/agatha2/ - E-Girl Purgatory

If your life sucks, it's your fault and your problem. Nobody else's but your own. Stop blaming your problems on other people.
> "B-but muh childhood was traumatic!"
And? You think the world is gonna take pity on you because of this?
> "B-but society hates straight white men these days!"
And? I know this. But the only way to stop it is to keep pushing forward and fighting for what you believe in or kill yourself like a bitch.
> "B-but muh genetics! I'm an ugly beta male!"
So fucking focus your energy on improving yourself to make you love yourself and not rely on the approval of others. Stop wasting fucking time and do what you need to do. Do it TODAY. Stop telling yourself you'll do it tomorrow and never end up doing it. Go to community College, learn a trade, go to the gym, make friends with losers and work your way up the social latter. Fucking TRY. YOU. ARE. THE. MASTER. OF. YOUR. OWN. DESTINY. Your life sucks because of you. Everyone is dealt a different set of cards in their life and you may be on veteran or recruit difficultly, but no matter how hard your life sucks, there's always a way to claw yourself out of the hole. FUCKING TRY, ANON. QUIT WHINING AND MOTHER FUCKING TRYYYYYYYYYYY.

 >>/4080/
How's 9th grade treating you?
Imagine watching a motivational video and imagining people in holes can just "will" themselves not to be there.
Realize this, if you were in any other persons shoes - you'd be exactly like them.

 >>/4080/
Why try if the fruits of my labor are things I don't want and I know won't make me happy? I will continue to collect schizoBUX thank you very much.

These things I'll be until I die

 >>/4625/
It's irrelevant if the thing that spurs you into action is lame - you gotta do something.

I'll grant you that anon's response was cringe but willpower is literally the only way you can better yourself. He wasn't suggesting that you pull it out of your ass either; you build it up by trying things. You can fuck off with that 9th grader shit you pussy.

 >>/4677/
how did you obtain schizobucks?

 >>/4677/
How much do you get each month?

 >>/4805/
the max amount of money a single person can get from neetbux is like 800 a month

Just kill yourself

I have no problem "getting" women, I have fairly average looks and I'm overflowing with confidence. Problem is, I cant find a woman I actually like.
Not only are women not very interesting to be around in general, but they almost always come with horrible attitudes and bad habits. On top of that, they're demanding while not having very good looks themselves. 3s thinking they're 7s, shit like that.
Even casual sex with women seems like way too much effort when I can just sit at home and bust a nut with a 100% success rate.
What do?

 >>/4800/
Go to a therapist and say you want to kill yourself, get hospitalized, then apply for bux. Works every time

It's over.

Tfw no gf

> be me, college student
> no friends, hate my work, hate my industry, hate the country, hate being an incel. Decide to drop out
> losing my mind so in a moment of desperation I try to make friends on r9k
> end up meeting girl and we hit it off
> she ends up asking me out
> first time I ever had a gf so I don't know how to handle it
> she e-cheats on me by looking for findom simps on soc
> I confront her and she gaslights me saying I did something wrong by noticing her posts
> we make up and make plans for future
> I want to meet up
> she ghosts me a week before Christmas
> look into her further and find out she is a semi-notorious e-girl
> many people I talk to claim to have known her and had similar experiences
> foolishly get back in contact with her
> she claims to be dating some guy irl now
> I behave pathetically and irrationally
> one day she ghosts me after we get in an argument over nonsense
> keep my composure and don't get back in contact
> keep tabs on her to see what she is up to
> she becomes full blown cyber whore and even has her nudes leak
> I remain comfy neet
Idk. I feel bad about everything that happened but I never had any control. I just wish I wasn't such a creep and could forget about her.

 >>/14111/
Both of you were too unhealthy for a relationship. It’s good that it ended when it did. Sorry to hear your first relationship experience was so shit anon. Better to wait and find an irl girl somehow or one nearby at least. Internet relationships are breeding grounds for crazy

 >>/14113/
I don't meet people irl anymore. I should go to church but I live in the woods and don't own a car.

> be me

> born in a shithole

> single raised by my mom

> poor as fuck

> random youtube video appeears

> ching chong language title + suneung

> me: wtf is this?

> click it

> poor and hardworking students grinding everyday makes me feel like shit

> decide to follow their path

> get a job cleaning big turds

> get into university

> stop jerking off

> kaya and audrey leave

> stop orbiting

> life is good again


its so easy bros, just get a job and study something. its not like you are being gatekeeped for trying.

> but im sad because no women love me :(


lmao retard just start with the greeks and read the bible, psychology, therapists, women (not my mom)and wanting normalfag atention are a fucking joke. Remember to not go full incel otherwise you may became a faggot or even worse, became a shooter.

> personal advice


delete discord, twitter and facebook. if you dont feel like sleeping read a book. "a book" means Plato or aristotle, dont read books that are not made for you like german idealism or french existencialism. if you end up reading them before reading the greeks you may go full tranny because MED BVLL shield is not protecting you.

God bless you anon, WAGMI.

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 >>/14117/
> no gf, no money, no hope, but at least I can work for Mr. Shekelstein
Blue pilled slave mentality

 >>/14117/
> get a job cleaning big turds

I'm desperate for a job and even I wouldn't accept that

 >>/4080/
> If your life sucks, it's your fault and your problem. Nobody else's but your own. Stop blaming your problems on other people.
There are people out there who genuinly have been dealt a shit card and are permanently damaged. Either because they were born that way or because they've been "made" that way.

But if you're specifically talking about incels and the other lot that is frequenting this board and has been depressed for years? Yeah, you are correct.

 >>/14117/
you don't really sound like someone who has been studying a lot. or maybe you just studied random shit without any actual interest and consideration.

> dropped out of high school because depressed with family problems, no friends, failure
> worked third shift at a walmart in bumfuck nowhere
> got addicted to weed because i was so bored and it was something to do all day and night
> nothing to live for
> orbiting threads start popping up like crazy on r9k
> find the girls qt, post for lulz out of boredom
> end up getting kind of attached to a couple of the girls even though i never spoke to them
> join sheep village, don't talk much but catch up on the girls posts every day like the morning paper
> start daydreaming about the girls all the time to entertain myself and feel less lonely
> they consume my thoughts, can't go an hour without thinking of them, i start to genuinely believe i might have a chance someday even though ive never once spoken to any of them and barely know who they are
> daydreams become more real to me than the girls themselves
> their posts and posts about them start fucking me up because they contradict with my daydream version of them, i get pissed off and start making hate threads, spamming nasty shit on halfchan, making up stories about the girls. some of these stories still circulate as truth even though i completely fabricated them (i stopped doing this a couple years ago)
> realize i'm doing something wrong, im hurting others and myself with this, i stop posting and lurking, then i get sucked back in soon after

I've been in therapy for a while and it's helping a lot. Becoming self aware of these patterns and why im like this is key I guess. I dont wanna be this way.

 >>/14165/
There was no reason to wait an entire year to reply that.

 >>/24792/
Not him, but that was posted within the span of a day.

 >>/24788/
who are the girls you smeared?

 >>/24788/
You're just a cuck. It's funny as FUCK pretending to be e-girls and spreading fake gossip. I'll NEVER stop. It's sooo easy and sooo much fun to ruin these stupid bitches and fuck with you dumbass moids.

Btw KILL YOURSELVES!

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 >>/25834/
> moids
kys tranny

 >>/25836/
Proving my point that you're all tards. Go back to cooming.

 >>/25892/
then why do you talk and behave like a tranny?
assuming that you are an XX woman and that there is no thread about you on this board, why are you here? why are you wasting your precious time with lonely autists beyond hope when you could be having a nice time with plenty of interesting and normal men?

thinking that you were a troon was statistically the safest option, because it's difficult to inagine that such a sad and pathetic female could exist.

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I'm 25 and I have never kissed a girl.

 >>/26287/
25yo KV here. You're not alone bro.

 >>/25910/
Don't you dare reply to me, filth.

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 >>/26680/

@26683
Lol that's what you rub your micropenis to?

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is summer the worst season for people like us? 
everywhere i go there are couples and people looking happy. i want to die

 >>/3912/
> be me
> no skills, no money, living in mom's basement
> looked everywhere for a job
> nobody will hire a person with no ambition or skills
> no money to take girls out on dates or buy soap for a shower
> foreveralone.jpg

 >>/30007/
Never pay for women's dates, only for your own meal.

 >>/29467/
I like to tell myself that the men and women I see together could just be siblings and it makes me feel better for a second.

 >>/30017/
I've literally given my entire tugboat to e-girls before. I'm sick of being treated like trash after giving everything to a girl

I went from MMO neet-wizard to having a girlfriend, moving cross country and getting a job one year after a brief lapse of sanity.

It was godawful and I shudder to think of the time I spent playing normie.

 >>/37693/
I'm confused by your post. Have you ascended or not? And why are you  still here?

 >>/37693/
Go on, elaborate on why it was bad.

 >>/37694/
 >>/37696/

I successfully pretended to be normal for about 18 months. It was dreadful and far worse than any other thing I've had to deal with, even though I've had my own money and basement to live in for quite awhile. All the pussy in the world couldn't get me to do it again.

Women are awful. Modern western civilization is awful. Working for Mr.Shekelstein at $15/hr so he makes $1500/hr is existential-dread tier.

 >>/41592/
And to reiterate, I didn't get fired - I packed up and fucking quit one day.

 >>/41592/
I know what you mean, friend. Maybe not to the same extend as you, but still. I'm not sure if it's good or bad, but I've been living in "bare minimum" mode for a while now, and I can't complain, though I don't really care about excessive riches. I recommend looking into passive income, minimalism, and ways you can "minmax" your income\expenses.
And importantly, never fully close yourself off from others, including women. You can dislike their actions and behaviors, but mentally closing yourself off isn't worth it. Keep the door open.

 >>/41594/
The biggest problem was I got along better with her mother and cat than her. She was jealous because her own mother and cat liked me better.

lol

I know you're right, though it ain't easy anyway.

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stopped going to work. will try to neet it. need to find a cheaper place to live, and learn to make better $ food choices.

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 >>/3912/
> divorced parents
> live with single mother in absolute squalor (she's a hoarder)
> mom openly admits she originally intended to abort me
> sexually molested in kindergarten
> bullied by my peers and teachers all my life due to weak, fragile and naive personality
> only ever had a few friends, but they all stopped talking to me
> always quiet in any social situation
> never had a gf in my life (girls used to be interested in me but I repelled them with autistic behavior)
> only ever had sex once with a prostitute, felt nothing
> barely made it through high school
> failed university
> never had a job (except 1 year of civil service)
> no money
> no useful skills and incapable of studying
> most of my life has been spent in front of a computer or fantasizing about imaginary scenarios
> constantly alternating between apathy and despair
> will soon be 28 
> looks, my only quality are fading away due to hair loss
I'm so tired. My life ended before it could even start.
At this point it's clear that my only fate is to drown in the filth of this shit house and either go insane or kill myself once I fully run out of copium.
Picrel is my self portrait.

 >>/41837/
These are adorable.

 >>/41837/
> Food $200
> Data $150
> Rent $800
> Dolls $3,600
> Utility $150
someone who is good at the economy please help me budget this. my family is dying

 >>/41844/
sell your dolls retard

 >>/41847/
no

 >>/41844/
dude your dolls are higher maintenance than a real woman lol

 >>/41843/
Nowhere in your post do you mention art. You're a good artist. You should try to get a job involving creativity, like volunteering with kids in an afterschool program where you can draw and do crafts with them, or maybe apply to a bakery, something like that. Wageslaving isn't the meaning or purpose of life but it will give you a reason to go out and take care of yourself, and you will even make friends and learn things in the process. I wish you luck. It is never over.

 >>/41847/
I dread the thought of selling them.
 >>/41860/
they sit in a bookcase, I feel bad I have neglected them.

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god i love beer

 >>/41946/
Alcohol is medicine for modern civilization

 >>/3912/
> be me
> browse r9k on and off for about 10 years
> Roz is the only egirl I like

> Fast forward to this year
> I swore to never go on 4chan ever again after finally realizing how stupid all of it is
> still come to this board every once in a while to check on the Roz thread
> I still like her and I wanna know what's she's up to nowadays

> Yesterday, I saw the recent posts of people saying she's dead
> can't find anything about it on google
> I swore by my life to never go on 4chan again so I can't check it myself
> my favorite egirl is dead 
> don't know how what when or why
> she's dead and she will never be with us again

I'm legit sad

I'm seeing my female classmates from high school starting to have kids, and it's kinda hitting me how sex is a real thing that people have, and have been having for the past 10+ years now. Like holy shit they were naked together having sex and some dude really came inside these chicks. Meanwhile I'm a KHHHV.

 >>/42053/
> Like holy shit they were naked together having sex and some dude really came inside these chicks. Meanwhile I'm a KHHHV.
Dude, it's useless to dwell on these things. Sex without passion is worse than sticking your dick into a sand bucket. You'll never be a girl's erotic dream. You're not that guy, I'm not that guy.

If you have enough money, you need to go find some young prostitute ASAP and tell her that you want a fucking deepthroat blowjob, and you want her to look you in the eye as she swallows your cum. It will help, trust me.

Just remember that people like us will never get this kind of service from a relationshit.

 >>/42057/
> You're not that guy, I'm not that guy

 >>/42057/
> You're not that guy, I'm not that guy.
I've been that guy many times, it's not hard. The problem is that I always fumbled it.

I want a chubby gf so bad you guys have no idea

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 >>/42180/
NEED NEED NEED NEED NEED NEED NEED NEED NEED

> placed in shit-hole country

> have a master degree in cs and some non-degrade hobbies

> have a half-time job that pays for rent and covers basic needs

> had been 29yo virgin, but finded gf that cute and make my life somehow better, but feelings are shredded and anhedonic mindstate doesn't leave me out even when she is attending me (long distance relationships)

> in this particular year my lovable cat passed away and my father diagnosed with stage 4 cancer, now he didn't speak and metastases started to grow after surgery 

> stopped smoking weed after episode when ER come up for my father life threatening status and they did everything to leave us without actual help - weed is not the case, but now I don't want to dream myself away in any way


life is good man

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caffeine seems to help more than other things. cheap instant coffee. problem is drinking too much and getting very anxious

 >>/42202/
Sorry about your cat and your dad man. I hope your dad gets better.
 >>/42219/
Consider lower doses of coffee, like microdosing.

 >>/42219/
Drink tea nigga it has calming compounds that take the tweak off of caffeine

 >>/42227/
To add to this, make sure the tea you're drinking doesn't contain caffeine lol

 >>/42158/
> I've been that guy many times, it's not hard.
lol, yea, right, buddy. And that's why you're a 30 y/o virgin posting on this board. Bcs it's not that hard, lmao.

I dunno why did I even try to help your dumb ass. Keep huffing that copium, it's not like I give a fuck.

Blackpill is Eternal.

 >>/42236/
No I meant that tea with caffeine aka the only actual tea has the good parts of caffeine with none of the bad parts. I’m not talking about chamomile or lavender i’m talking about tea leaf. You can still sleep after drinking tea, that’s how chill the stuff in it is even with caffeine still in the picture

It's okay fellow nigger stop crying

im a schizo fagboy

Im a disgusting subhuman neet. Everything about me is disgusting and im not exaggerating in the slightest like alot of attentionwhores do. My life is utter shit and i dont have anything to live for. I've thought about just trying to become rich and thinner but then i remember that i will never have a fembot girlfriend and then there would be no reason for me to improve in life.

yeah im a neet too,, im gross and aawful to be around but i do have a boyfriend somehow. however i jsut spend all day on here looking at girls. i want to be worshipped too. but alas.

Hi Glowniggers. I hope you have a good day trying to justify your salary.

i jerked off so aggressively, with cramped up arm, that my shoulder hurts so bad i think i injured it

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I'm basically a "normalfag" who's been frequenting 4chan for about 5 years. I found the site because I liked horror stuff and I had a curiosity for gore as a 40-year-old woman. The funny thing is that from joke to joke I realized that most, if not all, people see things with rose-colored glasses and get edgy when they don't.
I started enjoying rekt and gore, but indirectly all my optimism was shattered, so now I only watch it occasionally. Without irony, the teenagers are right. Nothing matters, the world always was and will be the most unredeemable shit imaginable, but at least everyone will die, so I guess there is a light in all this. I didn't even know what an orbiter was yesterday, I'm only here because I got banned from 4chan and, no, I'm not rebooting my router or whatever.

 >>/65533/
gore triggers me, but i have a mostly suppressed obsession with videos of (attractive) females being beheaded.

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 >>/65533/
> tfw mom has more eliza rares than you

Women don't like fit men because of attraction.  They like fit men because it means you're a good slave.  You work so hard she might be able to just suck you off once during the ten minutes at home you aren't eating or shitting!  Hell she could stand to suck you off in the middle of the fattest shit of your life if you slave that hard!

This revelation has lead me to hate muscles