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Basically Americans are an Social Media Addiction Honey and a Cheese Brain. They are a suicidal Cheese until they receive the Money and a Reputation-Babe and a Honey-Brain. They join the ILLUMINATI and start Dancing on a TikTok. It's American.
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 >>/51202/
After this ordeal, he will see satisfaction.
“By his knowing [pain and sacrifice],
my righteous servant makes many righteous;
it is for their sins that he suffers.
Therefore I will assign him a share with the great,
he will divide the spoil with the mighty,
for having exposed himself to death
and being counted among the sinners,
while actually bearing the sin of many
and interceding for the offenders.”



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As a child, I blocked out most of my past because I was bullied. I didn't really take care of myself because I hated myself. I didn't brush my teeth, I didn't eat, I felt unloved, and so much more that I can barely remember about my childhood. I could only recall certain events, like when this one girl walked up to me and told me, "Oh, your teeth are so white, I like them." I didn't know what sarcasm was at that time, and I said "Thanks," not understanding why she sounded like that. Another memory I have is when my "friends" started leaving me for no reason. Well, I think I know why they left me; probably because I was a freak. Another memory I have is of my teachers being mean. They would mark my test adding things like "Oh, you're so stupid" to certain questions. One question that hurt me very badly is when we had to draw hands, one hand having all the good things about a person and the other having all the bad things in a person. She wrote on the bad hand, "Just like you!" That really hurt me as a child. Another memory I have is when I confessed my feelings to this girl with a love letter. I didn't really know how to spell, so most of the words just seemed like gibberish. When I gave it to her in class, she laughed, saying that I should learn how to be smart before I asked her out. Her friends even said, "You're too ugly for love." It's honestly sad. One time, back in grade 4, I think I told my friend I liked this one girl in class. He told the whole school the next day, and she "was my girlfriend" for a little until breaking up with me 3 months into the relationship. She even said, "I only dated you because I got dared" when she broke up with me. I have bad memories of everybody in my life. Even my parents used to lie, saying "Oh, you're so talented" or "You're so good at this," even though I wasn't anywhere near as good or talented as most people. I was honestly hurt as a child mentally, and I think that plays a big role in why I'm so friendly, gentle, and frankly scared of how I act around people now that I'm 14. I honestly don't want to be myself because I'm scared people might be mean to me again. I try to brush my teeth every day. I try to eat. I sort of brush my teeth every day, and I at least eat around one meal per day, so I think I'm recovering, but I'm not sure. I'm also kind of in love with this girl in my class, but I'm frankly too scared to ask her to be mine. Well, the reason is that I'm sort of broke, and I don't have a lot of money, so I can't really buy stuff for her or take her on dates, and I don't want to tell her I'm broke because I'm scared she will not want to be friends or even more than friends anymore. So yeah, I don't know what I want to do with my life or what I'm doing. I'm starting to get suicidal thoughts every day, and I can't stop them. I hope someone at least can help me here one day. But all I want is to give someone my world, to show someone all the affection and love I have in me for them. Yeah, I don't know what else to say, but I hope that my life gets better, and I hope someone can help me with what's going on in my life. Thank you.
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Too many people as they get older end up regretting not having more fun and fooling around when they were younger. Don't be one of those people. No one is perfect, everyone has some kind of problem. Just accept who you are and do your best. Keep your head up high. Real friends will accept who you are and you will do the same for them. Real friends will listen to you and be there to encourage and challenge you too. Sometimes maybe trying something you normally shouldn't do at times (like smoking weed, or finding some hobo nutcase that would be willing to buy a six pack of beer if you gave him extra cash). As for girls, every normal teenage boy wants to date girls. Just be yourself and be confident, look girls in the eyes and ask one you like to go out with you sometime. If she says no, persist anyway and ask why not, what does she have to lose, her virginity? LOL that will catch her attention. Most teenage girls are looking for someone to have fun with, someone who can take them to a party who is not going to sulk around whining about the woes of the world.

 >>/50565/
So many people claim they'll do that but most the people who say they would end up proving they are cowards and are too scared to pull the trigger. And many people who do end up offing themselves, many are people who no one ever expected would have done such a thing. 

I once heard of a firefighter who later became a business owner of a local construction company. He was wealthy and eventually forced to retire due to old age. This guy was happily married. Had a family. Had a nice upper middle class home. One day his family found him dead. He blew his brains out, leaving a note on a table. The reason you might ask? He was getting too old to work anymore, and he loved working. He did not want to end up being taken care of as an old feeble man so he decided to kill himself. Who would have predicted someone with his statute  would do something like that? That's the point. Most people who are really serious and want to die do not brag about it.



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You know, that shit always got on my nerves when they said those unwarranted compliments. Like stop fucking patronizing me and give me something I can use. But I guess my mistake was expecting something that they weren't from them.

You remind me of myself. I was made fun of, skinny, and generally lost most the time. Except I perhaps have more violent tendencies. I used to throw my chair around my room and thrash whatever I felt like and I'd yell, cry, and beat myself up until I calmed down. The calm you feel after an emotional outburst is peculiar. I felt like slaughtering people or killing myself, but that sort of thing would've just been a wasteful endeavor. I felt that it would just be a waste of damn time as I was about to blow my brains out with my shotgun, so I stopped. If it was something I really wanted, I would have done it by now. I wanted to stop being so damn weak more than anything but I couldn't fucking have it. I now realize better that just wanting something is not enough for it to happen.

The way out, I think, is to cultivate reasoning. To have principles that are true. That's what a therapist does to help you understand and get over your problems, but personally, I wouldn't want to see one because you're paying them to pretend to be your friend. It also pisses me off that anyone other than me would have power over me because my past I guess. That's another thing, I didn't buy into this idea that you needed others to be happy. Maybe a good friend would spruce things up but I'm perfectly fine working on my own shit. Anyways, when I think about pure reasoning as a concept, things start becoming a little more coherent to me. I think that was what I was looking for, some sense, a strong foundation with suitable answers for my insecurities. Reasons I could bring myself to believe in my strength. What you want is peace, & relief. It's the definition of success, no more conflict. You should make the distinction of whether your weakness is a law or just an observation of  circumstances that you think is a law.

Using devices to escape is a good way to never face your issues and have them keep living with you. I'm starting to realize that this shit is satanic, destructive. I might become amish or some shit lol. It is more thrilling to make progress in something you can do with your hands, something with a real world effect. Like working out. What other reason do you need to start working out other than being strong is cool? My problem was shutting down because I felt like I couldn't.

Don't listen to others telling you to consoom or what to do. They speak for themselves. They're like advertisers. Do it on your own terms. I don't want to listen to them because they're telling me to consoom instead of telling me to determine what is desirable rationally.

About women, I'd say they like being liked more than anything. And, I think, it's not necessarily "alpha-ness" they like but a certain healthiness. I like ones that would accept me even if I was fucked up. For me, if I note an uncommonly good quality about them they usually like me back and I would go for those, but I don't think I would bother with the rest. Though I don't go for them because at this point in time I feel it's besides what I'm currently working on. So perhaps take all this with a grain of salt as I've never had a gf.

For teeth I use hydrogen peroxide with baking soda sprinkled on the brush. It does it's job better than the industrial waste product that is flouride, the former mixture making my teeth literally squeaky clean, unlike common toothpastes. Also oil pulling with coconut oil, I've done that some and it helps. I used to have extreme pain in my back teeth but that has pretty much gone away  after using this stuff.

These are just some of the thoughts I've accumulated. Take what you will from them and hopefully it'll help. This became long but it was an opportunity to vent some of my own stuff too. Take care.




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Few days ago, I had my first Psychedelic experience with LSD and butane gas (yes, inhalants). Butane is a powerful stuff and can make you see other side of Reality (Sitra-Ahkra). Just after few minutes of inhaling this stuff, my Neshama was leaving my Earthly body, ascending to High Heavens (or so called "Lower Gan Eden" in Kabbala). In my vision, I saw a familiar face. 
Me: "Terrence McKkena? Is that you? I thought that the Goyim Cattle (non-Jews) are not allowed to ascend in Heavens, because they're not considered human beings."
Terrence: "Yes, my Friend, this is true. However, during my lifespan on Earth, I was a good Shabbos-Goy for my Jewish Masters. I was one of the main heads for propaganda of drugs, sex, and dirty lifestyle for the Goyim. It was me that hooked up millions of stupid Goyim on drugs, It was me that ruined lives of countless stupid Goyima and made them whores, and drug addicts. And for this service, the Jewish G-d Yahweh has appointed me a place in High Heavens!"
Me: "Wow, I didn't know that Shabbos-Goyim also deserved a place in Heavens. Tell me, Terrence, do you know by any chance, when is Moshiach going to come to our world and enslave the entire Goyim population, such that they would worship Jewish people as their God?"
Terrence: "Yes, friend. Moshiach is going to come when the last goy will be cattlelized to the level of a swine or a dog, and when the last Jew commits to Tshuvah and becomes righteous in his ways."
Me: "Terrence, but the Goyim are already live cattle. Look at those pigs: they have no morality, no humanity, no consciousness! Half of them worship our prophet Yeshua as their God, half of them worhsip Allah. They are already our slaves, why hasn't Moshiach come to our world yet, then?? Why??"

As soon as I had this thoughts, I began to have a bad-trip. I descended back to this lowly Earth, and decided to share my experience. Baruch Ha-Shem, one day we will destroy the goyim
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Humans are animals of varying types. I thought that like Solomon. LOL. I'm the least God-offending animal. ROFL. Baby dick. Much cuter and smoler than these debauched beasts. ROFLMAO

Goyim really will just do anything!

TOP ZOZ

“The wolf also shall dwell with the lamb,
The leopard shall lie down with the young goat,
The calf and the young lion and the fatling together;
And a little child shall lead them."

How to move forward I don't know though. All I know is they make a lot of pointless noise. LOL.

After he has suffered,
    he will see the light of life and be satisfied;
by his knowledge my righteous servant will justify many,
    and he will bear their iniquities.






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Not blaming the normfags, after all the combination of peer pressure and corporate advertising propaganda was proven successful tools for brainwashing the vast majority of people today. The fact is smartphones have disconnected people from so much of the older original internet. The only ones using torrents and p2p clients are PC users for example. Now days most people just stream shit with apps, relying on the corporate cloud rather than owning and sharing content. Same thing with traditional online conversation. Most people are using Instagram and Tik Tok apps with their smartphones. Who actually uses their old PC to communicate that way? It would have to be irregular I could only imagine. Smartphones vastly divided the online user base. Sadly we with older PCs and operating systems are in the small minority now. We have become the dying breed. I understand why there might be some resentment from fellow PC users.


It doesn't feel like they ruined the traditional internet as much as they have abandoned it due to peer pressure. Was it really worth it to them? Maybe, I guess it depends how they use the smartphones and social media. Sad though that's for sure.



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Everything that is built needs resources to be maintained. Ironically the US is extremely rich in a variety of resources. We, for example, are the "Saudi Arabia of coal", we have enough coal to power the US for the next 200 years if we were to use it. We also have tons of natural gas, oil, lumber, aluminum, chromium, titanium, steel, granite, manganese, iron, zinc, copper, gold, silver, uranium, plutonium, thorium, rare earth minerals... and we have a ton of rural land for all kinds of agriculture too. The biggest problem we have in America though? Corruption! We have politicians, bureaucrats and corporations that profit from international trade much more than they profit from domestic industry here. We also have a government that likes to strong-arm it's citizenry and keep us under their thumb too, which means the government wants the majority of Americans to remain poor and dependent on the welfare state, and workers who are having to pay off massive student loans while trying to keep up with price inflation. As long as we have this corruption our nation will be rich in resources but too impoverished and enslaved to use them to our own advantage which really is treacherous of our political leaders.

 >>/50795/
Do you really believe corruption is raping women in the streets at night?  Corruption is robbing gas stations?

Every nigger must be killed for man to ever be free.  Man cannot live with a monkey.  Money has nothing to do with the woman you will never hear about, the woman who died today at the hands of some grotesque abomination, a curse from God as described in the Bible, the wretched heathen.

 >>/50796/
Corruption is the root problem. Corruption is what destroys civilization. If the rule of law was equally enforced, as it should be, evil people would be taken off the streets and thrown in prison, and insane "monkeys" would be committed to mental institutions (like they were back in the day!) Also consider the simple fact that poverty breeds crime, it just does. When you have bad economic policies and corruption in political leadership you get more poverty, and when you get more poverty you get more crime. If we want any meaningful reform we also have to reform politics and crack down on systemic corruption, that would reduce all the horrific failed policies creating these unstable environments. If you support the current political leadership we have in the USSA don't even bother complaining because that is a major part of our problem today. Bad leadership has consequences.





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> For you know that you were not redeemed from your useless [spiritually unproductive] way of life inherited [by tradition] from your forefathers with perishable things like silver and gold, but [you were actually purchased] with precious blood, like that of a [sacrificial] lamb unblemished and spotless, the priceless blood of Christ. For He was foreordained (foreknown) before the foundation of the world, but has appeared [publicly] in these last times for your sake
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They're all capable of mistakes and betrayal. God didn't create humans with a blueprint for success. Didn't want want to be too restrictive either. Didn't want to erase us and start over. A promise to not do wrong was all that was asked. We always assume we are good people. We always think we understand what wrongs were made. I've gone mad from having expectations myself and can only arrive at being misanthropic. There's greater dignity and respect in saying one doesn't deserve to be with God. I can easily come clean with that. But seemingly, everyone else will just lie.

 >>/50922/
The path I've made is fairly easy. Just no ass rape, no atheists, no drug abusers, and no white nationalists, and no people who speak in horrible language filled with obscenities.

Like I said, my sexuality would be like me being completely nude, loving both a man and woman during their sex. I don't want to have premarital sex, so this was my developed sexuality pretty early. The difference is that cuckoldry is adultery which is sin, so if you understand the difference, you can see how mine doesn't break God's law while also being loving of others.

I really don't see much purpose in life beyond eating, shidding and farding, and having sex for fun.

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Wearing no clothes: that's really how I want the world to be. It equalizes people and is conducive to love in a certain way

Like it says:

> For the Lamb at the center of the throne will be their shepherd; ‘he will lead them to springs of living water.’ ‘And God will wipe away every tear from their eyes.’”



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It's really not much about "Q" anymore. The real "Q" guy, from what I've heard, never came back after 2020. I've checked out the board before several times, it's mostly a bunch of autists posting news articles and griping at one another, and the typical "it's the Jews!" ranters. The whole board is meant for those who are desperate enough to find an audience due to the fact most other boards are just dead AF today. If you don't want to scream into an empty abyss that board is for you basically.


Good point.

Americans scream toothpicks will never be outlawed because the price of building more prisons is too expensive, but did the costs of jails stop lawmakers from banning straws?





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I've recently gotten a new PC since my previous one is on the fritz at the moment and can someone here please tell me how in the fuck do I get Microsoft word document onto my actual desktop we've already and are still paying for the family package each year. 

at the moment all it seems to be doing is only seeming to open it in and on the internet to which I just do not understand why the fuck it's only doing it that way when it ever did that in the past.

thank you

PS I fucking hate Windows 10 biggest pile of shit of an OS on the market.
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