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 >>/32840/
Throwing what away exactly?
None of us can say if she enjoys making these pics or not.
But she's definitely making a good amount of dosh with the softcore patreon and twitch streaming combo. She even reduced her patreon to just doing this and still asks a really high price.
Do you know how much free time she must have, while still having a decent income?

 >>/32846/
> Throwing what away exactly?
Throwing away any chance of a future career being taken seriously as a creator. Nobody looks up to porn queens, lots of guys holler at the time but attention quickly moves on and nobody looks up to them or wants to be associated with them in the long run.





 >>/32849/
It is increasingly harder for her to have a serious career with this rubbish now in existence. The last drop is a bigger step than usual.

Where she might previously have had a choice it increasingly looks like any future career she will have is destined to be in the low-class slutty market like lynnicole etc.









When I caught a glimpse of Bonbis new pictures, I had to close my eyes - it was like seeing my daughter naked. But the images were already burned into my mind. And I just cannot stop thinking about them. Look, I'm a long time fan - I followed Bonbi since she was just a 15 year old child... And that fact only made me more aroused... I feel so sick /bbg/, how can I deal with this?







I don't think she ever really had career opportunities other than being a streamer for two reasons: she's lazy and dumb. She could be making the same or more amount of money doing cosplay photo sets like other girls without having to almost show herself naked but she's lazy to do so and besides if she tried someone would take advantage of her since she's dumb. She could probably get get help from her family but it seems (maybe she's said otherwise in her streams but I don't watch them) like either she lies to them about everything or they don't care


 >>/32847/
 >>/32868/
> she's lazy and dumb.
she's definitely lazy, but she's not dumb. she has been taking the easy way out for quite some time now but this will all catch up to her at some point. likely in the form of massive regret.

all these do is make me care less and less about whatever she has going on. she is capable but she doesnt give a fuck. whatever charm she had is becoming lost to time.

































 >>/32890/
To many people it isn't.
But more importantly, you're also assuming everybody thinks the same of these things as you do. If showing her boobs in a sexy way makes you lose respect for her, you probably aren't worth anybody's time anyway.

Besides, do you think every employer or university or whatever is going to google her name, assume she has a Tiktok/Twitch and then try to find leaks of her patreon? That's far-fetched imo.
I mean, you have former ACTUAL porn actresses and actors turning into relatively normal people. This ain't the 19th century anymore, even if some of the retarded Amerifats wish it were again.















 >>/32908/
Cum tributes are fucking stupid.

 >>/32909/
> name one?
I don't have a list in my mind, but I'd say Carmen Electra would fit this perfectly.
Is Mia Kalifa still streaming or something?
Sasha Grey gets like 4k views on twitch every time she streams I think.

 >>/32914/
None of us, including her, know how she'll feel about these pics in 10, 20 or 40 years.
These things aren't guaranteed to screw up your life or make you regret doing them. Plenty of people live with doing these things.

 >>/32857/
I dont know if I am alone in thinking this here.

I think Bonbi really has mental health problems. Compounded by parental neglect, spending too much time with creeps end weirdos on the internet as a kid, grooming, home schooling.

She has real trouble interacting with people irl.
She has no schooling to speak of.
I dont think she realy is exceptionally lazy, rather a barely functioning depressive. Enough of us here must know what that is like.

If that is your starting point in life you have no chance at a normal, fulfilling or decently paying career.
Even learning and working a trade is dependant on being good at handeling customers and colleagues.

Given the above, I dont think it's fair to say she makes bad choices or is just lazy.

 >>/32918/
>  Is Mia Kalifa still streaming or something?

the same mia kalifa that had a chimp out on a radio show because someone mentioned her porn past? that mia kalifa? she wants people to develop amnesia about how she became famous.

sasha grey has 4k views? i'm not sure if i'm supposed to be impressed.


 >>/32919/
agree somewhat but it is on her to at least try to improve herself in some way. she has listened to the most brain dead people around her to pursue short term goals which will not at all serve her in the future. more than a few have said her parents have been neglectful but she is 19 not 12. she wants people to take her to be  an adult but  she acts like a 10 year old most of the time. all of this said i hope she can find a way to do well for herself and no i dont mean selling lewds.


 >>/32920/
As I said, I don't follow these people and I don't know what exactly they're up to, just that they still make quite a lot of money after having done porn.
I have also previously said that nobody knows how Bonbi will handle this in the future. But the "ShE iS dOoMeD" posters are just arrogant little misogynistic shits that I can't fucking stand.




 >>/32922/
You are right in the sense that it is up to her to change, simply because nobody else can do it for her.

But I think it is revealing you say she acts like a 10 year old. You do see what I mean.
People do not magically become functioning responsible adults at 18. 
Other people have to teach you when you're growing up. 
Even adults who had good rolemodels, schooling and friends still have real trouble improving themselves.
Dont judge her too harshly. She has been trying.






 >>/32928/
i am trying not to judge her because that doesnt help anything. but someone who has watched this shit show unfold for years just asking why she keeps making these brainlet decisions. i know she doesn't have the best circle of influence but you would hope she could align herself with some girls who are not retarded so they could steer her somewhat. she had a shit upbringing? she was spoiled and got everything she wanted and had attention festooned upon her daily.i dont think we are following the same story. she has just become selfish and hungry for money and the worst kind of attention. i see her try for a while then she gives up and goes right back to doing what she is doing now.
















 >>/32938/
>  she has had symptoms since age 11 or 12.
what symptoms? she seemed perfectly fine before. 

>  But if her parents have her homeschooled and she learns nothing, that seems like neglect to me.
Furthermore, spoiling children can be another form of neglect. 

i assume she had to pass a state certification for school. if they did literally teach her nothing then it's hopeless. if you see her room and how she was she was clearly spoiled. if she wasnt then she sure is now by people online. 

>  She has real trouble interacting with people irl.
where did you hear that? she seems fine.

>   barely functioning depressive
i dont think so. sure she has a lot to be depressed about but she has fallen into the trap most girls her age have. put your entire life online and look for likes and money. a recipe for disaster.











 >>/32959/
keep policing endchan of all places.  You’re literally being cucked, you know that right? Your precious little girlfriend you fantasy about is posting her tits for all to see and people like me find her super fucking hot.  Meanwhile you just sit in your little deskchair, fat spilling over, crying that all isn’t right in the world.










 >>/32950/
You either dont know anything about our Bonbi or your just trolling.

> what symptoms? she seemed perfectly fine before
Stop trolling bro.

> she was, clearly spoiled
Almost all the stuff she has comes from online people giving her money. This, has been going on for a long time and falls into my 'too much time with weirdos on the internet'  and 'grooming' categories.
Pedos, giving a child money to get her attention is indeed a trap.
The point about parental neglect is that they didnt teach her enough life skills, enough academic skills, left her alone with the internet too much and didnt get her mental help when she needed it.

> where did you hear that? She seems fine.
Stop trolling bro

> i dont think so.
Stop trolling bro


 >>/32971/
> at least she is keeping the clean cosplay separate for those fans still
You realize every time she does a cosplay like the latest Ahri Tiktoks the Patreon porn shoot follows a few days later? She currently posts on Patreon, Tiktok (advert for Patreon), Insta (more adverts for Patreon) or Twitch (talking about Patreon).









 >>/32935/
Home schooling, being sheltered and the only "outside contact" being people on the internet will inevitably ALWAYS fuck young people up.
Quite a few saw this coming back in 2018 already.
Of course there were also the braindead idiots thinking "MUH PURITY, she will stay pure and amazing since she wasn't exposed to filthy school life!" and those are the exact same people that now cry about her doing softcore. Buncha conservative fucking losers.
The (un)funny thing is, this is a tale as old as mankind.

 >>/32981/
You pick the only thing I can tell you nothing more about and you know it.

She said on stream she thinks it started at that age. But she has never said what her condition is. Believe her or not.

My argument does not hinge around this point. When she was a vulnerable mind, a child, she was put into situations no child should be in. 
The effects of this on her psyche do not disappear because she is an adult.

I think people do not have full control over their lives. That the circumstances you are born into matter in the life choices you have as an adult.
I think bonbis circumstances were such that many opportunities that are open to other people were closed to her and will remain so.
You will not agree im sure. But I think this is in large part the reason for the lewds. 

She is the only one that can change her situation, no disagreement there.



 >>/32976/
> i bet you fucks think of bluebon while viewing bonbis patreon and then produce mayo
I don't, cant speak for the rest of them.
> close this place down
Dont worry, she will stream tonight (she always does after a porn drop) and the chat will have to be nice because they know they will be banned if not. Thats why she doesn't get it, doesn't see how she has thrown her career away. As someone mentioned above, its an echo chamber.
Oh and Mattchuchu will give her $5k because nobody out-creeps him.




 >>/32987/
You write these paragraphs everyday and for what? Personal hypothesis: you start leaking precum to the idea of how pathetically insignificant you are compared to the bull-simps "corrupting" her. Getting e-cucked is your kink but you really should start sitting quietly on the couch and stop prepping my bull everyday








all you drama faggots speculating about her private life are just projecting your own 24/7 online life onto her. she's probably just a weeb version of jane austin. making bank while still living at home, puts her way above most people at her age. a lot of cope and seethe in this thread lmao


 >>/32999/
continue screaming into the void.

>  making bank while still living at home, puts her way above most people at her age. a lot of cope and seethe in this thread lmao

sounds like something she would lul herself with. while other people her age are busy educating themselves and learning so they can have a career she wastes her time with video games and people online, all of which will not be  there in 5 years. it is truly sad that she believes herself to be winning in this scenario.



 >>/32989/
500 bucks is really a lot.
Like, you can get two decent or one really high class hooker for that money.

 >>/32996/
Well, he might have a ton of money, to the point where donating 500 every month or however often is utterly irrelevant to him. Though it is rather unlikely.
There were rumours going around Pumpkin, somebody who donated to her back in 2019/20 a lot, was actually using up his credit cards by donating up to 200$ per TT stream she did back then.



 >>/33003/
Lol you're the ones with parasocial attachment to her, with your constant talk about wanting to steer her life a different direction as if you had any impact whatsoever. 

It's clear that a lot of ppl here wouldn't like her to do the patreon pictures. Then naturally the implication is that it's wrong to bust nuts to them. And that gets me even harder. Your posts are the digital equivalent of putting some lube on my cock and prepping it











 >>/33014/
> behaving like a nigger
By saying this, you make it incredibly easy to just ignore whatever you say.
I could not care less if anything she does offends your fragile ego, go take a fucking hike.

 >>/33017/
> we can think and say what we please about whatever she does
Sure.
Just don't expect it to be of any importance to anybody. Least of all to bonbi.



as was noted a few weeks ago in the thread before last (and why the fuck was a new thread made so soon?), there are two sides to this parasocial coin and they're often mutually antagonistic. For years she's deliberately messed with the fans who were familiar with all the deep discord bullshit and grooming, and she never grew out of it. Her first ever twitch stream being one of the best examples. She's just as bad off as the worst elements of her fanbase. The usual cope in reply will be something about material wealth (which sadly she is likely to fritter away, though I hope it's not the case) due to a complete lack of metaphysics on the part of the coomers, as well as their desire for her to do more extreme content for sake of their increasingly burned out dopamine receptors. As someone else noted, they hope nothing will hinder the progression of this trend regardless of the consequences it may have. 

One can only hope that the most explicit material she produces would be nudes and maybe stripteases. If she does go into full blown porn, I suppose it's good that Onlyfans exists when she does, as it affords people maximal control over who (if anyone) they "work" with, rather than having some producer getting them hooked on coke and H while choked unconscious and having all their holes blown out by 20 dudes in one shoot in what amounts to a display of wanton violence rather than anything remotely erotic.



 >>/33022/
There's a very small, discord and chan-centric sliver of her fanbase who know the "deep lore" going back to 2018. Some of us are here now. One bad habit (that I think she may have picked up from her insanely stupid and narcissistic groomer Anon1725/Seth, and from her time on Discord in general) is deliberately doing things that she knows will inflame this small subset of her fans. One of the earlier and most glaring examples was her first twitch stream, on Halloween 2019. 

Earlier that Spring, the truth finally came out via private discord leaks that she had a fucked up relationship with Seth, and he had in fact been grooming her as was strongly suspected by said chan/discord die-hards. She even said this herself in these leaks, but quickly backtracked and burned a lot of credibility (and finally openly called him a groomer much more recently). There's a lot of other ancillary stuff to this but moving on, she left the public fan discord server. She then leads her fucktard discord "friends" to believe that she had cut all contact with him. This was made public knowledge via an absurdly long voice chat featuring those people as well as a public statement released by those people. Summer goes by, lots of good tiktoks. Pretty uneventful. Some think they're still together, but it seems like it's over. Everything seemed fine. 

Late October, she announces she'll begin streaming on Twitch on Halloween. A day or two before, someone looks at her Overwatch activity and notices she's been playing with someone named "Myspeld", and for a long time too. This is one of Seth's common screen names. The timing of this is pretty interesting and gets the noggin joggin, but moving on. This person posts this on 4chan, everyone freaks out and they're in disbelief. Then it turns out he's also a mod in her twitch chat (as an aside, this is also when Emiru entered the picture, as she was also a mod). Seth bans anyone who knows about him and they're both really smug about it. The stream happens and he's playing the game with her in between policing chat. Smugness continues. I think she picked up his hubris, as he was always too dumb to keep anything quiet. She then had to "take a break" because of stress or something. Interestingly, the corresponding /bbg/ thread on /wsg/ would be the final complete /bbg/ thread before the general was banned. We then integrated into /ttg/. This Endchan board was established not long before that. All very strange timing. 

This is one example of her going out of her way to "break the 4th wall" with the express intent of just inflaming a small subset of fans on an obscure image board and discord. It's also the most fucked up example because she was flexing her destructive relationship with her groomer to do so and thought it was an "own".









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 >>/33026/
> Thank you, I was not that deep in back then. 
Lucky you, tbh.
Shit was wild back then.

 >>/33024/
> the corresponding /bbg/ thread on /wsg/ would be the final complete /bbg/ thread before the general was banned.
I'm still not sure if that was good or bad tbh.
It changed the dynamic a lot and I think lead to some really fucking stupid radicalization in sub-communities.




 >>/33033/
Probably bad. I saw screenshots of someone in IRC talking to 4chan mods and asking why the thread was banned. They basically said it was weird and they didn't like it lol. /ttg/ went the same way with the same response when questioned. I know other /wsg/ posters were pissed that tiktok threads were basically bumping other threads off into the archive every time they were made, and that was every day or so in the case of /bbg/.





 >>/33033/
>  fucking stupid radicalization in sub-communities.

i am always amazed by how polarizing the people who are interested in this whole thing become. people on either side whacked out of their minds and at the heart of it, strangely, some random woman doing random shit in her room.

think about that a moment. it is mind boggling. there is literally no reason she should have this much attention.






 >>/33033/
> Lucky you, tbh.
> Shit was wild back then.

I believe it.
The way it is now is already wild enough for me.
I never set out to be, but I am parasocially involved, it happened very gradually, now it is hard for me to get free from bonbi and her story. 
I guess you know how it feels.

 >>/33043/
I honestly, find this aspect of bonbi one of the most fascinating. The whole ecosystem of weirdness, awfullness and pain surrounding her. How much internet ephemera this girl has spawned.


 >>/33049/
>  I never set out to be, but I am parasocially involved, it happened very gradually, now it is hard for me to get free from bonbi and her story. 

Why care about someone who does not care about you? i've never been parasocial but was into this for a long time. its fading now as all the charm she had is quickly vanishing.

 >>/33051/
> Why care about someone who does not care about you?
I am under no illusions about it. I have no good explanation for you.
I dont realy understand why and how people come to care about anything at all really.

I cannot see how I could be interested to the point of being here if I didnt care. Can you explain how that worked for you?

 >>/33052/
probably much the same as you. she seemed very cute and interesting in the beginning, had a charming personality. it was fun. you develop a care for the person even though you understand there is nothing there.

over time her personality has soured and she has become a shadow of her former self. she has not matured any despite her growing up and on paper she  appears an adult. that and she seems to refuse to take responsibility while somehow still making money from stupid people. its crap.

 >>/33063/
Your answer made me think some more about why I care. 
I think I understand better now.

The tiktoks were like cat videos to me. Fun, pretty, but just very light entertainment.
Only when I slowly learned about what was happening / had happened to her did I fall in the rabbit hole. 

Part of what attracted me is the tragic nature of it all. 
Tragic in the sense of the ancient greek plays. 
A likeable protagonist is doomed from the start, tries to fight fate, but fate cannot be fought and it ends badly.

I guess I feel sorry for her, maybe Im projecting, but I think she is trapped, lonely and unhappy. 
The situation she is in is hardly of her own making, as she was a child when all the pieces were set on the board. Now she has to play the game of life with the board she got.

I could be wrong, but despite it all she does not seem like the usual piece of shit influencer type. Even if she would like to be sometimes. 

Im not saying I would like to meet her or that I think her and I would even get along, but she seems a pretty nice person at the core.

I cannot be angry at her or disappointed by what she is doing it all just seems like a sad spiral. 
In the end why I care is because I think she deserves better than what she has gotten from life.

Thank you for helping me figure it out.

 >>/33055/
>  I guess I feel sorry for her,
i have at various times too. its hard not to.

>  I think she is trapped, lonely and unhappy. 

i think this is also true and somewhat evident mostly.

>  she does not seem like the usual piece of shit influencer type. 

no but she is quickly adopting their mentality.

>   she seems a pretty nice person at the core.

this is the only reason i still care. it seems like somewhere, deep in there, is an actual person who just wants a fair shot at a good life. as you say she is playing the cards she has got. 

that said i think she can do better but is either too lazy or too resigned to her fate.

i still want to see the happy ending but we sure are on the path to going over a cliff real fast.




 >>/33056/
Yeah, I hope she gets to some good place too.

> i think she can do better but is either too lazy or too resigned to her fate.

I think the root cause of her problems is depression. Either as part of her mental illness or from the external harrassment and grooming or both. 
She exhibits many symptoms of clincal depression.
Bad sleeping habits, lack of concentration, self soothing movement, self medication behavior like excessive shopping, fleeing into fantast, weight fluctuations, lack of energy, having difficulties with friends and family, self harm.

Saying it is laziness or resignation seems to require more agency then I think she is capable of at this point.

I think the patreon, twitch and going to a doctor are ways she is trying to take back some measure of controle over her life. It seems to be working at the moment.

I dont think the titty pics doom her to a life of unhappiness and exploitation in porn if she can keep making incremental steps towards better mental health and healthy attachments to other people.



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 >>/33062/
Hit the nail on the head so hard you are too afraid to reply 

You are:
- Old
- Past your prime
- Childless
- Facing erectile dysfunction
- Having back pain
- Balding
- Creepy

And don't forget that Bonbi hates you no matter how hard you play her altruistic father figure on an obscure imageboard









 >>/33043/
 >>/33049/
This is what I mean when I talk about parasocial mutual antagonism and e-celebs being too intertwined with their die-hard fans. A similar dynamic has always been a thing with celebrities, but now it's been transposed into the age of internet and young, increasingly maladjusted people who can directly communicate with each other. 

Imagine a celebrity stalker in the 60's. The stalker is obsesssive but ultimately benign. Now imagine the celebrity is aware of the stalker, and the stalker is aware of their awareness. The vast majority of her fans know little to nothing of the stalker, who remains obscure to them. The stalker was initially intrigued, and then entranced, by the public image the celebrity seemed to display in the bits and pieces of her life that could be publicly seen. Whether this display was deliberate deception or not is immaterial. Eventually private information leaked to the stalker...yet still obscure to everyone else...reveals some sordid, sad happenings in the life of the celebrity. The celebrity isn't the person they seemed to be. They're also something of a victim. At this point, you could blame the stalker for painting an idealistic picture of the celebrity in his mind. He only knew the brief moments of the celebrity he saw on the screen and in the magazines. The rest was his own imagination, filling the unknown with idealistic assumptions. He feels deceived, but that's more than half his fault. The celebrity becomes more private, seems to make positive changes in her life, and there is distance between her and the stalker. Tension is relieved. The stalker starts coming to his senses. He's more detached now, and the object of his obsession seems to be in a better way.

But then things take a strange, surreal turn. The celebrity begins deliberately doing things...sometimes even things that harm herself in the short or long term...only because it will inflame the former stalker, sometimes doing so with a smug disposition. Things that she knows only the stalker, with that obscure knowledge of the past, will understand while most others will be oblivious. She continues doing these things intermittently, again sometimes even to her own detriment. At this point, she is voluntarily in a mutually antagonistic, twisted relationship with the stalker, one that could be avoided entirely if she had only exercised some restraint, but the attention and drama is too good to pass up, despite it only causing herself more stress and possibly leading her down a path that ends in her ruin. This is a death spiral that is happening in front of everyone, but only the stalker and the celebrity know about it.

This is an imperfect allegory, but using an earlier pre-internet time as the setting for it should help drive the point home of how bizarre and surreal this has been. Yeah, you would think that there's no reason for her to have this much attention, but the barrier between her and the inevitable autist subset of the fans was virtually non-existent and she thrives on chaos. Several times over the years, I've cited Rose/randytaylor69 as a woman who was discovered by 4chan, had an obsessive cult following, a long running general thread about her, and handled it well. But that was what, 12 years ago? And she's not a nutcase who grew up with smartphones, discord groomer dens and tiktok from age 8.



https://desuarchive.org/wsg/thread/3114578/#3116452

I just remembered this god tier post from the fateful final full /bbg/ thread for the twitch debut. It still rings true in a sense. It's only been 3 years but it feels like 10 somehow. 1,751 posts. That may have been the longest thread we had there.











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 >>/33081/
Perhaps madness is the handmaiden of genius. 
 >>/33078/
yeah and the gambling addiction too. what other fanfic are we writing today?
 >>/33079/
well it was in the wake of finding out she was apparently absurdly calculating and publicly flaunting a pedophile after half a year of peace and quiet, so I can understand some of it, up to the hard cutoff of wishing harm on her.





 >>/33086/
> finding out she was apparently absurdly calculating

I was not there, so I dont know what it was like.
But it seems unthinkable to me this girl can be calculating at all. 
Im not saying she is some perfect angel, but this must have been a result of the Anonce grooming right. People must have been able to see this then too?



 >>/33093/
You know what, my bad, you’re right.  Bonbis 7th d.va cosplay was really good, very original, you don’t see other girls doing d.va.  The only one of hers I like better was her 9th Ahri, maybe her 4th zero two too, they were all very original and definitely not the same cosplays every other girl was doing.