/sunflower/ - Sunflower

 >>/5465/
> How do you feel about her?
I don't feel much. She is a guide since around 10 years, maybe more. I trust her but I don't generally talk directly to her because of the large dimensional distance between us. She uses indirect methods.

 >>/5466/
She speaks to me directly because she possesses me, however I was guided for long before the possession ever began and the communication was more indirect then. She may have even been with you your entire life, which seems to be the case for her favored ones.

There is someone else on this board who could channel her directly, so in the past years we mostly talked via him. She came to one of our meetings at the Sunflower temple and introduced herself as "the infernal Queen", so we called her the Queen. No one knew who she was at the time, we only later made the connection that she's the one behind the messages in the wild.

 >>/5468/
Cool. She's speaking through me now. There are very few humans she has interest in, and she especially cares about the ones she is invested in the spiritual growth of.

She referred us to other well known demons for guidance actually, this is how me and Trypper ended up contacting Ademmelech, Baal ze Bub, and later Belial. Neither of us had any interest in them before.

 >>/5470/
*Adremmelech

 >>/5470/
Same. I've met many other spirits thanks to her. Shugara is her best friend.

Didn't you complain that you are unable to feel the void anymore? How did you resolve that situation

 >>/5473/
Nope, must have been someone else. From my understanding several on this board know her so you may think I'm another user.

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> Shugara
Yep, it's the first and only of the ONA dark gods I got to know. 
Do you also happen to know Ladilok?

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Here's the sigil for a servitor she created, as shared before. Unless I'm mistaken because that one was called Anvartem.

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 >>/5475/
Yeah, Ladilok helped augment my energy body to help her possess me.
Her and the Queen do not care for human women whatsoever.

 >>/5476/
That sigil helps channel the Void. Anvartem is a spirit who appears as a beastial skeletal creature who specializes in various forms of alchemy.

I love my snugglebug cuddle monkey illivryn and i want the whole world to know

Some music illivryn likes

https://youtube.com/watch?v=1I-aQNUNGiw

https://youtube.com/watch?v=LxM7soNJC1A

https://autumnindespair.bandcamp.com/album/home-for-the-holiday

Ekala Toro Sin Va Tom Ra

Hey what happened to all the cool gore?

 >>/9821/
OP is a faggot

Im ready to meet Illivryn.

Illivryn has told me that she is going to kill Blood Anon.

 >>/9824/
tell her to kill me first

Hope abusing me was worth a dead family member. Fuck you. 

Killing isn't so fucking glamourous, is it? 

I FUCKING HATE YOU.

Who knows why the fuck it happened. But you should leave women the fuck alone. Kill yourself I’m serious.

I really hate you. Quit contacting me I fucking hate you

Slit your fucking throat just fuck off forever

You’re either getting a restraining order or a bullet if you talk to me again

You don’t get to tell me that we’re not fighting. What you did was unforgivable. I’m going to make you feel what you did to me, multiples times over, and worse than what you did to me, because you made a choice - I’m defending myself. Pay with your health

thinking your retard ass is getting a second chance after making the choice to really hurt someone like that 😂 nah you’re getting your head busted against the fucking pavement I HATE YOU

I’m really going to get you fucking killed

 >>/9835/
Any progress?

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OP is an abuser with ASPD and I cucked him with a man who actually can afford to take me out

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Alexander Tumale is a broke, depressed loser who lives with his stepdad and has fantasies of enslaving and murdering women which he tried to do to me. This nasty person abused me for over a year and still contacts me and threatens me. He definitely has ASPD

He also cheated on me then abused me when another man began stalking me, blaming me for the fact the interaction happening in the first place. This person is garbage.

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My new boyfriend actually can afford to take care of himself and take me places. What did you do? Stress me out? Steal money from me? Call me a cunt after I gave you hundreds of dollars?

The first thing you did when your family member died was spend your $1500 left to you on a PS5. You have no heart. I think you are just food for the spirits because your soul is not developed. I always know more than you. You are simply being fed on constantly. I will assure things only get worse for you.

 >>/9840/
Do you think that your current boyfriend would appreciate you obsessing over your ex like this?

 >>/9841/
I don’t have one

 >>/9841/
You’re an abuser and nobody has ever loved you.

Anyway I think I’m cursing you with Nythra this time. Because you more or less admitted to abusing me because you were “bored” - Textbook sociopath. I’m certain you have some kind of ASPD.

No family, no money, no power, just a pattern of continued abuse towards everyone you know. You’re a useless person and I’ve genuinely never felt love for you.

Or maybe I’ll just do nothing. Again you really know nothing about me or what I’m capable of. But you fucked up. You fucked up bad. And if this current situation gets any worse, I will completely destroy you.

You are responsible for so many awful things in my life. I wish I never met you Alex

 >>/9841/
This comment alone is extremely telling of your nature - I think I know exactly how you work. Lol, you interpreted my dealings with other men as threats because you are that possessive - When I only complained about them because I wanted to confide in someone. Instead you screamed at me, blamed me, silenced me, and shut me out. I truly believe you don’t understand human connection because of the abuse you have been through. You seek liberation through savage violence because in your heart, you are still a violated, crying child.

You killed my best friend

You abused me for no reason, punished me for defending myself, hurt my family, and you killed my friend. You are a monster. You are the reason this happened.

 >>/9849/
What are you gonna do about it?

 >>/9850/
Nothing, because I lied. Illivryn told me your intention was to cull me, and that in order to survive her trial I had to abuse you until you couldn’t fight, because you are a predator. So I did. You are exactly what she says you are and your nature will never change. I’m proud of myself for hurting you and even more so happy you got a dead family member out of fucking with me.

 >>/9850/
She's not going to kill anyone I know for you, given that she used me as a tool to fuck with you constantly to the point you changed your number twice and literally cried about the shit I said to you

She also told me your intention upon visiting was to rape me, and given that you said, “you are going to fuck me” when I told you I wasn’t sure about sex, I think she was right. She also told me about the domination spells you put on me each time you did it. So I abused you. Little emo bitch.

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How it started vs how it's going

 >>/9850/
So easy to get you to show what you are

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Choke abuser choke

Btw my friend you tried to kill is alive and safe. :)

I hereby dedicate all of the hatred and ugliness of this thread to the entity calling itself "Yuuka Kazami", to serve as a portrait of its spirit and visage.

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Noel, aka Alexander Tumale, the man who kissed Bianca Devins before she died, is now connected to the death of another woman.

I can’t explain how horrible this person is in words 
- Abused me
- Stole money from me
- Attacked my family
- Attempted to murder me with Nythra 
- Claimed he had killed women with Ladilok before
- Claimed situations in which others abused me were my fault and took advantage of me to hurt me further
- Brags about harming others and has abused everyone in his personal life

She was just seen last night. You did this Noel. You killed my friend.

Why does Illivryn do these things

Admin please delete all of this. I’m tired of this awful life and these awful people

She’s dead

Get a life you unhinged fucking loser. I have had next to no contact with you in years and want absolutely nothing to do with you. I have no desire to harm you nor have I harmed anyone. I want you out of my life forever but you can't get the fucking hint. I had nothing to do with your dog having a seizure, any spirit attacking you, and your friend, who hated you for doing the same thing you have done to me, going missing. You are a deluded fucking freak.

 >>/9865/
You are going to obsess over this scrap of attention I give to you for years on end, ranting into the void about how much of a victim you are, and how everyone around you is evil and wants to kill you, while never realizing that it's all in your head, and no one actually cares about you, at all. Get a life.

 >>/9866/
Every few months you try to contact me again, wanting my attention and affection, then repeat this same cycle. You don't even see your own insanity- how you repeat these same beats, not just with me but with countless other people time and time again, like you're so deep into your madness and delusion that you genuinely believe the things you say about all these people who you obsess over. You need serious help. I literally said a prayer with you for your missing friend. I told you I want nothing but happiness and healing for you in your future. Then you decided for some reason which is beyond me, to do this all over again. Why are you so fucking deluded and psychotic? You're horrible.

 >>/9865/
Ok here's your list:
- Abused me
- Did domination magic on me (or claimed you did - Why are you summoning Ladilok, a spirit that kills women, in the first place) and cursed me with Nythra (you channeled a sigil you claimed you backdoored and you said "I created that sigil to hurt you and it FUCKED YOU" while hissing at me)
- Called me a cunt after I gave you $150 as a gift
- Abused me after I spent a total of $1500 to go see you, 600 of which I lost on the deposit
- Accused me of cheating on you with a pedophile stalker
- Accused me of deserving to be doxxed and bullied
- Claimed spirits were responsible for actions you chose to take instead of accepting your own anger issues
- Refused to be accomodating about any emotional upset I had and would block me in every instance I sought you for comfort
- CONTINUOUSLY mocked me when I was anger. This was the most recurrent behavior you had. You made a focused attempt to SHUT ME UP when I called you out on any issues. The initial few months of our relationship, I was BEGGING you to be kind to me. 

This is a monster you helped create. 

So I abused you on purpose. I should have just cut you off.

 >>/9868/
I will give you credit. The first year we dated you were awful. You have tried to be honest with yourself. But this isn't a matter of obsessing over attention. You wronged me profoundly and lack awareness of your own hatred and malice. You NEED to be corrected as much as I do. Hope you get it. 

You also seem to be fluent in expressing yourself, yet we never had deep conversations. Not because of me. Because you treated me like I was completely stupid. Maybe you should pay attention to the manner in which I abused you, and understand it was methodical, and my idea of teaching you a lesson about your own irrational processes. Darling, I KNOW I'm a hypocrite.

 >>/9867/
Because I hate you, I'm hurting you on purpose, and I know what hurts you, and if you're going to be such an unkind retard, even when LITERALLY BEGGED TO FUCKING DO SO, then I'm hurting you. End of story.

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 >>/9870/
Does this look like someone who deserves reconciliation? After literally kissing a woman who was murdered in a hate crime the night after?

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omg! im just a little guy! why would anyone hurt me dude! im just a guy! im just a little guy man wow. im just a freaking guy dude! don't hurt me!

 >>/9865/
She didn't hate me. She told me to get help. That is what I am doing. It's not her responsibility to shoulder my mental burdens. Multiple people told me she only said good things about me even after we fell out. So please keep your assumptions about relationships you never knew about to yourself when you lack emotional understanding and the ability to understand and forgive yourself. I am no longer fighting because I know I would disappoint her if I did. But to cut to the chase, I've had more friends than you. People I have never had issues with, even when they were dysfunctional, because they did not hate me at the core for being a "dumb bitch".

I'm smarter than you

 >>/9867/
You also seem not to realize every person I have done this to had done awful things to me. It's my obsession with destructive justice that drives me to seek harm. I was obsessed with that pedophile because I wanted to sacrifice him and was using his pain for loosh. I was completely angry and hurt others around him because I wanted him killed. I used to brag to people all the time how I disturbed him psychologically, lied to him, made him puke blood and landed him in the hospital. I was completely uncontrolled in retrospect. Still don't really care about a pedophile. But hurting him as a mechanism to seek power and control wasn't good for me. This game started with justice and ended with bloodlust.

 >>/9867/
yeah get this buddy: you treat me like shit, I destroy you methodically. You knowingly abuse me, knowingly mock me, look down on me like I'm shit, you can have it back tenfold, I never mocked you for your anger for NO FUCKING REASON. you can get a grip right now buddy fuck you

I've been grieving for weeks. I can't believe she would leave. Or that she's gone.

Pray for my friend's safe passing. Or maybe she'll become more. We'll find out. She would hate to see me become like that again. Make sure you understand her leaving this world wasn't my only impetus for healing and I was improving. I'm hurting. You don't understand your own hurt. My hurt IS my life. Awful ways to live. Move past it.

You lack conflict resolution skills

She’s dead because of you. There’s no way the evil you invoked into my life didn’t fuck this up for me. I could have been healing my friend. But you kept attacking me. Hurting me. Invoking evil into me. Blaming me for my reactions. You changed as a person too late to save her. Alex I hope you burn. You are responsible for this.

You kept telling me you weren’t working with these beings but you were. You did this to me. I am going to spend my entire life hunting you. Ugly incel piece of trash. This is what you wanted. You don’t want to love me, or heal me, or he honest. You want to rape me and take my dearest friends away from me. I’m going to kill you. You’re vermin.

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Ok. I’m going to kill you.

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This evil monster killed my friend