/b/ - Random

Both are toxic, no doubt, but if I am forced to cope with one or another, I'm always going to choose booze. Unless, that is, I get my hands on sedatives like barbiturates or benzos, I'm open to substituting booze when I can because it is so toxic. Fuck taking toxic shit like SSRIs that do fuck nothing to make you feel better by the way. If you are going to poison yourself at least have a reason to do so, to feel good.

Back in the day, there was ONE sole reason you took medication and that was the same reason people always drank booze: to temporarily feel good.

Now days tons of idiots are taking toxic low-grade pseudo-meds like SSRIs that don't make them feel good, hell even worse, dumbing down their brain so much they can't even think right.

If you are going to take drugs stick with booze, or the real stuff. Stop being sissies. Fuck this fake and gay medical establishment.

 >>/79943/
have you seen the amazing tucker calrsosn interview with the professional patient laura delano? it would be right up your alley!

 >>/79956/
Just jerk your weenie to even more porn.

Hemp derived weed is available pretty much everywhere and it's a much better alternative to booze, and a much MUCH better alternative to that psych med bullshit. I despise my dad's side of the family so much for being a bunch of weaklings that rely on that bullshit to drown out their real emotions.

 >>/79943/
Going to therapy feels gay as hell. Even though it looks kind of cool in  my animes

 >>/79962/
The only problem I have with smoking weed is that, if you do it everyday for many years straight the THC builds up in your system and can cause legit schizophrenia just like doing too much acid or other hard substance. Not everyone experiences this but many do and have to quite smoking the stuff. I do agree it is a lot better than booze and psyche meds though.

 >>/79964/
> can cause legit schizophrenia

i have heard this repeated many times but never by anyone who has even the slightest clue on how a human psychologically actually splits personality and why; even though i agree with not overdoing it generally consider it bullshit. all this talk about schizophrenia i don't see related to weed, people get schizophrenia because the related unconsciousness serves a utilitarian purpose in the life of the person.

a personality splits when a person is in denial about a reality and does not have the freedom to build distance to the reality, thus is forced to experience it even though intends to deny it. if you have to work with someone you hate and you are trapped in working conditions so non-consensual that you can not find a way not to work with that person than a normal person will invent a pretend personality to deal with the asshole.

weed might make it worse but regardless of weed, every 'normal' person not interested in mental health will be made mentally unhealthy by normality, it is as simple as that. normality is a mental unhealth accellerator.

 >>/79967/
Again THC build-up does not effect everyone the same way. There are heavy smokers that have used for decades and just get a lot dumber and fatter over the years. A certain percentage get intolerance from too much THC and it can really mess with their minds and drive them into internal panic and paranoia. Honestly I think benzos would be better for those types of people who do start to experience schizophrenia. The problem is doctors no longer prescribe that to just anyone (like they used to back in the day). Now days any kind of sedative, no matter how mild, is overly fucking regulated, and doctors often discourage use of benzos or refuse to prescribe them. I was once willing to stop drinking and I wanted something to reduce the withdrawals and help me sleep for example. Doctor declined, so I told her I won't put down the bottle unless I have something to reduce the withdrawals and fix my insomnia. Her response? Basically didn't care, keep drinking, "fuck you" attitude. It pissed me off, so I no longer visit that doctor anymore. So yah, even if you have real problems anything that is worth a damn is basically out of reach for most people. SO you got weed, you got booze or you have to get something else illegally now, that's the options you have in this shithole third world "healthcare" system. They basically doom you to die, they don't care.

 >>/79974/

thc is like a curious friend. it asks questions that you prefer not to answer because it wants you to be honest. when you are normality based mental gymnastics while you are involved in evil employment, the thc is gonna demand to have a word with you. that's all it is. the reaosn this does not effect me the same way is because i don't commit the fatal mistake of living a lie.

i am in love with myself and when i consume weed it feels like a warm hug from nature. like personal encouragement from the gods "hey i know everything looks like shit but keep going, luck will continue to be in your favor, no need to lose hope just because everything sucks."

 >>/79945/
Fuck mental hospitals as well.

 >>/79963/
Those are sadly fake. Even in music videos

 >>/79976/
 >>/79977/
If it works for you that's good. For me unfortunately, it's either booze or sedatives.

 >>/79978/
Society itself is one big mental hospital today.

gger

 >>/79983/
I was meaning: forced medicine down your throat, locked in a room, forced sedation if you don't do what the crooked nurse says.