/sunflower/ - Sunflower

 >>/5465/
> How do you feel about her?
I don't feel much. She is a guide since around 10 years, maybe more. I trust her but I don't generally talk directly to her because of the large dimensional distance between us. She uses indirect methods.

 >>/5466/
She speaks to me directly because she possesses me, however I was guided for long before the possession ever began and the communication was more indirect then. She may have even been with you your entire life, which seems to be the case for her favored ones.

There is someone else on this board who could channel her directly, so in the past years we mostly talked via him. She came to one of our meetings at the Sunflower temple and introduced herself as "the infernal Queen", so we called her the Queen. No one knew who she was at the time, we only later made the connection that she's the one behind the messages in the wild.

 >>/5468/
Cool. She's speaking through me now. There are very few humans she has interest in, and she especially cares about the ones she is invested in the spiritual growth of.

She referred us to other well known demons for guidance actually, this is how me and Trypper ended up contacting Ademmelech, Baal ze Bub, and later Belial. Neither of us had any interest in them before.

 >>/5470/
*Adremmelech

 >>/5470/
Same. I've met many other spirits thanks to her. Shugara is her best friend.

Didn't you complain that you are unable to feel the void anymore? How did you resolve that situation

 >>/5473/
Nope, must have been someone else. From my understanding several on this board know her so you may think I'm another user.

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> Shugara
Yep, it's the first and only of the ONA dark gods I got to know. 
Do you also happen to know Ladilok?

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Here's the sigil for a servitor she created, as shared before. Unless I'm mistaken because that one was called Anvartem.

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 >>/5475/
Yeah, Ladilok helped augment my energy body to help her possess me.
Her and the Queen do not care for human women whatsoever.

 >>/5476/
That sigil helps channel the Void. Anvartem is a spirit who appears as a beastial skeletal creature who specializes in various forms of alchemy.

I love my snugglebug cuddle monkey illivryn and i want the whole world to know

Some music illivryn likes

https://youtube.com/watch?v=1I-aQNUNGiw

https://youtube.com/watch?v=LxM7soNJC1A

https://autumnindespair.bandcamp.com/album/home-for-the-holiday

Ekala Toro Sin Va Tom Ra

You made a mistake

She apparently doesn't like me and drove someone who embraced her away from me lol

Is this some sort of Discord cult?

Have you killed yourself yet?

What happened to me was your fault. Regardless of what you said to me, I know for a fact you’re a sociopath, albeit with poor masking skills. You have used abusive magic to me on multiple occasions (and lied about it poorly) and failed at binding me to you, and I can only guess that you are more responsible than any other factor I have named for almost killing me and hurting my own family members. It’s remarkable to me you were ever planning to use this magic to enslave  women because your mind control sucks and you’re a colossal arrogant fucking failure to begin with. I really fucking hate you, and when you die nobody is going to miss you. I pray to God the next choice you make on this dark path you so stupidly idolize is one that gets you killed. Enjoy your next few near death experiences because they will be coming. When I heard you were suffering I laughed for literal hours

I want you to think long and hard about the family and few friends you have and if they even matter to you. Funny you come at me asking if this is a game. You don’t even know what you can lose. But yeah, you’re the reason my dog almost died (You summoned Nythra to hurt me) and you’re the reason I snapped that day (Because of Sanatas, who you called so much he turned on you because he hates people who do that too fucking much) and you’re the reason your own life is a ceaseless cesspool of torture. Because you are literally a sociopath and there’s no loss to the world when people like you die.

God I hope someone breaks in a stomps on your face until you don’t even recognize it

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 >>/9732/
Who are you talking about?

 >>/9733/
The user who posted this thread psychologically abused me at length with the spirits he mentioned here. Pushed me to the brink of snapping multiple times then ran away with his tail between his legs.

That, or SOMEONE drove me nuts, but he didn't help

 >>/9734/
This isn't the old BO, is it?

 >>/9736/
He is just someone godspoused to Illivryn. I don't think he owns the board given that my posts haven't been deleted immediately. I could dox him but there's literally no point. He literally dm'd me begging me to stop torturing him. I really have no sympathy for him given that his own girlfriend years ago was murdered by an "incel" type and he still has these ideas about women despite having witnessed that. It's really been disappointing to me to see someone I care about turn out to be so cold and cruel

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Get fucked

 >>/9738/
I'm the one who controls the shadows

 >>/9739/
If you are who I think you are, I really do hope you get killed.

im tripping hard as hell on shrooms right now and i’m just here to say that i’m pretty surprised at how unprofound of a person you are. like who cares you were literally face to face with murder victim and then you were like oh ok i’m going to go out and kill too. action, reaction, no capacity for self reflection or any real care. you're a blown up, sheltered, nervous little narcissist desperate for control. and all of what i said before? bullshit. but you can suck my dick. you’re a cruel loser and you get what cruel losers deserve. i barely remember you as an individual in my mind. just a cardboard cutout that vaguely emanates anger. lol

Man, these people took my kids from me
Then they froze my bank account
I got so much anger in me, got no way to take it out
Think I'm stuck in the Matrix
Where the fuck is my nitrous?
Yes, I’m a cuck, I like when people fuck on my bitch
The shit that I'm posting on Twitter—
They telling me  “Ye, don’t say that”
How niggas can't see me in public?
I’m driving a all-chrome Maybach
With all of the money and fame
I still can’t get my kids back
With all of the money and fame
I still don’t get to see my children
Niggas see my Twitter
But don’t see how I be feeling
So I became a nazi
Yeah, bitch, I’m the villian

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Looks exactly like you.

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U need help little bitch boy? How about I enslave your dead fucking dad hahahahahaha

 >>/9737/
> I don't think he owns the board given that my posts haven't been deleted immediately
He lost ownership of the board a while ago, so that wouldn't mean anything.

I ask because he's posted about one of his old Discord friends (I assume) getting angry at him once or twice on /fringe/, and it made me think of your posts here.
https://8chan.moe/fringe/res/9573.html#12166
He's Swedish I think. Does a lot a DARVO type stuff.

 >>/9745/
No that's someone else. The board owner here is a fine person.

This guy is trash. If you wonder why my reaction is so harsh - He attempted to enslave me magically and unsurprisingly has ended up with an abusive stalker. What a dumbass. Going to ruin his health for the next two years - at least.