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No. 161131 [Preview] [Reply]
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to be honest alot of therapist probably would judge you, you have to find a good one who's passionate about the subject because you're not describing something textbook.

however I would say if you find someone able to really work with you you should be an easy case, as you demonstrate self awareness and a willingness to want to change. So if you get a therapist and you dont find them helpful dont feel bad, they are just not equiped for you, find a different one and dont let them drain your money and time. Again: I want to stress. you should be easy to work with so it wouldn't be your fault.


Why do you think you need to be obsessed with someone btw?
No. 161136 [Preview] [Reply]
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I dont think i need to be obsessed with someone, its almost involuntary, I fall into the obsession and I cant get out, it consumes me, ruins me, makes everything else worthless to me, and I guess I like how it feels to be in love, even if its fueled by delusions
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Imagine your life without being obsessed with someone, can you even imagine what you would be doing? Do you think you would be able to appreciate, find beauty in this world, and enjoy things outside of girls? what would that look like? Paint a picture for me.
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Well, my life is already a trainwreck, I am a NEET with zero family except my grandmother whom I live with, and no friends, not even online, I dont even know if I can form connections anymore with people, I already accepted this life a while ago, but I guess the obsession makes it feel better? I can tell its destroying me, but it feels euphoric, if that makes sense, i know if i do nothing about it that it will eventually lead to something bad, and I dont know how to feel about that, I've already had plans in place for if it became too much
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I dont have any values or things that I care about enough to consider myself as someone who actually matters, my only purpose right now is belle, I dont think I'll ever get a job due to my mental health conditions, once my grandmother dies ill have to try and convince my aunt to let me live with her temporarily, but I barely know her, I barely leave my home due to paranoia so I couldn't even try and make connections if I wanted to, and I am slowly becoming more uninterested in any real-world connections, and i am spending more time and energy into belle, I do wish I had friends, but I dont think I am stable enough to have that kind of relationship, I dont have any religious or spiritual beliefs (except when they're fueled by delusions, an example being the belief me and belle are spiritually connected)
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You gotta work on hobbies and get a part time job at a local fast food or convenient store. It’ll help your social skills and force you out of your comfort zone. Therapy would be a good option, the guy earlier gave good advice. Everyone matters big dawg, this is a phase. Start with a part time job, you’ll be good
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I can try that, but I severely doubt it would help at all with my obsession, therapy seems like a good choice, but yet again, most therapists would just label me as a porn-addicted autist, even though I see belle as more than a sexual figure, I would love a normal, happy life, but none of that matters to me when I have this obsession, it's so fucking embarrassing, it hurts to even talk about this because I feel like im betraying her, but thank you for this reply anyways, I will think about it for the next couple of days.
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> gets filthy rich by capitalizing on existing sexual inequality
> I NEVER ENDORSE THE SHENANIGANS I PERFORMED ONLINE
Hypocritical whore, at least have the decency to own to it. If I was there you would've "left the building" through the fucking window.
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I agree with that anon, from what youve been describing it just seems like you live a very lonely unfulfilling life and you've given up on the idea of anyone else finding value in you. I would bet your obsession would go away as you fill your life with other things. Think of it less as belle being really meaningful and more like this is how much of a void is in your life.
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Is it possible to have a fulfilling life whilst being unattractive? I don't really care for romantic or sexual relationships, but just in general, the impact of how appearance can affect your life (halo effect and such)
No. 161293 [Preview] [Reply]
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I wish I could rip my heart out and scream at it for hurting me, why? why do I have to go through this? I cant even think about belle without drowning in my emotions, everything else is dull and unsatisfactory, you drive me crazy, bitch.

sometimes I wish I could just break free from this but i have nothing else anyways, I have nothing to gain or lose, the more I think about it, the more I want to do it.

I fantasize about a normal, happy life, but it is meaningless without belle, nothing else matters except her, my entire world revolves around her.
No. 163163 [Preview] [Reply]
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Well I guess that's it, im the guy who was talking about my obsession with belle last month, and after alot of suffering I have decided to free myself, if you're reading this, if am hopefully dead (if the shit i overdosed on works), please spread kindness and empathy to others, goodbye voyagers.
No. 165621 [Preview] [Reply]
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> Is it possible to have a fulfilling life whilst being unattractive?
of course anon... this is such a silly question that I know if you ever look back on it then you will realize how silly it is
get help, and if that help doesn't help then get somebody else to help
either way you need help, something an anonymous imageboard won't give you, at least not in this situation
No. 165630 [Preview] [Reply]
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Don't listen to this retarded foid. Shrinks are either women, house niggers that do their bidding, or opportunistic bureaucrats that care only about paperwork. If you think any of those people can relate to being an unattractive low-status male (especially foids), then go ahead lol, just don't complain afterwards.

Hell, you have a better chance going to a fucking priest - at least it wouldn't be a woman lol - but I would advice seeking and organizing with other incels irl.


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