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 >>/161145/
I dont have any values or things that I care about enough to consider myself as someone who actually matters, my only purpose right now is belle, I dont think I'll ever get a job due to my mental health conditions, once my grandmother dies ill have to try and convince my aunt to let me live with her temporarily, but I barely know her, I barely leave my home due to paranoia so I couldn't even try and make connections if I wanted to, and I am slowly becoming more uninterested in any real-world connections, and i am spending more time and energy into belle, I do wish I had friends, but I dont think I am stable enough to have that kind of relationship, I dont have any religious or spiritual beliefs (except when they're fueled by delusions, an example being the belief me and belle are spiritually connected)
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You gotta work on hobbies and get a part time job at a local fast food or convenient store. It’ll help your social skills and force you out of your comfort zone. Therapy would be a good option, the guy earlier gave good advice. Everyone matters big dawg, this is a phase. Start with a part time job, you’ll be good
 >>/161173/
I can try that, but I severely doubt it would help at all with my obsession, therapy seems like a good choice, but yet again, most therapists would just label me as a porn-addicted autist, even though I see belle as more than a sexual figure, I would love a normal, happy life, but none of that matters to me when I have this obsession, it's so fucking embarrassing, it hurts to even talk about this because I feel like im betraying her, but thank you for this reply anyways, I will think about it for the next couple of days.
 >>/139632/
> gets filthy rich by capitalizing on existing sexual inequality
> I NEVER ENDORSE THE SHENANIGANS I PERFORMED ONLINE
Hypocritical whore, at least have the decency to own to it. If I was there you would've "left the building" through the fucking window.
 >>/161175/
I agree with that anon, from what youve been describing it just seems like you live a very lonely unfulfilling life and you've given up on the idea of anyone else finding value in you. I would bet your obsession would go away as you fill your life with other things. Think of it less as belle being really meaningful and more like this is how much of a void is in your life.
 >>/161185/
Is it possible to have a fulfilling life whilst being unattractive? I don't really care for romantic or sexual relationships, but just in general, the impact of how appearance can affect your life (halo effect and such)
I wish I could rip my heart out and scream at it for hurting me, why? why do I have to go through this? I cant even think about belle without drowning in my emotions, everything else is dull and unsatisfactory, you drive me crazy, bitch.

sometimes I wish I could just break free from this but i have nothing else anyways, I have nothing to gain or lose, the more I think about it, the more I want to do it.

I fantasize about a normal, happy life, but it is meaningless without belle, nothing else matters except her, my entire world revolves around her.
Well I guess that's it, im the guy who was talking about my obsession with belle last month, and after alot of suffering I have decided to free myself, if you're reading this, if am hopefully dead (if the shit i overdosed on works), please spread kindness and empathy to others, goodbye voyagers.
 >>/161187/
> Is it possible to have a fulfilling life whilst being unattractive?
of course anon... this is such a silly question that I know if you ever look back on it then you will realize how silly it is
get help, and if that help doesn't help then get somebody else to help
either way you need help, something an anonymous imageboard won't give you, at least not in this situation
 >>/161187/
 >>/165621/
Don't listen to this retarded foid. Shrinks are either women, house niggers that do their bidding, or opportunistic bureaucrats that care only about paperwork. If you think any of those people can relate to being an unattractive low-status male (especially foids), then go ahead lol, just don't complain afterwards.

Hell, you have a better chance going to a fucking priest - at least it wouldn't be a woman lol - but I would advice seeking and organizing with other incels irl.
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> walled

> posts edited, highly filtered, WYSINWYG images, to make her look younger and thinner than she is (see unedited picrel)

> offers awful value onlyfans at $35 a month for fantasy junk

> claims exclusiveness with high monthly subscription price, but ironically offers none at all, with no subscriber number limits

> Many other onlyfans women in competition are younger, thinner, prettier, hotter, cuter, have better personallities and cheaper

> Has the personality of a cold hearted psychopath in podcasts

> Deluded, pretentious, entitled shut-in

> makes videos shamelessly milking others creativity, usually based off copyrighted media, giving origial creators no credit

> dresses like a teen in her mid 20's, 'mutton dressed as lamb', trying to lure pedrocoomers to her onlyfans

> dissapears from her onlyfans for months, adds no new content, but keeps exploiting her subscribers the whole time

> has no chance of being honoured by the King, for her indecent, vulgar line of work

> ruined her reputation for life doing porn
is she end game for all e-girls? they can never keep their youth up. it makes me sad in a way but also satisfied, you can be beautiful but not forever. or rather you can be cute and young, but not forever, i wish she'd slowly phased out of this shit and just matured into a regular woman. but e-girls want to be e-girls forever
 >>/167968/
Looks like she had recent jaw surgery, her face is being distorted with a small focal length lens, making it thinner and longer, or both.

Something is off. In the 1st clip in  >>/167913/ , her thighs look huge compared to her torso and face.

But if you look at her thighs in the 1st shot in  >>/165542/, they look tiny.

Not trying to be mean, but not seeing anything here worth paying for. Plenty of similar free content available on tiktok or youtube.


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