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If she’s really doing an onlyfans I wonder if she’ll take requests and do personal stuff.  I would absolutely spend money on a personal video/picture from Bonbi, and I’m absolutely not the type who would normally do that.












 >>/31900/
Patreon allows general nudity.  Just no actual sex or masturbation.
There's been an Onlyfans with her name for nearly a year now.  It's not clear if it's her squatting on the name or if someone else is trying to make it happen by perverted fan hype.
https://onlyfans.com/honey_cot

 >>/31907/
She thinks she's doing sensual.  When she smiles she looks like a dorky child.  Which, yes, is cute and appeals to the degenerate pedo demographic that follows her, but she's trying to look grown-up when she does her sexy stuff.



 >>/31910/
idk how you people still dont get it! She enjoys doing this, she enjoys being called sexy! She enjoys feeling sexy and wanted, just like um every other girl in existance! There is nothing wrong with that! there is something wrong with people who want her to stay 16 forever. Sorry guys she hasnt been 16 for a while now ... aaand she is only going to grow ... yeah!

 >>/31911/
I can only answer for myself.  I didn’t see Bonbi in that way until she started posting the lewd pictures.  Before I just liked her cosplay and tiktoks.  Now I still like those quite a bit, but I also enjoy the pattern posts.


Bros. 

If you're still interested in 19 yo bonbi and dont want her to do lewds and nudes, my guess is you've never been the problem demographic.

You are allowed to like the lewd and hope for nudes, i think shes pretty hot, but the following is why i cant realy enjoy them.

She does not enjoy the patreon, but she's making the best of it. Its kinda like cosplay? 
She enjoys dressing up as a boy and 'flirting' with egirls. Shes very clearly not interested in attention from men beyond the money and some laughs on twitch perhaps.

She is mentally ill, traumatized from being groomed, has no education, can't drive a car in rural USA and has no social skills or awareness. Its this or stocking groceries for 3 dollars an hour and never having any kind of life. 

Dont get me wrong, i think shes cool and hope she makes all the money in the world.


 >>/31910/
Thats the thing, she always comes off looking like some bratty kid trying to be sexy. It's weird as hell but I guess it is always the pedos who love this shit. Imagine if thats all thats in that tier, just old men lusting after her. Nasty.




 >>/31916/
also, in addition to my comment, she is fucking incredible looking but her pushing this sexy/lewd thing is so off putting. she can be sexy but the way she forces it seems really off. i'm not the only one who has mentioned this. in half the pictures she seems scared, how can anyone like seeing her like that?


 >>/31920/
Yes i can only hope the therapy gets her to a place where she can learn some life skills. Therapy costs money tho.

 >>/31922/
I think the other anon is kinda right. Shes putting on a sexy face, but shes not good at it. I dont think its fear. But as i said shes also not realy having fun.

 >>/31924/
above all else, i hope she can take time to work on herself. she will at some point have to face the world and need a job of some kind. this wont last forever.

she seems to enjoy it one minute but then look terrified the next. as someone else mentioned the rbf is also weird. never sure if she's hyped or terrified. again, she is stunning most of the time but when she is not forcing herself to do things.






 >>/31927/
1) shes' not 15
2) many like her thicc and 19 and she's feeding into them by doing lewds
3) she is the one playing her hand, if they respond thats just sounding the bell
4) nobody is forcing her to do lewds

 >>/31928/
by definition, no. they would have moved onto a younger target. she's been an adult for a while now. spinning the same tired narrative that pedos are out there waiting for her to notice them is dumb. she is now fully lewding herself almost daily.




OF accounts exists for (with last seen date):
Bonbibonkers (June 23)
Bonniebonkers (@Victor, no date given)
Mocha_bean (Aug 15)
Mochabean (April 2019)
Bonbi (April 2021)
Honey_cot (Oct 2021)
honeycot (no date given)

Mocha_Bean fits the timeline best.










 >>/31945/
not hard to understand when you realize she has been isolated, home schooled and vulnerable her entire life. she seems to just gravitate to whoever will give her any attention. then she adopts their behaviors. there is a saying you become your 3 closest friends.












 >>/31946/
I think your right.
She said last stream 'love makes blind'. 
I think she gets realy invested in friendships upfront, the other party may not feel equally invested or get spooked by the intensity. Plus she can be pretty special:
 >>/31953/

Also as if trying to make friends online isn't a bad enough proposition already, trying to make friends with influencers seems even worse.
Sure they are not totally anon weirdos, but much more likely to be narcissists and manipulators.


 >>/31958/
>  make friends with influencers seems even worse.

that is one of the dumbest things she could do. she does not have the social ability to discern legit people and these plastic people. the types who are infoluencers are pure narcissists and will run her over when she becomes the least bit convenient or steals their spotlight even a tiny bit.



















i hope the guy who harassed bon dies a very slow and painful death
i hope Emiru dies a very slow and painful death
i hope miz dies a very slow and painful death

first groomed by Seth now groomed by Em

what the fuck is wrong with people


Bon gets the shit end of the stick, 
Emi gets the guilded cage she deserves, 
Miz gets to be absolutely fine and rich and famous.
Fuck this world.

ppl here said emiru was pimping bon to her friends way back. Was it a troll manifested into being, a good guess or what?









This all just feels so revisionist. In chronological order:

> I have done something very bad and something very special is broken
> Someone I thought was my friend has been saying bad things about me all along.
> My old friend group turned out to be very toxic
> I was harassed in Emiru's house. I am a victim once again.

Dont think she outright makes things up - sounds like she has been treated badly again - but for this to suddenly come up like this is odd. Remember this is someone who overshares so much we get updates about what her poop smells like.

 >>/31990/
Im don't know bro. Your chronology may be a bit off.

Im pretty sure she told twitch about sexual abuse on a trip months ago. Before she started talking about her toxic old friend group.

Maybe someone remembers the exact stream.


 >>/31991/
Thnx friend!
But I was thinking of the time she mentioned it before.

> since ive talked about it before, i will talk about it again.

Ive been looking myself but havent found it yet.
If I'm remembering correctly she mentioned it for the first time talking about not liking to fly and not traveling anywhere again anytime soon.
Might be in an fnaf stream.





 >>/31996/
Thank you! You found it.

Oke  >>/31990/ is right about
> i have done something very bad
But your clips do jumble the rest of the chronology right? 

What I originally ment was that the harassment allegations were old.

Thnks again for finding the clips, it was bugging me.

 >>/31998/
> But your clips do jumble the rest of the chronology right? 
It depends how you interpret 'taking advantage'. I was cautious and didn't read much into it. In the toxic friends clip she says 'took advantage of me ... he said bad things' so my second point might be correctly ordered.
Honestly, she is so deliberately vague (for good reason I guess) it could be anything. Happy to hear alternative possible timelines.

 >>/31999/
> took advantage of me ... he said bad things
I hear 'did bad things'.
But that could still be taken to be not Sexual abuse too.

I get that 'taken advantage of' could be something less bad than SA, but its a very common euphemism for it.

I had forgotten the that the friendship drama was already present back then. 
So the timeline in my head was off. You were right about that too

But I do still think 'taking advantage of' was ment as SA back in feb.
I would like to be wrong about that.

Thanks again.

I’ve talked about being groomed around the age she was groomed.  Unfortunately it tends to put a “target” on you, does something to your programming that invites more abuse in the future.  It sucks and takes a lot of work to remedy.

 >>/32001/
Im sorry to hear of that.

I have thought about this in bonbis case too.
Her grooming was so public, it must paint an even bigger target then it otherwise already does.

I hope you can do or have been able to do the work to remedy the damage done by others.










holy shit I didn't realize there was a #27 thread.
anyway, catching up... she's starting an onlyfans? hahahhaha, what a silly goose!
her toks as of late are totally boring and nothing special at all.
life absolutely ruined her, and she's only 20 or something? amazing.
i don't even know what the fuck the streamer drama/allegations of sexual misconduct are all about.
is she making up shit again to stay relevent?











 >>/32017/
wow this is so fake
she's lying the entire time.
what the fuck is this bitch cooking up? absolute drama queen.
remember kids, there's only one thing to do when you've been raped: go to the police. Crying on the internet trying to gain VIEWS is not.




 >>/32023/
some victims of abuse just love the excitement and drama that comes with being victimized. also makes sense that emiru and bonbi projected everything on those 50yo white knight discordniggers while being surrounded by sexual predators themselves. it's a common dynamic. 

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How the fuck can an ugly motherfucker like that take advantage of TWO 10/10 super hot girls?  HOW?!?!?  I just don’t get it.  Fucking bite his dick as hard as you fucking can. Grab his balls and twist.  You have the ultimate defense.


 >>/32023/
If what she said about her first interaction with the police is true, then I don't blame her for not wanting to go to the police. Also, shit like this has a very small chance of going anywhere in the legal system.








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Hey bonbibros.
In the end we were right.
Emiru did not take care of Bonbi as she deserved.
Bonbi was really grateful to be her friend.
However, Emiru cared more about protecting his employee and heritage, than protecting the sweetest girl who could give him her trust and friendship .... and much more.
That guy abused our bonbi this is not a drama this is a crime.
Everything has been exposed...we need Justice for bonbi.



 >>/31916/
 >>/31922/
Wow, reasonable posts. I remember her being asked about why she started doing lewds and she gave a pragmatic reason: she doesn't like being sexualized, but people have always done it anyway, so she figured she should do it to herself and make money off it. She wasn't exactly enthused about it. At the same time, she could just be bullshitting and trying to blame the seedier element of her fanbase  for a decision she would have made regardless of if they had ever sexualized her or not. She's always been a bundle of diametric contradictions.

 >>/32049/
 >>/32050/
Im glad some of you here can say something normal. 

Bon said emiru got abused too. Emirus history with internet fame and the monsters it attracts is also vile.

So many vulnerable lives ruined.
Fuck the chans, kiwifarms, reddit, facebook, instagram, tiktok, youtube, twitch, fuck it all.

 >>/32053/
joke's on you, it was ironic.
clearly bonbi needs to change how she approaches and judges people. what a stupid fucking cunt to get 3/3 abusers in a row. it's just a statistical unlikelihood.
i guess being a homeschooled retard she didn't learn how to measure up strangers.
> make vile and sweeping accusations about ALL MEN being assholes
> get abused by absolutely everybody she's stupid enough to let close
yeah, no sympathy from me. she's on her own lol. literally.





 >>/32052/
She loves showing people her body and she loves people seeing her body, she has stated this clearly and unambiguously on stream. Any nervousness she displays is most likely just about how it will be received. Any apparent awkwardness is just the fact that she is not very good at the poses.



it's delusional to expect strangers on the internet to care about your own personal life. she needs to develop boundaries and stop dumping her traumatic past online. it only attracts dysfunctional people. she needs to grow out of her victim mentality, become her own care taker and stop looking for other people to do it for her.









 >>/32069/
which is precisely why it is exactly what she will do
you need to stop hoping bonbi is going to make good decisions; she makes these terrible choices -on purpose- because she thrives on victimhood and the constant attention and sympathy she can farm from it
it's an unhealthy and self-destructive cycle and I don't anticipate her growing out of it any time soon, and certainly not when she can make 5 figures a month off the back of it








You people trolling?

She needs therapy.
You cant just tough up and work through mental illness, years of neglect, harassment and abuse on your own. 
If it was that simple all of us here would be living happy fulfilling lives instead of posting here.



 >>/32079/
I know she is, its in response to the general gist of the last dozen posts calling here a retard, immature, cant learn, purposefully revelling in victimhood.
Being publicly online is bad for her i agree,but have some pity.

 >>/32081/
Always homeschooled, probably without parental supervision. Living in the middle of nowhere.




popping a few pills won't magically help her.
the serotonin imbalance theory is just that, a theory.
also, on therapy, bonbi needs to have at least some self-awareness to even bring these topics up.
imagine how many e-girls who live online 24/7 and sell lewd pics the therapist has. I'm gussing bonbi is the only one.
the chances are pretty high that she's going to shy away from the harsh reality of her situation, especially if she's still living with her abusive parents, and just retreat into the internet hugbox.

 >>/32086/
If she is mentally ill as she says, medicine can be a prerequisite for being able to change her behaviour patterns. 
Pills are not therapy. 
There is a lot of good types of therapy for trauma victims that do not involve drugs. And some that do as well.
I hope she finds it, I fear she wont.But I thinks she is realy trying to change.

Real question, what is the hugbox? 
I dont forsee her coming back to twitch anytime soon.









I can't believe that a stream that's surely going to be her highest viewed in recent history, begins with her talking about pissing and shitting and exclaiming how it looks like cat shit and how it was "spraying". 
what the hell was bonbi thinking? she knew that an influx of new eyes were going to be watching her to get more insight on this drama. I was watching the destiny stream where he watches her and was laughing so hard out of embarrassment for her, just hundreds of people in chat being confused and rightly so.

And this is all in the context of her sexual assault allegation. Way to come off completely unhigned and uncredible there bonnie



 >>/32096/
I thought the same - its the reason I have not been able to watch the Destiny vid yet.
For the first 5 mins she only had the usual 300 or so of us but after 15 mins she had over a 1000 and I saw 1230 at one point.
Guessing many more have seen it since then.

 >>/32099/
It's not that bad. I don't watch Destiny, but I was surprised how little he comments on it. I don't know if thats just his content style or if hes actually that adhd, but he was playing a videogame while watching the clip of bon's stream. He only makes a couple comments in the beginning really. What I was feeling second-hand embarrassment for waws the chat and just thinking about the sheer number of people being introduced to her in this way. For someone who at one point (maybe still) we found so special

 >>/32099/
 >>/32100/
Shes spilling her guts, and destiny ends with, 'huh, i dont care' cuz its got nothing to do with the OTK drama. 
She made a dumb insta post, wanted to defend emiru on a twitch stream, gets curb stomped by the hellscape of twitch drama miners, who make money of her misery. But they find it not even good enough for them to mine.





 >>/32104/
Bon. Destiny gets 10 of 1000s of views.
 >>/32102/
Given the debate about how genuine Emiru's vid was it would seem a significant insight into her character. Also the starting point of the whole OTK thing is SA on Adriana a possible SA on someone else by Emiru's employee would seem kinda significant.

TBH Kinda glad he just moved on tho - Ever since she started her meds Bon has not seemed stable enough to survive the Twitch rat's nest.












The top streamers are all clearly garbage people, it's been obvious forever. I wouldn't be surprised if most of the guys from OTK have sexually assaulted someone they all look and behave massively creepily.
It's even evident in the complete overreaction and projection from Asmongold who said he "fucking hates" Crazyslick and wants him "to fucking die in real life I'm not joking" on stream. Over something he really has no part in and no knowledge of either way. Just casually calling for someone to die. Though you dont really need more info on what Asmongolds soul looks like, just look at his room

 >>/32116/
The only part that looks bullshit to me, is the line where Emiru gaslights bonbi into doing this stream to walk back her statements. It's not impossible but I also doubt it

 >>/32115/
Thank you! It's true. That's how it all happened.

Maybe there are more abused victims within emiru and Mizkif's environment.
 
Besides Emiru does not seem like a person who can be easily manipulated.
 Hiding the abuse makes her complicit.

She thinks that because she is a woman she can easily get away with all this.
we are not idiots!


 >>/32120/
Assumptions are not evidence im afraid.
This was posted in October right.
There was a gap in posts between 4-3 and 4-29. And bonbi gained weight during this period.
But thats not 2 months either.
Also this does not look like emirus texas house, but im not 100% on that.


 >>/32119/
> Thank you! It's true. That's how it all happened.

Wtf is this shady ass post.

 >>/32115/
>  2022: bonbi gains a big enough following on twitch to warrant her quitting her job and stops taking care of her weight (she becomes obese)

Not a single statement in that sentence is true

 >>/32115/
what fucking moron wrote this? she had the falling out with emiru on the starguardian event at anime expo which was like 2 months ago. multiple other errors too. stop spreading this piece of misinformation.


 >>/32125/
here she is with emiru at the expo  >>/30497/
next thing she comes home to louisianna starts up her stream and is vague as shit about how a she got backstabbed by a certain friend or someshit. so obviously something happened in that timeframe.

also get necked nigger im not talking to you anymore

 >>/32126/
Oke bro, just trying to getting the facts straight.

You are right about bonbis behaviour after AX.
I was thinking of them not being friends anymore, but falling out is something else.

This also does not add up
 >>/32115/
> 2020: it is at this time that philyphan215 allegedly raped bonbi

 >>/31996/ 
second video from 2022.02.19
> recently i lost like my best friend, this one guy ... and it took him taking advantage of me for me to realise that.







it's great that she's decided to take a break. it's time to look for an exit from being a content creator. they usually burn out after a few years anyway. hopefully, she has stacked away a lot of money and can take her life into another direction.

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 >>/32127/
Thanks, for a post that actually makes sense instead of the totally f*cked up timeline above.

> second video from 2022.02.19
Yep, strongly suggests this is not something from 2020. Also the timeline suggests it happened the very first time she visited Emiru yet supposedly she then went back multiple times, including one visit when Emiru herself was not there. It would also mean she was dating Seth at the time - he was so controlling there is no way he would have let her be friends with another man.

Whoever posted that timeline is just trolling - calling Bon obese about sums up the mentality.

 >>/32136/
> Whoever posted that timeline is just trolling - calling Bon obese about sums up the mentality.
Actually that part wasn't a ridiculous thing to say for me. She was at the very least chubby. You'd be surprised how thin the line is to be considered obese. Like 70% of america is obese

 >>/32137/
It is a rediculous thing to say tho.

 >>/32120/
This is correct. And was in 2020.
> there was a gap in posts between 4-3 and 4-29. And bonbi gained weight during this period.
And she gained more weight after.

She has actually been losing weight since she has been streaming. And a good amount too
So between late 2021 and now.
You can see it in the streams and she has been talking about it too. 
She said she was finally feeling thin enough 'to do a certain cosplay' before she did the swimsuit ahri cosplay.
And that she has said she is on a diet and 'cannot eat comfort foods anymore'. Seeming to imply it was on doctors orders. 

Plus in the same sentence shes called obese:
 >>/32115/
> 2022: bonbi gains a big enough following on twitch to warrant her quitting her job.

Patreon is her job, and shes only escalated posting in 2022. 

Also, Im not sure of this but 300 viewers per stream does not seem to me to be enough for someone to live off.
If all of them were subs, which I doubt, she might make 600 a month?
I know she gets a lot of extra money from gifts, but thats not normal, even for bigger streamers who do make a living on twitch. They rely for money on subs and sponsorships.



 >>/32139/
She became chubby. You can disagree that she was obese, I'm not the one stating it just saying she potentially may have qualified at one point for her height/weight. Yes she stopped having a kid body but dont overcorrect and try to say she didn't become overweight
she's still out of shape now too



 >>/32143/
Tells me nothing I didnt take into account in my last post.
Shes gotten big gifts before, posted patreon pics the same day. 
She posted patreon pics before last stream.

I think she even had been taking patreon pics before she streamed last time. (anime tshirt and bare legs)

If you want to argue on the facts you will have to concvince me she had a job that wasnt patreon and she quit it recently.




 >>/32145/
That was speculation on my part. I do have some reasons but no hard evidence. I'll look into it.

It is not a crash diet, she is eating. 
She has been trying to eat healthy, she said the stream before last. Seeds and yoghurt and fruit.

Strong agree the lack of anonce is a sign of it being bs.



Has anyone tried to workout how much money Bonbi has made up to this point? 
Do we have a rough estimate? I'm just wondering if it's going to end up a gilded cage situation. She's not happy and she knows things need to change but she's making a lot of money and not strong enough to get out there and live a life. Whatever that would look like. It might honestly be over for her anyway, she's received more attention in the last 5 years than women did in their entire lives 50 years ago. It's too intoxicating and she doesn't know anything else

 >>/32151/
One stream she said she had about 4k in the bank.
I dont doubt it, she buys a lot of stuff, 20k on cosplays (when she was still counting as of 2 years ago), 3k on valorant skins.

This was before the latest uptick in patreon membership. 

The problem is not the attention, its been waning.  Its the fact that her real life is so miserable. Her social life is mostly online, which is fucking dangerous as we have seen again and again.

If shes having a good time, like going on a trip with friends she hardly posts.

If she could just post on patreon to make money, hang out with actual irl friends that arent shit monsters, go to therapy so she can move out, she could live a pretty good life.


 >>/32151/
Her latest Patreon post has 54 likes. Assuming not everybody takes the time to hit the like button and factoring in a higher number last month she has say 60 $100 Patreons. Patreon takes about 10% so $5400 / month

Typical stream viewership is 300-400. Most people in chat appear subscribed but they may not be typical. Assume 50% of 400 subbed, $5 per sub but Twitch takes 50% - $500 / month. (See shy she pays so much attention to Patreon?)

Since she started dropping lewds a few viewers have dropped serious dollars into her g-string - a quick count shows $5k in August/Sept although I might have missed some. Twitch takes 50% and Aug/Sept represents ~1.5 months so $1650 / month.

Donated bits are too sporadic to count easily but there have been at least a few 10,000 ($100) ones so say $300 / month less twitch 50% - $150 / month

Gifted subs will appear in the sub estimate above

Total estimate $7700 / month for her recent run of high earning. If I had looked before the lewds I guess it would have been half - less dollars on the dance floor but more gifted subs.

 >>/32151/
 >>/32152/
 >>/32153/
Are you guys preparing her retirement plan? I still find it so funny how people think they know whats going on inside her head. I`ll give you a hint even she does not know whats going on there and thats not because she is a neet or homeschooled no! Thats because shes a woman !!! I know you guys hope for the best and at the and of the day all we can do is hope ... i doubt she wants to retire i believe she enjoys the attention its normal ... i really fuking hate what happened to her again and again but there nothing any of us can do maybe shell grow one day from all that bullshit maybe not ...


 >>/32156/
Yep my figures were low ball compared to the highest point however the peak was so short lived I think a lower estimate is more representative. A better estimate might be $7.5k - $10k per month with a one off Patreon windfall giving her an extra $4k.

 >>/32155/
Your mild criticism is mainly pointed towards my post I think.

I never said I know what shes thinking, but I believe that her material circumstances along with her statements make it possible to match data points and make informed guesses about her motivation. 
In the same way you can know about the motivations of anybody realy.

> shes a woman
Sexual determinism seems a priori to your epistemology.
If that is so, I cant convice you of what I said above.

> I think she enjoys the attention
So do I, but I think its for other reasons then just being a woman.

I know there is nothing I can do for her. 
I enjoy some sleuthing.




 >>/32163/
She'll have to be quick then unless you think the twitch publicity cycle lasts more then a few days.
She's like an extra with one line in this story.

> that's why bonbi and emiru stoped being friends
Bold claim.

















































I’m super curious what Bonbi’s pubic hair is like.  Trimmed? Shaved entirely?  I bet trimmed.  Bon on the off chance you read this I think a picture of you pulling panties down JUST enough to show off some pubes would actually murder me.


 >>/32214/
I think she can get her life together and still post lewd pictures on the internet.  I don’t think there’s anything morally wrong with showing off your body and having people appreciate it.  I do really hope she heals the parts of her brain affected by trauma though.



 >>/32217/
oh no I get to see lewd pictures of somebody I find unbelievably attractive… oh shit I said something nice about her on endchan to like 3 other dudes who regularly read this backwater corner… I sure am getting “dabbed” on





 >>/32215/
morally no. but she is fucking up any chance she has at some sort of future chasing easy money which is going to corrupt her thinking for the rest of her life. she will never be able to do a 9-5 after this. all of this will come to an end soon enough as it does for every OF type girl. there are plenty of threads and subreddits for you to read about their thoughts after it all goes to hell.


 >>/32216/
haha people fantasizing shes in to girls has she ever been in any kind of relationship with one? im 100% shes straight even if she says otherwise. Another funny thing from her parasocial derenged fans is how you can youse things she said as arguments but then say she lies about alot of stuff. whatever heps your arguments.












 >>/32233/
I like bonbi the person/persona and a lot of the content she makes. And I want her to live some kind of good life. (I have an idea of the good life, but if her idea is different, that is also fine by me.)
Despite all the terrible things that have happened to her, she doesnt seem to me like a trash person.

I dont think this makes me a deranged parasocial creepy autistic incell.

I dont think I have some special bond with her, I dont want to meet her, I dont think shes uniquely attractive of gifted. I dont think girls selling lewds or porn are useless nonhumans that somehow steal my monies.

 >>/32236/
Im not so sure. 
Shes been hurting for so long and she doesnt deserve it. 
Nobody does, but a vulnerable lonely child preyed upon and abused by thousands of internet creeps deserves it even less.

Long time, no see.
I made a post here saying goodbye shortly after the wsg generals were banned. 
That was quite a while ago on internet terms, I guess.

Having a quick glance at the posts here, I guess most of the schizos are gone. (also, how do you post so much!?)
I can't say I'm surprised at how far her antics have gone, but I guess shoulders were sexual all along. Nothing has changed.
But I was going through my hard drives and found my old bonbi folder and all the memories came flooding back.

You didn't ask, but I'm going to recount my bonbi history. 
I want to delete all bonbi vids from my drive and I want a record of this somewhere.

 - - - PART 1 - SIMPLE BEGINNINGS - - -
I downloaded Musical.ly because I heard it was filled with cringe content, and I thought that was funny at the time.
I think I was 19 working night shift and life was getting me down and I wanted a distraction. (24 now.)
Literally the third video the algorithm recommended to me was '[Rose Lalonde] (how to cuss)'.
(I've had a thing for black lipstick since.)

Basically I was dumbstruck when I saw it. 
I had read Homestuck recently and to see a cute girl who knows it was unbelievable to me.
(I didn't know anything about Tumblr cause I wasn't much of an internet user.)
In other words, I had encountered my first "e-girl". I wasn't really prepared for that, growing up in rural nowhere.

I watched her videos as they were uploaded for a short while and I enjoyed them a lot.
They felt like an truthful expression of nerdy, spastic joy and I didn't know anybody IRL who was such a nerd.
I honestly feel bad I never messaged her or commented on her posts. That's just how I was used to the internet.
Maybe I could have been a voice for reason, at least compared to the characters she would end up interacting with.
(weren't her eventual bfs both like 5 years older than her too?)

My life took a turn for the worse. So to escape, I took some really stupid work in Japan for almost a year.
(I thought I could learn it quickly and do something fun, but the work kept me too busy to actually study.)
The last video of hers I watched before leaving was '[Keith Kogane] (creatively)'
In Japan, I actually saw an advertisement for TikTok and I had no idea what it was.
Money-wise I wasn't doing very well, so I figured it would be best financially to move back home with my mum.
Then I continued studying at home while working various jobs.

(continued in part 2)

 >>/32238/

---PART 2 - COMPLICATIONS---
I downloaded Musical.ly because I heard it was filled with cringe content, and I thought that was funny at the time.
I think I was 19 working night shift and life was getting me down and I wanted a distraction. (24 now.)
Literally the third video the algorithm recommended to me was '[Rose Lalonde] (how to cuss)'.
(I've had a thing for black lipstick since.)

Basically I was dumbstruck when I saw it.
I had read Homestuck recently and to see a cute girl who knows it was unbelievable to me.
(I didn't know anything about Tumblr cause I wasn't much of an internet user.)
In other words, I had encountered my first "e-girl". I wasn't really prepared for that, growing up in rural nowhere.

I watched her videos as they were uploaded for a short while and I enjoyed them a lot.
They felt like an truthful expression of nerdy, spastic joy and I didn't know anybody IRL who was such a nerd.
I honestly feel bad I never messaged her or commented on her posts. That's just how I was used to the internet.
Maybe I could have been a voice for reason, at least compared to the characters she would end up interacting with.
(weren't her eventual bfs both like 5 years older than her too?)

My life took a turn for the worse. So to escape, I took some really stupid work in Japan for almost a year.
(I thought I could learn it quickly and do something fun, but the work kept me too busy to actually study.)
The last video of hers I watched before leaving was '[Keith Kogane] (creatively)'
In Japan, I actually saw an advertisement for TikTok and I had no idea what it was.
Money-wise I wasn't doing very well, so I figured it would be best financially to move back home with my mum.
Then I continued studying at home while working various jobs.

This is where I first met her.
We had met a couple times a year since she began studying animation at a local college.
(The anime club we had at the time was very accepting of cosplayers.)
I wanted to go, but there was no one to make food for me.
I was a huge fan of [Erika Ikuta] and I saw her doing something that made me want to cry and I was too shy to ask her.
I thought maybe I'd be able to take part if I was the food, but I wasn't really in the right mindset.
(Also my stomach isn't very good. I didn't realize how much I'd miss my favorite food, Japanese ramen.)

I kept a few videos of her since then.
I wanted to be more active and reach out but I wasn't ready to talk to her or anything.
I figured I'd try her some time after the end of high school

---PART 3- LOVE---
After high school, the only things I was interested in were work, school, and anime.
The more and more that I wanted to date, the less I cared about it.
By the time I was a little over 18, I had no desire to be in a relationship.
The only reason I was interested in guys was because I thought being able to see that side of them and the world would be fun, and I was right.
(I loved going to the movies with him. I thought he was the funniest person I'd met.)
He and I would joke around and have fun, but it was always with the understanding that it could never go any further.
(I liked the first part. I guess.)

I wanted to be a manga artist, but I felt like I had to learn many other things too.

I decided that it was high time to get a boyfriend.
I had never been in love, and I knew nothing about it.
I was determined to learn how.
(I had my eyes set on this one guy I'd known since I was in middle school.)

I didn't have any idea how to ask out a boy.
All I did was send him this letter...

I don't know why, but I was pretty nervous about this.
(I told myself that this guy wouldn't take it the wrong way.)

I didn't want to make a fool out of myself.
I had no idea what to say or how to do it.
(I asked him on a message board. I was sure that he'd answer me.)
(I said that I was a guy, and I wanted to date him.)



 >>/32238/
Ignore the other guy.

- - - PART 2 - ROUND TWO - - -
By this point I had seen more of her vids and was more fascinated with her "world".
Also, like many other fans of hers, I didn't know her in real life.
I felt that there was something special about her character.
I wasn't interested in dating anyone at this point, but I liked talking to her a lot.
I felt like I was getting to know a friend. I think that was the effect she was actually intending on having.
Her personality really impressed me.

When she started posting more I felt like I was reading something from a different writer.
I began to think the same thing about her.
A lot of things in the videos made me think "wait, this is bonbi?"
I was shocked how many of her videos featured a lot of sex, she was so open about it.
Even then, her fans were just as into it.

I noticed at that time she was posting in different groups too, and I joined some of them.
I guess it was in that world that I first heard about the name 'bonbi'.

I felt I had a special connection with her and I felt it would be more personal to ask her.
I figured if I had anything I wanted to talk to her about, I would just say it, so I told her how she makes me feel.
She was really surprised to hear that from a random stranger.

I thought I really connected with her so I messaged her.
To my surprise she actually replied and we began to talk.
This was when things got crazy for me. (at least emotionally.)
I was very lonely when I first met bonbi and I wanted a friendship to get me through that.
I thought she was a good friend for me at first, but I noticed her posts were often very flirty.
A lot of people didn't like this, but I wasn't bothered by it, and I found myself really wanting to spend time with her.

She seemed to really enjoy my company and I felt like I was her favourite.
I can't tell you how often I was told "I miss you!". (I never miss you)
It was strange because I wasn't sure how to take it at first.
But if I was a better person I would have been more supportive to her.

Even though I never really posted anything that was "nudity", she'd sometimes post nudes that she took.
I think it felt intimate, not in a sexual way, but in a heart-to-heart, I like this person way.
We actually got into a big conversation about this. She has a tendency to overreact.

(continued in part 3)

 >>/32238/
AMENDMENT TO PART 1:
I forgot to say that I didn't mess with ANY social media while in Japan.
I just wanted to study.

Also, I forgot to say that in Japan, I had a couple dreams with bonbi's face in it.
(yeah, I'm probably mentally on the edge, but hey it's a face worth remembering, right?)
And I had a dream where I heard her voice (although she hadn't ever livestreamed before).
I specifically remembered '[Roxy Lalonde] (these words)' so well, I was able to sketch a decent portrait.
(I left it at the apartment, hoping someone else could enjoy it too. IDK what I was thinking.)


 - - - PART 2 - SLOW DESCENT INTO MADNESS - - -
If I remember correctly, I rediscovered her account (almost forgot the name) when she started posting the '[Roxy Lalonde] (make fun of)' set.
Watching her in that Roxy cosplay after a year social and entertainment deprivation was largest spike in dopamine I had had in years.
That's still probably my favorite cosplay she ever did. No wonder people on here dedicate multiple threads to it.

I only ever caught one of her livestreams live, but I watched all of the old ones that were recorded by some saint.
I don't have time to figure out which one it was (Ariel maybe?), but I made my first and final public comment for bonbi to see.
She was talking about messing up building her PC, and I guessed she messed up the thermal paste, which she responded with affirmation.
And I was satisfied with that. I never tried to interact with her ever again.
But I kept watching her videos and lurking around bbg.

During this whole time, I should have said that I never watched anyone's TikToks except bonbi's.
Most Musical.ly/TikTok content is and always has been the literal worst content on the internet.
To minimize the amount of B.S. the TikTok app pushes on users, I just used desktop and downloaded the videos I liked.
(IDK if the guy who started the shell script for downloading her videos is still around, but I was there, offering revisions to it.)

When emiru was able to get in touch with bonbi, I started watching her stuff too, then I branched out watching LOTS of similar e-girls.
(WARNING: do NOT follow in this example.)
I fell into the TT hole and it took me a long time to claw my way out. It was a very interesting experience to look back on.
Basically, after watching lots of this shit, I noticed the patterns and tropes and analyzed the character of these e-girls.
You could call it "developing taste". I realized I would hate most of these people IRL, but their self portrayals made them more bearable.
I hate liars too, so I labeled these cute e-girls presenting a false ideal as liars and dropped them.
On top of that, I started to narrow down my own ideals, to something very specific, which was counter to what these people were portraying.

One by one, I kept dropping all these fake or annoying people from my attention. The second to last one was emiru herself.
Emiru's cool and all, but I realized I just don't care about her the same way I cared about bonbi.
With only one more, I almost felt like I could escape my history of caring for bonbi. 
But it turns out, if you think about a person regularly enough for multiple years, they become part of you.

The current bonbi is almost nothing like the old, original bonbi. I don't think that much is hard to argue.
I held on, but sometime after her '[Haru] (salty face)' cosplay... I knew I couldn't keep up. It was over.
I can't figure out if now she's just lost her part of her personality or if she's just hiding it to fit in with her Twitch friends.
(She did say once that she hated the person she used to be.)
She's too lazy. There's no reason for her to try anymore. To her, she's already "succeeded" or "escaped".

So now, I have this strong feeling to just delete my archive. I feel there's not much more I can learn from this history.

(continued in part 3?)

 >>/32243/
- - - PART 3 - ABANDONMENT - - -
I don't care what bonbi did or who she is anymore. I can't remember any of it anymore.
When I was younger, bonbi was a part of my life. Now it's like she's part of my family or something.
Now it's all gone.

You can keep an eye on me by following these other people.
I think I'm done being part of bonbi's "community", I don't know what I'll be doing from here, but it won't be here.
But I want to thank bonbi.
Thanks to bonbi, I learned so much about myself and got to know more people.
Bonbi kept me around and brought me back up when it seemed like the world was forgetting about me.
I don't know if this was part of a bigger plan or if it was just a complete coincidence.
I don't want to go out there into the unknown. I have to start somewhere. I I feel like I accomplished my purpose, and that's all I really need.
I did this. Bonbi is a part of me.

I had enough free time to work on my first drawing from the beginning of this document to the end.
This one I made of bonbi is a gift to bonbi (and everyone else).
I hope she likes it.

The first time I noticed Bonnie on any social media, was on Youtuber Bonnie Bell. She had started making videos in Jan 2019. She had started a little after me but her videos didn't really click with me till after I started, so I was not watching them until later on. But her Youtube channel was the first thing that drew me in. I had just started creating Youtubes back in that time, I was pretty amateur at the time, it was mostly of the same quality, but her content had a

 >>/32245/
AMENDMENT TO PART 3:
little something more to it. I never really understood it until I listened to her interviews that she had on a podcast. The first few episodes. I understood her a little better after those and understood the message she was trying to get out. I'm not going to make a long story out of it, her videos didn't really do anything for me until she started doing her live streams, I was looking for a way to interact with people, and she gave me just what I was looking for. I didn't know anything about Twitch or gaming until I started watching her streams. For a month or two I followed her, listened to her interviews, watched her live stream, and read her blogs. And the content I had been doing on my own. She was and is my guide into the world of video gaming. Even though I don't know her very well anymore I still hold a lot of respect for her as a person and person's person. She has made a huge impact in my life, whether it was good or bad, or what have you. And I am just going to tell her that. She has made so many lives better than she can ever know and I know it wasn't intentional or anything. But if you can understand why her story, her struggles, and her message is so important to me, please keep it in mind, because I really appreciate and respect you.

My original goal was just to say how much she has done for me.

 >>/32244/
AMENDMENT TO PART 2:
I forgot to say that I am me and the other guy isn't me.
I'm a guy, I don't watch girls online.
The Chinese government would have all my info if I did.
So I download the videos instead.
It's only good optics, deshou?


 - - - PART 3 - BOONBIBOONKILLERS - - -
I have something I need to tell you now.
I have cheated on bonbi with a cute hoe. (_nineiota)
I realized that she is the ideal woman.
Bonbi is childish illusion for suckers.

Q: What is a woman? 
A: Not bonbi.

Genesis 2: 
It is not good for man to be alone, therfore I shall make a suitable helper for him.

Q: What is a woman? 
A: A suitable helper. (_nineiota)

It's not my fault. Bonbi wanted this.
It's not my fault. Bonbi wanted this.
It's not my fault. Bonbi wanted this.
It's not my fault. Bonbi wanted this.

Dear _nineiota, I love you more than bonbi. You are cuter and cooler and a cosplay queen.
Thank you for saving me from the bontent. 

SAVE    [ ]
DELETE? [x]





Before you continue:
(Please note that this story is a little bit dated, it was written about a month and a half ago.
I made a couple of small updates here and there, but since she's not the same anymore, it's been untouched for a long time.)
I'm very proud of myself for not letting my feelings get in the way.


- - - - PART 3 - COMING HOME (BACK TO SANITY) - - -
So after all that, I decided to come back to the square.
I came here to regroup, and it was very productive. I have a much better idea of who I want to be and what I want to do now.

I got over my depression that I'd been feeling since I dropped.
I don't know if that's good. I just wanted to write something about the bonbi thing.
I'm not sure if I should have made that a note.

I've been looking at all the posts and pages I've made and found that I've changed a lot since I was bonbi's friend.
(I'm not even going to say that I changed because of her, just that we came to relate differently in the same period of time.)
I remember how the whole purpose of this page was for the people that hated bonbi and hated me to know that I was there, in case they ever needed to talk about her, but...
I think I was just a tool, a tool to get out the rage that bonbi had been making me suffer with over the years.
It was my way to show them that I'm here to help. I'm here to help her and help the people who love her.
That made me feel really good at first, but I don't really know what it was for. I was too focused on being with her again.
And she never really responded to any of it. If she's reading this now, I just want to let her know that I tried.

I'm going to get my friends here to start adding comments about their experiences with bonbi and with me.
I'm going to do the same for the people who love bonbi.
I don't want to be the subject of gossip for the sake of being interesting.
I just want to talk to people. I want to see how their perspective has changed.

When I was talking about what I've changed, that's what I really want to know.
I'm really interested in everyone's thoughts on bonbi, on me and on both of us now.
I'm interested in our new roles in their stories, in our new place and future in each other's lives.

I like looking at old pages on here, not really because I'm reminiscing about what happened between us, but just because they remind me of people I like and how they used to be and because I've changed since then.

I think it'll be good to keep this place alive.
I just want to talk. So if anyone is interested, please let me know.


- - - PART 4 - LOVING A SNAKE- - -
(In that she weren't actually true to herselves and were lying to people IRL. But that's another story. This how I felt toward her and she changed)

I spent a long time here, and honestly it's all very confusing to me.
I'm still figuring out what's going on.
That being said, bonbi's content gave me a unique perspective.
That girl is the realest person I've ever met.
She is genuinely a very positive person, and I have always been curious how she gets so much popularity.
I was intrigued and wondered about that for awhile.
Bonbi has a real knack for making people smile, which got her a lot of fans.
Her content is always genuine, and she has an incredible sense of humor and style.

Of course, I didn't appreciate these qualities in the most important aspect.
After months of binge watching content like this, I can't seem to shake a nagging feeling that it was all bullshit. 
Maybe because I couldn't stop feeling manipulated.
I can't really feel connected to any of these videos unless I'm laughing.
But maybe this is a good thing, because it's impossible to feel emotionally invested in watching someone else's self-expression.
It was just a bunch of cringey, self-deprecating, self-aggrandizing garbage and all the videos were the same.
It seemed like the people behind bonbi were using it as a cheap marketing gimmick.
After all, there are no real people behind them doing anything, right?

One thing I noticed about bonbi though was her willingness to collaborate and take criticism.
She would always do her own editing and put a lot of time into it.
She was an artist and she was serious about making content that people would like and enjoy.
If she ever thought something sucked, she would address it.
I felt it was more important that she was willing to address the fans directly and be humble.
That's pretty rare and I guess it shows there's more to it than meets the eye.

I also don't see anyone else doing this, at least not to the extent that bonbi has, and I'm not even sure if anyone else has tried to.

I think the first thing I ever came across was a video of hers where she goes to a party at the [Jared Leto]'s house.
I really liked that, because I'm not a very social person and sometimes feel lonely.
I was watching that and I wondered if there were more videos like that and so I watched through her whole account.
Eventually I discovered some other videos like that.
At first I wasn't going to watch her account because her vids were really boring.
But she has really interesting content, but at the same time the vids are quite short.
It was hard to really get a sense of who she is.

Then I discovered some of her old live streams.
I liked those better, because it was more interesting to watch someone that I can feel like I'm connected to.
But those were also kind of short too, so I couldn't invest in watching someone that long.
It wasn't until much later that I discovered that we have more in common.

You can't trick me.
 >>/32238/
is the real "Old Character".

 >>/32239/
 >>/32240/
are obvious fakes.
I call this author Mossad.

 >>/32243/
probably wrote the prior two to make this one sound more consistent by comparison.


 >>/32244/
almost certainly the true O.C.
way too much effort for a joke, right?
and it's more consistent with the  >>/32238/


 >>/32245/
filled with nonsense, like all of them.
kind of cringe, so maybe OC started to copy Mossad?

 >>/32246/
different usage of AMENDMENT convention, no newlines.
Mossad or a new guy.


 >>/32247/
Mossad wouldn't change the formula so much.
so probably new guy or the OC changed tone on purpose.
hmm... idk anything about _nineiota. is this a meme?

 >>/32248/
 >>/32249/
 >>/32250/
what are the chances this is the same guy?

 >>/32252/
same story as Mossad's, but maybe a new guy trying to end this stupidity?

 >>/32251/
 >>/32253/
thank you for trying to save the thread.

 >>/32254/
NO STOP ADDING TO IT

 >>/32244/
- - - PART 3 - THE END - - -
I'm still trying to get my head around the fact that bonbi is no longer a persona to me.
I can't get over the shock.
I'm really struggling to figure out what to do with myself.
I don't want to go back to my old life.
I do want to hang out with friends.
I really don't want to waste any more of my time on people who don't care about me anymore.
I honestly don't know how to find a job right now.
Even so, I still have a whole life to live and no one to live it with.

If this turns out as my last post, here's what I would have liked to write:
I would have said that I'm a little mad at bonbi.
And I'm mad at myself for not recognizing this sooner.
I'm mad at myself for letting her affect me so badly.
I'm mad at myself for all the time I wasted trying to love her.
I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused and all the damage I've done.
I'm sorry I couldn't keep up.
I'm sorry I abandoned her and all of you and the other 'Tardys'.
I'm sorry I hurt all the other people I had relationships with.
I'm sorry for everything I said and did in life that was not true.
I'm sorry for all the hours I wasted in bbg alone.

I'm sorry for the pain I've caused myself and everyone around me.






 >>/32250/
Was not any of the others. 
That was me, I realy wanted this avantgarde 1970's Italian literary experiment to keep going. Its fitting for a place like this. 'The Twenty Days of Turin' type shit.

 >>/32256/
I have no real grasp on what it all means but If you realy mean it about being sorry and growing as a person, well done buddy. I hope you find your place.




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 >>/32271/
Old timer trying to post a three parter but faggots kept posting the next part pretending to be him before he could. Then he (maybe) just corrected himself anyway.

Read it if you want but you wont miss anything if you dont (sorry dude :))











 >>/32278/
 >>/32281/
He forgot to mention that bonbi said live on twitch she got sexually assaulted/harassed by Emirus mod  and that she thought this guy was her friend and she trusted him. She was crying for like 15 minutes.
This got some traction on twitch, but then the twitch normies and a lot of people here dont seem to care about happened to her at all.














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 >>/32296/
im not who said that but its close, they unfollowed late july, AX was early july, so it could have started and drug through the month

so end of july is when bon told her about phillyphan215 abusing her at the latest, they unfollow each other on everything, then stay that way until bon streams and makes the abuse public, then shit ass emiru finally gets rid of him after continuing to pay him for months

Bonbibros we all know that Emiru is to blame for not protecting bonbi. but bonbi also doesn't want to assume that Emiru doesn't give a damn. Because every time Emiru rejects the friendship of a streamer, she loses a source of money income, in addition to sponsors or partners. Friendship with bonbi is just a pleasure that she wanted to give herself, now it is only presented as a nuisance or something that cannot be gotten rid of. I wish bonbi would open her eyes and see how Emiru really is.
I Love bonbi and we wish the best for her.

 >>/32297/
Thnks, this is interesting. I had no idea about this.

I cant see how this phillyphan215 shit is unrelated the them falling out. Because it fits the timing so well.

To recap:
Bonbi is angry at Emiru for months. From the Jett cosplay steam we get the first mention of the SA. Also, the first time Juliebou enters the picture publicly as replacement Emiru.

Shes realy shaken after coming back from AX. I first thought it could be a medicine thing. This is when she first says shes mentally ill and on meds.

Bon is realy hurting and spiraling in the following couple of streams and mentions almost every time that she has been having trouble with her old friend group on a discord.

When OTK drama hits. Bonbi publicly accuses Emiru in no uncertain terms of not giving a shit about SA and a day later does a very messy public apology to Emiru.

Now some more inconsistencies.
 >>/32032/

> why are people saying I knew about the shit with bon.
> in her own fucking stream she defends me and says I always protected her.

Bon said Emiru kicked philly out the time the SA happened right? How could she not have known about it.
( I may remember this wrong, I dont wanna watch the stream again it makes me feel bad )

> She was crying on the phone to me bexuase she feels like me getting shit on is all her fault now.

I can believe Bonbi feeling this. But it makes little sense to me.
Bonbi was reacting to Emiru getting flack by piling on after the fact. 
Did emiru get that much extra heat after bonbis insta story?
Wasnt it bonbis point to add oil to this fire?

Does anybody have more of this text from Emiru, or know where to find it.
There must be more.
No mention of phillyphan, 
no mention of her feeling bad for Bonbi for the actual SA.
How does that happen.

I know the r9k stuff is horseshit, but its such a stark 180 degree turn from Bonbi that it leaves me wondering.


 >>/31806/
 >>/32299/
The reason Bon seemed to back off is because she came to the conclusion that Emiru was probably getting it worse than her because she knew that she was being blackmailed by Phillyfan and that she was being sexually assaulted by him because you can see when she says it's "her story" implies she knows about abuse





 >>/32305/
This.

like she will lie to you every time
you don't think she lies to everyone else?
no everyone thinks she's
lying to everyone,
because she always
lies to everyone
and so she's just a
complete pathological liar
and one thing is she just
likes to like
you know like talk a lot about
her life and how she lives
and it's like there's a certain kind of
person
in that area
which they just like the attention
like we call them drama queens
that's what they are
and bonbi is exactly like that
she loves drama
just like i said
she likes talking
and likes the attention
and she likes the
attention and likes the attention
and you should not ever
ever make her your friend
because she's just gonna
say that thing
about your boobs
about how good they look
and how nice it is
and then in a
second it will be back
and when you bring it up
that the boobs come back
then she will deny everything
just like that and
and that's what she did to
all my friends
and you should be smart
you should be smart
you should not trust her
just be smart
just like that
bonbi
bonbi is a pathological liar
and so
bonbi is a terrible person
and she lies to you
and like
like she'll even tell lies
about her own friends
and it's like they were like no
like so she says
that her friends were upset with her
and then that wasn't even
her friends that she was saying
like if she lied about her
friends being upset with her
then she might have lied to
everyone else
and that's why
you should never trust bonbi
bonbi is a terrible person
she's just an awful person
that's all she is
and so you should
you should be smart
don't trust her you shouldn't ever trust her
she's just a horrible person
she's a pathological liar
and so you shouldn't
just don't make friends with her
you should be smart
she just doesn't think
about what she's saying
like you just can't trust
her
like you don't know
like you just don't
know what she's going to
say and she is
just like a
she's a terrible person
and she'll lie to you about everything
every single thing
every single day
every day
and so that's just what she does
she'll lie to you and she will lie
about everything
she will lie about everything
and like about how she lives
and so it's like don't be like her
it's just like don't be like her
but you shouldn't
even like make friends with
like don't make friends with bonbi
you shouldn't even make friends with
bon


 >>/32301/
I hope your right, for bonbis sake.
There was the matter of someone trying to sell nudes of Emiru. I wouldnt be surprised if it was phillyphan now this has come out.
I would like to know more, but I will stick to your hypothesis for now.

 >>/32305/
Are your feelings realy hurt by her lying about the grooming while it was happening to her when she was a child?
Were you a child back then or just a schizo to this day?
Either way nothing new on the old internet.com/bbg.




 >>/32305/
 >>/32306/
In most cases what you are talking about is stupid stuff she did while she was being groomed. Its not that she lies a lot its just that she is so bad at it she always gets found out.

This revelation is not totally out of the blue - she has hinted at something for months. Its always been obvious she didn't feel able to give the full story. it appears that Emiru talking about someone else while never publicly addressing what happened to Bon was the catalyst for her to go public.


 >>/32311/
 >>/32313/
Yeah...
> source: an anime avatar.
Incell self-soothing imo.

> old vods of her showering 'phillyfan' with complements.
I dont remember this, but it wouldn't surprise me if it was true, she thought he was her friend.
Does anyone know if this is even partially true?

 >>/32314/
Its BS. A long time ago Philly was mod for her but that was back in the Anonce days. By the time she started streaming again she had no mods.
Even if she did have something nice to say about him in the distant past she said is her last stream that he was someone she used to consider a friend.







 >>/32296/
the falling out seems to have happened long before the expo. the way they talked bout each other in streams seemed off earlier in the year and juliebu seemed to become her 'bestie' in place of emiru way before that.







 >>/32296/
I think we only disagree on terms. I know this thread is a mess.

We were working under the assumption that falling out and not being friends is not the same thing. That falling out is getting into a fight, more or less.

Bonbi first mentioned
> recently i lost like my best friend, this one guy ... and it took him taking advantage of me for me to realise that.
on stream in Februari. But she was still somewhat positive about Emiru. See:
 >>/31996/

This is also when she duetted with juliebou on tiktok.

The last duet with Emiru is from May, cosplaying Vi from Arcane. So they were still friendly at that point. But no duets after.

I'm not familiar with what Emiru has said about Bonb on streami, if you have some clips to share for context that would be interesting.

So yes, not friends anymore long before AX. 
But fighting words on stream, culminating in the Emiru instagram callout and twitch apology stream after AX.




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 >>/32331/
 >>/32333/
Bon stated several times it happened 'in her house' in a way that suggests Emiru herself was not there.

The last time she was in Kansas was early Nov last year. She posted a Tok to which Emiru commented 'What are you doing while I am gone'. That comment is now deleted. It is the only time she has posted Tiktoks from there without Emiru in any of them. AFAIK Bon has not returned to Kansas since that visit.

Just looking at the comments in this place following that time we were noticing that Bon and Emiru seemed to have broken up.

I believe that is the date and place where it happened.




 >>/32335/
the thing is
even in december philly was still a mod on bonbis twitch
so no. you are wrong 
either bonbi really made it all up or she visited kansas herself once again
because emiru has been in texas almost all the time since october-november

 >>/32335/
You are right about the facts. 
I dont remember what was said here, have to backtrack, but want to respond first, because if the Emiru post relates to ending the friendship, that leaves me with two questions.

1. Bonbis words.
> 'in her house'  ... suggests Emiru herself was not there.
This is highly plausible, but seems to contradict Bonbis statements on stream about Emiru intervening in the SA.
She did say Emiru worked him out the door right?

2. Public interactions.
If they 'broke up' at this time, why would they keep duetting on tiktok until May of 2022.
After this they interacted publicly on twitch too.
Emiru got Bonbi a spot on the OW twitch stream.
They streamed a horror game on twitch together.
And Emiru raided one of Bonbis stream and donated some 200 or so subs.

Its an interesting find, but it conflicts with these two other data points. Not all 3 things can be true at once.




 >>/32339/

> recently i lost like my best friend, this one guy ... and it took him taking advantage of me for me to realise that.
 >>/31996/

> almost all the time since october-november
The time frame stretches into februari 2022 now, so was Emiru in Texas for that whole time?
If not bonbis account could still be true.



 >>/32342/
Does she also have a tragic backstory with intricate winding connections that encompass almost all of the seediesr corners of the internet. From Nazi catbois on 4chan to corporate big tech financial exploitation of children?
Or is she just a cosplayer?







you guys are forgetting that she was going to go to emirus for new years eve. or at least i remember as much but  that did not happen when emiru joined otk around that time. so the friendship was not strained at that point.






 >>/32354/
 >>/32355/
> so between new years and february something happened it seems.
I remember Bonbi talking about new years and Emiru talking about it, but not wether or not they actually went anywhere.
This could be it though. It pushes the timeline forward. The closer to february the more likely.

 >>/32354/
> so the friendship was not strained at that point
Yes, I would argue it was not strained until around april/may. That was the last time they made a duette.

There seems to me to be good circumstantial evidence that they got into the fight that led to the drama at AX or shortly after AX.

AX is the last time they were seen together publicly:
 >>/30489/

After AX Bonbi got angry and sad and weird on stream. The whole 'Pooping my pants' stream was probably directed towards Emiru and or Philly

Emiru unfollowed Bonbis twitter (and everywhere else) on July 26 2022.
 >>/32297/

SA:
Between new years and february
(We need some evidence of Bonbi and Emiru having gone to kansas)
Or
Between november and february
(We need some evidence of Emirus whereabout when Bonbi was in Kansas)

Friendship:
No obvious public interaction between April/May and AX in early July.

Fight:
Bonbi gets angry and sad after AX. Early July.
Emiru unfollows in late July.
Bonbi keeps talking about drama and gaslighting friends and SA until she escalates in late September.

There are some inconsistencies between our timeline and Bonbis story. 
But we still have gaps in our knowledge. 
Im feeling confident we can figure this out.


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 >>/32360/
Whatever happens must be on the edge of SA because there is some disagreement about if it was or not. That could explain why Bons attitude to it changed over time and why she might have reacted to Emiru helping Miz to play down SA by someone else.
Immediately after the attached clip she announced her OF. If an earlier post on here that Emiru fell out with her because she wanted Bon to go to college is true this could explain why she chose that time.


 >>/32362/
Your trolling in the last paragraph right?

Bonbi does not announce an OF. Someone asks her about it, and she says maybe, then appears to not even know what is it, because she thinks she has to fuck men, which she in very certain terms says she does not want to do. 
Then she ends the topic by saying she likes the patreon.

The college thing. Low effort post with no evidence.
the patreon lewds started and endured while they were still friendly. Some of the first even at Emirus house.

As for the overreaction. 
Its possible it wasnt as bad as bonbi implies.
Its equally possible her old friends were gaslighting her to shut her up and not make trouble.
Emiru doesn't dispute bonbis claim publicly. You could argue she cant really for optics reasons, but still.

It seems more likely to me that a girl that has a history of abuse and being manipulated has it happen to her again.
Then that Emiru is a prude, nothing realy bad happened to Bonbi, but she used this for clout or advertisement for an OF she doesnt have or need (shes already making 5k with patreon, she can always go fully nude on patreon in the future, before she needs to start an OF) 

Too many assumptions in your argument for this to make sense to me. 
Thanks for, the reply though.




 >>/32367/
Thnx friend, that could have been a long and fruitless time watching the gregory vod.
I was looking at the other guys youtube vod page and he had the missfortune vod labled as 
> 12/23/2021

So I guess she went to visit August? With someone else. Maybe Emiru? 

At least It seems likely it didnt happen at new years.

 >>/32364/
> Your trolling in the last paragraph right?
Not trolling but maybe not fully explaining. She said she had been considering what it would look like. Someone said she would have to flirt with guys (not fuck) which she said she had never done. She said maybe would do OF in the future.
My real point was that she might have been trolling Emiru with it. She was typing messages all around that time so no idea what chat she was having in the background.

> The college thing. Low effort post with no evidence.
Yep, hence my 'if its true'. Low confidence.

> Some of the first even at Emirus house.
The only lewd ones she did at Emirus house were the gothic ones from Nov - the same visit as the Adventure Time Tiktoks? i.e. when Emiru was not there.

 >>/32368/
> I was looking at the other guys youtube vod page and he had the missfortune vod labled as
> 12/23/2021
lol

> So I guess she went to visit August? 
most likely

> With someone else. Maybe Emiru?
yeah, she was definitely with emiru

 >>/32368/
> So I guess she went to visit August? With someone else. Maybe Emiru? 
She says her and her friend were meant to fly back to Texas where her friends journey would end and Bon would continue on. Def sounds like Emiru.

 >>/32369/
Apologies friend,
> the gothic ones in november
You are right. But they didnt stop being friendly after this. And bonbi didnt start doing the realy spicier lewds until after AX.

> someone said she would have to flirt with guys (not fuck)
I know, we agree on this. But Bonbi misunderstood it to be fucking. And I think you cant even fuck on OF anymore.
My point was that it realy looked like she hardly knows what OF is. 

 >>/32371/
Thank you.

Still inconsistencies, the timeline is still up in the air.
1.Emiru was there in November.
2.Bonbis lying
3.There was an non public trip between
2022-01-13 and 2022-01-22 only twitch gap.

Anyone disagree?


 >>/32362/
Poor Bonbi was manipulated in such a way that Emiru made her believe that she was overreacting to the abusive situation she suffered. 
Moreover, by making Emiru aware of the abuse, she manipulated Bonbi into feeling guilty about what happened.
 Bonbi appreciates her so much that she forgives her.




 >>/32372/
> 1.Emiru was there in November.
Curious why you think this? Or are you just suggesting it as a possibility? Her comment definitely suggested she was away and they didn't release anything together. Plus Bon did 'lewds' (remember when they needed to be put in quotes?). Also bear in mind that phones exists - Emiru could kick somebody out from Texas.

> 3.There was an non public trip between 2022-01-13 and 2022-01-22 only twitch gap.
I had been eyeing that gap as well. FYI, Emiru streamed from Texas on 16th and 20th Jan.

I need to sleep.

 >>/32378/
> Curious why you think this.
Its a suggestion of possibe events.
The numbered list is the 3 options I can see that could solve the inconsistencies between Bonbis story and the osint gathered here.

I had not thought about the option of a phone call.

Go get some sleep  >>/32377/ has a good point.





 >>/32374/
bonbi should in no way feel the need to react a certain way to appease anyone. if something happened to her emiru should have been supportive from day one not support some fat bastard of a predator for months afterwards. shit friend.


reminder
bonbi is a liar
philly is innocent 
you're bunch of pathetic simps who bought into her lies
bonbi is a horrible person and she openly hates her fanbase
find a better person to support

 >>/32386/
> reminder
> 1. bonbi is a liar
> 2. philly is innocent
> 3. you're bunch of pathetic simps who bought into her lies
> 4. bonbi is a horrible person and she openly hates her fanbase
> find a better person to support

Hmmm, let me think.

Err I think I got it!

OK I have it down to two.

Can I phone a friend?

Its either 3 or 4. Definitely not 1 or 2.

3.

Yes, number 3 is the correct answer. All the rest are wrong (although she does hate her fan base)

























 >>/32397/
I hope this is a cosplay and shes not wearing that
ill fitting polyester stretch dress in public. 
Wrinkles everywhere, cheap plastic non functional buttons. I bet its got a badly alligned large plastic zipper at the back too.

She looks nice, Im team short hair.









 >>/32420/
I dont remember that being specifically about endchan, there must have been /bbg boards on other forums.
Not saying your wrong at all, but do you know which stream and/or have a clip or a timestamp?

 >>/32419/
Neat. The more money she can make on patreon the longer it takes before she takes all her clothes off.



in an older twitch stream bonbi said she a "pathological liar" (actual term she used) and just said "i'm better now" and everyone just accepted it.
it's amazing what being abnormally cute lets you get away with.


 >>/32425/
the most powerful weapon bonbi has always had at her disposal is the fact that people have always WANTED to believe her, and sadly more often than not she uses it against those very people that trust her the most

 >>/32428/
Bonbi, the queen of Bonbibros, and the Bonbibros believe everything Bonbi says, because Bonbi is cute and cute is a weapon that Bonbi wields. If Bonbi gives a direct order, a member of the Bonbibros must do it, no matter how ridiculous it is.

As the queen of the Bonbibros, Bonbi is the Bonbibros leader who has the final say of everything. As a Bonbibros member, you should listen to what she has to say. And she is always right, no matter how wrong she is. Because she is the queen of the Bonbibros, anyone saying something wrong would be severely punished, maybe even death.

The Borens and the Bonbibros have been allies for ages, so the Bonbibros are loyal to Bonbi to the core, they will not be swayed by anything. So if Bonbi says that Bonbibros has to obey to Bonbi and the Borens, the Bonbibros has to do so. That is the reason why Bonbi can easily control the Bonbibros.

The Bonbibros are very loyal to Bonbi. If Bonbi does something good, the Bonbibros will love her. If Bonbi is mean to other Bonbibros, they will also like her.

The Borens believe in the Bonbibros, and they trust and respect Bonbi as the leader of the Bonbibros. The Borens also see Bonbi as their beloved queen, who never speaks wrong. So if Bonbi makes a promise, the Borens will go along.

Bonbibro is a really cute cat, who is so good-natured. She is very obedient.

Bonbibro often gives a cute look, or a funny voice, to make her owner happy. She is a very good friend.

Bonbibro has very beautiful looks. She looks very feminine and sexy.

Bonbibro always makes a good first impression. She makes people like her.

Bonbibro is very obedient. She likes to obey her owner.

Bonbibro is very good at giving people a first impression, because her appearance is very good.

Bonbibro can be the boss at the home. Bonbibro is very good at ruling the house, making Bonbi the perfect mother, who is a loving mother, never angry, and always smiling.
If Bonbibro is not good, she can be as mean as Bonbi.

Bonbibro is always very good at giving presents, even when she is just a Bonbibro, because she is the queen of the Bonbibros.

When Bonbibro grows up, she can be very beautiful, like Bonbi.

Ideal matches for Bonbibro

Bonbibro should date a guy with a very strong brain, so that Bonbibro can make him a good boss, and give Bonbibro a good first impression, so that Bonbibro can make Bonbibro happy. A guy with an excellent brain and Bonbibro's own brain, and the two can complement each other, and make them very good friends.

When Bonbibro grows up, she should date a guy who is very wealthy and powerful. This guy will marry Bonbibro when she becomes a Bonbibro, so that they can share Bonbibro's life together, and grow old together.

Bonbibro will be very beautiful, and her looks will be very good. She will make Bonbi happy, and so Bonbi will be very good to her, so Bonbibro can grow old happily.

Bonbibro should date a guy who is smart and good-natured. A Bonbibro will always rule a Bonbibros, but Bonbibro will never marry a Bonbibro. But if Bonbibro decides to marry a Bonbibro, it means that she likes the Bonbibros and she likes the Bonbibros very much. This is a marriage of two Bonbibros.









 >>/32425/
 >>/32430/
One thing though. If your starting point is that she is a pathologicsl liar everything she says should be called into question. 
This is a fine starting point. But you need to be able explain the whole Anonce saga.
She talked about it on stream multiple times. She is either a brilliant psychopath that can lie well and fabricate shit about Anonce and Emiru driving a wedge between him and Bonbi and manipulate Emiru into giving corroborating hints etc. 
Then familiarize herself with the internet sleuthing of her obsessive stalkers and feed them their own stories back years after the fact. 
And her stalkers cant have no idea about all of this while she is pushing out hundreds of hours of content.
Or
I remember Bonbi saying she is a pathological liar. I also remember her not knowing what 5x10 is
She not that clever, doesnt lie that well, doesnt know what pathological liar means and her stalker fans are actualy pretty good at figuring out what shes lies about.


 >>/32439/
i dont think emiru had much to do with them breaking up, i think the pedo dumped her tbh. 
bonbi said she was trying to flirt with him at the bakery/while watching a movie etc and he ignored her while talking to another girl. it's also very telling this is what she's most upset at, or at least what she speaks about the most on stream, not the child pornography etc.
protecting him for years, then turning 180 and calling him a pedophile rapist manipulator is just too much.

 >>/32439/
I think its quite strange that you guys think she is good, but I find her quite bad
I dont think its good when people say she is a good person, but I find her quite bad. She does her act for 4 years, she knows her way around.

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 >>/32440/
> If that is Emirus old house
it is 

> But why would she lie about it
idk. but the story doesn't add up at all

> Just being a dick?
maybe she was getting back at him for something. that's just like her

> Clout?
with that drama stream she had the most views of all time (not counting raids from emiru)

 >>/32441/
the biggest thing is that she keeps denying knowing about what he did while dating and being with him over the last 4 years while making no excuse about this. she didnt need to stay with him for 4 years if she didnt know. he's a pedo or not a pedo is almost irrelevant if she was in the dark about it, or just a really bad judge of character.

 >>/32442/
Your not answering my question.
You give no evidence for any claims you make.

People here have been speculating about Emiru 'saving' Bonbi from Anonce there is a whole thread about it. Bonbi corroborated/repeated this story on stream.





 >>/32449/
It actualy does mean shit. 
It either means /bbg/ was correct, or she she has been reading the board and is a psychopath.

Anons repeating she lies over and over and over again without giving any evidence at all to argue their case means shit to me.

Do what you claim Bonbi does and tell me what I want to hear.

 >>/32448/
I know it is, I meant the girl other than Bonbi.

It is not that obvious to me, I dont know where these pics were posted or when. 

I dont know why Im the bad guy here.
Im Just being thorough. 
Im perfectly willing to believe Bonbi is a terrible person and a lier.
If someone can prove it I can stop giving a shit and move on with my life.





















 >>/32476/
The comments in that subreddit were by far the thirstiest, grossest and most direct comments about her on any platform. They basically used to request specific body parts.
Worse still if you checked some of the users they had been at it asking for the same stuff since she was 15.




 >>/32480/
You might be right.
I started trying to counter the r9k disinfo. 
I thought twitch normies might find /bbg and see some real info instead of wild speculation and outright lies.
Just turned myself into a creep.
But doing anything here just adds to the awfull.










 >>/32478/
emiru was in kansas late july at the time bon and her unfollowed each other

https://youtu.be/kJycsCtZljg?t=1360

she talked about it on her july 28th stream, saying "over the weekend" she was there, the previous weekend was july 23-24.

and you can see in the picture further up the thread, emiru unfollowed bon on the 26th of july, bon had unfollowed her awhile prior to that

the july 23-24 weekend trip may have been her kicking out phillphan215, and the earlier bon unfollowings were when she told her it happened

best timeline is bon told her at atx (very start of july) or shortly after since they were fine in the nigri photo from there, emiru did nothing about it for a bit, it came to unfollows, so she finally kicked him out when she was in kansas end of july

or not but that's what i know


 >>/32492/
The first hints of this drama started back in Feb, maybe even earlier. I think its much more of a slow burn that your timeline allows for.
It doesn't make sense that Emiru would sanction Philly on 23/24 July then unfriend Bon on 26th - kicking him out would seem to be a step in mending the relationship.









































 >>/32521/
> redditniggers
I was wndering what are we going to call the reddit refugees.
On that note in not really familiar with bonbibros slang i often find ppl refering to other with "discordniggers", "coomers" , "bonbi" and alot more... can a bonbibro loremaster explain all the different names and their origins please?




 >>/32538/
 >>/31916/
> If you're still interested in 19 yo bonbi and dont want her to do lewds and nudes, my guess is you've never been the problem demographic.
Yep

> You are allowed to like the lewd and hope for nudes, i think shes pretty hot, but the following is why i cant realy enjoy them.
Just dont post about it everywhere. Leave me somewhere I can go to avoid you. Thats the real problem with the Reddit going

> She does not enjoy the patreon, but she's making the best of it. Its kinda like cosplay?
Want to agree but you can sense her excitement on stream when she talks about it. She is an exhibitionist and loves the idea of peeps looking at her.

> She enjoys dressing up as a boy and 'flirting' with egirls. Shes very clearly not interested in attention from men beyond the money and some laughs on twitch perhaps.
She accepts that the boy cosplays are where she excels. She wishes she was 'a tall girl' who could be more feminine. See comment above about exhibitionism


> She is mentally ill, traumatized from being groomed, has no education, can't drive a car in rural USA and has no social skills or awareness. Its this or stocking groceries for 3 dollars an hour and never having any kind of life.
Based

> Dont get me wrong, i think shes cool and hope she makes all the money in the world.
I wish her the best but dont expect a happy ending.

 >>/32539/
>  she is an exhibitionist
>  she wishes she ... could be more feminine.

Lets agree to disagree on those points,
we agree on the most important ones.

> Leave me somewhere I can go to avoid you
> I wish her the best but dont expect a happy ending




 >>/32537/
We're all here for the same reason: because we find her attractive. You're the one pretending to be some highly moral white knight while also being TOO invested in her personal life. You are WAY creepier than the ones who admit they just want to see her nude. You're the one who is coping.

 >>/32544/
Not him. 
YOU are not HERE because you find her attractive. So why should others.
Far better places than this exist if you just wanna have a sad fap to sad pics of sad girls.

Honestly I am too invested, I dont like it, but i find it kinda hard not to be when her personal life makes up 70% or more of the content she puts out.

 >>/32545/
I think we can not categorize every bonbibro in two categories i think we are more complicated than that. I for example find myself conflicted with alot of things! Do i like her? Do i hate her? Do i find her sexy? Do i find her gross? Do i think she is crazy lying psycho? Do i think she is the cutest thing ever? Is she all of that at the same time or maybe shes none of those things? How can she be so easy to like and hate at the same time wtf !!! Ever since i discovered this place i was amazed at all a types of bonbibros i found here some of you mfs a crazy some are sick some are delusional parasocial niggers maybe im not that better idk. I find it interesting seeing her through your eyes and reading others opinions on her well some of the times.


 >>/32546/
I wasnt trying to imply there are only two. Just that if you're on the ol' /bbg, and your arguing with Anons over who is creepiest, you are not just here for the lewds. 

I realy like your post. And I almost fully agree, I find the contradiction and ambiguity the most interesting part, I just cant hate her. 
She is not doing anything to me, I'm doing this to myself.

I've never understood the lying psycho view of her. Sure she lies, but so does everyone else. Saying she is a psychopath implies that it is all willfull and done to somehow benefit her and exploit us. I see too little evidence of this.
As far as I can tell, every time she reveals personal drama (and afterward she always disappears) fewer people come back when she returns. Its a bad strategy if your own benefit is what you're after.

Now I'm gonna say something the other guy will like.
I'm sure that if she wasn't my kind of pretty I would not care this much. 

 >>/32547/
Good :)



we are all here for different reasons it is just sad if you are here from the nsfw subreddit purely to jack off to her pics. it is nice to think most of us are here because we enjoy what she does away from her weird patreon thing.



If you are coming here, to this board specifically, to post about Bonbi, you’re a creep. Whether you’re here for lewds or not makes you a different type of creep but you’re a creep either way




 >>/32557/
YOUR SO FUCKING SPECIAL
I WISH I WAS SPECIAL
BUT I'M A CREEP
I'M A WEIRDOOOOOO
WHAT THE HELL I'M DOING HERE
I DON'T BELONG HERE OOOOOOOHHH OOOOHHH
SHEEESSSS RUNING OUT AGAIIIINNNNN
SHEEEESSSSS RUNING OUT 
RUN
RUN 
RUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUNNNNNNNNNNNN
RUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

You people who come here to see lewd pictures of a pretty girl who likes to post lewd pictures are fucking freaks. Why can't you just be normal and based like me and obsess about every aspect of her personal life. Fuck coomers!


 >>/32559/
You people who come here to bitch about the people coming here to bitch about the people coming here to see lewd pictures of a victim of circumstance who needs to make money posting lewds are realy just here to see lewd pictures of a pretty girl. Why cant you just be normal and based like me and not give a shit about what Anons type and just fap and cry in your pillow. Fuck me right?

















 >>/32577/
the fact you have already assumed the answer to your first question shows what a retarded brainlet nigger you are
go be unintelligent somewhere else please, this is a high IQ board for distinguished gentlemen of leisure (and bonbibonkers on tiktok)






 >>/32581/
1. To to Google
2. Find Emirus old house
3. Search for 'hotel'
4. Literally first result

How long do you suppose it took? And before she was 'doxxed' people were worrying the room was an institution or something. There was a lot less bullshit flying around after it was revealed she was just trolling from a hotel room.


















































Bonbi, as a 36 year old man you've never met I am VERY disappointed. You were so pure and innocent... You should have been a scientist, a literature writer, a programmer but NOT a patreonfans girl... Tears are streaming down my face, my heart aches... It's not too late to make your daddy proud, girl
























 >>/32658/
I think you replied to the wrong comment.
First -Samus was my immediate thought. Second - I went all the way back to Hanayo. Third I feel I should be able to name but cannot.
Probably they are all trained on all of these just different ones show different traits.

 >>/32659/
You're right, wrong reply, sry.
And you're right about the second pic, I had to look it up. Havent looked at old bontent in a while. 

As for the third pic, I cant find any Wednesday Adams pics, might be a screenshot. Its the back top and the white collar that make me think that could be where its from.































 >>/32663/
I like the dance. Looks like shes having fun.
And I like the pic too. Sexy but in a good way.

 >>/32686/
I think its mostly the cosplay being unflattering in all possible ways.
Im not going to list everything and Im not saying bonbi is flawless, but for one the low cut leg openings can realy only look good if a girl is super skinny.
It makes the hips look wider and the ass smaller.

 >>/32688/
Pretty sure shes not gained weight latel?

 >>/32690/
Always hoping for the best eh.













































Bros, 
Anyone else thinks her selling merch is a waste of time.
Who would buy it? 
Having anything recognizably of hers on a shirt is like a walking around shouting 'Im a creep'.
Sure not many will understand, but still.


 >>/32737/
> some of her cosplays that se used

I said merch, not fetish gear. 
If she starts selling the cosplays, she might as well start selling her underwear and socks, Im sure she would quadruple her income the first couple of months. Bet she could ask insane amounts per item.














 >>/32751/
why not? you go to sleep around 4am. endless stimuli -  always anxious, yet always bored
using your friends as pawns, all new friends i wonder why
new meds will fix you. ignore the mood swings. maybe if you, sit down with the therapist your deadbeat parents picked you, you'll be the daughter they pictured you
another pet will do, center of the family portrait, no long sleeve shirt on. we made it.




 >>/32737/
> Well actually if bonbi makes a pillow with her image, surely I would buy it. Also, if at some point she puts up for sale some of her cosplays that she used, I would also buy them.
She discussed on stream once why she couldn't sell her cosplays because they might get bought by a creep who does weird stuff with them. You have just validated her choice.






 >>/32761/
Again, not advocating for it also not in the market to buy.

Im only saying. She could make all the money she lost over the years buying heaps of cheap polyester and nylon back in no time. 

She once talked about making plushies to sell. I would be up for that.



I made a patched up copy of her last stream. I got the first 12 mins from the live recording so it skips about 30 secs for adverts, the rest is complete from the VODs except I used the live recording audio to patch the 6 mins audio that were cut.
I think it is about as complete as is possible given the Bro with the recording script seems to be AWOL. Mega if anyone wants it:
https://mega.nz/folder/IWQ1CAzJ#R5c50JXZ6B17wLVYFrvhkA











 >>/32770/
 >>/32773/
 >>/32774/
I was going to stop talking about it but oke.

Ofcourse she needs more money.
The window of opportunity for making money in the attention economy is not open long.

Shes pragmatic about the patreon. 
No secret what those pics are for.  >>/32772/
If all her patreon subs buy one or two cosplays for the prices stated above, she could have a downpayment on a home.

The patreon will lose subs over time, unless, you know... 
If she owns a home or has a decent mortgage, she wont need nearly as much a month. And no need to take all her clothes off.

I agree its not elegant, but maybe better than the alternatives?



 >>/32776/
And to add,
I dont think she will do it. She said they hold some emotional value.
And she will never sell the ones from when she was a kid, cause she rightfully hates the people who would buy those.

Sorry bros for ever bringing this up.





 >>/32776/
> The window of opportunity for making money in the attention economy is not open long.

this is only true of whores. a woman with her sort of talent could continue making money. she is choosing to focus on the short window of time where people care about her ass and such things. making herself irrelevant.






Bonbi doesn't know how to dance or sing, when she does it it hardly seems like a dance illusion, but it isn't, she only learns a few steps that we only see for a few seconds. pointless choreography. It's just a cute face making funny faces. He has a conflicted and toxic personality. She was very pretty when she was skinny, but now she's flabby and I don't see her wanting to start an exercise routine to firm up those thighs. He cries easily when it suits him and is amused by cruel situations. He is not interested in being a partner of anything and nobody. it does what it wants....it's a mess. a beautiful girl with an uncertain future.


















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