about jews and niggers. I'm sure all sorts of invisible flags are attached to my account that throttle my engagement. Instead of banning you they just nerf your reach.



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 >>/162332/
Why would Channing be jealous? I thought you said she was married to a chad and pregnant. Has any woman ever been jealous about you? I seriously doubt it. Women aren't exactly looking for white trash broke niggers with nothing to offer them and everyone hates fat people.

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> It seems weird to zero in on her unless you're Channing being all jealous and shit. ;)
You know full well Channing isn't capable of stringing together full sentences, you're just being treated like the lolcow you are

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> Why would Channing be jealous?
Yeah it's a good question but she's acted kinda jealous. Narcissism on her part or my part maybe? Both? Who knows..

Idk if she's married or not, or pregnant. She said she was in the last thread or this thread. But Channing has been caught in several lies now and it's hard to believe what she says. She'll lie about weird shit like that.


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 >>/162336/
Funny but I think a main symptom of bpd is parroting what other people like. Why did you start posting apu pictures after talking to Channing and you continue to do so. It is a bit odd skull and I say this as someone who knows you from ft threads before you talked to her.





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Naw man, you do it all the time now since you talked to her. You seem like you have bpd between that and how obsessed you are with this person. Were you like this before you hit your head? Have you ever had a gf? Genuinely curious..

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Yeah I've had girlfriends. None longer than 6 or so months tho. Still friends with one of them, one of my best IRL frens.

I probably do have some sort of personality disorder. The brain injury wouldn't have caused it but it could have exacerbated it idk. It's tough getting a diagnosis especially when you spent your 20s doing drugs like my dumb ass did. I've been playing catch up last 5 years.
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Why not just go work at walmart or mcdonald's? They hire fat retards and anyone that applies. Seems to me you just like you just like making up excuses and being a parasite who spends all day online obsessing over people you don't know. I guess your dad doesn't have a backbone to let you do that to him. I feel bad for you honestly. It can't feel good to be almost 40 with nothing to show for yourseld. I think you should use self reflection techniques and get yourself into therapy before it is too late.

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 >>/162346/
I have neuroses that are difficult to articulate but basically I can't be around lots of people for very long without getting antsy to the point that I leave.

And if I can't leave, I get excited. I don't like getting that way. So I mostly stay to myself or only go out with people I know. And I don't know many people these days. My circle is so small I almost cut myself off.


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 >>/162347/
Again, these all sound like excuses. I guess it is too late for you, especially if you can't do basic things like making yourself useful in some way. It seems like you won't ever change and don't want to try. What will you do when your dad dies and stops supporting you?



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> What will you do when your dad dies and stops supporting you?
I've got a lot of good camping/survival gear. If worse comes to worse, I'll just set out into the mountains and eat fish til I eat the wrong berries and die of dysentery or something.


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 >>/162353/
> How will you survive without shitposting and obsessing over online figures? 
Idk maybe one day I'll give it a shot and find out.

Also weird thing to say on agatha2. I'm the least unhinged poster and the channing threads are better than all the other threads.

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 >>/162352/
Why don't you just man up and change your mindset? Your reply is very telling in that you will basically just give up once you don't have someone to take care of you. How can you criticize others when this is the state of your own life and psyche? Sorry but your own cognitive dissonance and mental ilness is genuinely strange to me and why I am asking.

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I just don't really like society that much. Call it mental illness, call it whatever you want. I just don't feel like participating in the game. I've seen how it works. I watched my family work their whole lives for something and it all disappear over  small mistakes and unavoidable tragedies, due in large part to the kike banks and how the kiked government will bail them out but only send $300 to the families effected by their bullshit.

So yeah, I'm diametrically opposed to the paradigm and I'd rather just live in the woods like a hermit or something if it came down to it.

By all means chase your bag, live life how you want. I don't judge anyone for playing the game. I just don't really see the point. It's spiritual cancer imo.

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 >>/162356/
You know its possible to create value for yourself and others without being a part of the "game" right? Spending every waking moment online gossiping and smoking weed is not it my dude. You are literally doing what the jews, etc want by wasting any potential you might possibly have whining online and being a waste of space. It is amazing to me that you have the gall to be a white supremacist at the same time as doing so. If anything you are a prime example of niggers existing in every race and not doing white people any favors.

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 >>/162357/
So whats your outlet? Whats your worth? At least I make music.

And you're also here, on the ass end of the internet. An egirl obsession board. 

The audacity that you somehow think you're better than me is discombobulating.

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 >>/162358/
Isn't your music just AI? Sounds like it anyway. And I don't frequent this board but people from ftl forums were talking about you crashing out here over Channing so I was curious. You seem butthurt and have no actual answers to anything. I feel bad for you but mostly for your dad and family. People like you make me question if I should have kids or not because of the massive amount of shame and regret I would feel if they ended up duds like you did.


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 >>/162360/
No I meant it just sounds like basic AI music which is probably why no one cares about it even though you like to try to spam post it and force it down people's throats. If you are a musician why not do gigs to provide value in your community and make money? Hell, even spanging on the street is better than obsessive shit posting all day long.

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> If you are a musician why not do gigs to provide value in your community and make money?
Sitting in the privacy of my studio/room is entirely different than sitting in front of people performing... I am not a performer. I just like making cool sounds. I've played music since my early teens. Started off drums, then bass, then switched to guitar. Entire family plays music on both sides. Nobody famous, though I had an uncle goto Nashville to try but just wasn't quite good enough for Nashville.

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 >>/162364/
Again, you totally ignored the question at hand and went on some diatribe no one cares about. Are you on stimulants? Honest question because you sound like you are and I know you were a methhead for a decade by your own admission.


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How much of your dad's money do you "budget" for your own tobacco use a month? If you are so poor to be living in basically a section 8 shack and morbidly obese to the point of giving yourself future health issues why does he allow this?


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 >>/162368/
Do you ever think you will have kids? I am 99.99999999999999999% certain it wont happen but would you like to? How would you feel if they ended up like you, an obsese NEET with no future due to his own laziness and excuses, honest question.




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 >>/162372/
I think it is sad that you have the dedication to obsess over frivolous things but not to better yourself in any way. There are so many things you could do to improve yourself yet you won't even try because you have deluded youself. Your parents must have fucked up really bad somewhere to make you like this. Do you have a therapist? You need one.


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 >>/162374/
Creating value doesn't have to be money. You literally do nothing all day but waste your life and get fatter. Why not grow food, educate yourself to have some skills that benefit you and your family, or even volunteer in your community? Instead you sit online every day and obsess over people who don't care you exist. I find it sad that someone would have such shitty self esteem they would just give up on life like you have and blame everyone as an almost 40 year old man.







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 >>/162380/
Apparently, by his own admission they don't even talk to him either. I have no doubt that Sam Hyde's ex is a drug addict whore with mental issues but this has been known for sometime. This Skull Hyde dude has zero self awareness that he isn't any better than her. In fact he seems to be seething that she won't give him attention and his thirsting after some acne riddled roastie and lonliness posting on twitter is really telling.












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Hitler lost, was a meth head til the Allies thwarted their chemical supply chain, and killed himself like a little bitch.

Nick is a gay Mexican controlled Israeli op.

Trump? He kissed the wall, and wants the Israeli President to pardon PM Netanyahu. Need I say more?
> so it's not really clear what you believe in
I tend to follow Jesus and Martin Luther when it comes to le jews.

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> Hitler lost, was a meth head til the Allies thwarted their chemical supply chain, and killed himself like a little bitch
It's understandable to not like Hitler for the mass amounts of Whites he killed throughout WW2 but "he was a heckin' meth head!!!" is certaily something
> Nick is a gay Mexican controlled Israeli op.
What has he said or done to make you think this?

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> What has he said or done to make you think this?
Well for one thing he's a fuckin faggot pedrophile. Jew coded af.

All groypers are pedros, gays, or feds. Any stance of AF depends on what Kanye song Nick Fuentes listened to while eating breakfast. The only consistency groypers have is abolishing age of consent. Fuentes' heel turn on Trump was because he said he didn't know who Nick even was.

And it's well known the Nazis abused the hell out Pervitin, a methamphetamine drug developed by the Berlin-based Temmler Pharma.

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> The only consistency groypers have is abolishing age of consent.
Keyed
> And it's well known the Nazis abused the hell out Pervitin, a methamphetamine drug developed by the Berlin-based Temmler Pharma.
Stimulants are Aryan as fuck unironically

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> Stimulants are Aryan as fuck unironically
I don't think anything is wrong with stimulants. I use nicotine and caffeine daily. Methamphetamine however, is too powerful for the average person. Sure it may have uses in very specific cases, like say wartime where life and death depends on the alertness of soldiers, but the average person doesn't need meth.
> Keyed
I don't think 30 year old men need to be grooming 15 year olds like Sam Hyde did with Marky. Groypers think it's fine.

This is why I'm diametrically opposed to them.

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Off-topic, but should I play Kingdom Come Deliverance? The first one?

I've tried in the past but the combat sucks ass. Should I push thru it?

Also back on topic, I hope Chanchan is doing okay... hard to tell lately if shes posting in here or being skinwalked by anons.

The last time she crashed out at me was over a month ago.

She's kind of retarded, I worry about her. She's the type to get kidnapped and raped/sexually trafficked because she's pretty fearless and does what she wants.

She needs a handler that's nearby at all times, and her Serbian Prince doesn't do that.

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> I don't think 30 year old men need to be grooming 15 year olds like Sam Hyde did with Marky. Groypers think it's fine.
I don't think there's anything particularly wrong with a 15-17 year old girl being with an older man (goes without saying that anything younger than that is pedro-territory and not what I'm talking about.) Younger girls are naturally attracted to older guys, and the guy can enjoy being with someone who is youthful and sweet comparative to some miserable blown out hāg. You could classify what Sam did with Marky as abuse if you want to but it's arguably not pedrophiliac

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> You could classify what Sam did with Marky as abuse if you want to but it's arguably not pedrophiliac
There is no point getting into the weeds over definitions here. An abuser like Sam Hyde or Jet Neptune are pedrophiles. They are predators.

What Sam did and does is not out of love. It's from a view that  women are objects only to be used for sex or to clean house.

I'm no simp. I view women as people. There are certainly differences between men and women, and we should all be honest about those.

But our job as men is to protect and provide. We live in a world that is making that harder and harder especially if you didn't play the game right starting out.

Society tells women they can excel fine on their owns in any path they choose. This just isn't true. Female cops are a bad idea for example.

These modern women are finding themselves single and lonely and wonder why... it's because men want a woman that is nurturing and will be a good mother for their children. Not one that is so focused on herself and her ambitions that she can't do that.

Relationships to me are about sharing the burdens of life, building each other up, working towards common goals. Sure people should have their own interests and hobbies, but the family unit should have a goal of it's own as well.

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Do you think a young woman who genuinely wishes to become a mother and a house-wife would whore herself out on imageboards and fuck Sam Hyde while being aware of his reputation? Do you think those two are comparable or operating on the same level?

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No but I think Marky, at the time, was a vulnerable young lady. She wasn't just groomed by Sam, she was groomed by 4chan at large as well.

Are you saying we should blame a 15-16 year old girl as much as we blame the 30 year old man?

Our brains aren't fully developed until around 25 years old.

And back then, I don't think Sam's reputation was quite as awful as it is now. A lot has come to light since those days.

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> She wasn't just groomed by Sam, she was groomed by 4chan at large as well
Nobody on 4chan had prior contact with her before she posted her nudes, she self poasted and someone posted the tits or gtfo meme and she did just that. Instead of disappearing from the internet after that she decided to become an e-girl, also I don't think you'd be defending Marky so hard if you knew about her Brazil escapades with the owner of Masterchan
> Are you saying we should blame a 15-16 year old girl as much as we blame the 30 year old man?
Not necessarily, but again if it were a case of a naive, well-meaning girl who was misled and forced into sex then that would be a much different story but Marky and any other girl who has fucked Hyde since is not an example of that. She knew what she was doing and enjoyed it, and even attempted to re-connect with Sam in 2019, and when he ghosted her she decided to come out with everything.
> Our brains aren't fully developed until around 25 years old.
This is dumb. People have 98% of their neuro-plasticity developed by 16ish and women arguably stop mentally maturing past that point anyway and don't experience the hormonal throes that young guys around that age do


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> Picrel, Marky recalling her experience with Sam and then a shit ton of weird cringe letters Sam sent Marky
She went public with these in November 2019, before that them fucking was nothing more than an open secret amongst her orbiters.
> no argument to anything else
Shame, thought we were getting somewhere



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I'm willing to concede, that in very specific cases that should be heard before some sort of authority be it judicial or spiritual, that an older man being with a 15-17 year old woman in cases of true love and ambitions of starting a family, are different than what Sam Hyde and Jet Neptune practice. This is why most states have an AOC of 16-17.

This does not mean I think predators like Sam Hyde should have free reign to get away with grooming vulnerable minors into having anal sex.

You can argue these women bring it on themselves if you want, but I don't see it being entirely their fault. They are products of their environment.



















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 >>/162658/
She doesn't tell her family shit.

They know less than I do, most of them at least.

This revelation earlier this year is what made me realize how full of shit and fucked up Chan really is. 

She needs help that she won't seek. I am invested in her lore now and have to follow it to the end... and I hope that end is far, far into the future.

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> You are beyond delusional about your own importance in this persons life.
Nah it's not like that. I skinwalked her on FB. Her frens and family started adding the account and sending DM's like "wow it's been so long how are you doing" which I never responded to.

The only family of hers I talked to was her uncle Don, back in like Feb when she was suicide baiting and freaked me out. I reached out to someone with her last name trying to get someone check on her.

Turns out he had a lot to say about how she lies and wasnt the one who cleaned up her aunt's house that passed away, he did. She just showed up to stay there while she was fighting with her mom and was accused of stealing shit. Then she told them she didnt want any part of her aunts estate and to give it to her cousins, then went back on that and got like $8000 and they all thought she was going to use it to overdose on drugs. Grim indeed.

So how can I not be worried about her? Sure most ppl around here dont give a shit. But I spent 7 months talking to this woman daily, sharing intimate details and stories about ourselves, then something happened idk what she never told me. But it lead to her going to Mexico, meeting some random dude, moving in with him, going to Serbia, claiming shes now married and pregnant, crashing out at me randomly and seemingly fucked up drugs, now a month of total silence? I really hope its just her getting her shit together but its impossible not to worry til she pops her head back up or I hear the worst...


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It's my place as a fren to reach out and try to get help for someone I think is either overdosing or hurt themselves. That's what frens do.

Maybe SHE was never my fren or didnt care, but I certainly did. I feel way diff about her now than I used to, but I still care about her as a person. She's not evil, she's just damaged...

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So you talked to one distant family member, pretended to be her on fb and chatted to her online for a half a year. Do you realize how sick in the head you sound? She has to be retarded for letting someone so unhinged into her life at all but you are deeply fucked up. Most ppl don't use fb besides boomers weirdo.

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Why you feel entitled to her "friendship" and attention at all is weird bro. She obviously doesn't want to talk to you. Who would given the circumstances that you skinwalked and stalk her online, someone you know online less than a year holy shit.

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> Why you feel entitled to her "friendship" and attention at all is weird bro
Never said that. Would just like to know she isnt dead from an overdose or kidnapped. She already told me she was abducted and 'molested' while in Belgrade as she was dumpster diving.

There are valid reasons to worry about her.
> chatted to her online for a half a year.
We talked on the phone too. Something happened around her bday/new years.

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 >>/162660/
Don't your brother and mom hate you by your own admission? That's what you said earlier in this thread lol. Time to pack it in and get some hobbies besides stalking random women online. You don't have the moral upper hans you think you do.

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> Who would given the circumstances that you skinwalked and stalk her online, someone you know online less than a year holy shit
Also she does weirder shit to people online, I've really not done anything that would hurt her outside of these threads. She insists these threads are the first thing that come up if you search her name. That's not true. The MATI shit is the first thing lol.


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 >>/162669/
My mistake, it was in the other thread. You can find it yourself there. You really go back and forth on a lot of things. I am not sure you have any credibility given that you have no consistency. I also remember you saying you were talking to her "romantically" on 4chan which was obviously a lie. I don't blame her for cutting you out of her life, you are legitimately insane and your level of obsession with her seems genuinely dangerous.

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>  I am not sure you have any credibility given that you have no consistency.
Bullshit. I am nothing if not credible and consistence. You find the post you're talking about. You probably misread it.

And yes, there was a time, around this time last year actually, where my feelings turned tender towards her. We had some vague plans to meet and hang out in March of this year. Then instead, she ghosts me around new years, would occasionally text and be cryptic, then the suicide baiting shit, then march comes around and shes in mexico at a crypto festival fucking Serbians and moving to Europe.

Feelsbadman, but I'm over that part of it. It hasn't made me stop caring about her.


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Doesn't sound like you are over it. You should really take a step back and realize how insane you are acting. It is clear she stopped talking to you for good reason and you are now seeking any attention you can get. You seem to be bating her into giving you negative attention since you can no longer get anything else.


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 >>/162674/
And apparently she hates me more than Sam Hyde now, or even her rapist I guess, cus she's threatened to have me murdered lol. If she can pay $2000 to have me killed, why not do that to Sam or your rapist? 

I'm really worse than that? Really Chan?

Maybe you just don't like a dose of your own medicine.

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 >>/162674/
Don't you do the same shit she does to Sam like everyday on twitter lol. It isn't really the same either considering she has good reason to be mad at him since he owes her money and she actually knew him IRL for like a decade. You really need therapy dawg.



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 >>/162678/
No, I would say speaking to someone online for 7 months and never actually being around them in person infact means you don't know them. Why don't you get some other hobbies besides stalking people and imagining you know what they are thinking/doing when in fact you don't. There is actually a name for that (projection) and it is a symptom of cluster b personality disorders.



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And I'm so happy
Cause todayy I met my friieends
They're in my head

I'm so ugly, that's okay, 
'cause so are you
Broke our mirrors

Sunday morning is every day, 
for all I care
And I'm not scared
Light my candles 
in a daze, 
'cause I've found God

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She doesn't like you nigger get a clue jfc. Your parents should revoke your internet privileges. Is there a single moment of the day you aren't online screaming into the void? You are completely delusional that you are in any position to call people out in any way, that goes for Sam Hyde too. You are also known as a pedro online yet you think anyone cares about your tens of thousands of tweets calling him out.









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Lmao I'm not dangerous... I've never done anything to put you in harms way, not knowingly. Had I known you were living with shady fucks I wouldn't have called that welfare check in. I wish you'd at least take a little responsibility for that.

You're worried about me, but not worried enough to not get kidnapped while dumpster diving...

You literally are retarded and autistic. You need a handler.









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All I've got, all I've got is insane
All I've got, all I've got is insane
All I've got, all I've got is insane
All I've got, all I've got is insane
All I've got, all I've got is insane
All I've got, all I've got is insane













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This from around when were started talking in the first place. I was still trolling that fuck out of fishtank and sam in those days.

These are just twitter messages. I have all the texts we sent too.

Maybe I'll release them all in the third thread.

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Also don't forget she would constantly send me pics of herself. Never anything scandalous. Why do that? None of my other chick frens do that. Are you just a narcissist? Turns out a lot of the pics were old lol. Bit self conscious of your age? You look good for almost 37 Chan, don't worry. Still coming home for the holidays?







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Why noy get a hobby ffs, or better yet a job and stop being a net loss on your family. This woman couldn't care less that you exist yet you are wasting your life trying to rage bait her for attention because you are obsessed with her. SAD!



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 >>/162726/
Well it's clear that she doesn't want anything to do with you which is her choice and I don't blame her based on how unhinged you are. Why are you trying to force yourself on other people like they owe you something? People don't owe you anything, especially friendship when you act like a creepy stalker. You need to stop feeling sorry for yourself and grow up. There is no way your family cares about you since they enable your niggerish behavior.








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 >>/162821/
How is this not you? You couldn't get any girl you are into to like you. It didn't work with Betty or Channing, it won't work with Spicebear either. Just admit it, chud. This is the source of your eternal seething.


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> Last time I was laid was in May.
NTA but didn't you say the other night you have crippling social anxiety to the point where you can't even go out in public without panicking? How would finding a girl and getting pussy happen?


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 >>/162826/
I was never into Betty lol... and Channing just turned out to be really fake and gay. A malignant narcissist that manipulates and uses people to get what she wants. She's had a rough life, so I don't blame her entirely for this.

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Yeah I do, but I've been working on it.

Also the person I had sex with in May is a long time FWB. Didn't have to go bar hopping. She brought shrooms too.

Hopefully the EEG and CT I had done yesterday can shed some light onto my headaches and insomnia, which probably play a part in my anxiety and paranoia. It's hard to function without quality sleep.



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The fact that you lurk here all day, have created multiple threads on different women, yet think you are better than the average agatha poster really speaks to the level of delusion you have. Face it, you are just another nice guy that when rejected, turns to unhealthy seething about the women you obsess over.


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I never claimed to be a nice guy lol.

I'm just me.

All day? I just woke up. It's raining/storming. I keep this in a tab in the background while I shitpost/surf the web/edit music.

I've only made threads about Channing, and one about Betty. I mean come on, how did Betty not have a thread here? That horrorcow deserves one. She might not be Empathchan tier horrowcow but she could if she tried.

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> So you wake up, run to the computer, and check agatha2 when you wake up?
Redundant ass nigger.

But no I check it on my phone first when I take a shit.

Shit, shower, shave, brush teeth, check up on internet happenings, etc.


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> And you still think you are better than everyone who posts here
Abso-fucking-lutely.

Let's hear about your day. Aside from agatha2, what goes on in the average day of an agatha2 anon?

I'm not an anon, keep that in mind. I've been doxxed, slandered, etc. 

I'm still here cus you niggers are nothing to me + I'm more resilient than any of you could hope to be.

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Wow you are really proving your point by spending every waking hour of your day here. Proceed king. It really is a wonder you aren't having to beat women off with a stick. I almost feel bad for making fun of you since you have an actual brain injury but I think you just use that as an excuse to be a fat useless drain on others.















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She's def an addict. Drugs and gambling that I know of for sure.

Not that I'm judging her for that, I'm an addict too. The difference is, I quit hard drugs in 2019.

I think she got back into them.

She acts like she works super hard for her money, but shes been coasting off a settlement she won over wrongful arrest + slight crypto gains. She spent years fucking with crypto thinking it would make her rich.

The last job I know she had, she quit and fucked up their catalog system or something. Which is based to be honest, no faulting her there.

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Are you writing a biography on her? You are OBSESSED. When is the last time YOU had a job? You say everything like you have authority with zero awareness of yourself. Get a job nigger, you will be 40 years old soon.


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> talked to Sam Hyde's ex online for 6 montha
> spends all day every day in a threat on the back of the internet about her waiting for negative attention
> decides to become her biographer because his brain damaged mind cannot focus on anything else


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Yeesh, grim.

I feel like she was here talking shit yesterday, maybe this morning.

She had some beaner named Marshal in here talking shit too.

I think she's alive, I hope so at least.

Maybe the other shoe dropped and she moved back to the USA.




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If you really loved her you would chase her, yet you won't even go outside. I don't blame her for picking CHAD over you. Why did you actually think she was going to meet with you. Did you expect her to make a trip to your trailerpark?

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> If you really loved her you would chase her
Nah I told her before I drew the line at chasing her to Europe.

I love the USA. The gubment sucks sure, and it's full of retards/niggers/jews, but it's still the greatest nation on earth.

Also I forgot how awesome Live is.

> Why did you actually think she was going to meet with you. Did you expect her to make a trip to your trailerpark?

Nah I'd have flown to Texas for a few days. Apparently there's a Channing Tour of all her favorite places. I was keen on that.




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It's easier not to be great
And measure these things by your eyes
We long to be here by his resolve
Alone in the church by and by
To cradle the baby in space
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I honestly don't believe that. We were frens for 6-7 months. Something happened to her. Idk what. She wouldn't tell me. It's easier for her to go about it this way. It doesn't require her to self reflect or say what really happened.

Running away from lifes problems doesn't work though.








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Just think of all the online surverys you could have completed if you spent 1/4 the time you obsess over this chick on that instead. You would have atleast got a few thousand bucks by now.




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There is when you don't bring any money in. You live like a complete nigger, always sidestepping the actual questions that call it out. Are you saying you actually find nothing wrong with the way you live? Off of other peoples welfare and section 8 gibs? Niggers might actually be better than you.

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I'm legit disabled and fighting for SSI.

I'm just not a knuckle dragging retard, the gubment only gives benefits to niggers and immigrants. Or retards.

Gubment owes me. They fucked my family over many times. Idgaf about your income tax dollars either. Pay my way, wagie.



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> One of your official disabilities is being morbidly obese
Lawyers wont be able to argue that much longer. I called them to tell them about my recent hospital visits. They need to focus on my mental shit.
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> you are too good for it.
We're all too good for it. The 9 to 5 slave wagie life isn't for any of us. The status quo deems that view as a mental disorder.



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> you've never actually had a job. 
False, I've just never really worked a normie job. Mostly under the table at manual labor places.

I was also a carny for awhile lmao.

But I'd just work a few weeks then quit over some reason probably drugs.

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But tell me anon, do you disagree? I'm not saying jobs are bad. If you find a job you like and make good money doing it, more power to you. But the grind, the slave wagie life that most people live. Do you agree with that life?

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Nigger tier. Again you sidestepped the uncomfortable part of the question. Do you think your disabled vetern father would be happier with you making something of your life or obsessively posting online all day every day. You may think money is jewish but the bottom line is you need it to survive. Admit it, you are a leech, lazy, entitled, and an embarassment to your family.


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Don't pretend like you know my lore, anon. You know nothing. You have a head canon.
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> I think your inability to take responsibility for yourself
Wdym? I am my own man. If something happened to my pops, I'd just go live in the woods in a tent while my caseworker finds me a shelter. Gotta have an address to engage with the gubment, so can't really get by on the homelessness even though I could.

Even when my gubment gibs come in, my dad wants to stay with me. He needs my help and we get along great.

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No matter how you try and twist it with mental gymnastics, you are a failure and drug addict using your poor father. I feel bad for him. He is probably extremely ashamed of you. Wake up to reality and stop glazing yourself.




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It's sad and pathetic you felt the need to post this. You said it yourself, if you don't remember because you keep trying to make friends here. Your group chat full of other lonely men on x doesn't change that either. Touch grass.





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Holy Cope. You just can't face reality. You have to be a narcissist. There isn't any other excuse for your lack of accountability. Not buying it though. I think you actually hate yourself deep down. How could you not.


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Matthew Allen Carey is a loser who gets no pussy and lives off welfare checks from his disabled dad like a nigger. He spends all day on X and in this thread. He is so fat that he thinks it gives him an excuse not to work. SAGE


















































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> Again with the suicide baiting
What? No. It's just not fun if she's not even gonna play along or won't even try to make amends with me.

So genuinely, have a nice life Chanchan I hope it's all working out for you for realz.

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> She was posting here just this morning under the Montenegro flag retard
Idk too many skinwalkers i dont trust anybody.

Anyway have fun obsessing over your psychotic egirls, agatha2.




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I just had a genius idea! I can finish my album this year!

I've got like 3 really solid tracks from last year/early this year that I didn't make for any real purpose that I can use and then all that's left is writing one last track for The World tarot.

I can probably do that by the end of December!

Fuck yes! I'm a genius!

Anywhere you may have heard these four tracks before, they're old that's why. But they the next four tracks for the album. Enjoy.





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It's the Leo in me.

I just need a good scratch behind the ear sometimes.

Then I fuck off and do my own thing

I enjoy being left alone, but I don't want to be by myself.

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I don't want attention from Chanchan if she doesn't want to give it.

I can't force her to be sorry, so I forgive her anyway.

I'm sorry for my part in it. 

And once I get this thread to 500 it can fade away like the other one and she won't have to worry about it anymore.

I'm happy for her. She's living life in Montenegro with her husband and a baby on the way. She made it. She's living the dream.

Unironically proud of her.










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I feel like she could at least call me on WhatsApp so we could have one last talk and give me some closure on all this. Let me say what i gotta say, she can say what shes gotta say, then we can never talk again. It doesn't have to end on a negative note.


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Idk the kiwifarms niggers seem to hate her over the MATI thing.

And really there's no need to talk shit about her to get at me, I'm an easy target as well am I not? 

I don't need help fucking up any relationships be they platonic/romantic. I'm perfectly capable of fucking those up on my own. So talking shit about her just hurts her, not me. Nobody is perfect. Some people deserve it, but Chan doesn't.

I also don't think shes as big and bad as she thinks she is. Part of the reason I made these threads is cus she was threatening to go all out at me and I was expecting the worst but like... she didnt do anything. All bark, no bite. Made me feel bad.

So don't bother Chanchan when it comes to me. She already deals with the fallout of her past actions like MATI/Killstream.

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Null hates her over the MATI interview because he's a pussy-whipped unironic male feminist who wanted to pander to the female userbase of the farms by hecking outing Sam Hyde as a pedro (for real this time!!!), talked it up for weeks, and it didn't go his way. He's probably the only one legitimately assblasted about it. Nobod7y cares about her enough to hate her, if she got her brains bashed in by some slavmonkey drug dealer people would laugh about it then she'd be completely forgotten






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No I don't really care about 'egirls' in general.

Chanchan doesn't really count. Only made these threads cus I know she lurks here and it would piss her off.

It really, really pissed her off...

I regret making them.

It wasn't very honorable.

But I still feel like she did me a little dirty, lied by omission, didn't really give a fuck about me... she coulda just been more upfront instead of weird and sketch about things at the end.

But I'm over it. I forgive her. Maybe one day she can forgive me. If not, then at least I hope she carries her baby to term and it grows up healthy and happy with her and Serbian Chad.

Serbian Chad is truly blessed.

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> Skull you never had a chance. To think otherwise is just your own retardation and fault tbh.
Yeah I know... I really should just blow my brains out.

It's not that I'm afraid to, I'm just stubborn.

She's right, nobody would miss me or even notice I was gone.

I had kinda hoped she did pay some Mexicans crypto money to kill me.

Living out of spite for a world I don't even really care about isn't really living.

I'm too poor, too neurotic. Unlovable, like she said. I know all this. I carry on out of spite.

Letting it all go would be the better option all around.














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Stones you throw in my wishing well 
the things I let you take 
Seeing God in concentric circles 
the patterns in the wake And 
hypocrites and healers come by to pick my brain 
But down here in the wishing well 
we love til we're insane

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Since I fell in your wishing well 
I feel nothing but pain 
Alone here in your wishing well 
I wish you well the same

Since I fell in your wishing well 
I've known nothing but pain 
Alone down in your wishing well 
I want you just the same









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Chan if you see this, please reach out to me on WhatsApp.

No more fighting. I need to talk to you. This shit has gone on long enough. People are worried sick about you, not just me. Stop gaslighting me and others.

Just reach out to me so we can talk.


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Chan if this is you, this isn't about me wanting to fuck you and never has been.

This is about me caring enough about you to be in your ear all the time telling you that you're being stupid when you're being stupid.

I'm done dragging this shit out in front of retards in agatha2. Please just talk to me. Call me. Anything besides talk to me on this gay ass site.


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Chan I know more than you think I do, I intuit a lot. This gaslighting and fighting has done neither of us any good and we're both at fault in various ways for it. Let's be done with that part of this.


I don't want to drag this out on agatha2 of all places anymore. That was really the dumbest part of it on my end and I am sorry for it. 

Quit being a stubborn jackass. The other shoe has to drop. December is almost here. Please Chan.

We both know the people who care about you the most are as worried about you as I am, and for many of the same reasons.

Can we just stop the bullshit gaslgihting games already?

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Dude literally wtf atre you talking about. You are an insane person who stalks my contacts on fb, people I literally never talk to and am not close with. You think because you talked to my crackhead uncle one time you know shit when you don't. Hes literally been to prison for selling heroin and when I asked my cousin why he lied to you and talk shit about me to some random person she said she didn't know because she hasn't talked to him for nearly a year because hes drunk every single day. Anyone I want to talk to like my mom or other people know how to contact me. Litterally fuck off you fucking faggot. No one is worried you are just desperate for fuckimg attntion and to be part of my life. Stalk someone else.

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Fuck Donald. I don't want to drag this out on fucking Agatha2. Just reach out to me on WhatsApp so we can talk like fucking adults. This is ridiculous.

I am your friend Channing. I haven't always been a good one, especially these last few months. And for that I am tremendously sorry. I know I've done some stupid shit.

But I'm not "out to get you". Nobody is conspiring against you here. People love you and care about you, and you gotta come back down to Earth dude. Please just talk to me like an adult.

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> No one is worried you are just desperate for fuckimg attntion and to be part of my life.
Yeah you're so full of shit dude and I know this is a fucking lie. So you can lie all you want to agatha2, these people are fucking retards. But stop lying to me, stop lying to yourself.

Just fucking talk to me like an adult.

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No one I care to talk to like my close family and friends is freaking out. They all know what I am doing. You need to get a fucking life. I don't like you. You spread lies, gossip and rumors about me online. I don't want to fucking talk to you. Fuck off and leave me alone. Idgaf what delusions you have about my life or what I am doing. You don't know anything you are just a delusional mentally ill faggot making shit up. You are no one to me. A Stalker who craves attention. Fuck off and do something else. Drug addicts don't travel all over the fucking world. They sit and rot like you, doing fucking nothing. I don't care if you are worried. I don't know you and don't want to. You need to come to terms with it. I don't owe you anything.


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> You don't know anything you are just a delusional mentally ill faggot making shit up.
Channing this is textbook gaslighting that you've been doing to me since idk what February? March? It's so fucking uncool dude.. the Chan I got to know wouldn't do shit like this.

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Im not going to talk to you faggot. Stop stalking me, contacting my family and people I know. You are so fucking mentally ill and pathetic dude. Wtf would I be your friend ever. You are a fucking freak. Get a fucking life you ugly fat faggot. Kys

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Channing why do you turn on people who care about you and want to help you and see you get better? You helped me so much during those 7 months... only to switch up on me and make me feel like the most useless piece of shit ever... I don't deserve that. But here I am, still trying to reach you... cus the Chan I know is worth helping. I won't watch you kill her without trying to help. 

Please Chan, just come to Texas and be the people who love you most. Stop fucking around with fake people and drugs. Please.

You don't have to be my friend to do that.


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Are my feelings of platonic love for you really that out of line, Chan? You came into my life at a dark point and you gave me something I needed desperately. Someone to talk to. Someone I related with. Someone that listened. How would I not care about someone that helped me like that? I am only trying to help you the same way you helped me. Even while you cut me down and hurt me in the process. I forgive you for all of that. All that matters to me is your happiness and well being. If I really believed that you'd be A-okay if I fucked off and left you alone then I would. But I just don't believe that. I believe you push those closest away when you need them most. It's a defense mechanism. It's denial. But I'm not going away, I'm not going to leave you alone. Not until I know for sure you're in a better place, that you're off the drugs.

Please just talk to me, Chan.

I love you, as my friend who helped me thru one of the darkest periods of my life.

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Fucking around with fake people and drugs? You have zero clue what my life is. Infact, my mom is moving to be with me next year, so you really don't know wtf your talking about. I was planning to leave Texas for years stupid faggot. My dads extended family are people I maybe saw once a year and am not close with. You make shit up out of desperation to bait me to talk to you. You create delusions and projections of what you think I am doing as you obsess then act like they are fact. The problem is you are a bpd person who is insane and I don't want to be your friend. I should have never talked to you and wish I hadnt. You think because I talked to you on the internet for not even an entire year that means something. It doesn't. You are just obsessed with me and if you could be honest with yourself you would remember the main reason I stopped talking to u and told u to leave me alone is your weird flirty behavior. Go back and look at the messages. I told u to stop because I am married. Before that Ive told u the same because I wasn't interested in you and it made me uncomfortable. These are the actual reasons I stopped talking to you. You take someone talking to you casuallt online and totally blow the relationship out of proportion because yoy are a lonely faggot with mental illness and no one to talk to. You've been abandoned by me which is a bpd nightmare and why you are lashing out for attention. The truth is you are mentally fucking ill and need to move on and stop punishing me for making the mistake of ever being nice to you or giving you attention.



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> I don't owe you anything.
You're right, Chan. You owe me nothing.

But I owe you everything. You saved my life, whether you know it or not.

That's why I'll persist until I'm sure you're okay.

So cut me down, stab me and twist the blade.

I can take it.

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> I stopped talking to u and told u to leave me alone is your weird flirty behavior. Go back and look at the messages. I told u to stop because I am married. Before that Ive told u the same because I wasn't interested in you and it made me uncomfortable. These are the actual reasons I stopped talking to you.
Also I can't even go back and look, you deleted both sides of that convo. But yeah I do remember crashing out a couple months ago, as we're both prone to doing sometimes, are we not? And I said to just block me or something. This was like what, 2 months ago? You hadn't even been talking to me much, we'd just started talking on whatsapp again. This was when you were telling about getting kidnapped and assaulted while dumpster diving... Yeah that sounds like real awesome stuff dude. So yeah maybe I was drinking one night and was spouting off I dont even remember and I cant "check the messages" like you say cus I just tried and you had them wiped cus I didn't. I preserve my messages mostly.

But really, you bringing that up is just to hurt me cus its really nothing in the grand scheme of you and me.

Hurt me all you want Chan, like I said I can take it. Once I'm sure you're happy, healthy, and doing well, I'll fuck off.

I just don't believe you're being 100% honest about shit.

If you could convince me then I'd go away. Seems fair to me.


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Chan the rift between you and I started around New Years. You can blame me for how I've acted afterwards, but this rift didn't start cus of me... what happened dude? Why does it seem like you changed? And why does that change seem for the worst?

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I told you I lost my phone on my birthday stupid faggot. You acted entitled to my attention even though I told you I lost it and wasn't online a lot after. Have you ever thought your clingyness and stalking maybe drives people away? You are so bpd about me not talking to you enough and me not wanting to meet up with you. Just because I talked to you doesnt make you entitled to anything. Stop being a delusional faggot. Between you spreading straight up lies, things I have told you privately and stalking me/making fake accounts confusing people I know irl and not leaving me the fuck alone, why would I ever consider you a friend or NOT CUT YOU OUT OF MY LIFE. You are a fucking freak and I hope you die.


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> Between you spreading straight up lies, things I have told you privately and stalking me/making fake accounts confusing people I know irl and not leaving me the fuck alone, why would I ever consider you a friend
Yeah all very fair... I've been a fucker... but in my defense so have you.

I know two wrongs don't make a right, but I mean like I said before... nobody cares about us or agatha2. Though I do feel bad about hurting any job opportunities... but honestly if I look up your name all I ever see is the MATI thing, agatha2 never popped up.

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My family you dont even knoa I stopped talking to over the fallout of my Aunt dying and how they acted. I dont owe you a fucking explination of it and the fact that you wont stop randomly contacting distant family memembers I have almost no relationship with and making up this fake weird narative is so fucking weird. Why are you this obsessive? Dont you think if I was in trouble or an actual drug addict I would be in Texas still or even stay in the same place, idk maybe spending my money on actual drugs? I have been to 12 countries this year constantly moving around, if I was addicted to drugs how would I even be getting them? I don't even take perscription medication anymore and havent since march. Your fake concern bullshit is only a last ditch effort to get attention because lord knows bpd people cant fuckinf stand when they dont have their supply of it. Leave me the fuck alone, stop randomly contacting people in my family and even thinking about me. You are so fucking weird.

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 >>/163536/
> 12 countries
Poor European countries, let's not break an arm jerking ourself off chanchan. But yeah, traveling is based. You started with like $28k though, and you are wise on traveling cheap and lodging cheap so I'm not surprised you're doing well as far as that goes.

I know ketamine is big in Europe. I know you're big on ketamine. Even if using it hasn't made you a homeless drug addict yet, you still seem to have chosen it over friends and family... idk.

But I haven't made up any narrative. It's been collaborated... I just want to get to the bottom of it and know that you're doing well, that's all. I never meant to fuck up our friendship but its like you don't care at all about anyone else's point of view or feelings at all.

Is that all it really is? Cus I didn't want to believe that. I didn't think that was the Chan I got to know. That you could just switch up that easily. Is ketamine that good that it makes you switch up like that? Idk man... I just miss you, we used to have awesome talks. 

But you don't owe me anything, I never said you did. You don't have to repeat it. I'm the one that owes you. So I'll leave you alone. I told you I was done skinwalking and making threads and I am. I just wanted to make sure you're alright. And if you say you are, then I guess I have to take your word on it, don't I? 

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I had a perscription for Ketamine in the US stupid faggot. I have not done any ketamine since febuary. My life doesnt revolve around drugs no matter what delusional bullshit you think you know about me. I was mostly in Western Europe and its rich you are calling the balkans poor when you live like am actual broke nigger on your dads welfare. Why would I spend tens of thousands of dollars traveling when I could buy cheap ketamine where I was? My life doesn't revolve around drugs which I'm sure you can't fathom since you probably havent been a single day in your life without drinking or at least smoking weed. I didnt choose anything over friends and family. I had been planning to leave the US for like 3 fucking years you stupid faggot. You literally have no idea anything about me. You saying you miss me makes my skin crawl. If anything you have done a lot of damage to my mental health and I think you are a weird fucking creep stalker. Just fucking fuck off you ugly fat loser. You bpd shit test is just that, mental illness and no amount of talking shit or making stuff up about me is going to make me give a fuck about you.


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> If anything you have done a lot of damage to my mental health
Likewise... 

I haven't made up anything about you at all Chan so idk what you're even talking about as far as that goes. I've only told my side of a story.

I'm sorry Del, I know I said I wouldn't... idk what else to do and im retarded... please wake up Chan.



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Stop fucking gaslighting everyone.

People love you. People care.

So whats the fucking deal?

Why are you choosing to do what this crazy... idk... LARP?

Why won't you let anyone help?

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 >>/163546/
I dont care about you or my cousin who also btw has been to prison multiple times for drugs. Like I said I dont talk to my family from my dads side after what happened with my Aunt and Dad dying and what happened with their greed so you and her, two former hard drug addicts, can go ahead and make up whatever bullshit you want about me. I dont owe you anything. You are a freak who baits my distant family into talking shit about me so you can post it and concern troll me. Fuck off and take care of your own bullshit. I AM NEVER GOING TO TALK TO YOU ON WHATSAPP OR ANYWHERE ELSE BESIDES CALLING OUT YOUR BULLSHIT HERE YOU DUMB FAGGOT. Please actually ky.


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Channing, nobody is mad at you. People just love you and worry about you. It's not about hurting you, punishing you, or making you look bad. It's about making sure you're okay. Can't you see that?

Why don't you call me on WhatsApp and say these things?


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You have made up an entire storyline in your head about me, my life, what you think Im doing, etc. All lies, all mental illness, all obsessive bullshit you made up in your head because you are a fucking freak. You know nothing about me, you even posted a photo of me and my dead aunt saying it was my mom. You dont know a single fucking thing of what Im doing and thats by design because you arent a part of it and I dont want you to be. You are obsessed and literally making shit up about me because of it. Ruminating on me all day and posting literal delusions here to talk shit and pretend you "care" but you really just want my attention because your life is nothing. If you cared about me the last thing you would do is any of this shit. A better word is obsession. Dont try and paint yourself as anything other than a stalker.

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> I dont care about you or my cousin
You don't have to care about me.

But don't get mad at your cousin. She loves you dearly. Cherishes you. Do not take this out on her. You can focus your anger at me if you want, I can take it.

Nobody is perfect Chan, and that's okay.
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Chan tearing me down is defense mechanism. Making me seem like a crazy stalker means you don't have to look at yourself and the way you've been over the last year.

Why is that so hard for you to do? Nobody is going to love you any less. Look how much people love you while you're being this way, all they can do is love you more once you get your shit together.


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> Skull having a melty so bad here that he resorts posting back on /bbg/
Hyper grim. Anyways Channing, what else has this grifting tard done to you besides be an obsessed stalking weirdo?

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> You are nobody and have never mattered to me.
That's okay, you still matter to me.

It's not that I've inflated my importance in your life, it's that you never understood or acknowledged your importance in mine. But that's okay. Maybe some day you will.
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Missing me in /bbg/ or something? Austin fall asleep on you?


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What would your parents or family think of how you act, obsessively stalking someone who doesnt like you that you have ever met? Does your dad know this is what you do with your life and on his dime? Creep. Just because you are a lonely faggot with no one to love you or care about you doesnt mean you have to take it out on me.

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I've talked to them about you.

People think I'm a real dumbass for caring about someone that doesn't care about me. They're probably right.

But you literally saved me... idk how to get over that and just move on especially when I feel like you're suffering and lying to everyone about whats really going on with you.

But I know it's not really you. It's the ketamine. So I don't hold any of this against you. I'm just going to be patient with you. And be there for you, even if it kills me. Cus that's what I would want in my time of need.

I always ask myself.. what would Jesus do? I do what I think Jesus would do. Or at least what he'd tell me to do.







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Basically ever since I stopped talking to him on twitter since I had lost my phone on my birthday. I didnt get another one for about a month and then I went to Mexico to a festival. Since I wasnt available to be his bpd "favorite person" anymore he inserted himself in my life and ramped up the weird stalking behavior, even telling ppl on 4chan before he we were talking romantically at the time. I asked him to stop too but he didnt. He then called a wellness check to my friends moms house I was staying at which really confused them both and they thought was weird af. Another lie from him is that I was mad about having the police called because I was "living with drug dealers". In reality I had even told him I was staying with my childhood friend and his mom to help them fix her house to sell. This happened between his crashouts of me not giving him attention because he was being creepy and randomly messaging my aunt and other distant family on fb that I was in an estate settlement quarrel with at the time and not talking to. I wish he would actually die and I am not joking.



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Also I'm such a 'crazy stalker' she felt comfortable giving me her address so I could send her some flowers or succulents or something for Valentines Day. I mean how else would I have known where to send a wellness check after waking up to cryptic suicide baiting messages?

This is all around the time everyone else started noticing a change in you Chan. Why do insist on doing this on agatha2? This doesn't make me feel stupid, your gaslighting isn't going to work on me anymore.

Also that's some retarded Betty simp you're replying to, he doesn't give a shit about you he just wants some shit to screenshot so he can repost it on /bant/ like some sort of gotcha.

But by all means, you play this how you want. I'll follow your lead Chan.

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I didnt even barely talk to my cousin for years before I left Texas. If I had been close to her she would have known I was plannimg to leave even before my dad died. Its nice you two like to gossip though. Did she mention shes been on opiod replacement for years and been to prison for smoking crack and stealing cars. Very reliable source. Seriously you are so fucking weird dude. Get a fucking life.

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That was for valentines day? You are a liar cuz I was in mexico then and you sent it way before that. You said you wanted to send me something but I didnt realize at the time what a fucking freak you were. I threw that thing away btw.

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 >>/163571/
Yeah Chan, admitting to past mistakes isn't shameful. Nobody is trying to shame you. You have nothing to be ashamed of. The things we do when we're sick isnt the real us. What matters is who we are when we're not on drugs.





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I admit I had a crush on you. But you never straight up said you would never date me. You only said you wouldnt be interested until we hung out and got to know each other, which is reasonable to anyone.

I never told anyone you were into me romantically either. I might have said I had a crush on you, that's it.

I even specifically remember asking one time "is it weird that I might have a crush on you" and your reply was like "crushes are fun" or something.

So don't gaslight me.



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Naw dude I told you multiple times not to flirt with me. Besides the stalking and talking to randoms on my fb friends this is the main reason I blocked you. I might have tried to be polite about it at first but when you overstepped into my real life and wouldnt stop doimg it even when asked I put my foot down which is when u really flipped out.

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By overstep you mean call a wellness check on a friend who had me thinking they were going to overdose or kill themselves?

And no you never got uppity about it until after you got with Serbian Chad, not before that.

And it's wild to me you would get knocked up and married to a guy within a few months of knowing him. How far along are you now? 4 months? Everything going well with the baby? You got a baby bump yet?



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> What bad shit did Matthew say to you?
Don't bother digging, cus I ain't ever said anything heinous to this chick like she's said to me. 

That's not to say I haven't been a fucker about some of this, but I apologize and disavow the way I've gone about it. I'm not a perfect man. I'm quite retarded actually.


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 >>/163586/
Social media photos often portray a facade, we all know this. The happiness portrayed is often a mask of the turmoil inside.

So what's stopping you from having a private social media profile with your friends and family added so they can see your travel photos?

I've seen your travel photos. They don't alleviate my worry. You know why? Because I've spoken to you. I've spoken to some of your family that also worry about you. Every time one of the corroborates my worry, you say they're bad people like Donald, now Del.

Your uncle I can understand. But Del? She clearly loves you like a sister. Misses you terribly. She doesn't want to hurt you or slander you. She made me promise not to screenshot that shit. I did anyway, cus I have to try and get thru your thick fucking skull somehow and idk how to do it. So do not be mad at Del about this.

If you want to pretend my worry and love of you is fake go ahead, but her's definitely isn't.

Channing I don't think you're fine. I think you're good at pretending to be fine for the most part, but as soon as anyone knows you enough to gets close enough to see thru that you cut them off and ghost them... seems to be the running them. I don't know man, life is complicated... life is hard. It's harder when you push those that care about you away.




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 >>/163590/
I remember her specifically getting onto me for that first one. But this was pre-falling out.

Pretty sure I made the first one to mock /bbg/ obsessing over a literal ghoul when Channing is 1000x more attractive.

> talked about how you two were an item?
Receipts? Me saying I have a crush on Chan and singing her praises isn't the same as saying "we're an item."




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Idk if we made any progress here Chan... I hope we did even if it's just an inch. I wish you'd just talk to me on WhatsApp so we don't gotta talk on this fuckass site.

I won't flirt with you or anything. I'm fine with you being married and pregnant. I just want you to be truthful and honest about whats going on cus its obvious there's more to it than what you're telling everyone...

I guess I'll try again some other time if I don't hear from you. Peace.

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Literally no one in my family or outside calls her "Del" and no one calls my uncle "Donald" either. You are so outside the situation, my life, anything but grasping for any kind of relavence to it you can get. You are a parasocial freak who needs to be institutionalized. Your meddling in my life despite not being invited to do so and NEVER MEETING ME EVER is so fucking weird dude. You just look even worse than you did already for being a fat ugly crackhead on welfare.

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 >>/163594/
But Channing has nothing to do with your hatred towards Betty. The fact that you tried to slide into her DMs and then begging for attention on /bbg/ means you got completely felted by Betty.

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Lmao you're literally the Austin of Agatha2. Time to let go of Channing instead of making hundreds of "woe is me" posts, you morbidly obese loser.






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Step back and realize the only people backing you up here are internet retards who obsess over an anorexic pedrophile whore with fucked up teeth and cutting scars that make her arm look like a topographical map of Utah. Meanwhile your family, and me, are just worried sick about the Chan we lost almost a year ago now and just want her back.







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 >>/163654/
I could say the same about you.
Being frens with you has been like being frens with Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde.

But we dont get to choose who we love or care about. If it were that easy, this had been done with a long time ago.

Besides, i owe you my life. So if you drive me to an early grave, at least my debt was paid.





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> That wasn't me though
Sure buddy, sure...

You know, for a bunch of losers that call me a loser, you're all very smug about being losers.

I've never seen anything cool from any of you, not counting Chan here. Just talking about the freaks from /bant/ that follow me around like lost puppies.


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If I thought ending my life would save Chan's, I'd throw myself in the ground right now.

But it's never that easy. Especially when drugs and addiction are involved. It's not like I chose any of this for myself or for Chan.

It's just how it turned out.

Idk how to convince her that I'm her fren cus she thinks everyone is out to get her when she's on this ketamine shit.











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> No one uses that shit and you aren't getting special attention from Channing like you think.
This is ultimately about me wanting her to be back home safe with people who care about her. She talks a mean game but she's been deluded off ketamine for like a year now. :(


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 >>/163717/
Weird to post about yourself in a third person like that...

Also I knew what Apu was before you, Chan. You only cared about Apu memes so far as it being a memecoin. And yeah, you got me more into astrology. I already knew a bit about it. Yeah I'm such a retard for catching feelings for someone with interests similar to mine... who'd think it possible? You don't give a shit about astrology anyway.


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Plus how long did it take before I finally caved and started trying to get into crypto with you? Months. And who tried to keep the apu shit going while you were MIA and crashing out? Me. That Nigerian you gave money to for the rice always up my ass wondering where you went... I went to bat and defended you from so many people. No you didn't ask me to, but you didn't have to ask. We were frens.


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You don't really know dick about the situation then.
> I'm an actual internet friend who has talked to her for almost 10 years.
Whooooa buddy! Good for you.

But this isn't about my feelings anyway. It's about the way she switched up a year ago and it wasn't just me that noticed it. If you care about Chan you'd want her to be happy and healthy, not doing ketamine in Europe with who the fuck knows who.



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 >>/163723/
She's 7 hours ahead of me, it's almost 8pm here.

Sweet dreams Chan, may you sleep peacefully.
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I'm too neurotic to hold a regular job. I've tried. Close to getting a solid diagnosis though. They've ruled out a lot of shit so neurologist thinks I have post-concussive syndrome. That's how bad concussions are. And yet we glorify contact sports like football and MMA/boxing then wonder why some ppl freak the fuck out and murder their families after getting like 10 concussions. I only have 2 and I'm already pretty fucked up.

I'm not violent or dangerous though... just neurotic and weird.

I at least try to channel it into something positive like music.

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Sounds like you are just a lazy person who refuses to take responsibility for your life. Many people, even Channing, have had a concussion and found their way. For most people it is literally nothing. Don't expect you to know that though, lol.



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Just been watching this thread cringing at you skull from /bant/ bros talking about it but holy shit, gotta say you cant be obese and bald and expect any kind of respect. You have x10000 negative riz and your face is ugly as shit. It's no wonder you scared this chick off.






















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All I know guys, is when you have a fren addicted to drugs, don't give up on them. Just don't give up on them.

Don't give them a pass, cus when you're on drugs you lie, you cheat, you steal, you're kind of a dick to people, but you're still a good human being deep down that needs people to care about you.

Yeah I smoke weed and use nicotine, but that's a far cry from the shit I got up to in my 20s.

I'm not going to give up on you Chan.








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> It's plainly obvious he isn't actually trying to help her you retard.
So what am I supposed to do? It's fucking complicated, alright? You don't think I want to help her? First of all, do you believe she needs help? Because you probably don't know jack shit about the situation. If you're just going to take her word for the whole thing then you don't give a fuck about any of it in the first place, you just wanna dunk on me. Which is fine, idc about that. But here's the bottom line. Chan and I were frens. 7 months of daily talking. Sharing intimate details about our lives. Shit you don't just tell any retard you talk to. There was a bond, maybe not one that had formed completely, but it was there. It was going somewhere, platonic though it may have been.

Then life kicked her in the proverbial balls not once, not twice, but at least three times that I can immediately think of. Probably more. She was sick last year too around the time we first started talking so she was recovering from health stuff too.

So I don't know for a fact what happened, but as a former addict and an empath, my best guess is the pain she was feeling was too overwhelming and she turned to ketamine. She had some money saved up, not a enough to be super rich but enough to do well if she was smart with the money. One thing lead to another, now shes in Europe. A place where ketamine is extra popular. At first she gaslit me about all of it. Saying "you were never really my fren you only wanted to fuck me" type shit which is absolutely not true at all. This was so out of left field from the Chan I got to know it was like she was another person. My instincts told me something was wrong. She wouldnt talk about it. Just kept saying shes fine, that i'm weird and retarded, etc. Then the suicide baiting shit started. She'd never did that before, it freaked me out. I called in a wellness check. She BLAMED ME for getting kicked out of where she was staying, but come to find out she was kicked out for being nutty, being on drugs, buying a gun and just being crazy. From ketamine. But she blamed me and gaslit me before I found this all out. I spent months thinking maybe I am just a crazy stalker, or maybe she was fucking with me for 7 months and was fake the whole time.

But I don't think that's what it was. I think she's had a really bad mental break, and she turned to ketamine to escape reality. It's a tale as old as time, and one i'm familiar with.

I absolutely want to help her. I just don't know how. Neither does her family. If her own family can't reach her and get her help, what hope do I have of helping her? But I have to try somehow. Even if it's just making her rage at me on agatha2... I just want her to call me on whatsapp and cast off her fucking armor. 

We trusted each other before all this happened.

What happened to that Chan?




Anyway good morning everyone...

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She doesn't give a fuck about you. You are in limerence, just admit it. If she hasn't talked to you since way earlier this year, then why do you think you know what she is doing everyday? She has a good point, why would she be in Montenegro of all places for Ketamine. Ketamine is popular in the US as well and she said she even had a perscription before. You don't actually care if she is or isn't ok or you wouldn't be stalking and creeping her out, talking shit and trying to rile her up constantly. Do I even need to mention the wording of the bant threads you keep making? I don't think a single person alive believes you "care". You are just acting out to get her attention.

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> She doesn't give a fuck about you.
I can live with that. What I wouldn't be able to live with is finding out from some fucking online retard that she overdosed or was murdered because of her fucking ketamine addiction.

That would break my fucking heart more than anything she could do while alive.

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You have no proof she is addicted to ketamine or anything else though. Just because she doesn't want to talk to you means something is wrong with her lol. You are creating an imagined scenario in which you are trying to be some kind of hero when in reality you are stalking and harassing her everyday. It's really cringe and weird man.

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> You are just acting out 
I'm not perfect. Like I said, she has gaslit me hardcore ever since this started. So for most of this year I thought she had just used me and fucked with me. I don't believe that anymore. She def gaslit the hell out of me though but thats what people who are on drugs do. Nobody wants to admit they're on drugs and have a problem.

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Also skull, bullying someone for their parent dying, saying they don't care about them and all the other shit is really low and fucked up. Then to turn around and say you care? Yeah not buying it.


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> You have no proof she is addicted to ketamine or anything else though.
I have years of prior experience as a fucking meth head, being around addicts, i have intuition about these things. And her family, some of the people closest to her even though she'll swear they're shit people like her favorite cousin Delisa, saw the same change I saw.


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> Also skull, bullying someone for their parent dying
When did I do that? Fuck it if I said anything fucked up I take it back and disavow it. She gaslit me and had me thinking she just used me for 7 months and was never my fren. I was pretty butthurt about it. I take back anything bad I've ever said. The ketamine has turned her into a different person.

But it doesn't give me a pass for being a fucker either, I am truly sorry Chan.

But I'm not going to let you use that to dodge this ketamine shit.


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Don't you ever consider that the constant bullying, harassing, stalking and obsessing that you are doing would push her to use more if she is actually on drugs like you claim? You've been at this for months and it is very strange behavior considering she talked to you briefly online and that's it. 

Has no one in your real life pointed this out?


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I wouldn't have made these threads if I knew then what I know now.

I should have talked to her cousin a lot sooner.

She says I talk to her family all the fuckin time, I've only ever talked to her uncle once and that was back in fuckin February or whenever the suicide baiting was.

I should have talked to Delisa then too.


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It's pretty weird you contacted people from her fb friends at all. You even posted them here and conversations with her friends and aunt as well. You don't care about her or you wouldn't be stalking her period. If anyone is constantly gaslighting, which seems to be your favorite word, it is you.




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>  You even posted them here and conversations with her friends and aunt as well.
Do you think I want to do it like this? I begged her to fuckin talk to me on whatsapp privately. She's forcing my hand to bait her into talking to me on agatha2 of all fucking places and making me confront her on this shit publicly.

i'd much rather yell at her on the phone on whatsapp tbh.



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Look I'm not gonna fight with or argue with you dude, we both want Chan to be safe and happy. 

But she's gaslit the hell out of you too.

I knew that the moment I came to you back when she started suicide baiting.

Same thing when I talked to a couple of her other frens.

So idk what to tell you... i'm really not the bad guy here. neither is chan, not really. it's the drugs.




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You still haven't addressed it though. Look back to everything you have said about her. It's basically a lot of talking shit and being a dickhead. You are stalking her and trying to convince people it's because you care about her wellbeing at the same time. Are the /bant/ threads supposed to be helping her? Is posting intimate details of her life online something sane people do because they want to help someone? Atleast try and explain how any of it is helpful.


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One of them is from just the past couple of weeks according to the image. You didn't explain how shit talking someone and harassing them is helpful. I'll wait if you want to try again. Personally, I think someone should email these threads to your parents and family.

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> sane people do because they want to help someone?
idk what you want me to say. channing is the one who fucking ran off to europe to do fucking ketamine and run from reality. her own fucking family barely know whats going on with her as evident by what Delisa had to say. They all saw the same change I saw in her earlier this year.

Channing is the one who cuts everyone off.

Idk how else to get Channings attention except to post in a backass place on the internet that i know she lurks.

This is all for her to read. I don't even give a shit about you netherlanon.




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You don't actually know that to be true though. Even if it is, that is her choice. You really think she's going to come here, read all the bullshit you say, and then what? From what she said she could have done that where she's from. You are just a gossipy fag, let's be honest here.


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Well for one I know I've probably only heard of a couple of oldhead ravers being addicted to ketamine in my life and it's basically impossible to od on so it's pretty weird you are focused on that. Number two, it's fairly obvious your posts and stalking are distressing to her so I don't believe the helping her bullshit narrative for one second. You aren't the saint you are portraying yourself as.


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I've also never heard of someone running away to Europe to do drugs. None of what you say makes any sense, it's really just all harassment if I'm being completely honest with you.

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> I've also never heard of someone running away to Europe to do drugs. None of what you say makes any sense, it's really just all harassment if I'm being completely honest with you.
Ah yes good point you've completely made me rethink all of this.

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You know I'm a stubborn mfer Chan...

I'm gonna get to the bottom of this shit one way or the other.

I'd rather we hashed it out privately, but I'll do it this way if you won't do it that way.

What's everyone doing for Thanksgiving?

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As we gather with loved ones for Thanksgiving, its important to remember and be thankful for the blessings in our lives.

Icam thankful to have shelter, food, and family to share it with this year.

I am also thankful for the select few folks i am willing to call my frens. Among themni still count Channing Creager. I don't know what's happened to her this year. I don't think it's been great. But i want her to know people care.

Hapoy Thanksgiving tomorrow everyone.




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The cousin specifically asked you to not screenshot the conversation. You did exactly that and caused her problems. You seem to betray the trust and confidence of everyone you message with. Yet you are puzzled why this chick won't message you anymore?? Are you happy to have driven a wedge between Channing and her cousin? If you cared about these people like you claim you'd stop stirring up shit and honor the request to leave them alone.



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You've gotten to the bottom of it already. She's a grown woman and told you she doesn't need your "help". End of story. Don't pretend it's anything other than your jealousy driving this. You called her a "dumb bitch" to her cousin. That's the kind of help you're offering? Or "helping" her by pretending to be her on FB. Or "helping" by sending the cops to her house? Or "helping" by posting things she shared with you in confidence on various chans? Or "helping" by making AI images of her? Or all the other "help" that you've been doing like a crazy stalker. I've just been observing but the problems you've caused with the cousin is fucking ridiculous you dump fuck. I can tell how much you care though... about only yourself!




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Nice reply. You can't address any of my points obviously.  How exactly do you plan to help her when you can't even differentiate between helping and hurting? I've seen you do NOTHING to help her aside from your virtue signalling BS. I've only seen you do whatever it takes to get her attention even if it's only negative. That's the epitomy of selfishness on your part. If you really cared about her well being you'd stop making drama and causing her all these problems.

You have driven a wedge between her and her cousin by betraying their trust. That's a fucking shit move homie.

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It's weird enough that you're trying to skinwalk as Sam Hyde to the point you're trying to date one of his exes, more weird that you been constantly harassing Channing. And don't lump me in with those weirdos like Austin, unlike you and Channing, me and Betty are mutually friends. If you really do love Channing, you know what they say: you gotta let her go.

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I don't even know who Betty is. Stop deflecting. I never even heard of this place until I followed your drama here.

Seriously, read through all your posts and honestly ask yourself if it's helping anything in Channing's situation.



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Denial much, bro? Of course it doesn't matter to you because you're being so selfish you don't want to hear the truth. Channing herself told you to fuck off and leave her alone. Then you drove the wedge between her and her cousin by posting that convo here. That was such a douche move on your part. And totally self serving on your part. Anything to get some attention, huh? Even if it's harming your beloved 'Chanchan'.

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Channing is in the midst of crisis.

What she 'wants' and what she 'needs' right now are entirely separate things.

If you guys have a better idea on how to help her, lets hear it.

If you say 'do nothing' then you're a faggot demon retard and should kys.

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What she 'needs' right now isn't you furthing alienating her from her family like you did with her cousin. How is that helping her? Answer that question. Don't deflect or insult. Answer it. What's your thought process by airing that out in public?


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> What she 'needs' right now isn't you furthing alienating her from her family like you did with her cousin. How is that helping her? Answer that question. Don't deflect or insult. Answer it. What's your thought process by airing that out in public?

Answer the question, man.

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What choice do I have? She's in fucking Montenegro.

I can't drive over there. Her family can't do anything. She blocked me on everything else. The only way I can reach her is thru this shit ass site now.

What do you care? You don't. So fuck off demon.



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Of porcelain white
Her halo, a bloody sun
Framing a Botticelli face
Of petrichor weaves black noise
Where her frame disfigures
Pale of the swan, painted, dying
Wilting in red ribbons
Lashing black sails, a tattered mane
Her mouth, a death's head smile
Tongueless choirs and baited breath
Ever watching... The angels beheaded
Bleeding this heart, come clarity
Resonance
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Sounds like you want something out of this, Matthew. But you're spiraling harder than ever because you will never get her. Best to leave her alone, log off and go radio silent for good.


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Why does is make ME the demon that you can't answer any of these super basic questions? A pregnant, married woman asked you specifically and directly to leave her alone and your solution is to post screenshots of your conversataion with her cousin. How is that helping her? Make it make sense bro! If you just deflect or insult, I'll have to accept that as your admission that you know that you're wrong.


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Channing, nobody holds the things you've done while on drugs against you.

People love you. I care about you, even if you think it's cringe. You saved my life, literally. I know that doesn't mean much to you, but it means a whole helluva lot to me.

I wish I were in a better position to help you. I wish you'd accept any form of help.

You're a good person Channing. None of the bad things you've said matters, we know it's not really you. 

Please come back down to Earth Channing.







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You're literally Treefingers though.
> loner freak with no friends and no life
> begs dad for money/steals from dad
> constantly harassing a girl that was involved with Sam
> irrationally obsessed or have complete limerence on said girl
> wants to gain something from said girl no matter what


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> I wish I were in a better position to help you
Yeah, how exactly are you going to help her? You don't have any money. You don't have a car or means of transportation. You can't even get your own affairs in order.

What help are you offering to Channing?


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You mean someone who is going to blab every personal detail shared with you on the internet? Do you really think she'd share anything personal with you ever again? She knows you'll turn right around and post it publicly.


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> She knows you'll turn right around and post it publicly.
I only did this to try and get her to take a look in the fucking mirror... she wouldn't take the discussion to private. All I wanted her to see is that I know she's lying to me, and that people do NOT hate her. Her family loves her, no matter what she says or thinks. They're not out to get her. They want to help her.

I just want her to know that. You're not alone Chan. I'm sorry for doing it this way... but you don't have to forgive me or be my friend. All I want from you is to you to be okay and happy.



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I'm sure he's taking care of her and their baby. And I'm sure she's happy to have someone she can confide in and share her feelings with who won't betray her trust by posting it all on the internet. Maybe it's time for you to bow out like she's requested several times now.


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Now we're getting somewhere. The more angry you get the more I know you're hearing the truth. You literally have ZERO to offer her. She'll never trust you and will never talk to you again. Can you blame her? You're possibly the internet's biggest blabbermouth.





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Why are you so hostile? You want to help Channing? Take everybody's advice here and leave her be. Harassing her isn't 'helping' her. Look through both of these diss threads you started, literally NO ONE has agreed with you. But it's all us who are wrong.

Channing is NEVER going to talk to you again. She said she hates you for what you've done to her and hopes you die. How can't you get that hint? You swatted her, skinwalked her on FB, made her hate her cousin and so many other disgusting things you've done to her. Now you won't leave her be when she's pregnant. The fuck is wrong with you?

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> Why don't you go lurk one of the barely legal egirl threads like you typically do?

I've never been here. I'm married and normal. And have a real job and make real money and can buy my family real stuff. Honestly I had to google what a egirl even was.

I'm not the one who admitted to being a pedro like you did. You're fucking sick man. So I've gathered that you're fat, disabled, broke, no car, refuses to work, gets food stamps, is a pot head, and a pedro, is a fatcel, leaches off your dad's welfare and you're a meth head. Has it ever occurred to you that once Channing realized all this about you, that's probably why she ghosted you? And who could blame her? You're a complete disaster, man. Please don't groom and molest any more children like you admitted to.

Please tell me 'kys' some more. Clearly projection from someone with zero self worth. And understandibly so.


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Matthew and my distant family I have been fighting with since last Novemeber and cut out of my life after my Aunt died don't actually care if I'm on ketamine. I had an actual nose spray script for it and was doing it a ton last year after surgery and for chronic pain/ptsd. You just like making up bullshit about me because I hate and ignore you fucking faggot. I DONT EVEN DRINK ANYMORE STUPID. I dont talk to these ppl either since before my dad died for reasons I even told him when they were happening only hes a retard pothead who cant fucking remember. I haven't even been close to them since I was a child Lmao.

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And my aunt tried to have me put in a 5150 after she called the cops when I tried to block the illegal sale of my dead aunts house which she couldnt do because I registered a gun and to vote at her house thus establishing legal residency. Now im in a fucking legal battle over the estate and this is the real reason ppl in my family hate me which I told him at the time so no he doesn't actually care.






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Channing, please for fucks sake...

Why bother emailing me at all then if you aren't willing to have a discussion? Please Chan... you sure had alot to say yesterday why suddenly you don't want to talk when I'm ready to reply?

Just talk to me Chan...

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Did u not read any of it??? You fucking faggot you are way off base just spreading straight up lies about me online told me to go grieve with my family lmao when i straight up hate them rn and have since november. Fuck off.

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Yes Channing I read every email.

So stop fucking talking to me on here, and go back to email.

Talking on agatha2 is serving nobody except the fuckin retards that suck more than either of us could possibly ever suck.



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I dont want to talk to you faggot what don't you understand? I want you to stop harassing me and people I know to post bullshit about me online and thats it. Get a fucking clue. You don't care and I'm only here to callout ur bs but it seems people know ur a fucking freak so I guess my work is done. Ive blocked you on my email and I guesd you just lost your fucking privleges here to me so good fucking luck with your next spiral. Im done and never talking to you again. You are literally harassing and slandering me online because I dont want to be your "friend". Go fuck yourself you miserable fat nobody.


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We have no relationship because you are a fucking psychopath you fucking loser and we only spoke casually online. You are an actual stalker who MOCKED MY FATHERS DEATH AND SPREAD RUMORS AND MESSGE RANDOM PPL I KNOW AND POST IT ONLINE WHY WOULD I BE YOUR FRIEND OR EVEN TALK TO YOU







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There are pics idk what they all are you'd have to go thru and check. We msgd on IG alot too and i actually didnt save any of those... I'll look thru my twitter shit later and see if you sent any on there. I'll email you the texts they're in pdf doc format. Do what you want with it, I won't retaliate if you do something i don't want to fight with you anymore. 😔

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I only have Twitter history with you going back to February so... Nothing good really. I feel like all the pics from your aunts house were on IG, i didnt keep anything from IG... Even in this one simple ask i failed you...


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Why cant you understand we arent friends. You cant just say I take it back and wave all the bullshit and actual damage/horrible shit youve said/lies away you fucking idiot. We are not friends so stop emailing me like I would want to talk to you about my life or lirerally anything. You actually belong locked up somewhere without internet access. I hate you and we are not friends. Leave me alone. You realize youve literally been stalking, harassing, shit talking, slandering me for longer then we were "friends" at this point right? Seriously you are an insane psycho. Youve sent me like 50 fucking emails in 24 hours. You don't care or really think I am "in trouble" you just want me to start talking to you again because you are a lonely faggot. Get a life.

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> Youve sent me like 50 fucking emails in 24 hours
You sent just as many to me the day before...
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> You don't care or really think I am "in trouble" you just want me to start talking to you again because you are a lonely faggot.
It's both... But you're right. I haven't denied it. I miss you. I know you hate me now and i have to live with that. I'm not mad at you anymore for that. I accept it. It doesn't change how i feel though... I wish it did.

I won't email you anymore.

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No i sent 20 trying to see if you if you were an actual person with any humanity or just a psychopath. I got my answer and you didnt stop posting here like you said you would if I emailed you, even bumping the other fucking thread. How much damage are you going to keep inflicting on me before its enough for you? You just want me in your life again but its never going to happen. You have zero remorse for anything youve done, even going so far as to say you did it because you "care" and continued to send casual messages like I would want to be your fucking friend? You actually need to go to get fucking therapy or better yet be locked up in a mental institution. You have no soul and no humanity you are just a selfish prick.

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I prayed all night tonight for your forgiveness, so this means i don't deserve it. That's all on me. I've blocked your emails and whatsapp/telegram in case you randomly rage at me I won't see it and won't feel the need to respond, you don't read the response or have a discussion anymore anyway...

Like the saying goes, if you love something set it free. If we are truly meant to be frens then one day things will be different but i can't force you or force anything.

The pain inside hurts... But it's what i deserve for what I've done and how I've acted.

If the only way to prove i do love and care about you is to fuck off forever then that's what i have to do...

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 >>/164039/
I have not bumped the other thread, i reply to it only as sahgeh. Please be mindful i have ops here that do skinwalk me, but i guess that's my problem not yours.

Idk what else to say... You wouldn't have a dialog with me or even call me. Idk how else to show you im genuine if you wont even do that... But i get it. You dont trust me, and thsts my fault.

I have a lot of regrets in life but fumbling our frenship ranks high on the list...

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You dont have to worry about me contacting you again, because unlike you I keep my word and have honor. Can you please fucking stop posting here about me too like you said you would a million times ago? If you feel the need to try and hurt me again in any way keep it to yourself and don't go messaging anyone else I know to "get to the bottom of it" like youve threatened to do. This is the bottom, stop lashing out and go work on yourself. Youre a fucking mess inside and out so why dont you have some self awareness and "help" yourself instead.


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> got my answer and you didnt stop posting here
I didn't even see those emails til really early this morning... They were already almost a day old by then.

If i had caught them as you were sending them maybe we could have had a dialog or something but like I told you before, im a fuck up.

I never really believed i had a shot with you. I knew i could never give you the life you deserve in the country you wanted to live in.



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R u not in his group chat? Hes probably on the way to the hospital lol. Said he called 911 cus hes drinking and has a gun. I can't believe skull is suicidal over someone like you. Wtf did you do to him? Lmao RIP Channing 1 Skull 0

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All i did was post the final song to my album... Why are you being so fucking awful to me? I know i did wrong, but i tried to apologize. I gave you dirt on me. You know more about me than most ppl... Do you just want me to suffer and die? I don't want that for you... Why do you hate me so much? Why am i so unforgivable?



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“You thought you knew that abyss? It is another thing to experience it. Everything will happen to you. Think of all the frightful and devilish things that men have inflicted on their brothers. That should happen to you in your heart. Suffer it yourself through your own hand, and know that it is your own heinous and devilish hand that inflicts the suffering on you, but not your brother, who wrestles with his own devils.”
— Carl Jung, The Red Book: A Reader's Edition (Philemon)




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