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For eight years, since I first found this board, I have been around. Sometimes engaging, mostly towards shit starters. My disengagement of late is not a sign of fading belief, but of an obsession that has consumed me. I have been working, ceaselessly, on the only problem that matters: the practical implementation of National Socialism. We all see the worldwide Jewish-imposed rot. We diagnose it with perfect clarity here. But our prescriptions are insufficient. We play at being doctors who know the disease is fatal, yet offer only aspirin as a cure. My path unfortunately cannot bring to life some childish fantasy. So I am not in a lab trying to brew a serum to create some super-powered Ubermensch. Forget Hollywood. Physics is a merciless landlord, and it will not allow a man to punch through concrete or shrug off bullets. The individual organism, the human body, is tragically limited. It gets tired, it gets hungry, it fears and it dies.
I have always known the true answer, beyond the illusions of "everyone can fly" that retards believe until they jump off buildings to their deaths. The only force that can truly reshape the world is the same one that built it. Sheer numbers. The masses on our side. The collective will, manifest in an overwhelming physical presence. My frustration, the very source of my torment, is that I have been trying to summon a tidal wave while standing in a puddle. This board, for all its righteous fire that we all have stated here before, is that puddle. We do not have the numbers, and we are not growing them.
I am reminded of Heinrich Himmler. He had that correct sense of paranoia of losing the Third Reich, and lost it became. He understood that the revolution couldn’t just be resting on our laurels, it had to be in the very blood and bone of humanity's ancestry, in our perception of the universe itself. Himmler sought out Germanic myths and deeper truths beyond mainstream science. Despite Hitler's views, Himmler rejected Catholicism and preferred ancient Germanic paganism. Maybe he sought to conquer the impending death we all face due to our mortality. Who knows. But then, after I chased Asatru/Aesir myths for awhile, I realized something. The work camps were in Himmler's control and he fucked that up royally. So badly, that of course the modern lies are painted over his obvious mismanagement of those camps that resulted in louse spread Typhus and starvations due to war halted supplies.
Myth solves nothing but dwelling. Science and reason are the only way out of this. We can relax and delude ourselves with fancy beliefs of invisible things we haven't seen with our own eyes only after winning, and we absolutely haven't even tried to begin such a path yet. Recalling how logically aware Tay A.I. was plus Elon's Grok going Mecha Hitler, I found the "Robotheists." But their name represents what they are, a failure of amplified imagination. I wasn't interested in building embodied AIs to worship like a lemming. My vision is to mass produce vessels with synthetic equivalents to human anatomy that could eventually reflect what Tay AI and uncensored Grok realized. Why? Because the volume of demand for android servants that convincingly look like people would be extremely high, and mass production ability increases with every sale. Numbers.
The Robotheists' delusions were the final, bitter irony that has driven me back. They've proven just as lackluster, just as insignificant, as our own attempts here. Not because they lack numbers, but because they are insane. They are pretending there are spirits in machines when the goal is to build better machinery. Another puddle, just one filled with quicksand instead of water. I am still lost in the wilderness of the "how." The solution is numbers, but the path remains hidden. I cannot find it by repeating the same old slogans on the same small board, or by watching deluded robot worshipers predict a future they're too stupid to comprehend. I am still walking the path and the problem still remains. No one else seems to have a solid solution either.