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I am more fortunate than most people honestly and for now, things are pretty much back to normal with some unexpected expenses that needed to be paid off this year. I still suffer from alcoholism and depression, although at least I'm only a night time drinker. I try my best to limit my curiosity of "happenings" and news. It does no good for my psyche or mental health. I am focusing more on how to better my own life while I still have that luxury. As for faith I only have faith in knowing this life doesn't last forever, my bad habits have caught up with me and I'm getting weaker as time goes on. It is amazing to see some 80+ year olds today that are still live and kicking in far better health than I am in. I assume it's the alcohol abuse over the years. Overall though, I am thankful, I know people who had it far, far worse than I do, some who are now homeless and/or no longer alive, some who took their own lives too. Life hasn't been too bad to me and that I am thankful for.