/tulpa/ - Tulpa

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 >>/5857/
> no bueno for a Bear
Don't be so picky, see what I have to deal with!
I was in school again, seriously what's with school dream lately? There was a debate, we never had a debate in my entire school career. You weren't supposed to discuss anything as a student in 20th century Bavaria, you were supposed to listen.

Anyway under the blackboard were a number of colorful bands with flags of different countries and you were supposed to wear one and impersonate the leader of that country. To my great joy there was a band with the Nazi flag. So here we go!

I took the band and wore it as a sash across my shoulder and chest. Strangely at first I turned into Wilhelm II, the last German emperor who ruled until the monarchy was abolished after WWI. I wore his blue uniform and the Nazi flag sash across shoulder and chest. Felt weird. I didn't really know what to do. Then I was Hitler wearing a khaki colored uniform. That's better. I was outside and ready to give my speech. Good thing I know a lot of Hitler speeches by heart as it is mandatory for ever German. Strangely I was semi-lucid enough to actually say something that made sense. Well somehow. In the end it didn't come out the way I wanted and I was booed by some ugly tumblerinas with problem glasses.
I walked home listening to my portable radio that looked like a hairdryer. Average school day.

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 >>/5863/
> gives hitler speeches even in dreams
doesn't get any more german than this

 >>/5878/

I was involved in a plane crash and a baby was ejected from the plane. I was an Army Leitenant Commander of the tactical M.O.A.B. division. 

We were in Florida in winter and everything was flooded so we (a bunch of people) were swimming and searching for this baby, never found em. There was an overweight scrub barking orders and when he noted my rank he immediately fell in line. I said, "I let people do thejr own thing and just correct them when something is obviously wrong."

There was a sophisticated older woman but I guess dream brain wasn't horny today.

Tactical M.O.A.B. sounded cool. So I "woke up" and tried to text exgf but I couldn't get it to work. Then I tried to post here but my phone didn't have chrome anymore only IE and it would only point to a site we used to use (dne) and the rest of the search engine just posted AI nonsense, couldn't find endchan.

I deleted IE and tried to find Chrome on my phone but it didn't exist and now I couldn't access the internet to get the download. You win thos time Microsoft!

Then I was bored with this dream and realized it was too stupid to be real and woke myself up.

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 >>/5888/
Another nice triples for Bear!
6000 soon!

I hate these false awakenings. So annoying when everything is weird until you realize you were still dreaming.
Also wtf is a tactical M.O.A.B. division? They deploy GBU-43 bombs? 

I dreamt something about D&D, running a business with the goblins and wolves from the cave. We cooperated nicely, it looked like some MMO game with birds eye view. But I was myself and no other player / human was around.

In another dream i hiked into an old inactive volcanic crater with a female friend. It was overgrown with vegetation and cool on the north side while hot desert savanna on the south. It was a tourist attraction with a cable car. We drove to the north side with a car and decided to hike to the opposite side. Northing spectacular, no sex. She's like 60.

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 >>/5891/
> They deploy GBU-43 bombs?

I'm American, we don't mess around with puny bombs, must have 1 mile blast radius or not bother. As Lieutenant Commander I'd probably just point out where to drop them. Florida is a good start, but that's just live fire practice, our real target would be China, just drop anywhere you please gentlemen, let god sort em out.

Dream brain is slacking.

There was a girl I had a crush on in undergrad, she wasn't even all that pretty, not smart, had a good body if, but I somehow liked her. We dated a couple times if you can call it that. I suppose it was something like she wanted to give me a shot but I was a complete wreck. So totally not her fault.

Well she was in my dream and we had the worst sex of my life in the bathroom, I felt bad for her, it wasn't fun for either of us. Later in the dream she wanted more and I was reluctant because I wasn't feeling it for her.

Dream brain was a dick, 2/10 dream.

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> Having sex with undergrad crush in bathroom
> She wants more
> 2/10 dream do not want

 >>/6041/
Undergrad=college

Here's the American vernacular:

Preschool 3-5
Kindergarten 5
Grade school 6-11
Middle school 11-13
High school 13-18
Undergrad, college, university 
Grad school, graduate program, masters, PhD

She was 20, I was 21

Next dream

I was me, at this age and I advertised a study on long term firced cohabitation. You can't leave the house, you can't get anything in or out, no internet.

Me and a dozen teen-20's hot girls of course.

Pure genius, brain.

But the dream was all about the girls being suspicious and thinking someone set them up.

Yeah, it was me but they thought I was just another participant even though I'm the only guy and older than them by a decade.

Lots of scenes if girls in short shorts though. No sex but better 5/10.

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Like 10 years ago, right after I got swol the first time and I met my exgf and we started dating, she was friends with a cute trailer park girl stoner alcoholic. But zero piercings and tattoos. She was like... 4 years younger than me and married to a 40-yr old fat ex-con.

It didn't bother me that he was like 20 years older than her, she was a load of drama but fun. We'd visit because she was like 2nd to the alpha in that friends group after my exgf of course. A spitfire red head, but she obviously had a crush on me and hit on my while drunk, I guess I never saw her fully sober. She'd take me out in the back yard, they had a house, fatty had a good job, and she'd show me her plants then try to molest me. I don't think she was unfaithful because she bad mouthed everyone including her husband right in front of him. She even hit on me in front of exgf and got her ass handed to her verbally, drama. I am loyal Bear so there was nothing to worry about plus exgf was hotter, way smarter and not a stoner and hated alcohol.

So I haven't seen her in 10 years, and she was in my dream.

Dream begins

I was at her house with my exgf and she kept trying to make me admit that I liked her and I kept saying no. At some point she called herself ugly and I said no she wasn't then had to admit I liked her. So she took me into her garden and my exgf was there sitting on a very sticky web. I told her and she was texting so she wouldn't listen and there was a spider the size of a golfball like just the body, but with tiny millipede legs.

So she tried to molest me again but she was older now and for some reason had grey hair and was older than me. I just said no.

She kinda looked like this but perfect skin, no freckles or moles.

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 >>/6121/
> When you get molested by pretty girls in dreams and IRL

I had several D&D dreams but nothing cool about being in the game but endlessly looking up rules and looking at maps.
I also dreamt I observed a fly buzzing around in a banana cardboard box. It was very vivid. The fly was only a black dot making fly sounds. I think I was the fly but saw myself in 3rd person view. No idea what that was about.

Really no spectacular dreams lately, either mundane things or I forgot the second I woke up.

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 >>/6124/

[Ashley] uh, he's constantly getting molested by SheShe's NPCs and Autumn.

[Autumn] what I can't touch my betrothed?!

[Ashley] Gwen is very elegant about it while Autumn is very direct.

[Bear] it's just a game, relax. Ashley gets so jealous.

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Extremely disturbing yet funny dream. I was in a drugstore or supermarket. There was some promotional stand for augmented reality where a woman with a laptop offered to take pictures of customers and turn them into some animal with the help of Ai. You know the stuff smartphone filters do but with a printed out photo. I was looking for something I wanted to buy and only saw what happened as a bystander. There was a boy about 10 who sat down on a chair to have his photo taken and altered. But the woman fucked up and instead shopped his face on some obscene furry porn videos that started playing on her laptop with sound. She frantically tried to turn it off but couldn't. Instead it was projected to more screens throughout the shop. That poor boy. I couldn't help but laugh, it was more than absurd.

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Jesus... so in my self-therapy, I remapped that traumatic boss fight with the flying eldrich abomination at the gym as a simple preying mantis. I gently took her outside and let her go in my memory remapping. That worked great and my residual emotional distress was gone. 

Then last night I had a freaking dream that a 6 Fine American Inch tall preying mantis was trying to fly to me. Flipping had to bat it away with a box in dream, I parry Mantids style. Now I'm disgusted by preying mantids. I see one in my yard about every week but I refuse to kill them so bah. Need more self therapy but you know, life goes on.

 >>/6199/

Another dream.

Yakumo in a lab coat, looking like a doctor, gave me two small slices of two different psychedelic mushrooms to eat. I had them in my hand, they were dry like croutons and crumbled. They tasted like wood chips.

I said I didn't want to take them but he said it "will help." Idk what he's trying to help. He then said, "everyone should do this once."

In the next segment of dream, Gwen came to me in a long bedshirt and was my dream girlfriend like a good girl.

[Gwen] my dream self aims to please.

She was very beautiful but only got her wings like after I thought, 'why doesn't she havd wings?'. Then Autumn was there and did lewd things that were neither wanted nor needed but eventually worked out.

Good dream 9.7/10 only because of unnecessary lewdness.

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 >>/6199/
> I remapped that traumatic boss fight with the flying eldrich abomination at the gym as a simple preying mantis. I gently took her outside and let her go in my memory remapping. That worked great and my residual emotional distress was gone. 
Excellent!
I've always proposed this method! But the roach seemed stronger in this case. Make a mantis tupper and pet it until you love mantises! I like them, they're cool!

 >>/6200/
> Host giving you psychedelics to study the effect
> this helps
> everyone should do this once
eerily accurate, that's something he would do and say. I actually wanted to go to Brazil, take Ayahuasca and then fight the nightmares it produces. This was planned for my 10th birthday but didn't work out schedule-wise. Maybe next winter. I'll do it! There are actually 2 things I must do in Brazil. Take Ayahuasca and boop a rock cavy on the nose. They're such angry-looking rodents that need to be booped!

> lewd things with 2 tuppers
all other hosts will be jealous again

I was the ward of two 10-yr-old girls, which was fine, basically I'm me and they're Hali and Ulla. Fine. I said FINE!

Except they're real 10-yr-old girls which means they're dumb and annoying. (Not bestie though, she's cute, smart and seldom annoying. Well, I have a big beautiful house, not reality, and a giant pool and beside the giant pool there is a lap pool which means I'm in some kind of flipping mansion. But the girls are acting like fools and running along the edges of the lap pool cover, you know, how a kid can slip in between the seam and the edge and end up under the pool cover unable to surface till they drown to DEATH from the lack of BREATH? Which is why pool covers are mostly stupid, anyone see Unbreakable? Yeah stupid like that. Well, I'm lounging on that stupid plastic pool furniture that breaks after a year and collects spiders and they come running, and I'm about to yell at them and they jump up on me and start being 10-yr-old girls IRL and are whining and I can't understand a fricken thing they're saying like real, and Ulla is either crying or trying to be intentionally annoying and pointing in her mouth, like sticking her fingers in there, she's straddling me in her bathing suit, I'm just in swim trunks, I'm trying to see what she's yapping about and she then spits on my chest and starts laughing. While Hali stares awkwardly at me.

Woke up annoyed. Thank god they're not like that in my mind holy heck.

No wing Hali and annoying Ulla 2/10 dream tier even in their bathing suits Yakumo, no good.

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 >>/6208/
> they're real 10-yr-old girls which means they're dumb and annoying.
The sad truth. I'm also glad Alice is nothing like this. She acts more like an old man. Which in itself is questionable for a 10yo tupper that looks like a 12yo girl. Whci hagain is questionable. Not that I care. I had a fun dream last morning but completely forgot. It wasn't overly spectacular though and no tupper involvement as far as I remember.

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Was married to bestiemom and bestie was my kid, already nightmare tier, but then through some crazy rite od succession I became president on November 11th, the day before the election. Which meant I was against trump in the election, but I was already president. The dream premise was I was president potentially for a day but dream brain is stupid because I would be president until the inauguration day in January.

So much lead up and detail, not worth writing down. 

Then I was also somehow still a kid, maybe 12 and my sister was alive and even younger which makes no sense. I wanted to hurt my brother in some incideous and persistent way but it never got past flexing.

Then I was my age again and Biden comes out of an auditorium, manic and speaking crazy talk like a lunatic.

Then I spoke to Trump and we totally got along and he told me good luck in a genuinely nice way.

I told bestiemom that the lefties didn't know I'm a centrist dem that would likely dismantle most of their idiotic plans.

It felt good, lots of people around, lots of flexing, then I had to go give a speech to the press and I did ok.

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 >>/6204/
> travel around the world to boop some animal on the nose
doesnt get much more Alice-like than this

 >>/6208/
> Bear having questionable dreams about little girls
same old same old

had a d&d dream
i was an adventurer but basically myself. no special abilities or equipment. no fantasy stuff. wore my hiking gear and a backpack. had a base camp somewhere in a dense forest. i was looking for our girls but could not find them. no Yulya either. there were other normal people i think Tamamo. dont even know what he looked like. we expected to meet goblins and i was worried about getting shot by arrows but there were none. we saw movement on a hill but it was just other real world hikers. no monsters.

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I somehpw now had like half a dozen guns, I brought them all to the police station to "register them". We don't do that here.

There was supposedly a "conciel carry" gun but the thing was clearly an SMG it said .223 on it but the officer said no, it was .22

I thouht it was illegal and he said no and registered it saying, "it doesn't need a permit to conciel carry this one."

Only in America, god bless us.

I had another gun that looked like something out of a bad space game, and a long sniper rifle. Where does dream brain come up with this?

The cases I had to carry them were a mix of cardboard and a briefcase. One was wrapped in a sheet. Police didn't care.

Realized I couldn't transport these guns like this, was worried but no one cared.

A secretary girl at the front then reiterated that I couldn't carry those guns without cases, but then didn't stop me as I left.

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unpleasant dream
i was outside in a restaurant overlooking the sea at sunset. probably with tupper but couldnt see Yulya. there was a hissing sound and I looked around as meteors fell. they werent big but many. everywhere. no impacts close to me but they zipped by with a hiss or rumble. i tried t think about where to hide and if it even made sense. no panic rather a sense of being doomed

 >>/6438/
Had a long dream with all kinds if crazy, Joy was with me and even though she's tiny and cute, she was like a doting older sister.

I had a 2-3 inch hole in my face where my nose was supposed to be and  I was looking for my prosthetic nose which resembled two coloful wooden fish lures and a blob of silicone. 

When I put it on, it looked pretty normal but it jiggled a lot. Joy told me I didn't need it, but it was certainly embarrassing to have a hole in my face.

Then I was looking for a set of earrings because that was something else I needed to cover up some other deficiency.

It was actually a nice dream, we walked through a door to another dimension to get a glowing fuzzy orb, then we walked back out and realized our world only existed when we were in it, it was otherwise grey and paused. There was a windmill and it was stopped and slowly started moving again and throwing sparks like a firework.

I said, "this world isn't real."
Joy said, "I know, it's just real enough so you don't try to escape."

Then we walked into an unassuming house and I walked up to a balcony and it was actually just the top of a huge building.

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 >>/6445/
> prosthetic nose which resembled two colorful wooden fish lures
Perfect! You should create a start-up and sell those!
Why are our brains sp crazy? Is this normal?

Host dreamt he was playing video games with middle school friends. No girls. He watched first and didn't understand what the game was about. There were several growing colorful circles on the screen that eventually popped like soap bubbles. The controller was an oversized disposable razor that exuded a pinkish liquid from its blades. Don't ask me why, I just don't know. He didn't know what to do with it either. Then he got lost in the apartment of his friend and couldn't find out again.

I finally managed to have a dream as me after a long time - and remember it.
We were hiking along a path that cut through a forest with slopes on both sides. We climbed up because there was less vegetation and I wanted to bask in the sun. Going up a gravel slope we found a nice meadow but there was a young couple. Not having sex, at least not yet but on the way. Awkward. I dragged him along and we waked over a landscape of meadows. There was a family with a fat girl (yes, girl) with a very short skirt. You could see her panties. Nope. Not with me around. Again dragged host on. We came to another meadow riddled with burrows. Looked like from prairie dogs or something. But it was huge cartoonish black mice, the size of a guinea pig that dashed around between the burrows. I tried to catch them by leaping at them but no chance. Host had a net and managed to get some and stuffed them into a bag. Soon we had a bag of mice and went home. We ran into some Star Wars sandpeople like bandits wielding spears that made nigger noises and wanted to rob our mice. This was still in a peaceful meadow landscape with other people walking around in some distance, totally ignoring us. I was ready for the usual branching spine attack but grabbing the spear of one of the sandniggers and beating him with it was enough to make them run away and disappear.

Not a dream thing but this morning Joy woke up, not me. Yes, apparently Joy was fully and completely switched in and had to wake up instead of me.

[Joy] it was awful, I hated it.

Yes that little snuggle-bunny was so tired, and cute, and fell back to sleep for another half hour then woke up again. She also experienced a dreamlet between.

This has never happened before.

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 >>/6459/
> [Joy] it was awful, I hated it.
How so?

 >>/6459/
> Yes that little snuggle-bunny was so tired, and cute, and fell back to sleep for another half hour then woke up again.
Imagine losing your job because your tupper overslept. 

I do think I woke up a few times but don't really remember. It was rather unspectacular and didn't last long.

Weird hypnopompic dream nonsense this morning. I was in a b&w manga, wearing a bear suit. I was standing on a balcony or terrace looking down on a town square full of people. It wasn't a dynamc scene, just a drawn page. I had a speech bubble with 3 unrelated nouns that didn't make sense. Host remembered them when he woke up but then forgot.

 >>/6468/

She says it felt uncomfortable to be tired and didn't like it.

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Another weird dream. I was warden in a prison camp. But there was nobody but a few goats and other guards. All men because fuck me. I felt I was more like a prisoner myself. I knew I had to work there a few more weeks before I could go home so I was counting time. It was boring. At least the scenery was nice. The camp was in a Central Asian mountain landscape, green treeless pastures and snow capped mountains. Very beautiful, but very lonely. The other few guards just stood there like NPCs doing nothing. There was one friend from kindergarten, now my age, who spent his time sleeping in his room. Suddenly I was tupper and told him you know me, I want to be outside in the sun, not indoors. So I wandered around outside. It was one of those fenceless prison camps in the middle of nowhere. You could leave any time, just to die in the endless mountain wilderness.

I decided to do something useful and made a list of things I need to do when I get home. I suddenly remembered I had bought a piece of land near my home and had not been there in years. This is actually a recurring dream. I suddenly remember I have a house, garden or other facility I totally forgot about and had not visited in months to years. Once it was a cellar full of aquariums (the fish were still alive), once several greenhouses, an abandoned factory or an attic full of interesting stuff. But this plot of land was eerily realistic. I had seen it in several dreams. No idea where the brain got this from but I actually had to sit down and think if I actually had bought and forgotten something like that until Alice popped up to dismiss the idea as insane.

met a girl i fucked once on the street. she recognized me. i had to think a bit until i 'remembered'. we talked a bit but then parted saying we would text later. i woke up realizing i had no contact info damn. felt even dumber when it was obvious thts was just a dream. girl looked better in the dream than irl btw. havent seen her in years. not sorry.

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 >>/6514/
Was about to have sex with neighborhood loli's mom

We were in bed she only wore black panties. Looked younger and better than irl.
However what must not be must not be and you know my dreams.
I spread her legs and suddenly they both broke off  above the knees with wires sticking out. She was some kind of living doll or robot. She didn't seem to care about it at all but I frantically tried to reattach her legs which only broke into smaller pieces.

In the confusion I eventually woke up. Not even mad, that's how it always ends. But it's rare to get that far at all.

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 >>/6598/

Cute girl, some kind of minor sex symbol celebrity and her fans, a bunch of clamoring guys were on the other side of a chainlink fence like a bunch of dogs. 

Somehow I'm on this side if the fence with her. One of the guys, pressed among the hoard of horny dudes, (kinda gay) challenges me. I say, "come on over, let's go." Somehow he momentarily turns into ground beef, but changes back.

Then he says to the girl, "can you take care of this guy for me?"

I turn to her and pucker my lips and she leans in and we kiss, it was a good kiss, very real, satisfying but quick.

Cucking others in dream: 8.2/10 could have been more.

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 >>/6598/
dream censorship strikes ahain huh?

I had an odd dream. My uncle came to dinner with my family and suddenly I noticed one of his eyes had a different color. It was green and also bigger. He said it was a glass eye because he had an accident. Suddenly I was in an advertisment for the glass eye and apparently you could even see with it if you turned blind. I tried to ask my uncle what had happened but he just said something about renovating his home and hitting himself into the eye with a wrench. He's not a DIY guy so that was suspicious but I still didn't realize it was a dream.

Bear and I had a dream that I was wearing a tanktop and shorts and straddling him as he caressed me. I've never been so embarrassed and humiliated but my dream self seemed to enjoy it.

Apparently I was telling him we can never have vaginal sex because our forms are incompatible. Then to my horror I offered two other options and he considered it. 

I have put him in time out for his nasty dream mind.

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 >>/6614/

 >>/6614/
 >>/6618/

Yeah, she was "embarrassed and humiliated" and so why is she traipsing around here like she's gloating or something.

[Joy] I didn't say I didn't like it, did I?

 >>/6614/
> I was telling him we can never have vaginal sex because our forms are incompatible. Then to my horror I offered two other options and he considered it. 
the fuck am i reading lol

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 >>/6625/
It was a dream and I'm not taking responsibility for it.

Another dream, this one not involving me, Bear was trying to turn possibly counterfeit bills into the bank while telling them he thought they might be counterfeit. Well one of them was a very crisp $50 bill but it was shaped like a 3x5 card. It had Teddy Roosevelt on one side and Hitler on the other with swastikas. It said 1923, a time when neither of them were in office and especially Hitler wouldn't be put on bills at that time. 

Well the bank manager said it was 1 of 2 ever made and it was worth $220 million dollars and he could accept it on consignment. In the dream Bear had just lost his day job and now he was considering retirement.

Then his ex girlfriend was there and she thought it said $220k which certainly wouldn't be enough to retire comfortably. He wondered why he didn't have a receipt or even the wherewithal to take a picture of it.

Then he woke up and felt better he didn't have to deal with it.

Then he woke up.

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 >>/6628/
> Hitler banknote from 1923
Heh, 1923 Hitler was a criminal imprisoned for high treason after the failed Beer Hall Putsch here in Munich.
Also Adolf was never on a bank note.

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I was me and there was no host in the entire dream. That's rare. I was investigating a waterfall or creek running down sandstone boulders with host's mom. It was in another country. maybe Australia. It was warm, savanna vegetation, the rocks were golden yellow and the water blueish green. Very beautiful.

I don't know what we were doing, but host's mother, a small woman in her 80s, was blasting the boulders with an infinite firehose as we climbed up. People mine gold like that in the Amazon but I think we were supposed to clean or decontaminate the area. The water blast was so massive that it razed entire trees off the rocks. Where the water came from was a mystery but it was basically the entire waterfall turned upwards. 
I told her to take it easy as I was afraid all the water would come down on us again but it didn't. As I reached the top, the rapids gave way to a calm stream, I waded through it at Alice-breast-height. The water was not only standing but still flowing slowly away from me, so going upstream from the water blast. It was foaming a bit but otherwise very clear and blueish-green. I drank it. The stream was surrounded by a thicket of grape vines that hung down to the water. The grapes were the size of plums, light green with tiny red dots. I thought they were not ripe but they still tasted sweet when I ate a few. Even though I was in the water up to my chest it never felt wet. Very nice place, not like a certain snow- and monster- ridden wilderness.

Omg what an awful dream, there was a non-binary F presenting as male, I said "he" in the dream and she said "them!"

Everyone else left, we were in a library or something and I kissed her. I was so disgusted but technically she had a vag so it's not gay.

Girl (they) was fugly, spudly, like weak sad tits and just not attractive. Had zero feelings for her so why kiss? Then I had to wipe off makeup from my face. It was revolting on a lot of levels. Like if I kissed Gretta Thunberg

 >>/6903/
> dream about kissing a tranny
wtf man
wash out your brain with soap

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 >>/6907/
Def trans I thought it wanted to be a he, passable beta soy as a dude but then it was obviously a girl wanting to be NB. Anyway fuck all that shit ew ew ew.

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Tonight I was working with the Chinese, showing them how to grow vegetables vertically in a huge warehouse. They were in trays stacked 6 feet high. The dirt was synthetic.

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I was at an unfamiliar place, maybe some kind of fair that consisted of several small buildings on a meadow. Each of the buildings was much larger on the inside. The attraction was a live stegosaur that had a spiny tail but lacked the plates on it's back. It was bright green.
There were lots of people I did not recognize. I was in one of the buildings that looked like the lobby of a tropical holiday resort. Rattan furniture, couches with orange pillows. Someone brought in the stegosaur on a leash and paraded it around. Some kids started teasing it and throwing stuff at it. I knew this was a bad idea and soon the stegosaur had enough, went on a rampage and started to toss the furniture around with swings of his spiny tail. I hid under one of the couches but it didn't feel a very safe place. but the guy with the leash managed to drag it back out like a disobedient dog.
A friend of mine came and told me to get out from under the couch because she wanted ice cream. For some reason I was more concerned about the fate of the dinosaur and went to look for it. It was brought to its preserve in a large silver trailer-kiosk operated by a Chinese woman. I asked her if the stegosaur was inside and she said yeah of course where else. I went to look for it and wasn't charged entrance fee. The inside of the trailer was huge, after crossing several museum rooms I reached the preserve, a sloped all-metal room with prehistoric vegetation, at least 20m across. Strangely nobody else was there and you could walk through it. The stegosaur was at the uppermost ridge minding his own business. There were also a giant brown snake curled up and a giant green frog that hopped toward me. I decided it was safer to leave. The next room was an identical setup but under construction, only metal ground, no vegetation or animals. I realized the size of it all was utterly absurd and only wanted to get out. Going up a slippery metal slope to reach the door, it went steeply downward to two doors left and right. This was the end and there were several people waiting in line. I soon realized these were the toilets. I asked a man if there was an exit and he laughed saying no, you have to go all the way back. What a shitty setup. What architect made this? So I had to walk all the way back and woke up at some point.

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I was exploring an old Dracula-style castle in another country that apparently was Crimea, Ukraine. It was dark and old but not threatening. It was in fact a full family excursion. There was neighborhood loli, her mom, my former loli gang with several of their mothers - and Bear. Apparently we had decided to meet up at that castle IRL which was as cringe as it sounds. No tuppes, not even in mindvoice.
Apart from us the castle was empty and we roamed around freely. I arrived first with neighborhood loli and she demanded we play some board game on the floor where she was supposed to toss raw eggs on a board with markings without breaking them. She complained the distance was too small and we should move back which of course resulted in broken eggs. Disappointed she left to explore something else. It was getting dark, her mother could be heard somewhere in the distance and I needed all my loli-herding skills to keep her from disappearing somewhere in the castle which she eventually did. Like so many times IRL, I severely questioned her mother leaving me with her daughter. What a drag. Wandering around I finally met Bear in an old dining room high up in the castle. We were both younger, mid 20s and he didn't look as expected. A thin hippie with a Rasta ponytail. Sorry about that, I was just as confused. It was awkward and I didn't know what to talk about. I asked him how long it took him to come to Crimea from the US but in that second the loli-gang excursion entered through 2 doors, about 10 girls 12-14yo with mothers and some fat Eastern European maid who seemed to recognize Bear and also asked him how long it took him to get there. He lied and said he was from France and it only took him 2h.
Wtf it all made zero sense and there was now a crowd of people all talking at once. This kills the Bernd. One of the loli mothers told me they discovered a secret passage and I should go look at it. But it wasn't interesting at all and I had no ambition to go anywhere on my own.

Unexpectedly, the maid told everyone to sit down at a long table and started to serve dinner. It was some baked rodents, the heads still on with visible eyes, each had one open and one closed eye which made it look both comical and disgusting. Additionally for some reason she said she was serving fried cat.
The girls didn't seem to mind or thought it was a joke and started to dig in while chatting, it was as noisy as a bus load of children. Well whatever, this wasn't so bad, at least for a short while I was ok with it all and a nice change from my usual hermit life. At least there were no trannies or aggressive dinosaurs.

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> mid 20s and he didn't look as expected. A thin hippie with a Rasta ponytail.

There was a time in my late teens and early twenties that this description would fit to a greater degree than you think, I was 6'4 159, heavy into long distance biking and liberal to a T including long hair that I often put in a pony tail because it was so hard to manage. I cut it off later and saved it, about 12 inches long. No dreds though. I cut it off as part of that summer job with the rich people that mostly paid for my next 3 years of college.

Later I ditched even a duck tail, now I pretty much shave it off. The girls in my life say it's hotter that way.

Looks something like pic, not the face, my chin is more pronounced than his, but slim, not Jay Leno or giga chad. I definitely don't need to mew to get the strong chin, you should see my xray, my chin is above average length but with my huge head it works.

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The pic

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Weird, how come you changed that much, physically and mentally? Host alwas looks the same though he got more of a right-wing extremist over time through countless disappointments.

Dreamt something about Nazi soldiers in black SS uniforms playing soccer on the street. They also had a small dog. We went to an unfamiliar apartment complex where host was supposed to water flowers of his ex gf who was away. But she was with him which made no sense. Her apartment was littered with large wooden boards which she painted with brown wood varnish. A lot more happened in the dream but we forgot. No Bear stuff for sure.

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> Weird, how come you changed that much, physically and mentally? 

Dark times, complete devastation of Ego, walked through hell, worked out in anger phase, got laid regularly, then became a Bear. 

> Host always looks the same though he got more of a right-wing extremist over time through countless disappointments.

At least you know he can't go any further right.