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Watched it live, and for the first time ever, I just kinda... didn't care. Ito's whole aura is still so gloomy that even in a 'happier' stream I still feel like I smoked a pack of cigarettes watching it. Didn't think about Ito for three months and it felt blissful. At the end of the day from those streams I just end up learning about the US education system and I'm not really getting any FOMO unless I'm trying to imagine Ito there. (also, if Ito likes work/school but bitches about everything else, that's actually the least relatable thing ever, sorry)
Tuning into a video or a stream might still have some value but it's all just going around in circles. Maybe a couple of 'optimistic' vids for the holidays, then another cycle of doomposting and it's back to square one, rinse and repeat, especially with the world going more and more to hell as time goes on. Like, why should I keep tuning into these barely interactive sporadic gloom and stress sessions which are just recycled by now? At this point as one of those folks who's not into Ito sexually, I just feel like a dumbass tbh