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> Who is Channing Creager?
Channing Creager is a hot babe with mommy milkers known mostly for dating Sam Hyde briefly, then turning on him when he didn't pay her enough for working for MDE. She also claims to have gotten Chlamydia from him. She's a mentally unwell malignant narcissist and cannot be trusted. Christmas example.

> News
Currently lives in Serbia, claims to be married, claims to be two months pregnant, claims to be rich, claims to own property in Montenegro. Betrayed skull hyde and owes him an apology.

> Socials
She constantly makes alts and nukes accounts so it's tough keeping track.













All I wanted her to see is that I know she's lying to me, and that people do NOT hate her. Her family loves her, no matter what she says or thinks. They're not out to get her. They want to help her.

I just want her to know that. You're not alone Chan. I'm sorry for doing it this way... but you don't have to forgive me or be my friend. All I want from you is to you to be okay and happy.

Happy Thanksgiving Chanchan... you are absolutely loved and missed. I'm sorry for my dumbass way of going about all this. You never have to talk to me or be my friend again, but please just get better and get safe.

there's a reason we met.

you helped me, and i'm trying to help you. but you were definitely better at it...

i do love you, not 'in love' with you, but i care deeply about you as my friend. i just want you to know that. i always have. i wish we could have met. i think we'd have done some really cool shit together. made some cool music. and maybe that'll still happen some day, cus life isn't over. tomorrow is a new day. a new you. a new me.

Til next time Chanchan...


 >>/163926/
she has got mental issues and a drug problem so she's really fighting some demons there but just keep doing what you know is right deep down in your heart. she's lucky to have someone like you there by her side even when it's hard and she alienates all the people who love her including her family members.









Channing wins. I leave you with my final track. 

XXI. The World
She appears as a radiant androgyne, neither wholly male nor female, suspended within an immense laurel wreath that binds heaven and earth in perfect circumference. Her body is draped only in a violet scarf that floats like living smoke, a symbol of the spiritual veil now transcended. In her hands she lightly balances two wands, one of earth and one of heaven, their tips touching to form an unbroken circuit of energy. She dances at the still center of the turning cosmos, the axis mundi made flesh.

Encircling the wreath are the four fixed signs of the zodiac, the guardians of the quarters: the Bull of Taurus, the Lion of Leo, the Eagle of Scorpio, and the Man of Aquarius. Once wild and separate, they now gaze inward in serene accord, testifying that every element, every temperament, every opposing force has been reconciled. Above and below, clouds part like theater curtains, revealing the boundless indigo of eternity.

This is not merely completion; it is apotheosis. The World is the moment when the soul, having traversed every trial, every illusion, every death and rebirth of the preceding twenty cards, recognizes itself as the dance and the dancer, the journey and the destination. Time folds into timelessness. The labyrinth becomes a mandala. The seeker and the sought collapse into a single, luminous Now.

In her presence, all dualities dissolve: inner and outer, mortal and divine, beginning and end. She is the cosmic egg cracked open, the great work accomplished, the return to the Garden with eyes wide open. The wreath is both crown and cradle; the dance is both arrival and eternal departure.

To draw The World is to stand upon the summit of existence and behold the universe smiling back at you, whole, holy, and wholly yours. It is the quiet, exultant whisper that says: You were never lost. You have come home, and home was always within you.
https://youtube.com/watch?v=xoROHE4MiRQ




















I haven't been posting here lately, cus Channing told me she'd work on being friends again. She said she'd hire me and help me. Then after all that she ghosted me yet again. Im done with your lies and games Channing.

You're going to regret fucking with my emotions.






The 'gun to the head' comment shes referencing is something I said when she was emailing me about making amends and hiring me. I told her she was making me feel like I was holding a gun to her head, I was giving her an out. But she said it wasnt like that. She kept saying she saw potential in me. Just told me I had to work on things like raging out and posting shit publicly. But she never got back to me after that.

Only reason she messaged me back tonite is cus I scared her by saying someone wants to make a video about her and wanted my help. She's terrified of something like that.

And you know what, if someone did want to make an expose about Channing Creager, I'd definitely help.









 >>/165166/
How is it different though? You are both romantically obsessed and once rejected became emotionally unstable psychopaths devoting your lives to someone who does not reciprocate, desperately lashing out for narc supply. Don't act like you had something deeper with Channing just because you talked on twitter for a few months kek.






























 >>/165495/
I'm not a cuck. There's no joy in hurting her. She can hurt me all she wants. I've apologized and made peace with my faults and shadow.

I can't force anyone else to feel a certain way or to care about my feelings, and I can't change the way I feel on a whim.

So I just have to accept things the way they are.


 >>/165504/
> retribution
If I truly thought her actions came from a place of evil, then I would. But I don't think that. I think she's a suffering soul like myself, hell all of us.

We all act out in various ways.

I probably just know too much about her now, and maybe she wants to hide from all that instead of confronting it.

It's a lot easier to run and hide from those things, or do drugs about it.

I can't make her change or get help or see how badly she's hurt me or how she's hurt anyone else.

All I can do is accept it and try to move forward with my own shit...

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Temperance [XIV]
Depicting an angel mixing water between cups, this card emphasizes finding middle ground and blending opposites (e.g., work-life balance or emotional stability). Upright, it signals purposeful adaptation and inner peace through moderation. Reversed, it warns of disharmony, like overindulgence or conflicting priorities pulling you apart.

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The Star [XVII]
Featuring a woman pouring water under stars, this card brings optimism and renewal after turmoil, like finding purpose or inner peace. Upright, it encourages trusting the universe and pursuing dreams with clarity. Reversed, it points to feeling lost or cynical, urging reconnection with hope.

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The Sun [XIX]
Depicted with a child riding a horse under a bright sun, this is one of the most positive cards, symbolizing happiness, achievement, and simple pleasures. Upright, it promises warmth, confidence, and good times. Reversed, it indicates clouded optimism or minor delays, but the sun's energy remains inherently positive.

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Judgement [XX]
Portraying people rising from graves at an angel's trumpet, it calls for reflection, accountability, and transformation (e.g., a life review or second chance). Upright, it's about heeding a higher purpose and renewal. Reversed, it warns of ignoring lessons or harsh self-criticism, stalling progress.












 >>/165800/
I fucked up my own life. Instead of dealing with the aftermath of my accident I turned to drugs during my 20s. Even though I got clean in 2019, it's just too late to play catch up. I did this shit to myself. Nobody else's fault.

“You thought you knew that abyss? It is another thing to experience it. Everything will happen to you. Think of all the frightful and devilish things that men have inflicted on their brothers. That should happen to you in your heart. Suffer it yourself through your own hand, and know that it is your own heinous and devilish hand that inflicts the suffering on you, but not your brother, who wrestles with his own devils.”
— Carl Jung, The Red Book: A Reader's Edition (Philemon)


 >>/165802/
> Pretty sure you got it in you to fix your life.
I used to think I did too. But I find myself in a world I'm diametrically opposed to... what's the point of 'fixing' my life then?

It would take a literal miracle at this point, and I'm undeserving of such miracles.

Went to local church and donated my guitars, drums, electronics, assorted odds and ends today.

Knowing they'll make others happy gives me peace.









Channing wanted to show us her tits badly. just look at OP pic. She will come back to finish the job. 

Don't worry chanchan we won't let skull look since he thinks boobies are gross.






 >>/165849/
Actually it's why none of you agatha2 incels will never make it.

You'll blame your virginity and loneliness on women and society instead of on yourselves where most of the blame belongs.

Meanwhile I don't hate women and I'm not virgin. I'm just neurotic dude with a brain injury... or a BPDemon as Chan calls me.



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 >>/165853/
> not true skull 
What's not true?
> you sound like some pathetic redditor
Maybe if I were actively trying to fuck gross liberal feminist women you'd have a point. I'm not, and I don't base my personality around how I feel about women the way incels do.

I do my best to just view everyone as people.

Well, unless they're jews or niggers.



 >>/165857/
Phonepoasting, also why is it always the most dysfunctional trailer park people who are fixated on the heckin j's? Your existence has been doing drugs and getting brain injuries in some small town what exactly have the Jews even done to you

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 >>/165859/
As someone who prior to 2016 was kind of a libtard, I ended up finally doing a lot of my own research into shit.

Many of us were heavily redpilled during that election cycle and immediately following it.

I didn't start out trailer trash. In my teens, I think my family actually qualified as middle class. Then the jews/banks and the bailouts from the government screwed my family and many other families over to the point that we never recovered.





 >>/165864/
So you were basically born when my family was going through the housing crisis. When the banks were giving out loans to families they shouldn't have been giving loans to. 

Now my family probably would have been fine, but we had a family tragedy. My grandfather passed away and it caused my truck driver and breadwinner dad to have a nervous breakdown and there were no safety nets to help my family. We lost the house they had been working their whole lives to get, my uncle stole the land from my dad and ended up losing it to the bank himself, all sorts of fucked up shit happened. Wasn't many years after that I had the accident and got addicted to drugs. These aren't excuses for my actions but they are context for them.








 >>/165865/
Boo hoo you just described every millineal who is or was middle class. Yet I never see other people blaming their entire life woes on the recession. Have you even ever met a jew in your backwoods trailer park? Have you even left your state? You make me embarassed to be "white" btw. Also how the fuck are you so fucking fat (bmi of 50) without a fucking job.

Imagine your bmi is 50 and you claim to be disabled because you can't stop eating goyslopp all day. Then you go online and complain about jews for 20 hours a day. I already 3at 2600 calories at least a day and never count unless I am trying to gain weight so I have no idea how the fuck it's possible. Move your big fat ass you lazy fat fuck holy shit you should crawl under a rock and die for claiming disability for being a fat obese faggit.








 >>/165982/
Idk yet i have some affairs to sort out. I made a big donation to local church on Sunday, most of my earthly possessions. Kept my phone obviously. Only reason i was ebegging is trying to come up with a way to leave my disabled father something besides sadness when I am gone.

Then again maybe the relief of me being gone will be enough...



















 >>/166004/
> I am not the one saying I am a lonely faggot who is going to kill myself.
I wear my heart on my sleeve.

You wear yours up your ass.

Just because you're not saying it doesn't mean we all don't know you're about as worthless as tits on a tree.

My death won't make your life any more valuable.




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I thought so too but the time on the screenshots doesnt match up to Montenegro from earlier this morning unless she's found herself back in the USA.

She might be back in the USA visiting family for the holidays...

If it is her she sure says some really heinous, evil shit.

But it's not just to me, apparently she says shit like that to her family too.

If it is her, I don't take it personally Chanchan. I know you're suffering too, and it makes you act out. You have more people in your corner fighting for you than I ever did though, you'll be okay.

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> “You thought you knew that abyss? It is another thing to experience it. Everything will happen to you. Think of all the frightful and devilish things that men have inflicted on their brothers. That should happen to you in your heart. Suffer it yourself through your own hand, and know that it is your own heinous and devilish hand that inflicts the suffering on you, but not your brother, who wrestles with his own devils.”
> — Carl Jung, The Red Book: A Reader's Edition (Philemon)









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 >>/166082/
Then this ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling,
By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore,
“Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou,” I said, “art sure no craven,
Ghastly grim and ancient Raven wandering from the Nightly shore,
Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night’s Plutonian shore!”
            Quoth the Raven “Nevermore.”




 >>/166091/
Who cares if I kill myself? Nobody.

In fact most of you encourage it.

Just watch this space. I get my gun out in a couple months, and I've got a plan in place. You'll all get what you want.

But I'm not doing it for any of you. Or for Channing.



















 >>/166238/
But I haven't, on the contrary you been flirting and saving pics of trannies. And let's not forget you're also a legitimate pedrophile for dating an underage girl. You also been outed as the biggest fag from most forum sites and social media.









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