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You left before I could make my point.
I'm sure anyone who reads this will agree with me.
If someone wants to talk to you, they won't need to tell you that they want to talk to you. They'll show it simply by talking to you.
I wasn't taking anything the wrong way. I was asking you questions about how you process shit so I could know whether or not I could vouch for you and just say it was a huge mistake.
And if I'm honest, I almost feel like the reason why you want to involve her at all and talk to her about your intentions with her friend, is because you secretly think that you'll make her jealous. I'm not ridiculing you for that, if thats part of your plan. Because things like that do happen in life. But if that's what you were hoping for, it wouldnt work because there was nothing organic about it.
I think it's in your best interest to pursue literally anyone else in the world that isnt a part of this website because anyone who catches wind of what you did, they will not forgive and forget.
Im not recommending that you intentionally conceal what you did, but I think it's worth considering abandoning the pseudonyms you used that are associated with that whole thing, and start brand new and never bring it up again.
Just because you suggested different things in your apology to Ki to atone for what you did, doesn't mean she wants you to do those things. I think her blocking you, and distancing herself should be sign enough to back off.
Don't come back in a week, a month, a year... Wait for her to come to you if she wants you back anywhere near her. But please don't mistake what I'm saying... I don't think you'll ever hear from her again. I think it's time to put this behind you.
I apologize if that came off as rude. I'm being as direct as pragmatic as possible, and I wanted to do this in private but you left. Good luck.