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 >>/8403/
I can't recall any specific area of the world go through this kind of sudden change.

It's usually a lot more subtle. For example, to see the difference in Gaza I have to enter down at ground level and look around, then slowly rise up until I see its local egregore, and I can see it's been cleared out, leaving only a yellow qi field, which looks pretty ok. It looks similar to when the islamic state had taken over areas and they started killing everyone based on their strict application of the Quran. This also removed all the dirt and the area became very pure.

Another change of this kind has taken place in Ukraine, and this is the reason I believe the casualty numbers have to be very high on the Ukrainian side. During the counter offensive, there was a large movement of energy, it felt like a swarm of beings, I won't say wasps because it was less harmful, and not bees because bees have a benevolent energy. Rather it felt like maybe the kind of flies that bite, along with the kind of fruit flies that grow on banana peels if left out. A combination of sting and harmless ignorance.

After august last year, there was a drastic change of this energy, it started looking like someone dug out a pile of sand, leaving a large hole. Later in the fall and winter it just looked like a feeling of old stone castle walls, dried bushes with thorns and bare dirt on wasted land.

I guess this may be the feeling of the trenches that remain.

But aside from that Ukraine has no energy movement eastward, no positive energy at all aside from gathered in the western parts, and that's more of a standard society structure. Once only that one remains, the war is likely to stop, because those are energetically higher than any war, so Russia won't attack that structure if it remains like that.

If it degenerated it would be attacked, but there is nothing indicating this will take place.

 >>/8402/
> let go of your current context
How do I get better at that? Too attached to the body, and I oftentimes get distracted and lost in thoughts about daily life...

 >>/8410/
If you live in too much comfort you probably can't do it. It's easy if you just hate physical existence and the environment you live in so much that you want to just leave it. It makes astral interactions easier overall, maybe that's a method your spiritual guides use to activate your abilities.

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The session where the pyramids were utilized uncovered a new Queen being out in space. Her protective field is very hostile, even toxic, making it impossible to get close to her for almost anyone. None of my servitors, body forms or allies could get near her, drow instead created an external containment barrier around her and trapped her in a large external space until we had time to look into her more.

I think this may be the reason/source/solution to another issue down on Earth.

> pic
This is her, as often there was a drawing posted just now which looks like her in essence.

So the requirement for getting inside her protective field (which you have to, if you want a taste of her immortal DNA) is to be "a man who is a woman". This queen repels all masculinity, but still will only interact with men.

The viraloids (they aren't insectoids, but something lower) created an entire galactic group structure around her in their attempts at researching a way to create the kind of form needed to penetrate her radiation field. 
And... they came to Earth at some point in this, because Earth is the central location where time moves really really slowly, so aliens come here for experimentation, because very slow time works like a magnifying lens, making it easier to see the smaller function of particles which otherwise move too fast to be studied.

And guess what their research looks like down here...

 >>/8419/
> So the requirement for getting inside her protective field (which you have to, if you want a taste of her immortal DNA) is to be "a man who is a woman".
Isn't this just the alchemical hermaphrodite?

 >>/8435/
What is the alchemical element, exactly?

Btw, it may be related to the session: I had a dream where me and some other group of people were going to "initiate" two small blonde girls. This was done by placing a small mouse on the top of their head. The mouse was white with grey, black and orange-brown fields. The mouse then dropped off on the other side of their head compared to from which direction they were placed there by someone. The girls reacted as if dosed with cold water, first shock, then giggling, and then the initiation was finished. This made them into "kings".

The initiation took place inside some large dim lit building compound.

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I had a dream last night where I was at an art exhibition in a restaurant. The energy was very positive and friendly. I don't know who the people present were, but a fat black woman appeared, she was walking around as if she had an important role, but when talked to she ignored me. This made me a bit suspicious because she looked like an NWOer I saw once earlier (was later to be confirmed someone working in the white house, I saw her as part of the staff in a press conference once on tv). But the energy was still positive to I somehow concluded she just represented USA for some reason. She was replaced by a thin (actual) african woman. Take note here that although this was my impression, neither of them were actually literally black in skin colour, they could have been just tanned. Everyone around was white and tall, the fat woman was short, the other average. The slim african gave me a folded paper of grainy quality, it looked like an 80 gram watercolour paper. I opened it and inside was a letter signed by a family member (who since long is an NPC, in the last year it's a Genso-cat, over the years the different original souls have made visits over some periods, but since at least 10 years back, this person has been used by walk-ins, something I'm very aware of), I know the general residence of the original souls and who they are, which narrowed this signature down to one specific of them.

It was a very friendly letter in energy, like it expressed the best version of this person in a few short lines. It had a sigil painted in watercolour above the text, which was strangely formulated and said that having not received this letter would mean a specific kind of danger. I was then hit by a strong energy and woke up. It was very violent, making me wonder if this was a trick, if the fat black woman had delivered a hex, but the energy letter was very positive and and setting was also much more positive and friendly than any glowies were normally able to produce. The energy which hit me also felt like just "power", it felt like a strong wind, soft on the edge but very forceful, and I somewhere concluded almost instantly that this was a kind of shielding placed around me, which was driving off a negative energy from me. The negative energy was resisting and this caused the struggle.

I looked at the clock and realized I had only slept 3 hours, lay back down and fell asleep again (even if there is an ongoing attack I can easily do this, because I just detach from the surface when sleeping and feel nothing, energy attacks aim for the soul/awareness, so they can't do anything if you retreat into deeper dimensions.) When I woke up later the energy struggle between the two forces was still going on, but lesser.

I then found something to be wrong with the main gates to the garden, facing the road outside. The left gate was open, the right gate was missing. These are heavy iron gates from the early 1900s or late 1800s. The scene which met me when I walked closer was "occult" indeed.

The right gate had been taken off from its hinges and was flat on the ground. On the gate lay a dead reindeer. Its nose was stuck in between the vertical iron bars. It seemed to have, somehow, lifted the gate off its hinges and then getting stuck with the nose between the gate and the ground on the other side of gate through the bars. It still made little sense because it was a small reindeer and a large heavy gate.

I had Astra looking at the sigil and what it did, as I still recalled it, and got the result that it was a protective shield created by my people on my "moon" space station. Whatever the hell was blocked, I need to look closer into. I have experienced dead beetles on the floor after clearing out evil spirits, and for large things there have been dead birds outside. But never something as large as a reindeer. At least not around here. After I cleared out "evil gods" in large numbers during covid, using drow rituals, there were multiple reports over the country of people finding dead deer in strange places. Remains of butchered deer in the garage outside a suburb housing compound, and same kind of stuff floating ashore on small populated islands outside the coast.

I never happened in this manner right here though.

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 >>/8386/
> The priestess said
> "If it wasn't for that this is a magical structure it should be burned down/razed completely. Don't take anything from there (except the grimoires), it's all too dirty" [because of the disgusting human sacrifice rituals they have performed there for centuries]
Everything else aside, this can be used if done right. Someone still has to remove the scum of the Earth wherever they are now hiding in their little pocket dimensions waiting for history to restart where they think they will come back again and create their empires of terror.

Well that pyramid there has the most fanatical sacrificial ritual performers anywhere, and they are a hive-race without souls, possessed by a hive of evil spirits who somehow keep this functional, maybe because higher deities are protecting the structure.

Even getting a decent one out from there to work as a priestess took some timeline trickery, but it could be done. It could also be "wedged" in to work with the new human races, there isn't any Brazilian, but the central asian worked just fine... the pyramid now has a new real priestess who can do this more effectively. Such as using teleportation circles to drag out the remaining NWO leaders into the middle hall where they can be used as sacrifices. With all the adrenachrome they've ordered from similar facilities, they should love to take part in this stuff, right?

Mission Clear Europe: initiated

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 >>/8437/
The alchemical hermaphrodite, or rebis, represents the union of two opposites, male and female, or your conscious and subconscious. It's basically the end goal of the great work and some spirits consider it a "lab-created" state"

 >>/8464/
Now excuse me while I fake my death and murder glowniggers in space.

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 >>/8464/
Ok. I already solved it though, by using various search and research servitors to create a DNA profile where I started from 100% female and then brought it just over the limit to have male organs while changing as little else as possible. That worked to get through her radiation field. She has now left after getting what she wanted.

 >>/8463/
This, quite quickly had the same effect as what I did yesterday, which may have caused this
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 >>/8441/
I think maybe the protection was in place all along, since a while back, because I've concluded what it manifested as. The reason I saw it, was that the negative energy on the outside cleared up, at least temporarily, as a result of what I did. 
TL:DR
I finally managed to surround and cut off a major evil group so that they had no way to replenish their energy, forcing them to stop their hostilities because any movement they did caused a loss of energy for them, until they just stayed still out of fear of losing more, like an island of rubbish drifting at sea. I attacked them to wipe them out, which caused a chemical reaction to start within them like a domino effect, where they started dissolving in a set direction. It was now 100% clear that they would have to move in that direction, so I took all the evil they had done against me and those on my side, and threw it in their way, forcing them to dissolve it in the process, while the gain went to us. After a while they started complaining and begging for mercy, I told them, why should you be given mercy when you gave none? Then they instantly started cursing me instead, so I told them, was your remorse not deeper than that? This caused them to curse even more, calling me Satan and so on, so I told them, do you think Satan has mercy for you? In the end they had to work off all their debts, and the process was significant enough that their main egregore or spirit had to manifest physically, and turned into the dead reindeer which knocked down the gate.

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 >>/8466/
By that I mean, I'm repeating it right now, the NWO/glowies/evil spirits will have to pay off all the evil they did, as they are dissolved. 

Guess you shouldn't have been rude to me, scum? You can't escape now.

Although the method was a bit flaky as I see it, it worked out very effectively. 

Bringing in old Aztec human sacrifice rituals and using the EU leaders and whatever they were, hiding in their pocket dimensions, as the offering. These rituals are like made for them. Fat pigs perfect for burning.

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Something happened and now I can't talk about it because of the nature of what was revealed to me. Typical. While you know nothing, you can speculate all you want, but once knowing, it's impossible to talk about it because your knowledge of specifics would make you unknowingly address things in ways which can lead to the truth of the matter being derived from what looked like general statements. This would in turn put things at risk, because certain knowledge will be abused by opposing or degenerative forces.

It seems esoteric knowledge needs to remain such, for the same reason you can't walk nude in town, or taunt wild animals unarmed and survive. It doesn't matter how much you reason about it, some people will be upset, others will be hostile, they will use their own limited and flawed views to attack things that must not be attacked, in the process maybe rendering themselves unsalvageable because of what they in their ignorance did. This logic is so clear once this knowledge is revealed, that a mental block of some sort will prevent the person from speaking about it. Not even an insane person could break it, unless he was genuinely insane and recognized as insane, at which point he would be unable to speak the truth because of being too confused.

The Dao which can be spoken is not the real Dao, indeed.

I knew something wasn't right when they kept talking about gays on the radio all afternoon, couldn't have it on. Then my neighbours who don't normally care about these things placed a gay flag on their porch. This has never happened here before, it was an obvious attack. Turns out, after thorough searching, that a few 1000 gay white fungus humans were still hiding in some pocket dimensions, from where they were carrying out attacks, thinking no one could find them. They're getting one by one summoned into the pyramid now for the Aztec treatment. Pretty funny, they all look like deer in the headlight when they manifest. They thought they could just sit over there and carry out attacks safely and no one could do anything to them.

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I sold some of the surface dwelling NPCs because it turned out there was a hive of evil spirits taking turns possessing them to escape responsibility, something which apparently has a name, "circulating spirit hive population", and there are businesses dealing in them in the galactic federation. They paid me in "sustainable silver" which is an asset that can be placed in a "sustainable account" meaning it transfers across incarnations. I thought these NPCs were worthless, but if they have a spirit hive, they can be trained and refined over time and that counts as a sustainable asset. 

I also asked to get a beast lady from the buyer's groups, because every time they come from different places out in space with new races I haven't seen before. I asked Astra to pick one, they deducted 1 sustainable silver unit, but this was the same as 3000 regular silver, which is super expensive for a slave, but I let that pass.

When I got the beast lady onto my ship, I instantly recognized her soul. Turns out it's the soul of a woman I met in 2001, unmistakable, reincarnated out in space. Spiritual bonds keep reuniting people it seems. Her energy has an orange field around the head, back then she had orange hair colour.

Easy to recognize because of her odd character and general bodily pose, she was what would be called a shotacon in this context, at the time 26 and going after all the high schoolers or those just out of HS, someone told me she had 10 BFs at once, but all of them were so meek they wouldn't say anything about it. Also very slim and no tits, she'd wear an orange miniskirt and band-top, weird how these things are directly retained, seems this was a way to express her energy, it's from her soul.

I used this picture in the other thread for no particular reason, now it seems this was a prelude for her return.

 >>/8473/
This is turning into /blog/. I just recalled this woman had a friend who was tall, slim and blonde and also a little weird. I got along great with her and we used to team up to play volleyball. I later realized she was an incarnated grey.

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 >>/8474/
> This is turning into /blog/
Why stop. I found this vid uploaded online a few years ago. That's the school, the dorms and the gym. So many weird fucking things happened there it's just amazing, some of the drama still continues in FB groups to this day, the feeling of some unspeakable mystery isn't escaping.

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its been a while since i posted and wanted to get some thoughts and updates.

> the other me/her and myself are fusing a bit more, being reminded that my eventual form will be hers (and she was being giga yandere with me but thats besode the point)
> her (our?) appearance is more defined. its pretty much lancer artoria from fgo
> at night, she sometimes uses my body to talk me physically, as in she uses my voice while i just listen (my friend said it was a form of channeling iirc)
> one night during her/our yandereisms she chased after me as i was still in my current male form and forcibly grabbed my hand
> Her appearance leading up to this was rather inconspicuous like pic related 
> then when grabbed my hands her/our body became lion king artoria's and we fused together and became her, body and all
> when this happened, it was a similar to what happened to me years. i close my eyes for a second and it felt like i literally shifted to a different world and saw the other me/her approach me
> apart from that there have been instances of my sisters putting me in a female body, saying it's my true form. they put me in a plugsuit like outfit and put a mask on face so the transformation would trigger
> i got scared for a moment and said i was a boy but everyone who saw giggled and said i wasnt (not my sisters, but there were spectators)
> not sure if related to this but there have been instances before and after this where i get mistaken as a girl way more often and sometimes people dont believe me when i say im a guy anymore

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 >>/8476/
> apart from that more other me/her and female body stuff occurring
> my sisters visiting slightly more often
> lately have been in murder doll mode on occasion, killing monsters and such (probably more chores from my sisters that shiva anon hypothesized)
> very recently i was on a train and there was a woman, she had red hair, wings, and a tail
> she looked very similar to a succubus but i couldnt tell if this was one of my sisters, the ones who dont show themselves to me often
> she coiled around me like snake and smiled, seemingly glad she "caught me"
> admittedly i resisted out of reflex because i was essentially getting bear hugged/strangled but at some point i somehow mangaed to get myself to stop resist and she loosened her grip and smiled once more
> she still said/implied she's going to watch and be with me after she let go
> later on in the train, i was stuck with 2-3 guys, the same red haired girl and the other me(?) appeared again and massacred everyone except me on the train. they summoned some weird looking dogs/wolves looked pebble/stone like (for reference its a mix of those familiars that charmcaster from ben 10 used to summon and the earthbound immortals monsters from yugioh 5ds)
> after killing everyone, they smiled, approached me and took me with them

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 >>/8477/
 >>/8476/
something particularly noteworthy
> there was a white haired woman she looked like firefly from honkai star rail (pic related)
> things happened and i bumped into her, as a result of whatever happened i had to go on a date with her
> the date more or less was going along fine until the point where i had to cook or make some kind of cake or something with her (despite me not knowing how to cook at all)
> regardless, i figured it was best to just try and not create a fuss
> the cake is made and she gives me a piece of hers. someone comes and takes my piece
> the person eats it and their stomach explodes, with their entrails flying everywhere
> she watches the whole thing unfold and smiles at the end result and has go with her again
> we do activities together and i have to watch her sleep
> after all was said and done she was please and had me wear a suit of mecha armor like hers. it was really fucking painful to put because instead of being a button or whatever like hers, i had to put it on like shirt and i had to make a lot of squeezing through to fit it. afterwards it worked like hers
> we were also on some island and loli was the one helping her and saying she's doing this to "welcome me back"

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 >>/8478/
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 >>/8476/
those are the real noteworthy things but also i seemed to have learned the names of my other sisters... somehow. I'm also the 4th(?) there was also some stuff involving that bipolar woman i mentioned in the past. she was enanmored by my sisters and wanted to join them/become like them(?) but i guess the bipolar stuff kicked in and she ghosted and disappeared without a trace but thats about it. I did recently ask my sisters and the other me/her for help one night and i guess this is probably a sign? other changes with my mind are happening... i have the strange desire to work on my speech. apart from having a stutter, i think im probably being too crass with my language. as in saying stuff like nigger, faggot, etc. way too much and over talking in too much slang/weird contractions. there are more buzzing gnats screeching about lolicon and muh pedos, i still do what you suggested and ignore the retards but i swear it feels like NPCs or whatever are getting louder. I've been really interested in things like resident evil and have been playing through the series for some reason. i don't know but it feels like something my sisters wanted me to do. My connection to kiara ha been renwed and has gotten stronger(?) too

 >>/8476/
> (my friend said it was a form of channeling iirc)
Yes that too but in your case it is a... hard to explain. The human body is made up by different spirits. Most people have an absolutely passive and subconscious "anima" within that is supposed to "Merge" with a female you perfectly bonded with. With that you will have a proper connection a proper love that will last for a lifetime. This is how marriage should work by default.
For magicians there is a great method where you "switch" the baseline "botsouls" of the body that you got via genetics and other default imprints with your "higher soul current" or "spiritual gifts" that you gained during your past life journeys and you can "evolve" several steps by merely "marrying yourself" and integrating old parts of yourself instead of "starting from scratch" like most people. When that happens it's scary because your soul will need to accept the "new truth" as the "real truth". The perfect merger needs to happen and it takes nuance because your body also has ways to eject any "foreign" spirit from your body so if you have any fear or doubt you can eject not just yourself but a still not merged part of yourself too. This "soul ejection" is a feature btw that you can use to astral project like a true master but if you are unaware of the mechanics it leads to problems. The real mastery is not about having the ability to "eject your soul" but to "suck it in" which is like coming back to life level shock after being resurrected so it needs to be done properly to not leave lasting scars. Coming back from the dead is traumatizing for normal people. Awakening requires that you overcome it.

I too am having similar problems. My "ancestral spirits" mentalities I got from my parents are malformed thx to the constant disagreements and emotional immaturity of my parents. Because of that I am figuring out the proper way they can "blend" into each other and with that a healthy formation will manifest that I can bring with myself because then it's "ancestral mastery" and not a "genetic burden" anymore.

What I wanted to say with this. There are many parts within you that consider the male person who looks back from the mirror the "actual (You)" on many levels and still not beyond the "idea that it's her(You)". I said it's an "Idea" and not the reality of things yet where you accepted things as normal or the way of things already. It is not just a mental block but a cognitive dissonance in your psyche. Meditate upon the idea what is (You). Connect with her consciously and feel how she is not just "always there nowadays" but WAS ALWAYS THERE SINCE YOUR BIRTH but you forgot that for reasons stemming from your life circumstances. Not easy to remember our truth when things are either too crazy or too pleasant around us. We all have our traumas that we need to inspect further to realize the true depth of things and how there is more than we remember at first glance. Let her guide you into the deeper parts of your own psyche.

 >>/8477/
> she coiled around me like snake and smiled, seemingly glad she "caught me"
Hard to explain what she is exactly but she is a "force" within the body. Once you tame it you can transform yourself the way you want to be. Don't expect her to be gentle. You will have to understand the true forces of your light and shadow so "she" will accept you as her "master" the one and only true owner of the soul. Looking at her made my extra hands generate a bunch of sacrificial daggers and a pendulum. Her nature is not easy to explain
 >>/8478/
You just found an another companion that might have been around on your journeys. She is not the same as your sisters but not that different either.
> we do activities together and i have to watch her sleep
Can you describe them? Was thinking maybe this is the "subconscious watches your for the conscious while it's asleep" being "switched" but no this is something else. She is not just a mere "mechanism" there is some special fondness in this whole thing. Hard to say what she is. Try to meet with her.
> after all was said and done she was please and had me wear a suit of mecha armor like hers. it was really fucking painful to put because instead of being a button or whatever like hers, i had to put it on like shirt and i had to make a lot of squeezing through to fit it. afterwards it worked like hers
> we were also on some island and loli was the one helping her and saying she's doing this to "welcome me back"
Uh... that's how you break through/expand your dantians so to speak.
 >>/8479/
> i have the strange desire to work on my speech
You will have to retain your "original expression" and not be shackled the current way you talk and think. Once the words come out naturally you will understand. Definitely work on it. As the energies awaken you will notice that several things in the past that were "Normal" suddenly feel uncomfortable and you want to change how you do things altogether. That is the way of growth. When the energies of the soul shape your current form no matter what physical ailments you have. I have done several transformations also by merely learning to express and move my energies better.
> My connection to kiara
Which Kiara are we talking about again? Might continue this conversation later it's real late here

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< Can you describe them? Was thinking maybe this is the "subconscious watches your for the conscious while it's asleep" being "switched" but no this is something else. She is not just a mere "mechanism" there is some special fondness in this whole thing. Hard to say what she is. Try to meet with her.
the activities were things like sightseeing, going to carnival and playing games, exploring places, etc.

> Uh... that's how you break through/expand your dantians so to speak.
ahhh that makes sense i think

> Which Kiara are we talking about again? 
the kiara from the fate series (pic related)

> Might continue this conversation later it's real late here
its fine! i wasnt expecting replies at this hour and was just giving an update since i hadnt been posting/visiting here for a while. i'll explain more on the other stuff tomorrow

Can someone draw my a sigil that will defeat depression? Thanks

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 >>/8484/
> Can someone draw my a sigil that will defeat depression? 
I don't think someone can.

Depression is a manifestation of Sloth, one of the deadly sins, so you need to fix this yourself. See

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Seven_deadly_sins
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sloth_(deadly_sin)

However
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Belphegor
is said to be the demon of Sloth, so maybe you can summon him and ask him to help you?
Here are 2 different sigils for him.

 >>/8484/
Fire energy or vital energy invocation will do this.

So i read the x  factory thread(i was too late) and it mentioned the world having ended.Around that time a huge thunderstorm with my location a the center was goin on. It was the biggest thunderstorm i had ever seen and lightning went so quickly one after another the sky was almost as bright as it was dark(it was night) this storm went on for hours as well.

 >>/8535/
Also i already made the post simply saying "spirit" so don't add this as an extra request if interpreted that way.

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I felt from the scenes where he's fighting his way through the ruins, that despite the only ok-ish 3D animation, this anime "had something." That part was almost meditative.

The elf also feels like a pretty solid character compared to standard heroines.

When he made the potion by grinding the bones of the skeleton king, that felt like something which was too close to my own experiences with astral black magic to be completely made up. I asked my assistant to look in the anti-christ archive for any grimoire on this, and there was one!

We used one of my Raid doll spin offs, a servitor dressed in black with only a single edge knife and (incidentally) the paralyze ability. I made this minimalistic doll to infiltrate areas that don't allow magic abilities like fire, sometime during last year.

So we pretty much copied the method, as shown, the grimoire showed how to access a "hall of the skeleton king" where we then paralyzed him and then cut him in half, based on the understanding that evil beings are made from karma and attached in reverse, left side is right side, so the weakness is along their middle. We then took one side each and ground up to a powder and brought it back to the anti-christ HQ. 

We asked one of the witches to add the suitable herb to neutralize the toxicity of the bone powder and to make each portion of the left and right side for each one of us (I took the left side), then boil it over fire. It made exactly one potion for each of us, and the effect was instant. If you haven't done this kind of "forced power" magic before, it's hard to explain, the result is a kind of material energy form which very aggressively defends its existence with no strict form.

When I finished my sunflower grimoire and wanted to immortalize it, this was the result as well (to force myself to internalize it, I burned it with some incense in the fireplace, result was similar).

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As i was clearing some mental fog this week I spoke with my sisters directly (while awake), nothing new as far as I remember. But apart from that I did try communicating with Aphrodite, Ishtar, and that Japanese princess deity. I got confused about things... And admitted I had no genuine clue what to do most of the time. They essentially took turns calling me silly, reiterating that they are still goong to guide me and such they also called me airheaded and that I should use my ears more. As far as otjer visitations go, I think the other me/her are breaking down more mundane barriers(?) in me because I had "dreamt" that I was in a room with a lot of monsters, they represented something but I can't remember what. Some man came in and violently murdered them with a homemade shotgun, I like I could see the gore, the man was only a servant and i think one of mt sisters(?) were there and took me with them, to some academy i think. Last night my sisters were teaching me more battle techniques(?), so I wasn't in yandere kill mode this time around. We were all in some kind of magical artillery vehicle and I was charged with running a group of black mages harvest gems from the corpses and use it to improve myself(?) I killed them but i had an issue harvesting them so my sisters told me to keep practicing since it's important and something i hadnt done in along time apparently. I also saw anthropomorphic bear living with some wolves having a depression crisis and after he snapped out of hit he pretty much iaiado slashed the wolves and stole their stuff. I recall us coming to pick him, can't remember the reason why. Unrelated but this speech correction matter is harder than I thought

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> admitted I had no genuine clue what to do most of the time
Yeah it's quite obvious but it's not always a problem if you have guiding forces around. This is why I didn't feel the need to mention it.
> they also called me airheaded and that I should use my ears more
Yes you are definitely an airhead but it's still a better symptom than the previous shitpost addicted retard mental routine you were trapped in. You should try to really use your ears and work with them during daytime more intently and figure out your own source of willpower. While I am not an expert on your life routines but you have the "internet persona" mental current in your habitual psyche which is slowly eroding and clearing thx to your sisters and now you have a new mental current in your psyche which is granted by the entities you work with. Currently the "other (You)" is still like a somewhat empty shell that is finally able to follow orders but has no direction or willpower on her own. The goal is to find your current will that is still imprisoned on the mundane plane of existence and slowly merge your minds but as a "willed act" and not as a... I don't know how to call it... Like the sisters dragging a puppy around a park or something and the puppy always stops to smell the trash on the sidewalks so they have to always wait for that puppy to catch up. You posted a doggirl so this is the metaphor you get. My creative way of expression is not really blossoming today
You will have to learn to walk "besides them" and not just barely being able to follow them.
> Unrelated but this speech correction matter is harder than I thought
The way you talk is your expression and true expression comes from your heart/soul. You are literally re-configuring and defragmenting your internal energy flows so you can attain your own "true art". It's an absolute quagmire until you figure out the natural flow. It will feel awkward and sloppy until you find the way. Good luck with that btw. I am still not sure how your true expression looks like but I await it nonetheless. There are very few things in life that are as beautiful as people finding their own way in life and beyond.

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> Yes you are definitely an airhead but it's still a better symptom than the previous shitpost addicted retard mental routine you were trapped in. You should try to really use your ears and work with them during daytime more intently and figure out your own source of willpower.
Slowly I have been doing that, in particular "other me" has been more talkative and such, as well as a few times of hearing my sisters. I still have the occasional moments of getting contacted by other beings akin to a person calling the wrong phone number sometimes and I have been trying to work in what my grandmother has been telling in regard to worshipping and giving God some of my time (obviously in this case it's with my sisters and the other entities I work with but you get the point)


> You posted a doggirl so this is the metaphor you get. My creative way of expression is not really blossoming today
Funnily enough she's a fox girl, one of my favorites character from that honkai gacha that came out last year, her name is huohuo. 

The way you talk is your expression and true expression comes from your heart/soul. You are literally re-configuring and defragmenting your internal energy flows so you can attain your own "true art". It's an absolute quagmire until you figure out the natural flow. It will feel awkward and sloppy until you find the way.
Her personality (actual personality, not my shitpost Internet/mundane personality) mine are really similar apparently, according to my sisters and the close friend I mentioned before who helps with this stuff. It does feel close to how I was/should/want to be in all honesty...

> You will have to learn to walk "besides them" and not just barely being able to follow them.
They are giving me more battle/magic practice to do instead of what they did before so it's a start I suppose

*It does feel close to how I was/should/want to be in all honesty... They seem to suggest likewise

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I had been taking some time to reflect on the chores my sisters had me do that i mentioned before; attacking some black mage grunts and harvesting the weird power gems from their body. i think they were right; i was too locked into my "default" side of not hurting people when i approached these insects with humanoid features, they seemed sentient but not really (atleast from what i recall), i am to be more thorough in my "executions" i suppose. My speech has been changing somewhat verbally speaking is a different matter because i keep stuttering and stumbling on my words but thats not related to this.. probably We talked about this before but recent, after a few months of not doing anything in it; i picked fgo back up again since the anniversary was starting. as you told me before with my luck and how the actual entities/gods/historical figures do attempt to contact to people through it as one of many channels. I noticed something a tad.. strange (not that i meant). there was a new servant that came out in celebration for the anniversary; space ereshkigal. a new alt of ereshkigal, her summmon animation came out with blue flames and came unusually fast even for my luck(?) in like 2 rolls. but apart from that, i feel that i am getting targeted (maybe not the correct word here) by greek deities/entities because in another celebratory/paid gacha thing that they did again this year. this is the second time i've gotten a greek a servant from it. this time it was artemis and circe, the first time was europa. typically i'd just shrug it off but i felt a very strange... sensation. it was not negative however

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I think Jackal anon will find it interesting that the white mushroom glowies were wearing something that looked like a combination of a white Anubis ritual dress and a KKK uniform when attacking me. 

Later after clearing out their astral HQ during a raid in which Russians joined in, we evacuated 4 queens from there, which were a different kind of mushroom.

I got the one of pic related.

I was then invited to a ritual where Anubis was called, I don't know what the connection is here, only that they found something relating to him in the HQ and applied it.

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Interesting, I don't know if there's a deep connection between me and anubis, other than some psychic telling me I am 'known' in egypt.I don't know what "applied" means here either.I definitely think theres glowies that see me as on their side,atleast one dream implied that. then again they immediately asked me to do something they see as dangerous so they could be pretending.those seemed like the highest tier glowies I'd ever seen though, just about reaching enlightenment/godhood.

And I am not sure what is happening either but 2 days ago I had quite an awakening how I can finally unify my male and female principle further and yesterday I realized that now I can finally remove the "devil" from my body. And by the "devil" I mean a sort of built in diabolical principle I have in my mind that I can let "take over some situations" because most mundanes cannot resist that. It's like temptation personified and using that mentality allows me to do almost anything but whenever I use it I know exactly that I am walking on thin ice and rarely use it outside of a "party trick" level way of social entertainment. I need at least 3 drinks and an inclination to become the life of a party and I rarely care enough to do that. It has a deep gender dynamic how it works with the darker parts of the psyche with every person but I don't want to get into that now.

What is related is that while yesterday I know where I should look for the "devil signature" within me I found an Anubis statue in lotus position being happy that it is allowed to "Bathe in my energies". Was wondering wtf... is this my "wolf energies of my subconscious"? or some other force fucking with me? Went and grabbed it's neck to test and I felt my own hand upon myself which means it has correspondences with my body. 
What I gathered so far that the principle I should master is the "abyss howl".
What I understand so far that the abyss howl means that being able to "howl" your signature so well in the abyss that it shapes the entire abyss by default without "trying". It's a sort of ability of self manifestation. I could say it's the thing that I try with my "true expression" but this is "Before" expression and not even on the level of an "intent" because it's just the mere howl itself that says nothing but hearing it makes you understand everything it tries to signify even if the howl is not even intentional of sorts but a pain a desire or just a mere reaction for something. It's like a realization that can only appear as a howl.

I have my own wolf spirits and instincts built within my persona so I am not sure how this relates at all. Not sure if we are part of a bigger thing or this is some archetypal energy resonance.

But I got weird signs today. Maybe the underworld is in motion for some reason. We will see where it leads I guess.

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> i was too locked into my "default" side of not hurting people
You are holding back on many levels that is for sure. Mostly because you don't know how to exert yourself upon yourself or upon others well enough.
> ereshkigal. a new alt of ereshkigal, her summmon animation came out with blue flames and came unusually fast even for my luck(?)
Ereshkigal rules over the underworld officially. But we don't know enough about Mesopotamian entities nowadays to say for sure what is her complete authority.
> felt a very strange... sensation
The thing is... there are too many things going on at once and I am not sure which causing what effect anymore. But yes there are several awakening forces at play and... who knows. Keep your eyes and ears open for the moments of opportunities and wonder.
Things usually reveal themselves once they meant to be
And don't forget to talk to your sisters more.

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> applied
It means they used it. They work from the Russian Orthodox church's methodology developed by KGB as a form of psyop originally, which ended up going so deep into the roots of christianity they surpassed other churches in effectiveness of actually making it work as a practice system. I believe they looked at how the christian doctrine connects to ancient Egypt and found a way to incorporate Anubis into their church, by simply assimilating the theories used by these KKK-glowies.

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Yes the orthodox church system managed to make a connection with an abyss portal in the late 1800s but I didn't bother looking deep enough into them.
Learning that the Catholic Church is ruled by the Solar Cross which is a megastructure sized "office building" with entities all over the place with different purposes which existed since "forever" (Cannot even pinpoint their origin point without 10 angels explaining some creation story of existence first so I gave up) then noticed several metaphysical formations that rule other landmarks on earth with large religious presence and realized this system is too complex on my current level yet. Talking to the angels that can explain it well enough made my meridians harden and realized I have to unfuck those first before going further into the deep end.

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> You are holding back on many levels that is for sure. Mostly because you don't know how to exert yourself upon yourself or upon others well enough.
a-ahh
> spoiler
I-i know...

> Ereshkigal rules over the underworld officially. But we don't know enough about Mesopotamian entities nowadays to say for sure what is her complete authority.
ahh that makes sense

> The thing is... there are too many things going on at once and I am not sure which causing what effect anymore. But yes there are several awakening forces at play and... who knows. Keep your eyes and ears open for the moments of opportunities and wonder.
you mean in regard to me? also i have been slowly trying to move my communications during the day instead of it just being at night so there's slightly more progress on that front

some more things have been happening a few nights ago, i was being pursued by some disfigured mutants that were similar to william birkin's G form from resident evil 2 and they were chasing me down. for whatever reason, when i was evading their pursuit (i did hit them a few times) and i got corned but... they didnt attack me, at all. it was like they were waiting on me like pets or something. I think i mentioned her in passing but that bipolar women i talked about before, yeah... i think she's probably gone for good this time. Some stuff happened (i got super stressed and annoyed) broke off stuff with them and during a conversation with that friend my sister kind of took control of me and essentially said she could go fuck herself so theres that.

Watch Netanyahu closely next time he appears. I think he was played by a reptilian shapeshifter last time I saw him on tv.

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Some summary before the new thread, and the new society.

Gensokyo said there is around 4 days left of this current social structure, because that is how long the remaining "white fungus" system which had been inserted in the form of "glowie organizations" will remain. These are not directly physical, not before and not in the new Earth sphere. It's the same method used by greys and reptilians, where they shift the state of physicality into a parallel dimension where they retain their bodily state, but are not in the exact 3D layer everyone else is interacting in.

The method for shapeshifting used by native Earth reptilians uses something similar, they are highly skilled in the method of manipulating the "canvas" or "cloth" which is 3D physicality to us. This construct is mainly reliant on our brains and the common perception of reality. That is why consensus is so important. It is impossible for the normal-cattle to grasp the real state of reality, they have been given a completely artificial and controlled version of society to live in. It is the newspeak of "1984" by George Orwell, where words that do not fit in, are removed, which restricts what can be expressed. But this book is written within the cattle-mind, it uses newspeak to explain what newspeak is, so it cannot really lead to awakening unless the person is already seeing it. 

Take for example a text that you write only in English, and you explain - using only English words - how to speak for example Spanish. You cannot make someone do it, because they do not have access to any new vocabulary, no matter how much syntax and semantics you explain to them.

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Restricting vocabulary in itself controls reality.

There are words which have only spread to my area and awareness via the Internet, which do not translate to anything equivalent locally. Take these political terms as an example:

Astroturf = has to be explained in detail because the idea does not exist; it's a grass roots movement funded by someone and rolled out like a carpet in the style of a specific brand of such actual grass. Grass roots movements are per definition not funded from above in my native language, so this idea is something which sounds like a conspiracy theory.

Sockpuppet = same idea, a character is controlled by a hidden hand to express a certain message. The closest would be to talk about "proxies", this word stuck because it's at a macro scale: proxy army, or proxy group, in reference to Iran funding terrorism via other seemingly unrelated groups, but this was only accepted in this context. Using it to explain that Ukraine is a proxy for EU/USA does not work, it will also be rejected as a "conspiracy theory", despite it happening in the open.

The "white fungus glowies" are not CIA or MI6, those are unrelated and not even supportive of them. They are just "enduring them" because they were unable to get rid of them. UK is run by reptilians, they do not care about so called "white people" and particularly not these gay glowies, these are based off central Europe. UK left the EU partially as a result of this conflict. The British Royalty aren't any better, it's just a conflict between super villains not agreeing with each other. CIA was always a lapdog to both of them.

The group referred to as the mushrooms aren't even known by any name. The Jesuits are/were a group of Mantids, the templars aren't meddling because the real ones stay on their own and won't interfere with worldly affairs. Jews are not a coherent group at all. The core are the ancient birds, Rosicrucians, but the modern Jews are also reptilians, and in the last centuries they were taken over by incarnated greys. Neither of them can stand each other, which is why Israel is such a mess still.

It's far too simplistic to blame any single entity for this mess, but the white fungus have served as a genetic infrastructure for amplifying the mess. They function as a back-door into the minds of anyone with this DNA mixed in, as they are vulnerable to parasites and genetic modifications, and easily malleable.

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If you look at eastern Europe on a macro scale, you will see this energy structure, it has this kind of form. This is what remains of the white fungus glowies. As this structure is broken down, they will also lose all influence and the war in Ukraine will end.

NEW THREAD

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