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non-official alcohol / drinking thread
what are you drinkin /b/?
right now i'm drunk off of new amsterdam gin & generic (staterbros) tonic water + UV blue vodka
additionally, how are you doing currently? i'm bretty gud, eating food as i wright this image related; the yellow is generic mustard
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fyuck, didn't mean to send that
i'll repeat: OP here, still getting annihilated off gin & tonic
this time i got pizza rolls
in retrospect its only appropriate that i used the wrong image & negligently posted previous pos, this is a drinking thread
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OP here, again
currently drinking a gin & tonic, made with 1 & 1 shot of tanqueray & glendalough rose gin
i also put 10 small manzanilla olives in it too; the olives don't ruin the taste, to me at least, i like them
its quite good; pairs well with nicotine too
Just a thought: what if you skipped the gin for a weekend and bought some cleaning supplies for the squalor that surrounds you.  You may then drum up the energy to get a job and buy a desk and chair.
being drunk is one of the few things that makes me happy anymore, allows my back to not be in pain, and stops me from PTSD having nightmares
cleaning is a fools errand in the shithole i live in, i'm used to it anyways, so no reason to change that
i also work domestic security, so i already got a job 
i'm quite comfortable without a legit desk & chair too
drinking hard cider, first time i've had it too
also eating some weird fig & olive crackers, they're good though
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Segura Viudas schparkling wine stuff from somewhere in Spain.  Pretty good at 9am on the Lord's Day.
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This is my Sheriff's department. Seriously I need to kill myself. I can't be around these people knowing I'm ruled by scum. Every last one of them is fat.

The pigly one to the left of the guy with "S.E.R.T." on his cap has to be the dumbest of them all. I've met him.

These people make me want to kill myself. I don't want to be ruled by scum.
Omfg. Are you serious? Anthony Vaughn is a reserve deputy? GTFO of here for real. I'm done, man. That's the guy that sends me disability checks against my will. I am done, dude. This is no joke. I clicked through the pictures and there he was. I had no idea he was a reserve sheriff's deputy.

I'm done playing the game, dude. You all deserve death.
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The Word became a human being and lived with us,
    and we saw his Sh’khinah,
the Sh’khinah of the Father’s only Son,
    full of grace and truth.

Now I'm going to kill you. It's a vendetta. RoboCop is fascism for Liberals. We want to murder you. I've seen what you've done. You think this is a joke. I hate gentiles. It's not a joke.
Murder every gentile making use of whatever means you can. White European gentiles. Kill them. I've had my fill of their strong-voiced "oh didn't get you there" platitudes. Just kill them.

“And I will lay my vengeance upon Edom by the hand of my people Israel: and they shall do in Edom according to mine anger and according to my fury; and they shall know my vengeance, saith the Lord GOD.”
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Here's what I looked like at prime shut your fucking mouth mode. They want me to be shit. Kill them. Kill all gentiles and especially those around me.
Ron Wade. Your faith means nothing. Kill yourself.

My grandmother is a gentile and she loves when gentiles tell me what I'm doing wrong according to them. Kill all gentiles. You have the all-clear from God. Kill all gentiles no holds barred. They sit there and cause undue anger from those they are subject to. They say I am incompetent. Kill all gentile. White people. Kill them indiscriminately.

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John Keith Confer. If you do not do something you will be held accountable. You are going to have to do something now. If you want to be counted amongst the Lord's assembly, do it now. Get rid of them.
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As for my grandmother who is a gentile, make her suffer the most as she has made me suffer. Make her die a horrible death.

What an evil piece of non-Jewish garbage
She has terrible dementia and she makes me want to die every day. Kill her. What a joke of a person.

I'm tired of dealing with other humans because it always brings me trouble. Guess what? It's never going to get better, it's going to get more brazen and angry. Go the fuck away unless you want me to murder you. You are garbage if you're a gentile. I despise you more than life. Jews have made mistakes, but I understand why they do what they do. They hate gentiles, and yes, God hates gentiles way more than Jews. You are annoying scum. Esau. Disgusting individuals, liars, and trash especially.
"Oh wow, he's replying to me angrily. I had better tone it down so I don't sound angry in reply."

That is Anthony Vaughn's reply. I want you to fucking croak. I am a Jew. You are a gentile. You are garbage and God says so too. Repent or die you fucking worthless scum, your son is a retard.
So I declared on oath in my anger, ‘They shall never enter my rest.’” For forty years I was angry with that generation; I said, ‘They are a people whose hearts go astray, and they have not known my ways.’
Your best chance of survival is to do absolutely doing because everyone else does absolutely everything. This is America, and in America we do everything to the extreme so as to get results. So when we kill you it's not personal, it's cultural. DO NOT become angry with me or I'm calling the cops.

The way to get around being an ex-boyfriend is to never have been a boyfriend in the first place. In other words, never date a person, especially a female. You never really know what another person is going to bring to the table in incorrect fashion. I'm serious. Don't talk to people. Leech off them if you must, but never make contact with people, not even a hello. A hello invites them into your space to take advantage of you, which humans are prone to do. Go far away from them because they surely want something.
I'M SERIOUS. WHATEVER you DO, DO NOT court a young woman. You will get shot by her father and no one will bat an eye. This is how America likes it because whenever someone bleeds out it gives politicians an erection of their penis.
Look at how disgusting and ugly this gentile is

Funny how they don't take me seriously

I told that faggot Vaughn I was a Jew. He simply went, "ohmmm". 

What a faggot gentile fuck

Kill yourself before God does it

They've already said, "we are against you". Die. Die now. You destroy families and lives. Die now.
God hates cops. God loves Jews. Cops are gentiles who are using and abusing Jewish law for their own benefit and unfairness.
Because I have nowhere else to post as I'm banned on all other sites. I chewed that cop out and told him I'm a Jew - he thought I was a Nazi - and I told him I don't speak to anyone (he wondered why I never called him for funds he gives me for disability, he's a payee service guy as well as a cop) and he just said, "oh". I told him I never speak to anyone because no matter what I say I get in trouble with someone or someone calls the cops. I'm paranoid to even go outside in my front yard because inevitably someone calls the cops. As I was talking to him, I shit you not, my grandmother said, "hang up the phone or I'll call the police".
I told him I told my mother I didn't want disability payments, but they signed me up for it anyway. I felt as though I was being railroaded, being a Jew and all. They persecute me and treat me unfairly all the time, even members of my own family.
Though mistreated, he was submissive —
he did not open his mouth.
Like a lamb led to be slaughtered,
like a sheep silent before its shearers,
he did not open his mouth.
8 After forcible arrest and sentencing,
he was taken away;
and none of his generation protested
his being cut off from the land of the living
for the crimes of my people,
who deserved the punishment themselves.
9 He was given a grave among the wicked;
in his death he was with a rich man.

Although he had done no violence
and had said nothing deceptive,
10 yet it pleased Adonai to crush him with illness,
to see if he would present himself as a guilt offering.
If he does, he will see his offspring;
and he will prolong his days;
and at his hand Adonai’s desire
will be accomplished.
11 After this ordeal, he will see satisfaction.
“By his knowing [pain and sacrifice],
my righteous servant makes many righteous;
it is for their sins that he suffers.
12 Therefore I will assign him a share with the great,
he will divide the spoil with the mighty,
for having exposed himself to death
and being counted among the sinners,
while actually bearing the sin of many
and interceding for the offenders.”
Donald Trump is the antichrist. That is why God had me present myself as a Nazi. You're all fucked. Synchronically the Biden speech was given that evening against MAGA

> The coming of the lawless one will be in accordance with how Satan works. He will use all sorts of displays of power through signs and wonders that serve the lie, and all the ways that wickedness deceives those who are perishing. They perish because they refused to love the truth and so be saved. For this reason God sends them a powerful delusion so that they will believe the lie and so that all will be condemned who have not believed the truth but have delighted in wickedness
Oh, also, calling him and first saying, "I didn't know you were a Sheriff's deputy", had him respond throughout the call with, "that's out of my jurisdiction". As soon as I talked about not wanting the disability payments and asking him to cancel them he turned into a cop who looked down upon me, calling me "bud", which I told him not to call me.

He's prideful.
Remember, these are the guys who arrested me and sent me to prison for making a Nazi joke about a Mulatto beauty pageant winner. The charge was Criminal Threat, which by its own title is a paradox. A threat of a crime cannot be a crime.
All I have to say to that is: "get the fuck outta here, dude!"

> “Then he will say to those on his left, ‘Depart from me, you who are cursed, into the eternal fire prepared for the devil and his angels."
We need more RoboCop.


If I could be RoboCop I'd do it. That's the selflessness and heroism it requires.
When Adolf yelled he was close, but no cigar. King Saul reincarnated

Serve the public trust, protect the innocent, uphold the law

Disgusting. I hid my own post. You gentile scum have a lot to learn. You are disgusting for even touching her.
Wanna play Smash Brothers or summat? I'm British! Why are you attacking a humble English man tossing out terms like schizo! You should be ashamed of yourself
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OP here, again
drinking my usual
currently watching "Genndy Tartakovsky's Primal"
its a good show, i like it so far, very much recommend 
i've been sick for the last 3 weeks with an annoying cold
i'm tired of coughing, but its let up so far, by the end of the week it should be gone, only allergies left then
its also been getting colder where i live, but is is of course september; i do like fall though, its such a nice time of year
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this time i got some sweet red wine
the ending to "Genndy Tartakovsky's Primal" was also disappointing 
the cold has let up, but allergies are of course ever present 
in a bit, i'll pair my wine with a nice smoke 
i hope you anons are doing well too
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its an off-day, woohoo
got some liquor chocolates, they're really good, i like how they got the liquid in them, compared to other's that are just kinda solid
i'm drinking a pea flower gin, it an absolutely beautiful blue, but i put some black currant liquor in it too, so it has turned red, can't taste it though
i'd have assumed black currant would have been blue, if anything; why isn't it called dark red then?
my week has been sorta dull, drove 60 miles & back to go do a thing, did some stuff on the way there which was fine, then the entire reason i drove ended up not happening whatsoever, so, thats great i guess; i can just go do it again another time, but actually get to do it
i don't wanna just turn this thread into a glorified blog, but this board is damn near dead, and the only people posting are a guy pretending to be an anime girl & schizophrenic who thinks milk talks to satan, so i wouldn't too much assume it'll hurt to post my happenings within a thread of my own, at least
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gotta drink made of a shot of amsterdam gin, a shot of rose gin, and a shot of currant liqour
still just sorta here trying to have a nice time; though with the board so chaotic right now, its a bit stagnated, ironically enough 
at least people can appreciate the semicolon here, which i am actually very happy about; back when i was in schooling, i fought hard for the semicolon, its a correct way of speech 
i still haven't done much on my off days, i'm just sorta sitting around watching youtube, being bored as fuck 
i think i'll have some chocolate liquors now too
Every now and then I like to relax on the sofa, pop in an old sitcom from a DVD box set, whether it's an old random episode of Kojak or an Andy Griffith Show episode, and I'll pour myself a couple glasses of Frangelico liqueur on the rocks. Not to get drunk but just to relax, it's a delicious sweet hazelnut liqueur, better when watered down with ice and served cold.

When I want to get drunk? Average blended scotch for me on the rocks, and maybe a couple mix drinks as well. Typically I'll drink half a bottle of whiskey when I drink to get drunk. 3 to 4 nights a week average. Never drink hard liquor during the day.

Special occasions with friends and family? A good single malt scotch on the expensive side! I like Laphroaig, Talisker, Highland Park, Ardbeg or sometimes a Bowmore or Glenrothes if I desire it more smooth.
If you guys ever want to try a really delicious mix sometime drink I'll give you one of mine here:

You'll need a shaker filled with ice for this one, I call this one the Amaretto Whiskey Sour:

0.5 oz of Amaretto liqueur
0.5 oz of Pallini Limoncello liqueur
(or any lemon liqueur to substitute)
2 splashes of lemon bitter
3 oz of blended scotch

Mix that all up with ice in a shaker and strain it into a whiskey glass. Then add a lemon peel. I have this one regularly and it's very good.
Similarly, the Italian drink called the Bocce Ball is pretty good:

a splash of Club Soda

Play around with the proportions a bit to find that happy point where it doesn't taste like amaretto or orange juice, but just warm, filtered sunlight.  I usually add some vodka to stiffen it a bit, but beware of crappy vodka that makes it taste like it came out of a gas tank.
Another good mix drink is some Drambuie with Dewar's blended scotch, add a cherry and some cherry juice to the glass and mix it with ice. The cherry flavor goes excellent with the Drambuie.

We all have our own poison to feel good, some habits worse than others. I'm glad God made me an alcoholic rather than a crack or heroin addict lol.
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i made a simple gin & tonic, and decided to add a bread & butter pickle in it because i thought it was funny, but it sank, so i then thought it would be funnier as a garnish, and then i remembered that i still had the mini umbrellas, so i put that on it too
i think the red of the cup, green of the pickle, and blue of the parasol, complement each other 
i also got some ramen this time, i like to add asian fish sauce to it, for some extra flavor, even a little goes a long way, especially when its the only thing you've eaten for the past 5 days
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this guy lives in depressing poverty and eats shitty food and drinks all day long
i wonder when he'll turn the guns on himself
Drinking alcohol once in a while makes me stay happy too, I don't see alcoholism as a major problem unless you are drinking all the time, every single day. You can still be an alcoholic and have limits and be responsible. I choose to drink hard liquor only at night, every other night. I'll mix myself a drinky poo once in a while too if I desire to have a small nip and relax.
I tried to quite drinking cold turkey many times throughout the years. I'm going to admit this: I was one unhappy fucking asshole when trying to quite. I could not enjoy my life. People would not enjoy being around me during those times. I had problems with my marriage because of it. The whole nine yards. Then it hit me: alcoholism really is not a curable disease like so many claim. Even after all the hellish withdrawals (mental and physical), once you get hooked, you never ever stop craving the booze. Never. Your mind is re-wired to consume it, forever, and the craving will last decades if not for the rest of your life. And that makes life fucking miserable to have constant craving that never goes away. So I decided "enough is enough" and accepted who I really am: I'm an alcoholic, I always will be. Now I have to accept responsibility for it. I have to set limits, I have to calendar my drinking to every other night, with rations. Sometimes only a quarter a bottle, sometimes I'll drink a half a bottle in one night. Never over half a bottle is my limit. It's hard, but I have to be a responsible alcoholic as long as I have family around.
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sounds a lot like my family
my family has a sort of history of substance abuse, my mother was a terrible drug addict & down right evil drunk; my father, just like me however, is a happy & relaxed, but capable drinker 
strangely enough, i don't really have a "craving" for addictive substances, just when i'm bored / want the taste i'll go for them
i can easily go even a few days without a smoke / vape & weeks without a drink, but i don't have a reason to; my days are boring, long (even when short), and either uneventful or too eventful
even when i'd use opiates, i could drop them like a hat
drinking also helps with my PTSD, i have constant nightmares from the nigh 20 years of abuse i suffered from birth via my mother to a few years off now; when i get reasonably drunk, i tend not to dream that much, and while i miss my extremely pleasant dreams that i used to have, all i tend to have these days are nightmares that go on for what feels like days in a single moment, so by all means, not worth it
speaking of taste however, sugar is a substance too many ignore, i've been trying to ween myself off of soda & the like, mostly by at least drinking real sugar sodas, as that can be seen in my previous images 
more & more, i cannot process artificial substances, be it drugs or mere sugars alone
> weeks without a drink

You must be one of those people who do not easily get addicted, there are a lot of people that can drink a lot but never get addicted. If you can go a whole week without drinking you are not an alcoholic, and you are very lucky for that. Average alcoholics cannot stand more than three days sober. At times I can if I must but I'll start "climbing the walls" so-to-speak by the fourth and fifth day. Six days or more without any booze? Can't sleep. I start shaking. I get physically ill. I have panic attacks. Mood swings. Cannot concentrate on anything. Memory is shot. Deep depression. Fits of rage at times, totally unpredictable and can happen over the most minute inconveniences. By the time all that goes away and I can start to sleep again? I will have nightmares and wake up sweating, craving hard liquor. Horrible nightmares of bad things happening to me, or me doing awful things to others I know and care about. When I wake in fright I'd stay up for hours craving a drink. When that settles and passes, and it does in due time, I'd be able to sleep and dream normally. But I'd always have the temptation to start drinking again. During the day or at night, the craving and yearning persists on and on and on. It seems like a never-ending battle, at any point I could break so it's always living on the edge. That's why I had to learn to deal with it and accept the fact I'm an alcoholic. It is a disease and if you ever get it, you'll find out it has devastating consequences.

> drinking also helps with my PTSD

Everyone has an excuse for drinking, even when it's a very rational excuse for doing so. I guess the difference is some get hooked easily, others do not.
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still got my usual, but this time i put a bread & butter pickle in it again
it actually tastes pretty good, its a nice treat at the end after eating the olives 
this week i've been feeling like shit still, allergies are horrific from the rains, and the arthritis in my back is flaring up too
since its been getting cold, my room is a constant 70f, which might seem hot to you northern fucks, but its cold as fuck to me
its good for storage though, but this year i didn't grow anything in the garden
i'm also currently watching "Farzar" right now, its alright, it gets a lot better later in it's later season, and just as i say that i'm sure it'll turn to shit anyways 
talking about paranoia, i'm a very paranoid person myself
even before i started drinking or smoking i was a very paranoid person, and just the same, i had severe depression & mania too
i've always sort of had nightmares about terrible things, in a way, i just got used to them
about a few times a month i'll have dreams where i'll kill someone / multiple people, its very common & has been going on for a couple decades now, and since i've been watching gore videos from a young age too, they tend to be as realistic as dreams can get
i try not to worry about it, not that i even can to begin with, not much fazes me anymore
i was ep 9 of Farzar as i wrote this, just finished 10 (which is the current last-episode so far), it was actually very alright 
if you can handle campy as fuck familyguy-likes, you'd probably like it then
I was never into gore or desired to kill anyone. The nightmares of bad things happening to me and me doing bad things to others (not always violent acts, btw) is contributed to some form of mild PTSD as well severe alcohol withdrawals whenever I try to quite drinking the hard stuff. Otherwise I don't dream much at all when I normally drink.

Paranoid? I'd like to say I'm very skeptical and distrustful. Unlike so many of those walking in ignorant bliss these days, I am very much aware of the corruption and despotism in this world today. I am well aware there are just bad fucking people running our major media, our governments, most the institutions, the educational system (which has become a total racket), et al. I am aware of the fiscal insolvency we are being shackled to, and what kinds of horrific consequences we will witness from it (and many are now today). I know things will get a whole lot worse and there is nothing we can do to stop it, we have already passed the event horizon of systemic collapse. If being able to study trends and identify severe problems is "mania" then I stand proud of being able to because it has gotten me more prepared for some very ugly outcomes when all is said and done. None of it I wish for, but all of it I am hell-bent ready to address in worst case scenarios: for myself, family and private property, hell or high water.
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family comes first, before all & other
even with my rampant sociopathy & psychopathy, i can easily recognize the fact that family is what matters most 
PTSD is a natural phenomena, its there to fill in the blanks of that which were broken during traumatic moments 
i wouldn't be surprised if i have paranoid schizophrenia myself, runs in the family & all, i'm quite adept at talking to myself, but i've also lived most of my life in isolation anyways; i don't really know, all i've been told via the mind-docs is that i'm a intelligent & articulate man who has "great things destined", whatever the fuck that bullshit means
i just wanna go live out in the country & have a good happy life, crazy fucking quacks are as insane as me 

on an off-note, i currently just tried baking a sweetpotato in the microwave & it proceeded to explode, filling my house with smoke, so i'm right now i'm smoking in an attempt to make the smell not as bad, lol
I love the nature of infinity chimp comparison. Nothing you or I ever do ever matters because nothing you do is ever creative, by default.


I have Kentucky Deluxe, i.e. Kentucky rotgut puke juice
Karl sees the logistics of it where others don't. Getting a bunch of chimps to sit and type it all is the impossible part.
There really is nothing good to eat in this world is there?


Like, nothing is ever satisfying. You can taste the food and feel your body crying out for nutrients
The reason many Jews hate Jesus is because Jews think of themselves as the chosen people, and Jesus said to them many things which were thought to condemn them. Not so much. Jesus said of Abraham's children, who were Esau then, that they sought to kill him. The Jews, seeking to alleviate matters and viewing prophecy, let Jesus be killed. The Jews are prideful about who they are and any "nobody" king who believes they rule over them is hated by them. They want all the attention for themselves. They will not associate with someone who deviates from Jewry, even though I agree with a lot of what they do. Jews are as unrighteous and selfish as gentiles, so when a Jew is righteous and unselfish, they hate the Jew.
still here, ironically enough, watching the nu-anime currently; actually, painful enough 
cyberpunk edgerunners), it seems alright
right now i'm so drunk i feel normal again; its like cramming my hand on a red hot stove
i can't even feel my chest as i breath 
i getchu man; its all a hell in it of itself
my body does certainly cry out for nutrients
thats why i've been going for sweet potato, its got a good complex sugar that lasts long before its fully absorbed 
go for quality, for as much as it is worth; eat what makes you able to do what you please
right now i'm a golem of mine own volition, i do what i can & please 
nutrient pills go a long way, i'll go days without caring too much about my own body
this mortal coil is just an access to others
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absolutely; complex sugars, research them, its worth it, a minute at least
even a snack becomes better than a meal with them, seriously 
its everything ZOG hates; a man of your own, by, again, your own volition
i'd have more if i could; i grew my one potato years ago because i just couldn't stomach their pain; they needed to grow, just like man themself
i have cuttings growing in the back, though they may not be exact clones, i'm glad, the more genetic variance, the better with these
soon i'll gather seeds from their flowers, and then i'll create the perfectly suited plants to my area 
its all gonna fit in the end
additionally research field corn & "nixtamalization", none of that faggot sweet shit; it'll keep you alive when none other can
I think this is what I want to be honest. To live among others like me

I'm not drinking because I like my skin not being dried out and my liver not screaming for help

Can't find anything that tastes good tonight so probably gonna eat Taco Bell Chicken Quesadilla later. Can't find games to play, so probably gonna play Dark Souls 3 for fashion and challenge. Dark Souls kinda ruined games for me.
Keep it that way if you can live without it, it's a very bad addiction and has ruined a lot of lives and broken lots of families apart.

I disagree, do what is in your own interest and do what you can to empower yourself and family. Life is not worth living just moping around in depression and hopelessness. It doesn't matter if you have a drinking problem, if you have an addiction admit it and face it, and learn to live with it and limit it's influence as best you can, and get on living your life the best you can as free as you can, while you still can. The generations being groomed today will never get the same independence we experience today, likely ever. Every single decade things get worse and worse and worse, so make the best of life while you still can.
As you get older your body will break down and you'll have more and more pain and more and more health problems. Look into Keto dieting and maybe try limiting the drinking to every other day (or every other night). That's what I have to do because I'm old and if I ate crap food and drank hard liquor the way I used to I'd be long dead by now. Take care of your body ASAP because what you experience now is just a fraction of what you'll experience later if you don't take care of yourself. Btw, getting some sunlight and exercise helps a lot. Eat lots of protein likes eggs. Boost your Vitamin C & D3 intake, it does wonders keeping you fit and healthy.
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well, back again
not much this week, the usual, essentially 
i'm doing alright, hope you guys are too; i don't do much, but luckily recently my life has been lively in a not-too-bad sorta way 
just been refining my catalogues of the things i'm interested in, slowly going, gathering information & such, being a one-man-thingtank & all
also got an air fryer & a rice cooker, i'm hoping to start eating a lot better via them, vegetables, low oil foods, higher nutrient foods, et cetera
watched all of the cyberpunkedgerunners anime, it was good, nothing i can really complain about, if any thing it was "too short" i guess, which isn't a real complaint 
i've been watching a DnD podcast from the youtuber GeneralSam, its fucking hilarious, i'm about a 4th over episode 3 now, its long, but its good; if you like DnD or podcasts, i seriously recommend it; its great to watch when you're working security, at least
i don't really have much to say on this post
i'd give a review of the liquor chocolates, but they all taste like chocolate liquor 
uh, i just finished a manga called "Pluto", its a Astroboy manga; really good, quick read, action packed, etc
still waiting for the manga ATOM to be fully translated though, that ones great too 
just been a little frazzled lately, nightmares & such; trying to find good distractions right now
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the dual ricecooker & steamer is legit pretty fuckin nice, it was only like $40 too
i'm finally able to use the rice i've had in my pantry for the last 7 years, tastes fine to me
i gotta basic as fuck recipe that i know you guys might like
- 1 cup rice, 2 cups water, a handful of baby carrots, a handful of horizontally chopped celery 
- for sauce, use 50/50 mix of sesame oil & soy sauce; sauce to taste 
its usually done in 15 minutes; and will give you some extra rice, which is good for a nice canned soup 
i'm gonna try experimenting with sauces, i'm gonna use asian fish next, instead of soy; i did one with some honey added, and it was basically just teriyaki sauce
I'd skip the carrots and instead add some garlic, ginger and chopped up chicken tenderloins to the rice. Perhaps adding some chopped red pepper and a heaping tablespoon of honey might make a good sweet & spicy dish from it. I've made many similar dishes with rice and chicken and they all turned out pretty well.
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just sorta relaxing right now, taking it as easy as i can
got some shit done on my cataloging & design, pretty proud of it, by all means not perfect, yet none truly is
i made the fish sauce based sauce, it was okay, very funky-tasting, but its alright if you're used to asian cooking 
i finally got some food outta the airfryer, it was chicken breast; problem, it was dry on the outside, and very moist, to the point of being wet on the inside
its fully cooked, but to me, at least, disgusting; i believe i'll have to butterfly the breasts to make them cook to my preference of texture & taste
i'm not exactly one for capsicum spice, however, i'll try that
i'm someone who likes dill, so i'm going to make a dill-heavy sauce next 
i've yet to try schezwan, i hope to attain a fair amount of it to add to a sauce, to see what i can do with it
> i've yet to try schezwan

Be careful! Schezwan is not spicy at all, rather it's very much like citrus acid and will numb your mouth much like taste testing cocaine would. It's very unique, sour yet bitter flavor and using too much of it will absolutely ruin good food. You will have to lightly sprinkle the dish with it, no more than just a very light sprinkle will do. Trust me I've learned this the hard way with schezwan and you won't enjoy finding out the hard way.
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Hey, guys, been a bit; hope you're still doing well
On a sorta mini vacation, that of course gone to shit, saw some damn nice mountains though 
In a hotel, bout to sleep, the shower was amazing, best I had in years
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it all started off great, again, say some great, mountains (i'll post pics later) on the way to the main attraction 
legit cool-ass lookin mountains & valleys, you could see all the striations of the mineral layers from each epoch, i can only begin to imagine the magnitude of fossils sandwiched between each layer 
on the way to bakers field, gone through even more canyons, very beautiful ones too, didn't even know they were there either, it was an amazing drive through them 
the clouds were absolutely amazing, it was like a dream in real life to see them between the mountains, the haze making the mountains seem endless was ecstasy 
then entire situation ended up a shit show
tried goin to the sequoia nation park, to see the trees of course
shit was stormed out, winter storm
couldn't even get 5 miles past the gate, didn't see any red woods or sequoias 
so, we gone to the coast (we planned to anyways)
over the course of seemingly never ending rolling hills & mountains (seriously it never fucking stopped), we got to the coast
moral bay, what a fucking shithole, the only good food was sushi, and there were no good beds
seriously, even more, again, again, FUCKING AGAIN, the food sucked total fucking ass, the sushi was good, but the other food on the marina? FUCKING INEDIBLE literally, i was unable to eat it, it was worse than mcdicks, if you ever go there, only eat at the sushi place 
i slept about 30 min in the hotel, goin insane by myself, jacking off in the shower, and borderline screaming in my room, i was a hair close to suffocating myself to death via the complementary ice bag
shower was still great though, legit, one of the best showers i've ever had 
worst bed i've ever been in my life, my neck is still hurting from it
in the morning, i was going to the big ass rock on the coast, because, you know, big rock
saw two wild sea otters; got completely fucking drenched by the rain, on only one side on my body, didn't even get half way through the marina before i gave up & wanted to go home 
i gone to the the madonna cafe on the way home, it was great, ate some good food, after that, on the drive, saw some california deer, which i've never seen before, so that was cool too
gone to see more rolling hills, that never stopped, all while a hurricane worthy storm was above, along the winding roads with cliff faces
the place looked bizarre as fuck, couldn't even see past 1 mile, all while we were in mountain ranges
sprawling hills all in view, hawks, and random vineyards outta nowhere; the rain was pouring like an ocean was being dropped on us, thought we'd have been washed off the mountain from how bad it got, we were literally in the middle of the storm 
shit would just appear outta nowhere too, schools, cattle ranches, solar farms, and entire highways, its not something i can describe with words, especially with the storm, all an extremely unique experience 
after that, gone to tehachapi from bakers field, saw the loop, gone to the borax mine (image related) 
the little museum is very cool, i liked it a lot, very much recommend 
then i gone home, and the storm hit at home too, shit was ridiculous 
the next day i done to the hoover dam, which was cool, gone through "full" tour (fuckers stole my knife), saw them fixing one of the magneto generators turbines, which they don't normally do
ate at the hover dam casino, in the bighorner cafe, very nice place, great prices, great food, nice lil' tiny museum, even cheap gas 
then gone through some other towns on the way home, that i always wanted to go to, so that was cool 
and after all that, after resting a bit, i'm here right now
it'll be a moment i'll remember for the rest of my whole life, mostly for the bad reasons though, but good ones too
after all that we drove over 1,000+ miles, fuck my back
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thanks man, i legit appreciate it 
i got even more pics, i'd love to post them all, but i was mostly just trying to get a varied yet simple scope detailing my exploits 
i only wish i had more time & a better camera to have taken them; the best sights i saw, i didn't capture, i didn't even take a single image of the actual sequoia park either (i thought i'd had more time there, but had to leave because the storm was too bad)
other pics have me in them too, so i'm not keen on posting those; heres a vid of the storm though, when it was calm, believe it or not
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drinkin screwdrivers & again, still trying to take it easy
i think i'm on my 8th drink so far, been takin shots & such, should be counting better, yet i rarely do anyways 
i'm bingewatching the show "arcane", i'm on episode 3, it seems alright, never played a leagofledgens game either, just heard it was a good show; the show reminds me of dishonored, which i love 
like the one anon said, this is sorta just a blog; i don't really care, its something, it is my thread, i do what i please, and i'm not spamming it constantly on other's threads either
partly, this acts as a way to keep myself sane, i try not to remember a lot anymore, not much worth remembering, that habit has become a fault now, however 
i really wish i could do better though, yet i'm not exactly able to; my life revolves around me either doing private security or getting drunk, looking at shit on the internet or playing bideogayms; entertaining you guys better would be nice, yet i'm truly not an entertaining person 
aside from that, i'm also busy having constant ptsd attacks, shit keeps ringin in my head like a bell that won't stop, luckily i haven't been getting nightmares that are that bad so far, its been manageable
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I'll raise a glass to ya, bub!  Currently enjoying one moosehead lager after another until I can't sit upright, and then going to bed.  Hopefully.
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more screwdrivers (ate more salmon roe too), and not much else in change 
had some good dreams though, not nightmares; they were of mostly unrememberable worlds, moments, and such, they were repeats of what i've dreamt before; i liked them a lot
anyone ever get reruns of dreams? not just the "same situation", but straight up same exact dream, moment to moment, happening? not even anything "special" either, just a moment in, uh, "time" i guess
i also believe i've finally finished a project that i've been doing for around a bit over half a year now and technically since around 2014 to now in spurts & different forms
though every time i think i'm done, i have to revise it; this time however, based off past experiences, i can say with more conviction than i ever have before, that i am "done", i'd love to share it with you guys, but to me its a extremely personal & private passion project; one day i may give a glimpse of it, however
the show arcane is based off the videogame "league of legends", its a shit game, but last where i left off (ep 7), the show was good
All depends on the amount of alcohol consumed in each of those "drinks" as well how tolerant he is to drinking (alcoholics are typically way more tolerant than average drinkers and can outdrink most who are not).
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on my like 7th drink or some shit
been a day off a week since i was here
ain't made much of a difference since i was here though 
gone back on my word of thinking my project was finished lmao
guess you could say i think its finished now though; its all been small refinements, little things here & there; still quite proud of it & just as secretive 
in other news, i now know how to completely dissemble a FN FNC & put it back together again, multiple times back 
currently watching a podcast i've been watching for a while, i like to try to space shit out, make things last; the podcast, if it can be called one, is "Die Of Laughter", its a DnD podcast, as i'm typing this, i think i already talked about this, but i've gone further anyways, and its still fucking hilarious; i am "dying of laughter"
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i'm just about fresh out of tonic water, so i've just been doing shots, i hate doing shots, they're miserable
just gotta new shotgun for my job (its mine, but its approved, so i can have it whenever since its private security; the guy i'm working for is literally the best boss ever lmao)
its cold as fuck in my house 24/7, so i just have a pot of boiling water on when i'm here, i fucking hate winter, shit sucks ass
i've been sleeping so much better though, i sleep better than a baby when its cold out, so theres that at the least
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its been a while, not much has changed though, still cold
had to stop doing the pot of water because i think my stove's flue isn't working well
if i leave it on for too long the house smells like gas, and i start getting headaches & not thinking clearly, lol
caught another cold, but now i'm on the very last end of it, just got a glorified allergies again now; i hate having to take sick days, just means i got a day off i can't use for an actual emergency
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> its cold as fuck in my house 24/7
It's cold in most places OP. Except in South America

> just gotta new shotgun for my job (its mine, but its approved, so i can have it whenever since its private security; the guy i'm working for is literally the best boss ever lmao)

u a PMC OP?

> been a day off a week since i was here
Keep on posting cuz we're still here waiting OP
I've heard of some horror stories about Americans expatriating, you really have to be careful where you go and what you plan to do, as well research the laws and culture of those places you expat to. In South America, for example, there is a lot less regulation when it comes to service providers. Now of-course most would think this de-regulation is good, less government right? However there is notorious abuse of fraudulent services. For example, if you are not careful who you are doing business with there are lots of scams and con-artists. Let's say you want new roofing done and you sign a contract for it, and you pay for that service, later finding out all they did was sloppily patch up some of the more vulnerable areas to reduce leaks.... but the roofing as a whole was not properly fixed, yet because you signed a contract you get stuck with the bill and your roofing remains in pretty a shitty condition. Apply this to just about any kind of service and you'll get to see the big problem. And there are plenty of con-artists who will happily take advantage of wealthier gringo schmucks..... I'll give you another perfect example, New Zealand was once considered the safest most freedom-minded place to move for American expats. It's not anymore, at all. New Zealand today has a massive nanny police state, far worse than most other countries. Vax mandates, lockdowns, involuntary quarantines, gun grabs, mass censorship & 'hate speech' laws, etc. Little did American expats think 10 years ago anything like this would happen over there, but it did, and is far worse than anything seen in American cities or Europe in general.
Americans don't care if the USA is a police state, but Americans lose their minds if North Korea has tyranny.

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just got done drinkin more gin & tonic, but thats old news
recently, however, i just got a can of tea!
it smells absolutely amazing, best i can describe it as, is a tobacco smell, it smells exactly like a nice, fresh thick cut cherry pipe tobacco, it tastes like a generic loose leaf green tea (which is just fine); still one of the best teas i've ever smelled though
not a PMC, just private residential security, its both fun & boring
sure i got the goahead to gun down any dumb fuck who walks into the place i guard, but few (i.e. none) have ever decided to get themselves killed yet
boss says i can have whatever gun i want though lol, i could bring a luger, an AKM, or a keltec SU16, he doesn't care, just as long as i hit my mark 
he also doesn't care if i get a little drunk either, let alone the both of us
i don't exactly know much about south america other than watching videos of brazilian cartels torture people, but i'd guess chile to be a pretty good place to be in, no idea what part of it though
I've just cracked open a Bierly "Blackbird stoud"
gluten-free beer, but it was amongst the only stouts the shop had that day.

Is there a way to appreciate a gf-beer? Is there a way to prepare to avoid un-appreciating a gf-beer?
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> stoud
Not my first stout today. I also had using physical paraphernalia to type. Why can't the computer bee psychic? I'm feeling sychic about four beers in...
But beer and seer don't actually rhyme, do they?
What of it, then?
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did another liquor run, got some new gin i've never had before, its pretty good; has a bunch of spices that really pop in a tonic, its a litle sweet stating
in other news i got some reloading supplies off an estate from a friend, so now i can reload some shit i normally never could, so thats nice
i don't drink beer, so i've never had a stout, how are they? 
i feel like i'd prefer them more than some piss-tasting pale ale
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eatin some squeeze cheese & crackers, with my usual
last night was basically fucking hell, weather wise
100 mile an hour winds, and a total fucking sandstorm
my house has literal piles of sand in front of it, some also got inside too, from the gaps in the doors & windows, everything is super dusty too
surprisingly, its been very calm tonight; the forecast said it was gonna be bad, still cold though
any of you guys trying to get out the weather tonight?
Welcome back anon, I'll be doing another liqueur and liquor run within the next week or so. Love my whiskey mixed drinks, I've been making a ton of Rusty Compass recently (only I make mine with extra blended scotch, 3oz per drink instead of the usual 1.5oz) ;) 4 or 5 of those and I'm feeling pretty good.
got my usual, this time with angostura bitters
going another day bored as always, mostly
i lie to myself for as much as i am bored, i have plenty of media to sustain myself, nothing too engaging however 
the cocktail sounds pretty alright, for what its worth
i've never cared for whiskey, personally, always tasted like liquor that gone bad to me
any good shit you can can recommend to those who hate it? i don't care for jack daniels & i hate maker's mark (i used that shit as toilet cleaner after tasting it)
I prefer Cutty Sark or Dewars blended scotch, it's not the dirt cheap crap but it's not too fancy or expensive either. Average price range today for both brands is around $30 for an average 750ml bottle. When I go to re-stock almost every other month I buy a dozen bottles of either one or sometimes both brands. Then I go to a local liquor store and buy a couple liqueurs that would go good for making some more mix drinks. Keep in mind I'm an admitted alcoholic so this much drinking may seem a bit unusual to most folks ;)

As a tip: if you think it's too much money being spent on the whiskey brands I mentioned above you could always buy a big 1.8 Liter bottle of blended 12YO Kirkland scotch from Costco for $30, more than double the amount of those other two brands.
> the cocktail sounds pretty alright, for what its worth

All you need is a bottle of decent blended scotch, shouldn't cost much more than $30 for decent blended scotch, and then some Heering cherry liqueur and Drambuie.

I make it using 1/4 oz of Heering cherry liqueur, 1/2 oz of Drambuie and up to 3 oz of blended scotch. Be careful with how much Heering cherry liqueur you use, you won't need much as it is very strong flavoring and pretty pricey for a full bottle. I won't bother with other cherry liqueurs, Heering is by far the best and you really only need a splash for taste.

Another thing to try is a glass of 1 oz Drambuie and 3 oz blended scotch and that's called a "Rusty Nail", also delicious and you'll end up getting drunk in no time knocking a few down.
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a good drunk movie is idiocracy, its a childhood movie for me eat it old fags lmao
currently drunk off a mix of a lot of shit, i'm about to move to a much better place, so i'm clearing out the liquor cabinet, so no specific shit worth talking about 
only news i can really think of is that i got a mosin now; other than that, nothing much
i've been trying not to spam, but i guess that shit truly doesn't matter anymore, shits kinda fucked right now on this board 
the dollar is to cover a password, btw 
i wish i could say something to the guys who drink whiskey adjacent drinks, but i hate whiskey, sadly enough ):
> i wish i could say something to the guys who drink whiskey adjacent drinks, but i hate whiskey, sadly enough ):

No offense taken, the taste of whiskey is not for everyone. Some say it's an acquired taste, it takes time adjusting to and all depends on the brand for certain individuals. It was the same for me when I was younger, I once hated whiskey. I later got turned on to single malt scotch and the rest was history.
I may be an oldfag but I loved to watch movies like The Shining when getting drunk. I would often mock Jack Nicholson's character and cheer him on as he ran after his family with the axe. Kinda crude behavior, sure, but it was just for fun. Not too many movies have enough dramatic psychological suspense to rile fun drunken reactions. Maybe something like the original Night of the Living Dead or Dawn of the Dead might be fun watching drunk too.
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i'm now off my job now, just waiting to get the fuck outta here at this point, only some days left on my end 
i forgot to mention that i've gotten some good quality pipes & pipe tobacco, quite nice, smokes very well 
i got these little "pink whitney" bottles, they're actually pretty good
every time i hear people talk about good whiskey, they always talk about scotch
i guess its the mainstay of those with taste for a reason; i need to try it some time
> I would often mock Jack Nicholson's character and cheer him on as he ran after his family with the axe.
when drunk i like to watch some certain streamer's VODS, reacting almost as if its live & they could hear me
when they play horror games its straight up like watching a movie, with how many obvious bad decisions they make lol
even your cat laughs at your impotent masturbation... you live in a litter box, and have no money

by the way, your cat got tired of the cheap, predictable $8 "PetStages Tower of Rings" within 24 hours of you bringing it into the deplorable prison of filth and Microwaved Michelina's Monotony...

HINT: cats are fastidious, while obviously you don't have enough of an IQ to bury your own feces.
lol @ how uneducated you are !!


it's a MALT LIQUOR BEVERAGE, with cheap nasty perfume SISSY FLAVORING

like a nigger's COLT 45 MALT LIQUOR FOR WOMEN

There are very clear defined aspects that single malt scotch the choice for connoisseurs, especially a good speyside as opposed to a North Highland

Which would look rather absurd in your filthy stinky little shit hole, surrounded by literal garbage and microwaved michelina boxes.

After all, you're drinking pink malt liquor convinced it contains whiskey

I don't think you'd be able to perceive the luxuriant nature of single malt scotch, and even if you could, you probably wouldn't want to do it while sitting inside a toilet
The initial first distillation results in plain ethanol... vodka

It doesn't matter if it's distilled from potatoes or anything else, because the first initial distillation results in pure ethanol, also known as vodka...

Then with further distillation, the vodka is finally mixed with various other products like juniper, which is called gin

Or put into wooden casks, and allowed to absorb the color and Smoky flavor of the wood, which you call bourbon or whiskey

Or perhaps the vodka is further distilled with sugar and spices, which you call rum

But all liquors are nothing more than vodka that have been adulterated
But then again, if you're the type of guy who eats all of his meals out of a microwave, and drinks pink perfumed Malt Liquor beverages disguised as whiskey, then how would you know the difference anyway?
I feel so sorry for your cat. He's a prisoner in your disgusting decisions you call a life
Also I love the way you pretend like never seeing a vagina in real life was your choice somehow
It wasn't your choice. Just look at your existence and you will see it through women's eyes, and you'll finally accept the fact that they didn't care about your opinions. It was never your choice
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just got back from a huge move across the country
i can now live a place that doesn't consist of me never going outside ever aside from back & both car trips
i'm also now gonna live in a quality house that isn't falling apart around me, surrounded by trap houses, has no heating or cooling & is owned by a total scumlord of a landlord, so i'll actually keep it clean for once, instead of letting depression & apathy take over (i know you guys didn't like the mess, i didn't either)
i'm gonna go into welding, instead of security, security was fun & all, but holy shit do you end up not having a life (not that i even had one when i was in that pisshole i used to call a "home")
its pretty nice living in a place thats green now, the desert can be beautiful, yet the people who reside in it are pure fucking evil, theres also not much to do once you done what you can
since i'm at a hotel right now & still waiting for the house to get the paperwork overwith, i've been biding my time by wandering the little creeks near by, its fucking amazing, theres just plants & animals here, its fucking crazy; today i saw little minnows, a mushroom, a honey locust tree, frogspawn, and plenty of other things; it might not sound like much to you guys, but i've never had this before, i don't feel like killing myself anymore either, which is pretty cool 
on the drinking side of things, i got this bottle of smirnoff, its alright, i got it while i was going through texas

if you're referring to the tissues as cumrags, its shockingly just snot; i have bad allergies, living in a desert isn't good for you
the pet tower was from amazon & they made it look a lot bigger, fucking scamming chinamen ruined that site
the "pink whiskey" is just pink lemonade vodka, i never said it was whiskey to begin with, its straight up just new amsterdam pink whitney vodka
do you have any good brands to name for scotch? i don't feel like spending $70 on a bottle that i won't drink
also, i'm still not convinced that pink lemonade flavored vodka is whiskey, never was anyways
i already knew that
you are however wrong on that, applejack exists; i at least wouldn't purely call it vodka though, since its not distilled via the typical fashion 
its still not whiskey man, its literally vodka
i'm out of the shithole now, actually lol
i still don't get what you're talking about
if you think thats me, you would be incorrect, thats the one spammer that pretends to be some guy that owned some other altchan or whatever
its really weird, he posts pics of the guy's asshole a lot too, i don't know why he does this, i just hide his posts when i see them, i don't wanna see a man's asshole, i already don't care for women's assholes anyways
That looks like some nice country there, it is good being able to enjoy the outdoors.
That guy you're replying to is a lolcow called johnny, he usually haunts 8chan but he's been fagging this place up recently.
He posts a lot in dead threads, the guy has serious mental problems.
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i'm doing some /nightwalking/ right now; feels great when you're drunk
heres a few pics before i go out again 
signs somewhat censored for reasons
thanks man, didn't know that, at least on the spot 
he definitely seems troubled, with his' lack of reading comprehension & rampant aggressiveness 
i can only hope he settles down easy, it would be nice, for what its worth i guess
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i gone over to the place where i saw the honey locust, but there were still deer there, and they did a call since they were spooked (which spooked me), so i bullshitted my own human-call in hopes it would make them steer clear, then i quickly got outta there i'm not fucking with deer, they can kill you, man
i gone to a bridge i saw during the day too, to see if there was a troll there, but the /x/ fags were wrong, i didn't see a troll
i even gave it a bit, 10 overly long seconds, counted out loud like a dumbass, still no troll
after that gone off to the area where i saw the mushroom
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i didn't find the mushroom, but i did find out i'm still pretty good at walking in sheer darkness without making much sound
heard a few things here & there, bugs or whatever, but i didn't get killed by a wendigo or some stupid shit, so i guess i made it out fine in the end
i'm gonna go eat some food, them take a shower to wash off the morning dew from my legs; it was an amazing night, i'll try to do more things like this more often, its really fun, thanks guys
That looks like an awesome place to explore.
There's a river that runs through the bush near my place I like to wander along and I swear it cheers me up just being there.
Yep, Johnny shit up /pnd/ pretty badly, lol. Total goon. If he wants a place ruined he'll spend all day and night to ruin it. Psychopath mentality.

Hope you had fun anon. Honestly the last thing I like to do when I get drunk (these days) is go out. It's almost looking for trouble if your drunk out in public at night.

> i'm not fucking with deer, they can kill you, man

I live near a ton of deer around a wooded area. They are scared shitless of humans out where I live. If they spot you from a couple acres away they dash off real fast. Probably due to the fact lots of people hunt them in my State.

> i didn't find the mushroom

Were you looking for morel mushrooms by any chance? They're very delicious to eat if cooked properly. Problem is they are very hard to find and will only come out a few days per year, when it gets hot enough in spring time. They grow fast and die fast. I hunt for them every year but it is really hit or miss.
Enjoy the booze, don't abuse it just because you feel like shit, use it to have a good time and it's alright to drink a lot. Booze should never be consumed during the day or consumed because you feel miserable. Have fun when drinking, alcohol should be treated as a loving companion. At least that's the way I see it.
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> goon
Was nice knowing you anon


> i can now live a place that doesn't consist of me never going outside ever aside from back & both car trips
> i'm also now gonna live in a quality house that isn't falling apart around me, surrounded by trap houses, has no heating or cooling & is owned by a total scumlord of a landlord, 

Glad things worked out for you anon. The place you moved too looks nice too
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yesterday i walked all around the rivers looking for fossils & any other such things, shit was great, absolutely beautiful 
i've had amazing luck in finding fossils so far, in the first day looking, i found 9 stones with fossils in/of them, my phone's camera isn't that good, so sadly the pics aren't very quality
the fossils are all sea life, corals or whatever, no idea what time frame
on a side note, i lost one of my hotel keycards when pulling my phone out of my pocket (i think it was when i took the panorama pic), i saw a crayfish which was funny, then stopped there since water was too deep
i gone off to another branch of the river, in the direction i found the muchroom at, i gone pretty far for what its worth
i turned back when i saw a wasp on the ground, looking like it came from a hole, i don't feel like getting stung 500+ times via an angry nest
today i woke up just a bit ago, gone out to the area i didn't go far enough into, but still had to stop a bit after since the water was too deep in the river for me to just walk with ease; i did however find the lost keycard, amazingly, it was just waiting there for me on the gravel 
while i was there i found a crayfish & 2 more fossils, was 3 feet away from a snake that easily could have bit my dumb ass, and when lifting a rock i saw a tiny slug; i've also been taking pics of the fossils i didn't collect too
i tried going past the troll bridge deeper down the river, but after going a while i was going into property that might have cows &/or people, neither of which i'm gonna fuck with
i walked for a bit more, but decided to come back, have a drink & relax 
the drink is some gin & a bottle of imagerelated 
i'm gonna post the pics now 
the other crayfish i found was dead
not looking for mushrooms, just found it by chance; i have literally no experience with them outside of a walmart, so i'm not gonna fuck with them
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i keep him in a little sauce cup with a lid so he doesn't break, hes pretty fragile; i wonder how he died, maybe he got stuck on the rock & dried up in the cold of night or something?
also, fossil update: i have attained more fossils
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huge fossil update: i just went out & found a imperial fuckload more fossils, even a god damn starfish!
got a lot of crinoid stems, more coral, and a snail shell; i'd liked to have continued, but it started to rain pretty hard
also saw little outcrop of mushrooms
i'm now celebrating with some wine
i've been drinkng even more, its still raing, yet the bones call for me
i'm off to the shale, i hope i don't get stuck by lightning, i will see you anons later
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the hunt turned out pretty great, for what its worth; i'm admittedly quite proud of myself
heres some vids of how i usually hunt for fossils, the rain made it harder to find them, but it was still fun; i hope you guys'll go out & find fossils for yourselves too
i've been up a while, so i'm gonna call it a day, dry off, and reward myself with a cocktail made from 2 shots of vodka, a cup of pickle juice, 4 cups of water, 1 pickled egg, and 5 olives i have no idea if it'll taste good, wish me luck
sorry if theres any copyposts, my internet is shit right now
> and reward myself with a cocktail made from 2 shots of vodka, a cup of pickle juice, 4 cups of water, 1 pickled egg, and 5 olives
< i have no idea if it'll taste good, wish me luck

LOL, tell us how that tasted, I don't think I'd have the stomach to try it. When I drink vodka I typically mix a few shots with a glass of fruit juice.
it was actually pretty good, just had to add more juice to it
this time i made one that was just 2 shots, only pickle juice, 10 olives, and 1 egg, its pretty strong though
a 50/50 of pickle juice & water would probably be best
naw, i ain't lookin for magics, thats all cow shit anyways (easy to find where i'm at now though)
i'm just taking pics of the mushrooms i see since i think they're cool
i'm gonna go out in the forest again today, on the end that i can't get to so far at
right now i'm drunk as shit, but i'll try to hydrate up by morning on my end, hopefully i'll find more stuff given time
okay, so i gone out there on a quick before morning scouting mission; shit is colder than fucking hell froze over
holy fuck does it suck, i'm not going into the river today, hell, i'm just fucking going to bed soon
i can't handle -40f temps, that shit is fucked 
my feet are frozen & i'm tired, fuck that shit
Cappuccino with shot of caramel syrup. I ASKED FOR A FLAT WHITE YOU STUPID BITCH. She had a nice arse though.
> "The quite glutinous finish gives way to a strong throaty aftertaste, which is not at all unpleasant, and, whilst you secretly wonder how it received a World Beer Award in the 'Silver' category, as the medallion on the front of the bottle signifies, there is no doubt in your mind, and also in your mouth, that the brew is persuasively moorish."
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i got this dill pickle vodka
it tastes exactly like pickle juice, with just an aftertaste of alcohol
its pretty good, so i paired it with pickle juice on top, because its fucking pickle time
> pussy
yes :(
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Been a while; just moved into the new house, did another drunk walk tonight in the place I literally just moved into
Had a hell of a time finding my way back, these maps are legit fucking garbage, jesus christ they are terrible
The walk through the woods was fine, though I could hear deer through the  whole way through, which was spooky
On my way back, while getting semi-lost as fuck, I saw a 300lb pig 2 fucking times in a row
That shit scared me in half, I had my 10mm out the 2 fucking times i saw it
Hogs ain't shit to fuck with, they're sapient, they love to kill
Ever seen a grizzly in teh wild? I'd love to see a fully grown adult on its rear legs growling. Would be an incredible sight to behold. Unlike the bears we got in Australia, stoned off their tits up in a bloody gumtree not even knowing what day of teh week it is.

trim your fucking fingernails
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Currently in the forest right now, just relaxing
Drunk off gin & tonics, and now got a cup of pickle vodka + tonic now
How are you guys doing? 
I'm still waiting for my internet to be set up, I'm bored as fuck
As much as it's terrible to say, ama? (Whithin reason) for as long as I'm in the forest & whoever's in on right now
Let's shoot some shit
I just heard a super fuckedck up sound like a hog being gored to death
It lasted for a while and I have no God damn idea what the fuck it was
It was loud as fuxk, and it gone on for a while, it was really close too
I think I'm not gonna go out in the forest without my ak47m now
This shit is fucked
I, uh, guess my idea of an AMA gone to shit
Not that it was worth anything, sorry about that guys 
I'm used to a lot of shidd & a half
Not so little, I'll try to account to it next time
See a in a thick bit, bye, I guess
Sippin' on some bottom-shelf goon, the elixir of a NEET's sad and lonely life. Watched the full moon rise at a beach, surrounded by loved-up couples taking it all in, sitting shoulder to shoulder. A chilly Autumn night. Arms wrapped around one another. Warmth in their hearts, and loins. Kill me please.
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Sounds comfy. Nothing but the same old same old for me. I couldn't last a day without the net, so hope you get it goin' soon. Shootin' some inanimate objects sounds like a great way to destress, so shoot away fren.

> no God damn idea what the fuck it was
See pic-related

Don't do anything the good Lord wouldn't do. fucking. finger. nails.

Take it easy soldier.
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Back at the area from before; I've really taken a liking to it
I think what I heard was a bobcat killing something, that's exactly what it sounded like, by what I saw
Didnt expect to hear that the night ago, but that's nature I guess
Beaches can really be a bitch
I still haven't cut them, I've been using them to cut the tape off of boxes, moving houses is annoying as fuck, sorry about that
You know what they say anon, the longer you don't socialize or work, the harder it will become to fit in with society. If you want to die lonely the booze will do it, first gradually then suddenly.

Some say humans are evil for killing off wildlife which I find rather ironic due to the fact wildlife has also killed one another as well humans before too. Raccoons will kill chickens, coyotes will kill deer, cats will kill rodents, snakes will kill baby birds, etc.
Imho, coons are a killonsight raccoons too(:
They thrive so well in civilization anywhere they go, they ain't worth caring about
> harder it will become
I know. Sucks having an IQ just high enough to be self-aware of such things, yet nowhere near enough to truly succeed in life. A beautiful woman served me at the liqour store, and I could barely make eye contact.
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POV: you're having a smoke & a drink in the woods
if you haven't, you should, its ultracomfy
The drank is just some vodka & v8 fruitgreens
Also, I hear frogs near me, i love frogs
Main problem is buying shit worth a damn, now
I'm used to living in glorified barracks, so now that I'm free, I'm a bit lost
It's going great though, just slowly
I, uh, lost my pipe...
Oh well, it wasn't one meant forever, fell outta my pocket on the trail probably
Cargo pants cant hold shit, man
Luckily it was just one I was using to train with
I'll start using the "good" one now, just gotta dig it up from my stuffs
"Pipe smoking is the oldest form of smoking tobacco, developed during an era in which men would make time to sit at the end of a hard day’s toil, to rock back and forth in their favorite chair and observe the rotation of life. They had an understanding that prolonged satisfaction is greater than the immediate and fleeting gratification we have a tendency to seek today. A pipe is a man’s companion, his smoky warmth on a crisp winter day and the friend with which he watches the passing of time. A pipe requires patience. It instills calmness, observation, and contemplation."

I prefer smoking from a pipe too, but I only do it at night time. Just a few puffs at night with a glass of whiskey satisfies me.
Perhaps on a cold Winter's morning, but warm beer on a hot day would be nausea-inducing imo.

Ngl the author's description of Nadine had my blood inflaming a little.
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drinkin some wine right now; nothing special, just some classic sweet boxed goon
finally got internet on my PC, took the company long enough to set up the router, about 3 fucking weeks long enough at that
heard more strange soundsb in the middle of the night, i think they might be rabbits fighting??? 
it legit sounds terrible, loud as fuck, sounds like an indiscernible animal being murdered, yet rabbits would fit the bill on it
i don't think bobcats are here, and nothing else its really in this patch either, i can only imagine rabbits 
in other news, i think the house is haunted, persons here, they've seen & felt spooky shit; i, haven't, this is typical to my norm
imho, i've come to the conclusion that everything is demons fuck you "ghosts", you are evil, eat my ass & suck this dick
i got a better pipe waiting, and an even grander pipe to be made, i just gotta pull by shit outta the boxes first 
i don't think we got canetoads in my area, just typical toads
i did however find a toad the other day ago! i caught it & appreciated it in my hands for a bit, they truly are cute
wine pairs well with the pipe, it's sweetness sets a good balance 
i agree with  >>/46572/ specifically the author part
Cheers, just opened yet another cask of wine. I prefer dry though, the sweet stuff gives me bad hangovers. Got some stout beer too. Do rabbits fight? I thought they just fucked a lot. What makes you think the place is haunted? Hearing or seeing anything unusual? Perhaps a previous resident was violently murdered. Real estate agents would never mention such things.

> the other day ago
lol, the only cute toad is teh one from the Super Mario games.
> the sweet stuff gives me bad hangovers

One of the open but not well know secrets behind a hangover is that alcohol depletes Vitamins out of your system when being filtered by the liver. Especially from Vitamin B deficiency. I'd recommend taking some good quality Vitamins the morning after, including Vitamin B complex and some curcumin supplement. That helps me with hangovers all the time.


If they don't know who you are they are most likely not laughing at you, they are just laughing about some latest gossip they recently heard.
I try to take b-vitamins everday. It's been proven that the depletion of them from alcoholism can cause irreversible cognitive decline, dementia and even schizophrenia.
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A late afternoon alone by the river. An hour of fading sunlight. Fish sporadically leaping from the water. I think they were mullet. Almost threw a line in this time. But the degenerate in me had other ideas. Drink up son, make your father proud.
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been busy doin shit; today, however, i got some weird appletini in a testtube & a espresso martini in a can 
the appletini is a bit bland, buts its alright, for a 30%, it tastes like 0, lol; good to get fucked up off of
the espresso is a bit rough (i had it before), but it'll absolutely wake your ass up, i normally don't care for coffee, but they actually did a good job on it; it reminds me of past years ago, getting annihilated off coffee vodka & pissing around on tf2 deathrun maps, getting 10 people at once to do the peter griffin laugh in voicechat 
the sweet stuff'll sneak up on you hard
to prevent hangovers i use picklejuice & poweraid, it just works
rabbits fight, but it still feels weird though, those sounds were so strange, i wonder if someone dumped a exotic animal near by
on the topic of spooky ghosts, right now i got a bunch of stuff in a cupboard that magically throws itself all over; theres literally no fucking way it should be happening, shit just falls over, clumsy ass ghosts, man; the house is also from the 50's, so its had time to get some spookies, doesn't help that i brought shit that might be haunted anyways 
drinking my the river is the best, though i prefer to do it at mornings while watching all the flora & fauna wake up
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Spoke to two people this weekend, the liquor store attendant and a guy who almost tripped over a rat as he was leaving the store. Exciting.
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just now i was making a gin & tonic with the last of a small bottle of rye gin i've had for a a few years now, and i saw a deer in my backyard; after that a second one came over, but then a neighbor doing yardwork spooked them
yesterday i saw 5 back there too, a buck & his harem
such funny creatures, i think at this point i've now seen 15 deer in my whole life, discounting the many dead i've also now seen spattered across roads within the last few months 
naw, it was happening even when i wasn't drunk
aside from that, i have strangely very good memory while drunk & don't really knock shit over while drunk
> almost tripped over a rat
fucking lol'd
> Are deer the kangaroos of America?

No, plenty more deer in America than kangaroos in Australia and deer are very scared of humans, unlike kangaroos.
So fuck me. I have been recovering for about a day now from a rather excessive binge drinking fest with some close family and friends, we drank five days straight (excluding early mornings) and I got absolutely trashed 3 out of the 5 days lol. Some blackouts occurred during the shit show. Lots of more cleaning up to do this morning. I'm going on a detox (absolutely no alcohol) for about three to four days. Yesterday I was sick as a dog and could barely think straight. Some of the drinks I had were random blended scotches, single malt scotch, bourbon, various different mixed drinks and liqueurs, pineapple rum, gin and galliano. I do not understand why I drink as much as I do but I had some money to burn and sure did just that over the memorial day weekend. Felt good to be offline the whole time too.
Actually some of the liqueurs were pretty good and rather strong. Goldschläger, a cinnamon liqueur, had more alcohol content than average whiskey or bourbon did. By the time you drink a half a bottle of that stuff alone you will be one drunk SOB. Galliano very similar, just a strong Italian herbal liqueur, nothing to underestimate considering the high alcohol content. Mix that with some strawberry liqueur and it tastes great enough to chug down and can get you wasted before you know what hit you. By the way, my detox is about up today. I plan to have another couple drinks tonight ;)
I know how it goes. It is all in the blood they say, depends your ancestry and genes. Some people have genes that cannot tolerate much alcohol at all, others come from a long background of ancestors who used to binge drink and can naturally endure being trashed. Myself included. My grandfather died when I was very young, a hard working alcoholic who had to have his share of whiskey every night.
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havin a gin & tonic again, still my usual, usual is good though
i wanted to watch the fireflies all night, but it got cold pretty quickly; did see some really bright ones & one that kept flashing every 4 seconds for about 30 min straight, thing was a juggernaut
recently got an old style treadmill, manual; i've made it a sort of vow to do at least 1 hour 30 min on it every day now; its pretty damn good for something that was $25 off a thrift store, easily worth 200 imho, super compact & easy to use, plus i get to use my natural 3-4 mph gait by default 
finally got my id for this state, so i'm gonna start getting guns again, which is fun; i did get a gun from a gunstore back where i lived via mail though, they literally called to tell me about the guns the got recently while i was away, so i could take my pick, because they know i'm damn well gonna get them; so now i got a gun coming my way again lol
> Are deer the kangaroos of America?
eh, sorta, they're everywhere, but unlike the other anon said, they're not THAT afraid of people
the deer watch me through the window as i watch them eat, so it ain't that bad
> Nasty stuff, but then again I'm a connoisseur of bottom-shelf vino
i'd say gin is an "aquired taste", but it ain't; its like any other liquor, you like it or you don't, it is what it is
i hate whiskey, beer, white wine (+ most dry wines), and rum (i ruined myself on rum though, still); they're undrinkable to me, just can't do it (since i ruined myself on rum, i'll straight up vomit at the smell of it however, unlike the others, which i just really, really, really, don't like)
its summer in the US, but it sure don't feel like it where i'm at, albeit, i come from a desert originally 
congrats on the fun, but don't kill yourself with alcoholism; remember, you can't drink alcohol if you're dead 
i always wished i could have played those, they looked so fun
from what i've heard, those make some of the worse coffee though? 
look up "technology connections coffee percolator youtube" for a seriously great explanation
when i do drink coffee (which i very rarely do), i drink an instant coffee from singapore, shits great stuff, legit; other people i know who are huge coffee lovers have tried it & even they said it was seriously good; i originally got it off a japanese ramen shop, never gone back from it 
thanks for the bump, i truly appreciate it
> eh, sorta, they're everywhere, but unlike the other anon said, they're not THAT afraid of people
> the deer watch me through the window as i watch them eat, so it ain't that bad

Sure, but go outside and start to walk towards them from a distance, they'll typically run away. At least that has always been the case when I am outdoors and see some.
> congrats on the fun, but don't kill yourself with alcoholism; remember, you can't drink alcohol if you're dead

True. Shitty part is when you are an alcoholic your brain is adapted to drinking much harder than normal people and it is very addictive. I normally try to pace myself and limit my drinking to 3 to 4 times a week, only drinking at night. Except when a bunch of guests visit including friends who love to party, lol. Lucky it's not too often because I'd be dead by now.
> appreciate it
Been a while since you posted, I was legit worried you'd offed yourself. So it's great to know you're ALIVE and doing well (I hope) at your new place. Funny you mention the treadmill as I was thinking to get some sort of indoor exercise equipment just last night. Like a bicycle or rower, more cardio-focused stuff than weights. Sweat out the toxins from the previous night's bender, and give the old liver and kidneys a break.

> guns in the mail
Try doing that in Oz and the police will personally deliver ;)
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drunk off a fair bit right now, wine, gin & tonic, and st.germains; i ate an ice cream in the shower because i felt like it, it was really fun, i recommend it  
on a side note, i've actually been trying to stave off the drinking recently, i like it & all, but my PTSD makes me a shitty person when i've gotten 15+ shots in me, and i start to sleepwalk, so the roommate is really concerned 
when i'm really drunk i just turn in to such a particular person, its one thing when i drink a normal amount, i'm a chill & fun guy; but its another when i'm running away from it all, i just become an angry, terrified, paranoid monster
i wanna quit on that, i don't need to be evil now, i don't need to kill people anymore, no man is putting a gun in my hand & telling me to kill all in sight 
i'm in a different place now, and every day more, it becomes a different time, its just not required 
anyways, i skimped out on the treadmill today, feel bad about it, my excuse is that i was tired when i woke up; i'll do in in the morning / my afternoon
my sleep schedule is so fucked up, private security really shits you out on that front, great money though, really, i got more than enough to spare after the shit i done every day & night 
yeah, unless they're tamed, they're scared of people
i've interacted with tamed deer though, they act just like farm animals 
i'm doing great where i live right now, nightmares are at an alltime low, i recently had an "interesting" dream too, i'll talk about it later 
if i were to kill myself, you'd see it on the news; don't worry about it, man, seriously
if i ever do die, it'll be by something inane, like swallowing a wasp & dying by it stinging my lungs or getting annihilated in a carcrash via a semitruck 
i just like to give the threads a bit of time to build up, i don't wanna spam it with me being some insane drunk idiot 
i plan to do another outing in the forest trail, but farther than i gone before, it'll be in a bit though, so don't hold your breath 
depends on the season
on one season they're absolutely terrified of you, you're their waking nightmare
on the next, you're just some dumb hopeless pissant in the way between deer pussy & immortality 
deer are stupid animals, they're just like people 
what did wine you open?
> when i'm really drunk i just turn in to such a particular person, its one thing when i drink a normal amount, i'm a chill & fun guy; but its another when i'm running away from it all, i just become an angry, terrified, paranoid monster

That's actually more common then you think. Excessive alcohol consumption can be as bad of an experience and as damaging to your cognitive state as using hard drugs. If you are drinking large amounts of alcohol you should dose it by time periods. For example 4oz or booze every hour but no more than that. Otherwise you are binge drinking and that can entirely fuck up your mental state (I've learned this by experience myself).

> i've interacted with tamed deer though, they act just like farm animals 

Cool, I've never had the pleasure of seeing a domesticated deer before. Where I live (Missouri) they are often hunted so they are instinctively terrified of human beings.
> what wine?

Nothing special, it was only 10 bucks and gone now. It's been that cold lately I can't even be fucked having a shower let alone eat ice cream in there. And speaking of showers I was at a shopping complex today and was surprised the toilet block had an actual shower stall with running hot water. I've been to plenty shopping centres in my life never seen that before. Absolutely DESTROYED the shitter.