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I'm a HOMOSEXUALE man and based on that picture alone (I got no idea behind the history of those guys) I would go for Marc, Seymour and Chris (in that order).



I have always thought Seymour was cute. I was afraid to tell him on discord because he might get a little too weird and get banned over it but I would totally let him do things to me. He is really sweet and thoughtful. Such a shame he is still a khv. I am sure there is some girl where he lives that actually likes him and he doesn't even know it because he acts so weird. Act like a big boy you sissy cuck and maybe big boy things might happen to you ;)








 >>/11766/
what's up vinny. maybe hide your profile pic next time before posting screenshots. wonder how many of the posts here are just you talking to yourself across devices

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 >>/11791/
I didn't make this thread, Seymour did, but yes I made the chart, pretty good huh?

And no I don't have anorexia, I'm just a natural ectomorph who needs to exercise and put on more weight because I look like a Tim Burton Character.

I can't even lie guys, I fucking love it when you guys talk about me, it's a terrible addiction choking me from the inside.

I'm going to use this post as my personal blog for a second.

Basically the reason I came to /agatha2/ is because I'm a dorky nerd, who's not quite a normie or Chad irl, but I know that I'm better than most of the people in these parts of the internet, so a certain selfish part of my being admits that I came here to feel good about myself and be a big fish in a little pond. But that's over now, I recognize my flaws and after a few days of me just checking this thread for (you)s, I'll be leaving this place, and all r9k related bullshit in the past, for good.



> decent enough

spencer
brendio
picard
even tho spencer is balding, and brendio is a fat, long hair disgusting retard, they can fix themselves.
> normal/slightly bad looking dude

serene
> retard face/ ugly fucker

kitsune
> dont want them close to me/ shooter vibes

chris
JT
> worst shit i've ever seen

sosa
brandon
marc
> too old to rate

seymour
> i dont know if this is a real person or a cgi render

gribble



> kitsune
kinda weird kinda autistic kinda retarded but also funny and nice.
would bully 
> spencer
cringe but nice and sweet. was fun to bully
> seymour
omegalul unironically very nice and based. a good e-friend to gorewatch with. i hope he has stopped giving his money to egirls but probably not.........
> mark
qt


Seymour looks like a pedrophile that is dumb enough to have a couple of gigs of forbidden on his computer.

Isn't he in his mid 40s and still pursuing these girls?  Last I saw he was in a marky stream a year ago.


 >>/13878/
Yeah I only ever talked to ciara and Erica.  
Ciara killed herself and erica ended up moving to Minnesota to live in her bfs parents house, she cut contact with most guys during this time.  She eventually messaged me when she broke up with him and moved back to Indiana but I didn't respond. 
I don't want to talk with these girls anymore, I am just here to see the train wrecks.






















 >>/40335/
He went to jail for like a night for street racing and this happened some time ago.
> what happened to him
He said he got a job or something. He moved on with his life ig. It will eventually happen to most of us.








 >>/33149/
Good question. This list has a bunch of literal whos "I posted on r9k once" when theres plenty of actually noteworthy characters.
 >>/47580/
Obviously Samuel wins the attention whore Olympics though, this thread is gay and OP is a faggot for creating it.































 >>/64759/
these are actually my 2 fav eboys (dead only because he gets beaten by his gf) my 3rd is this guy that made schizo cartoons and makes the rate and assume threads on soc



 >>/65075/
Lmao finally. Anyone got any idea who the victim was? "Under 14" is a new low for him, doesn't have the whole "erm it's not pedrophilia it's ephebophilia" excuse anymore. Also not a CP charge so safe to assume he actually fucked a child. 

But real talk, why does his skin look so shitty? Cystic acne so bad it looks like hives. Whole damn face is read.












 >>/65349/
The most recent incident was only five years ago, and it's very likely that his electronics will be seized, especially if family cooperates with authorities at all. 
Also
> someone
Literally her brother. Not only is it incest, but she was 8 when it started. Don't forget how harsh Texas is with any kind of prosecution. He will not get off easy. He's fucked.

 >>/65403/
Also if possible someone should send the county court whatever they can on Mikey grooming kids over the years, now that there is an open ongoing investigation on him.











 >>/69702/
Was he connected to the game her and cuckberto worked on or are you talking about a different game? This is the game marky slaved for while in Brazil https://store.steampowered.com/app/780700/Ninja_Bricks/




 >>/68916/
Is this a fake profile? Rene Carlos Curtis was never married so not widowed, and he has never had kids. He also didn't go to Harvard. He did attend one school (not Harvard, it was for music) for a brief period but was kicked out at the beginning of his time there because he fought another student.

 >>/65338/
Update teh e-boys page to include his mugshot. All these boys eventually end up in prison eitehr for drug dealing of screwing little girls. 

> his sister

wtf? Fucker started young and couldn't even keep his hands to himself!?


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 >>/65338/
 >>/65340/
> little sister aged 8-10

Okay this reminds me. There was some talk that Ciara would go to places to recruit little girls around that age range to be redirected to Sosa. It's why Ciara was on Omegle so often. 

Most people didn't pay attention to this rumor as it was just one rumor in the sea of noise that was Ciara's life. Most know Sosa was into teenage girls, but we're talking like 14-16. This just opens up a whole other angle that Sosa has likely been trying to groom even younger girls.

 >>/78524/
Here is one 2023 post that said as much:

>  Michael Sosa and his groomer friends blackmail young girls and turn them into children recruiters. Ciara used to find under 10 children on Omegle for them 

https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/72597772/#72598920














 >>/83702/
brad seems like a chill bro and serialjune did some nice honest schizy posts in the ken thread but richter is peak agatha, gave us shed guy leak, returned to meme with us like picrel and has great style too.



















 >>/11461/
okay there’s no way gribble is actually walking around like that IRL nononono ill never fall in love with eboys ): marc would be the most attractive person imo he has a nice face




































 >>/90063/
actually these are the faggots grooming the equally as physically repulsive and spiritually sick girls who socialize with channers offsite (using drugs and date rape which the whores naturally crave), the people being overtly mean to women don't typically post their pictures or get involved with offboard discordnigger drama precisely because they hate women, especially ones broken enough to be on /r9k/




 >>/68821/

can he even be considered an e boy he has the style of an 80 year old man who served in the military and things hes tough for that. He also just flat out has the style of a pedrophile

 >>/94581/
very sinister groomer, drug addict, rapist, extorter, wanted in 8 states for assault and battery and violating restraining orders. if you see him on discord, block immediately for your own safety










 >>/99315/
what's funny is the only reason kasper, ciara, deathchan etc linked up with him was because of the relationship he had with bianca. after they saw all the attention and notoriety she got after her death they all became obsessed with skinwalking her and thought hooking up with marc would give them e-fame and clout. it's really pathetic.

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 >>/99327/
> because of the relationship he had with bianca
Well kasper and deathchan seem like social climbers here but ciara was way more famous than bianca even when they were both alive. From what I have seen kasper got really fucked over the fact marc cum and dumped her is that true?

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 >>/99327/
wait anon your ciara statement is wrong because they meet up BEFORE bianca died he cucked bianca with ciara, but he meet up with kasper in 2020 so the " social climber " thing  can be true. Damn he cucked bianca



 >>/99323/
> picking ciara over marky is a preference thing but, kasper over marky?
Could still be a preference thing, Kasper fits into the r9k druggie aesthetic better than Marky, who is more of a weeb loser e-girl.


 >>/99327/
lmao at these retard girls being obsessed with bianca. they all fantisize about getting that attention and then getting bianca'd and how people would talk about them after they're gone. they might lie and say they thought she was cute, liked her style, they're interested in the case or whatever but thats not it.









 >>/104765/
male marky looks like a creepy pedro. he even has the thin lipped pedro smile. Ciara still looking like a drug addict. iris still a freaky alien. it transformed them to me but kept their character intact.


The whole “they’d be incels if male” thing is makes no sense. It’s a faulty base of comparison. Of course people with feminine facial structures would look like incels if male. They’re fucking WOMEN. They’re feminine features. Soft round faces, small mouths, big eyes, big cheeks are all desirable features in women, not men. Only 5’11 tranny esque models with huge jawlines that make chad nervous could avoid looking like incels when gender swapped.














 >>/104772/
Ciara had masculine facial features as a girl (jaw, brow ridge), so if she were born a man, she’s likely look about the same, but with an even wider and more robust face and a bigger nose











Another eharem eboy called Spiral was exposed for being a pedrophile. What does that say about the server? I wonder how Tinker feels about this since he was her best friend apparently?










































 >>/122917/
Im his other ex gf. Ougi genuinely a horrible person so I sent multiple pics of him to a girl he groomed for her to leak because I cant cause ougi is a minor and I'm not (our age gap is only 2 yrs and a few months), pretty sure I'd be in trouble if I was the one who'll leak it haha











 >>/122971/
> He did it by threatening to beat his little sister if Vamp didn't comply, retards.
you and vamp are the retards kek vamp for falling for that and you for thinking it's normal to fall for shit like that







 >>/122961/
 >>/122894/
He even tried to convince me I was his looksmatch... I dont really judge people from their looks but he is genuinely dysgenic. Greasy skin and his beard looks like pubes. 
Now that I think about it, all men who bullied me for my looks were ugly as sin. I had no idea how he looked like, i never got proper pics and I'm glad he never sent me his dick, i got jumpscared mods delete it pls. 
 >>/122971/
Thats not how he did it. He got me to not block him by threating to beat his little sister. His little sister probably isnt real and just a lie of his. 
Anyways, I had no idea how he looked like besides some faceswap half pic. He obviously has body dysphoria and wants to be a girl. 
Ive explained many times the reason and it was because I was being self-destructive. Doesn't make me less dumb but just wanna confirm I wasn't attracted to Ouji at all.


 >>/123004/
You knew what he looked like when you agreed to "pop a tit real quick".
What was the point of deleting your threads if you were just going to tripfag a week later anyway?

 >>/123005/
Because now I am doing alright and not being overwhelmed with self-hatred like I used to be. However, I cant change the past so whatever happens is my fault. 
 >>/123007/
1.Just half of the face. 2. What makes you think I was serious and not trying to get him to give me more information/proof. 


> What was the point of deleting your threads if you were just going to tripfag a week later anyway
To delete most of the digital footprint induced there and avoiding people outside of the community attacking me.



 >>/123009/
> Just half of the face
you sent him nudes again?

> To delete most of the digital footprint induced there and avoiding people outside of the community attacking me
have you thought that maybe whoever contacted those albanians can contact them again now and show them you're back on the website?

 >>/123011/
I am a dumbass and he baited me into talking to him :( I thought he was the one who posted the pics and the agatha link to that one Albanian discord server because thats what he told me. Apparently it was a lie and I feel stupid for falling for the bait. I just can't think of anyone else who did it 
 >>/123014/
No i didnt send him nudes again. 
I have thought about it but if the albanians cared much about me they wouldve contacted privately? Right? Idk honestly, i just dont get it how all that happened. Im just really curious





 >>/123019/
I don't think I know better than everybody else?!?!Where did I make it seem that way, you are just blaming me for things I dont do. Yes I already know I am dumb asf, Ive never said otherwise expect being interested in intellectual hobbies (books,philosophy, histort) and still being below mediocre in them too.
 >>/123020/
Well uhhhh thats.. not cool :(

 >>/123021/
> Where did I make it seem that way
Like how everybody told you coming back was a bad idea and that this would happen but you did it anyway. Like how people told you not to contact ougi again but you did it anyway. Like how people told you not to take lewd pics but you did it anyway. Like how people pointed out how you keep making problems for yourself but you keep making half baked excuses.


 >>/123022/
Alcoholic people and those who do drugs know their decisions are horrible but they still keep doing what they do because of addiction. I dont think I know better than everybody by coming here, I am just addicted to posting and browsing here. I geniunely cant stop, I come here even early in the morning when I open my eyes. 
And I am aware of the mistakes I do. 
 >>/123023/
Truetrue









 >>/122937/
his name is ougi harasses women online and there was a time he groomed a 12 year old and threatened her into sending nude pics of herself. hes so retarded lmao. His school is ISFD Pedro Ignacio de Castro Barros. I tried contacting them about what he does but his school just ignores me. If he's your classmate plz let the principal know abt it because ts is unacceptable



 >>/122986/
His real name is Carlos Diaz and he likes little girls. When him and I dated he kept threatening me and he kept forcing me to send younger pictures of me (11-12) for him to jerk off to. he also told me that if him and i had a daughter and our daughter goes thru puberty and he caughts her masturbating, he would help her ?? ougi is suchhh a fucking weirdo!!


 >>/123038/
its better if we prevent bad shit from happening before it even happens. ougi shouldnt be around women. He also talked to me about him hanging out with another girl at his school and im very worried for her. i dont want anyone experiencing the same thing i went thru



 >>/123038/
Ougi is a pedrophile and its confirmed he is attracted to girls as young as nine years old. Besides that he is a notorious black mailer and has threatened many minor egirls. Spreading child porn and threating minors is illegal so not only his school should care but evem the police. If the school avoids this they will be held capable if anything happens to any of the girls there. Why would they risk it for a failing student 
 >>/123044/
You dont even know them.
 >>/123047/
Wrong Brendio and JT are better looking than Marc





 >>/123051/
This is a crazy comparison. I am not a threat to my community while he is. I am not encouraging anyone to send his school pictures of his genitals since thats illegal and dumb. 
My country is not muslim but secular. We are literally the first atheist country thanks to Enver Hoxha.













 >>/123205/
I am an Albanian so obviously I've studied it. Just didnt expect somebody to be interested in my countrys history since everytime I saw where I am from there are people that have no idea where Albania is placed. 
Giving women rights and removing partiarchal norms was apart of the cultural revolution






















 >>/123734/
I judged based on how he looks like in OPs pic. He is the most attractive out of all of them. Marc and JT are handsome too. 
Seymour looked good in his prime years (when he was young) but now he is too old. I wonder if he used to be a pedro back then.





 >>/124234/
OK, hold on now. This is comparing someone mid (in OPs pic) and some really ugly Argentinian with BPD whose only "appeal" was making threats of suicide and whatnot in order to get what he wanted.
"Maybe" I contradicted myself but who cares? It's a fact that one is less worse than the other when it's about the looks.



 >>/124233/
Ok now I looked more closely and I believe objectively Marc is the most attractive. But Brendio isnt bad looking just realised he is still kind of fat in OP pic.
 >>/124239/
Do I really need to explain myself again...? I am not attracted to him 💀











 >>/124305/
 >>/124304/
He's latino. Most or many latinos are brownoids mixed with Africans. There's a small core of women who are outright racists, but e-girls are ego driven and amoral, and hold no ideals at all, and will screw their brown drug dealer. 

And although he WAS a drug dealer (which is why he's banging these stupid sluts), he had nothing to do with Ciara's death. She died from shit they bought in the ghetto in Philly. There's a vid of Ciara and JT on the bus going to buy it.















 >>/131421/
no one cares about the next ugly junkie hes sticking his dick in. you could make this exact post three times a year with different names. always the same story. fuck her, give her drugs, make her crazy, threaten to kys, fuck her again, leave for the next one


 >>/131547/
 >>/131421/
She joined, left, and rejoined one of the public servers a while back. Kept doing that just to argue with people, say she was into older dudes, tell everyone she wasn't dating Marc, and say she "doesn't know about 4chan," which makes no sense. She only hangs around people from eharem and follows 4chan pages on social media. Plus she started talking about Marky out of nowhere and got buttmad when someone told her she seemed like a Ken clone (she likes the same obscure specific music, perfume, and art, and she kind of looks like if Ken never glew up). Seymour wrote a rape fanfic about her and Marc and she freaked out because she's trying to keep the relationship secret. Other than that I know she's 23, in college, and a major pseud who pretends she knows what she's talking about and folds when questioned. Even from afar she's an obvious pathological liar and concerned about keeping her image clean from these associations. Kind of fucked up to be dating and fucking someone you're ashamed of kek.

Juiciest part of Galilea's lore is probably the fact that she talks to Antimone Layne, the head of that Biance true crime thing that got under fire for having Bianca's sex tape with Marc.









 >>/133181/
name one genius that ain't crazy
sup guys im gonna start posting here 
i am the eternal #1 ciara orbiter sorry yall gonna have to move over
 >>/133186/
im so glad you liked that song man, fun fact on the smiths cover on that album i started crying




my message to the pedro freaks who run this website. things are going to change. i'm literally friends with kanye now. i can do whatever the fuck i like. this is for what you did to ciara. i blame you for her dying, not me

im the first rapper to post on endchan. 
  you should just give me admin at this point, you've allowed people to spread vile slander about me being a murderer for years and allowed people to post about emma when she was still a child like what the fuck is wrong with you people. im going to either destroy this website or take it over there is no in between. DO NOT FUCK WITH JT DO NOT FUCK WITH EMMA DO NOT FUCK WITH CIARA SIMPLE AS THAT


btw - im suing the owners of this website. i will make sure michael sosa goes to prison too. seeing all of you creepy pedro fuckers deplatformed and seeing sosa in prison is my life's work

feel free to dox me, my full name is on my twitter. there is nothing you can say or do to hurt me. i will destroy this website unless they give me owner. i have lawyers working for free on this suit and i'm very well connected


 >>/133559/
You didn’t make her do hard drugs, but you certainly enabled her doing them which led to her death. Something you seem to be indifferent about since you accepted it was her wish to die.






 >>/133561/
 >>/133562/
You admitted to letting her die (which is technically murder) multiple times and said you're glad she died and that you hope she is being raped in hell by niggers could you be consistent for once you spaz, no wonder your fat girlfriend left you
Changing your story repeatedly won't hide the truth you killed Ciara Horan with your negligence

 >>/133576/
yawn
i say a lot of things out of grief
that does sound like my insult style though and i take it back every negative thing or cope that i said about trying to exert control over the situation 
also all of my girlfriends are beautiful and my body count is ridiculous
im friends with all my exes
weird message
 >>/133572/
duh
 >>/133571/
i was incredibly drunk when i made these posts
 >>/133569/
and the crowd goes mild
 >>/133567/
do you honestly think that you could have done better? i was 20 and never did a harder drug than weed or alcohol regularly before. still dont.


here's the thing - i can say whatever the fuck i want because i was there. i am allowed to grieve. i hated her for a long time over her dying because of the blame and guilt. now i don't. i love her eternally and anyone can see that

 >>/133582/
im literally just a grieving tranny trying to exist and they won't let me 
people from discord coming out of the woodwork to call my beautiful exes fat and say i hate ciara when that's factually untrue
add me on discord if you'd like
juchemaoze

if i'm "glad ciara died" i sure have a funny way of showing it
anything i said was out of grief 
let me reitarate - i can say WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT and i HATED HER for a while. now I DON'T. its not hard to realize that.



 >>/133576/
lol i figured out who this was instantly btw
ive been nothing but nice to you and you do nothing but stab people in the back
if you are who i think you are and im 90% sure of it
dont fuck with me


 >>/133594/
there are none but ciara died with a fucking smile on her face i've never seen anything like that
she never would have been happy in this world 
i know God is real and i know God is just and i know Ciara is smiling upon me from heaven rn

im going defcon 1 on the person who tried to cancel me for saying i hated ciara like lol. i know exactly who you are. so just apologize like an adult instead of this bpd wannabe bullshit i am far better at it than you. i stand by everything i said. i hated her guts and alternated between loving and hating her for five years. after making a ton of music and watching all her vids i finally made peace with it and i will defend my own and ciara's honor with my dying breath. i said some fucked up shit but i said a lot of beautiful shit. i am allowed to have feelings and people just hate me because i'm vulnerable and i allow all my flaws to be put on display. im doing an album called LOLCOW

for the record i had to revive her with NO NARCAN because i didnt know what narcan was at the time TWICE. that's way better than any of my detractors could have done. that isn't negligence, she was suicidal for years. her heart was set on dying. the last thing she asked me was if i loved her and if i would marry her one day. died with a fucking smile. she was my soulmate and i was the only person who understood her.

 >>/11461/
marc, chrishop, and kitsune are the only people i fuck with heavily in this image other than myself.i dont hate seymour anymore either. spencer is gay. picard is a pedro and hasn't been active in years. marc quit online and is normal now. kitsune is fucking retarded in a good way i find him very endearing i love that kid. i think serene is hilarious too actually i never had a problem with him at all he's just a nigga that loves weed and pussy i fuck with him. i dont fucking know who gribble is but that picture is killing me. but i am the only GOAT. i proved it. now kneel to the new owner of 4chan and endchan.

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 >>/133598/
> im doing an album called LOLCOW
You're not a very good lolcow. Having a very public skitzo episode and getting buttblasted about some chick you supposedly helped kill herself (accidentally) doesn't give your potential haters and fans much to go off of.

Like you could get attacked about her death and the guilt you feel but really... That's not very fun.
What makes you special? What's your gimmick? Why should we hate you?

 >>/133581/
> do you honestly think that you could have done better? i was 20 and never did a harder drug than weed or alcohol regularly before. still dont
Most people would’ve done better you retard because most people wouldn’t want to be doing hard drugs with her. Your age and inexperience has zero relevance. Similar younger people wouldn’t have wanted to do what you did.

 >>/133601/
i consider anyone who is mentally ill and vulnerable on the internet to be a LOLCOW i just want friends at the end of the day
 >>/133602/
i tried to get her to stick to weed and i failed she had her own free will you're like actually retarded lol. the fuck am i, a social worker? the first time we met up we just smoked weed and it was heaven.

i've gotten more people sober than i can count lol
i do more good in a day then my detractors do in their lives 
put some fucking respect on my name you ecuckolds

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 >>/133603/
> Anyone who is mentally ill and vulnerable on the internet is a lolcow
So like.... All of us around these parts?
> I just want friends at the end of the day
Yeah... We all say that, and deep down we all know it's not true.
Trust me, I would know... But having BPD doesn't make you special, sorry man. Not trying to break your balls, just trying to give you a friendly lil reality check for your own sake.

im literally writing a book about addiction recovery for any mentally ill people who are down bad and on drugs so i can help them even without saying a word to them directly. i will give half of the proceeds to ciara's family.


 >>/133603/
You let her kill herself in front of you because she had free will and you’re not a social worker? You have free will too and you had the ability to prevent her from doing things in your presence which is what most people who aren’t idiots would’ve done.

 >>/133608/
i dont think you understand how exhausting it is to revive someone from a drug overdose with no narcan. i had to do it at least twice. i was spent. i legit didn't know she did more drugs and thought she went back to sleep. i wrote a note saying "i love you but i cannot be around this" that i meant to give her but she never got to read it. i slept next to her corpse cuz i legit thought she was sleeping and now i have a phobia of seeing women sleep. you don't know shit about anything or what went down just your gay little takes.


Connection terminated. I'm sorry to interrupt you, JT, if you still even remember that name, But I'm afraid you've been misinformed. You are not here to receive a gift, nor have you been called here by the individual you assume, although, you have indeed been called. You have all been called here, into a labyrinth of sounds and smells, misdirection and misfortune. A labyrinth with no exit, a maze with no prize. You don't even realize that you are trapped. Your lust for blood has driven you in endless circles, chasing the cries of e-girls in some unseen chamber, always seeming so near, yet somehow out of reach, but you will never find them. None of you will. This is where your story ends. And to you, who somehow found this board not intended for you, although there was a way out planned for you, I have a feeling that's not what you want. I have a feeling that you are right where you want to be. I am remaining as well. I am nearby. This place will not be remembered, and the memory of everything that started this can finally begin to fade away. As the agony of every tragedy should. And to you monsters trapped in the corridors, be still and give up your spirits. They don't belong to you. For most of you, I believe there is peace and perhaps more waiting for you after the smoke clears. Although, for one of you, the darkest pit of Hell has opened to swallow you whole, so don't keep the devil waiting, old friend. Ciara, if you can hear me, I knew you would return as well. It's in your nature to protect the innocent. I'm sorry that on that day, the day you were shut out and left to die, no one was there to lift you up into their arms the way you lifted others into yours, and then, what became of you. I should have known you wouldn't be content to disappear, not Ciara. I couldn't save you then, so let me save you now. It's time to rest - for you, and for those you have carried in your arms. This ends for all of us. End communication.

 >>/133606/
Ahhh yes, a self help book. That's those things that those wannabe internet sociopaths always sound like when they talk.

I can't imagine that a bunch of words on a bunch of pieces of paper can truly make that much of a differnce, like if an addict wants to shoot up they're gonna do it but if they want to get sober they're going to do it. I would know, I quit smoking and fucking around with hard drugs and it wasn't because I read some book that told me to turn Christ brah or something like that. It was pure willpower and the desire to be better that was within me all along.
 >>/133607/
No offense, but you don't strike me as a troll. You strike me as someone struggling to keep it together, and are just bleeding publicly in hopes one of us notices and tries to offer you some comfort, well sorry I'm no knight in shining armor but I'm that calvary you requested.
You good bud? I'm here if you need to talk to someone.

 >>/133609/
You need to take responsibility for the choices leading up to the overdose taking place. Forget your stupid fixation on not knowing how to revive her. A decent person wouldn’t be doing and helping her do hard drugs in the first place. See it as you helped place a noose around her neck and you think your issue was that you didn’t know how to cut the rope in other words. Then saying well “she wanted to kill herself and there was nothing I could do about it”. No, your problem was that you were an amoral faggot who cared more about getting his rocks off to cucking Jay.

 >>/133613/
WAY TO SPOIL THE BOOK THE POWER TO GET SOBER IS INHERIT IN ALL OF US THATS MY POINT BUT YOU NEED TO WANT IT MORE THAN ANYTHING
 >>/133614/
> amoral
i have far more morals than you. i am a far better person than you. do you know what benzodiazapines do to the brain when you take them in heavy amounts like i did that weekend? they totally destroy your impulse control. i went along with it because i was on fistfuls of fake xanax bars. it was severely out of my character and it's hilarious that you place these wokescold moral judgements on me while writing these half baked metaphors. i didnt want to "cuck" jay i was deeply in love with ciara and planned on marrying her. im literally friends with jay and her parents. so please, try again.



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> THE POWER TO GET SOBER IS INHERIT IN ALL OF US THATS MY POINT
I dunno man... That just seems kinda gay and and retarded. You should try harder than that. Like I mean... If I was going to write a self help book I'd just fixate on stuff like how our pasts don't need to define who we are or how escapism will only make your trauma worse(says the guy on a day drinking bender to escape the shit going through his head)

It's like saying cancer is actually beneficial for population control, or black people are inherently more violent. We all know it deep down and saying it usually just makes people look at you like you're crazy or can even just piss people off, some to the point of violence. I mean, every drug addicts knows they need to want it, they're addicted to drugs, not retarded.

 >>/133621/
I get that, people actively try to fuck with my life all the time. It's part of that whole lolcow/eboy thing.

I don't currently use discord but if I reactivate my shit I will totally add you.


im actually a really sweet and caring person at my core and im very good at art. look at my instagram @juchemaoze im very proud of it. kanye west is my single favorite musician of all time. and im finally working with him. ive been recording music inspired by him for 15 years straight under my label biggcomputer. bully was a lighthearted diss to me ans in another post i will outline all the shoutouts to me on the album. hi kanye, i know you’re reading but you are dragging the hype bro. i have to do shit myself cuz im a bully. i own my own company biggcomputer which is tech/media/journalism and i started it when i was 11 years old with my friends fdom skype. i never used /r9k/ until very recently other than to obsessively check the archives for any mention of jt. slowly, everywhere but here, less people looked for me and were just mistyping the word it. it was such a relief. ciaras advice to me when we first started dating was to never check this website or /r9k/ and when you ignore it its like it doesnt exist. its much different for me. people accuse me of being a fucking murderer which is slanderous as fuck. i could go to fucking prison over false allegations, do not joke about that. i loved ciara more than i ever loved anyone and we were best friends for 7 years. everything i do is for her and i know shes smiling down doomscrolling in heaven with her hamsters right now. i could give a fuck about you satanic predatory vultures approval anymore. i successfully fixed the thread. stream kanye stream kendrick stream k0rrupstin.fety$h love juchemaoze aka jt


https://open.spotify.com/track/5IoyBkk48M1jydUYNyYSLw?si=5bab00d72158453d song i did shouting ciara out with my friend big_luigi_fan in 2015. idek what happened to jeff. he was the coolest but drugs ruined him for a while last we talked. i know he sees me posting his classics on spotify. i was only a /mu/ and /tv/ and /sp/ poster i really dont respect the orbiting culture but i think its funny to do it ironically. everything i do is for ciara. i cannot stress that enough. and i hope inspire at least somebody to not use drugs today. then i have succeeded.




 >>/133609/
The people blaming you for her death are just obsessives lashing out at you as a scapegoat. I am sorry. You are deeply traumatized and I don’t blame you. I hope you are either in therapy or can get therapy someday. Most therapy is scammy, but not for PTSD. I have trauma myself that has reshaped my life so I understand. But anyway, drug addicts feed into and enable each others addictions, it’s just how it goes, you are just not in your right mind when that high all the time. You are not to blame. I completely believe you. I think most people do, but they’re just too bitter and grief filled over Ciara's death that they just want someone to blame. She was always on a fast road to death. It could have been anyone with her that night.
































 >>/133669/
asteriaa, eleleth, a few no name trannies, vamp at first, galilea. i see them in the wild even taking obscure songs from her spotify playlists too since i guess dressing like her and using the same vocab isnt enough

















Not a Kennedi clone. You guys are really retarded. John Maus, vintage fashion, all these interests you are accusing them of being kennedi clones over are popular with artsy girls who like philosiphy and thinking they're deeper than they really are. 
It took no more than five minutes to find Galilea's socials. 
https://galilaia.tumblr.com/post/779309685027241984/umm-hi-i-saw-stuff-about-you-on-r9k-and-chan
Here you go. She clears these rumors up.





 >>/133704/
I'm not her. You guys seem to be think anyone defending the girls you are gossiping about has to be the girl herself which is ridiculously stupid and just goes to show how much of what you say it obviously inflated lies.

 >>/133700/
Lmao this is such an obvious self post. Actually sad. I'm embarrassed for you right now.
 >>/133706/
Haha yes that's exactly what I was thinking too, she clearly asked herself that question on her Tumblr, holy shit that's so pathetic. Like that's just so obviously not an organic question lmao.






 >>/133712/
Tumblr girls into philosophy, aka the quirky art girl phenotype all talk the same. All of them. Just a few days prior, Seymour mentioned her in e-harem and posted her photos, then asking a guy to take down a thread he made of her. 
She posted that because of him obviously. Look for yourselves, this is all extremely easy to find.


 >>/133714/
Look, they really don't, and obviously there are going to be a lot of similar people in the world but when one is an image board poster hanging out in Marc's eharem and literally dating and FUCKING Marc, they're going to know who Kennedi is and there are too many similarities here for there not to be something to it. Like Eleleth isn't fully skinwalking Kennedi, but at least she admitted she does get inspiration from her.




 >>/133716/
Eleleth is absolutely skinwalking Kennedi way more than Galilea is. You're just trying to get leverage over Galilea so you can make fun of her and accuse her of whatever you can think of. Girls will be girls, that doesn't make them a skinwalker. Reread her post, go through her accounts. You will be able to see the clear differences between her and Kennedi.




 >>/133725/
She's dating Marc Linden lmao known rapist drug addict who leaked his sex tape with Bianca Devins when she was just 15, what did you expect? He ONLY fucks the worst egirls. Fucked Ciara, fucked Kasper, fucked Galilea, fucked egirls you don't even know about yet.







> nobody finna extort me
the first time he noticed me was on twitter cuz i said pay me $50 million and made a 20 minute long track
> they imitate the sound call it forgery
nuff said
> the only goat
i been saying that hes the only GOAT for years
> the album art
roasting me for my missing teeth that marc knocked out
> the nelson sample
im obsessed with cartoons and family guy and the simpsons specifically
> the name bully
that was the last word in my spotify artist bio, and is my entire rap persona acting like a movie bully
> the can sample
i love krautrock and he changes the words to warn me that i'm losing my mind (im notoriously mentally ill)
am i missing any yeezy



in case you cant tell i am an endless source of ciara rares and because of the overwhelming support you guys have shown i will be posting here
love yall

ill also just tell random stories as i remember them
i helped her with the pantydeal scam in the most harebrained way
i just made 500 alts with names like “LakersFan123” and “Seinfeldlover69”
shout out to the GOAT










The new collage should be:
Seymour
Sosa
JT
Gilbert Raborg the pedrophile
Ougi
Richtr8
Katelynn
Andrei
Brad
Serialjune
Nick the dollman
Pilleater

That's 12.









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