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> Who is Channing Creager?
Channing Creager is a hot babe with mommy milkers known mostly for dating Sam Hyde briefly, then turning on him when he didn't pay her enough for working for MDE. She also claims to have gotten Chlamydia from him. She's a mentally unwell malignant narcissist and cannot be trusted. Christmas example.

> News
Currently lives in Serbia, claims to be married, claims to be two months pregnant, claims to be rich, claims to own property in Montenegro. Betrayed skull hyde and owes him an apology.

> Socials
She constantly makes alts and nukes accounts so it's tough keeping track.













All I wanted her to see is that I know she's lying to me, and that people do NOT hate her. Her family loves her, no matter what she says or thinks. They're not out to get her. They want to help her.

I just want her to know that. You're not alone Chan. I'm sorry for doing it this way... but you don't have to forgive me or be my friend. All I want from you is to you to be okay and happy.

Happy Thanksgiving Chanchan... you are absolutely loved and missed. I'm sorry for my dumbass way of going about all this. You never have to talk to me or be my friend again, but please just get better and get safe.

there's a reason we met.

you helped me, and i'm trying to help you. but you were definitely better at it...

i do love you, not 'in love' with you, but i care deeply about you as my friend. i just want you to know that. i always have. i wish we could have met. i think we'd have done some really cool shit together. made some cool music. and maybe that'll still happen some day, cus life isn't over. tomorrow is a new day. a new you. a new me.

Til next time Chanchan...


 >>/163926/
she has got mental issues and a drug problem so she's really fighting some demons there but just keep doing what you know is right deep down in your heart. she's lucky to have someone like you there by her side even when it's hard and she alienates all the people who love her including her family members.









Channing wins. I leave you with my final track. 

XXI. The World
She appears as a radiant androgyne, neither wholly male nor female, suspended within an immense laurel wreath that binds heaven and earth in perfect circumference. Her body is draped only in a violet scarf that floats like living smoke, a symbol of the spiritual veil now transcended. In her hands she lightly balances two wands, one of earth and one of heaven, their tips touching to form an unbroken circuit of energy. She dances at the still center of the turning cosmos, the axis mundi made flesh.

Encircling the wreath are the four fixed signs of the zodiac, the guardians of the quarters: the Bull of Taurus, the Lion of Leo, the Eagle of Scorpio, and the Man of Aquarius. Once wild and separate, they now gaze inward in serene accord, testifying that every element, every temperament, every opposing force has been reconciled. Above and below, clouds part like theater curtains, revealing the boundless indigo of eternity.

This is not merely completion; it is apotheosis. The World is the moment when the soul, having traversed every trial, every illusion, every death and rebirth of the preceding twenty cards, recognizes itself as the dance and the dancer, the journey and the destination. Time folds into timelessness. The labyrinth becomes a mandala. The seeker and the sought collapse into a single, luminous Now.

In her presence, all dualities dissolve: inner and outer, mortal and divine, beginning and end. She is the cosmic egg cracked open, the great work accomplished, the return to the Garden with eyes wide open. The wreath is both crown and cradle; the dance is both arrival and eternal departure.

To draw The World is to stand upon the summit of existence and behold the universe smiling back at you, whole, holy, and wholly yours. It is the quiet, exultant whisper that says: You were never lost. You have come home, and home was always within you.
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I haven't been posting here lately, cus Channing told me she'd work on being friends again. She said she'd hire me and help me. Then after all that she ghosted me yet again. Im done with your lies and games Channing.

You're going to regret fucking with my emotions.






The 'gun to the head' comment shes referencing is something I said when she was emailing me about making amends and hiring me. I told her she was making me feel like I was holding a gun to her head, I was giving her an out. But she said it wasnt like that. She kept saying she saw potential in me. Just told me I had to work on things like raging out and posting shit publicly. But she never got back to me after that.

Only reason she messaged me back tonite is cus I scared her by saying someone wants to make a video about her and wanted my help. She's terrified of something like that.

And you know what, if someone did want to make an expose about Channing Creager, I'd definitely help.









 >>/165166/
How is it different though? You are both romantically obsessed and once rejected became emotionally unstable psychopaths devoting your lives to someone who does not reciprocate, desperately lashing out for narc supply. Don't act like you had something deeper with Channing just because you talked on twitter for a few months kek.






























 >>/165495/
I'm not a cuck. There's no joy in hurting her. She can hurt me all she wants. I've apologized and made peace with my faults and shadow.

I can't force anyone else to feel a certain way or to care about my feelings, and I can't change the way I feel on a whim.

So I just have to accept things the way they are.


 >>/165504/
> retribution
If I truly thought her actions came from a place of evil, then I would. But I don't think that. I think she's a suffering soul like myself, hell all of us.

We all act out in various ways.

I probably just know too much about her now, and maybe she wants to hide from all that instead of confronting it.

It's a lot easier to run and hide from those things, or do drugs about it.

I can't make her change or get help or see how badly she's hurt me or how she's hurt anyone else.

All I can do is accept it and try to move forward with my own shit...

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Temperance [XIV]
Depicting an angel mixing water between cups, this card emphasizes finding middle ground and blending opposites (e.g., work-life balance or emotional stability). Upright, it signals purposeful adaptation and inner peace through moderation. Reversed, it warns of disharmony, like overindulgence or conflicting priorities pulling you apart.

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The Star [XVII]
Featuring a woman pouring water under stars, this card brings optimism and renewal after turmoil, like finding purpose or inner peace. Upright, it encourages trusting the universe and pursuing dreams with clarity. Reversed, it points to feeling lost or cynical, urging reconnection with hope.

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The Sun [XIX]
Depicted with a child riding a horse under a bright sun, this is one of the most positive cards, symbolizing happiness, achievement, and simple pleasures. Upright, it promises warmth, confidence, and good times. Reversed, it indicates clouded optimism or minor delays, but the sun's energy remains inherently positive.

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Judgement [XX]
Portraying people rising from graves at an angel's trumpet, it calls for reflection, accountability, and transformation (e.g., a life review or second chance). Upright, it's about heeding a higher purpose and renewal. Reversed, it warns of ignoring lessons or harsh self-criticism, stalling progress.












 >>/165800/
I fucked up my own life. Instead of dealing with the aftermath of my accident I turned to drugs during my 20s. Even though I got clean in 2019, it's just too late to play catch up. I did this shit to myself. Nobody else's fault.

“You thought you knew that abyss? It is another thing to experience it. Everything will happen to you. Think of all the frightful and devilish things that men have inflicted on their brothers. That should happen to you in your heart. Suffer it yourself through your own hand, and know that it is your own heinous and devilish hand that inflicts the suffering on you, but not your brother, who wrestles with his own devils.”
— Carl Jung, The Red Book: A Reader's Edition (Philemon)


 >>/165802/
> Pretty sure you got it in you to fix your life.
I used to think I did too. But I find myself in a world I'm diametrically opposed to... what's the point of 'fixing' my life then?

It would take a literal miracle at this point, and I'm undeserving of such miracles.

Went to local church and donated my guitars, drums, electronics, assorted odds and ends today.

Knowing they'll make others happy gives me peace.









Channing wanted to show us her tits badly. just look at OP pic. She will come back to finish the job. 

Don't worry chanchan we won't let skull look since he thinks boobies are gross.






 >>/165849/
Actually it's why none of you agatha2 incels will never make it.

You'll blame your virginity and loneliness on women and society instead of on yourselves where most of the blame belongs.

Meanwhile I don't hate women and I'm not virgin. I'm just neurotic dude with a brain injury... or a BPDemon as Chan calls me.



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 >>/165853/
> not true skull 
What's not true?
> you sound like some pathetic redditor
Maybe if I were actively trying to fuck gross liberal feminist women you'd have a point. I'm not, and I don't base my personality around how I feel about women the way incels do.

I do my best to just view everyone as people.

Well, unless they're jews or niggers.



 >>/165857/
Phonepoasting, also why is it always the most dysfunctional trailer park people who are fixated on the heckin j's? Your existence has been doing drugs and getting brain injuries in some small town what exactly have the Jews even done to you

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 >>/165859/
As someone who prior to 2016 was kind of a libtard, I ended up finally doing a lot of my own research into shit.

Many of us were heavily redpilled during that election cycle and immediately following it.

I didn't start out trailer trash. In my teens, I think my family actually qualified as middle class. Then the jews/banks and the bailouts from the government screwed my family and many other families over to the point that we never recovered.





 >>/165864/
So you were basically born when my family was going through the housing crisis. When the banks were giving out loans to families they shouldn't have been giving loans to. 

Now my family probably would have been fine, but we had a family tragedy. My grandfather passed away and it caused my truck driver and breadwinner dad to have a nervous breakdown and there were no safety nets to help my family. We lost the house they had been working their whole lives to get, my uncle stole the land from my dad and ended up losing it to the bank himself, all sorts of fucked up shit happened. Wasn't many years after that I had the accident and got addicted to drugs. These aren't excuses for my actions but they are context for them.








 >>/165865/
Boo hoo you just described every millineal who is or was middle class. Yet I never see other people blaming their entire life woes on the recession. Have you even ever met a jew in your backwoods trailer park? Have you even left your state? You make me embarassed to be "white" btw. Also how the fuck are you so fucking fat (bmi of 50) without a fucking job.

Imagine your bmi is 50 and you claim to be disabled because you can't stop eating goyslopp all day. Then you go online and complain about jews for 20 hours a day. I already 3at 2600 calories at least a day and never count unless I am trying to gain weight so I have no idea how the fuck it's possible. Move your big fat ass you lazy fat fuck holy shit you should crawl under a rock and die for claiming disability for being a fat obese faggit.








 >>/165982/
Idk yet i have some affairs to sort out. I made a big donation to local church on Sunday, most of my earthly possessions. Kept my phone obviously. Only reason i was ebegging is trying to come up with a way to leave my disabled father something besides sadness when I am gone.

Then again maybe the relief of me being gone will be enough...



















 >>/166004/
> I am not the one saying I am a lonely faggot who is going to kill myself.
I wear my heart on my sleeve.

You wear yours up your ass.

Just because you're not saying it doesn't mean we all don't know you're about as worthless as tits on a tree.

My death won't make your life any more valuable.




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 >>/166009/
I thought so too but the time on the screenshots doesnt match up to Montenegro from earlier this morning unless she's found herself back in the USA.

She might be back in the USA visiting family for the holidays...

If it is her she sure says some really heinous, evil shit.

But it's not just to me, apparently she says shit like that to her family too.

If it is her, I don't take it personally Chanchan. I know you're suffering too, and it makes you act out. You have more people in your corner fighting for you than I ever did though, you'll be okay.

 >>/165801/
> “You thought you knew that abyss? It is another thing to experience it. Everything will happen to you. Think of all the frightful and devilish things that men have inflicted on their brothers. That should happen to you in your heart. Suffer it yourself through your own hand, and know that it is your own heinous and devilish hand that inflicts the suffering on you, but not your brother, who wrestles with his own devils.”
> — Carl Jung, The Red Book: A Reader's Edition (Philemon)









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 >>/166082/
Then this ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling,
By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore,
“Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou,” I said, “art sure no craven,
Ghastly grim and ancient Raven wandering from the Nightly shore,
Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night’s Plutonian shore!”
            Quoth the Raven “Nevermore.”




 >>/166091/
Who cares if I kill myself? Nobody.

In fact most of you encourage it.

Just watch this space. I get my gun out in a couple months, and I've got a plan in place. You'll all get what you want.

But I'm not doing it for any of you. Or for Channing.



















 >>/166238/
But I haven't, on the contrary you been flirting and saving pics of trannies. And let's not forget you're also a legitimate pedrophile for dating an underage girl. You also been outed as the biggest fag from most forum sites and social media.























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> I've seen things you people wouldn't believe. Attack ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion. I watched C-beams glitter in the dark near the Tannhäuser Gate. All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in rain. Time to die.








i can keep this up for literally ever. Please talk to me chanchan. Tell me why you and sara stopped talking to each other. Tell me why you're drinking so much. I really do care about you, more than you think. A lot more. Just let me in. I literally love you and there's nothing either of us can do about it.


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If Chanchan has 1 million fans, then I'm one of them.
If Chanchan has one fan, then I'm THAT ONE.
If Chanchan has no fans, that means I'm dead.
If the world is against Chanchan, then I am against the world.
I love Chanchan til my last breath.
Ride or Die for life for Chanchan.














 >>/166931/
> why you forcing Channing to commit adultery
What are you retarded? My love for her is platonic. I just hope Serbian Chad is taking care of her... things feel really grim.

Anyway go save more of Florida Man's dick pics you fuckin faggot.



I can't make her talk to me, and I'll stop trying. But I can post here where she might lurk. I can leave her words of encouragement and love, even if she shows up to tear me down. 

You're not alone Chanchan even if it feels like it. You're not alone to suffer with whatever demons/traumas you're wrestling with. You're not alone in your battles. I'll be waiting steadfast for your call to arms even if it never comes. I'll be ready to assist cus I'm a Channing Knight.

 >>/166941/
Why do you think she would want to be "friends" with you? You obviously want more from her than that or ypu wouldn't be so obsessive plus you have spent hundreds of hours dragging her name through the mud on this website. You have an obvious problem respecting people's boundaries and it's clear you are a control freak. Get a grip man, this isn't "friendly" behavior, it's unhinged psychopath shit.

 >>/166943/
> You obviously want more from her than that
I've gotten enough from her. She saved my fucking life.
> plus you have spent hundreds of hours dragging her name through the mud on this website
I've made mistakes, because I'm not perfect and I was confused and hurt. It doesn't excuse anything I've done, and she doesn't have to forgive me or be my friend. As long as I make sure she's in a better place I'll be happy.
> You have an obvious problem respecting people's boundaries and it's clear you are a control freak. Get a grip man, this isn't "friendly" behavior, it's unhinged psychopath shit.
Sometimes boundaries have to be disrespected to help people even if it makes them hate you. When you can feel something just isn't right and it gnaws at your soul you can't be idle about it. Doesn't mean I've went about it the right way the whole time but I've tried my best.

And I'll keep trying.

 >>/166944/
Can't you see that you are probably the one of the main stressors in her life? Contacting her friends and family to triangulate them, constantly going off on your weird theories about what she is doing with her life and dumping all her private information. Your "feelings" about what she may or may not be going through doesn't justify any of it. At the end of the day it's just an obvious excuse you are using to continue to keep disrespecting her boundaries when she has made it more than clear she wants absolutely nothing to do with you and asked you to leave her alone. Who could blame her man, you are absolutely stalking her. You aren't a good "friend" so let's stop pretending about your actual motivations here. You have a delusional and parasocial relationship with this woman, nothing more. Why don't you grow up and stop harassing her. Make no mistake, what you are doing is clear and certain harassment so stop sugar coating it.

 >>/166945/
> Make no mistake, what you are doing is clear and certain harassment so stop sugar coating it.
Yeah I'm sure she felt the same way about her friends and family when they tried to get her help before she fled to Europe.

If the alternative is to let her waste away on drugs or alcohol then I choose the other.

 >>/166946/
How is blasting her buisness, personal things, conversations with family and more likely slandering her helping her in any way? You've already admitted you just wanted her attention before and would do anything to get it even if it is negative attention. It isn't your place and she obviously hates you so leave her alone you freak. You don't know when to stop and you are literally stalking a woman in a relationship. No amount of cope is going to make it make sense. In a just society someone would kick your ass for acting this way. It's weird. You aren't relavent to her life and she doesn't want all this negative attention. It clearly serves no purpose other than you trying to rage bait her into talking to you.

 >>/166947/
> You've already admitted you just wanted her attention before and would do anything to get it even if it is negative attention.
The only way to get her attention seemed to be to bait her. I didn't know how else to get ahold of her. She's fled the fucking continent...

I never wanted to do it this way at all.

I didn't choose any of this.

Life doesn't care about our feelings, our plans, our hopes for or dreams... all life cares about is marching forward whether we're ready or not.
> ou aren't relavent to her life and she doesn't want all this negative attention. 
She made me relevant when she saved my life and let me in. I asked for none of it... but here we are. I incurred a life debt and it must be paid. I just hope it pays out the right way.

 >>/166932/
I never saved any dick pics, sounds like more retarded projection again, Matthew.
> platonic
All of your posts about her says otherwise.

 >>/166940/
Truly very cuck behavior.

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 >>/166948/
This retarded nigger really suffering from savior complex and main character syndrome. I'm glad a lot of people are calling you out for your weird one-way obsession over a pregnant and married woman that wants nothing to do with you. If you really wanted to help Channing, the best thing to do is to stop harassing her and get out of her life forever. She has a husband to depend on and fall back now.

 >>/166948/
This whole saved your life narrative is another cope dude. She literally said multiple times she wishes you were dead so you would leave her alone. It's clearly just a way for you to conflate importance or construe your relationship as something grandiose when she doesn't give a shit about you and never did. It sounds like she's living her life the way she wants to and you can't stand that. If this is how you treat your "friends" I can't say I am suprised you don't actually have any in real life.

 >>/166949/
> She has a husband to depend on and fall back now.
And yet it seems nothing has changed and only gotten worse.

I'm privy to shit you guys don't know and that I'm no longer sharing with you retards for obvious reasons.

So talk your uninformed shit. You know way less than you think, way less than I do. And I don't know as much as I wish I did.

> This whole saved your life narrative is another cope dude. She literally said multiple times she wishes you were dead
You don't know how different things were before new years last year. How different she was.


 >>/166951/
> New years last year

So your admitting its been almost an entire year since she was your online "friend" for 6 months and you are still harassing her an entire year later over such a short "friendship". Do you even see what you are saying or how unhinged you sound. Triangulating her friends and family against her in short conversations online doesn't tell you jack shit about what she's up to. You are so desperate to not look like a psycho you've woven entire fictional naratives around "feelings" and your "intuition" from thousands of miles away.



 >>/166951/
Have you ever thought she acted different because she realized what a psycho you are? Maybe she saw she made a mistake by talking to an obsessive online freak who had ulterior motives besides being her "friend"? That's what everyone else sees anyway, Matthew, but again you will find another feeling to justify your harassment, unwanted romantic feelings, and obsessive stalking of a woman who rejected and wants nothing to do with you.

 >>/166957/
> Have you ever thought she acted different because she realized what a psycho you are?
Maybe you're right. I've prayed on it many nights. My heart still tells me to carry on.

> ulterior motives
I've never tried to sex her up or got weird with her. I was totally fine with just being friends. Her world view and interest in music were my the biggest draws. I may never get to hear her play synths or drums now...

 >>/166959/
No means no, for christs sake. You are a psychic rapist and clearly enjoy inflicting pain onto her. It doesn't matter what "your heart" tells you to do. You are the definition of selfish and only care about what you want, which is clearly some kind of control of a pregnant married woman who wants you to leave her alone and stop bothering her.

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> I don't care if I'm being a complete nuisance
Your mental retardation is that strong that you wouldn't honor her wishes of you leaving her alone for good, huh? You're a lost soul, Matthew, and I wish Channing has a great life and keeps you blocked forever. You're a cancer in her life and stop inserting yourself in her family's affairs, that's extremely weird.

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 >>/166960/
The truth is this thread doesn't help, and I didn't make it.

So to Chanchan, you wanted me to stop bumping this thread? I'll never post here again.

You don't have to talk to me, I won't try to force you. 

I won't stop caring about you, and I'll always be here if you ever decide to reach out to me.

I talked to Sara a bit, she mentioned she doesnt talk to you anymore, hasnt for months. Wouldn't say what happened between you, she's a good friend. 

She thinks the demon plaguing you right now is alcohol. Makes sense, you've alluded as much to me already.

I know I fucked up the trust between us. Or maybe we both did. I don't blame you. I can't blame you for it because I know you're struggling with shit that you can't talk about. I wish you could talk about it with me. You underestimate my powers as an empath... I really can help alleviate the burden and the pain. 

I can't take it all, but I could help.

The offer will always be there. <3

As for the rest of you deluded fucks, you're nothing. None of you matter. You're so far below Channing or me that you might as well not even be here.

 >>/166962/
This is the millionth time you've said this exact same thing about never posting here and leaving her alone, then you go on to blast some more personal information divulged by self inserting and contacting people she has real relationships with in the same post. And this is after the rift you caused with triangulating her and her cousin. 

I thought she was a ketamine addict, who ran away to Europe to do ketamine but now shes an alcoholic and that's why you need to keep dumping private information and libel on the internet. Where do the fake accounts you made skinwalking and mocking her come into the picture, Matthew? Was that more of the generous empathetic help you have for Channing? 

I thought you yourself were drunk a few weeks ago and about to kill yourself with a gun, hence why you don't have it at the moment to finish the job. Why do you think you should be lecturing people and not helping yourself instead? You are a 35 year old man without a job who constantly suicidebaits on here abd x. Someone should have you put in a 5150 but it seems that they would rather you actually die or don't care enough to stop you. Just fuck off from the internet man. Literally no one likes you and you are a hateful nuisance wherever you go.

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 >>/166962/
> Airing out personal shit again like mentioning people close to her
It's like clockwork. I believe his brain damage has already fucked up his rational thinking.
> You're so far below Channing or me that you might as well not even be here.
That might be true with Channing, but you're beneath everyone, you're a 40yo morbidly obese jobless retarded homewrecking tranny-chasing pedrophile loser whose main highlights in his life is almost killing someone with an ATV crash that you deliberately caused, and being the Internet's biggest clown and Sam's fluffer.




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 >>/166966/
Literally no one likes Matthew except other retarded enablers.

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 >>/166968/
> My pinned post will stay this way.
Your post of lovebombing/harassing Channing? Yeah keep it there, I'm sure she'll take you back and then you'll be able to provide for her, fucking retard. Next time you have a psychotic/neurotic bipolar suicidal break, best to follow through and kill yourself, you're a net negative and an embarrassment to my descendants. Your life will be gradually getting worse every day to the point Benzos and SSRIs won't help you anymore, this I already know.


Skull you truly are a better man than the rest of us combined. I'm here observing, taking notes on how a real man carries himself. Channing will come back around I just know it! Don't listen to these bitter incel naysayers.

 >>/166982/
Skull, you are an obvious retard just rope already. Nobody thinks you are any kind of man when you spend all day for over half a year obsessively harassing and slandering a married pregnant woman you briefly spoke to on the internet who has begged you to leave her alone, even offering to pay you because she was so desperate for you to stop. I wouldn't be suprised if Channing "fled" as far away as possible from you because you come off like some fatal attraction freak and she is afraid you would chop her up into bits.









 >>/167231/
True, ive done my fair share of retard shit this year.

I haven't taken it nearly as far as this KR /bbg/ nigger does though.

I was only trying to help her in my retarded misguided way. Doesn't excuse it but at least im man enough to own up to it.













 >>/167690/
Does all of this hate and misery stem back to what happened when you were like 12? Why have you never gotten therapy for that my dude? You will drink yourself to death and go crazy. Are you going into 2026 incoherent and mean m

 >>/167692/
What does your own hate and misery stem from? Self hate maybe? Try looking in the mirror nigger or applying any of what you say to yourself. Your entire existence revolves around being hateful online to complete strangers. Saying you need therapy is an understatement.












Thought this was interesting. Might be why Sara thinks Channing is drinking. Might also be why Channing says shes been drinking, to disguise the ket use.

I feel so bad for her. But there's nothing i can do, or anyone really. Channing has to want to get better first.


So even if shes currently not using ket, she might have turned to drinking to get the similar effects.

I wish she'd just talk to me about it. Its not like i actually judge her for any of this, i was a meth addict for 7 years before i quit. I know exactly what goes thru the mind of an addict. The desire to protect the ego, the shame, the regret.

Just think about it chanchan, think about reaching out sometime.

I won't be on here after tonight. No matter which faggot tries to skinwalk me no matter what you fags do to try and bait me back into this gay shit im moving on.

But im not giving up on Channing. I'm just letting Jesus take over.



 >>/168263/
> I wish she'd just talk to me about it.
She knows that it's 100% guaranteed that anything she says to you will be posted publicly on your daily crash outs. She's never going to tell you shit. It's beyond remarkable that you don't understand this.


 >>/168267/
Shes aired her own shit here too. Like honestly the only thing ive really exposed is the addiction stuff. It wasn't to shame you, it was to try and snap you back to reality because i know Channing is way more than her traumas and addictions. I realize i fucked up tho.

The cool thing about being honest about this shit is people can never use it against you ever again though Channing.

 >>/168268/
Nobody under 21 has ever seen my penis. Im not even especially proud of my penis. When I do show it, im surprised at the warm reception it gets. Its just a penis. Its for procreation. Anything else and you risk offending God.









Must have been early August cus we were fighting again by my birthday. I know cus i wanted to talk to her about KingCobraJFS dying and couldn't. 🙁

I had to talk to spice bear about it instead and she barely knew who he was. Didnt stop her from grifting the hell out of his death tho lmao I thought that was kind of amusing. No shade at sb though she seems sweet. I feel like she got herself either catfished by Sam's lackeys or just trolled and fucked with by Sam.

The story she told me on the phone about it all was kind of bizarre and vague but to me it sounds like she never talked to him outside of email and never met him IRL. Insists he drove by her house with his hellcat.


 >>/168283/
Am i not allowed to have feelings Channing? You're allowed not to care about them but you've always acted like how I felt never mattered. I'm just not sure if you really never cared about anyone but yourself, me personally, or just act this way out of meanness. I hope it's the latter cus there was a time I thought you cared, a little bit anyway. You certainly never matched my level but that's not fair to expect i reckon. At least not until we had met. I promise you, the me IRL isnt quite the same asshole behind the screen.

Ask anyone who fucks with me and has chilled with me in voice chat. They're always taken aback by how different i am.

Its because like you, i have personas that I hide behind, particularly online. I opened up a lot to you but still it's not the same as actually hanging out with someone.

I'm over the romantic shit, i mean I'm a big flirt true but i know how to be friends if you're truly married. I know how to respect boundaries. The thing that happened with us is just unusual circumstances that i handled badly and i think if you could admit it you probably handled poorly at certain points of the timetable as well. Communication in particular is where our friendship struggles the most. And that's a running theme in your relationships I've learned. Nothing that can't be worked out. Just takes effort. I'm fine putting in that effort. I think Channings friendship is worth all the turmoil endured. Beneath all the flaws and traumas is w beautiful and truly unique human being that I was lucky enough to have gotten to know, however briefly...

 >>/168284/
> I know how to respect boundaries.
Laugh Out Super Fucking LOUD. Skinwalking Channing to befriend her family on FB is what you consider "respecting boundries". You're straight up lying bc you can't possibly actually be this fucking dumb.

 >>/168287/
I didn't befriend her family. If you/Channing thinks that I've sided with her family against her then Channing is being stupid. I only ever went to them trying to understand wtf happened to her. That's what friends do. Friends don't just fuck off into the sunset when their friend is obviously suffering some sort of breakdown. I wish i had talked to them more after I had callee the wellness check. I would have understood things clearly alot sooner instead of thinking Channing had been a phony bitch to me for 6-7 months. That thinking was what led to a lot of my dumber shit this year. Again, cus of bad communication. I shouldn't have had to go behind your back Channing. You should have been able to tell me what was going on. We were already super tight by that point. That's why it hurt me so much when you uprooted and fled.

Inb4 she mocks my feelings again

 >>/168287/
Also i didnt lie to her family, i told them exactly who i was. They know my name, where i live, how i know her, the context of all of it. Why would i lie to them about any of it? I was only trying to figure out how to best get through to my friend that i cherished so much that I'd dox myself to strangers and risk looking like a total fucking retard.


 >>/168288/
> I shouldn't have had to go behind your back Channing.
So it's her fault?

And face it, you called in the wellfare check as a cock block because she ghosted you while living with her guy friend.  lol.  Cope harder faggot

 >>/168290/
Sup Ariel. Yes, reflecting on the past year and how to make the next better.

Also playing board games with my family, some KCD2, drinking some cheladas, and smoking gasp MARIJUANA!

lol the strain name is High Fructose Corn Syrup. What's next? Sneed Oils?



 >>/168291/
Not at all. She suicide baited me and she'd never done that before and it scared the fuck out of me cus she wasn't answering or responding.

I didn't know what else to do.

To be fair Sara suggested it. But I called it in, and called back to check on it.

Was interesting to learn her family was planning to do the same thing and i had merely beaten them to it. Channing knows she was being retarded cus that's who she thought called it in at first. Man was she pissed when I told her it was me... Apparently she had bought a gun and was being erratic at the time too.



 >>/168297/
I pirate the vidya games, mom brought board games, i sold an ever drive 64 for like $250 Monday and bought some weed, nicotine, and smokes for my dad. So no, your tax dollars went to israel and Somali 'learing' centers.

 >>/168295/
> To be fair Sara suggested it.
The same Sara who asked you to "Respect Boundries" and not screenshot her messages?  The same Sara who's messages you dumped on here out of spite?  Nice boundry respecting you fucking moron.


 >>/168299/
Yeah that one. Idgaf about sara shes not my friend and hasnt been all that helpful in the situation. Although I'm sure shes been gaslit by Channing as well, also she has a family to take care of and is a relatively successful counterstrike streamer or something so whatever fuck sara. 🤷🏻‍♂️

 >>/168300/
Got me... I did donate a lot tho. Like my guitars, several totes of funkos, old vidya games, etc.

I wasnt giving away my pc, phone, steam deck, more valuable items that I can sell. Im retarded but not fucking retarded.


 >>/168301/
> Idgaf about sara
Obviously.  THat was one of the shittiest things I've seen someone ever do.  Total betrayal of confidence and trust.  No wonder Channing won't talk to you. A fucking self centered blabbermouth who's one bpd swing away from telling the world every secret they know just for attention. Everytime you wonder why she won't talk to you, that's the only thing you should ever think of.  Not this coping, double talk lying empath bullshit.

It really is fully obvious just how you care though. That is sincere for sure.  But only about yourself.

 >>/168309/
Sara wasnt my friend.

And apparently Channing pissed Sara off with her bullshit too and they haven't spoken in months. Naive Sara thinks it's alcohol. so as cobes would say, it is what it is.

Only 54 minutes of 2025 left.

Have given up hope of making amends with Chan this year. Ever really.

That too, will be lost in time. Like tears in rain.







 >>/168315/
What does Channing have to gain by being your friend? You aren't exactly in high demand for that from anyone and I can see why. You've spent an entire year literally making up negative things to smear her name across the internet, harassing and stalking her to get even a crumb of negative attention because you are toxic af. Even if she wasn't married she asked you to stop your one sided romantic shit several times before and you couldn't. That isn't "being a flirt" it is repeatedly making someone uncomfortable by forcing your creepy feelings onto them. Are you going to be talking about Channing for another year even though she's blocked you? Pathetic man, get a fucking life.

 >>/168315/
> Maybe she sealed it by not knowing how to communicate to people.
Not her fault you completely betrayed any confidence she has in you as a person she could share her private thoughts and feeling with that she doesn't want dumped online for everyone to see.



 >>/168315/
I can all but guarantee that you'll be back in these threads. You've broken every promise you've made and have proven that you're a habitual liar.

Your cope will be either:
1) Someone forced you to reply somehow.
or
2) That Channing needs your "help" somehow.

Whatever your excuse it definitely won't be your fault. You'll find a way to displace your culpability onto someone else. Guar-own-teed...

 >>/168323/
Lol about him lying when he said he gave his pc to the church when he was digging for sympathy trying to get people to think he was really gonna kill himself. People with bpd like Matthew threaten suicide a lot but sadly almost never follow through which is unfortunate for the people around them under constant torment from their bs.

 >>/168292/
Why do you smoke weed if you actually believe you have schizoid personality disorder? It is well known that marijuana can exacerbate schizo problems in people. Are you actually retarded or something? That is the hardest part of this whole calling out Channing trying to help her go to rehab or whatever you are doing when you are an ex methhead who does adderall and actively smokes weed while obviously having psychotic episodes regularly.












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 >>/168610/
Go back to reply guying Spice Bear and deleting it while getting no engagement on Twitter, Matthew. Don't make me make another thread about her to post your recent orbiter fails compilation in. Hillarious to see you starting to crash out at her like every other woman who wants nothing to do with you. I thought you were "christian" now and had changed but it seems youre just a seething incel in 2026 as well. And lol at you retweeting and replying to a literal incel  twitter page while calling others incels.




 >>/168701/
Using suicide as a threat on other people constantly for attention or to bait them into feeling bad for you is infinitely gayer than actually killing yourself but I wouldn't expect you to understand seeing as you never follow through on anything you say you are going to do Matthew.














Yeah so what im still around. Quitting Channing is tough. I am working on being nicer to people though. Just not a lot else to do when its cold and wet outside.

Im alternating between guitar, news, YouTube, and the various chans.

It do be like that.
















 >>/169090/
Uh-huh... If wouldn't be surprised if you were the main reason that caused "the Christmas example", thus permanently ruining the chance to expose Sam. It wouldn't be the first time, you ruined another chance by constantly harassing Sam's "secret wife".








 >>/169167/
Because i fell in love with Channing as a human being. I don't lust for her, im not driven by basic carnal urges. Of course i find her beautiful, beyond comparison. But i desire more than her physically. I want to merge with her soul in the aether.


 >>/169177/
I had already been shitting up Sam Hyde related stuff since the end of fishtank season 1. She wasn't using me for anything. She actually saved my life. No doubt she got a kick out of seeing someone try to match her energy as far as dunking on that dysgenic jew goes.

Nobody is perfect. I just wish she could forgive me for my sins as i forgive hers.

But she doesn't have to. I love her regardless. That's what love does to people. Even if it's one sided.

She never seems to have enough people in her corner. I'll always be in your corner Chanchan, and you'll always be in my heart.






 >>/169189/
You can not like him but thinking he's pretending to be pro-white is retarded. It's clearly something that he cares about when he stood on it even when people like Richard Spencer were caving and going on CNN to talk about how they'd changed in 2018-2019. It's popular to be far-right now but back when he could've been a millionaire making safe edgy Adult Swim slop he stood on his shit and posted on Gumroad to like 500 people for half a decade instead

 >>/169190/
> clearly something that he cares about
Can't be pro-white if you aren't actually white. He doesn't even believe he's actually white.

He'll never be white.

Want to see how insecure he is about it? Watch him on Harland Highway Podcast.

His anti-jew shtick comes from self loathing.

He's a spoiled rich bitch that's never had to work an honest day in his life. He's as jewish as it gets. No real consequences for any of his heinous actions. He is not a hero, he is not a pro white warrior. He is a sad, pathetic, jew that ruined his body with steroids to win one boxing fight, lusts after trannies, minors, men, he's a degenerate greedy jew.

Nothing more.

His own father despises him.


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 >>/169192/
> He mogged the old scraggly faggot
Pretty sure it was Sam wheezing and gasping for air at the end of that, and he didnt even throw Rocketman on the gorilla nest. Then when Sam noticed the horrified look on Nick's face, he switched gears and started fellating Harland and trying to get him to go to the premier of whatever dogshit they were trying to promote.

Harland said yes, but then didn't go. Mogged indeed.

Is that a fucking heat lamp?




 >>/169184/
On the Sam been Jewish thing, a relative of his did a genealogy test that you could find online once upon a time and assuming that Gans is Jewish and not German/Dutch, he'd be 6 - 12% at most. And again, that's assuming that his mother is a Jew and not German or Dutch (Sam himself mentions he has German ancestry on the Harland pod). If it is the Jewish Gans he's 6 - 12%. Uncle H himself considered anything below 25% to be fine. So even in the worst case scenario, Sam still beats the allegations.

The more interesting revelations of the DNA test is that on his father's side he's descended from English aristocracy dating back to the 1300s. The Houses of Stanley and Warren to be specific. If you look up the Stanleys you'll find that there were multiple Lord Lieutenants of Ireland, meaning that Sam's relatives ruled over Skull's given that Skull is a mick. Sam's bloodline has been mogging Skull's for centuries. The Stanleys are the inspiration for the Lannisters in Game of Thrones btw.

The Hydes and the Warrens connected in the 1500s, the Hydes were amongst the first pilgrims into the New World and Sam's family hasn't left the New England area for almost 400 years. Literally the WASPiest background you can have.



 >>/169210/
In the Year of Our Lord, 1524, an obese balding redhead mick became obsessed with a blonde girl who fucked a 6'5 old money aristocrat. She shunned his advances.

In the Year of Our Lord, 2024, an obese balding redhead mick became obsessed with a blonde girl who fucked a 6'5 old money rich kid. She called him a fat retard.

Your bloodline has been taking Ls since before the Potato Famine

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 >>/169213/
In the Year of Our Lord, 2024, a portly balding redhead mick became entranced with a blonde Germanic goddess of wood elf physiognomy who saved his life during one of the darkest periods of his life.

And yet, my bloodline carries on.

Resilience, musical leanings, deep thinking, I am a stoic minstrel and a philosopher.

The potato famine turned out to be a blessing in disguise.

Rather be in the USA than whatever fucking hellhole the Europeans have let themselves get into, thanks in large part to their dealings with the jews.

Martin Luther and others tried to warn them.





















 >>/169541/
Aww are you gonna cry that I call Ariel Ferraiuolo by her demon name?

Her demon mother Shannon Ferraiuolo are cut from similar cloth. 
https://www.courant.com/2002/11/21/federal-indictments-charge-women-with-racketeering/

 >>/169543/
On the contrary you're the one crying about her by bringing her out for no reason. Your obsession of Betty is bigger than your obsession of Sam Hyde and Jews combined. I wouldn't be surprised if you blame your shitty life on her.



 >>/169513/
Let me see some pictures of channing before she was ugly old and FAT then maybe i'll reconsider. But until then, I will still think of her as this old saggy wrinkly shemale of a ballsack.

> She mogs marky in every way.
She literally does not. I can pull up a comparison picture to show you how hotter marky is compared the channing. Ugh, even saying channing feels like a slur. Stop being such a faggot for old trannies

 >>/169557/
Wtf does Marky have that Channing doesn't? It's not even close.

Chanchan is way more attractive, way more interesting, just better by every conceivable metric.

Chanchan is a grown ass woman in a sea of little bitch ass girls here.




 >>/169707/
She uses VPN's so rarely will you see a Montenegro flag.

I don't think she does H thank fuck. She was never a hardcore drug person, many people can attest to this fact. 

She has one specific demon, like I had... but different.

Perhaps two demons, because they share similar effects... so if she can't get one she'll go with the other... but it really tears me up and keeps me awake sometimes no cap just thinking about her suffering in some Balkan state shit hole doing ketamine or drinking herself into a coma.

I pray for her every night.




Also stop loving me it's unreciprocated, creepy, and cringe, stop being a psychic rapist and fuck off, I am very happy in my life, recently bought a farm and living my best life especially the less you are involved.









 >>/169916/
> larping
So that's your projected cope, huh? Also impossible for my siblings to get married since they're in middle school and highschool. Aren't you 40? Too late for you to pass on your "superior genetics" or find a woman.


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"I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past, I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."










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