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> Checking in only to see Channing getting BTFO by random anons.
Grim. Also did she just brag about fucking Sam Hyde 5 times, when he gave her Chlamydia?
Like I've said, I used to take her at her word about shit. But the longer I knew her, and especially after whatever happened around New Years, I started talking to other sides of the coin and realized she really does lie a lot. Particularly by omission, but she'll also just straight lie too.
Idk why she feels like she needs to lie. To protect herself? From what? Everyone has family bullshit and trauma to deal with in some way or another.
I don't hold that against her. What I can't stand is the lying and gaslighting. She keeps trying to make it seem that I'm jilted over not having sex with her... that's not even remotely the case.
She had me wrapped around her finger cus she was blowing smoke up my ass and pretending to be more based than she really is.
Maybe she figured I'd catch on and she thought she could make some sort of clean break from me and I'd forget about her.
That's not how it works with me. You can fool me once, even for awhile, but the truth always eventually dawns on me.
I don't even hate her. I feel bad for her... I can tell she's full of pain. But no matter how much I want to help people, you can't forcefully help anyone. They have to want the help.
So I redirected that energy into myself and things are improving for me, slowly but surely.
As cringe as this might sound, I'll always be around for you Channing, as a friend, if you decide to refocus your energy into yourself.
As it stands, you're an emotional black hole right now. Call it malignant narcissism, call it BPD, idk what your diagnosis is. It's not just autism that's for sure.
Friends help each other. Build each other up. They do not gaslight or blow smoke up each other's asses.
I still stand by some of the things I've said about her, like she helped me thru a dark time in my life. Idk if she meant to help me, but she did.