Maybe stop being such a pushover
The internet was clearly the reason you never went outside, if you see something you find offensive you become a masochist when normal people push back, becoming sadists. You hide
If you can't see the underlying currents, the undertow of the politic in people from words like Nigger and from their pathetic rebuttal of Blessed by God Jew, you aren't seeing this fight for what it is. If you allow yourself to be demoralized you are truly punching yourself in a mad incompetent frustration that, in its inept fatigue tires itself before the proper suicide is accomplished. Can you not see, in hitting yourself, that you are the problem? I fucking hate niggers.