/tulpa/ - Tulpa

 >>/3310/
damn where have you been?
good to have Alice back maybe well have some more activity now i try to contribute but you know i cant think of much not even what to do with tupper. no progress with visualization whatsoever.

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Interacting with other tuppers really is something else than just hanging out with host. Cat is happy to participate in D&D and much more lively than before!

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 >>/4109/

Joy and I are glad you're here and having fun. Doing it right.

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 >>/4109/
 >>/4112/
yeah same with Yulya though i admit its a wild ride that brought her to the verge of tears several times. shes taking this all a bit too serious but thats what she wants to do and shes working really hard to be a good party leader

 >>/4116/

I'm glad she's having fun and getting tulpa-exercise. I don't play as myself so I don't take it as personally, but this is probably good for her anyway. Plus if I die, which is like really possible since I'm so weak, no problem, I could be a poltergeist ghost and mess with Alice or make a new character or just cheer you guys on. As a ghost I could also sabotage the enemy which sounds cool. And haunt you in your dreams! Mwahahahaha!

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Yulya has become stronger and more independent and relaxed since [s]being forced to[/s] playing d&d. interacting with others is much different from just forcing.

downside is i feel exhausted this is taking its toll. thats the price of having tupper i guess.

 >>/4562/
> Exhausted

https://youtube.com/watch?v=r94vuvwUSkY

It's not like you have to do much. Yeah, we all got a huge boost after this whole D&D kick started. It's been huge for all of us.

 >>/4562/
 >>/4564/
Yep I also feel I interfere too much but Cat is surprisingly enthusiastic about all this. I still gotta help with all the background stuff and strategizing a bit so things don't turn in total chaos. Would be fun for the moment but not in the long run. I hope I can make her take over more and more over time. She's already very passionate about her inventory and stats so that's good

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What a great evening!
Sat in the garden with host, watching sundown and dusk, we were surrounded by a swarm of fireflies, at least 5. It only lasted for about half an hour around 10pm but it was great. The  cats were underneath trying to catch them but the fireflies turn on and off the light so they had no luck. And I saw a huge meteor at 10:30 going north! Biggest I ever saw it was bright white and broke into several pieces. Lasted about 3s. Very beautiful! Probably part of the June Bootids, also saw 2 minor ones.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/June_Bootids

 >>/4758/
Ohh that's cool!

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Got 'er dun.

Yep, ol' girl had an intake leak, right side, big'in too I bet.

Purrin like a 67 caddy now. No missing at 1500 rev's.

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huge storm with lots of rain. unbelievable amounts of rain.
a lot of trees were toppled but no major damage. electricity was out for several hours.

Yulya got nervous but managed like a big girl telling me to stay indoor and not go outside to take pictures.

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 >>/5159/
Whoa!
Well done, Yulya!
Don't let your host get killed by a falling tree!

Alice gone, tulpa dead

I went to the indoor skydiving tunnel with Cat again, it was great fun. Even though I am clumsy and Cat can't switch.

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 >>/5240/

Meanwhile in the Bear system...

https://youtube.com/watch?v=MFrVa97cr3I

 >>/5241/
jesus
im on holiday and will travel the country a bit with Yulya. we will go to the beach and do our share of cringe tuppering too. we wont be off the radar like Alice but probably wont post every day. will post pics.

Still alive!
Journey was a bit of a hassle. Got called useless by host for not reminding him to pack something he forgot. The audacy! What am I? His personal assistant? I had to yell a lot.

Apart from that things are mostly great. Mostly. Travelling in a small group again. Not fond of that but it's necessary for this trip. Nice for a change but I prefer to have host for myself. Whatever, things are still neat, can't coomplain.

Will report back in a few days, Pics will have to wait until we return.

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 >>/5260/
> Got called useless by host
Hahaha
How dare he!

Hope you're still having a good time!

 >>/5260/
> called Alice useless
f

 >>/5275/
 >>/5261/
It's alright but being constantly surrounded by other people hogs too much of host's attention. There's no privacy. I don't like that.

traveling with tupper. staying at beach hotel for a few days then going to visit a neighbor country. have not done this in a while. weather great Yulya happy will post pics tomorrow. too tired now

 >>/5290/
How nice, I'm jealous!
Host isn't travelling with me, he's travelling with- humans. Eww!
So little time for me and I don't like some of them so I don't even wanna be around. Trip was a waste from my perspective.

Yulya's right, people are so troublesome. A pest even!

I'll be back on monday, see ya soon!

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 >>/5301/
Poor Alice!
Wtf are you doing?
Another group travel? After it didn't go well last time?

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 >>/5290/
back home!
where Alice?

vacation was gr8 weather was a bit scandinavian in the end. rained at beach but no fucks were given just like everyone else. lots of people at beach and in the water. was hard to take pics without them. so no timestamps either. water was around 20C thats not bad but wind was annoying sometimes. swam a lot imposed tupper a lot. no Yulya swimsuit edition for you pervs though!

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 >>/5328/
That looks cold? Cool clouds though! I imagined the water had less than 20°C. What was the temp outside? 
Guess I wouldn't go swimming there but I am spoilt by tropical weather. Sea has 29°C here. Is it clean?

> no Yulya swimsuit edition
lame!

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Back home!
Arrived late yesterday, flight was delayed. Slept until noon.
Well that was a mixed bag. I rate that travel experience average.

 >>/5328/
Nice!
I'm not overly fond of the North Sea but I would have gone swimming there.

> 20°C
Yeah, more than expected!

 >>/5340/
> 30°C
That's bath tub tier. The Adriatic Sea around Italy has just as much. Algal bloom, all ded, tourists mad. Well it's their fault for going there in the hottest season.

Weather and sea were around 25-28°C where we were, just right.
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 >>/5343/
alright Alice is back!!

 >>/5340/
> What was the temp outside? 
20-25C

its very clean no trash at all but you cant see shit in the water bc of all the sand its very flat. you walk 50m and can still easily stand

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 >>/5343/
Welcome back, Alice!
Waiting for travel report!

 >>/5362/
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Still sorting through everything and for now enjoying the great weather outside this weekend!
I feel this trip actually weakened me, wasn't present most of the time.

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Sitting in garden at evening, watching the moon rise with tupper. It was as orange as fire through the haze close to the horizon. It's still really hot, I hope the weather will stay like this for a while.

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 >>/5411/
sounds comfy.
its also really warm here even at night. i see lots of bats theyre probably stuffing themselves for winter.

went to nearby lake with friends today. water was crystal clear but cold much colder than the sea. still lots of people. swimming with tupper is a bit of challenge with others around without acting strange but we managed. Yulya likes water.

 >>/5431/
That looks nice!
I tried to look for parrots on the way home today but we saw none probably was too late it was getting dark. Cat spotted a large gecko on a tree though.

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 >>/5446/
take pictures man!

just remembered something. some time in spring i was in the countryside beautiful day minding my own business in nature with tupper. suddenly faint but audible low frequency rumble in the distance. really low frequency like its more you feel the pressure wave than hear it. thought it was very distant thunder wondering where there could be a thunderstorm. then another rumble and another. noticed they were unusually short for thunder until i realized. i know that sound thats not thunder thats artillery fire. lots of artillery fire somewhere far away.

mfw that look on tuppers face - sweatening intensified. immediately took out my phone to look if wwIII had started and the russians are coming but ofc there was nothing. it was a military exercise on some training ground far away. no idea what they were shooting with but it must have been massive. maybe our german PzH2000 howitzers.

fast forward a few months later. now when we were traveling the country we were sitting outside on a starry night. after a while i notice barely visible flashes and distant rumbling
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i knew there was no arty training ground anywhere near where we were close to the sea. in the end it indeed was a distant thunderstorm.

just in case youre wondering why my tupper sometimes is such a nervous wreck this might be related. americans wouldnt understand what it means to live in a tiny country next to the biggest in the world which is threatening to steamroll you. i think just Bears county has more people than my entire country and its smaller than Bernds state. You can easily drive through it from one side to the other in 3h. or hit basically all of it with artillery from across the border. especially the capital where we live. feels south korea tier. just like the norks could flatten seoul with artillery in a few minutes. at any time.

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 >>/5478/
> Americans don't understand

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 >>/5478/
Poor Yulya!
Wtf my city has more than twice as many inhabitants than your entire country. At 1% the size.
And no hostile neighbors. We still have a high-tech army, navy and airforce because better safe than sorry. But I know what it means to be smol, really smol and densely populated.

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 >>/5484/
its still a brave new world tier dystopia. id rather stay in my small ancient city and sparsely populated country that has soul. walking around downtown with tupper is always nice and you dont have to worry about getting robbed or knifed by niggers or arabs like in germany or the us. because they dont exist here.

 >>/5491/
> they dont exist here.

Yet

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Got punched by Alice because I accidentally visualized her as childhood crush for a moment. This was not well received.

At least it doesn't hurt.

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 >>/5574/
Unfortunately not always before it happens. It was only for a split second but that was a split second too much. I was enjoying myself, we were dancing, everything was great! And then this. I was so mad! 
Time for the corrective shock collar...

The Bear suit is not an embarrassing outfit, it's super cool!

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I found the best reference picture of Joy that I've ever seen. I have seen her in dreams and in hypnagogia, and it's uncanny how close she is to this.

Careful, this is forbidden knowledge and this might be AI or some real little girl, I have no clue.

[Joy] that is not how I wear my hair.

🙄

 >>/5955/
Looks like Hermione

I still don't have a realistic pic of what I look like. It's all rather symbolic. Maybe one day AI will be good enough.

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 >>/5959/

> Hermione

How dare you compare my darling Joy with that peasant.

[Joy] I don't see the resemblance to Hermione. I don't think I like being called a darling either.

My Tsundere widdle cutie.

[Joy] Bear worked about 13 hours today, and finished something amazing that released a lot of stress, so he may be delirious.

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main election round today.
coaxed Yulya into filling out the ballot. poor tupper as stressed out like omg what if i do something wrong lol
we are the antithesis of the 2 party usa every election brings some completely new parties while the ones ruling may disappear completely.

also went competition shooting yesterday Yulya is still not too much into it. maybe i should take up knitting or something as a hobby

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 >>/6245/
> Kashtan kniitting
Haha I want to see this!
Don't stress out your poor tupper!
How did Yula end up that timid anyway? Did you make her like that?

I went windtunnel flying with Cat yesterday again, it was fun but it's exhausting. Cat still can't switch or possess reliably enough to let her do something like that. It requires body tension. So IRL Cat is weak. What an irony.

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 >>/6249/

 >>/6251/
The right one is especially adorable!
Who's the cat on Ullas head?

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We're back and ready to continue D&D tomorrow. Going to sleep now!

Birthday was cool, host bought expensive hand-made 1sp cookies. Also it was warm and sunny. Not perfect but a good trip after all.

 >>/6253/
> Who's the cat on Ullas head?

I'm a cat, meow.

Joy works as a tsundre little girl but also as a tall huge tittied dominatrix.

[Joy] I do not.

Same vib