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I'm sorry you went through this stuff. Saturn definitely went about things poorly and even I pointed out to her that he went from a regular fan to exceedingly possessive and unhinged (even towards her in her streams sometimes).
I don't think her not stopping him was out of malice. She really felt like she couldn't control what others say, in fear there would backlash. She didn't like to lose friends or potential viewers to her streams either unless the reason was extreme. These days she asserts herself a bit better and won't take much BS, but she's also been going through a lot of stuff so I'm not sure how she'd react to people drama.
I was scared of Saturn and I never approached him since he could technically get anyone removed from the server or streams (he was a mod) and probably nothing could be done about it. I was also barred from talking to other server members because I used to send passive-aggressive messages in DMs to those I suspected were up to no good (again, because they may react badly - not because she was protecting them).
For not approaching him myself, I'm deeply sorry Iris. I hope you're doing okay psychologically and not getting as much hate. :c