/agp/ - Autogynephilia

https://agp.booru.org

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Testosterone suppression.

You must first learn how you got it

 >>/59/
nah too scared 
girls are supposed to be pursued anyway

So what do you do instead?

 >>/64/
i just do the agp things in private crossdress etc

 >>/59/
i just transitioned because of it so i guess that's how i acted my agp

 >>/68/
third wheel as in dissociation from your body?? what are you saying this sentence is confusing for me

 >>/70/
like a threesome or a man and a woman with a pet or part time 'gf' y'know

 >>/74/
oh like on dating apps couples that always look for a third that they never want to see again afterwards

 >>/76/
> never want to see again afterwards

kek thats mean

 >>/33/
Yes when you are a freak people don't want to have anything to do with you.
The solution is to not be a freak.

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 >>/34/
i feel pretty different 
can't socialize completely with males some aspects are very strange 
can't socialize with females although i do like how they show sincerity and empathy atleast on the surface 
maybe it's just autism 
 >>/35/
people don't know i'm agp anon

 >>/36/
Same, I guess
I have a bit of that feeling of alienation as well since I can't fully relate to men or women
One idea I see that crops up often is that agp (or maybe "soft, nerdy boys" in general) is its own gender
It's probably kinda true

 >>/37/
how do i know it's not a trick being played by my mind on me 
do you ever feel you're blocked off from your true feelings?

 >>/49/
I think it largely feeds into itself, feelings of alienation leads to isolation which leads to more alienation, so it is a kind of trick
it could be other factors in your life too that contribute, like lack of meaning, purpose, or lack of meaningful self-expression

for me, it's hard to say, I don't emote much
Though being blocked off from your true feelings could be a sign of depression or related to the feelings of alienation, hard to say

 >>/28/
Seems reminiscent of Blanchard's beliefs, and also the idea that the condition of a trans AGP is one they inflicted upon themselves by burning so much energy and thought on the sexual fantasies. Like how TERFs are quick to label transgenders as "porn-sick males"

That said, it happened to me too. Went from "just a fetish" to feeling bad about my body not being like the pretty perfect girls in those fantasies, so fuck, maybe you're right

 >>/28/
Yep, I was just fapping to TG comics until it became non-sexually daydreaming about being my female self to now taking estrogen. The pipeline is real.
Although I think in my case it was realizing I already had that emotional attachment but it was subconscious and I just became more aware of it over time.
Because I was already attached to girls growing up, idealizing them, idealizing female characters in fiction and so on.

> Because I was already attached to girls growing up, idealizing them, idealizing female characters in fiction and so on.

Why didn't you lead with that? It just sounds more like you had some form of innate gender mismatch and the porn and fantasies were just symptomatic, rather than the cause
While lots of AGPs claim that porn or longterm fixation or w/e turned them trans, it's more likely that they were never normal to begin with

 >>/38/
It mirrors my self-understanding process, maybe I could have worded it like you've mentioned though.
After understanding I was different and then looking back on past memories, my actions and beliefs then made a lot more sense.

 >>/61/
my plan is to start tailoring and making clothes for women that way they'll involve you more

 >>/61/
Nice ass!