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The most crisp photo of Bonbi ever
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I love high resolution Bonbibonkers
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WTF was the point of last nights stream?
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 >>/31811/
Setup for a detailed 'what drinking does to my poop' story next stream.
 >>/31814/
Thanks Bro, made me laugh.





You were joking right?






Right?
 >>/31815/
Thanks bro,
You made me laugh too.
I was joking,
But its only funny cuz its true.
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very cute bonbibonkers
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 >>/31818/
rawr xD
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real life sized bonbibonkers!!
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> I’m so ready for Halloween ps check out my patreon gonna post tonight!!!
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 >>/31824/
i don't like halloween either.
 >>/31824/
Imagine Bonbi telling you she’s going to show you her ass later and being like “nooooooo” lmao
 >>/31826/
we know what comes outta that thing
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I thought we was dead but we was just new thread
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> "I'm so ready for halloween"
> foreboding intensifies
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 >>/31829/
we alive and well
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i like the white tank, looks real fresh against the skin
 >>/31830/
Perfect Bonbi bobs.
 >>/31833/
You are just creepy. Wipe your chin.
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O boy, there's that white tank top again.



Skin.



Chin.
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Melons.
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Stupid site won't let me upload.
 >>/31843/
no
 >>/31818/
cute
 >>/31822/
Waow!
 >>/31826/
imagine paying for it though.
 >>/31839/
Cute
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Are those her real eyes or a filter? Because wow.
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Cat cute
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> Because wow.
me every time I see her eyes
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Link bon is a chad
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BONBI YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE USING A ROLLER NOT A BRUSH
AND MASK THE WINDOW FRAMES YOU'RE PAINTING THEM PINK ASDJBASLKJBFLRKJSWNA
 >>/31855/
cute retard
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 >>/31856/
It would be so much work to get those walls looking even a little good again, fuck. What a waste.
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this is so painful to watch
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Is it even wall paint? Anybody familiar with the brand?
Hahaha I’ve never painted a room and have no prior knowledge on how to do so and even I’m going nuts looking at those pictures.
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oh god it keeps getting worse
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The wall doesnt look bad in this pic, he outlets and the door frame are another matter. 
If the rest of the room ends up looking like this that would be great.
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Also, to nitpick, thats the skirting board. The image is rotated 90 deg
 >>/31864/
Was half expecting some realy nasty edit, this was nice, thanks!

 >>/31865/
I see it now, I'm clearly not the bonbi detective I thought I was.
Old girls recent behavior might be why I stop following her.

I mean, how do you fuck up painting this badly?
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Autism
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Wanting to make an IG Story because you know followers enjoy seeing them?
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Not him, but pretty sure it was a joke.
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blood of dead simps
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somehow this fills me with even more dread than seeing she made a new post on patreon
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im convinced she doesnt own any other undergarments its always that star and moon one

disgusting from bonbi
 >>/31869/
Bonbi, stop posting here it's cringe.
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me when link bon
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big boobs make finding a bra surprisingly difficult so when you stumble on one that’s comfortable you tend to stick with it
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it's very pink
her walls, I mean
obviously
uhhh
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yo, that paint job not lookin bad
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yeah it's not bad, but I like the cat décor a lot
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No more cat décor, 
then the small pink neon cat?
I don't see it yet.

What else do you see?
I now want to know from you,
Answer my haiku.
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Holy fuck this is my favorite ass shot yet. Jesus look at those legs.  She’s so pretty bros.
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ALSO this cosplay is insane.  Bonbi is gorgeous.
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Good lord.
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congratulations creeps and coomers and retarded cuck pedos she’s starting and Onlyfans well done

fucking perverts
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Where do I sign up?
 >>/31894/
no way
If she’s really doing an onlyfans I wonder if she’ll take requests and do personal stuff.  I would absolutely spend money on a personal video/picture from Bonbi, and I’m absolutely not the type who would normally do that.
 >>/31894/
Omfg where do you get that from? She seems really forced and reluctant on all of her patreon posts and not at all like SHE IS ENJOYING IT!
 >>/31898/
She said on stream she was considering it but it sounded like she has made up her mind to do it. The OnlyFriends group has done their job.
Does onlyfans mean she wants to do more explicit content?  Does Patreon not allow it?
u can all blame the 50y/o pedo discordniggers for this
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Who is she cosplaying as?
 >>/31901/
hard times server is full of them
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luka from vocaloid
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she had her mind made up long before those weirdos ever noticed her.
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She always picks the best friends.
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> forced and reluctant
that's why its not at all enjoyable for some. She has perpetual RBF going on in those pics.
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That people are willing to pay for this  is hilarious.
 >>/31900/
Patreon allows general nudity.  Just no actual sex or masturbation.
There's been an Onlyfans with her name for nearly a year now.  It's not clear if it's her squatting on the name or if someone else is trying to make it happen by perverted fan hype.
https://onlyfans.com/honey_cot
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She thinks she's doing sensual.  When she smiles she looks like a dorky child.  Which, yes, is cute and appeals to the degenerate pedo demographic that follows her, but she's trying to look grown-up when she does her sexy stuff.
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I’m confused are the people that like her when she’s thick, naked, and 19 pedos or are the people that like her skinny, clothed, and 15 pedos? Both?
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> girl smile
> pedophile!
fix your brain
 >>/31910/
idk how you people still dont get it! She enjoys doing this, she enjoys being called sexy! She enjoys feeling sexy and wanted, just like um every other girl in existance! There is nothing wrong with that! there is something wrong with people who want her to stay 16 forever. Sorry guys she hasnt been 16 for a while now ... aaand she is only going to grow ... yeah!
 >>/31911/
I can only answer for myself.  I didn’t see Bonbi in that way until she started posting the lewd pictures.  Before I just liked her cosplay and tiktoks.  Now I still like those quite a bit, but I also enjoy the pattern posts.
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patreon* fuck auto correct.. and I’m not a phone poster I’m a Mac poster.
Bros. 

If you're still interested in 19 yo bonbi and dont want her to do lewds and nudes, my guess is you've never been the problem demographic.

You are allowed to like the lewd and hope for nudes, i think shes pretty hot, but the following is why i cant realy enjoy them.

She does not enjoy the patreon, but she's making the best of it. Its kinda like cosplay? 
She enjoys dressing up as a boy and 'flirting' with egirls. Shes very clearly not interested in attention from men beyond the money and some laughs on twitch perhaps.

She is mentally ill, traumatized from being groomed, has no education, can't drive a car in rural USA and has no social skills or awareness. Its this or stocking groceries for 3 dollars an hour and never having any kind of life. 

Dont get me wrong, i think shes cool and hope she makes all the money in the world.
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Thats the thing, she always comes off looking like some bratty kid trying to be sexy. It's weird as hell but I guess it is always the pedos who love this shit. Imagine if thats all thats in that tier, just old men lusting after her. Nasty.
 >>/31913/
Bonbi stay out of it.
 >>/31916/
right but when this all disappears shes going to be broke with no skills and still go nowhere. she is terrible with money.
 >>/31913/
how is it people always talk for her? how do you know what she feels? if this is bonbi, please stay off of this forum, you are going to only make your mental illness worse.
 >>/31916/
also, in addition to my comment, she is fucking incredible looking but her pushing this sexy/lewd thing is so off putting. she can be sexy but the way she forces it seems really off. i'm not the only one who has mentioned this. in half the pictures she seems scared, how can anyone like seeing her like that?
 >>/31911/
i think pretty much everyone has moved onto her current self. she is beautiful and an adult. but that doesnt mean we need to see her butthole.
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Yes i can only hope the therapy gets her to a place where she can learn some life skills. Therapy costs money tho.

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I think the other anon is kinda right. Shes putting on a sexy face, but shes not good at it. I dont think its fear. But as i said shes also not realy having fun.
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above all else, i hope she can take time to work on herself. she will at some point have to face the world and need a job of some kind. this wont last forever.

she seems to enjoy it one minute but then look terrified the next. as someone else mentioned the rbf is also weird. never sure if she's hyped or terrified. again, she is stunning most of the time but when she is not forcing herself to do things.
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The pedos are the ones who like her when skinny and 15. The creeps are the ones who like her when 19 and thicc. The mega creeps are the ones who stayed with her from the first to the second.
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If “everyone’s moved on to her current self” then there are no pedos? She’s not a child anymore.
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I keep replaying it
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1) shes' not 15
2) many like her thicc and 19 and she's feeding into them by doing lewds
3) she is the one playing her hand, if they respond thats just sounding the bell
4) nobody is forcing her to do lewds
 >>/31928/
by definition, no. they would have moved onto a younger target. she's been an adult for a while now. spinning the same tired narrative that pedos are out there waiting for her to notice them is dumb. she is now fully lewding herself almost daily.
 >>/31929/
finally, some good quality fucking content
 >>/31929/
can you guys post some more like this for old time sake? preferably adult bonbi. thank you.
 >>/31926/
love
OF accounts exists for (with last seen date):
Bonbibonkers (June 23)
Bonniebonkers (@Victor, no date given)
Mocha_bean (Aug 15)
Mochabean (April 2019)
Bonbi (April 2021)
Honey_cot (Oct 2021)
honeycot (no date given)

Mocha_Bean fits the timeline best.
boy bonbibonkers is the true bonbibonkers. she has said in multiple twitch era streams that she feels the most like herself whenever she cosplays boys.
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you
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thank you kind person. that was one of my favorites in recent times.
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why not both?
 >>/31938/
best smile
I don't know what are you talking about
bonbi was always a whore
you have to be retarded to no see it
even back in seth era it was clear that she was a whore
 >>/31942/
Anon, is 'whore bonbi' in the room with us right now?
You can tell us Anon, she can't hurt you here.
 >>/31943/
> she can't hurt you here
I wish that was true ;_;
it's scary how easily bonbi is influenced by whichever friend group she's in at the time, and how every time the friendships end dramatically.
 >>/31945/
not hard to understand when you realize she has been isolated, home schooled and vulnerable her entire life. she seems to just gravitate to whoever will give her any attention. then she adopts their behaviors. there is a saying you become your 3 closest friends.
 >>/31942/
explain please. i could use a story time.
 >>/31942/

bonbi was not always a whore it’s ur retarded pedo brain telling urself she is
it’s what all u schizos and discordniggers have dreamt of since she started walking
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This is the guy who I’ve been talking about, who is a pedo for liking a 19 year old? How old she have to be before you’re not a pedo anymore, 45? Do you even know what that word means?
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why is she like this
 >>/31949/
I love TMI Bonbi.
 >>/31953/
emo bonbi (hair covering eyes)
I'm starting to think this poop obession bit might not be a joke.
She's so fucking vulgar and nasty
 >>/31946/
I think your right.
She said last stream 'love makes blind'. 
I think she gets realy invested in friendships upfront, the other party may not feel equally invested or get spooked by the intensity. Plus she can be pretty special:
 >>/31953/

Also as if trying to make friends online isn't a bad enough proposition already, trying to make friends with influencers seems even worse.
Sure they are not totally anon weirdos, but much more likely to be narcissists and manipulators.
 >>/31957/
this. she is always trying to get a reaction from people like she is 12 years old and just discovered how to swear.
 >>/31958/
> make friends with influencers seems even worse.

that is one of the dumbest things she could do. she does not have the social ability to discern legit people and these plastic people. the types who are infoluencers are pure narcissists and will run her over when she becomes the least bit convenient or steals their spotlight even a tiny bit.
 >>/31960/
*inconvenient
 >>/31956/
Well how can you day you love her if you can't even eat her poop?
 >>/31950/
Imagine lifting that flap up and going crazy.
 >>/31962/
Well shit, guess I'm snacking on poop from now on.
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Thnx Bro, you got it! 
I was thinking of that exact audio, but I couldn't remember the tok.
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 >>/31960/
Another OnlyFriends post she liked on Twitter - @Atlaseuu
 >>/31967/
Have any of these girls ever liked her posts?
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 >>/31950/
Hey Bonbi, that fat leg need gym. Also that pose looks wierd.
 >>/31968/
No, but for that to happen she would have to post on Twitter.
 >>/31970/
She posted recently, but I take your point.
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oh boy I wonder who she could be talking about
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I wish just for once this girl have something unambiguously good happen to her.
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she do be fake as fuck doe
 >>/31977/
This DOES feel super fake.
i hope the guy who harassed bon dies a very slow and painful death
i hope Emiru dies a very slow and painful death
i hope miz dies a very slow and painful death

first groomed by Seth now groomed by Em

what the fuck is wrong with people
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This took me 6 hours in photoshop
Bon gets the shit end of the stick, 
Emi gets the guilded cage she deserves, 
Miz gets to be absolutely fine and rich and famous.
Fuck this world.

ppl here said emiru was pimping bon to her friends way back. Was it a troll manifested into being, a good guess or what?
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> hate your dad
> get groomed 4 times
> get raped
> get sexually abused
> start an OF
 >>/31982/
You seem to imply its odd but
isnt that exact pattern the cliché about sex workers?
 >>/31975/
yeah no shit, its too much. she needs a nice vacation.
 >>/31978/
because it is. she's protecting her income stream.
> believing bonbi's lies

are you guys insane or just newfags?
 >>/31986/
i would much rather believe you, prove ur right.
why does she always get fucked, is it bad luck, low iq or something like that
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 >>/31976/
This all just feels so revisionist. In chronological order:

> I have done something very bad and something very special is broken
> Someone I thought was my friend has been saying bad things about me all along.
> My old friend group turned out to be very toxic
> I was harassed in Emiru's house. I am a victim once again.

Dont think she outright makes things up - sounds like she has been treated badly again - but for this to suddenly come up like this is odd. Remember this is someone who overshares so much we get updates about what her poop smells like.
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Im don't know bro. Your chronology may be a bit off.

Im pretty sure she told twitch about sexual abuse on a trip months ago. Before she started talking about her toxic old friend group.

Maybe someone remembers the exact stream.
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Thnx friend!
But I was thinking of the time she mentioned it before.

> since ive talked about it before, i will talk about it again.

Ive been looking myself but havent found it yet.
If I'm remembering correctly she mentioned it for the first time talking about not liking to fly and not traveling anywhere again anytime soon.
Might be in an fnaf stream.
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*I was talking to you
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 >>/31993/
In the FNAF stream where she said she didn't like to travel she also said Emiru was her sister. I think you are going too far back.
Have some clips from Jett - about 3 months later and possibly still too far back.

> *I was talking to you
Yep, realized thanks
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 >>/31996/
Thank you! You found it.

Oke  >>/31990/ is right about
> i have done something very bad
But your clips do jumble the rest of the chronology right? 

What I originally ment was that the harassment allegations were old.

Thnks again for finding the clips, it was bugging me.
 >>/31998/
> But your clips do jumble the rest of the chronology right? 
It depends how you interpret 'taking advantage'. I was cautious and didn't read much into it. In the toxic friends clip she says 'took advantage of me ... he said bad things' so my second point might be correctly ordered.
Honestly, she is so deliberately vague (for good reason I guess) it could be anything. Happy to hear alternative possible timelines.
 >>/31999/
> took advantage of me ... he said bad things
I hear 'did bad things'.
But that could still be taken to be not Sexual abuse too.

I get that 'taken advantage of' could be something less bad than SA, but its a very common euphemism for it.

I had forgotten the that the friendship drama was already present back then. 
So the timeline in my head was off. You were right about that too

But I do still think 'taking advantage of' was ment as SA back in feb.
I would like to be wrong about that.

Thanks again.
I’ve talked about being groomed around the age she was groomed.  Unfortunately it tends to put a “target” on you, does something to your programming that invites more abuse in the future.  It sucks and takes a lot of work to remedy.
 >>/32001/
Im sorry to hear of that.

I have thought about this in bonbis case too.
Her grooming was so public, it must paint an even bigger target then it otherwise already does.

I hope you can do or have been able to do the work to remedy the damage done by others.
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whore
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breathtaking
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find where this philly cunt lives
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 >>/32010/
twitter.com/Philly_Fan215_
holy shit I didn't realize there was a #27 thread.
anyway, catching up... she's starting an onlyfans? hahahhaha, what a silly goose!
her toks as of late are totally boring and nothing special at all.
life absolutely ruined her, and she's only 20 or something? amazing.
i don't even know what the fuck the streamer drama/allegations of sexual misconduct are all about.
is she making up shit again to stay relevent?
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Isn't that blender? Be very careful about what you post in this climate.
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no, this one is blender
 >>/32010/
 >>/32011/
who's dat? I didn't watch any FUCKING drama streams, how is this fat ugly fucker involved?
 >>/32015/
fat cunt made our bonbi cry and now is marked for death
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OMG at the white knights on Discord right now. So frickin hilarious.













They sense.....






Opportunity (that isn't actually there)
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what if bonbi lied about philly?
his life is now ruined
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good
 >>/32017/
wow this is so fake
she's lying the entire time.
what the fuck is this bitch cooking up? absolute drama queen.
remember kids, there's only one thing to do when you've been raped: go to the police. Crying on the internet trying to gain VIEWS is not.
what the fuck did he actually do to her?
 >>/32017/
Could it be this philly nigga leaking emiru nudes?
 >>/32017/
Could it be this philly nigga the emiru nudes leaker
 >>/32023/
some victims of abuse just love the excitement and drama that comes with being victimized. also makes sense that emiru and bonbi projected everything on those 50yo white knight discordniggers while being surrounded by sexual predators themselves. it's a common dynamic. 

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 >>/32017/
Well shit.  Now I'm gonna feel sad while I fap to her tits tonight.
Her getting molested and raped by all these old guys just makes it easier to fap to her. It means I still got a shot.
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 >>/32029/
lol, I hope she reads this
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 >>/32023/
you really are a sick cunt you know that?
fuck you
 >>/32033/
Come on, don’t tell me you believe that shit.
That guy doesn’t look like they’d let him come within ten feet.
 >>/32034/
because dyrus and mizkif are total lookers right
 >>/32032/
> why are people saying i knew about the shit with bon
why would she say this, yet in the stream bonbi says emiru threw him out of the house because of what happened
is her $100/month patreon worth it?
 >>/32036/
...yes.
Gib the Bonbon you shekels.
 >>/32036/
not at all
How the fuck can an ugly motherfucker like that take advantage of TWO 10/10 super hot girls?  HOW?!?!?  I just don’t get it.  Fucking bite his dick as hard as you fucking can. Grab his balls and twist.  You have the ultimate defense.
zzzzzzz wake me up when she's getting gangbanged by some prison looking niggas on her OF
 >>/32023/
If what she said about her first interaction with the police is true, then I don't blame her for not wanting to go to the police. Also, shit like this has a very small chance of going anywhere in the legal system.
wahh I was abused by some fat slob wahh don't be a meanie to my friend
This is an almost 20 years old woman btw
 >>/32023/
 >>/32028/
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 >>/32030/
 >>/32034/
 >>/32040/
 >>/32042/

I know this is a chan board, so ya'll have considered it many times, but maybe reconsidered Kobaining yourselves?
Give it a shot, you'll feel better.
Hey fellas let's be nice to Bonbi. A lot of these people are going to be dead in the next 5 years so there is no need to take your feelings out on her.
 >>/32011/
this fat slob was her friend? jesus. why not jabba the hutt instead?
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Looks like Philly left Emiru's Discord server (if this is the correct one). Last post was 16th Sept - 1 week ago.
https://www.reddit.com/r/LivestreamFail/comments/xmi67q/bonniebonkers_reveals_the_name_of_the_otk_and/
Drama: farmed.

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Hey bonbibros.
In the end we were right.
Emiru did not take care of Bonbi as she deserved.
Bonbi was really grateful to be her friend.
However, Emiru cared more about protecting his employee and heritage, than protecting the sweetest girl who could give him her trust and friendship .... and much more.
That guy abused our bonbi this is not a drama this is a crime.
Everything has been exposed...we need Justice for bonbi.
> groomed

> groomed again

> raped

bonbibros, it's not fair, when will it stop
Destiny watched bonbi's stream yesterday
https://youtu.be/pGevgRYnrWI?t=6243
 >>/31916/
 >>/31922/
Wow, reasonable posts. I remember her being asked about why she started doing lewds and she gave a pragmatic reason: she doesn't like being sexualized, but people have always done it anyway, so she figured she should do it to herself and make money off it. She wasn't exactly enthused about it. At the same time, she could just be bullshitting and trying to blame the seedier element of her fanbase  for a decision she would have made regardless of if they had ever sexualized her or not. She's always been a bundle of diametric contradictions.
 >>/32049/
 >>/32050/
Im glad some of you here can say something normal. 

Bon said emiru got abused too. Emirus history with internet fame and the monsters it attracts is also vile.

So many vulnerable lives ruined.
Fuck the chans, kiwifarms, reddit, facebook, instagram, tiktok, youtube, twitch, fuck it all.
 >>/32053/
joke's on you, it was ironic.
clearly bonbi needs to change how she approaches and judges people. what a stupid fucking cunt to get 3/3 abusers in a row. it's just a statistical unlikelihood.
i guess being a homeschooled retard she didn't learn how to measure up strangers.
> make vile and sweeping accusations about ALL MEN being assholes
> get abused by absolutely everybody she's stupid enough to let close
yeah, no sympathy from me. she's on her own lol. literally.
 >>/32054/
Nah man, you is the joke.
Hide behind your irony, feel better than her because shes trying to have a life and failing. At least she still trying
Are you?
 >>/32055/
> Are you?
absolutely not. fuck this place.
 >>/32054/
Bro are you really “not all men”ing in the anonymous stalker imageboard right now
 >>/32057/
of course. It's common sense. Just like not all women are stupid retards like bonbi.
 >>/32052/
She loves showing people her body and she loves people seeing her body, she has stated this clearly and unambiguously on stream. Any nervousness she displays is most likely just about how it will be received. Any apparent awkwardness is just the fact that she is not very good at the poses.
 >>/32053/
Agreed.
our bonbi is probably crying her eyes out feeling horrible about herself and y'all don't even care
it's delusional to expect strangers on the internet to care about your own personal life. she needs to develop boundaries and stop dumping her traumatic past online. it only attracts dysfunctional people. she needs to grow out of her victim mentality, become her own care taker and stop looking for other people to do it for her.
 >>/32061/
Ignore the guy above. Many people do care but what can they do?
It's like she doesn't learn
 >>/32063/
best you can do is let bonbi sort it out for herself.
it's not healthy to have a huge crowd of losers online who always 100% support whatever you're saying and are always like
> oh no poor bonbi
 >>/32065/
Normally agree but right now might be different.
Fuck, so, she's gonna stop posting lewds isn't she?
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I remember she said she listens to twenty pilots when feeling really bad
https://youtube.com/watch?v=I_xNLN0QV5A 
 >>/32066/
no, right now she needs real friends, not online stranger who think/pretend they are her friends.
that's exactly how she'll set herself up for the next time, trusting random weirdos
 >>/32069/
I didnt mean she should trust anyone online I just meant that now is not a time to be critical. She can read comments without inviting the commentator into her house.
 >>/32069/
which is precisely why it is exactly what she will do
you need to stop hoping bonbi is going to make good decisions; she makes these terrible choices -on purpose- because she thrives on victimhood and the constant attention and sympathy she can farm from it
it's an unhealthy and self-destructive cycle and I don't anticipate her growing out of it any time soon, and certainly not when she can make 5 figures a month off the back of it
 >>/32070/
oh right
well she won't read any of this
 >>/32054/
maybe... just maybe.... she doesn't know any better? she didn't have anyone before emiru remember. she needed girlfriends to help her figure things out.
 >>/32059/
not good at the poses. cope. she is not good at that sort of thing at all.
 >>/32061/
of course people care, but what can anyone do? think. you want a bunch of autistic tards to do what exactly?
 >>/32071/
> -on purpose-
Not saying you wrong, but how you know this?
 >>/32065/
ive said this for a while. her online support group and therapy sessions are not helpful. they agree with everything she does and so she is insulated from having to figure things out for herself.
 >>/32071/
its simply immaturity. she has not been forced to grow at all and acts like a child. she is getting better at it though.
You people trolling?

She needs therapy.
You cant just tough up and work through mental illness, years of neglect, harassment and abuse on your own. 
If it was that simple all of us here would be living happy fulfilling lives instead of posting here.
 >>/32079/
she is going to therapy and is on medication
is seth the one who kept her from further education, or was her life fucked anyway?
 >>/32079/
I know she is, its in response to the general gist of the last dozen posts calling here a retard, immature, cant learn, purposefully revelling in victimhood.
Being publicly online is bad for her i agree,but have some pity.

 >>/32081/
Always homeschooled, probably without parental supervision. Living in the middle of nowhere.
 >>/32080/ first paragraph was for you.
 >>/32083/
you mean the trolling paragraph? I wasn't trolling, if you watched the streams you can watch her take meds from a medical prescription
 >>/32084/
No sorry, first paragraph of  >>/32082/
I replied to my own post by accident.
popping a few pills won't magically help her.
the serotonin imbalance theory is just that, a theory.
also, on therapy, bonbi needs to have at least some self-awareness to even bring these topics up.
imagine how many e-girls who live online 24/7 and sell lewd pics the therapist has. I'm gussing bonbi is the only one.
the chances are pretty high that she's going to shy away from the harsh reality of her situation, especially if she's still living with her abusive parents, and just retreat into the internet hugbox.
 >>/32086/
If she is mentally ill as she says, medicine can be a prerequisite for being able to change her behaviour patterns. 
Pills are not therapy. 
There is a lot of good types of therapy for trauma victims that do not involve drugs. And some that do as well.
I hope she finds it, I fear she wont.But I thinks she is realy trying to change.

Real question, what is the hugbox? 
I dont forsee her coming back to twitch anytime soon.
 >>/32069/
This has been posted intermittently for nigh on 4 years.
 >>/32061/
> implying I care about some ewhore online
I just come here to fap to her pics and laugh at you retards fawning over some woman on the internet
 >>/32089/
> I just come here to fap to her pics and laugh at you retards
Lol, not sure which is more pathetic.
 >>/32089/
Buddy if you just wanted leads, you’d get her pics from fapello or simpcity or some place like that. You don’t come to a place like this for a quick fap.
 >>/32091/
yeah  >>/32089/ be like:

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 >>/32092/
hey discordnigger, you know you can upload photos, right? its an imageboard.
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Let me help you out there buddy.
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wow that really helped me now i know how to do it by myself and where did you get that gif of me? you really are a hacker huh?
I can't believe that a stream that's surely going to be her highest viewed in recent history, begins with her talking about pissing and shitting and exclaiming how it looks like cat shit and how it was "spraying". 
what the hell was bonbi thinking? she knew that an influx of new eyes were going to be watching her to get more insight on this drama. I was watching the destiny stream where he watches her and was laughing so hard out of embarrassment for her, just hundreds of people in chat being confused and rightly so.

And this is all in the context of her sexual assault allegation. Way to come off completely unhigned and uncredible there bonnie
 >>/32096/
she is just too based for twitch viewers, destiny chatters were spamming question marks in disbelieve, it's just another day for us
 >>/32097/
actually I did see a couple "based"s in the chat after she burped
theres a time and a place for that though goddamn
 >>/32096/
I thought the same - its the reason I have not been able to watch the Destiny vid yet.
For the first 5 mins she only had the usual 300 or so of us but after 15 mins she had over a 1000 and I saw 1230 at one point.
Guessing many more have seen it since then.
 >>/32099/
It's not that bad. I don't watch Destiny, but I was surprised how little he comments on it. I don't know if thats just his content style or if hes actually that adhd, but he was playing a videogame while watching the clip of bon's stream. He only makes a couple comments in the beginning really. What I was feeling second-hand embarrassment for waws the chat and just thinking about the sheer number of people being introduced to her in this way. For someone who at one point (maybe still) we found so special
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 >>/32100/
Shes spilling her guts, and destiny ends with, 'huh, i dont care' cuz its got nothing to do with the OTK drama. 
She made a dumb insta post, wanted to defend emiru on a twitch stream, gets curb stomped by the hellscape of twitch drama miners, who make money of her misery. But they find it not even good enough for them to mine.
 >>/32101/
It more than vaguely is related since bonbi's claim would give info on Emiru's character. Which would then make her video defending mizkif seem less genuine
 >>/32096/
she is unhinged. hopefully she can fix that.
 >>/32099/
bonbi did or destiny did?
 >>/32102/
Im just relating what I saw. 
Hes watching it for otk drama and his conclusion is he doesnt care about what she has to say. 
He doesnt care about what happened to her either.
 >>/32104/
Bon. Destiny gets 10 of 1000s of views.
 >>/32102/
Given the debate about how genuine Emiru's vid was it would seem a significant insight into her character. Also the starting point of the whole OTK thing is SA on Adriana a possible SA on someone else by Emiru's employee would seem kinda significant.

TBH Kinda glad he just moved on tho - Ever since she started her meds Bon has not seemed stable enough to survive the Twitch rat's nest.
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From his YT
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i'm assuming destiny is guy. was tht all about bon or about otk?
discordniggers have taken over the thread
 >>/32109/
yeah, but at least its more organic this time
 >>/32108/
Destiny is a guy. Most of his stream was about xQc taking down Emiru.
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bonbi is sad :(
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I cri evry tiem
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 >>/32115/
how credible do we think the events in this timeline are?
 >>/32115/
Do we have any evidence at all that bonbi went to texas in 2020 (when she was 16 or 17), let alone for 2 months?
The top streamers are all clearly garbage people, it's been obvious forever. I wouldn't be surprised if most of the guys from OTK have sexually assaulted someone they all look and behave massively creepily.
It's even evident in the complete overreaction and projection from Asmongold who said he "fucking hates" Crazyslick and wants him "to fucking die in real life I'm not joking" on stream. Over something he really has no part in and no knowledge of either way. Just casually calling for someone to die. Though you dont really need more info on what Asmongolds soul looks like, just look at his room

 >>/32116/
The only part that looks bullshit to me, is the line where Emiru gaslights bonbi into doing this stream to walk back her statements. It's not impossible but I also doubt it
 >>/32115/
Thank you! It's true. That's how it all happened.

Maybe there are more abused victims within emiru and Mizkif's environment.
 
Besides Emiru does not seem like a person who can be easily manipulated.
 Hiding the abuse makes her complicit.

She thinks that because she is a woman she can easily get away with all this.
we are not idiots!
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i'd assume its when this was posted since this was their first post together irl in 2020, and someone is filming them in the last clip
 >>/32120/
Assumptions are not evidence im afraid.
This was posted in October right.
There was a gap in posts between 4-3 and 4-29. And bonbi gained weight during this period.
But thats not 2 months either.
Also this does not look like emirus texas house, but im not 100% on that.
i miss when bonbiposting was
> hey did you see she has a new dog

and not this current garbage.
 >>/32119/
> Thank you! It's true. That's how it all happened.

Wtf is this shady ass post.

 >>/32115/
> 2022: bonbi gains a big enough following on twitch to warrant her quitting her job and stops taking care of her weight (she becomes obese)

Not a single statement in that sentence is true
 >>/32115/
what fucking moron wrote this? she had the falling out with emiru on the starguardian event at anime expo which was like 2 months ago. multiple other errors too. stop spreading this piece of misinformation.
 >>/32124/

> she had the falling out with emiru on the starguardian event at anime expo

Where the fuck did you get this from?
Unless you have any proof this is also going in the disinfo pile.
 >>/32125/
here she is with emiru at the expo  >>/30497/
next thing she comes home to louisianna starts up her stream and is vague as shit about how a she got backstabbed by a certain friend or someshit. so obviously something happened in that timeframe.

also get necked nigger im not talking to you anymore
 >>/32126/
Oke bro, just trying to getting the facts straight.

You are right about bonbis behaviour after AX.
I was thinking of them not being friends anymore, but falling out is something else.

This also does not add up
 >>/32115/
> 2020: it is at this time that philyphan215 allegedly raped bonbi

 >>/31996/ 
second video from 2022.02.19
> recently i lost like my best friend, this one guy ... and it took him taking advantage of me for me to realise that.
 >>/32115/
complete bullshit
go away twtich nigger
Can’t believe the anti-coomers pulled off a comeback victory with an assist from Emiru of all people
 >>/32129/
the moralfag doomposters were always right
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 >>/32129/
What are you talking about? How is bonbi getting molested a victory for anyone
 >>/32132/
nothing can you do or say will stop bonbi from destroying herself in a few years. just accept it.
it's great that she's decided to take a break. it's time to look for an exit from being a content creator. they usually burn out after a few years anyway. hopefully, she has stacked away a lot of money and can take her life into another direction.
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 >>/32127/
Thanks, for a post that actually makes sense instead of the totally f*cked up timeline above.

> second video from 2022.02.19
Yep, strongly suggests this is not something from 2020. Also the timeline suggests it happened the very first time she visited Emiru yet supposedly she then went back multiple times, including one visit when Emiru herself was not there. It would also mean she was dating Seth at the time - he was so controlling there is no way he would have let her be friends with another man.

Whoever posted that timeline is just trolling - calling Bon obese about sums up the mentality.
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> Whoever posted that timeline is just trolling - calling Bon obese about sums up the mentality.
Actually that part wasn't a ridiculous thing to say for me. She was at the very least chubby. You'd be surprised how thin the line is to be considered obese. Like 70% of america is obese
 >>/32137/
It is a rediculous thing to say tho.

 >>/32120/
This is correct. And was in 2020.
> there was a gap in posts between 4-3 and 4-29. And bonbi gained weight during this period.
And she gained more weight after.

She has actually been losing weight since she has been streaming. And a good amount too
So between late 2021 and now.
You can see it in the streams and she has been talking about it too. 
She said she was finally feeling thin enough 'to do a certain cosplay' before she did the swimsuit ahri cosplay.
And that she has said she is on a diet and 'cannot eat comfort foods anymore'. Seeming to imply it was on doctors orders. 

Plus in the same sentence shes called obese:
 >>/32115/
> 2022: bonbi gains a big enough following on twitch to warrant her quitting her job.

Patreon is her job, and shes only escalated posting in 2022. 

Also, Im not sure of this but 300 viewers per stream does not seem to me to be enough for someone to live off.
If all of them were subs, which I doubt, she might make 600 a month?
I know she gets a lot of extra money from gifts, but thats not normal, even for bigger streamers who do make a living on twitch. They rely for money on subs and sponsorships.
 >>/32137/
She was never obese the trouble was she stopped being the less that 100 lbs child she was in 2019. As for in 2022? Only reason for that statement is to troll.
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> 32120 should be  >>/32121/
 >>/32139/
She became chubby. You can disagree that she was obese, I'm not the one stating it just saying she potentially may have qualified at one point for her height/weight. Yes she stopped having a kid body but dont overcorrect and try to say she didn't become overweight
she's still out of shape now too
 >>/32111/
why are they taking down emiru again? for supporting miskif? i have not kept up.
 >>/32138/
uh she got 3,000 dollars from one guy in one stream. what does that tell you?
 >>/32143/
Tells me nothing I didnt take into account in my last post.
Shes gotten big gifts before, posted patreon pics the same day. 
She posted patreon pics before last stream.

I think she even had been taking patreon pics before she streamed last time. (anime tshirt and bare legs)

If you want to argue on the facts you will have to concvince me she had a job that wasnt patreon and she quit it recently.
 >>/32144/
With you on everything except not eating being on Doctors orders.

Just the fact that someone did a summary of her complete online life without even mentioning the anonce suggests its someone with no clue.
 >>/32143/
Supporting Miz. By extension seen as attacking the victim of SA.
 >>/32142/
Supporting Miz. By extension seen as attacking the victim of SA.

Ignore post above, responded to wrong one. And no not the same guy who got it wrong before :)
 >>/32145/
That was speculation on my part. I do have some reasons but no hard evidence. I'll look into it.

It is not a crash diet, she is eating. 
She has been trying to eat healthy, she said the stream before last. Seeds and yoghurt and fruit.

Strong agree the lack of anonce is a sign of it being bs.
 >>/32115/
Which chan is this from? Cant be bothered to check them all.
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CWC was right, reality is merging with imagination. Now the fat ugly bastard wins here too.
Has anyone tried to workout how much money Bonbi has made up to this point? 
Do we have a rough estimate? I'm just wondering if it's going to end up a gilded cage situation. She's not happy and she knows things need to change but she's making a lot of money and not strong enough to get out there and live a life. Whatever that would look like. It might honestly be over for her anyway, she's received more attention in the last 5 years than women did in their entire lives 50 years ago. It's too intoxicating and she doesn't know anything else
 >>/32151/
One stream she said she had about 4k in the bank.
I dont doubt it, she buys a lot of stuff, 20k on cosplays (when she was still counting as of 2 years ago), 3k on valorant skins.

This was before the latest uptick in patreon membership. 

The problem is not the attention, its been waning.  Its the fact that her real life is so miserable. Her social life is mostly online, which is fucking dangerous as we have seen again and again.

If shes having a good time, like going on a trip with friends she hardly posts.

If she could just post on patreon to make money, hang out with actual irl friends that arent shit monsters, go to therapy so she can move out, she could live a pretty good life.
 >>/32151/
Think she’s making around $10k a month before taxes at best, but I’m not sure how variable that is and it’s going to trail off fast assuming her break applies to Patreon too.
 >>/32151/
Her latest Patreon post has 54 likes. Assuming not everybody takes the time to hit the like button and factoring in a higher number last month she has say 60 $100 Patreons. Patreon takes about 10% so $5400 / month

Typical stream viewership is 300-400. Most people in chat appear subscribed but they may not be typical. Assume 50% of 400 subbed, $5 per sub but Twitch takes 50% - $500 / month. (See shy she pays so much attention to Patreon?)

Since she started dropping lewds a few viewers have dropped serious dollars into her g-string - a quick count shows $5k in August/Sept although I might have missed some. Twitch takes 50% and Aug/Sept represents ~1.5 months so $1650 / month.

Donated bits are too sporadic to count easily but there have been at least a few 10,000 ($100) ones so say $300 / month less twitch 50% - $150 / month

Gifted subs will appear in the sub estimate above

Total estimate $7700 / month for her recent run of high earning. If I had looked before the lewds I guess it would have been half - less dollars on the dance floor but more gifted subs.
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 >>/32153/
Are you guys preparing her retirement plan? I still find it so funny how people think they know whats going on inside her head. I`ll give you a hint even she does not know whats going on there and thats not because she is a neet or homeschooled no! Thats because shes a woman !!! I know you guys hope for the best and at the and of the day all we can do is hope ... i doubt she wants to retire i believe she enjoys the attention its normal ... i really fuking hate what happened to her again and again but there nothing any of us can do maybe shell grow one day from all that bullshit maybe not ...
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 >>/32154/
She had that many likes on her last post but she had 95 on a $100 one in August (the one with this pic)

 >>/32155/
I’m a finance major bro am I allowed to have more than one hobby or interest? Damn
 >>/32156/
Yep my figures were low ball compared to the highest point however the peak was so short lived I think a lower estimate is more representative. A better estimate might be $7.5k - $10k per month with a one off Patreon windfall giving her an extra $4k.
 >>/32155/
Your mild criticism is mainly pointed towards my post I think.

I never said I know what shes thinking, but I believe that her material circumstances along with her statements make it possible to match data points and make informed guesses about her motivation. 
In the same way you can know about the motivations of anybody realy.

> shes a woman
Sexual determinism seems a priori to your epistemology.
If that is so, I cant convice you of what I said above.

> I think she enjoys the attention
So do I, but I think its for other reasons then just being a woman.

I know there is nothing I can do for her. 
I enjoy some sleuthing.
 >>/32149/
https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/70329676/#q70337980
 >>/32159/
> r9k
Oh christ, I wouldn't believe that lot if they told me the sky was blue.
 >>/32155/
> retirement plan
her eventual onlyfans is going to go parabolic after all this publicity.
that's why bonbi and emiru stopped being friends btw, emiru wanted her to go to college instead.
 >>/32163/
She'll have to be quick then unless you think the twitch publicity cycle lasts more then a few days.
She's like an extra with one line in this story.

> that's why bonbi and emiru stoped being friends
Bold claim.
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> source: my ass
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> bobin
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 >>/32168/
I love purple bonbi
 >>/32168/
There are a million worthless e-thots out there doing shit like this. Bonbi used to be different, now she is just one of them.
 >>/32172/
yes
 >>/32170/
she looks higher than a kite
 >>/32172/
also yes. she was doing her own thing and i think that is what people liked about her. shes becoming a dime a dozen ethot.
 >>/32168/
She'll need an OF soon
 >>/32168/
in light of recent events this patreon post is very inappropriate
bunk bed
 >>/32178/
elevated bonkers
 >>/32168/
lol wtf is this?
how is a girl posing like this on her bunkbed attractive? shes acting like a 5 year old. is she playing to the pedos who give her money?
 >>/32177/
its hilarious
 >>/32163/
lol
O cute, the general crowd's back, how' the hate fappin boys?
 >>/32171/
same
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 >>/32181/
 >>/32184/

Its not that its unattractive - among worthless e-thots she is one of the prettiest. Just not special or exciting any more.
 >>/32168/
Oh my lord.
This might be the hottest set so far, even if some others showed more.
Which prophecy about bonbi has not yet been realized?
> she blacked
 >>/32187/
Oké, so no hate fapping?
 >>/32190/
If you want fapping there are a hundred web-sites with 1000's of girls doing similar stuff, in many (most?) cases going further.
 >>/32191/
Just hating then?
 >>/32192/
nobody hates bonbi except bonbi
 >>/32168/
Wow that first picture is incredible.
 >>/32193/
Well since your in the know, if its not for fapping or hating then why are we here?
 >>/32195/
The good stuff she does that standard boring e-thots can't do.

Not him btw.
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cute bonbi faces :D
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Before her trip to LA to meet the OnlyFans she was uniquely attractive. Or maybe it is the meds making her want to strip off for strangers, either way.
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 >>/32197/
I love the klee pic
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 >>/32201/
Yeah, thats the good stuff. Klee real good.

If you're here for this, and I'm here for this, who is blasting boring onlyfans baking on repeat here? and why?
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 >>/32200/
> Or maybe it is the meds making her want to strip off for strangers

yeah meds not her thirst for attention and money !
 >>/32181/
This guy again with the “curvy adult woman attract pedophiles” stuff? I don’t think you know what that word means
 >>/32187/
> Just not special or exciting any more.
that's what this patreon has always been. boring. uninspired. the same shit as any other girl.
 >>/32191/
this. masturbators fuck off.
 >>/32194/
whats incredible about it? a million women have made better pictures than this. this is run of the mill shit.
 >>/32199/
something none of you will ever see irl.
 >>/32202/
this i want to know
 >>/32203/
Thank you friend.

 >>/32209/
> implying I want to see this at all, let alone irl.
 >>/32209/
I had one girlfriend and she actually did look a little like bonbi.  Bonbi makes me miss her.
I’m super curious what Bonbi’s pubic hair is like.  Trimmed? Shaved entirely?  I bet trimmed.  Bon on the off chance you read this I think a picture of you pulling panties down JUST enough to show off some pubes would actually murder me.
 >>/32213/
delete this right now
Bon on the off chance you read this get your life in order you fucking slag
 >>/32214/
I think she can get her life together and still post lewd pictures on the internet.  I don’t think there’s anything morally wrong with showing off your body and having people appreciate it.  I do really hope she heals the parts of her brain affected by trauma though.
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 >>/32214/
Bon on the off chance you read this, make enough money to finance some good therapy, merry a nice girl, get some cats and then quit the internet forever.

 >>/32215/
This.
bonbi dabbing on them parasocial simps lmao
 >>/32217/
oh no I get to see lewd pictures of somebody I find unbelievably attractive… oh shit I said something nice about her on endchan to like 3 other dudes who regularly read this backwater corner… I sure am getting “dabbed” on
 >>/32213/
who gives a shit? you thirsty fucks are so dumb and weird. touch grass.
 >>/32215/
she has fallen into the hoe trap though. she will succumb if she continues down this path and end up a nobody in a few years. this attention is all temporary. there is a hoe like this born every minute.
 >>/32214/
what is a slag?
 >>/32218/
this. in the off chance she reads these shes just as much a loser as any of us. get help all of you.
 >>/32215/
morally no. but she is fucking up any chance she has at some sort of future chasing easy money which is going to corrupt her thinking for the rest of her life. she will never be able to do a 9-5 after this. all of this will come to an end soon enough as it does for every OF type girl. there are plenty of threads and subreddits for you to read about their thoughts after it all goes to hell.
 >>/32219/
sorry bonbi.  I didn’t mean to weird you out with that one.
 >>/32216/
haha people fantasizing shes in to girls has she ever been in any kind of relationship with one? im 100% shes straight even if she says otherwise. Another funny thing from her parasocial derenged fans is how you can youse things she said as arguments but then say she lies about alot of stuff. whatever heps your arguments.
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her in the future? do you guys think she will regret any of this?
 >>/32220/
> nobody in a few years
Do you think she’s somebody now, or ever has been somebody? Her fanbase has always been creepy autistic perverts exclusively, normies have never heard of her and never will.
 >>/32226/
ok nostradamus
 >>/32227/
i agree
 >>/32225/
that might be the oddest misspelling of “use” I have ever seen
 >>/32230/
it's not a misspelling dickhead
 >>/32231/
nah wait nevermind its a mispelling
Hey people, uhm, who here actually likes bonbi? Feels like most of you are here to see her fall.
 >>/32233/
Me.  I like her tiktoks/cosplays/patreon posts a lot.
 >>/32233/
I like bonbi i just wish she hadnt died in that tragic accident back in 2018
 >>/32233/
I think we all like Bonbi otherwise we wouldn't be here. I hate that she is falling.
 >>/32233/
I like bonbi the person/persona and a lot of the content she makes. And I want her to live some kind of good life. (I have an idea of the good life, but if her idea is different, that is also fine by me.)
Despite all the terrible things that have happened to her, she doesnt seem to me like a trash person.

I dont think this makes me a deranged parasocial creepy autistic incell.

I dont think I have some special bond with her, I dont want to meet her, I dont think shes uniquely attractive of gifted. I dont think girls selling lewds or porn are useless nonhumans that somehow steal my monies.

 >>/32236/
Im not so sure. 
Shes been hurting for so long and she doesnt deserve it. 
Nobody does, but a vulnerable lonely child preyed upon and abused by thousands of internet creeps deserves it even less.
Long time, no see.
I made a post here saying goodbye shortly after the wsg generals were banned. 
That was quite a while ago on internet terms, I guess.

Having a quick glance at the posts here, I guess most of the schizos are gone. (also, how do you post so much!?)
I can't say I'm surprised at how far her antics have gone, but I guess shoulders were sexual all along. Nothing has changed.
But I was going through my hard drives and found my old bonbi folder and all the memories came flooding back.

You didn't ask, but I'm going to recount my bonbi history. 
I want to delete all bonbi vids from my drive and I want a record of this somewhere.

 - - - PART 1 - SIMPLE BEGINNINGS - - -
I downloaded Musical.ly because I heard it was filled with cringe content, and I thought that was funny at the time.
I think I was 19 working night shift and life was getting me down and I wanted a distraction. (24 now.)
Literally the third video the algorithm recommended to me was '[Rose Lalonde] (how to cuss)'.
(I've had a thing for black lipstick since.)

Basically I was dumbstruck when I saw it. 
I had read Homestuck recently and to see a cute girl who knows it was unbelievable to me.
(I didn't know anything about Tumblr cause I wasn't much of an internet user.)
In other words, I had encountered my first "e-girl". I wasn't really prepared for that, growing up in rural nowhere.

I watched her videos as they were uploaded for a short while and I enjoyed them a lot.
They felt like an truthful expression of nerdy, spastic joy and I didn't know anybody IRL who was such a nerd.
I honestly feel bad I never messaged her or commented on her posts. That's just how I was used to the internet.
Maybe I could have been a voice for reason, at least compared to the characters she would end up interacting with.
(weren't her eventual bfs both like 5 years older than her too?)

My life took a turn for the worse. So to escape, I took some really stupid work in Japan for almost a year.
(I thought I could learn it quickly and do something fun, but the work kept me too busy to actually study.)
The last video of hers I watched before leaving was '[Keith Kogane] (creatively)'
In Japan, I actually saw an advertisement for TikTok and I had no idea what it was.
Money-wise I wasn't doing very well, so I figured it would be best financially to move back home with my mum.
Then I continued studying at home while working various jobs.

(continued in part 2)
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---PART 2 - COMPLICATIONS---
I downloaded Musical.ly because I heard it was filled with cringe content, and I thought that was funny at the time.
I think I was 19 working night shift and life was getting me down and I wanted a distraction. (24 now.)
Literally the third video the algorithm recommended to me was '[Rose Lalonde] (how to cuss)'.
(I've had a thing for black lipstick since.)

Basically I was dumbstruck when I saw it.
I had read Homestuck recently and to see a cute girl who knows it was unbelievable to me.
(I didn't know anything about Tumblr cause I wasn't much of an internet user.)
In other words, I had encountered my first "e-girl". I wasn't really prepared for that, growing up in rural nowhere.

I watched her videos as they were uploaded for a short while and I enjoyed them a lot.
They felt like an truthful expression of nerdy, spastic joy and I didn't know anybody IRL who was such a nerd.
I honestly feel bad I never messaged her or commented on her posts. That's just how I was used to the internet.
Maybe I could have been a voice for reason, at least compared to the characters she would end up interacting with.
(weren't her eventual bfs both like 5 years older than her too?)

My life took a turn for the worse. So to escape, I took some really stupid work in Japan for almost a year.
(I thought I could learn it quickly and do something fun, but the work kept me too busy to actually study.)
The last video of hers I watched before leaving was '[Keith Kogane] (creatively)'
In Japan, I actually saw an advertisement for TikTok and I had no idea what it was.
Money-wise I wasn't doing very well, so I figured it would be best financially to move back home with my mum.
Then I continued studying at home while working various jobs.

This is where I first met her.
We had met a couple times a year since she began studying animation at a local college.
(The anime club we had at the time was very accepting of cosplayers.)
I wanted to go, but there was no one to make food for me.
I was a huge fan of [Erika Ikuta] and I saw her doing something that made me want to cry and I was too shy to ask her.
I thought maybe I'd be able to take part if I was the food, but I wasn't really in the right mindset.
(Also my stomach isn't very good. I didn't realize how much I'd miss my favorite food, Japanese ramen.)

I kept a few videos of her since then.
I wanted to be more active and reach out but I wasn't ready to talk to her or anything.
I figured I'd try her some time after the end of high school
---PART 3- LOVE---
After high school, the only things I was interested in were work, school, and anime.
The more and more that I wanted to date, the less I cared about it.
By the time I was a little over 18, I had no desire to be in a relationship.
The only reason I was interested in guys was because I thought being able to see that side of them and the world would be fun, and I was right.
(I loved going to the movies with him. I thought he was the funniest person I'd met.)
He and I would joke around and have fun, but it was always with the understanding that it could never go any further.
(I liked the first part. I guess.)

I wanted to be a manga artist, but I felt like I had to learn many other things too.

I decided that it was high time to get a boyfriend.
I had never been in love, and I knew nothing about it.
I was determined to learn how.
(I had my eyes set on this one guy I'd known since I was in middle school.)

I didn't have any idea how to ask out a boy.
All I did was send him this letter...

I don't know why, but I was pretty nervous about this.
(I told myself that this guy wouldn't take it the wrong way.)

I didn't want to make a fool out of myself.
I had no idea what to say or how to do it.
(I asked him on a message board. I was sure that he'd answer me.)
(I said that I was a guy, and I wanted to date him.)
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liked her before her swirling the drain content on patreon.
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same and its sad she doesnt even realize shes falling
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Ignore the other guy.

- - - PART 2 - ROUND TWO - - -
By this point I had seen more of her vids and was more fascinated with her "world".
Also, like many other fans of hers, I didn't know her in real life.
I felt that there was something special about her character.
I wasn't interested in dating anyone at this point, but I liked talking to her a lot.
I felt like I was getting to know a friend. I think that was the effect she was actually intending on having.
Her personality really impressed me.

When she started posting more I felt like I was reading something from a different writer.
I began to think the same thing about her.
A lot of things in the videos made me think "wait, this is bonbi?"
I was shocked how many of her videos featured a lot of sex, she was so open about it.
Even then, her fans were just as into it.

I noticed at that time she was posting in different groups too, and I joined some of them.
I guess it was in that world that I first heard about the name 'bonbi'.

I felt I had a special connection with her and I felt it would be more personal to ask her.
I figured if I had anything I wanted to talk to her about, I would just say it, so I told her how she makes me feel.
She was really surprised to hear that from a random stranger.

I thought I really connected with her so I messaged her.
To my surprise she actually replied and we began to talk.
This was when things got crazy for me. (at least emotionally.)
I was very lonely when I first met bonbi and I wanted a friendship to get me through that.
I thought she was a good friend for me at first, but I noticed her posts were often very flirty.
A lot of people didn't like this, but I wasn't bothered by it, and I found myself really wanting to spend time with her.

She seemed to really enjoy my company and I felt like I was her favourite.
I can't tell you how often I was told "I miss you!". (I never miss you)
It was strange because I wasn't sure how to take it at first.
But if I was a better person I would have been more supportive to her.

Even though I never really posted anything that was "nudity", she'd sometimes post nudes that she took.
I think it felt intimate, not in a sexual way, but in a heart-to-heart, I like this person way.
We actually got into a big conversation about this. She has a tendency to overreact.

(continued in part 3)
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AMENDMENT TO PART 1:
I forgot to say that I didn't mess with ANY social media while in Japan.
I just wanted to study.

Also, I forgot to say that in Japan, I had a couple dreams with bonbi's face in it.
(yeah, I'm probably mentally on the edge, but hey it's a face worth remembering, right?)
And I had a dream where I heard her voice (although she hadn't ever livestreamed before).
I specifically remembered '[Roxy Lalonde] (these words)' so well, I was able to sketch a decent portrait.
(I left it at the apartment, hoping someone else could enjoy it too. IDK what I was thinking.)


 - - - PART 2 - SLOW DESCENT INTO MADNESS - - -
If I remember correctly, I rediscovered her account (almost forgot the name) when she started posting the '[Roxy Lalonde] (make fun of)' set.
Watching her in that Roxy cosplay after a year social and entertainment deprivation was largest spike in dopamine I had had in years.
That's still probably my favorite cosplay she ever did. No wonder people on here dedicate multiple threads to it.

I only ever caught one of her livestreams live, but I watched all of the old ones that were recorded by some saint.
I don't have time to figure out which one it was (Ariel maybe?), but I made my first and final public comment for bonbi to see.
She was talking about messing up building her PC, and I guessed she messed up the thermal paste, which she responded with affirmation.
And I was satisfied with that. I never tried to interact with her ever again.
But I kept watching her videos and lurking around bbg.

During this whole time, I should have said that I never watched anyone's TikToks except bonbi's.
Most Musical.ly/TikTok content is and always has been the literal worst content on the internet.
To minimize the amount of B.S. the TikTok app pushes on users, I just used desktop and downloaded the videos I liked.
(IDK if the guy who started the shell script for downloading her videos is still around, but I was there, offering revisions to it.)

When emiru was able to get in touch with bonbi, I started watching her stuff too, then I branched out watching LOTS of similar e-girls.
(WARNING: do NOT follow in this example.)
I fell into the TT hole and it took me a long time to claw my way out. It was a very interesting experience to look back on.
Basically, after watching lots of this shit, I noticed the patterns and tropes and analyzed the character of these e-girls.
You could call it "developing taste". I realized I would hate most of these people IRL, but their self portrayals made them more bearable.
I hate liars too, so I labeled these cute e-girls presenting a false ideal as liars and dropped them.
On top of that, I started to narrow down my own ideals, to something very specific, which was counter to what these people were portraying.

One by one, I kept dropping all these fake or annoying people from my attention. The second to last one was emiru herself.
Emiru's cool and all, but I realized I just don't care about her the same way I cared about bonbi.
With only one more, I almost felt like I could escape my history of caring for bonbi. 
But it turns out, if you think about a person regularly enough for multiple years, they become part of you.

The current bonbi is almost nothing like the old, original bonbi. I don't think that much is hard to argue.
I held on, but sometime after her '[Haru] (salty face)' cosplay... I knew I couldn't keep up. It was over.
I can't figure out if now she's just lost her part of her personality or if she's just hiding it to fit in with her Twitch friends.
(She did say once that she hated the person she used to be.)
She's too lazy. There's no reason for her to try anymore. To her, she's already "succeeded" or "escaped".

So now, I have this strong feeling to just delete my archive. I feel there's not much more I can learn from this history.

(continued in part 3?)
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- - - PART 3 - ABANDONMENT - - -
I don't care what bonbi did or who she is anymore. I can't remember any of it anymore.
When I was younger, bonbi was a part of my life. Now it's like she's part of my family or something.
Now it's all gone.

You can keep an eye on me by following these other people.
I think I'm done being part of bonbi's "community", I don't know what I'll be doing from here, but it won't be here.
But I want to thank bonbi.
Thanks to bonbi, I learned so much about myself and got to know more people.
Bonbi kept me around and brought me back up when it seemed like the world was forgetting about me.
I don't know if this was part of a bigger plan or if it was just a complete coincidence.
I don't want to go out there into the unknown. I have to start somewhere. I I feel like I accomplished my purpose, and that's all I really need.
I did this. Bonbi is a part of me.

I had enough free time to work on my first drawing from the beginning of this document to the end.
This one I made of bonbi is a gift to bonbi (and everyone else).
I hope she likes it.

The first time I noticed Bonnie on any social media, was on Youtuber Bonnie Bell. She had started making videos in Jan 2019. She had started a little after me but her videos didn't really click with me till after I started, so I was not watching them until later on. But her Youtube channel was the first thing that drew me in. I had just started creating Youtubes back in that time, I was pretty amateur at the time, it was mostly of the same quality, but her content had a
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AMENDMENT TO PART 3:
little something more to it. I never really understood it until I listened to her interviews that she had on a podcast. The first few episodes. I understood her a little better after those and understood the message she was trying to get out. I'm not going to make a long story out of it, her videos didn't really do anything for me until she started doing her live streams, I was looking for a way to interact with people, and she gave me just what I was looking for. I didn't know anything about Twitch or gaming until I started watching her streams. For a month or two I followed her, listened to her interviews, watched her live stream, and read her blogs. And the content I had been doing on my own. She was and is my guide into the world of video gaming. Even though I don't know her very well anymore I still hold a lot of respect for her as a person and person's person. She has made a huge impact in my life, w