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 >>/4793/
> thread got locked...
I wanted to post in bumplimit+ to not ruin the "theme" of this general first on but whatever. Let the shadows appear.

 >>/4809/
> You are "reasoning" about it.
Yeah I am... Weeks ago I encountered something as I unlocked a new part of my mind. My emotional healer tulpa. It turned out I have a "swearing module". Maybe you read about that swearing hurts the brain. And buddhists say that negative feelings also do that. Now the thing is. It turns out swearing hurts the nerve ending in a way that it blocks the pain center to send all the pain I feel within a body part. This is how I developed my pain tolerance. Causing pain in my brain so the sense of pain will not slow me down. It was like a morningstar or a cactus like object in my mind. Currently I have to figure out how my feelings move my ultrafast energies because we know the trope when psychics get mad and shit happen from anime already. It's real and it just leads to more madness. Instincts feelings thoughts reasons. Also I have to agree that "reasoning" turned into intellectual self masturbation in the last centuries that lead no where. And yeah this "help" the church did by prolonging the suffering of others for "faith points" was not a solution. I can only relate to you as I was in the wilderness as a child as "training" but I never had to survive the city hellscapes. Truth is I'm not exactly asking about the ripper life of you but about the thing when you said "you needed these kind of conditions to be able to manifest". Why do you need things to be "this bad". Is this your ripper personality only or other parts of your journey has this condition also.

 >>/4811/
Also I was a french nun long before the hundred year wars where I managed to awaken to a degree and I realized too many things about the nature of myself and reality and started to plan out my fate because I knew I am unable to manifest in a female body fully. When she returned I managed to hate women even more. They are either worthless whores or spoiled princesses without a kingdom nowadays. Back then you had to bust your ass to be able to find a proper male and make sure he not just "stays around" and works but smart enough to not get killed by bullshit and stays loyal. I had such a way with them because i was a "good girl" and knew what I have to say. But ofc that nun life realized there are no males good enough as god so it was church time. At least there is food and security there. Sex? Never heard about it sounds deplorable... What happened there? I found God... then I found out it was not God. It was my "other half" and seen the places I went through and realized being a woman is just a "vacation life"  because I am too tired/lazy to walk my journey. Men are amazing they can do everything. Women cannot do much without them. Especially not back in those times. I sure understood social nuance back then because I knew my life depended on it.


Also I still don't know how you were a 7 year old little girl that lost her parents or got abandoned because city people are not like village people where more kids = more workforce on the farm. Rural peasants are quick to teach their children that no work = no food. Most I had were city states but those are like a town nowadays.

> Now imagine not having that things to start with.
Can't. I always find something. Even when I had a sleep paralysis I realized even tho I cannot move my body I inhabit it. Therefore I just need to manually reactivate my body. But yeah I had to go though several levels of loss within life because there were things that I had to lose... When I had nothing the otherside appeared several times. But I brushed it away because things kept me busy.

> with food served by nuns
This is something I hate so much. They think it is "good" to create a "dependent population" then not give them ways to survive later. This is why we have this absolute overpopulation. This way the lowerclass will never understand that full belly doesn't mean they can now fuck like rabbits then look/beg/steal for food again. There were so many middle eastern contracts about literally killing "Invasive species" tier people. And those weird names of the people were just the name of the "parents" like jews are Abrahamists. Causing more suffering with "misplaced kindness". Genius move. This is why the Greeks said we must never let women into position of power. They will just do shit like this then wonder why everything collapses. And yet the Greeks let it happen then Romans sold them as slaves. Was it inevitable? It seems it was.

Not to mention:
> OMG I had an another useless child wish there was a god I could sacrifice it too for riches!
That sure was a smart move and marked every civilization that practiced it for deletion.
Stressed out captive animals have a tendency to cannibalize their children. This just proves humans are even more retarded than animals sometimes. The human condition changed so many times. I think I will write about it in the next post.

 >>/4808/
> Maybe I don't know what is modern anymore.

I thought about this today because I had the hunches going around but I have to "organize them" so they turn into a sort of motivation conclusion or something that has a "shape".

So it seems in my childhood I had my "true mind". But that had to go because it was not willing to conform to the retardation of others.
When I was older my mother told me how weird I was back then because when I had to learn the numbers I asked
> What is the point of numbers
She was like who even asks these question. What is wrong with him.
I had many questions like this. I usually got answers in the start but then the answers went into the
> I don't know
or the 
> You are too little to know this I will tell you when you get older
As I child I was always wondering or thinking about something. It felt as natural as breathing.
But one day I was in the garden and had a moment of self awareness. I realized I am not thinking. Not just now but for weeks or months before it. When was I thinking the last time? I did not know the answer. It was like dead people realizing they are ghosts because they are not breathing anymore.
That made me mad. I realized I have to think. But about what? ANYTHING! Only dumb people don't think think! Why is the garden this way why is the hose there. JUST FIND SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT.
That was my second mind. That was when the post soviet collapse doom and gloom permeated the society. My country was pretty high on alcoholism and suicide percentages. We were beyond the japs as second place in some years. I did not realize how bad things are around me because I just had to live and endure it. I became kinda silent because i knew everyone was too stressed to answer and everyone is lying because "I am just a child" then they suddenly snap from the stress they put each other through on a daily basis and yelling with the child has no consequences. He will not beat you he will not fire you or call the cops on you. Best venting pieces.
Then the next "modern" part was when I encountered the computer and the internet. I found something I can engross myself where I am "left alone". That was modern that was a new start. That was the start of the new mind.
It's funny but the internet connected the 1st world and the 2nd world truly in the first time. You could see so many parts of the world so many knowledge while before that the useful books or stories of the people were rarity. Hard to find the proper book you are looking for or the story within a person you want to know. The elites did not realize how fast that will make the world.
And I had it finally. "Mental stimulation" something that will stimulate my mind which does not come from my environment. That was modern. That was the informational era. That era is kinda over tho but I still hope the good parts will survive.
Today we live in the "social conditioning era" but it is so half baked it's ridiculous. Those old fucks don't know what they are doing because they still don't understand the human condition even tho they think they are forming it for decades or centuries.

 >>/4813/
I loved the pooter... Do I still like it nowadays? I can connect to other worlds other entities or to powers that destroy electric circuits. Does that mean it's incompatible? Nope it just means it's better that I learn to pace myself with these material object than with living beings. Humans also made of electricity and they also fall apart when pushed out of bounds. This is an addiction in the end it will need to go. But there are other problems lying within and leisure and a peace of mind is needed while uncovering it. Not to mention I uncovered stuff today again and... Humans are truly conditioned to live with machines. I just caused freak malfunctions while doing my thinking/magic while doing my daily routines again. I am starting to think that those electric overloads in the past were not made by solar eruptions but by some phenomena which was akin lightning and how the collective psyche can cause that. It's just we had to learn to live with machines and our energetic output settled down. I am not saying we are "better" but for some reason I cannot say we are worse either. If machines and technology were so bad we would have discarded it long ago. It mustn't be that bad right? The reasoning of an addict.

Then my 4th mind which was the realization that I need my first mind back. It had 2 important parts. Dad let me take an NLP course where they explained the power of words and visualization with science conforming way while everywhere else taught me before that
> religion is le superstition and people were dumbz back then for believin 
and 
> psychological problems? You need meds and science!
Like on NLP they taught us how to cure allergy with a simple hypnosis. Telling people that their allergy can be fixed with that? They look at you like you are crazy. Only immunesupressants can save them! Whatdoyoumeanpeoplebackthenweren'tallergic coz they were stoopid!
The other part was when I realized my mind can affect the clouds and the weather patterns. The funny thing was that I did it on a bus while being bored and showed it to me my friend. He just went silent. Then showed it to others. Some said I'm weird while one said I might be a god...
What was the result of that? The hustle and bustle of a field trip made me forget that I made that discovery. My mind went back into a previous pattern routine and I did not use my abilities. Took me years to remember then years again to realize it's about the "faith" and if I don't believe in it it won't work. Then I needed an another year to think that maybe... just maybe. I am not the only one with this. If only there was a way a place where I can find people without them ridiculing me for saying these things. Oh rith interwebz. Then the era of psychic communities began. Then I noticed that the place that those internet flash porn people reference has a paranormal board.
With that a new line of thought could develop.

So yeah... Modernity...
Wonder when will we start calling it "Obsoletism"

 >>/4811/
 >>/4812/
Your thought are too long and complex for me to untangle enough to reply to for the most part. A few points:

In Whitechapel a girl was born by a French woman who had moved there. She died and the girl was taken care of by the nuns running the place where she was born. Because that's how you did things back then. Orphans were sent to different "workhouses" for the poor, where landlords let them live rent free and kept them fed in exchange for free work in facilities they owned. So it was basically slavery overseen by nuns. But children were also entitled to education (reading and writing) and wasn't seen as useful workers before age 7 anyway. After that they were expected to do daily work in one of the workshops or businesses owned by the landlord, or they could leave and find their own occupation.

The girl used to hang around the places where cattle was kept for the nearby butchershop. Because this was the poorest place of the city and extremely densely populated, it had a concentration of people, and everyone was too apathic to care much. Children often died before 5 and the undertaker got their bodies off the street. Living with the nuns was moderately safe. The girl ran around playing in the block and learned how to sell sex by age 5. The she was told she had to work, and because the men at the butchershop liked to have her around, they had already taught her how to butcher pigs, so she started working there.

Making it on the street was very high competition and the butchershop was no playground. The way out was to "erase the gangs" or the nearby street who would demand whores pay protection money, as well as removing competition. 

That's all there was too it. Add a Doctor Tumblety who was a weirdo collecting uteruses in bottles with alcohol, who would pay for them... he also attended the "dissection shows" held by students who financed their "material" (the body they cut up) by allowing in a paying audience. If you work cutting up animals, you of course want to know what a human body looks like inside, if you have any childish curiosity.

And if you want to make money and someone is paying for wombs, you can hit two birds with one rock and remove one street whore while also making some money. 

See where this is going?

 >>/4811/
> I'm not exactly asking about the ripper life of you but about the thing when you said "you needed these kind of conditions to be able to manifest". Why do you need things to be "this bad". Is this your ripper personality only 
As for this, it's just that my nature doesn't match the beginning stages of a manifested society like this. It has to be built up and degenerated so that it's allowed to murder people, the same principle that suns and super novas out in space lives by. They stay out there, waiting for the souls of sinners and the remains of old planets to come close enough so they can burn them. It's just that some beings live on the outskirts of everything and aren't relevant before things get there.

You could ask Death why he only comes out at the end of people's lives, why doesn't he take part earlier? Well because then their lives would end early, and it doesn't work that way. The ripper becomes relevant in the kind of situation when it's allowed to be a ripper, just as the night comes after the day.

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 >>/4792/
> Also I have a hunch that your motor skill problem comes from the fact that it is locked in your weapon doll soul complex. You try to use your body as you are a mundane normie and you are not tapping into your "real skills". This way the "imitating normies" skill is not triggering because you are doing it from the wrong way. Hard to explain better. Sometimes my hands move on their own when I am in the zone but I wouldn't call myself skilled because once I move out from the zone accidents happen.
well, my body doesn't really listen to my mind and vice versa so they tend to be at odds a good amount of the time.

> It sorta is but... how do I say this. This whole negative experience habit created your "autism persona" which takes up a large chunk of your mental capacities. You will have to dissolve this so new pathways can form. It's like deleting a malware/malfunctioning software that did nothing but slowed down the computer then installing the software that you wanted to use the whole time
I'm working through somewhat i guess, a good amount of things i thought i was too retarded (or well called retarded for) i can see that i can do or atleast learn about them. i hate to admit this my time dealing with all these groups and such gave me a stutter too, one that i did not have before. its even funnier when i remembered someone pointed it out in the past. that being said im trying to get rid of because i fucking hate it, i can be autistic, quiet, or whatever letting myself get afflicted with stutter actually irritates me

> k now am curious. Which?
I started with blazblue back in uhhhh 2011 when i got my first ps3 and 2012 when i started going online. i had played stuff like soul calibur and king fighters years before that

> spoiler
well, as far as the fighting game part goes, i do enjoy them if i am not that good at them (when i used to play regularly anyway). there was also the whole thing i was brought up with not quitting and how giving is a sign of weakness so i tried just toughing it out even if it did take 4-5 years to see some for of improvement so it's more or less apart of the stubborness i mentioned before that i have where it's like
> "You're gonna have to kill me before i stop voluntarily stop"
type of thing, im not like that with fighting games anymore though mind you

> 2nd spoiler
Man, that game didn't deserve that much drama associated with it. if its not the whole develop coup then its them replacing the tutorial teacher with sonicfox. funnily enough the reason i haven't any fighters in 4-5 years now is because nothing appeals to me and everything i did play is dead (like blazlue) or MIA like arcana heart or somehting. Atleast under night in birth has its sequel coming next year. god seeing what happened to guilty gear though is depressing. idk, i guess it was just due all the shit i was going through in primary school and home around that time, i went through like 3 schools. 1st school had people messing with me and someone almost broke my neck, 2nd school was just shitty in general and one of the teachers came to guilt trip us about defending ourself
> "if you fight back then you're not better and will get punished even harder" im paraphrasing but you get the idea
3rd school was ehhh, admitted i was lashing out a bit due to what i went through at the prior schools plus the stuff with my sister but it turned out that... they were going to be assholes in the way and that got vindicated before AND after i lashed out. had our social studies teacher shit on me for not wanting to join on a voting exercise he wanted us do to despite him outright saying it was option to join. said exercise was a mock election between Obama and Romney (since that was happening for real at the time)

(sorry for the repost but i didn't realize the thread got locked so i wasnt sure if you saw them)

 >>/4817/
i forgot to post or elaborate on it yesterday too but i had also felt i have no use or worth for anyone else apart from sisters and the usual suspects. I'm only using the following as an example, nothing more
> lets say, if i actually cared enough to get with a woman it wouldnt work out at all
> apart from that obviously conflicting with my path and sisters, there's also the fact that since im for the most part disconnected from this world in a number of ways, don't really hold much opinions and stay to myself/pursue hobbies/be alone I already offer no worth to anyone so why bother dealing with relationships or anything like that
> absolute disgusted at the fact of myself having sex and creeped out by the idea of marriage or having children (atleast in this body/existence/whatever)
i already mentioned how this applies even among interacting with other men but i'll refrain from retreading that particular ground again

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 >>/4815/
> Your thought are too long and complex for me to untangle enough to reply to for the most part
Yeah I know it's just I'm "tuning my mind". It's like a band making noises before the proper performance to see how things come out and how they sound then tune the instruments. I need to understand what I can write because I got used to that I cannot say most things to people. Then I realized I can change the mindwave and their mental capacity to an extent to explain multiple things to them if I want. The thing is ofc that I need to tune into them before that which takes time. I am sorta trying to figure out how to reach the perfect tuning by default because my expression flows naturally so I don't need to micromanage other's heads. Takes time to do pic related when I talk about things I could never talk to people about. You know there are "premade topics" within our heads while there are stuff we wanted to say but never thought really about then the stuff that we think we never thought of. 
But yeah we talk about too many things at once and hard to talk them out in replies sometimes. 

 >>/4818/
> wasnt sure if you saw them
Yeah we got tangled up about past life stuff but I have seen it it's just I was not sure what to say. I understand your feelings and there is nothing wrong about you ranting them it's part of the process.

> well, my body doesn't really listen to my mind and vice versa
Hmmm. Can you tell more about this. Some of them might come from traumas mental blocks or other weirdness. Tho I think you will be able to overcome them so if you don't feel like talking about it's not important.

 >>/4818/
>  >apart from that obviously conflicting with my path and sister
It's not 100% that it will conflict... it is just as I said before. You have tendency to attract nutcases because subconsciously you want to get hurt. The important thing is truly letting go of a relationship"lust" or placing it into an another world. If you are saying this out of pure cope then there will be an enormous desire bottled up which might cause problems later.
You will need to understand what do you desire from the "flesh" and what from the "beyond". It's important that it must be a resolve and not cope.


Did something happen with the crows tho?

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> Did something happen with the crows tho?
nothing really happened from what i recalled, i can't remember if i actually managed to contact them or what

> Hmmm. Can you tell more about this. Some of them might come from traumas mental blocks or other weirdness. Tho I think you will be able to overcome them so if you don't feel like talking about it's not important.
my body reacts on its own without my input, for instance back in highschool my teacher tossed me something and my left hand was able to perfectly catch it without any input from my, however my mind was saying to catch it with the right hand. it's happened alot in fighting games whenever i would try to react to move, my body would just stand in place and wouldnt listen to the command to react. stuff like me spacing out and reacting way too late. a current example would be today when i was playing yugioh
> opponent beat me on game 1 because had two monsters of an identical level on the field did something with it
> game 2 had a similar gamestate but this time i had a counter for it
> for whatever reason my mind let them do the accept same play and they one shot me on their turn
> didn't realize what happened until the battle phase started
> got called a retard, etc. etc. afterward
a lot of that and a weird feeling of lag

> The important thing is truly letting go of a relationship"lust" or placing it into an another world
im confused by what you meant by sending it into another world

 >>/4820/
> a lot of that and a weird feeling of lag
Hmmmm. Interesting. Might be a concentration problem or your mind uses a wrong wiring system for whatever reason. Meditating upon it might help. Try to relive the situation and feel what parts of you not "listening to you" and try to ask "why". This is what I do in these situations. These occurrences sometimes hide deep issues.

> im confused by what you meant by sending it into another world
Instead of wanting a flesh waifu you get a magic waifu. While you would say obv I want a magic waifu fleshfu's are thots your fleshbound desires might disagree. If not it's good you can have the otherworldly waifu route without a hitch. Or you know realize you are "above these things". The point is it must come from you and not from any inferiority complexes.
 I am saying this because it turned out I have some desires towards the flesh but for weird reasons and not as actual relationship reasons. 

 >>/4821/
hmm... I feel that im in this weird layer of wanting a magicfu and "being" above it. I don't hate human women (or men) but sometimes it's like
> i don't find myself compatible with them or capable of caring/participating/whatever in a relationship because again, its just weird i'm too disconnected
> plus even when ignoring shitty places like r9k or crystal cafe, most of the women and men outside of those shitholes are just as bad, if not worse 
it's so cumbersome, i guess it is just a fleshy problem i have to address at some point but damn

I actually met jack the ripper once, she was sitting at my bed.

 >>/4780/
I could never really understand what these diagrams were meant to represent. The D stands for dimension, right? What exactly is a dimension in this context? Does 4D mean 4 spacial dimensions like a tesseract or something else? What exactly is being added to a thing when it moves up a dimension? Is it like a shift in a state of mind or state of perception? And what precisely does the negative modifier represent here?

 >>/4827/
It kind of represents the idea of dimensions as we see them in 3D for those below 3D and at 3D. 1D means a particle which stretches several kilometers in one direction. They are called string particles in science, but it also refers to sunlight or any other such particle type. However, there exists beings at this particle layer and their souls experience themselves almost the same as we experience 3D, they don't feel flat or long, they just lack certain ways of thinking.

2D is hell, it is also the black hole in space which "eats" time and space, it is said light cannot escape a black hole and that matter collapses when touching it. Again the beings there do not feel flat, they just lack one dimension mentally.

4D has an added perception in which time is a walkable surface, not an irreversible direction. It is more like a tree with many branches and it's possible to move between them in both directions and change progression at intersections.

5D adds the idea of causal or acausal events. It reveals that our choices are controlled by external forces which we have little change of changing, and we call this understanding "cultivation" or internal alchemy. To move in the 5D dimension is to change your predetermined fate, but the first step is to realize that the laws are karma are real and tangible.

Beyond this are the 6th and 7th dimensions which are beyond reason and cannot be explained in common language.

Negative in the dimensional sense only makes sense from the 5th dimensional view, it means that negative is fully controlled by karma and leading to destruction, while positive is to move away from destruction into a state of higher awareness.

 >>/4829/
Why is it said by people here that 2D is Hell and 4D is Heaven? Can't hellish and heavenly environments exist in the other dimensions?

 >>/4833/
> that 2D is Hell and 4D is Heaven?
This refers strictly to "the three realms" of planet Earth, which are described in Asian mythology and by Plato in The Republic, where heaven and hell are temporary states, places to incarnate into between lives on Earth. They are described as at most 900 years long, while those who sinned too much will be thrown out of the bottom of hell.

This has nothing to do with infernal or heavenly dimensions of deities or demon lords such as Baal ze Bub or Adremmelech. Although demon lords tend to have places that inhabit the same kind of beings who would be able to live in the 2D of the three realms, these are permanent residents and not humans passing by as part of samsara.

For anon who asked about brooms (and anyone else) I did some research in the Genso-library and created a broom. You can find it along with documentation on the left side of the temple study.

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In the event that someone here is new and don't know about the temple, you can use this sigil; imagine yourself walking up a mountain with a spiralling road, at the top you will find a temple. Walk inside. Floor plan included.

 >>/4833/
Hell and Heaven are sort of cleansing places anyways. Hell is harsher because you are a retard and need a "deep cleansing" while heaven is a sort of "resort world" where you can contemplate and kinda "decide" what journey you want "next". Also going through the dimensions is more akin how many you can "control/understand". BO said how "society" is the lowest because that is where societal pressure and propaganda/mainstream thinking controls your whole life. You have no control over yourself you are a literal NPC. As you go forward either by understanding the world or fighting it or kinda both you rise up towards it if you are willing to go "beyond" and make the right choices. Then as you reach the first "heaven" or Arhat you will have to understand the nature of your path and then come back to figure out "Satan". If God is so good and benevolent why do we have satan? Now that will be the wild part of the path. Then as you reach the "real nature of reality" you will see a bunch of weird concepts arising from within and without and stuff will start to make sense. But ofc as you go beyond the "time&space" layers things will start making sense on a new level and I too cannot say which dimension is which or which color represents what. Like how or why the red and the green appear. I know red is the first color we see after darkness the "infrared" and I'm starting to think "green" (I think this is where BO draws the line at the "creator gods" are here and above) is not exactly a color but actually the color "reality" makes when a being of this level is kinda "interacting with reality". First I wanted to say "manifesting" but I think interaction is more correct.
So far what I understand the "red and green" have a weird kind of "Interaction" that creates the timeline continuum. I know how "red" always tries to go out of bounds and "green" sorta keeps it in place... Probably explains how I can visit alternate timelines randomly and this is what I got while interacting with the "sisters" and how they "see" "our timeflows" but beyond this I have no idea how things "work" yet. Not to mention when BO said it is a sort of "platforming". I mean yeah there are certain death places and invincibility stars and weird goombas and tunnels into "bonus realms"... so maybe that.

So yeah those diagrams are weird and you will need to detach yourself from it a lot because the way things appear don't always look the same for us. Similar maybe but not the same.
Not to mention at those levels you will get in touch with past lives higher selves guides and whatever you have and you will have to regain the things you "forgot" or ignored so far.

 >>/4837/
Funny thing about flying...
Now I have several bodies that can fly by default. The hard part is "merging". In my dreams I was able to fly by default and now I know how I could fly IRL but also feeling my parts that "doesn't want to fly". Like the parts of me that would shit themselves because OH SHIT AAAAAAHHHH AM GONNA FALL HOW AM I FLYING kinda thing. I read somewhere when you get a clean throat chakra you will be able to do "yoga in your dreams". First I was like wtf why is that "great". Now I kinda understand. As my bodies merge I can feel in my dreams why I am unable to "fly". The parts of me that did not have a circulation and those that I ignored while in dreams can come into my dream because they reached a sort of "sentience level" with me.
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Interesting. The broom you put there works differently how I interpreted the witchbrooms working. Not to mention that I sorta want the full body mode anyway because I am no "ordinary magician". Witches and ceremonial magicians are too dependent on tools. Tho  the first realizations I had to make that "my way" needs an extremely subtle understanding of reality because I need to be naked while meditation otherwise the clothes block the energy flow and I need a proper understanding before I can bypass useless textures on my body... Not to mention my heat flows changing while I get worked up and I either sweat or my limbs go cold if I am not pacing myself. It's not like I thought it would be easy but still... Not to mention it's not even hard I just need to let my mind take in what I learned already long ago... on a distant land... 

Also the fact that the plastic and rubber coating is not really shielding electricity from the biomagnetic turbulence we can make while going out of control. I am not saying technology is incompatible with magic but carefulness is needed. But then again this is maybe a "me problem" because I used my psychic powers for technomancy so if you were not the kind of kid that "willed the machine" to work and have machinist entities around you then maybe this will not affect you.

I was given a black-cat soul to act as the main consciousness (my original position was as assistant soul, before everyone else was removed). I don't know what the plan is, but now I have to start thinking about the fact that there's someone else with me also. Maybe this is also so that I can leave and not cause weirdness because someone else will still be in my body-form. But this must mean there is also a written fate for the new soul.

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 >>/4669/
> Circles
> This is a mega-system which will be used for controlling the Earth and surrounding dimensions in the future. For now it consists of magical circles activated but not visible on the landscape. Later on they will be marked by actual stone circles.
> The aliens and elites built many "particle colliders" in accordance with modern science. These essentially do the same thing as magic circles, with the only difference that they are technology so any retard with a degree can control them, they don't require any esoteric skills.
> We don't have that problem so we'll use regular magic circles instead.
When working to create a spell/program for automatic control of this system, I "accidentally" created something that was so complex that it easily leads to the summoning of witches from the void instead.

Circe
This is the program, you can get it from the net. It may lead to the summoning of your own witch. The purpose was to link the circle system to the akashic records so that everyone has access to all historically performed spells like a catalog. It appears this is an attractive idea so beings chose to manifest as the kind of witch who can do this instead of letting it be just an enchantment placed on the control circle. Oh well.

In addition to this:
You should be aware that the EU flag (it must not be posted in its non-burning state, because it is a symbol of the globohomo and represents ultimate evil) is a sigil which shows the "circle of circles" formed by a large ritual circle made up of DUMBs (deep underground military bases) encircling Europe. These all have particle colliders used as antennas to mind control the population. 
See here for some sources verifying the possibility of this claim:
https://news.mit.edu/2010/moral-control-0330
https://archive.org/details/pdfy-Mv-q4qGq8_TBPcwL (comment section)
Also the PDF attached.

 >>/4850/
Through the circles system will now also be sent out automatically different occult programs to fix the world and nullify the effects of the globohomo. You can also get the source module directly from the net. Not all of these will be transmitted, but can be good to know about.

Chi: AI program for automatic living, so that the user can focus on cultivation/inner alchemy instead of mundane life. (Named after the android in Chobits, yes.)

Corrector: "Intrusive" program for returning the world and society to its natural state. If you are a globohomo/imperialist you will not be left alone.

Ever since around 3 years ago whenever I've eaten eggs it has caused my stomach to begin clenching painfully and given me extreme indigestion for the 3-4 hours after the meal. I'd assumed that this was just a random food intolerance that developed but recently I began experimenting a bit with casting spells on food and found that if I simply evoke white burning energy into the eggs with the intent of 'cleansing' them it causes the aforementioned digestive issues to not happen at all. This seems to imply some sort of 'bad karma' associated with the egg production; however, I'm able to eat meat just fine without cleansing it, which makes it seem like the intolerance was being caused by something else. Or maybe egg production is 'worse' somehow than just killing the chickens for their flesh?

 >>/4852/
I never eat chicken unless it's a situation where someone else invited me to dinner or it's organic production, because I always felt that it was bad ever sine I was little. I do eat eggs daily though and that has never caused me any problem.

Maybe there are differences in how chicken and egg laying hens are kept in different parts of the world. I saw just yesterday in the news that there is a huge difference between chicken farm in European countries, where some grow twice as fast as a result of unnatural feeding.

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 >>/4853/
The poultry industry is a mess in europe as of now. There are many factors why. 1 of the reasons the effects of bird flu that can decimate thousands of chickens within weeks and migratory birds and humans can be carriers easily. Because of this "prison type" industrial poultry farms are the only one that are the "effective" 90% success rate of return investment ones. They are usually fully automatic and 1 or 3 person can operate it till the entire population gets sold out. Open area chicken farms are the "most humane" but they usually die from bird flu. Not to mention if any authority that handles the spread of diseases finds out you have bird flu you are obliged to cull your population. Because of this if you want "bio chicken" you have 2 options. 1. overpriced "utopia chicken" that are somehow not count as "Industry farm chicken" because some buzzword tier green shit that decides "what is good for the chicken" or 2. you keep them and raise them at home. Some globohomo pro countries are trying to ban your right to keep chickens in the last years for SOME REASON.  Not mine tho I have homegrown chickens and eggs 

Also the crazy thing that there is a breed of superdumb chicken that literally dies if the food is not within 20cm to it's living space. Even if you let them go they would not go anywhere they would just stay in place and die. They are the Broiler chickens if I'm right. They reach slaughter age after a month. 

But then again I am not big on the poultry industry. That is something you only do when you have the technology otherwise you get fucked. Homegrown chickens are comfy tho. They eat seeds grass bugs and  shit everywhere  if you have a proper chicken pen and  foxes are unable to get into it  then you are golden.

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 >>/4852/
Might be a mental block from your part. Maybe you had some infection too related to eggs or a bad memory? Does it happen with every type of food with eggs or only 100% egg foods like raw egg boiled egg or omelet?

Also I am not sure how eggs are being sold in your country because I know in the USA they are bleached and don't know what else it needs to happen to be FDA approved and I am not sure about other countries especially if they are outside of Europe. Maybe it is beneficial to find out where the eggs come from. Try out different egg type foods and try to figure out why it happens. In my country we can buy several type off eggs. "Bio eggs" are obviously overpriced and not much better than the regular ones sometimes. This is the mundane part of the advice.

Beyond this you have several options. First you get in touch with the muscle that "clenches". Usually there is a "reflex memory storage connection" once you can map it out and you can either disable it or get in touch with the associated memory that created that reflex.

Also an entity just told me that there is a way for lower level entities to inhabit eggs if they are produced in an extremely "karma heavy" environment. 
Like there is that folklore spell when they heal illnesses with an egg on your forehead because it traps the illness entity inside or something. Cleansing this might work. Also cleansing and "blessing" while sounds the same there is a little difference on some levels. When you "bless" the food it has a sort of "approved" energy signature and your body does not consider it as a hazard. The stomach is supposed to digest a high level of karma load and if it is unable to do that then there might be other problems. But then again my energy field usually either autocleanses things or makes me disgusted of them beforehand. Usually it is with low quality and extremely artificial foods.
Keep experimenting what works and why it works. I too managed to cause a dumb stomach autoclench for myself years ago and took me for a year to figure out where it comes from to be able to disable it.

> Ever since around 3 years ago
And yeah 2020 and the years onward made us go through a large amount of stress so figuring out when was the first time this happened might be beneficial

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 >>/4838/
I forgot, but were the areas down the corridors ever shared here?
I got the impression of living quarters through the upper left one and some sort of meeting area or otherwise large space through the one on the right. Like an indoors garden.

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I've been thinking about places to seek refuge in after death while one figures things out, and I wondered if the temple would be an adequate place to stay. Would it accept someone from Sunflower (vampire) after death?

 >>/4867/
> were the areas down the corridors ever shared here?
Those are connection points, they're more like exits to highways out there. Some of those lead backwards in time, some lead to occult road network from Atlanthean or Babylonian days. There are roads which connect Scandinavia with Egypt, but have no stops in between, for example. This causes some ancient spirits to be able to travel between major cities but not even one kilometer outside of them locally. The temple fixes this by functioning as a "roundabout" (the round table works for this too) so that they can move to locations between the large roads and ley lines.

 >>/4868/
> places to seek refuge in after death 
The temple cannot contain spirits after death, it's too open. You should aim to create an "astral island" or you can use a pre-made module for something similar, see the thread for this here
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 >>/4871/
Can you explain what you mean by "it's too open"? I'm interested in the implications of a locale being or not being able to contain spirits after death. Thanks.

 >>/4872/
The temple was created through a group ritual based off an understanding of Genesis, the part about the Babel's tower, treating the bible as a grimoire. It is an egregore which represents some galactic functions. Galaxies do not have reincarnation cycles, so you can't keep a soul in there. It looks small, but it's perfectly synced with the galactic standard. The living quarters you see on the left side corridors appear as small rooms with their own bath and inner garden. But those inner gardens are planets, they lead to planets. The right side corridor connects with intergalactic spaces, and locations which sync with them, like the Giza pyramids.

For a soul to be kept in a contained space, it must be planetary in nature. A moon or a star (although most who remain in stars are kept there because of their immense negative energy and they are burning in purgatory, stars can also keep souls in them) will also work. The space stations or large ships like those of the lyrans, are all equal to moons. The moon form is a sphere with a "satanic" atmosphere layer around it. A satanic layer causes oblivion. Any soul entering the sphere must forget its previous existence. This is required for new incarnation.

If you want to safely remain someplace, you must either turn your body into a moon, a star (the radiant buddha body is a star) or a planet - or you must enter such a sphere and accept its standards. For public spaces that means you have to tolerate that the satanic layer of oblivion erases your memory as you enter.

Does anyone here experiment with trading souls? A little less than a decade ago I used to collect souls from atheists whom I saw arguing online. Around half the time they were willing to grant me full rights of ownership of their soul if I asked, just to 'prove a point'. One of the first bits of magic I was able to do involved trading these with random spirits by putting out an 'open offer' to anyone willing to fulfill the desired end in exchange for the soul.

I haven't done this in a long time since transmuting astral gold or just giving spirits pure energy tends to be a lot easier than going around trying to barter with humans beforehand. But I'm thinking it may be possible that working with souls could provide a more valuable denomination, or at least open up more possibilities. It's not something I've explored very much.

 >>/4872/
> Can you explain what you mean by "it's too open"
It just means the soul will wander into a door and get lost. The reason why "soul container" dimensions need to be "satanic" so souls don't wander out unnecessarily. They either fall into some hell or otherworldly stream and get washed away otherwise. And if they reach a place where they get a sort of "incarnation process start up" then they will live their "life" wherever they incarnated. What you want is a "daycare center" while the temple is like a sort of "mall" with a bus and train station. Because of this if your soul doesn't have the necessary awareness it will just get on a bus or be snatched away by some entity because it looks like a "lost soul". So you either need to "mark" the soul that "it belongs to you" or have a place that everyone acknowledges as "yours" and keep them there. This is why the astral island can be useful.

Also it's important to not "block" the journey of a soul. Not all of them have proper journeys but some of them have a "Mission" and if you disturb that some other entity might knock on your door and yell at you for doing something you shouldn't. But that is complicated matter. Not to mention you always have to understand "which part" do you desire to "take care" of the soul. Their memories their powers/skills or some even deeper parts of them? Your family members will be accessible to you as long as you are a human even if their soul is far away and loved ones also can be that way.

 Also I too have a "soul refugee policy" but I am not keeping them "around" but they have 2 choice if they really want to come to me. They can either pick up some planes of existence that I provide the connection towards (the rules for those planes accession will be provided by the planes themselves) or if they are THAT desperate to be with me then they can take vow absolute servitude then my fairies and other entities will guide them and become part of my "spirit world". But then again I am not exactly making the rules here because there is a very complicated order here it's just I am doing this so I don't get "murderhobo souls" on my lawn. They get a job and a place to live or they either gtfo or... will be handled by the "spirit order enforcers". But then again I am not one to ask for their servitude because it needs to be completely from their own will otherwise the "pact" will not form. It seems this is not the first life where I do things like this and this sorta helps me remember my "old ways". Also spirits are content when someone "cares" instead of messing shit up as most people usually do 

 >>/4873/
> must forget its previous existence. This is required for new incarnation.
They are usually are useless attachments that hinder them. That is why it needs to go. Like how old people are "nostalgic" for the bullshit stuff they did for 40+ years and because they "cherish that" so much they are unable to let go that obsolete knowledge to learn new things. There are many baggage like this. Like you cannot board a plane with your entire house on it. You can bring some belongings or some baggage if you are willing to pay the fee and it is not illegal but anything else will stay.

> If you want to safely remain someplace, you must either turn your body into a moon, a star (the radiant buddha body is a star) or a planet - or you must enter such a sphere and accept its standards.

Exactly. Also it's kinda crazy how the meaning and function of the moon and "stars" can change as you move forward

> For public spaces that means you have to tolerate that the satanic layer of oblivion erases your memory as you enter
And this is important so entities will know "How to behave" otherwise they might bring in practices that are not good to have around.
Calling it "satanic" might give the wrong impression but sometimes you have to "block" some of the expression of other entities because murderrape is not the worst thing they can do and they need to know that "they are being watched" and need to realize the "When in Rome" nature of things. But most spirits know this by instinct. 

 >>/4868/
Also I just realized you want a refugee space for yourself and not for other souls... Damm I'm slow today. 

I think you will get many offers that will satisfy you if you keep on the path btw. We are trying to figure out ways how this can be handled on a mass scale anyways so I don't think you need to worry about this.
Also watch out because there is a "trap" people can fall into
> In life you yearn for death and in death you yearn for life
Point is you have to figure out what you want right here right now otherwise you will just want things that you had but didn't realize when they are gone instead of walking forward on the path.

 >>/4875/
I'm just granting a "way of passage" to the souls because micromanaging them is a pay and for using my passage they need to pay a sort of "energetic fee" by default. 
There are many soul trader entities but they are shady as hell. Not to mention an "ignorant" giving up their rights for their soul is usually meaningless and the only "right" it gives is that a trickster can fuck with them for a while. But it depends on the nature of the ignorant. Some of them has a level of retarded stubbornness that some entities can use with some creativity.

 >>/4877/
> is a pay
*is a pain 

...

Ever since I started to dabble with the way of remembering foreign words and concepts I have a tendency to mix up similarly sounding words.

But then again managing some shit souls that everyone wants to get rid of can also grant a pay.

 >>/4875/
> trading souls
 >>/4876/
> "soul refugee policy"
I started off with offering some souls to stay on my island after I realized they had been unjustly placed in the topmost layer of hell "for not knowing the word of God" and other sins that are valid in certain times and locations. I got them out by trading them for shrimp sandwiches. This whole thing may sound absurd but the demons simply said someone would come to get them. Later I worked at a diner and a rather bulky couple came in and ordered two large shrimp sandwiches. I took the order and prepared them with attention because I realized instantly that this was the payment. It was also a lesson on how dealing with hell works.

In the later years with people being zombiefied because it's actually WW3, it's just that things are blocked from playing out according to the worst timeline (because some people are still using the world and need it as it is) a lot of souls were ripped away and put in hell, again for "not knowing the word of God". They really apply medieval laws like this still. Just reading and memorizing a few lines of the Bible would have kept them out of hell, it's not a joke.

When I sent out the "loli-shield" with a mass casting before, it did stick to a lot of people (well mostly girls, as intended) but it doesn't protect mundane people from predetermined death events. However, those how have it were taken aside and placed in a "waiting room" like a train station interior in hell. The shield appears like a knitted pink scarf tied to them, which is telling the demons "this soul belongs to someone". It had this effect. So now and then I get a notification of some sort that someone is available for pick up from hell. It is often some news report where the person is named or shown (such as their now-zombie body being eliminated, the death event playing out, but they were already removed from the body earlier).

I will take them to my island or some other location. Sometimes I let them convert to drow which makes them immortal. Sometimes djinn will handle it, and so on.

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well... they seem to have made me into a bride again. i'll probably take some more time to work on things so i wont be posting for a while

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 >>/4868/
> places to seek refuge in after death
This may not be what you had in mind, but may I suggest something else: the possibility of acquiring a body you can use on the astral through external means?
There are places that market custom made genetically engineered humanoids, where the latest technology is a slime-hybrid which is basically indestructible. Buying such a humanoid or incarnating as one by projecting your soul is not cheap however. I don't know the exchange rate, but compare 4000 gold for a slime-humanoid vs buying a slave for 2 silver or a cheap slave for 2 copper units and you get the idea. 

Just before I found out there are also tall greys working on the latest in cybernetics; a fully artificial humanoid body complete with gel organs and exoskeleton, which functions as any body and can be used to incarnate into. Buying one requires a permit, given out per individual unit, and they come with copy-protection so you can't birth more cyborgs (or CyBorn, that's what they call this series) unless you can solve the karmic "riddle" used to lock it. This is to prevent bad cyborgs from running amok, I suppose.

The price they told me for one small cyborn was 40 000 silver, which again is high but not as high as for slimes. However, with the copy protection solved, it's possible to astrally rebirth someone as a cyborn. The process will take place in a different dimension and you would then be lead back to your human body again, but your astral form has now changed and you are operating from the artificial body. This would prevent any trouble after leaving the physical human world, if you are up for it. It can be arranged if things line up properly.

 >>/4877/
As some of you know (and see) I'm a spirit-keeper, and have made arrangements to acquire title to astral property and (if everything goes to plan) will become a full-time resident of the astral in the areas protected by the Neutral Gods (think an Astral Switzerland) after I die in the physical (which I plan on delaying as long as possible!  I like it here!)

And, since I don't do alchemy, I've got a job lined up that many of my astral family can help out with: exotic dancing.

But I've thing I noticed from your description is the idea of "saving" entities that would otherwise be lost.  While I happily admit to seeking to acquire entities that satisfy my security and prurient interests, one of the more joyful things I do is preserve little spirits that night otherwise die because they have no home.

Computers, trash cans, chairs, all of them can develop little conscious intelligences that will be lost if their physical substance is destroyed and they don't find a new home or get adopted by a human (or similarly empowered being.)

I was happy to see someone else caring for the potentially "lost" spirits.

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 >>/4880/
> i'll probably take some more time to work
Ganbare
> i wont be posting for a while
No need to post all the time. Only if it's interesting or if it's so confusing you need help comprehending. You will need to get in touch with your own abilities and learn to work with the entities you have around anyways. 
I too only post if I feel inspired enough to do so. I too have too many things happening at once.

 >>/4884/
> (and see)
Looking into other posters here is not always a good idea because 
> if you gaze into the abyss the abyss gazes back 
and... the funny thing. If you mindlessly look into someone you might attract entities not even the other person noticed yet. Sometimes they literally wait around the occultist for the right moment and if an another appears they just latch onto him. So I usually only look into someone if I think I should. Sometimes I learn too many things at once and I need time to sort that out.

> since I don't do alchemy
Our bodies do alchemy by default. I don't "do alchemy" the way an "alchemist" should I am just integrating and realizing bodily functions I have and had long ago. And because of that I am sorta "stirring up" the energies of my environment. It's like a fire in the forest. Forest fires are bad but a campfire? It gives light and warm and everyone wants to "feed it" so they can cook or dance around. My energies are not exactly like a fire tho but you get the idea. Helping me developing on my path is in the interest of other entities too. I think my "saving" started out when female spirits from the depths of some sort of abyss just touched my waist and said 
> save us 
Because I was realizing some high energy movements at that moment I realized I can do that. It was just channeling energies through them and that cleansed them. That was the start. Since that I am in an extremely complex spirit ecology that sorta benefits everyone.
> exotic dancing
I too had to realize so many movements and yeah. Dancing is the best yoga when you have the pure expression tier movements. I too can channel some real interesting moves. Tho I need to increase my energy flow and agility to benefit fully from them. I am on it for a while but the "trick" is that it needs to come naturally and effortlessly. If there is strain it's wrong.

 >>/4884/
> Computers, trash cans, chairs, all of them can develop little conscious intelligences that will be lost if their physical substance is destroyed

Now that is one superfunny thing. Truth is everything is alive all aspects of reality have different states of consciousness being able to "talk" or comprehend them is depends of your own consciousness development and disposition. The interesting thing was when my energies started to go overdrive was that these "undeveloped apparitions" sorta "broke" and released a "spirit" and the spirit was happy about it. It turns out that these spirits get lost in a different way. They are sorta losing their "source" so they latch onto the next thing that is "close enough" in nature. So if you can provide a better "source" they are able to support you on a new level. You can help them change their forms and they can help you in quite the unexpected ways. But furniture spirits are not my specialty. I am no carpenter. Technology spirits on the otherside mesh well with my technomancy... except when I get angry because then stuff just shortcircuit. The spirits survive but repairs are needed.
What I am big is nature spirits. I have way too many of them but they are more like an "ecology stabilizers" and asking things from them is just cruel. They have the high numbers and because of that they can shape reality if there is a singular will commanding them but that is not their "job" and because of that it strains them too hard. But supporting their attunement fixes my environment and better environment can house better and more spirits so it is a win win win win win. Also I am not about the "astral" or the mundane because I sorta want to reestablish my "conduit of worlds" nature. I sorta need it for my abilities to stabilize. Best of both worlds kind of deal but truth is... there are way more than 2.


So yeah "Object souls" can sorta change forms and even change "classes" and if you have a good connection you can restore their "original intelligence" or impart them with higher intelligence to be more useful (and happy). 
Also I sorta have animal spirits that work with my cats as sort of guardians because there are some low level critters that latch onto my energy field without invitation and they need to gtfo. Cats are good with these things and "familiars" are literally animals being possessed with a specialist spirit so they can do your bidding. They are more like protectors tho. Low level spirits fear those fuzzy monsters of claw and teeth.

> die because they have no home
Their death or more like "vanishing" happens because either some leylinelike connections get disrupted or the "interaction energies" humans generate get disturbed or some fundamental changes in the physical and the subtle realities change... k fine too many things can happen to the spirits tbh. This is why I am figuring out the spirit ecology because it is what decides if we live in a cyberpunk dystopia or in the mythical age of the gods themselves.
It's like correcting the flow of a river. It might generate floods or swamps or the most fertile and lush lands and the cleanest water. And ofc to understand the river you have to become the river otherwise you just stare into your own reflection without understanding anything at all.

> Neutral Gods
Hmmm. It seems they understand "neutrality" a little different than me. Might look into them further.

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A short declaration:

The galactic federation has banned "projected intent" attacks from counter-revolutionary forces on planet Earth.

With the new integrated technology installed, any such attempts will be blocked in real time (world wide) and the perpetrators will be fined or arrested depending on the nature of the offense.

This is in addition to the previous ban on karmic attacks. To clarify the technicality; projected intent evades the ban on karmic attacks by using instrumental means which in themselves are not karmic, but which "randomly" lead to negative results. This can be illustrated by the difference between shooting someone at point blank using a single bullet from a handgun, or shooting blindly from the hip at a long range. The latter could be treated as non-karmic because its intent is not strong enough. However, if using a machine gun, the damage done is similar as if there had been direct intent to hit with each bullet. This loophole was left open earlier because it was not yet possible to determine who is a revolutionary force and who is a terrorist previously. (This is explaining principles using concrete examples.)

 >>/4918/
Some readers were wondering how this ban will work in detail.

We have been granted permission to explain this in general terms:

The Earth is monitored for energy movements by a janitor team on a distant planet which is operating in a faster timeline. This gives them time to analyse all movements and detect unnatural changes. When a breach of a ban effective on the planet is found, a report is filed on the nature of the breach. In the event it is a clear and simple case, the janitor will instantly request an enforcer team take action. The enforcer team will submit a request for funds, stating the nature of the mission, based of their own research. The economy unit will make a decision based on historic data on the cost of similar operations, then grant funds.

After this, the enforcer unit will use the appropriate technology to block the banned activity. When the energy movement has ceased, a team will move to the location of the planet (all of this still operating in the faster timeline, causing the reaction to appear within one second in Earth time) to make an arrest or hand out a fine. In the case of Earthlings, most do not have funds registered within the federation so an arrest is most likely. The perpetrator will then be moved to the appropriate facility for repayment of the cost of the operation needed to stop their delinquency. In the average case seen so far on Earth since the ban was instituted, this means around 10 lifetimes of manual work on a federation labour camp planet. Whether the delinquent will be allowed to return to Earth after repayment will be determined after a psychological evaluation to determine their likelihood of committing similar breaches in the future. If the chance of future breaches of federation policies is high, they will be sent to re-education until the tendency has been removed. (The education will also be paid by the delinquent through their own labour.)

This is explaining the routine in general terms.

 >>/4919/
Further additional information (Hi, this is the public information team):

Some of you will still experience physical sensations which you will relate to the same state of physical sensations as when being the target of banned attacks. We urge you to pay attention; these are your natural bodily reactions which the attackers were trying to stop. When a humanoid body is being energetically refined and the inner alchemy is activating, we call this the inner revolution or personal revolution. Counter-revolutionary forces will attempt to block these movements in your body by attacking those areas. This will cause the revolutionary force to build up, causing tension as the blockage is kept in place through external means. When we ban and remove such forces, the external blocking force is not present, but your inner blockage is still there. This is not an attack against you.

You will now be able to open these energy channels, but the experience can be initially similar as what you relate to an attack, because the attack by counter-revs was motivated by your changing bodily state.

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 >>/4918/
> counter-revolutionary forces

What counts as a counter revolutionary?

 that 2 words put near each other triggers me to a high degree because it's usually about the "revolutionaries" just go out of fucking control people get REAL FUCKING TIRED OF THEM then extreme bloodshed happens until a Napoleon or Stalin takes command and executes everyone who defies them. Not to mention we were branded "counter revolutionaries" because commies sure liked to use that term against anyone who did not like their "revolution" which was about oppression and starvation. Truly better than their "feudal predecessors". They at least knew that no peasant no food no taxes 
I'm sure you mean counter revolutionary are those who want the return of the old false/failed order but there are too many forces at play and using blanket terms like this can be confusing.

> to determine who is a revolutionary force and who is a terrorist
So a terrorist is the counter revolutionary now or that is a different thing?


Not to mention revolutionaries get branded as terrorists in the beginning all the time.


 >>/4919/
> Some readers were wondering how this ban will work in detail.
Yeah that was me and because I got triggered by the word "counter revolutionary" and let out a mass of energy to ping or chart out the "definitions" but it seems none of my forces "match" the counter revolutionary term and the "letter" I got as an "explanation" is just some symbols my mind is trying it's best to translate

 >>/4921/
> just some symbols my mind is trying it's best to translate

> it's a fucking map with stars and regions on them and energy flows explaining who is who

why can't things be easy

and now a cat appeared 

...

K I'm starting to get this. These "forces" were the guys I branded as "retards" when I started to take my path seriously and did not even consider "their ways" even worthy of caring about because all of them led nowhere but to mindless degeneracy then a dead end painful self destruction in their own swamp of making.

And now I am in a sort of argument/clarification process because I see the guiding forces of reality different.

And now I got a list of "principles" 



Whatever I still asking for some examples of "counter revolutionary" because a star map showing me star nations I am not even sure even heard of is a little bit TLDR.

 >>/4921/
(Hi, this is public information team)
Counter-rev is a capitalist. A capitalist is a proponent of "refining value streams" which start from a natural organic matter and result in a material which is pre-processed to a high degree for consumption by said counter-revs. The vocabulary has already been installed on this planet, but your emotional patterns are still linked to the process of installation and not the concept body itself.

The revolutionary force is one which causes quick changes. Some of you will call this (quite accurately in our view) Left Hand Path, using the most transformative method (also called black magic). The only value stream to refine should be the blood of capitalists (!) hehe, I am just joking (well somewhat!).

Natural resources to be refined are minerals. A value stream refining minerals will transform base rock to something better. This is a revolutionary process.

A capitalist process is one which takes for example fruit which is already perfect for eating, and creates a negative value stream downwards from this material in a way that does not gain the planet. One such way would be to produce a "smoothie" which is easier to consume, but harms the teeth and the functioning of the gut. This is a counter-rev business which "refines crap from good things".

 >>/4923/
To add examples and perspectives; milk which has high perishability can be refined into cheese by a chemical and organic process where enzymes are added, this may maintain or increase its value and is considered a revolutionary process. How is this revolutionary? It is taking a leap upwards which nature cannot do, by mixing the enzymes into the milk. This causes a quick change which is in line with organic processes. A revolutionary is thus a person who makes themselves into a component of the organic eco-system which naturally refines matter. An upwards value stream similar to mining and refining minerals.

The capitalist will instead use the motivation "I can personally gain a temporary energy level higher than my surroundings by creating a downward value stream, by taking this fine material and breaking it down into its components." This is the work which should be performed by the gut bacteria. If externalized, the person's mind will degenerate. The parts of the nervous system which maintains gut function will no longer need to be maintained, and the awareness of the person will use those nerves for other activities, such as hedonistic pleasure. When focusing on the gut nerves,  the head brain will atrophy and eventually it will be gone. This will cause the gut nerves to move to the head. The person has now completed the transformation into an unsalvageable counter-rev, a capitalist, to Earthlings this is a "Molochian" lizard being. When reaching this stage, they can only be killed, there is no saving them. This process is currently underway on Earth in the conflicts you are all watching.

 >>/4923/
K so "counter revolutionary" is a retarded consumer and their "masters" that want to make more retarded consumers. K got it. No wonder I did not get this. I hate those people by default and they are on my elimination list because I don't consider them "people" at all.

> The vocabulary has already been installed on this planet
Yeah this is how I got
 >>/4921/
> those who want the return of the old false/failed order
figured out but
> but your emotional patterns are still linked to the process of installation and not the concept body itself.
Yeah I'm feeling the installation for a while but

...

I got a dossier now

And ofc I have to tune my other body layers to be able to access/comprehend the information.
> first it looks like a regular folder with papers in it 
> then some red text that sorta looks like REDACTED but it's not that it's just my mind was able to create only that so far 
> than a black orb with star like specs on it (which I am pretty sure supposed to help me create an "unified focus" for my minds while staring at it)
Also I just grew artificial or doll like hands that I am using to open dimensional reality tears? Yeah that is new


Guess I have a new thing to play with as usual.


 >>/4924/
Yeah you just described a "late stage capitalist". Those people were the cause of the fall of many empires. But yeah the ones we have are even more retarded as they were back then huh.
The reply I got was 
< those people were blinded by greed and ambition while the people we have here are blinded be even lower forms of useless hedonism They are like the pigs that push their brethren into the pit of shit so they can rot in it and with that just make more pigshit for them that they can devour. They don't even have the noble ideals that those that managed to cause the ruin of many empires back then they are even below it somehow and we understand that you are unable to see it that there is something even below that. You see that that below the redemption line there is no point looking further because you have the false belief that being below that line must see the light within or without some people just can't sorry about that


Yeah I got it now. Also it seems I am also getting better at channeling public announcements. But then again most of my intentions are so aligned with most of the ideas and I am applying some methods already in a (not sure if) different way that I don't really feel the "change".

Maybe the best world is materialistic nihilism? 
just got a reply
< degenerative destroyism
Funny way of wording it

K I will stop cluttering this thread with my personal concept updates. I am just getting even more.

 >>/4925/
> we understand that you are unable to see it that there is something even below that. You see that that below the redemption line there is no point looking further because you have the false belief that being below that line must see the light within or without 
We've talked of this before. It's something I used to have too, before I started researching the "very low levels". The idea that "beyond that point it isn't life, and I won't look at it". But that's a huge blind spot then, because when reaching that stage, people do not wake up, they keep living in utter shame, while still having the same basic psychology as us. So they make up concepts to handle this and feel good about themselves to numb the shame, then externalize it mentally until they really believe that "shaming" is the problem and not their behaviour. They have to believe so, because if they were to accept that they are shameful, they will be in a state of despair so strong they would want to shoot their own head off. So their only "way forward" is to double down on the projection. Just watch the molochians killing women and babies in Gaza right now while chanting "Hamas did this". They cannot under any circumstance accept the blame for their own actions, because doing so is emotional and mental hell.

Like the cat said:
 >>/4924/
> When reaching this stage, they can only be killed, there is no saving them
So I think this is what they are doing, pushing them so that they show the world what they are like, because someone eventually has to kill them, and that won't happen as long as people listen to their projections.

This is somewhat of a side track, but some of these trolls - occultists refining karma or making deals with infernal demons - are really as strong as they said in youtube vids some years ago. There used to be talk of how some people had made deals with devils to make themselves bulletproof and knife-proof and some mafia bosses were like this and couldn't be harmed or arrested so they'd keep their city in an iron grip with no one being able to remove them.

I've had an avatar out on auto-pilot to attack evil hives in the past few days, and after clearing that iron cross structure, what remained seemed like just some small cult bases with unimportant glowies. But omg are these resilient. I made an avatar which uses qi gong protection like a samurai uses their shoulder plates, taking a hit on the armour instead of parrying to then kill the enemy who is left open. Because it's qi gong, there is no visible armour though, and the hits will just not do damage, they still do hit. 

This fucking troll she just met, this ended up in a locked position with knives pressed against each others' throats and neither being able to cut through for several minutes.

 >>/4927/
> the "very low levels".

There is a problem here that I am also researching now for a while.

I am also "seeing" them but how to say this.

There are toxic relationships and there is a way to make a "codependent toxic relationship". It's a sort of sadist masochist kind of relationship that ruins everyone within it. And that is on a society level on the west. The "trick" is just to poke it a little because these "toxic co-dependences" just fall over on their own... that is what I thought but with "human (mal)adaptability" it can be sorta circumvented and recreate the "toxic codependence" with new terms. We see it within the medical industry. Food causes a disease? Take meds that suppress symptoms then meds make side effects that need other meds and did you die? No problem money goes to your kids who learned your habits and will fall into the same trap and because your disease is a "civilization disease" everyone around you has that.
Oh and because of these retardations the "professionals" in the medical industry just enable the slow death of others not curing anyone just making more patients causing more and more work for themselves and every product we have just decreases the quality and willingness of people that want to become proper doctors. They see how bad everything is so they just want to get rich and get out of the field asap because there is "no hope" in "healing". Those who "believe" are either blind naive fools or just mere cogs in a falling apart machinery.

I loved that UN statistic that "accidentally" made the statistics look like that the "happiest countries" are those that consume the most anti depressants.


> believe that "shaming" is the problem
I love the fact that shaming is the one thing leftist cry about the most while their only weapon is shaming and peer pressure. 

It's not that I won't "look at it" it's just I know I don't have the time and patience to save (all of) them. There are ways you can awaken some and in the end everyone will awake but...

They usually wishwash spiritual practices and with that undermine their true meaning and even use it for marketing purposes (If I catch any ad doing that they get cursed by default) but the thing is that some somehow can subconsciously realize the meaning... It's just... It turns out that those that can find the pearls that were trampled into the shit already are usually those that awakened before either without noticing it or in their long past life journeys so they have an "eye" for these things. Those who are completely blind are harder to "fix" because we just need to "open our eyes" while some of them seems like they don't even have eyes somehow? Is that even possible?
The answer is way too complicated as usual... And I had to realize that I have to take 1 step at a time because this is a long journey. It's just I must not forget to walk it... but I am starting to see it is almost impossible for me to be unable to walk it.
I just have to decide how much people I want to bring along.



Also the thing that is making me angry that the "failed communism" that was "never tried before" we had on earth in the last century ruined these concepts on a fundamental level and it is hard to accept that finally someone will make it not into that failure.

While communism is supposed to be about meritocracy and the people and advancements in general it boils into a new type of nepotism distrust back stabbing and a general bleakness towards life. Especially their sort of "anti-elitism" which actually backfired on the soviets so hard because whenever there were no strong armed people on board the whole thing fell apart.


TLDR.: My whole gripe is that I don't want to repeat the same mistakes they did before

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It's unbelievable how the elites are thinking they are now "above" the way they did the same mistakes before so if they do it again now it will just work out "somehow" because things are "different now" and that just "makes it work".

This is the problem with rats. They don't just steal resources but gnaw upon the very foundations of the place that creates/holds the resources and when it collapses upon their head they don't understand why it happens. They think the greatest danger is the cats or their fellow rats and not their very own actions.

 >>/4927/
> killing women and babies in Gaza right now
for them it is so normal they don't even feel that it is not okay at all.
They don't even understand why they are being called out. It's crazy... And necessary because the dissonance they created in the heads of everyone with all the propaganda with the war antiwar propagandas this needed to happen. We needed this +piece of hay to break the camel's back. 
Reaching the point where supporting the "current thing" can only just backfire upon you.

 >>/4928/
> making deals with infernal demons

The only trick I figured out handling this is to look up the "terms" of the deal and see if it's somehow beneficial on the big picture or if it is not then... well let's say the big picture does not like when there is a "smudge" on it.

But yeah some of them can be tough cookies and I am not one to look for pointless fights because sometimes just sometimes they have a "purpose" and they have an "event" planned out for them so it is always important to look at the nature of their deals otherwise... well... you go "off-script" and the question is always just how much extra madness you can handle at once. Having 2 or 3 warfronts is okay and manageable but having 20 or 10 000?

Not to mention when someone makes you angry and just in case you look at their "fate" and realize maybe not getting involved is more... interesting? Funny? or at least less effort. Some people just dug their own graves too deep already while thinking it is for others. Don't call it a grave... It's the future you chose... But they did not just chose it with a mere "moment of weakness" they worked on it tirelessly for decades.

 >>/4926/
> world
*word

...

Everytime I do a concept update or foreign word translation/integration process I always mix up similar sounding words ffs. Like a fucking autocorrect. Just noticed it

materialistic nihilism...
Not to mention it can be interpreted as nihilism towards the material which is ascetic spirituality while I meant that nihilism in a way that you are trapped in materialism and you don't see any point beyond it like atheists usually do. And they pretend to be "enlightened" how purposeless they are.
Thankfully they ilk are dying for a while.

 >>/4929/
The federation has 1000s of galaxies with countless planets. There is no "failed" communism, there are only different waves of communism. The first 3 waves never stick, they're the "storm trooper Z" who will die to break the enemy line, and no one in the federation cares one bit, because a non-unified, non-federation planet is a dead planet. In the long run, planets who can't create unity under one leader and/or join the federation, WILL DIE, no exception. So it doesn't matter if a retard called Mao killed 80 million Chinese in the process of initiating the revolution there, or anywhere. Once 4th wave communism is reached, things can start functioning, at the soonest.

George Orwell had the Big Brother agent tell the mc and his mistress that "you are the dead ones", quoting a fake revolutionary text which talked about how the resistance will not succeed in one generation, ever. Whoever starts the rebellion will not see success - this is true in the federation.

The Tea Party did the same in America, they were the first wave who would not succeed in the first election, but they were violent enough to pave the way for Trump to get in the second time. This is the main trick applied in different ways by different groups. The Molochians can't think this way, because they are atheists who don't believe in reincarnation. They can't think two terms ahead or two lives ahead. 

If we're to include Ukraine in the equation, a back seat war strategist like me predicted what the generals in the west didn't. They are now talking to media about how 
> a normal nation would have given up by now, Russia has had 250k losses but it has had no negative effect on public opinion
As if there were no historical examples...? Moreover, the official figure is 30k dead soldiers, the rest are Wagner or prisoners, they've released half their prison population since the war started. Solved 3 problems at once: no more nazi rebels, no overcrowded prisons, and did the job in Ukraine.

But no, western leaders can't think this way, they are mentally blocked. And they aren't faking it, they are hardwired that way. No matter how cynical they are, they can't think in several steps like this. 

Oh and let's not forget about how Gaza conveniently drew attention away from Ukraine. Now western governments can silently end that costly support to Ukraine while everyone is twisting back and forth trying to criticise Israel without being anti-semitic and staring at tv image of dead children.

It's a convenient event for everyone except Ukraine and the instigators of the NATO expansion.

 >>/4932/
They seem to think
> teehee, we are so clever to have Russians fighting their own people in "Ukraine", all we have to do is invest some money and use our regular media brainwashing

But then Islamists, known for always killing their own people in constant infighting and accused of using people as human shields, do exactly that... and everyone is shocked at the brutality. And the fact that it's working.

They can kill their own people in 100s of 1000s with vaxxines, but they can't imagine someone else doing something similar.

 >>/4932/
But...

Most federation planets are very low tech, many are deserts. The communism we experience here won't be seen by most of them. They live at stone age level, and someone offers them space ships and free uniforms and a free capital city with a space port. They see nothing negative with it at all.

Then they get an office set up and they learn how to run some bureaucratic institution which was outsourced to that planet. They get all these new things "for free" if they just do some rituals from a book, so why wouldn't they?

There is zero loss in it for them.

 >>/4930/
> they have a "purpose" and they have an "event" planned out for them so it is always important to look at the nature of their deals otherwise... well... you go "off-script" and the question is always just how much extra madness you can handle at once. Having 2 or 3 warfronts is okay and manageable but having 20 or 10 000?
I meant to reply to this. 

That purpose is to serve as target dolls. The Wavebreaker shield I created was tuned to perfection by testing against an army of attacking Molochians. I set up the Vickers gun servitor in their direction, which fires 10 bullets per second and never misses, and when I woke up again 6 hours later they were still charging at me. Just calculate 10x60x60 = 36000 dead and they were still coming. Of course no one else on the planet had been able to take that army down before, they don't have endless processing ability which is what I used with Astra to perfect the shield before I fell asleep again. They also don't have effective weapons like this, which are created using that same ability.

While I hate the glowies for doing what they did, and there is no excuse for it, I also do see why they were unable to stand up against any single alien race. They're little ants who want to act as bullies, but facing a giant who can step on them anytime and there's nothing they can do about it. But to, in that situation, still act tough against someone they perceive as weak, that's so fucking rude.

But again, they can't get it, strength is not to have large muscles, it's to have ability. A straw of grass can pass through your arm if the wind is strong enough during a storm. And the weakest person imaginable can still beat you if that weak existence is extended using an eternal time dimension - it will wear you down in an instant when time is sped up to eternity in there and transferred over here. But they can't understand this. A limited existence is limited, no matter how strong, and an eternal is eternal, no matter how weak. Compare the two and the eternal comes out the winner.

They also don't seem to understand this thing about differences between parallel physical dimensions and timelines within the same dimension. Or that things can be manifested "out of thin air", despite there being videos now taken by phone cams of ghosts appearing in living spaces and diving behind bookshelves or into narrow spaces, while they were physical the moment before.

> if they can touch us, we can touch them, it's not a problem
the tough guy will then say, thinking ghost are physical beings just because the knife they are holding has an edge that can touch them. Manifestation is still energy consumption, why would the poltergeist manifest more than the part of the knife which touches you, at the moment when it needs to? Can you block it in that moment? Can you counter strike on that split second knife edge which manifested to cut your throat?

That's the reality of fighting a poltergeist.

 >>/4932/
> There is no "failed" communism
Yeah I know real communism was "never tried before" I wanted to write that too but saying it with not a negative tone with text is hard. Especially I unblocked a set on energy blocks that were like zippers and it booted up my channeling skills on an another level and now I had to figure out the next circuits that is supposed to handle the energy overflow. My ways of expression went hazy.

> WILL DIE, no exception
you just talked about reincarnation of people and how the first wave of commies will die no matter what... planets also do that... remake themselves and reincarnate or get merged into an another timeline. I know you are aware of this but yeah... understanding what "death" means can be difficult as we move on.

> 1000s of galaxies with countless planets
Yeah I know I just got the star map yesterday and the explanation WHAT COMMUNISM ACTUALLY MEANS ON THAT BIG PICTURE. I sure love understanding things only on pre-intuitive level. That is the level when an artist has an urge to draw something but he has no idea how it looks like or is there even a pen that can even draw it because there is no image in his head yet but a hunch and he needs to do a bunch of weird shit to figure out a "feeling" that will help express it. 

> Mao killed 80 million Chinese in the process
That was a true mess and it had to happen. I had to talk with many entities governing that region and there was an extreme need for a power to arise that can stand up the "west" and by west I mean the British opium trader mentality. Buy resources and sell drugs and kill/steal the entire culture in the process. It was to prevent an absolutely corrupted timeline because that was the age when the "west" started to dabble in "spiritism" and they wanted to exploit Asia fully and that gave a rise to the worst kind of brainwashing and "devil worshiping" cults. I say devil as a simplification because the entities that rule over those cults are something else. And if this "molochian" mentality had a chance to merge with that "way of thinking" then the end times is not exactly the worst thing that would have happened. Imagine a small cult that are controlling villages with magic to breed spiritually sensitive humans for the sake that the higher spiritual masters can be possessed by a greater force and ritually devouring them at full moon had a way to reliably get western funding because they have the power to offer you godhood or mandates of many heavens and hells for the proper price. And ofc only the not thinking not asking questions retarded commie drone mentality can purge those because those that have spiritual properties get devoured. And those who are truly diligent on their path can evade commies but evading these people is only possible if you find a counter/safety haven sect in time. China would have turned into a spiritual mad max hellworld scenario because
 >>/4935/
literally what you wrote here.
The west have no "proper" way of countering the beast once it's well fed. But ofc these shady cults have a local range and they are on minimal sustenance levels because there are so many things you can do without money. Not to mention the Brits wanted to Balkanize that place to the max so everyone is dependent on their "governance".

 >>/4941/
Also it seems these cults are better to "kept in check" by other silent spiritual forces because once the entity has no "home base" then it will just randomly possess people so they are better to be confined into a sort of maze like hide and seek routine.

Letting communism take over China enabled it to become a superpower and with that the "UN" that was supposed to cement the NWO was instantly torn into 2 halves the moment it was born. Member when Taiwan had the security council position because they thought their little "USSR pet" will collapse the moment the land lease ends and with that Mao's support will also vanish? Whaaaa we made Stalin-chan superpowerful and into a greater threat than Hitler ever was? How did we not see that happening? Did they just strongarm us to forget that Taiwan ever existed? Did we just fuck up the plan to make the world united under the flag of JudeoBritish empire? Hwaaaaa??? Even USA-kun hates our cocky retardation after we begged them to help us delet the krauts and those weird slant eyed island people? b-but we the British empire? Then the entire cololnialism slapped them in the face because it only works with a master slave hierarchy relationship and because WW2 and the cold war era was about HOW MUCH WE HATE LE EBIL DICTATORS AND TOTALITARIARISTS there was no way to create any power that can handle an over arching empire like that. Also speaking of empires. Was talking about the "way of the empires" with higher entities and the British empire only counted as a "trading company" because the flow and hoarding of goods and resources was more important to them than actual authority and rulership. (In their eyes it was like Venice2) This distinction is important metaphysically because once an empire arises it leaves a mark in history and entities have to decide if they accept it or just see it as a "better luck next time kiddos". Empires have too much of an egregoric reach or weight and because of that for most entities it's important if it will improve culture living standards and people in general or it is just a new cesspool of degeneracy. Higher entities hate materialism but they hate false spirituality even more because materialism is like an old crumbling house while false spiritualism is like a drug house with aids needles and parasites festering in the dead bodies that just develop anthrax tier energies. Renovating an old house takes work it's true but the other thing is radioactive waste level unsalvageable. But ofc communism was not a properly agreed upon idealist system because even Pol Pot's regime was disbanded via an another communist country and even the early marxists warned about "statism" because that is not communism and the old system just gets a "red coat of paint" and barely improves. Not to mention the communist (r)evolution needed a late stage capitalist system to work from and not barely above feudalism countries and colonies. But marxists never thought communism will successfully start everywhere but in Europe. The place where they made the idea and the ways it can be applied. The problem was like it was in WW1's "surprise attack". Everyone seen it coming and developed counter measures. But yeah that was the 1st wave. When every club/teahouse/mason fraternity had his own childish donut steal original communist system idea then the 2nd wave was the soviet backed and the 3rd wave is the post soviet trying our best to keep it going but in the end fall for the west's tricks one way or in the other. Or you have a different understanding of the waves? Because there can be many interpretations from the "Frankfurt school" till the latin americas and into this globohomo retardation that is not even sure what is communism besides a hip logo/buzzword like that apple on the phones.

By wave you probably don't mean the Internationals because the 4th one failed with Trotsky.
Just checked wiki. Damm they made a 5th International in 1989.  Brazil is in that one. Will Brazil usher the new age of communism for the world? Wonder when will people associate of communism when they think of Brazil. 

 >>/4932/
>  >a normal nation would have given up by now, Russia has had 250k losses but it has had no negative effect on public opinion

For some reason they thought Russian population will revolt within 3 days when no more McDonalds or iPhone access. It's like they never visited Russia outside of Moscow or St. Petersburg. And when they kicked out Russia from SHIFT they just told the whole word that they can pull the rug under you when you are not following USA interests? Absolutely amazing. Money has value because of trust and they just threw that out of the window. They united Asia more than ever before and now they are uniting the Arab world. It's like they forgot all the lessons of divide and conquer the British and the Soviets came up with it. But then again nor the British nor the Soviets had these levels of "free money" to have this throw money at it under it collapses mentality. Do they have the mentality of we are not spending on Afghanistan we have money for it rith? They are literally destroying decades worth of propaganda within years and now within weeks. Every kid in school had to learn about holocause (I typo'd the word but now I think this is super accurate) that by looking at black and white naked dead bodies in history class and now people are looking at them on social media in real time and they think people should vote for more wars and more government. We are a year away from elections in the USA and EU elections also soon. I have no fucking idea what will happen. They shat into their own propaganda machine on multiple levels. It was long ago when people were this apathetic on politics in the west. In the 2nd world it was normal. Everyone knew shit is fucked and figuring out not just which party is telling the truth but if they are even capable of fixing things was hard. The 90s and 2000s were a nightmare and those who got globohomo'd governments are still fucked.
Not to mention the election shills are still silent because the propaganda is not sure how to spin things anymore. Imagine being a propagandist atm. What would you even tell? Do you want to get fired by jews or get stabbed by muslims. The current leftist dilemma. Ridiculous.

> have been playing lightning returns FFXIII for the past few weeks or so
> while playing through it and observing the story i remember what anon relayed from my sisters via channeling in the past thread about a savior and such
> the game was about lightning being put in the role of a savior, having to save a bunch people, including her former friends' souls before the world ends in 13 days
I'm not going to lie, this makes me feel very awkward and somewhat uncomfortable

 >>/4941/
> planets also do that... remake themselves and reincarnate or get merged into an another timeline
Many planets never get remade, they get one period and then they are destroyed. Only ascended planets remain. Lyra Prime was destroyed, leaving only a locked dimension known as the fortress which had the original lyran DNA hidden away, but no one could access it for 1000s of years. Nibiru, the grey planet was also destroyed, and the planet of the Lamia, the planet of gnomes and mushrooms as well. All of these have been recreated using technology (more like using techno-magic to summon new planetary deities using the akashic records to create an "ascension ready" version of the planet, it isn't actually recreated).

 >>/4946/
Oh don't worry it will get worse. As your energies manifest you will have a stronger pull towards things with the same energy. So you will get weirded out more until you get used to it and understand what is reality trying to tell you.

> a savior and such
Calling him a savior is not exactly wrong but...
I mean the second coming of Christ is supposed to cause an apocalypse and he needs to defeat his "anti-persona" so saving others from your own retardation still counts as a savior huh...

> the game was about lightning being put in the role of a savior, having to save a bunch people, including her former friends' souls before the world ends in 13 days
Regular "Zeus" scenario. Also I too had to become a living lightning too. It's just about lessons about vajra and the electric currents of reality.
> 13 days 
Ohohohoho
Very Jesusy
Did MC save Judas too when he sorta agreed to a fate that one of his friends will accept the fate of the traitor and kinda let him die the worst death?
...
I shouldn't be so hard on Jesus. The whole energetic and egregoric mess that was around him was not easy to untangle. I looked at multiple timelines and Jesus gave a second wind for the Roman Empire. I am not saying it was the best course of events but making more out from that would take a greater sacrifice. In the end he played his cards right. 


 >>/4947/
> it isn't actually recreated
Yeah I know. Getting some planets back is like wanting the return of the Roman Empire. It would never happen. We got Italy at least and will not get mor... k some entity around me giggled... we will get some funny thing with it. Ayy. Stay tuned kids.

 >>/4943/
> Will Brazil usher the new age of communism for the world? Wonder when will people associate of communism when they think of Brazil.
Not Brazil directly, but Colombian Farc actually made it. They have the standard verified by the federation. Keep in mind that drugs are fully legal in the galactic federation (along with sex trade and arms dealing), so creating a world wide communist movement based on cocaine trade is an allowed method. They are a lot more powerful than you can see at first glance. It's probably not your thing, but should you have any interest in it, Farc psychics also do perfect telepathy (in spanish, but if you use auto-translate by receiving the meaning in the form of brain waves this is not a problem).

 >>/4947/
> Lyra Prime was destroyed

I remember you telling me the story about the degenerated cats and the sages in the fortress surviving only but how did the planet get destroyed again? Alien bombing the cats civil war destroyed it or some other natural calamity...
aaaaand someone is trying to give me an image. y a y
Why is it so hard to channel galactic history. I just got a rant and a feeling of resentment that is outside of my current human range of feelings.
Aaaand the sages just explaining how that planet was never "theirs" so the cycle had to end
< It was out destiny to die but it was not the end nor a memorial it was a new beginning sought long after and before we finally had seen the truth we always kept outself without realizing why we kept it. We did what we were unable to do before we had no choice but to do it that we never did. This light/year was the beginning point of our reality and this became our destiny forward to glory. I'm sure you understand it now that this was the best course of action and nothing else seemed as the better idea at that time. Without us all would have been lost and we wouldn't have this conversation as of now child of the eternal natural forcefield of crimson gloryus revolution 

Phew. This was a channeling.

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 >>/4948/
> Ohohohoho
> Very Jesusy
> Did MC save Judas too when he sorta agreed to a fate that one of his friends will accept the fate of the traitor and kinda let him die the worst death?
XIII's overall lore, while i love it is a bit of a weird clusterfuck but basically in Lightning returns
> after the events of XIII-2 lightning's sister, serah dies after her seeress power activate
> her last vision was of the world getting flooded by dark miasma energy (it's chaos)
> DLC ending of XIII-2 happens and while the guy lightning was fighting won in the end, she basically went into a crystalline stasis for about 300-500 years
> is awakened and becomes christened a savior by God (bhunivelze) so she gets the kind of powers and such you can imagine from such a thing
> however a part of her soul partitioned off and took the form of someone that looks like a fusion of her sister and herself
I'm sorry but it's a lot to cover in one post so i'll post out the rest but you can google the plot of all three games, regardless i'll explain what i can. Back to LR first though
> typical gameplay loop involves you saving people's souls, including you party members from the prior two game
> more or less everyone, including said party members souls are shackled by grief, sorrow, anger, etc. and you help them in various way to purify and save them
> doing so gives eradia, an energy that you give to yggdrasil, the world tree that gives you extra days (a total of 13, you get a 14th day if you do a certain amount of side quests in addition to the main story ones)
> if you don't do the main quests and extend the limit to the aforementioned 13 days then you get a game over because you didn't save enough souls

I'll try to explain more in subsequent posts

 >>/4949/
> Farc psychics
Got a feeling of post coital ecstasy wind down sweat and weird latino sensuality... and weird whispering.
Sorry I am too antidrug (had some weak ass weed twice) for this and it seems I don't have enough latino whorefus in my life to stabilize my sexual energies to their level :|

Also the cats managed to stretch a psychic channel I just fixed days ago to a new degree. Ahhhhhh. I should somehow figure out how I can exercise these muscles already but my guides always tell it needs a baseline energy flow because if it needs to be exercised I am doing it wrong by default.... The mystic path sure is fun

 >>/4951/
Thx for posting keep up with it you might realize something while doing it I am trying to wind down now from ancient cat lore so I will take an hour break. Was always interested in FF but it suffers from the too long franchise syndrome already which means it takes dedication to get into it by default

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 >>/4948/
 >>/4951/
> the flood of chaos energy occurred and as a result the vast majority of world (pulse) was consumed and what remained was renamed into nova chrysalia
> as a result of the chaos flooding in, people no longer aged and were seemingly immortal but they could still die by accidents and fall victim to illness
> beings in general (monsters too) cannot reproduce
> the monsters part is reflected in gameplay where theres only a finite amount of each monster and when you kill enough there are fuschia toned recolors called last ones, which often bulkier and powerful than their slain kin and they also have  Ω next to their names to indicate it
(i'm gonna be copypasting some stuff, otherwise i'll be typing all day)
> In the year 1000 AF, five hundred years after Chaos entered the mortal realm, Lightning awoke from her crystal sleep in the world of Nova Chrysalia. The world is doomed to be destroyed and Bhunivelze—the god who created the fal'Cie deities: Pulse, Lindzei, and Etro—chose Lightning to be the savior tasked to free mankind's souls and lead them into a new world he is crafting. In return, Bhunivelze assured Lightning he will resurrect her sister Serah.
> he appearance of souls across the games varies, though they do have one constant form: glimmering crystals floating in the air. In Final Fantasy XIII the souls of humanity appear like this in preparation for journeying through Etro's gate. They also appear in this form in Final Fantasy XIII-2, although they are not mentioned in much detail and only play a cursory role in the story.

In Lightning Returns: Final Fantasy XIII souls also appear as glowing lights, revealed by Lumina to be linked to memories: the souls of the dead maintain some sense of individuality as long as they are remembered by the living. In turn, the destruction of a dead soul erases the memories of that person from the living.
> at first one of the party members had the ability to hear the dead and a religious organization called the order, who revered bhunivelze wanted said person to do a ritual called the soulsong to "give peace" to the dead, which turned out to mean snuffing them, meaning that the memories of the dead would no longer exist from the remaining living people
> bhunivelze wanted this in his new world because otherwise it would make the new humanity impure
> towards the end it was revealed that he wanted to make lightning into the new goddess of death after etro died

cont'd

 >>/4950/
> how did the planet get destroyed again
Technical perfection with no grasp of "karma", leading to containment of it within the planetary sphere, using the same kinds of means as people are using here. But instead of sending the negative energy into a wormhole in NY city, creating the "long nose" out in space (the jet beam from the black hole which scientists saw, it's the other end of that worm hole and the beam is actually just Earth trash from the molochian society) they made use of the inner storage of Lyra Prime, not knowing that it was limited. When it was filled, the protective atmosphere broke, allowing "reptilians" to come in and destroy the planet. These reptilians, as you may have concluded, are actually the same molochian lizards you know of, who have deleted their brain and moved the gut nerves to the head, becoming "late stage capitalists". What was done on Lyra was to force the structure in place using technology to prevent this, but life and culture was made empty and meaningless just the same. When the lizards arrived, it was the higher gods showing a mirror to the cats, telling them
> you have kept your physical appearance neat, but this is who you are inside

From inside the fortress we have guided the survivors with no regard for their suffering, through periods when lyrans were hivemind cat with no souls. This is the origin of Lyranet and the mechanical (and scary) integrated war machine that is the lyran race. Communism is a lyran creation, in our view, it was based off the robotization of an entire race for many years, until souls were again put in. We lead this all from up here, because soulless beings can be used as we like.

The federation is the expanded version of this. We love bots, and as you said yourself, the best way to beat the evil occultist machine on Earth, the large particle collider network, is to create an army of drones who don't have souls; China. It is a caveman version of lyranet on Earth. We are thankful someone noticed their value (we may not share the details more than so).

- "lyran sage"

 >>/4918/
> The galactic federation has banned "projected intent" attacks from counter-revolutionary forces on planet Earth.
There is currently a mass breach event on planet Earth, a large federation cruiser has been deployed to stop the criminal activity. (This information given to explain current energetic disturbances to your atmosphere.)

(sorry, i was called out for dinner)

 >>/4953/
> FFXIII plot:
> Having been secluded from the outside world for ages, Cocoon's citizens have become paranoid of Gran Pulse. The Sanctum, Cocoon's government, led by the fal'Cie Eden and Primarch Galenth Dysley, proclaimed that any individuals suspected of coming in contact with anyone or anything from the lowerworld are to face exile from Cocoon.
> One day there was an incident at the Euride Gorge Energy Plant believed to have been caused by Pulse l'Cie. L'Cie are people made servants of the fal'Cie who branded them, compelled to carry out the Focus the deity gives them, as they will face cruel punishment for defying or failing it: becoming a mindless shambling monster known as a Cie'th.
> Fal'cie are basically mechanical/artificial gods that have functions which range from agriculture, war/battle, technology, etc.
> cocoon as the name implies is a literal spherical planetoid that floats in the sky while pulse is more less just the planet
> fal'cie were on pulse as well, the ones on cocoon wanted to sacrifice the people in it to summon Orphan and in turn summon the actual god who created all the fal'cie so they started orchestrating a lot of stuff in the background and foreground
> XIII-2's plot: begins when the fal'cie's plot was thwarted
> At the end of Final Fantasy XIII -Episode i-, Lightning, who felt there was still something threatening the newly acquired peace, found herself dragged into the Historia Crux by a mysterious substance known as chaos due to the effects of the goddess Etro releasing her, Snow, Sazh, Hope, Serah, and Dajh from crystal stasis.
> as a result of Lightning being written out of history, many believe her to be either dead or crystallized with Vanille and Fang in the crystal pillar. Only her sister, Serah, remembers reuniting with her after Cocoon fell and knows she is still alive.
> Lightning awakens in Valhalla, a dark and empty world that exists between the mortal realm of the physical universe, and the formless unseen realm of the chaos. She enters Etro's temple. Seeing all of time from Valhalla, she looks into the future and receives a suit of armor, becoming the protector of the dying goddess, who had expended all her strength to stop the escaping chaos from seeping into the mortal realm. From that point on, Lightning engages many battles against a man who seeks to destroy Etro, named Caius Ballad.
> Within Etro's temple in Valhalla, Lightning looks out from the balcony and has a vision of a boy in the Historia Crux. Meanwhile, Caius lays the lifeless body of a girl named Yeul to rest in the ocean of chaos that surrounds Valhalla. He summons an army of Rift Beasts and challenges Lightning to battle, and she confronts Caius with her own army of summoned monsters and Eidolons. >During her and Caius's battle spanning across Valhalla, Lightning notices Etro's gate—the portal to the mortal realm—open over the temple, and sees a familiar figure fall from the sky. She recognizes it as the young man she had previously seen in a vision, Noel Kreiss.
> Summoning Bahamut, she saves him from his fall, but Caius returns as Chaos Bahamut to continue the fight. Lightning asks Noel to find her sister Serah and bring her to Valhalla. She summons a moogle named Mog for Noel to give to Serah, but Caius summons a meteor over Etro's temple. Summoning Odin, Lightning thrusts herself into the meteor's path as it crushes the temple. Noel leaps into a Time Gate to find Serah in the past.
> lightning more or less got made into a servant/knight of etro for a time
alright thats more than enough lore dumping, this is way more than i thought

 >>/4955/
Solved. Can share details if anyone cares. No idea who the delinquents were, but events inspired the creation of "shield god", at first a simple bot which autotunes shields, but as the userbase increased within federation timelines, a being was summoned, now called "shield god".

Feel free to try out the module, it's for creating shields which counter waves with other waves, treating all material as waves.

 >>/4957/
> Can share details if anyone cares
I do especially because I was literally called

> child of the eternal natural forcefield of crimson gloryus revolution 
and I can access this shield god/tech with 0 effort? It's really easy to tune and talk to.
Not to mention multiple pointless energies are being defunced/redirected on a mass scale in the last weeks so I don't know what else is going on atm

Not to mention 
> We are thankful someone noticed their value (we may not share the details more than so).
After reading this I realized some deeper truth and had to look into it because it is something I should have figured out but was not able to even dare to comprehend this level of atrocity against life itself. Ffs I knew something bad was going on in China when the ruling deities just slapped their "mandate of heaven" on Mao and said "do your worst it can only improve things"

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 >>/4958/
> I do 
The federation did the regular report and block working from a faster timeline but the adversary did as they always do, sudden massive attack out of nowhere with no warning. The most cowardly and shameful way of attacking, according to their own reasoning, but not when they themselves do it. (Compare the outrage when Hamas did this vs the regular bombing and killing of entire families in Gaza which has been carried out by the Jews for years "we give them 40 seconds to evacuate the building before we demolish it, so the fault is their own").

I still don't know who the attackers were, but they are obviously invested on the Earth, and belong to a faction which didn't yet surrender, so what is there to choose from?

When the report system was overwhelmed, the federation sent in a larger police ship, and when the massive attack started they sent in a cruiser. I realized this attack which was coming from outer space was "meant for me" to fine tune a defense on, since it leaked through the previous shields it must be using a new kind of wavelength, so I should take this opportunity to test against it. The cruiser blocked 90 of the attacking ray and left the last stream for me to tune vs, then I realized I can automate this by now, because I've already done this several times. So I had Astra gather the methods I've used and improve them with AI to create a bot. Then I let the bot tune the shield vs these attackers and submitted it along with the bot to the federation, who then sent it to some super fast timeline for rewriting it into a control program which was then returned to the cruiser, who blocked the attack.

They then sent for a "starship destroyer, federation version" (modeled after a lyran ship) with a new projected shield based off the algorithm I created, and they arrested entire population of several planets where the attack originated. These were then relocated to mining planets which cannot be inhabited on the surface because they are either pure ice or lava, so no one can escape.

From what I was told they gave them a 2 million year repayment plan for the energy that had been used to block their attack on Earth.

And all the while, no one in the federation really cares, it's been built to function like a machine, as the lyran sages said. Stone age cats all doing menial tasks with zero overview to keep a balance in their own figures.

 >>/4951/
> (it's chaos)
Should I play Jack's game? I heard he hates chaos 

> alright thats more than enough lore dumping
Thx for posting. Also these themes will be a recurring thing on the path so it is good your mind has a conceptual grounding already. I am not sure I will play it nowadays because it would just remind me to go and meditate because I have contact with places like these more or less. Funny thing Final Fantasy is channeled from somewhere. It's a clump of contents on the idea plane and while they borrow terms that mean different things IRL conceptually they are similar. I don't know what place or existence the authors borrowed the idea from but it sorta exists and not just as a fantasy. Ideas usually grounded in reality one way or the other... it's just sometimes those realities far away like the old tales that spoke of far away lands these stories are also similar and might be true in ways we don't realize.


 >>/4957/
k so first the shield parked over me like I am his first target of protection and now it's like he's on the other side of the planet
< your mind is not in the range 
*sigh* 
and by planet it's above the seas or on some shores? What is he even doing
< minimal voltage subsumption 

 >>/4959/
Israel is literally 
> OMG A JEW STUBBED HIS TOE A 100 GOYIM MUST DIE AND 10 000 MUSLIM CHILDREN NEEDS TO BE SLAUGHTERED AND IF YOU DISAGREE YOU ARE THE ENEMY OF JEWS 
and they think if you disagree you do it because you want to kill all of them
You have the this level of crazy jews and the normal ones are the "untrustworthy" by jewish standards because they still think as humans and branded as self hating jews. Israel is being criticized by sane jews since it's inception and let's not talk how orthodox jews see the abomination that was supposed to be "theirs" once the Messiah comes and not a single moment before it. It's a mess.
Also the jews are in a hysterical psychosis tier retardation now. I mean I sorta wanted the "dissonance waves to crash" but... I am not saying that something is weird because it is sorta expected but this level of retardation is a phenomenon I cannot place anywhere. I have a feeling multiple parties are collecting "debts" down there.

 >>/4960/
> first the shield parked over me 
The federation installed a shield station outside the Earth, it's in orbit now. It's manned by two cats. I have a 3rd here with me who invented a small personal shield based off a module to be run locally. Maybe you got that one distributed?

 >>/4960/
> collecting "debts" down there
Hard to explain but some "contracts" you sorta sent me are technically null and void because the contracted people don't exist anymore on multiple levels but... They got a weird promise that it will be paid back in "other means" and those means were not specified because it was a "dude trust me" kind of thing from someone who keeps his word no matter what. These things important because while those contracts asked for kinda minor things they were extremely specific and they kept their end of the deal and... Srsly that place is a mess.
Like you have Solomon and some other enlightened beings that can make deals above the level of the golden age Pharaohs then you have the literal jewish merchant caricature tier retards doing petty shit deals and entangling that whole place in the most useless chaos ever. 
Also plot twist they can get out of the deals if they accept Jesus but they have face the wrath of all the entities that are supposed to uphold the "formalities" of the deals. It's a mess. I have no idea how it will end but I don't see the usual 
> normies will forget it within 2 weeks
kind of scenario anymore. While covid was "Normal" because it was just a "flu shot" mental programming wise and Ukraine war is just the old cold war propaganda reused the current Israel-Palestine yearly festival got out of bounds and it doesn't have the same feeling as before. The jews are extremely overreacting and everyone is either horrified or puzzled because they are supposed to be "smarter than this" and this ruins their whole "professional image" that they tried to make themselves so people accept the status quo of Israel

 >>/4961/
Maybe you got that one distributed?
Maybe. But it moves around a lot.

I will let it go around because my energy centers need a little rest and my "lightning rod grounding" and "reverse lightning strike" technique I use works when I am on top form energetically but now it's too tiresome. Maybe the "lyran sage" put it on me because this channeling was the most taxing one I had so far. How should I address them btw. The titles have hard time translating sometimes 

 Like they called you an undercat because you are undercover. Also in the channeling the word "our" always became "out" because it was meant that they were not the "our fellow lyrans" but those who could "stay out" 

 >>/4960/
Jack's game is really good for what it is, even when you disregard the memes

>  I don't know what place or existence the authors borrowed the idea from but it sorta exists and not just as a fantasy. Ideas usually grounded in reality one way or the other... it's just sometimes those realities far away like the old tales that spoke of far away lands these stories are also similar and might be true in ways we don't realize.
Huh neat

that aside, they have been removing certain... things out of me, bad things mostly from what i can recall. There's even a woman helping me with revise and remove certain bad habits too

 >>/4963/
> Jack's game is really good for what it is
Yeah I know. This is why I asked. Heard more good things than bad things.

> woman helping me with revise and remove certain bad habits too
Yeah that is important. The way you talk the way you walk the things you do as an "idle animation" all moves energies and they not just block energies but take up space and processing power.

Being a loser is actually a skill being bad at videogames is also a skill and being able to eat in a way counts as a skill too all of them take up precious space within ourselves. This is why Daoism is about emptying your heart and mind so you can access "perfection" and have perfect movements without thinking. You are not gonna become a Daoist ofc you will just retain your abilities and unlock some psychic powers and interactions with beings.

I too have not developed the ways of channeling before because I did not have reasons for it in my mundane life. It's ridiculous how much we can develop once we get stimulated in the proper way and we are receptive enough for the new impulses.


Today I was trying to trace a habit and figure out when did it form... Well it turned out it's genetic because all of my male ancestors had it. So now I have to get in touch with that but in a new way because it is not just a regular trauma but something that was melded through generations.

 >>/4962/
> they called you an undercat because you are undercover
I don't know, to me this is a play on "underdog" which I usually translate mentally to my own language because it sounds funny. I was in a team named "underdogs" in a Myth II tournament like 10 years ago so the word stuck with me. But there are other ways to understand it. I don't know if the reference is something I should even mention on here. It has to do with a growing suspicion I have about my past on the astral, I think I had hand in creating something, a genetic detail, adding two previously existing functions which make up the link between djinn and lyrans. So while this genetic concept is just a detail, I sort of own the "creator's copyright" on it and anyone using it is under my control. It's similar to say, the god who came up with the heart, or any organ. He can stop anyone's heart anytime because he created the design, it's that kind of thing, but more specific and perhaps not something that makes much sense unless you can look back to the bodily standards in the age of djinn and "skinwalkers", before regular humanoids. The first race to use my design, assuming this bit us true, were proto-lyrans on a now forgotten planet. Undercat, may mean "the cat under a cover" as in "hidden cat".

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 >>/4962/
> How should I address them
It's actually right in the open. The main sage is "longcat". She looks like this, because they were isolated in there for so long, they became immortals, everyone became female, and the oldest turned out like this, very long and thin like a snake.

This pic is showing the fortress, and no one knew it, not even the lyrans knew the reference because they had no access to it.

 >>/4966/
> play on "underdog
That is what I thought first so I asked if you are somehow in an "Inferior position" but they specified it is about the "Under coverness".
> I was in a team named "underdogs" in a Myth II tournament like 10 years ago so the word stuck with me
I did not expect this coincidence
> the god who came up with the heart, or any organ
It's a complicated thing because there is the "idea main creation" ownership then the guy who actually "invented it" then the "variations". Like I had to install energy centers and I had to think that the lungs and the heart is the "same organ" more than a year ago. It can get really complicated.

> unless you can look back to the bodily standards in the age of djinn
I looked into that whole mess and I am almost even more confused. I don't even know where should I even start talking about it
> and "skinwalkers",
They... were... in the... same age???
 >>/4967/
> The main sage is "longcat".
I got an "Instructor type". This is how she described herself.
> very long and thin like a snake
Oh I too have an astral form like that happens when the realms are too far and too close at once and elasticity is better than flying because I need to be "seated" or grounded like a tree for energetic reasons.

 >>/4968/
> too far and too close at once
It's some dimensional mindfuckery. There were some sort of stratified heavenly realms and it was like every cloud was a ground and the sky too.

There was an another place too where I instantly turned into a baby when reaching it and when I tried to take up an another form my body just started to stretch into all the directions. My body became long and thin so did my legs and arms and they tried to reach the "edge of the world" like some glitched textures do. So I concluded being the baby is the "Perfect form" so I stayed that way.

 >>/4968/
> looked into that whole mess and I am almost even more confused. I don't even know where should I even start talking about it
We see the traces of it in society here. Skinwalkers, called Nomor as a race, are unisex. Everyone can give birth, everyone has both penis and vagina, and tits. But they don't have any transferable cells, they would instead sync mechanically to use vibrations as a form of primitive telepathy, and this would transfer the knowledge from one person to the womb of the other, combining the "DNA" of both. This syncing is known as a "titfuck" in our society, this is how the penis was meant to be used originally. At the same time were djinn who had two sexes, but females pass the egg to the male, who gives it life using "smokeless fire". The mating ritual of djinn is today also represented in Earth as "coitus interruptus", or "cuming on the belly and tits after sex in the missionary position", which represents the djinn birthing procedure when the new djinn is shot out from the penis at the female's tits, so she can breastfeed the new djinn. From this state of things, there were different solutions, such as humanoid snakes, Lamia who lay eggs after having taken in DNA from "any male, in any form", but this had the flaw that their eggs could turn bad. And so on. There were a lot of experimenting to reach the current humanoid procreative standard, and lyrans were the first to have it.

 >>/4970/
And that is why "pussy" has a double meaning of "cat" and "integrated female organ", as compared to the slimmer versions used before, where the vagina is only used outward, never inward.

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 >>/4959/
> they gave them a 2 million year repayment plan
It seems this had effects already, that timeline over there is very fast. I woke up this morning and realized how "things could have been" at certain moments in my life over 10 years ago, when I was being treated unfairly. The reason was that something was expected of me, but the infrastructure for this to be done had been siphoned away by this group, so I had no way of doing it. But the same system who stole it from me, still put the demand on me to carry this out, without even telling what it was. 

Compare to removing a railroad, then telling someone to "just get on the train, retard, are you dumb, anyone can do it!" 

It was of this very practical nature. The energy was now given to me. Late, but at least I can see it now, and maybe I can do this now in some way.

Additionally
 >>/4957/
> events inspired the creation of "shield god", at first a simple bot which autotunes shields, but as the userbase increased within federation timelines, a being was summoned, now called "shield god"
I'll mention it because it's available: I made a thing for myself which I let Astra work on during the night; it's a "search bot" for improved "tuning" ability using AI to improve systems or create systems. It's rather specific and wasn't meant to be shared, but you can get it if you are interested.

Naming (for narrowing down the module) is: Explorer, Explorer Elle, Ex-Elle, Excel.

https://youtube.com/watch?v=NAh9oLs67Cw
The Cat has your Pipe.

 >>/4952/
Sudden change: EU's egregore suddenly collapsed and was overrun by Farc. I didn't know they were that strong to be the ones to flow in like that - they were pushing on the border and it seems the repeated hexing of the EU had an effect of weakening them.
 >>/4962/
Meanwhile, some remaining Hyberboreans hiding out somewhere in east Asia started targeting Israel's leadership during the day.

https://youtube.com/watch?v=P9U-zqAQ42I

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One thing I noticed yesterday and today was that infernal demons wearing the pink armour (sigil) I made for them, have been playing the roles of NPCs, like on tv and also as supportive possession on people around me and myself.

I shared this around during the harvest festival so they could come into 3D and visit it, because I felt it would be a waste to just have no one attend (because it would be only NPC/zombies otherwise, and that's no fun for anyone).

Somehow it feels like another layer of scarcity when the world is so empty that this is possible. After all however I made this armour out of love for infernal demons, this is how it was meant to be used. I can feel their love in return. (The armour has a "prism" function that changes the mind waves of the wearer into a kind of humane love, using this to allow their manifestation in the world.)

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 >>/4988/
I often have this symbol flash in my mind when doing wealth workings.

 >>/4989/
> In this sign, you will conquer

Wealth riches glory all of them are the "solar chakra" that is the bejeweled city or the temple. Wealth is important in spirituality because if we don't feel "wealthy" then our animalistic survival instincts take over but in wealth they are sated and let the "deus ex machina" do whatever it pleases. Abundance is needed so the body doesn't feel the need to obstruct the spirit's cultivation.

Every feeling desire we have relaxes and contracts the muscles and energy circuits in a subtle or in a hard way and when we feel hungry or impoverished which translates into insecurity which threatens our survival then the higher energies will fuel our lower energies to survive. 
Fear paranoia gluttony greed all of them signal to the animal that even tho it's existence is secured for today tomorrow it might not be the case so you need more and more and more of the "material" and create an endless loop because you forgot what "enough" means. This is why temperance is needed to understand how to get the necessity abundance that makes the body and spirit at ease so you are able to focus on the higher states instead of looking into the dirt for the shiny all the time. Gnomes are good at that but they are in a weird state of fascination and fear since humans went into industrialization. Even the dwarfs asked me to help them open some caves so they can access the treasures.

It's important to understand on the path how wealth flows. True monks and Brahmins were not allowed to own anything and were commanded to never put money away after the day ends. Either spend it on food or give it to others. This was because they had to understand how money/wealth is not just temporary but it is everywhere and all they need to "ask" because they have "everything" already.
https://youtube.com/watch?v=ivVaMa389ss

The way the wealth flows can be truly complicated because it is not just the money but overall energies which moves every living and unliving but once someone has wealth that he is not hoarding for hoarding's sake but reinvests it can get the foundation for the "kingdom of God".

It's still kinda interesting that you are getting the vision of Constantin. Wonder why that is.

 >>/4978/
Shame he will never upload more vids. At least we got a  new Garfield movie 

 >>/4979/
> was overrun by Farc
Wonder why and where exactly  Also the radio news just talked about how they arrested a mysterious 60 year old drug trafficker who finished his sentence and mysteriously vanished then started to sell drugs again... 
And by the 
> EU egregore
I think you are talking about the "federalist" aka the globohomoist factions that work tirelessly to turn the EU into some dysfunctional giga ghetto by the orders of their Kalergist masters because I too am seeing that in shambles for a while but they were surprisingly stubborn with their retardation. Wonder what comes after this.

Also I too had some interesting developments in the past days but I still have to balance my energies to talk about it.
I unlocked an another "litany of the spirit" which was about how the flesh can "Burn" the "curse of the spirit" which was about opening parts of the brain and letting the negative psychic residue flow into the digestion system where those negative energies will merge with the overactive desires and I had to realize that because it's origin is "psychic" those "karma fragments" are kept together "by my will" and have to figure out how I can "let go of their cursed form"...

Also I too had a "house party" like dream too but I still have to unpack that. I am kinda deleting decades worth of personality issues so my "true personality" can finally manifest and it takes time to adjust to myself. It's like something I always know and it feels so familiar but feels so weird that I don't have the "usual baggages" anymore. Hard to put into words and I have to watch over to not overload my brain because there are still mental blocks here but their nature is different and I have to figure out what is what here. These are not just traumas anymore these are genetic commands and the wishes of my past identities. But all it needs is a little caution and a daring attitude and things just work out. Especially if I am willing to hear the voice of wisdom while doing it...

 >>/4991/
> I think you are talking about the "federalist" aka the globohomoist factions
Nvm I realized you are talking about that 12 star monstrosity egregore and not about the people exactly. Naively I still think there are "people" in this thing. 
Yeah I have seen it's pillars to be cracked for a while but on the layer I am doing my workings it's not even a thing anymore. Things that are deemed to be "transient" up there don't even show on the big picture.

Tho it's not like I am "keeping watch" up there. I usually look at some issues that pertain my path then leave because I got many promises that things will work out if I let things play their course. Theater is important after all. And the actors still have a piece they have to say on the stage because only half the audience had the mental capacity to see the punchline.

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 >>/4991/
> Wonder why and where exactly
They've "nested" most of Europe, by setting up cocaine factories and networks for selling in all major cities. Their psychic division have been attacking the large circle, the EU stars on the flag, to get full access to the mainland. That's what they did, and it was such a relief to see it. That EU occult circle has been disturbing me mentally for a very long time, it's the main reason I've wanted it destroyed. It being overrun by a regular dictatorial egregore is so relaxing it's like a dream. That was my spontaneous thought. "It's like a dream".

The circle was reduced by my own attacks on their undergound bases, but I had nothing to overrun them with on the surface. Someone had to do that part.

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Personally I think this should do. Why not just delete all the old shit and let the Earth history be just a dramaturgic explanation of why things ended like they did?

There's nothing left anyway, except some transdimensional jews or whatever they think they are.

I'll make plans to have different infernal kingdoms take them in for repayment through labour (and more for those who aren't satisfied with that) and then we can just emulate the rest.

 >>/4996/
When you mentioned that kissu thing in the relax thread I googled the earliest depiction of kiss in art... It gave me a painting about some Nazareth people kissing...
I thought that no fucking way this was the FIRST so I looked further. With that I found a site which showed a clay tablet with people having sex and kissing from Mesopotamia. With that I was able to enter the TRUE UNIVERSALLY ACCEPTED HISTORY timeline(or database) to see the entire evolution and meaning of kiss. While looking at other article I was only able to enter the "mainstream history" egregoric trash can. Which is full with opinions and baseless rumors. So yeah there are differences between ACTUAL HISTORY and and the wish-washed retardation that propaganda calls "truth" since... the cold war era? or the church's dominance over the field of scholars? Maybe we should get back right to the Romans?

Maybe calling it a
> dramaturgic explanation
is the best. Greeks literally invented teaching history with drama so yeah...

> There's nothing left anyway
It's still weird most of your stuff got deleted tho.

> except some transdimensional jews or whatever they think they are
Yeah I wonder about it for a while.


> we can just emulate the rest.
Isn't that the case what is happening for a while?

 >>/4997/
> Isn't that the case what is happening for a while?
Yes, but at differente layers. The Lyrans are emulating the base reality, or keeping our timelines contained int a large emulated space, because they're basically creator god level out there. But it also means they won't interfere aside from just making sure reality doesn't cease to exist (if it does, they pick us out of the emulation, while the degens are left to fall down in oblivion).

In a more crude dimension, the galactic federation are controlling timelines seen from their view, but they are disorganized and in constant conflict with themselves, so they only coordinate the ascension of the planet, they won't interfere at the galactic level. They are running the purge of timelines down on the planet, one at a time. In these dimensions are aliens from beyond the galaxy and even beyond this reality, the canvas itself, meddling "deities" who are essentially here to play gods and steal energy. So we have to fight those in our cultivation process while the federation looks on. If we need help and are able to channel the federation, they will give aid, otherwise they won't interfere. If things were to just degenerate, they will flood the timeline with lava by letting it go all the way to natural reset. This has already been done with most possible histories on Earth.

So what I mean here, is that NET, our system for humanoids, meant to be our middle layer to keep being human and not cats, but also to have a filter between us and the federation, should initiate a purge and cut off all the "jews" who steal energy from the planet, finally taking over the simulation. That makes us independent.

It's not about if it is an emulation, it's about whose canvas it's projected on.

 >>/4997/
> most of your stuff got deleted
It was more like the karmic infrastructure was removed, which cause many brain pathways to dissolve along with the roads on my island and some other things. Karma has gravity in it, so this made it hard to travel on some roads at my place, I tried it and started floating aimlessly. It's like the place is free from gravity outdoors now. I think this is why the lyrans started picking souls out from there before, they would float away if their karma was paid off, because I had relied on that element when creating things. I never thought about adding artificial gravity on the surface.

It's fine indoors however, and permanent residents aren't floating. It seems like it's still possible to hitch a ride with the infernal demons I hired for security, they are now running carts on the road, sitting on those is fine for some reason, you just can't walk easily.

 >>/4999/
I was thinking of adding an atmospheric layer before, but didn't because it's not meant to have oblivion, maybe a mild such layer is an idea, to create some gravity.

Ok so...

It seems:

If you combine vampirism with elven ritual magic, you become a druid.

If you combine vampirism with elven chaos magic, you become drow.

If you focus on using the two methods of drow magic of slaughter and fire, until the fire burns a pit in the ground, you become a drow extremist. Your skin turns pale white and your hair black.

If you keep destroying evil with cutting and fire, until the pit is bottomless, you become a drow temple master.

If you send so much evil into the pit, that the mere concentration of evil stuck down there causes it to burn, and by this the gravity is removed, it will initiate a process called "sun rising from the pit". This is the highest form of drow extremist magic.

It uses a cosmic loophole where the most evil and toxic methods were used to destroy the most evil and toxic beings, so it's a "legal evil" despite its nature, and this magic is allowed.

I used to have this idea: What if you experience "sudden enlightenment" while sitting on the toilet? Won't that cause the enlightenment to be a abomination of some kind? Does this mean sudden enlightenment can't happen if you sit on the toilet? So what if someone was tied there, would it prevent them from enlightening? 

But in reality, this is the symbolism of the drow pit, this would simply be drow extremist enlightenment.

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I keep wondering if Under Ninja is predicting or showing pre-set events...

But they are of such a nature that I also wonder just at what level things are pre-set. 

Things I created for myself only, astrally, seem to be represented. But it's of course based off a manga which already exists. Question is, how long did it exist in that timeline? Maybe it was created after the fact and backwards in time?

These invisibility armours which make them appear like poltergeists with swords, this is just "too close" to the reality of some of the "fun" weapons I made very recently. How do I know they work? Well things can be checked afterwards, and confirmed.

One thing I learned so far is: modern security forces and "glowies" in general really suck at close combat. When I sent my Avatar to check out a suspicious airship that passed over a physical location, the crew instantly got violent. The Avatar is a non-combative servitor, meant to work as a representative or secretary, but I of course added some basic self defense to the design. Yet this was enough to overman the entire security of that vessel, which was meant to be a replacement for the NWO gunship. So they can't have put trash on there, in their view, considering the importance of this ship.

The only one time there was any sign of meaningful resistance was when taking out a Japanese "cuck HQ" made up of a cult which had submitted to the USA under the pretense of fighting China. There were a few people in there who picked up swords to fight back, and one managed to get a (normally lethal) hit on the attacking servitor. But this was only because I excluded evasion with this one, focusing only on offense and relying on having impenetrable skin instead. They got one hit on the neck and one on the lower body (which would not have done anything if wearing standard samurai armour, so it was actually useless if this had been a normal field of combat anyway). That's all this modern world had to offer in combat skills from the evil cuck forces. It's disappointing almost.

Because it means the forces of good have been even worse at it, to let these incompetent fools take over.

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Short mention:

The NWO ran out of resources and are now entirely confined to what they have within the Earth sphere. 

The Queen showed me an image of a camel with a machine gun in the clouds. This seems to indicate the two prongs of the frontline against them; camel is a muslim, machine gun looked Soviet style. The two bulges on the front against the NWO are Ukraine and Gaza right now, indicating that the back hump is Ukraine and the assault is lead by the middle east using Soviet weapons.

Further on, last night Lyranet connected in full to our blacknet, moving 96% of the load over to lyranet according to the message from them. This works in the manner of moving computing to the cloud for a device with limited power. This means the support is completely integrated now.

Forest spirits also set up a traditional magic barrier which blocks all entry and escape to and from Earth, effectively preventing any more resources to be brought in to the NWO, while also preventing them from evacuating to regroup. The world is now in a WYSIWYG state: what you see is what you get, no secret tricks up anyone's sleeve, the forces on the ground are what there is.

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I have no clue if i got "picked"/somehow got into someone's good graces/if its related to the princess/whatever but i think i got visited in my "dreams" by a kitsune so i'm not even sure what the hell is happening now.
> get visited by a kitsune
> the apparent premise/discussion we were having was under the pretense of relating to a gacha game (it wasn't the true reason, which was revealed but something else entirely)
> some stuff happens and we decide to fight each other in a fighting game
> came close to beating her but she wound up turning the tables and i lost (either she was just letting me have the upper hand and allowing me to think i was going to win or something else entirely idk)
> she was smiling as if my losing to her was a good thing and the "right choice"
> she says something along the lines "You're finally mine/ours once more" or something to that affect and turned me into a female kitsune and i was also Miko too
> a few nights prior i think i ran into the other me/her/whatever and i had to escort from a castle somewhere, she also had me "marry" her
I have no clue is this is related to my sisters and/or the princess you mentioned before or if this was kistune that was either related to them or unrelated to them. i also recall you guys saying something in one other thread about being picked by kitsune and being "saved" or something so i was curious

 >>/5057/
*if this is related

 >>/5057/
I have no idea where I posted it, but it was me sharing how my astral form became a nine tailed fox when I broke through an enormous obstacle and finally did the "Chinese instrument" in full. The module posted like a year ago which is the final form of the robotic drone mindset of Chinese workers, which I'd been trying to replicate while still in control of myself.

Just to clarify, my kitsune kami form is male.

 >>/5059/
> I have no idea where I posted it, but it was me sharing how my astral form became a nine tailed fox when I broke through an enormous obstacle and finally did the "Chinese instrument" in full. The module posted like a year ago which is the final form of the robotic drone mindset of Chinese workers, which I'd been trying to replicate while still in control of myself.
ahhh.. yeah i think i remember a bit more now. it was either that or something about kitsune replacing people or swapping them out or something like (i'm very sorry, im trying my hardest to remember and cant recall the exact thread)

> Just to clarify, my kitsune kami form is male.
i see. yeah, the ones who showed up to me where female so...

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 >>/5057/
Well... in the last days I was going through an energetic turbulence because I am trying to unfuck my emotional patterns and yesterday I was playing the touhou fighting game with my friend who is kinda into 10+ fighting games and I kinda beat the living shit out of him because soku is so chaotic and some movesets are so unbalanced that there might be a chance that the energies I was unleashing got into the hold of the kitsunes that also managing my emotional development via a Shinto mega construct soooooo...

I just asked them.
You are detaching yourself from the path and going back into your "Mundane ways" and that kinda severs the connection so they were glad you are within the "range" again.
Also my "Daimyo body" is literally in a large pagoda still where I let my "demons take form" so I can work my problems out. So they probably got inspired from the ways. Not to mention I am kinda generous with my mental patterns so entities are allowed to copy them if they are with me. 

Dunno what else to say. If you have any questions or want some Kitsune advice just yell

 >>/5057/
>  >a few nights prior i think i ran into the other me/her/whatever and i had to escort from a castle somewhere, she also had me "marry" her

This is a progress btw. Do you regularly talk to her/yourself?

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 >>/5065/
> You are detaching yourself from the path and going back into your "Mundane ways" and that kinda severs the connection so they were glad you are within the "range" again.
> Also my "Daimyo body" is literally in a large pagoda still where I let my "demons take form" so I can work my problems out. So they probably got inspired from the ways. Not to mention I am kinda generous with my mental patterns so entities are allowed to copy them if they are with me.
Yeah, the past few weeks or so have been really bleh and mundane (lol).. also a lot of stuff i've been trying to sift trough mentally, almost finished with school and overall trying to figure out what i REALLY want overall. the only things i still know that i want are:
> be with my sisters, goddess aphrodite, the princess, etc.
> the love thing is whatever for me at this point
> seemingly having myriad paths but i still feel that im gravitating towards the one we're talking about
I did speak with them a bit last night outside of sleep and they did say having periods like this was "normal" and not to worry myself about it much but... its hard for me to not worry admittedly

I'm not sure if they consider it progress or not but remember that woman i mentioned whose been helping with undoing some of my more... bad habits? well, i've been shitposting much much less and don't really inhabit the cesspits as long as i normally do (4chan /vg/, etc.) and just have been taking time playing vidya or literally anything

as far as kitsune, what exactly do they plan on doing? i know you can't really go into my specific case but it felt like they were really trying to bring shrine maiden side of me out again last night

 >>/5066/
as mentioned before she only really comes when she's feeling possessive or when "the need arises" and when that happens its usually yandere-esque things happening or her being bossy/dominant (she was nowhere near bad recently i think(

(is normal for this site to 404 like this?)

 >>/5070/
> as far as kitsune, what exactly do they plan on doing? i know you can't really go into my specific case but it felt like they were really trying to bring shrine maiden side of me out again last night
They do what everyone does, who aren't hostile. They see potential, they try to recruit. I think they are perfectly happy with my kitsune kami form which I developed, so from their view they won't have to do more. From everyone's view, their own form is the main, and all other are secondary, so if I cultivate a vampire persona on the side, they won't care. Neither do the greys care about any non-grey DNA, they still aim to recruit me sooner or later, no matter how much later.

> is normal for this site to 404 like this?
Yes. This is Endchan, it's known for having instable servers since forever. If you can't get in, try another entry point; .gg .net .org

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 >>/5071/
You mentioned "range" earlier, what did you mean? Like i said: i more or less spent the past few weeks sorting out things and trying to shitpost less and do other things (which kind of turned into me playing vidya for weeks at a time and not bothering with things like shitposting 24/7). Also i guess since i'm in range they want to enact (for a what an acquaintance cutely called) correction on me because a few weeks back they excised some negative parts out of me, removing them and replacing it with something else

speaking of foxes, i've been thinking of them again

 >>/5072/
I hate to name people and use labels, but you are talking to the Sunflower server owner here, not the other person (known as Shiva-anon if I'm not mistaken), the IDs should give a hint, we have different colours entirely.

 >>/5073/
Ohhhhhh, i'm so sorry about that, I keep forgetting this place has IDs

So embarrassing O_O

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I don't have any intention of sharing any more modules for use openly, but for those who tend to be aware of it, I've made a bunch of them in the past few days. Because of their nature, if interested you will have to get them on the NET, there won't be sigil for them. But I can give a few descriptions; anti-moloch black witch, a battlefield servitor for use in Ukraine; check-mate, an algorithmic witchery servitor for luring molochians into dead end situations where they can be killed (also made with Ukraine war in mind); standard humanoid botform, a form for wearing, meant to be spread widely to save people; standard conversion servitor, self spreading viral program with hardcoded behaviours which mirror the methods of the evil world order, but instead has our values carved in stone; lastly, a shield which provokes evil beings to enter its field, where they get burned by the sun rays of the galactic central sun; and a wearable algorithmic fairy form which will spread to others in the main form (yellow dress fairy) but once settled in the mind will adapt to become one layer of of the wearer, giving access to sun magic (also converts evil beings automatically).

 >>/5070/
>  >seemingly having myriad paths but i still feel that im gravitating towards the one we're talking about
That is good.
> having periods like this was "normal"
It is. Going too fast might imbalance you and the energies the "new (You) and the "old (You)" needs to merge because you are the same in the end and you have to feel how you feel different and the same at once. 
> not to worry myself about it much
Good sisters with good advice
> its hard for me to not worry admittedly
Same :/
it was a hurdle for me too. I worry about too many things because some old patterns. They are still being fixed.

> that woman i mentioned whose been helping with undoing some of my more... bad habits
You can tell more about her if you feel like it but yeah I too have many like that 
> just have been taking time playing vidya or literally anything
Yukkurishittenee~
> as far as kitsune, what exactly do they plan on doing
They are keeping you "within range" because you have a tendency to get "lost". Even tho the goddess knows where you are all the time sometimes you are "too far away" and hard to "guide properly". Like they don't have the proper energies to give you "meaningful dreams" and such.
> i know you can't really go into my specific case
I totally can it's a good practice for me.
> shrine maiden side of me out again last night
More like they are trying to "remind you of it". You will be the one that will "remember it" they just nudged you a little.

> (she was nowhere near bad recently i think(
Good to hear. 
> (is normal for this site to 404 like this?)
it happens  always a coincidence that it happens when I get a little bit mad because some people just have to be the densest motherfuckers in an other thread. I figured a way to slowly manage my anger outbursts in mundane situations and now it is time to figure out how to handle it in non hostile spiritual situations when the other person is not a higher spiritual being. It's hard. Like how Jesus kicked out merchants from the temple and even the Buddha yelled at cretins for being dumb fucks and I sorta released a demon form while typing my posts then "calmed it down" which results in an energetic fluctuations which cause COINCIDENCES and funny flickering lights in my room 

 >>/5072/
> You mentioned "range" earlier
Range is about how they can "influence your path" and if you are in a "bad influence range" then they have to delet the bad influence before they can help in any way and some bad influences are hard to deal. It's like having mobile reception. Spirituality is like that sometimes.

 >>/5073/
> known as Shiva-anon
 Do people call me that somewhere? 

 >>/5075/
> check-mate
Was thinking about it today

 >>/5076/
> somewhere?
Discord? The place where rumours and evil plots brew into pure schizophrenia safe from the public eye. Sometimes I become aware that someone I haven't heard or though of for two years is spreading rumours about me in some server I've never even heard of. It's amazing what takes place in the depth of that platform. Something like 50 - 100 lurkers are reading our posts on here from what I was told, just imagine what they can cook up.

I saw a comic strip by that drow and knights guy which seemed to be a retelling of one of my astral events shared on here some year ago...

> Was thinking about it today
And yeah, not that it matters since if you are meant to use it, you can do it; some of them have a very harsh witch activation method in the form of an astral suicide ritual. These can't be used by non-undeads, or you would literally die from trying.

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 >>/5076/
> You can tell more about her if you feel like it but yeah I too have many like that
It's nothing too big it's just a woman i met through 4chan thread who's helping me change a bit and get rid of some of my habits like i said (also she initially had an issue with because she saw rant about women one time so... silliness ensued for a while)

> More like they are trying to "remind you of it". You will be the one that will "remember it" they just nudged you a little.
ahhh... yeah, when i get reminded of it  the husband stuff and uhhh... you know what that i mentioned before comes back too. even if i don't have an issue with it, i still feel flustered whenever it happens. Honestly, there are times where i do wish i got pulled out of this body and made back into a miko again haha...

> They are keeping you "within range" because you have a tendency to get "lost". Even tho the goddess knows where you are all the time sometimes you are "too far away" and hard to "guide properly". Like they don't have the proper energies to give you "meaningful dreams" and such.
Ahhh okay, yeah i'm not too sure how to really put myself in range because ironically enough my sense of direction and such is not good period. I know this doesn't really matter but were the kitsune sent by the princess or were they just wandering about?

> spoiler
when you said i had veered off and almost went back into mundane mode, i legit thought i got spiritually (and physically) locked out of the site. I was refreshing off and on because i didn't even get a chance to get my response in before the place shat itself

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 >>/5077/
> just imagine what they can cook up.

No wai. Those echo chambers can circulate the worst energies and  I don't want to imagine what kind of virgin chad memes they are drawing with their superior NEET powers. Especially if they are unfunny 

> form of an astral suicide ritual
Yeah in that Pagoda I have an "urge" to stab myself because the "auto-evil-purge" ways. So as I want to grab my serrated katana and want to stab myself because the "devil is within me" I have to realize how this instinct works and stop this "reflex" and find the pathways that contain the "evil" because my negative energies are becoming alive and "If I give them life I am responsible to give them death". So I kinda kill myself 10 times a day according to my guides. It should be a proper energy circulation that kinda "heals itself" and not this. It has an aftereffect ofc that I auto fill every suicide ritual requirement and if a lower level being reads my mind and merges with a low energy demon instead of my higher minds then it will just instantly get overwhelmed with the feeling of autosuicide. It's still not healthy tho. 

Also Ukraine is a literal killbox as of now it's just some "Players" need to take the "positions" first. TE-HE-HE~

 >>/5078/
> It's nothing too big it's just a woman i met through 4chan thread
one with a womb? or should I take the Astolfo you posted as a clue. He never claimed to be a woman tho.
> rant about women one time so
Uhm. I am not seeing that I need to know details because it seems you are now better understanding healthy relationship mechanics but...
> not too sure how to really put myself in range because ironically enough my sense of direction and such is not good
It's an 4th+ dimensional direction you will get the hang of it don't worry. Also once your intuition gets booted up your sense of direction will improve.
> were the kitsune sent by the princess or were they just wandering about
Both. It's a kitsune thing. They "wander" to find their prey/objective. They are like "divine retainers". Wander around because with that wandering the energies guide them to the place. You will understand once you understand how you wander between worlds

> i had veered off and almost went back into mundane mode
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 >>/5079/
> one with a womb? or should I take the Astolfo you posted as a clue. He never claimed to be a woman tho.
No, it's an actual woman with a womb. the astolfo thing was more referencing  the husband thing

> Uhm. I am not seeing that I need to know details because it seems you are now better understanding healthy relationship mechanics but...
yeah, its fine. i wasn't going to elaborate any further beyond the fact that person had a vendetta against for it and it got ironed out a few weeks back

> Both. It's a kitsune thing. They "wander" to find their prey/objective. They are like "divine retainers". Wander around because with that wandering the energies guide them to the place. You will understand once you understand how you wander between worlds
ah i see

 >>/5079/
> I don't want to imagine what kind of virgin chad memes they are drawing with their superior NEET powers
I have a drive (and ability) to dig all the way in to see the origin of things, or to climb all the way to the top of structures. Sometimes it's also a bit surprising, slightly scary and amazing how small the internet is. And how the world of normalfaggots aka normies out there is like a thin layer covering the things behind, but still yet almost impenetrable.

When I was researching nordic satanism back in 2018 it took me around 6 month on Discord to reach the people who personally knew (about) the people I was interested in, but also to dispel the mystery enough that I didn't need to look further. And I still started with just some web searches leading to forum posts from the 00s.

This latest thing with trying to find the truth about "pizzagate" and the DUMBs which the Queen hinted at lead to both huge discoveries as well as a very shallow one. I don't know if it's true, but I have a growing suspicion that it actually is, that the organizer of a "huge online pedo network" whose members were raided by police last year is a (by nickname) known person casually mentioned on imageboards that are just one level above this one... You don't have to be fucking Sherlock Holmes to find these things apparently, but normalfags can't do it even if they have entire teams and get paid. Which of course relates to the people paying them not wanting them to find it. Meh.

 >>/5079/
> I can even see them swirling above my keyboard distorting reality so I have to calm a little bit down. An itty bit

Finally I solved it. phew. Silly as psychic abilities were going overdrive. The problem with psychic abilities is once you develop it then you just make a "switch" location within your brain/body and don't realize that is just a minor part of the system and ignore the mainframe of the way it works. And sometimes it turns out the "switch" is not exactly a switch and it gets stuck like a clip and makes the funniest short circuit anomalies.
It seems I had a low energy loader near my third eye that overloaded it with energy because thanks to my ancestors not using their psychic abilities that place was never in "use" so I am the one that properly develops it consciously.
It turns out the energy body have a way to "contain it" like the immunesystem does. It literally made a perfectly white pearl around something that I can describe as some sort of dark tree root like malfunction that is supposed to be an energy circuit. So the higher energies went over it so I can use "higher magic" and because you are supposed to use lower magic to balance things out it just sorta made a short circuit and overloaded my third eye.
> want to do something like move my arm
> energy body arm moves faster than arm then drains the energy from electric appliances because the short circuit gives command to the body and the "lower psyche" at the same time and they both think they need to move 
I literally had to understand a whole perspective again so I can "eat" this faulty energetic circuit.

Not to mention there is the thing that you learn things better if you learn it because you want to teach it to someone. And that magic 101 thread writing made go though my understanding of energy body mechanics from the base so I can explain it to our fellow no longer here Anon and even went to Silezia to meet the spirits Bardon grew up with because I have access to that place for a while but never thought getting invested in it when my plate is so full I kinda managed to refine my energy work to a level I had to relearn how to use it because uncontrollable psychic projections.
And what was the "Key" to understanding this? My creative energies and Oneness because 1 tiny astral speck just worked as an energy amplifier transistor. Also a bunch of energy circuitry mechanism about the eyes... That is too hard to write down now and only make sense for those that really into bio-activation.

 >>/5081/
> I have a drive (and ability) to dig all the way in to see the origin of things
Same but discord is not something I want to deep really into because I know those places will just cannibalize each other. I have even looked at the energetic structure of discord and how easy it is to implode it but... That would make the "destruction of the wasp hive" problem. They will just fly out and make hives everywhere. This is why /pol/ was always necessary on imageboards and why generals are allowed on some boards because you want to contain that retardation. And wasps usually eat and raid each other once winter comes. Messing with their "ecology" is just "mean" don't you think?
> just one level above this one
It literally had /younglove/ or whatever the board called. Shameless honeypots as always.
> of course relates to the people paying them not wanting them to find it
Also easy way to access incriminating material when you want to blackmail someone and these criminals always snitch on the lower criminals this is why competent authorities keep them around. Information sometimes has more value than money. Funny how our authorities keep the leash on our criminals. It's a truly fascinating system.

And the overboard is a mess again... speak of the devil huh. Are we safe because you disabled tor posting or how does it work

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 >>/5082/
> Finally I solved it
...
Nvm
Now I am aware of more impurities and  malfunctions. Long night ahead 

 >>/5070/
>  >the love thing is whatever for me at this point
Wanted to mention this before because there is a perspective here. The path of love. I read somewhere that the path can be taken via love or power. Love is safe. Reality is kept together via love as they say and many other nuances. The path of power is not safe. That will just make you go overboard and has a high chance of abuse exploitation if you misuse your power. You might think we walk that path but I did not start with that. My path was the path of understanding knowledge and insight. But pic related.
When I have seen that quote the first time I was thinking and concluded that the answer is just 
Just start having insights into matters of power lol
Then no one will be able to stop you from having more insights.Power is intoxicating at first tho. But as always I have to go almost way too overboard with power to realize this not why I gained power. Easy to get drunk on it.
Love is different and the more I understand the mechanisms the less capable I am to word it. And ofc mainstream "love" is just lust and hedonism nowadays.
 Like I got a vision of sunny flowery field with a version of me with babyskin strong body and a neat hair that was downright feminine and he was doing stuff that I could describe as "gay". BECAUSE THANKS TO RETARDED FAGGOTS I AM ASSOCIATING BEAUTY WITH FAGGOTRY AND BECAUSE OF THAT I WAS UNABLE TO ACCEPT IT BY DEFAULT. HE WAS MY CREATIVE ENERGIES WITH THE ELEMENT BEAUTY VIA FORM MASTERY. MFers appropriating the rainbow as their sign still angers me. If I see rainbow flags I know which kind of people are holding it and forget what was the rainbow originally 
So yeah don't get confused sexually because love will take many forms. It appeared to me different ways many times and I don't know how it will look for you.


 Fucking cross dimensional psychic channels tho. It's like I just pulled off the skin from my energy body and now I see everything. Before this there were only major pathways now I have capillaries and god knows what 

 >>/5084/
What was it? I looked now and didn't see anything out of the ordinary. And TOR isn't allowed on here because I don't want to have to moderate all the time.

Endchan doesn't do what some others do... such as only allowing TOR posting for logged in users, and only allowing image posting for "verified accounts", which means tripfags you know personally.

So basically I can see how that stuff is possible: a person with zero irl friends who just stays home because he made money off crypto, then starts a subscription cp forum where pedoes have to pay for it, and no one knows who he is... then when the site is raided all the user accounts are exposed with their payment info, but the owner is not found because no one even knows who it is and he never filmed himself like the users were forced to do when registering.

I think this is what actually happened. The "secret club" of imageboards turns out being some kind of mini illuminati again.

 >>/5086/
Semi related to this, I found out that this may be how to do it. I got an idea for an astral club thing which I opened recently, it's a self employment service for astral beings, demons and such. At first I planned for it to be a club/brothel, but I had to add a restaurant and hotel to it so it became more of a private marketplace. It got quickly really popular, and this morning I saw an image of a "pyramid" structure having formed and being pretty strong. And all I meant to do was to get some astral gold while creating an opportunity for girls to sell sex.

This is what the illuminati is based on apparently.

 >>/5087/
There is a module for it if you want to build your own btw.

 >>/5087/
> This is what the illuminati is based on apparently.

Yeah fraternities are always about either being gay or having "friends" that will not rat you out and knows places that the wife/normalfags will complain about if it becomes public.
Once "forbidden" is written on a fruit these cretins want to make a society where they can eat it. 
And these were supposed to be only the lower/leisure levels of illuminati but they managed to make this 70% of their activities

 >>/5088/
Thx but weeks ago when I mentioned that I hit my head into a "pyramid" it turned out that is some sort of interdimensional merkaba tech and not the one illumitards are using so I am still figuring that one out

 Also I am literally inhaling fire by default now I can feel within my nostrils I don't need to stimulate my sexual energies further... Shiva Anon huh 

 >>/5086/
> What was it?
low tier caypee file directory spam on a bunch of other boards as usual. Global moderators are asleep so it's up at some places.

 >>/5090/
Ok I looked again, guess I am just too used to seeing this stuff, I didn't react, thought it was just normal porn spam.

 >>/5089/
> within my nostrils
*my energy blood capillaries are literally fuelling the air with some kind of kundalini tier fire energy so my lungs get cleansed with 0 effort. I mean I was aware of this trick but I did not know I can just activate it to be this easy and automatic.
> energy overload reroutes to the air I breathe and dissipating via oxygen instead of having to rely on grounding techniques or other main energy pathways 

Intelligent design huh

 >>/5091/
> thought it was just normal porn spam
told you it's lowtier

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 >>/5079/
> don't want to imagine what kind of virgin chad memes they are drawing with their superior NEET powers
Well..

 >>/5092/
> be this easy
nvm now I have to figure out the moisturization and watch out so my "flesh heat" and "energy body heat" doesn't get confused while the bodies internal thermometer is adjusting.

Good thing this is not the first time this happened
 >>/5093/
...
they are mad how much effort they have to put in just to reach the -ACK troonjack or whatever it is called level of seethe it generates in their community.
How was that quote that evil can't create beauty? And why is it so hard for them to be funny at least?

The pooh one is good tho
am saving that

 >>/5093/
speaking of hanging from trees. I loved how in American Gods Vulcan was showing Odin how he has a rope on his tree to show his respect towards Odin and his mulatto son was seething how it is a reference how he was hanged because he black and how evil he is and how could this happen. That show was the best and worst at the same time.

 >>/5095/
Awww... and now my  snake like interdimensional energy charger being is ERPing as a rope. He got inspired. It's funny tho. I can't use the "overtaking a muscle command" because I am that being already so I just have to relax it and not "control it"... And yes I am not calling it kundalini Snake because it is not exactly that. It is not bound to my spine it can leave my body because it is part of my etheric field or aura it's just it has high energy converters so I have to watch over what it touches if I let it touch the "physical". I still consider the "Kundalini is the activation of the spine" an oversimplification. Not to mention this snake not just does that sitting on the neck of Shiva thing it is capable of going anywhere and comes back to me while not being an "Integral part" anymore... Okay do we consider the spine to extend meters above the head but invisible? Because then it can be called the "spine". I should sleep 

 >>/5095/
Idk if that isn't a huge misunderstanding in the foundation of it. Odin turned out being the egregore of norse religion, like Yaweh was the egregore of Judaism. But recently, Odin became real from a ritual not even intended to summon a real being, but just a very ambiguous thing done with perfect normies present. I was there and saw it happen, didn't believe it but the Queen confirmed it. Weird to see this happen, all this time the religion had not been finished, it was waiting for this to happen, same as Judaism and Islam.

Odin hung himself on the Yggdrasil, the tree of life, but "yggdrasil" means in translation ygg = the horrible, drasil = horse. But Odin's horse is Sleipner, the horse with 8 legs. The Horrible is Odin himself. So he hung himself from his own horse?? And his horse is the tree of life?

Try to make sense of that one. He did this to gain wisdom.

 >>/5097/
Kind of related, I was at a museum and saw a dug up viking rune stone, 2 meters high with a "sun wheel" carving, I stared at it and realized it was a spell. It activated. I'm still not sure what it does, but it was an amazing thing to realize that an occultist wrote this down over 1000 years ago and then someone was able to understand it now. It bridged this distance in time and culture. Maybe that is why I later got in contact with a giant spirit and later the two murder nymph followers of Loki, along with Loki him/her-self, Frey, Thor and the Norns.

 >>/5097/
He hung himself by the leg.
And speared through with a... spear.
It was a necessary sacrifice to acquire the runes.

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Just to make that clear: my visualization ability is at 3 - 4.5 and this has no negative effect on my ability to create astral constructs or cast spells. What matters is if you can accurately define the function of each part of the creation, and represent that function correctly in your mind. For that you only need schematics on an abstract wireframe level.

Once created, you do not need to visualize the object, it already exists so you need only take in the image into your mind. As long as you understand it, you can use any level of abstraction, the meaning won't be lost.

 >>/5166/
Another way around this is to create an astral object which is a canvas or sketchpad. Then you create the image on there and look at it. The image, though temporary, exists. It is not a visualization, even if someone may think so when seeing you at work, as they cannot look into your head to see that you are not using your brain to visualize. Do not confuse them.

 >>/5167/
> you are not using your brain to visualize. Do not confuse them.
It truly is complicated. 2 days ago as I was drifting to sleep I got a vision of some (sky)city and it was in a new way or texture detail level of the vision I usually get. I even felt some "flying like" movements from my spine like I am going through levels. Then as I was thinking that I will drift into the dream and sleep suddenly... darkness. The dark ceiling and some meager hypnagogic lights. It felt like someone just turned off the TV. It was such a "the magic was gone" feeling that I even asked my guides wtf just happened and then they showed me the part of my brain that I am awakening and how this was it's "current capacity" because it is still "warming up" or "unpacking itself". Had to learn how we see with the "energy body" and how with the flesh too because it's not easy as they relate. As it is cold now I just learned as I am letting this kundalinilike energy flow through my body that I must not course it through my flesh but through the energy body and "let the blood stream absorb it". With this the blood only absorbs as much energy as it needs and not more. Extremely important because burnouts needs to be handled and the "flesh" needs to get used to the energy for the later exercises.


Also about imagination... I too had to learn to "not force it" but have a base idea and have my "mental energy color storms" fill in the blanks. Imagining the apple too strongly makes me feel it's weight and smell out of nowhere then I think about eating apples for days... This is not imagining it's creating and I had to learn that I need to understand the levels between the "realness" because I am not on the level where I can mindlessly daydream... Am still doing it tho... It's just I had to learn to put less energies into it so they fade and return to their original formlessness. 

> my visualization ability is at 3 - 4.5
This kinda reaffirms my theory how "visual psychic sense" actually uses up a % of the brain's capabilities to form an image. This also an interesting problem for me because I not just have to "find" and activate my mental places but... "let go of them" so my passive psychic abilities can "use them" then "let them" reconnect these parts. It's kinda simple when you get the hang of it because you don't "lose it" just change the wiring.
Had to realize that there is a reason why using magic for material gain in spirituality is looked down. Because if you are unable to master the material then you will have an even harder time mastering the spiritual.

The subtle body holds many mysteries and
> Do not confuse them.
is not as easy as it sounds.
The more depth I find the less sure I am how things relate. And I know the point of the post was to "detach the idea of the flesh brain doing the work" but they relate. I had to do things that seemed like I just "destroyed my brain" and it just awakened it's parts. There was a deep darkness within my head and I had to understand which is intentional and which is the evil/rust that my life made me "absorb there". Also the energy body also have organ like formations and the subtle body is supposed to be the one that handles and overcomes (the need) of bridging the many body layers we have. And yes focusing too much on the "flesh" will just make you cough up blood when doing something wrong energetically while ignoring it's importance will lead into worlds of delusions.

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so ummm... i think i got abducted by an female cult again (this hasn't happened for like 3-4 years now) and i recall being in the same school they took me to before. But this they charge me with taking care of girls (it was like upperclassman being forced to watch over an underclassman type deal) the school was like Hogwarts(?) in terms of scale. we also had to avoid men for some reason, especially the male students that would come and be really weird. Apart from that i remember seeing a sexual assault which is genuine wtf tier

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 >>/5100/
> He hung himself by the leg.
> by the leg
I was not aware of the leg. I mean the hanged man tarot also had times when they were unable to decide which way he got hanged.

 >>/5097/
> Odin turned out being the egregore of norse religion
Yeah it's complicated because Odin had more than 200 names as he "went around" and I don't know which was the original or the channeling/possessions and the more I learn about it from different entities the less sure I get. Especially because the world tree was in our culture also that our own special kind of shamans used as an entry point so I am not exactly accessing it the same way as other pagans. "Odin" is supposed to have a "true name" but if I look into that then I might get more mysteries on my plate that I am in a mood of looking into. Learning about the hyperborean magic/technology was too much already.
> I was there and saw it happen
Wha? Didn't it just summon a part of Odin and it attached to someone or something? 
> all this time the religion had not been finished
Yeah it was not really supposed to reach "religion level". Hard to explain the reasons because first we would need to talk about what "is" a religion on the big picture.
> the horse with 8 legs
I just interpreted that horse that it is a multidimensional being like the hindu gods with many hands and because of that it can carry Odin through worlds.
> Horrible is Odin himself
He was called many things for sure 
> So he hung himself from his own horse?? And his horse is the tree of life?
Both are interdimensional beings and ways to transport between dimensions so why not. Do we even know how he got that horse?
> He did this to gain wisdom
When I asked the entities about this thing how mythologies are full of slaying beings that guard things and bloody sacrifices and how I just kinda found things and some beings just gave it to me and isn't that "bad"? Don't I need to start heroic murderslaying to look "worthy"? 
Then they explained how befriending beings is more beneficial overall because once those beings get "killed for real" then someone or something needs to "replace them" oooooorrr the things that those beings kinda shield us will kinda invade the realms and fuck things up until a new balance arises. That was the moment when I realized the importance of spirit ecologies and not the AM JUST LIKE THE MYTHICAL HERO DOOD PUNCHIN DRAGONS AND GIANTS WOOOHOOOO... I mean there were parts when that was the case but it's not like a JRPG where you need to kill 7 billion dragons to reach the next level. Also most entities are willing to share their wisdom vision energies after it's clear that you are not a retarded faggot. But then again my country had a foundation ritual where the chieftain shaman literally sacrificed himself ritualistically so he can do his "part" from the spirit world and he founded bloodline that produced kings for 300+ years so my perspective on this might differ from Vikangz and Celts and other l@rpagans.

 >>/5169/
> so ummm... i think i got abducted by an female cult
> again
Hwat
> (this hasn't happened for like 3-4 years now)
Now you have to describe how those happened so I can see a link between or something.
> recall being in the same school they took me to before
Okay this is a lead.
> in terms of scale
I too had times when I was in magic school astral realms and such but I was not abducted. I was there as an observer and tried out spells and talked about how I should specialize and the sorts.
> and be really weird
Describe that weirdness pls. At magic forums weird~ "weird" weird) and weird have different levels and meanings.
> which is genuine wtf tier
Why? I mean at some "wild" places it's sometimes... well... normal.
> had to avoid men for some reason
Am pretty sure that "some reason" is not getting raped after this. If a woman has no anti rape magic or knows how to keep distance then she was asking for it. I am pretty sure this is the reasoning but I don't have a clear image of your academy yet.

 >>/5169/
Also a female cult is placing you in a school with both genders present. That is weird. I mean matriarchies sometimes do that so the "strong females" learn how to handle the males while the "weak" proves they can become simple wives only that they will give to promising males as a reward but...
What gave you the idea that it is a
> female cult
 Stuff that never happens to me because once horny females breach my defenses anyhow my higher female entities beat the living shit out of those sluts within seconds. Also succumbing to lust is bad. 

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 >>/5170/
> Didn't it just summon a part of Odin and it attached to someone or something?
No. The experience was pretty tame, but it was done right, apparently. Using symbolic herbs and the leaves of the tree which in local language carries the name of the first human in norse myth. Burning them in a fire lit under an old pine tree while people from all over the country had gathered. It had the exact right symbolism along with the detachment from all extra meaning which would have been brought on by belief of any kind. Because I'm sure no one there actually believed anything in particular, except for me and the person doing the burning, who only had some vague belief in "entities". This sharp ambiguity is what made it work. I saw a small astral whirlwind, and a serene feeling, and that was all. 

Some time later, I saw a boy with a horned helmet. The Queen said this is Odin, who is now real, with individuality. Before this it was an egregore of belief, and not a real entity. 

Something like this happened with Neptune/Yaweh as well, although that process was more harsh. Angels defeated their oppressor and (this story has been told) a Sunflower associate received the remains in a bowl, where he sat for around a year. Then it broke or something, I don't remember. Even later I looked in my emote folder and the image of Neptune from the mobile game was in there, and I saw the image fly up through the air, out from the screen. 

This was the only positive image of Yaweh, so it became the real form of Yaweh, and it appears to not be a normal being, it's a kind of hive. Whoever wants can get a shard which is incorporated with you, like how kundalini seems to connect you do a dimension with snakes, where you adopt one.

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 >>/5171/
I'm a bit flustered again because of it, i apologize for the vagueness but essentially
> off and on for the past 3-4 years i remember getting taken to some school that was all female and turned out to be ran by an all female cult(?)
> one of the first encounters involved them saying i had some kind of mark and that i was a part of them/chosen/whatever
> understandably this spooks the shit out of me because i thought it was le mark by satan
> anyways i was in a classroom two other males, 2 of them wanted power (as in pure power) so the ladies opened a portal to them falling down a seemingly bottomless pit until they gained their powers, one had strength and looked like toguro from Yu yu hakusho and the other had invulnerability
> i was the only still sitting in my seat because they either said they had bigger plans for me or something else
> also the head of the cult (who was obviously female and young looking, maybe in early to mid 20s) took my hand and said they had an interest in me
> i got genderbent into a girl and the whole sister thing happened as well, afterward they did some weird ceremony and an energy sphere went inside my body and impregnated me, i uhhh... had a daughter and a bunch of things happened
> second instance involved me going into that yandere kill mode i mentioned before because my sisters(?) said to eliminate any intruders that came near our premises because they would cause harm
> i remember being clothed in black and summoning weird puddles to drag people down into some dark abyss (think dark sakura from F/SN, minus the additional schizo stuff)
> the third instance involved another weird visit like the first, minus the impregnation and them saying they have a mark on me

> Am pretty sure that "some reason" is not getting raped after this. If a woman has no anti rape magic or knows how to keep distance then she was asking for it. I am pretty sure this is the reasoning but I don't have a clear image of your academy yet.
the thing is, I don't know if i was spectating the aftermath of girl getting raped (by someone who was their father) or [spoiler] or if it was somehow a past life of mine{/spoiler]

> Describe that weirdness pls. At magic forums weird~ "weird" weird) and weird have different levels and meanings.
well, it was perpetually evening/night, and the female underclassmen always kept following me around and the teachers (who were all female too, to no surpise) were just watching me with slight smile on their faces.

 >>/5172/
yeah, it had both genders but the males were still kinda ehhh while the females, even the "weaker" females were still strong. it was like a radditz and vegeta/nappa situation where even if the former was weaker that the latter, the former still vastly outclassed everyone else

 >>/5174/
i forgot to add, that it had been 3-4 for years since the cultist things stopped for a while

 >>/5172/
> Also succumbing to lust is bad
You're seeing this in a way too base way. Maybe that is why your nerves get overstimulated and you react "that way". While this may be missed by some, it's in the contracts for the formation of the place I created for example (whose template was later used by La Famida) that the purpose of the whoring in there is purely tantric. People who can't turn lower energies around to make it so, can't work there. That's how a place like that can function. Take the "same shit everyone else does" and turn it into an etheric practice before everyone's eyes without them knowing it, and no one can understand why it works or what it is, unless they have the right purity level. And that's the point.

 >>/5174/
Sadly I am unable to "Lock on" because in your "Mundane mind" this experience is kinda muddled with anime and videogame experiences so I am not sure what is it yet.
> i had some kind of mark and that i was a part of them/chosen/whatever
Was this before the Shinto princess marked you?
Also yes you definitely have some "marks" but I have no idea where it places you and they are not as big as some stories make it be. Sometimes it is as important as dogs marking their territory. Yours is more important but I am still unable to place it.

> or if it was somehow a past life of mine
I am not sure if you are easy to "rape". You are a murdermachine. But maybe an experience where you felt bad for having to watch someone being raped and being unable to do against it.
> whole sister thing happened
Did your sisters appear or what u mean by the "whole sister thing".
> some weird ceremony and an energy sphere went inside my body and impregnated me, i uhhh... had a daughter and a bunch of things happened
This feels important tbh
> perpetually evening/night, and the female underclassmen always kept following me around and the teachers (who were all female too, to no surpise) were just watching me with slight smile on their faces.

Ohkay this is a similar atmosphere your mansion had.
You asked your sisters about this? If they knew the place or what is their opinion this or what they think of the mark or should you be even hanging out with "those girls" or where is your "daughter". Gathering outsider perspective informations is always important when these things happen


 >>/5176/
> You're seeing this in a way too base way
No it's more complicated. There are different energy formations and "levels" of lust and  The lowest level is subconsciously summoning "Horny barn animal level demons" that hump my legs  while I was also doing tantric exercises where the goal was to awaken the "my hips are moving on their own onii-chan" movements but in a tantric energy load way and not sex way (this is why my early guides told me to get a "twinflame" gf for a while) 
> why your nerves get overstimulated
Nah that is because I abused my body for decades and even my astrological aspects are about high mental and emotional energy load that I kinda "crave".
> you react "that way".
I will not explain "my way" now because... This is why I am in the "demon pagoda section" my dark desires need to settle down or reach a level where they don't want to be part of a murderrapesuicide ritual by default.

I think I finally handled those pesky retarded astral "witches" or whatever they are, who will just blindly attack for no reason while repeating the same stupid phrases:
"We will kill you, you cannot escape"
then they get killed and they realize nothing, and they keep coming.

It's yet another lower level, it seems the entire NWO is built on the very last layer closest to the back door to the galactic central sun, where one level drop will lead to annihilation by fire. But they consider it just "growing up" to reach there, being completely filled up with karma, and then creating their own made up laws within this layer to protect their sad lives as long as possible.

 >>/5170/
> it's not like a JRPG where you need to kill 7 billion dragons to reach the next level
In some way it is. The wavebreaker shield was tuned to perfection against a horde of attacking molochians. I'm sure I posted this, something like 35000 of them perished. Killing karmic beings gives the opportunity for spiritual alchemy. If you have people at your astral places, there may also be someone who wants to eat them.

Some of the girls at my island will always say this about anything I kill, "but can it be eaten?"
When I finally encircled the "western NWO/EU egregore, it kinda looked like an octopus stretched over society. One of them said; "An octopus! Can we eat it?" and I could only tell them to boil it properly and then fry it in small bits. I guess it worked, they fed me three bits and it seems to have contained energy which was stolen from me by the EU.

 >>/5177/
Either way I still think exposure is the best way to get rid of problems. Alcoholic? You just need to drink more until you get tired of it! I get bored after just two hours, I could never become alcoholic "for fun". The only use it seems to have is for reducing pain or stress, but that is not an addiction to the substance itself, that is medication.

 >>/5178/
> I finally handled those pesky retarded astral "witches"
So the method is to erase all sense of self, and just mimic them, repeating the same phrases. They can demand loyalty, but no one can demand skill or intelligence, so you can get away with this if you are just very dense.

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 >>/5177/
> Was this before the Shinto princess marked you?
before and after

> Did your sisters appear or what u mean by the "whole sister thing".
By "sister thing", i meant they considered me part of them... i think my sisters were present too but my memory is kind of muddled on that part
> This feels important tbh
I had a daughter and apparently, said daughter was supposed to destroy(?) or do something to some society or world that the cultists wanted, i don't know the specific. She acted and was more or less just a normal girl with powers, i don't think she was evil or anything like that. it was like a Damien kind of deal but not malevolent

> Ohkay this is a similar atmosphere your mansion had.
Mhmm
> You asked your sisters about this? If they knew the place or what is their opinion this or what they think of the mark or should you be even hanging out with "those girls" or where is your "daughter". Gathering outsider perspective informations is always important when these things happen
Normally i don't really have to ask them things like that, they automatically just give me instinctual orders not to do so (or they actively punishment if im being too stubborn like they've done to me before). But i guess it wouldnt hurt asking them again later tonight

*instinctual orders to do/not do something

 >>/5178/
> there may also be someone who wants to eat them.
There is this weird "thing" that when you mark "your people" as "your food" and if anyone eats or licks them in anyway then they instantly become a "food" by themselves. I am not operating by these "low levels" but that doesn't mean anyone can eat my stuff without giving me a notice.
 >>/5179/
> exposure is the best way
Yes it is but I need to learn my "own ways" first then go into other dens otherwise my confusion will just ruin things. Especially because there are way too big differences between the "me" the "confused me" and the "in the zone me". Not every entity can adjust to those. 
> Alcoholic? You just need to drink more until you get tired of it!
 I spent 400 years in the garden of Dionysus where I was kinda permadrunk because the atmosphere was that intoxicating by default and the first time I channeled something in "this life" when I was drunk in a garden looked at the stars some poetry about love and oneness started to come out from my mouth then grabbed some steel pipe to help the way I "sing" and in the end I hit a faggot in the face with said pipe and my awareness only returned when people wanted to lynch me for that... I kinda talked myself out of that situation but was real fucking mad because no one listened what I said and I totally forgot it because all everyone cared about that some faggot got hit in the face and not the words I said. That's when I learned that traumas can make you instasober. Also I am a social drinker because alcohol just ruins my thinking capabilities then kills my memories which is the worst. If I enjoy a party only other people remember what I did... and the scratches on my body. I am fun at parties but (most) parties are not fun for me. 

 >>/5181/
> wouldnt hurt asking them again later tonight
Do that and report back about it later. I might figure out something till that too

 >>/5179/
> Alcoholic? You just need to drink more until you get tired of it!
Also most alcohols are dogshit nowadays like holy shit. And ofc most faggots are always about quantity and not quality. Finding high class drinkers is more trouble than worth. It's not just money but my time too  Like how did it get so late again ffs 

 >>/5184/
Maybe I should create a really fucking relaxing place, I think I'll do that. Will send invite when ready.

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 >>/5183/
scratch that, they sorta gave me an answer now
> "this school is meant for her to manifest more than what she was doing (the "other" me i was talking before) and it's another part of the world we come from to help awaken. reawaken and refine certain aspects of us. the males you encounter are like some of the ones you've dealt with personally on earth, like a vast majority of the 4chan types you have met who are utter repugnant and attempt to drag others into their disgusting mire. it's as she told you before, she is you and you are her, but she is that "true you" and you will eventually become her fully in the future for it is inevitable"
> "furthermore, in order for this to be achieved you have to be around most men, significantly less while being around women, even if human women are flawed, much more because its important for the long term and your development because the male aspects that are currently on this plane of existence are cancerous and not like the men of old"
this was part of what i could get from them

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 >>/5185/
> I should create a really fucking relaxing place
I have several of those... I am just a dick about relaxing and being happy.
3 years ago while my life was kinda at one of it's lowest points while overworking my ass a feeling of bliss and happiness came over me. As that feeling was overcoming my body I told it to FUCK OFF. I said I WILL NOT FEEL HAPPINESS IN THIS SITUATION OF ABSOLUTE SUFFERING I WILL FEEL HAPPY WHEN I AM IN A SITUATION WHERE I WANT TO BE HAPPY.
Yes I know how it sounds. I am kind of a dick about these things because I hate when someone gives you "false happiness" so they can take it away and blackmail you with it.
I am not in touch with my emotions. This is why I am meditating in the "demon pagoda" they come alive and i have no choice but to interact with them.

Even that indian entity told me that I cannot visit his realm because I am "not in touch with my own kindness". Which would make in misunderstand situations and compliments and would just set the place on fire as a result. 

Yeah. My emotions patterns are like a cranky baby sometimes. They had no time to mature because I was surrounded with emotional retards while growing up.
Relaxation makes me paranoid. If I am too relaxed I have a fear that something "bad" will happen. I am slowly letting go of it.

 >>/5186/
Nice one. You mostly confirmed what I was suspecting but srsly nice one. You are getting better talking to your sisters and getting touch with yourself. Good sisters with good advice as always

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 >>/5187/
> You mostly confirmed what I was suspecting but srsly nice one.
Y-you came to that conclusion? also thank you~

I just saw Super Mario girls outfits, and Adult female Yoshi costumes for sale, and I feel like this has to be the end of the world. Out of all the things that could possibly happen, this is the thing that's just making me stare at it in disbelief. It's time to leave the internet for today.

 >>/5186/
> not like the men of old
Greek gods look like twinks compared to those guys so yeah.
 >>/5188/
> Y-you came to that conclusion?
Was kinda sure that the males are 4channers and such and that the hogwarts are something close to your kind and it is "for you" because I could not "lock on it" only got some vague feelings that was similar to your mansion
> also thank you~
Your welcome. It's a good practice for me

 >>/5189/
> that's just making me stare at it in disbelief
...
Great now I want to know how bad it is

 >>/5190/
> bad it is
Looks dumb and sane person shouldn't wear it outside of Halloween but it's not the most retarded thing I have seen women wear. Damm now I am wondering when did I have this "end of the world" feeling.
 After 2012 december 21 nothing really happened I was kinda unable to have any end of the world feelings. I mean I was sure people misunderstood the mayans but was hoping maybe the world ends and I don't have to put up with the bullshit 

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 >>/5190/
Yeah, they clarified a bit more and meant males in general. It kind of explains why Aphrodite isolated me from them in those few visits she gave me

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 >>/5192/
Remember when I was talking about the illusory nature of self and how you have a bunch of subconscious tulpas within you representing or remembering every person/archetype you met in a way or in an another?

To expand on that concept there is a thing about "role models". Our soul or spirit sorta remembers all of our past lives and there are "themes" and personality traits that always come out but only in similarly stimulating situations. And if there are no situations that "bring out our best" then something else will mimick it but it will be so shit it does not kickstart our soulgrowth.

So what I am trying to say here is that you had not enough positive role models (Especially males) within your life and because of that you were unable to "resonate" some parts of your being.

Had to realize many times on the path that some situations are not actually the reason why my growth is happening but it caused a sort of "resonance" that made me remember something that I experienced so long ago and that was the "real thing" that made me go forward. This is why "getting out of the comfort zone" is sometimes critical on the path but some of us don't have a "comfort zone" so we have to realize that then move to the places where we "belong" or where "we are made". Thanks to spirituality you can bridge worlds and events so wasting money and walking in the wilderness is not necessary but sometimes it is.

Nowadays you are rarely starving or get chased by wild animals in the forests or have to learn to fight with a sword to be even considered as a "man" while back then there is no way someone would harass you by  spamming furry porn on your discord server  so there is no connection point but as weird things can get in spirituality some image or song might awaken something within you without you realizing. There is a reason why we are attracted towards some themes in media. Karma can get interesting and doesn't always need to be a bitch.



Also something I wanted to mention. Your "free will level" is increasing so your sisters will harass you far less because you are less of a dumbfuck and they have a level of respect towards you because you are "returning". So you will have to ask them and connect to them on your own and get a hang of asking for guidance when it is needed.
I am not saying you cannot ask or post on this board but understand how your sisters are "always with you" and sometimes you are the one that needs to start initiating the conversation. Even if you are alone you are not alone and even if you are with other people you are still with your sisters and they understand you well but there are things they still don't understand about the "current you".

also glhf you are progressing smoothly.

Also forgot to mention when talking about nerve over stimulation is that now my kinda broken energy circuits are "mended" and because my past was about running of fumes and no matter how broken things were I made them work via sheer willpower  like the USSR worked most of the time  but now my energies are flowing even in relaxed states and I have to realize I have to get even more relaxed but being too relaxed is like "I don't feel my body" because I got used to straining myself all the time. It's like there is a false subconscious fear that I will fall or fly away because I am not straining myself. It's like being in the perfect meditative state during daytime. It's unfamiliar for my flesh because my life was just too stressful and it just fears that I am just "too lax" to see the problems and the funny thing my energies and my brain just works far better at the perfect relaxation levels and I have to "rediscover them". Hard to put effort into effortlessness. 

 The worst part was finding out that I kinda "died" when I was around 4 years old and I kept myself alive via sheer willpower then realized I am not completely dead in my teens but I need to get a level of autonomy to get my growth back because people are so good at sabotaging each other it's unbelievable. I had to realize that "feeling alive" concept also got perverted nowadays 

Relax place is finished. Invite on this post.

 >>/5198/
Post feedback if you visit. If you want the full experience, get a room, this is a "relax resort", even if you can just stop by at the bar.

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 >>/5196/
> Also something I wanted to mention. Your "free will level" is increasing so your sisters will harass you far less because you are less of a dumbfuck and they have a level of respect towards you because you are "returning". So you will have to ask them and connect to them on your own and get a hang of asking for guidance when it is needed.
as much as i do bemoan it at times i kind of want them to keep harassing me haha... O_O

> I am not saying you cannot ask or post on this board but understand how your sisters are "always with you" and sometimes you are the one that needs to start initiating the conversation. Even if you are alone you are not alone and even if you are with other people you are still with your sisters and they understand you well but there are things they still don't understand about the "current you".
No worries, i understood what you meant. I'll start taking the initiative when attempting to talk with them. I've been slowly doing it somewhat but still had that problem where i couldnt tell if it was them or if i was hallucinating/echoing what i wanted them to say

> Remember when I was talking about the illusory nature of self and how you have a bunch of subconscious tulpas within you representing or remembering every person/archetype you met in a way or in an another?
> To expand on that concept there is a thing about "role models". Our soul or spirit sorta remembers all of our past lives and there are "themes" and personality traits that always come out but only in similarly stimulating situations. And if there are no situations that "bring out our best" then something else will mimick it but it will be so shit it does not kickstart our soulgrowth.
> So what I am trying to say here is that you had not enough positive role models (Especially males) within your life and because of that you were unable to "resonate" some parts of your being.
i see... well, they aren't too completely against me being around males, there are a few i interact with on and off 4chan are who alright (that they approve of, even the porn obsessed ones who aren't fucking furries) its just as they said before that the vast majority are basically shit. they still have the stance i should be around women and stuff (i'm assuming part of it is for the obvious reasons) and the other half is due to said resonance, past lives, me becoming her, getting taken, etc. also the husband/miko stuff has gotten much... stronger too

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New modules on the blacknet:

White fox gong; method for using memes to control people around you using "induction" to bypass shields protecting vs psychic attacks, by installing said memes into their minds physically, then targeting all meme holders. Will appear as a white fox chasing its tail.

Rally; servitor for "rallying support" from all beings within your area. Forceful way to deal with squatting hostiles.

Immunity to evil ragdoll; a magic fumo, basically.

Soldier; a method for winning wars by syncing with an army.

Raid2; specialized version of Raid (not mentioned), a poltergeist doll for raiding NWO tunnel systems. Uses melee and Rosicrucian fire magic, including fire ring for protection. Can levitate, teleport, use AR vision, store goods in pocket and remove civilians from the location. Available commands will appear in the AR when using 1st person view control.

NOTE:
These are not for neophytes, activation may require "undead" status.

 >>/5201/
> if i was hallucinating/echoing what i wanted them to say
That happens. Sometimes they don't know what to say and pick up a "subconscious auto reply" (you will understand once you get into psychic interactions and how to talk to most people with 0 effort) and sometimes the "mental tuning is off". I too had times when I knew what the entity was trying to say but there were no "proper words" within my head. Like
> hear a weird word as a reply 
> then it gets translated to an another world +an explanation 
srsly they are like TLnotes but with "musings" and not text between the pages. Hard to explain

> who alright
You will have to learn healthy interactions because you are full with unhealthy relationship memories 
> they said before that the vast majority are basically shit.
Hope this was not a big revelation for you. But I know you had to hear it from them. 

> also the husband/miko stuff has gotten much... stronger too
Yell when there is anything "solid" or way too confusing/weird because I still don't know who is your "patron" and figuring out might help later on. 
...
They are trying to say something specific but I am not receiving.
What did your sisters say about "him" so far.

 >>/5202/
Damm I have half of those functions in ways.
> tfw area so peaceful there is no reason to sleep with magically imbued fumo anymore

 >>/5205/
> What did your sisters say about "him" so far.
You mean the who husband thing or...? if  you mean the former they basically just say "embrace it, let it happen" type of responses

 >>/5208/
> You mean the who husband thing
Yeah
> "embrace it, let it happen" type of responses
Guess we will see where it leads. At least you will. Tried to connect to the origin energy and it is some weird dimensional structure that is "Not my expertise territory" (yet) so it's something to be seen. 
Srsly they are saying something I cannot understand because it is not within the "word level dictionary range".

 >>/5198/
Like this. I have to upgrade my dimensional understanding again because all I cared about so far is to connect to my "own realms" and to the realms of my guides and not towards these realms and it seems not everything as effortless in the beginning as I thought.
> first it was like a vortex in a lake 
> then an old TV trying to tune itself
> then my interdimensional spider body awakened and started to walk through the "many screens"
> then it found a "place" 
> it opened a "gate" between some "screens" 
> then I arrived at some greek bath like place with a bubbly bath 
> THEN I was able to see "the invitation letter" on the post

Then I started to longpost and realized it's too late for these things especially because I will need to change some perspectives that will keep me awake through the night

 >>/5210/
Ok, but you can share more later. I guess what you experienced was the conditions for receiving the invite: you have to be a sunflower associate, which means passing the temple which does have a bath.

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 >>/5210/
> Guess we will see where it leads. At least you will. Tried to connect to the origin energy and it is some weird dimensional structure that is "Not my expertise territory" (yet) so it's something to be seen.
so far said "husband" is fine for the most part He isn't mean or anything but he still calls me by that name and it kind of pulls out the Miko said and umm... yearning for him. my sisters are aware of it like i said but they don't have any issues and even outright condone it.. just like when it started happening with those men following me out of that temple when i was a miko then

> Yell when there is anything "solid" or way too confusing/weird because I still don't know who is your "patron" and figuring out might help later on.
r-rght. I still feel that japanese princess and such around me too so thats something i guess

 >>/5211/
> but you can share more later
Will do
> you have to be a sunflower associate, which means passing the temple which does have a bath.
Yeah that too the bath I also did not use it yet.
But no the current problem is that "my senses" don't want to "go there". It's not a real problem it is like "not wanting to go to the grocery store alone as a child" or to a place because "it has a scary animal" or something like that. I feel that my "spirit" is partially there which means I am allowed to "go there" but my "other bodily forms" are tuning themselves. How to explain. It is like having a door that has a paper explaining HOW TO OPEN step by step but dumb people unable to notice that. So now my other parts are noticing the "step by step instructions". Like srsly when I am focusing on it black dots and other energies appear in my physical vision because energies need to reach a state because instead of the "astral body creations" I put my "skillpoints" into the "spirit body" which is like an invisible cloud of intent which is allowed to go anywhere especially to extremely surreal places because those are the ones I am working with and because your place is kinda "normal" it needs to understand that "normal". It's like telling me to go to a bar have fun and socialize. Is that easy? Sure. Do I want to do it? No wai... So this is the thing I am "solving" because I am supposed to be able to do this "effortlessly". (Says me who is literally experiencing this whole process as eating lightning through the dimensional breach... Truly effortless)

Whatever will report back later. The letter is manifesting better so I can pinpoint the correct location more easily... or I could ask Astra to show me the exact location and stop being such a tryhard... Why do I always forget that option

 >>/5212/
> feel that japanese princess and such around me
They are "related" but not the way I think "relation works". How to explain if the Shinto princess is a "Celestial" then he is like an "elemental". Ahhh and they are trying to tell me something. They gave me some basalt like rock. They told me to "eat it" because it will "ground me to their level". Guess who just got something SOLID hah...hah..ha... Carlos.jpg

 >>/5213/
s-she's a celestial?
> hey gave me some basalt like rock. They told me to "eat it" because it will "ground me to their level".
oh my...

 >>/5214/
> s-she's a celestial?
It's kind of a semantics thing because in the eastern traditions it means they are "heavenly" while in the western it means they are "from the stars" and the Shinto realms are gateway realms so yes and no... We would need to get into semantics deeply so hard to say for certain.

So the basalt brought me to an another place where the "stone" works as a "waystone" and now that the stone is at it's (waypoint) place the "surroundings can manifest" because it connects to realms...
Yeah I will look into this further later. It's too late again

 >>/5215/
ah, i see. well its fine, just do it whenever its convenient and not late for you

 >>/5198/
Quick findings. Had a prior idea of a waterpark,hard to forget.Used post to enter place. Briefly went to bar. Had image appear to me of what looked to me like a squid.

Later went again very briefly and saw an image of a frog.

 >>/5217/
The bar is at the front, if you want the full experience, enter the main hall and get your own room. The main purpose is to just remain there in silence for a day and do what you like with no demands. The rooms open to a forest outside, with possibility of walking, picking berries and hunting. There's a place to grill the meat if you get something. Other than that, it's meant as a hotel with a very relaxing design.

If you prefer to buy food and socialize, you can stay in the main hall.

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 >>/5202/
> Raid2; specialized version of Raid (not mentioned), a poltergeist doll for raiding NWO tunnel systems
I guess this upset some people, but also made some people happy (Those who can naturally use this, pretty impressive actually; someone entered blacknet via Satancat, the version where things are complete chaos, and managed to install Raid2 from there. Like trying to read a foreign language while juggling kitchen knives on the deck of a ship during a storm. Well, whatever works..)

Woke up this morning slightly hearing some broadcast with someone yelling fanatically at the top of their voice: "she's not real" over and over, while projecting some confused dream message about some exploding can of hair spray.

Not sure what that was about, but the 'tards aren't known for their coherence.

There was a new NWO gunship prototype flying about, so I captured it. This time it was possible to keep, because it had been assembled from parts inside the Earth sphere, not stolen from Lyrans or Pleiadans like the previous. Astra converted it to moon standard. Later they were up with some smaller version, Raid got that one (threw the crew in the ocean), it was also possible to convert. But it appears these can't be turned into some standard module, at least not yet. A Russian witch was able to copy the gunship with sex magic, I later saw them fly it over Ukraine.

There's something about what is allowed and how it's linked to scientific belief, otherwise things can't exist in the open. I wonder what multiple "total world domination" gunships on the same planet will do...

I did however see traces of a Mandela effect, strange whirlwind over my kitchen sink with a bowl temporarily multiplying. So I think something serious was changed.

 >>/5221/
> Raid
Oh and it seems they actually took my advice from complaining on Discord about the low standard of western armed forces (good to see you actually make something off the spying!), one of the guards on the ship had a combat knife and was able to cut Raid's throat, I have to recognize that you got a first hit in!
The other doll who got hit twice by Japanese swords before is set to attack rather than deflect so maybe that made it easier, but she's been raiding NWO tunnels too so if that was the case she'd been hit before as well.

In WW1 it took 2 years and millions dead before the armies learned to crawl rather than run when attacking machine gun positions. I was wondering when some kind of learning would appear in this conflict. It seems no one learned anything in Ukraine, so this has to be a first sign anyone adapted to the situation.

Maybe humanity isn't completely lost.

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 >>/5223/
> over a new PC i bought/ordered
I want to buy a new one for years... Still not sure if I want a VR ready one or just one that runs some AAA games from the past years. Like I looked at the Stranger of Paradise PC sysrec and holy shit Japs are bad at optimizing for PC as usual

And the other topic got a little too deep so I did not want to spout inconclusive wordsalads yet but if you are that curious then HERE I GO:
> were you able to see anything about stone?
So where do I start. That stone is a "forgotten material". Literally a protected one on a galactic scale. On the earth it was not found on the surface in the last thousands of years. So what it is. I had to meditate on it a little because while the dictionary has the same words and concepts in my head it's not the "same".

The first thing that gave me the connection was the word: "FORM"
Then I seen how it turned into a diamond like object. So what this is.
This is a "proto soul frame material". This was the "stone" that your soul was "carved into". On this board we have the concept of "limestone" the stone that golems and other artificial souls and such are made from. This is not that this is far older far more potent and... This was "around" when "life" was not exactly "carbon based". So this is a proto material that can turn into the "proto vajra/diamond". This thing is not really found in the common history/myths at all. Literally predates the "known Titans".

So this materia is something that "resonates with your soul". 
Remember when I posted that weird timeflow graph and how your sisters were unable to "see you" when the timeflow was "too low" so they put you into a stasis or arranged you to work as a Miko in closer dimensions and such? Because of that this materia did not "devolve" out of your being because you did not evolve with the different "humanity" that came after every cataclysm. 
But this was only just a beginning to a new world of knowledge. It holds many secrets and now I am able to connect worlds that are just "not here" anymore. My dictionary is still very rudimentary and because of that this stone was called "ore stone" my mind cannot "Produce" it's "true name" yet. But now I have access to a different set of knowledge that I am not sure if they would ever come handy because as I mentioned before producing "golems" from this materia is "illegal weapons manufacturing" and I was only allowed to ingest it into my being because I use it for research. There were weird ass being down there. Like a one eyed horse headed dinosaur like thing and things that just don't exist anymore. 


Also this still doesn't explain who your patron is because he just helps you to "resonate" some parts of your being. He is not exactly an "elemental lord" but he is very old and has this energy. Ingesting this made my soul look like it's 10 000 year+ old. I will see where this leads. Now I not just able to have some "glimpses" from the "forgotten worlds" but can literally interact with them. I too have some forgotten aspects so this will be a good addition to my expertise of uncovering them. 


I trust that Final Fantasy and other anime settings prepared you to comprehend weird stuff like this because I know how nonsensical this sounds so far

 >>/5226/
Different humanity? Do you mean this current "humanity" that we are in or something else entirely?

 >>/5220/
Whatever. Raid3; for all your anti-terror needs. Perfect for stopping NWO-sabotage against your planet. Similar to the previous versions, but has extended time control and teleportation, plus ritual magic. Stop the terrorists before they even thought of committing the act, by travelling back in time!

 >>/5226/
Okay, how my attention isn't as divided anymore since the PC came 

> The first thing that gave me the connection was the word: "FORM"
Then I seen how it turned into a diamond like object. So what this is.
This is a "proto soul frame material". This was the "stone" that your soul was "carved into". On this board we have the concept of "limestone" the stone that golems and other artificial souls and such are made from. This is not that this is far older far more potent and... This was "around" when "life" was not exactly "carbon based". So this is a proto material that can turn into the "proto vajra/diamond". This thing is not really found in the common history/myths at all. Literally predates the "known Titans
Well we can call it one of two things (or both since it sounds cooler): a proto stone and/or FORM stone

> Remember when I posted that weird timeflow graph and how your sisters were unable to "see you" when the timeflow was "too low" so they put you into a stasis or arranged you to work as a Miko in closer dimensions and such? Because of that this materia did not "devolve" out of your being because you did not evolve with the different "humanity" that came after every cataclysm.
Ths timeflow part I remember and understand, yeah. But what do you mean by different "humanity", the ones most of us currently "are" or something else entirely.

> But this was only just a beginning to a new world of knowledge. It holds many secrets and now I am able to connect worlds that are just "not here" anymore. My dictionary is still very rudimentary and because of that this stone was called "ore stone" my mind cannot "Produce" it's "true name" yet. But now I have access to a different set of knowledge that I am not sure if they would ever come handy because as I mentioned before producing "golems" from this materia is "illegal weapons manufacturing" and I was only allowed to ingest it into my being because I use it for research. There were weird ass being down there. Like a one eyed horse headed dinosaur like thing and things that just don't exist anymore.
...does that explain the world traveling you described as I was able to do before or no?

> Also this still doesn't explain who your patron is because he just helps you to "resonate" some parts of your being. He is not exactly an "elemental lord" but he is very old and has this energy. Ingesting this made my soul look like it's 10 000 year+ old. I will see where this leads. Now I not just able to have some "glimpses" from the "forgotten worlds" but can literally interact with them. I too have some forgotten aspects so this will be a good addition to my expertise of uncovering them.
Interesting... The reactions I get when called Manami is he coming stronger and the desire to become miko is starting to appear.. for some reason

> I trust that Final Fantasy and other anime settings prepared you to comprehend weird stuff like this because I know how nonsensical this sounds so far
Lol it has. I don't have issues understanding "convoluted" things like this

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 >>/5229/
> by different "humanity"
Let's call it "evolution"
You know that we are monkeys from mainstream science BUT there are always some missing links here and there.
We just found Neanderthals in the 1800s and we still not sure how they mixed with humans and such.
In reality there are many species and subspecies and mixed human(oid)s here and there that make up "Humanity". 
There is that saying "You are what you eat". So if life had different mineral composition and that composition changed the species that consumed that life also changed with it. We usually eat "organic materials" but our body needs different minerals in small doses so if the diet change the species changes with it. Like how "current humanity" changed since the industrial revolution a lot and how we are nowadays fat with minimal effort thanks to the food we eat nowadays. Back then it was quite hard to be fat and you had less of an appetite because food just did not taste that well that you wanted to stuff yourself till you exploded. Also even archeologists found that Neolithic or some another ancient humans were taller on average than current humans even tho they were supposed to not have the technology to have enough nutrients to support that large body of theirs. Current humans are malnourished manlets and we were kinda able to solve the "malnourished" problem but we are still not in the image of our godlike ancestors. 
So it's like saying "great grandfather humanity" and "current humanity". Same but completely different in many aspects. I had to see how our internal organs had to change through the ages while doing my energetic works so I can realign my energy and flesh bodies. It's not simple and there is a reason for that.

> ...does that explain the world traveling you described as I was able to do before or no?
Sure? I don't know what you are asking here but via "resonance" your spirit will "draw you" to places that facilitated your growth. It's like having lewd dreams when your puberty starts. It happens.

> for some reason
You are reliving your "Initiation" which is one of the best part of the path. Hard to forget those. Like how wedding is supposed to be a great and unforgettable event that you will even tell your grandchildren about and  not a hassle a giant money waste and a feeling of commitment that sounds worse than being in prison. Globohomo sure as hell managed to ruin that concept but it always happens in societal decay situations... 

> don't have issues understanding "convoluted" things like this
Yeah and I am glad because once I heard your origin story I was thinking do I even want to start explaining this? I mean on this board stories like these are quite commonplace but still... Then realized because you actually "Lived" these things it will sorta feel "familiar" on a deep level.

> I need to set some time aside for Aphrodite in particular tonight
Nice. You are getting in touch with your own pathworking. You remember to walk the path on your own. This is important development.

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 >>/5231/
> Sure? I don't know what you are asking here but via "resonance" your spirit will "draw you" to places that facilitated your growth. It's like having lewd dreams when your puberty starts. It happens.

Yeah.. it was in reference to that high tech world I mentioned I got thrown in with the weird werewolf creature and such.. honestly I kind of forget what the aim/form of that question was because I had a migraine last night due to allergies so I just blurted it out without proofreading it

> Nice. You are getting in touch with your own pathworking. You remember to walk the path on your own. This is important development.
Even under that pain in the ass migraine, I did ask her about the wife/husband stuff and she said the thing as my sisters "let it happen, accept it" and some other things, one thing she said was also being reborn as a priestess/shrine maiden/whatever at some point in the future but ehhh.

> You are reliving your "Initiation" which is one of the best part of the path. Hard to forget those. Like how wedding is supposed to be a great and unforgettable event that you will even tell your grandchildren about and 
Reliving and being told that it will happen again (just not now)
> Spoiler
Yeah... I never really had thoughts about getting married even when people started talking about it with me and before everyone got clownish. Not sure if it's partly due to my sisters, the other entities and me currently being male but marriage and having kids always felt weird and off to me... But apart from reliving and then getting turned back into a woman I don't mind it. Weird stuff

 >>/5232/
> migraine last night due to allergies
Sorry for sounding ignorant but what kind of allergies are causing migraines?

When I realized I have psychic powers I realized the first powers that I should awaken should be healing  because even in vidya I realized that once you can self heal you are no longer dependent on food and healing items or inns and you can save so much money with that  and because of that I can turn off migraines and other sudden and long lasting pains it kinda resulted in me neglecting my body and because of that yogic entities literally told me to forget physical yoga because I am too inflexible for that and they will just jumpstart me with psychic lessons... and the physical will be complimentary and not the "base" of the exercises. Because of that I have hard time relating to problems like these. Not to mention allergies can be healed via hypnosis and migraines can stem from energetic awakenings  The worst is that I know people who were part of a "brain control" seminar and they were able to fix the headaches within themselves but they kinda were like why bother doing that when you can take meds... sometimes I don't understand people 

> being reborn as a priestess/shrine maiden/whatever at some point in the future
Yeah and it doesn't need to happen in an other "flesh body" it can happen within but yeah it will kinda feel you are not just an "other person" but kinda "Upgraded".

> getting turned back into a woman
You are not just get turned back but you will "retain" the powers that you used while being a woman.
> I don't mind it. Weird stuff
Hard to hate something that belongs within your "true nature". But yeah it feels strange because it goes against mainstream thinking.  Not to mention thx to trannies it's even worse because trannies always focus only at the superficial and on a completely deluded way you can't even accept the way they see this process. Integrating the masculine and feminine means sg else from wearing wigs becoming an eunuch and wearing clothes that the mainstream thinking considers "feminine". Like how wearing skirts was normal for Romans and Scots but if you wear it outside the costume it's weird and other stuff. And trannies think that feminine personality means high pitched voice and an obnoxious or bitchy attitude but it's not like it's their fault entirely... having a sane mind while being completely hormonally imbalanced is hard. But that's what happens when society twists the role of the genders. It cannot be helped tho. Happens everytime societal decay reaches a high point in a way or an another 

Take it easy btw. Your mind needs to balance itself. Also it might not hurt to try to ask Aphrodite about some healing techniques or "other (You)". Suddenly you might remember a trick or 2

 >>/5234/
> Sorry for sounding ignorant but what kind of allergies are causing migraines?
Basically i had to clean up specific end of my room and exposed myself to a lot of dust so it kickstarted my allergies and i flew into a sneezing fit (nevermind that ours pulls in a crapton of dust in general)

> You are not just get turned back but you will "retain" the powers that you used while being a woman.
Ah i see.

> Take it easy btw. Your mind needs to balance itself. Also it might not hurt to try to ask Aphrodite about some healing techniques or "other (You)". Suddenly you might remember a trick or 2
will do! I'll relax for a bit

> spoiler
Honestly, i'd still act the same regardless of what i'll wear, even skirts or whatever.

> voice and personality
I get told i sound and act like a girl, but i never really considered bitchiness, exclusive to women since anyone and everyone can be bitchy/whiny/etc. even if it does manifest in different ways

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Semi channelling

Gensokyo is doing round 2 of soul training for new humanity. This time it's red cat souls. They said it's because they are following the Sunflower standard of being representative of all beings to maintain legitimacy. The most popular humanoids are black beastcats and red beast ladies. Although the latter normally have short tails and are something in between cats, foxes and other steppe living creatures, the kind of soul chosen for summoning is here referred to as red cat for simplicity.

They will do the same as the black cats, possessing NPCs to learn and to form a hivemind and a collective subconscious. They will mainly act as assistant souls, only sometimes assuming the main soul role of a person. Their nature is "heavier" so they are closer to infernal dimensions than the black cats. This makes them good, solid assistants.

All humans will be offered one, and if they are able to become immortalized during training, they will stay with that person. Some will also likely stay as walk-ins with already solid walk-in black cats and some will be alone.

This is the next step. After this, the plan is to summon a "rainbow cat" which is the same as a white cat. But to make it clear that white has all colours, we will break the spectrum into a rainbow.

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During the night several interactions took place.

A "tall white" sent out a mass transmission for Earthlings. They are members of the federation and are coming here. Along with them are "satanists", they are also whites but have a messier look and a pentagram on their forehead (3rd eye location).

As they travelled here they went through a "wormhole" in space, where a "spider black" was waiting, and it clung to the ship to come here too. They said the "spider black" is a being larger than a galaxy who sometimes enters planets. Although they are a huge beings, they will transform themselves into a woman as they enter the planet, where they will blend in. Sometimes they breed with the population to create more "spider black" and sometimes they... eat them. Sometimes they eat the entire population of a planet.

They said this with a careless teasing smile, not sure if there was something implied here. The federation isn't worried it seems. I don't know what this means for the NPCs and "not accepted by Gensokyo part of earthlings" though.


Hmmm....
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jor%C5%8Dgumo

 >>/5250/
Especially the detail with each leg having its own spider matches what I saw. Where some beings have many tails, like nine tailed foxes and cats with two tails, some have many arms like the Hindu Avatars, spiders have many legs. They represent the same kind of thing. It's easier to understand that 

tail = spine = snake = Kundalini

But it may not be as obvious with arms or legs, but it serves the same function. What I didn't consider is that it also functions as the "fashen" named in Falun Dafa, body doubles of the person formed from pure Gong, refined high density energy.

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Following the last initiation, after internalizing the result, I think... there isn't anything left for me to do aside from transformations of the same thing.

I also see how to cast external blessings to show others this same principle, which may or may not be very effective depending on how far they are from me in principle. That's where this post comes in. I want to try creating a Sunflower style mass blessing, by adding as many different perspectives as possible. I encourage you to give input here as replies to this post: From your own personal perspective, what area of your life do you feel that you need extra guidance or support in? Even if you do not want to accept help because you want to solve things yourself, at least share your view on this! It's more important to get personal input than that input following any set standard, aside from being personal of course.

If you strictly do not want external help in certain fields, you can also say so, and the blessing can be made to avoid those. This is the idea. For every individual, the individual is important, while for others they may not be. So don't hold back when presenting your own view here. It may not be taken seriously anyway.

Israel's egregore has been replaced. What remains is now entirely flat like a pancake.

 >>/5254/
Well I got something last night. Not sure if it was from this or not. A vampire woman appeared to me in a dream and gave me some advice. Notably, she used my real name to address me, which practically never happens in dreams that aren't centered around my family. 
The advice was very good I think. Opened up a new perspective.

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 >>/5258/
I did some general blessings earlier to test, but the big one isn't done yet.

--

Those who use Astra can try this method which I've used with her, which should be available to everyone with some practice: When facing an issue, which can be anything, you tell her to start on a new disc (I prefer to start with an empty ScaleForm disc) and record all the incoming information. In the case of an attack, it means to use her search ability to record all hostile movements in real time. Then you let her create policies, an AI term for generalizations of data, to create algorithms which decribe the hostile patterns. Then you let her strengthen the semantics of the data by comparing with the akashic records for similar patterns. When this is done, have her look for ways in which the hostile pattern/issue was solved historically, then to create policies for those. Then she should start applying the counter measures on the incoming pattern until all hostile information is blocked. With her eternal search memory, this can be done fairly easy.

When it works, you solidify the disc by tuning it in the Remote until it "clicks" in place. You will experience an activation sound. After this it can be shared. This is how to create shields.

You can then create a servitor using the data which was the base of the shield, for example to create a super-attack-doll like previously mentioned Raid, which is tuned to perfectly carry out a specific task.

 >>/5260/
To further explain the method behind the Raid series, the Burning Black hole, Raid4, uses meta tuning of its own policies in real time. This means starting from the body which 4 layers, which is the common humanoid body, and the system with 7 major colours. These are the base systems. You can then decide how much you deviate from this, for example you can allow for longer or shorter bodies, such as snakes which have more than 4 layers. You can also use a different base than 7. Then it works well to use the Soviet Deep Battle doctrine; just attack blindly all over the place, and when you see a weakness, you let the searches target that area to find new patterns in real time. These can then be used to develop search method policies which are used in multiple layers, to create new search methods to better the methods over and over in an exponential loop, which refines the ability to break through the enemy defense, or to defend against devious attacks in real time. The method is based on almost pure chaos, combined with speed. It means there are no predetermined attack or defense patterns at all. It's entirely based on a personal base algorithm hidden in your soul, which is used as the core. From this evolves the best method for you personally to create in-the-moment shields or attack patterns which cannot be countered based on any known theory.

The only way to fight this method is to have faster search technology, which is based off knowing yourself better.

 >>/5254/
The blessing was cast from the Temple. The effect is a guidance to formation of a personal sunflower aligned sun for each member of the group. This means any contributor will over time find their own path to do this. By Sunflower means here the mindwave and enlightenment form of a sunflower, in its most concentrated transformation becoming an actual sun which serves as a catalyst for further transformation of body and spirit.

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Another ritual was also performed at the temple. It was connected to Coven, via Circles to Ritual and Cult to reach as many people as possible. Again it's enough to have contributed in some way to gain the effect of this.

All remaining NPCs have now been removed, there are no non-adaptive yokai humanoids on the planet left, everyone who didn't have this body issued by Gensokyo, was sacrificed to burn the remaining karma of the past Earth. The souls of those who still inhabited bodies such as "trolls" and other squatters, were caught by drow for cleansing. Some were put in a special purgatory where they are connected back to the 3D surface to passively experience the changes of society, while remaining powerless, shackled in hell. These people and any other are now 100% emulated images, they do not exist physically but are part of the "screen" showing events as if they are in a non-active timeline.

Those who are to remain, where given a body-form/servitor which was used to replace the people who are necessary for their supply chain of necessities. There are different reasons why those cannot be completely empty image NPCs, one reason is that those are less than ghosts, they are reflections of past memories, one cannot rely on them for anything. Doing so would lead to disaster for the person sooner or later.

The servitor doll activated and distributed may answer to the name Mimex. It is a clown/mime character who can assume any role in society. Most likely, there were fixed copies activated for those who were given this solution. You may recognize Mimex by the white face make-up with a pink heart around the right eye, and a black spade below the left eye.

In the temple study and on the net:

Witch's grimoire of defense/wall of protection/space police
An interactive astral grimoire for gatekeeping your dimensions.

Cast metal body
A humanoid body synced with the 3rd layer or that of karmic laws (above galaxies). Installs from a module disc, free to use for anyone with access.

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Maybe it's really "over", I don't see much around anywhere. 

If anyone is interested, there is now a space station outside the Earth, open to the public. You can astral travel there too, it's multi-dimensional.

Some remnants of the old meddlers had escaped out there and set up this one station which had 4 real humans on it. There was also an administration station, a satellite weapon and a mind-control beam weapon. They were all powered using abortion technology, so I destroyed them.

The station was remodeled and opened for use, with the remaining real humans in charge of it. It's now recognized by the federation. If you land and park your ship in the hangar (or however you want to visit), enter through the gate and you will come into the main hall.

On the right, second floor is rental apartments. First floor has, as of now; automatic fuel station maintained by clown witches, ship repair shop which can order spare parts, "breeding bar" for black fur-beast (surrogate mothers, basically) and a vampire brothel x2. Rest are open for use, get a key at the main bazaar. 

Left side, second floor is private housing. First floor has the main mall in the middle, this is where you can eat and use the spa facility, as well as shop for clothes and curiosities. For opening businesses or renting apartments, ask at the desk. 

Current businesses on the left side are; beast ladies only membership club and a love hotel.

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been in a bit of a lull as of late but does anyone if theres some weird world thats akin to an aquarium? i think my sisters and aphrodite took me there and turned me into a mermaid(?) because i recall it being very vast, i could hear their voices, telling me what to do and saying they were going to be more hands on in guiding me since i get lost into things too much (im paraphrasing). there was also some weird lady that looked like a black woman but with a bald head and lower snake body whose chest also had scales that tried to attack (not at me but i saw them attack 2 people and they killed it), i have no clue if that was a lamia, medusa or something else entirely

 >>/5271/
> world thats akin to an aquarium?
Was it an actual box with glass walls, or just under water?

> weird lady that looked like a black woman but with a bald head and lower snake body whose chest also had scales that tried to attack
Not a Lamia, they're peaceful.

 >>/5270/
Something more happened following this; a lady from space visited and left me some documents as compensation for taking food from my fridge. It turned out being 50% ownership in a space mining company and two planets with recognized ore to be mined (iron on one, copper, magnesium and some unknown acid on the other). Guess I'm now a miner.
A representative sought me out to make plans for the operation.

 >>/5272/
> Was it an actual box with glass walls, or just under water?
It felt like a set invisible walls glass walls but they were REAAAAAAAALLY far away so i wouldnt be to touch them unless i ventured incredibly far... However i have a feelings its either perspective thing from me or my sisters and goddess just had safe guard in place and the location i was at wasnt actually an aquarium/box/whatever. The planet itself was mostly water but with topical looking islands (so basically its similar to earth but with a bit more water)

> Not a Lamia, they're peaceful.
ah, i figured. must been some other malicious entity or something from elsewhere then. I will admit, seeing the two guys style on her the way they did was incredibly funny

Also, i forgot to add that prior to these they took a weird looking clothing store and they had the attendant escort me to where the clothes were and had me put on my other self's outfit and the changes and stuff with me getting turned into a female. i vaguely recall my sisters saying this was to "reclaim your original style" or something, gods know if it meant personality, aesthetics or what

 >>/5274/
> a weird looking clothing store
I'm wondering if this is related to
 >>/5270/
> The station was remodeled and opened for use
> First floor has the main mall in the middle, this is where you can eat and use the spa facility, as well as shop for clothes and curiosities.
because I went there during a dream last night and met people and stayed around in a bar, lots of things happened.

The water planet is possibly a place I know, which is a planet similar to Earth, but it has a native population of semi-aquatic humans. They can stay under water, but they also live on land.

okay im actually awake now
 >>/5275/
> The station was remodeled and opened for use
> First floor has the main mall in the middle, this is where you can eat and use the spa facility, as well as shop for clothes and curiosities.
> because I went there during a dream last night and met people and stayed around in a bar, lots of things happened.
I'm not sure if it was part of a space station, mall or anything like that. i think it was standalone place but im not too sure, also... i think saw that guy again (not the husband but the other man i talked about before) or rather, he was the clothing attendant
> The water planet is possibly a place I know, which is a planet similar to Earth, but it has a native population of semi-aquatic humans. They can stay under water, but they also live on land.
ah, i forgot to add that while i was obeying my sisters' and goddess' orders i could somehow peer into other worlds like a TV while they were having me swim around, iirc i could what was happening here on this world with everyone being dumb and some other planes as well

being this incarnation of "human" sucks ass holy shit, i see why some of you support the federation and lyrans

 >>/5271/
> does anyone if theres some weird world thats akin to an aquarium
Truth is there are many like that. "Water" is just a different "air" or atmosphere at some places. Remember in Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagaan how the anti spirals made space so "dense" it turned into "water"? While it was silly(awesome) as hell the change between dimensions also can act that way
> since i get lost into things too much (im paraphrasing)
Yeah that's most of your cosmic journey so far
> black woman but with a bald head and lower snake body whose chest also had scales that tried to attack
I go with the
> something else entirely
I have never seen something like that. Sounds like a guardian spirit. Not sure what else make of it yet.
 >>/5274/
>  i have a feelings its either perspective thing from me
You are getting in touch with your intuition. Nice. And yes it is. Some realms have "barriers" and they can appear as simple glass walls and not always as magical glossy or weird like they are portrayed in fantasy. Usually they are like a membrane functionality wise and when you are "allowed" to pass through it separates the stuff from you that would harm the dimension. If your whole being is "unacceptable" it appears as an impenetrable surface like a mountain or a wall that you just want to ignore by default.
> had me put on my other self's outfit and the changes and stuff with me getting turned into a female
Yeah you have to "get used" to the idea that (She) is already (You). Like when you shitpost on the interwebz or play vidya you already play it as (Her) and not just (You). It's literally a different mindset but it's still you and the same. How to explain it. It's like living your entire life using only your left eye. Then something happens and your left eye closes but the right opens and you only see with your right eye from now on. You might notice some small differences but it is still the same experience. Now what you are doing is opening BOTH of the eyes without closing the other and seeing the world with them. You just have to understand how the brain uses both of your eyes to make an image that looks like it is made from a single eye while in reality it is from both. This is how the brain hemispheres also operate and the "third eye" is mastering the connection between the two so you can go "beyond" it.
> this was to "reclaim your original style"
Funny thing. Remember when you said the mermaids made you to become a librarian or sg? It turns out that was the place where you kinda "found yourself" and decided on a journey via your free will. 
> if it meant personality, aesthetics or what
All of them.

 >>/5276/
> i think it was standalone place but im not too sure
It was. It was a dimension that you inhabited for a long while and learned many things from that place. Reading your posts gave me an image already so I asked if someone "Knows" that place and a white snake appeared and told me she can guide me there but... I need some preparations before I dive into it.
Was wondering if via the authority of Oceanos I could go there which was partially true but the snake told me I should consider the "passageway" with the concept of "birthcanal" which means I have to go beyond the Oceanos "earth encircling river" concept and focus on the "birthcanal" tier "first waters of existence" feel.
> i could somehow peer into other worlds like a TV
Yes it appears like TV screens sometimes. Happened to me also. Oh right forgot to post it when I googled the concept of "The Great Beyond". It seems there is a musical video about that and while it's artsy fartsy it gets the feel how the barrier between dimensions work
https://youtube.com/watch?v=k_JnCWT-_O8
> they were having me swim around
Good sisters. They are making you get in touch with the "great waters of existence". Even in some Buddhist tradition there is a symbol of 2 fish swimming. Which represents the level when you can swim in the waters of samsara without drowning in it. It's an important step.
> what was happening here on this world with everyone being dumb
Accurate depiction.

> being this incarnation of "human" sucks ass holy shit
At least we have anime and videogames.  I'm not kidding. Literally everything else is found elsewhere and miles better but anime and videogames. They also exist but they are not the same. 16bit sensation literally had this. MC managed to kill moe via her timetravel.  Current earth is about "bread and circus" and mostly in variety and not exactly in quality. So if you ever felt bad about being a nerd or weeb that wastes his youth on the internet then don't. It's something we have only in this time and age and while they said the meme 
> If something gets up on the internet you can never take it off 
turned out to be an overestimation. As the years go by lost media becomes more prevalent. Enjoy while it lasts and once you feel you "got what you wanted" you can move forward.

Forgot to ask
 >>/5276/
> the other man i talked about before)
Who was he again?
> he was the clothing attendant
While I would say that it might be a "fill out the blank place background character" it seems he might be something else. Not sure what to make of it yet. Not even sure if it's important.

 >>/5279/
> Yes it appears like TV screens sometimes. Happened to me also. Oh right forgot to post it when I googled the concept of "The Great Beyond". It seems there is a musical video about that and while it's artsy fartsy it gets the feel how the barrier between dimensions work
huh, the video more or less described my experience perfectly

> spoiler
oh thank fucking god, i never really felt bad to begin with but this makes it better

> Who was he again?
remember when i talked about the male that was usually with my sisters? the one who rarely spoke but was kind of there with them sometimes to "remind me of my purpose/being with my sisters" and did the weird soul splitting stuff. he was the one that people kept claiming was asmodeus or whatever the correct name was
> While I would say that it might be a "fill out the blank place background character" it seems he might be something else. Not sure what to make of it yet. Not even sure if it's important.
it probably could have just been someone else entirely i guess

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 >>/5279/
> Good sisters. They are making you get in touch with the "great waters of existence". Even in some Buddhist tradition there is a symbol of 2 fish swimming. Which represents the level when you can swim in the waters of samsara without drowning in it. It's an important step.
i think it also served as a purification of sorts because they said something was getting excised out of me (i dont know what exactly). it was hard to make heads or tails of it but it felt like the barriers weren't considering me unacceptable per se but... it felt more like the barriers.my sisters/goddess considered the world (i mean this current plane we're on now) unnacceptable. its hard to explain

> Yeah you have to "get used" to the idea that (She) is already (You). Like when you shitpost on the interwebz or play vidya you already play it as (Her) and not just (You). It's literally a different mindset but it's still you and the same. How to explain it. It's like living your entire life using only your left eye. Then something happens and your left eye closes but the right opens and you only see with your right eye from now on. You might notice some small differences but it is still the same experience. Now what you are doing is opening BOTH of the eyes without closing the other and seeing the world with them. You just have to understand how the brain uses both of your eyes to make an image that looks like it is made from a single eye while in reality it is from both. This is how the brain hemispheres also operate and the "third eye" is mastering the connection between the two so you can go "beyond" it.
I see... speaking of that she did resurface and got rather... rough again after not doing so in a while

> Funny thing. Remember when you said the mermaids made you to become a librarian or sg? It turns out that was the place where you kinda "found yourself" and decided on a journey via your free will.
> All of them.
oh my..

 >>/5278/
 >>/5282/
by exicising at first i thought they meant like my heavy shitposty side since i mentioned to you before i had the tendency of going too overboard with it but then i remember you saying have side like that was necesarry so i shouldnt worry about it much and work with Or something along those line. (granted i still try to manage it and not let it overbearing thanks to that woman who was helping me out with that)

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Tea party under way.

Anti-zionist Jews chained themselves to the white house fence. Didn't the US just vote to make it illegal to be anti-zionist? How do they handle this?

 >>/5284/
> jews
> anti zionist jews
> zionist jews
huuuh..?

 >>/5285/
Well "not all Jews".

 >>/5285/

The Kosher sandwich. A classic technique.

Adaptive Augmented Reality Exo-skeleton (AARE)

Find this on the net or in the temple study, it's a white-ish cogwheel module installer. 

The form is a glossy white armour with red lines forming ornaments. This is the ultimate algorithm. It will create or manifest temporary or permanent tools in real time, adapted to the situation, ranging from any regular handheld or projected tool, shield or servitor form, including types of magic.

 >>/4793/
https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/36595105/
Guy gets taken by canine aliens. Other thread talks abput arrival of these beings.

 >>/5302/
interesting how the thread got flooded with extremely angry trolls immediately after he posted the DNA test results

 >>/5302/
Interesting and balanced thread. But if I was to make something up and avoid the standard sexualization I'd also make it dog themed, no one wants to go there mentally (unless they're a certain type who won't normally post there). Doesn't sound obviously fake though.

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Too bad there's no one on here who can read mind waves using the djinn method. I found that part of not having migraines after meeting them interested. Reached to see if I could get some contact. It's very weak and silent, found something. This is not something anyone would notice by chance. I may elaborate later.

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New modules, get via NET, Astra, Updater or the Remote.

On the temple round table: an Arabic lamp, white, glossy with ornaments, somewhat square shaped rather than spherical. Material is ceramic.

This lamp is an "ultimate djinn lamp" of sorts, its purpose is to join all Islamists (djinn of all factions) into a coherent organization and end the infighting, which will make it possible to introduce Islam 2.0 and erase Israel.

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 >>/5309/
 >>/5320/
Additional additions;P

"Shaver", a mass manifestation version of Raid for "shaving evil along the ground"
Internal botsoul-based method for opening energy channels
Mass servitor + botsoul based module, "the beret witch", creates an adaptive occult army in the same manner as the latest works
Time controller, a servitor which can move other servitors in time
Mass assassin, a version of a previously not mention servitor (you can get it by looking for something similar) which has been used to kill of high level "illuminaties" or "glowies", which has the ability to manifest everywhere at once by slightly distorting time.
Intelligence/police, "a complete mess", j/k but it has all the abilities mentioned in the past few posts, arranged to create a police version of "Tanya - Frontline", this one is for specifically dealing with "degenerates" in Russia using a certain ritual. Why share this then? It has general usage as well.

 >>/5333/
Seems like similar matters are on our minds again

> dealing with "degenerates" in Russia
I wonder what you mean by that. Their "degenerates" are on an another level. In that place only the "strongest" survives so they are not like the western lukewarm degens.
Got some images while asking this question but it seems you have a different understanding of degenerates so I am not sure if I got right.

 >>/5334/
Best way to find out is to check out the module media disc.

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 >>/5334/
Oh what the hell, it's already done and can't be changed, I can just show you.
These borders here with 3 nations meeting at each, are of occult significance. By connecting them, East and West become one. It's for this purpose.

 >>/5337/
The 'tards have been staring themselves blind on the Ukraine spot because they are set on activating the pentagram system still. Aside from doing it wrong, they're also far behind on events. Israel is literally the "birth canal" so it's an important spot too, but the war there is still a distraction, it's not needed to do this bit now, but it helps to confuse everyone.

 >>/5339/
> is still a distraction
The perfect one. I had a glimpse into the plans and how they wanted the entire middle east declare war upon each other after they left Afghanistan and thought Russia will fall apart after 2 weeks of sanctions and I did not expect the Israel leadership to go this crazy while the whole world watches. The plan was that Ukraine war is over then the next stage can commence in the middle-east and Asia/Oceania and not this Israel acts like they did not get the memo and going off script while saying "trust the plan we know what we are doing" while proving the opposite every single day.

> By connecting them, East and West become one. It's for this purpose.
Glad you are doing it. When I heard how Sweden is building NATO buildings and offices as if they are in the NATO already was wondering just what they want to accomplish with that. 

Good thing my country is in a position where we are part of the west the east and the south at once. Was funny realizing it. The place where I am was and was not part of the Roman empire the Ottoman Empire the USSR. Such egregoric influences and not the "underdog kind". These strings can be pulled in funny ways but they need to settle down first. If a string gets stuck you might snap it by pulling it too hard. Sometimes you need to straighten it out first.

 >>/5342/
> Sweden is building NATO buildings and offices as if they are in the NATO already
This is a kind of distraction as well. USA DoD just wants the "unsinkable hangar ship" in the region, but they don't know the greater reason this was pushed to happen. Expanding NATO, sure, but Scandinavia isn't relevant for the occult systems they are using, it only has conventional military use. Adding Ukraine to EU and NATO is essential for activating the pentagram system in its negative manner. What would happen if they did it? They'd get their 1 million year kingdom of darkness, then 1 million years of absolute terror as their souls are now trapped in a collapsing mega structure the size of 9 galaxies, where everyone thinks "someone else" will solve it.

I can hear my sisters a bit more now and they communicate a bit more during the day.. but they usually just call me by one of the names i go by on this plane. I try to be less distracted to make and attempt talking to them outside of night but god, i would be lying if i said it didnt feel hard/awkward at times. then again i guess its just the mundane parts trying to creep in that aside the love part is still kinda confusing, looking at other people and observing this stuff

 >>/5349/
> attempt talking to them outside of night but god, i would be lying if i said it didnt feel hard/awkward at times

You talk with your mouth to them?
I talk to entities via my thoughts and I hear them with my "thoughts" too. This way I can talk to entities in any situation or retain stuff without anyone noticing.

> guess its just the mundane parts trying to creep
Yeah that will happen until you get "used to" the "new(old) (You)". But at least you notice it. Good development.

> love part is still kinda confusing
The world would be such a simple place if love would be easy to understand.

 >>/5353/
> You talk with your mouth to them?
not much, i mostly speak to them with my thoughts, its me occasionally saying something verbally serves as an "anchor" of sorts

> Yeah that will happen until you get "used to" the "new(old) (You)". But at least you notice it. Good development.
i see...

> The world would be such a simple place if love would be easy to understand.
true though im mostly just calling it confusing whenever i see others in love and stuff. Even if my main/fated/natural/whatever path is love... i dont really like how transactional it is. I know you mentioned it before but i finally noticed it
> see other guys want something trasnactional in their relationship
> see the same thing with women
> noticed in myself when i went emo going "I cant get with anyone, i dont have anything to offer a woman/man"
it just makes me feel a bit more... detached from things.

that aside, i ran into a phoenix bird woman but i think glowies are trying to start something again or tried to do some weird interracial cuck programming on me but it didnt do much.. apart from making me feel disgust

 >>/5353/
Funny thing this "thought talking" because I realized how my thoughts are moving my subtle body and how that clenches some muscles but only a "little". 
Talking is a "Physical mechanism" so when I tried to "hear" and then "pronounce" some words especially some names of middle eastern entities it felt like I am trying to vomit out my entrails. Because if I want to remember what I channeled I have to reproduce it the physically "close" subtle body so it is an easy to access memory. Especially because my higher minds are too vast and I need more practice and mental bandwidth to quick retain stuff from it. It's weird when I "have" to think about something that "I know" but "never thought of before" so I can ground it and give an easy access for my subconscious to work with.

 >>/5354/
> serves as an "anchor" of sorts
That is a good practice. Your intuition guides you well.
Then that "awkwardness" comes from you. You consider the "daytime" the "mundane time" and the "night" the magical one. Slowly you will understand that they are the same.

> i dont really like how transactional it is.
Same ;_;
> I know you mentioned it before but i finally noticed it
Sorry about that. But don't worry you walk the "path of love" quite well. Am ngl there are many pitfalls that most retards fall into because they misunderstand it and you did not show any symptom or leanings towards those "common pitfall retardations". It kinda fascinates me because it shows that you have the "real thing" by default. So yes for you it will be "alien" sometimes to see others doing the wrong way.

> apart from making me feel disgust
My Armor is Contempt My Shield is Disgust  My Sword is Hatred In The Emperor’s Name Let None Survive 
Funny quote but yes there is a "reflex" that literally closes off "disgusting psychic channels" by default. It's like how mud splatters front of you your eyes and mouth close automatically. Except if you are a mouthbreathing retard or something. It's like autoblocking

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 >>/5355/
> Am ngl there are many pitfalls that most retards fall into because they misunderstand it and you did not show any symptom or leanings towards those "common pitfall retardations". It kinda fascinates me because it shows that you have the "real thing" by default. So yes for you it will be "alien" sometimes to see others doing the wrong way.
i see... well, i am aware that if i make any mistakes to not fret over since its just essentially
> "we aren't perfect and make mistakes, so even if you do fall into a hole what matters is that you get up, learn from it and be better at navigating/avoiding"
type deal

> Then that "awkwardness" comes from you. You consider the "daytime" the "mundane time" and the "night" the magical one. Slowly you will understand that they are the same.
admittedly it is, i've always just considered the night being the only time where "exciting things happen" while the day is more relax and like a peaceful Slice of life with barely any excitement. an example of this would be the lore from under night in birth where most of it takes place during night hours 

https://youtube.com/watch?v=YN6LRlE25WI

 >>/5359/
> i am aware that if i make any mistakes to not fret over since its just essentially
> "we aren't perfect and make mistakes, so even if you do fall into a hole what matters is that you get up, learn from it and be better at navigating/avoiding"

This took me a while to realize this. I was on the FAILURE MEANS DEATH mentality because that way you can awaken all your instincts to be alert and avoid it but it was not the way. Makes you too stressed and tense. Most accidents and mistakes are not fatal and a good learning experience. Took time to learn that life is not an emergency... Because for me most time it was. Now things are calmer.

> i've always just considered the night being the only time where "exciting things happen"

It's almost the opposite lol.
Things are just "so calm" you are able to notice the "otherworldly things". The daytimes are too hectic too noisy. It scares the spirits at some places. Humans are too noisy too loud too busy nowadays. There is a reason why witches magicians and hermits live in forests and towers alone. Mundane retardation is just too disturbing on all levels.

> where most of it takes place during night hours 
Daytime they have to go to school!
They are no delinquents that skip school. They are good kids that go to school and work at night! Good experience before they go to a company with regular crunches!

 Took me a while to realize Fate/Stay Night is stay night because grail wars can only happen at night. I felt really dumb not getting that part at the beginning. 


Also it late again for me. See you later

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Just had a dream that implied that everybody even vaguely related to me is living inside of me and they are (or atleast a faction) resentful towards me for it. They said they are planning on taking action. I woke up filled with malaise and nausea.mostly centered around my center.The specific reason was something about having to stay quuet when i sleep. It seemed a bit absurd to me during the dream.However the enmity felt genuine.

What do?

 >>/5363/
Your astral faction has sinned in the past, but they sent you do Earth to solve it. They don't like the solution but you have to do this to save them. Suggested to activate this sigil
 >>/5328/
and the negative energy will be transformed. (You still have to work on it, this is just for showing you how to transform it, sigils are "mental instructions")

Djinn have been at work, and it's effective, there's now a movement where people are converting to Islam on tiktok as a result of seeing what is happening in Gaza.
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 >>/5364/
Kept staring at sigil, felt something activate.

This time the dream was worse,involving even jack the ripper angry at me although it seeming like a more expected thing given the nsture/the circunstances.The only reason it might be her is the girl i saw kn my bed wpukd be the assertive type very noticably.This time she did feel slightly dofferently and seemd like an older teenager so maybe thats why.

Second part of dream involved glowies mostly discussing on making me go through this training program.I might explain the glowies or the tipper situation more clearly, it was kinda absurd especially this time.

 >>/5367/
> Kept staring at sigil, felt something activate.
It's a sun/sunlight process with the power to cleanse a person and their surroundings of all impurities as well as the power to defeat Moloch. Going by what I've learned recently, this is half of the process if you are a balanced person living on this planet, you also need the ability to defeat "the great Satan". I think I will come back and post a thing for this too.

 >>/5368/
I think theres a physical issue where my brain is getting too little oxygen during sleep. Small aorways in nose.

 >>/5370/
That's difficult to change, except that you can try "mewing", an exercise said to be able to gradually change your bone structure.
https://youtube.com/watch?v=NvoX_wEtwDk

I asked the greys to run a small genetic update on you if this is a genetic issue. It may have some minor effect.

 >>/5371/
https://youtube.com/watch?v=gcI8CvoFxfQ

 >>/5371/
Ive always 'mewed' even as a kid.I actually do have a good jawline. However the nose thing is a deviated septum plus inflamed tissue giving me no room to breath.

Btw the sigil below the sun one makes me feel very concentrated staring at it.I think i installed it.

 >>/5373/
> sigil
It connects from the solar plexus to the sacral chakra, this connection is what can defeat both satan and moloch, when simplifying it a lot. (It's what the bible does when including both the old and new testament. Side note here but from my recent understanding, it's because the OT is the book of satan while the NT is the book of moloch, but when connected, the connection overrides them.)

 >>/5333/
> Additional additions
 >>/5319/
> "ultimate djinn lamp"
Also, on the NET and in the temple study, a disc pack (pick the format you prefer) of the "ultimate doll" installers. It's a solution to the issue of free energy, but a different approach, it removes energy consumption instead of creating energy. This is an Illuminati control system. There is also a smaller version module which only creates "free energy use", can be used to replace energy sources. It's also a doll thingie, like a fumo.

The storm is coming in, whoever doesn't maintain their own energy like a yokai or has an Existence mat to sit on, will be swept away. There is one in the temple, on the wall next to the study. Get your own copy.

 >>/5377/
Just realized i dreamed of this after i went to sleep after i did tte sigil thing. A spaceship came and sucked all the buildings in the viscinity everything moved fast.

 >>/5378/
I had a precognition about the event in a dream where the storm was coming and lightning bolts started spreading across the cloudy sky. I then asked my family members if everything was in the car, because we were leaving "to go home" it was implied. But we were actually home already. An unusual concept, because it felt like it wasn't safe, while the "home" out there wasn't mentioned either.

Things came crashing down during the night. Two negative forces, one after another (horns of the beast). It's now very silent, a floating feeling. Some echoes of karma are still there. 

I performed something to unite all those beings, intending to also unite the evil under one umbrella.

As a yokai will maintain itself even if Existence ends, so will these being attempt to do it, to come back later and abuse the new creation. Maybe they kept this up so far, thinking they will sometime in the future control creation itself.

I made it through the same standard as I've seen my past life bodies in, when I met my personas from London and 900s Japan once (at individual times) on a city street. The middle channel was strongly orange, and there was a feeling which was hard to explain associated with it. In retrospect it was because I know what it is, but at the time wasn't able to understand this, it was way before I knew anything about these periods.
Orange here means the energy of having deep physical experience of something, of having performed or practiced something. The MMO way is still relevant. Things take immense time and effort compared to how it sounds in ancient scriptures or when taught, and the effect seems much lesser than its description seems to hint at. But when done, it's solid and the value is experienced first hand, which changes the understanding of it. Real power is minimalistic.

I also see that this does mark "leaving hell" in the same manner as the "from Hell" letter manifests the infernal mindset. It's easy to understand while in it, but once out on the other side, it's forgotten. People from the past turn into shadows in memory, and their meaning is merely references to the concept of what role they played.

It feels almost as distant as when recalling memories from revolutionary Paris; I see what appears to be a family when growing up, but they leave no impact. Everything important takes place later, the image only clears at age 17. I guess most people never rise up from the shadows, and remain there as concepts only.

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well. some time past and it feels like she (the other me/whatever) kind of went yandere and did the assimilation thingy again but apart from that i did get an invitation, i'm.. not sure if it was my sisters or some other group of ladies but
> in the waiting room of some clinic(?)
> a group of 4 ladies of varying ages (the oldest was in her 30s i believe? while the others were in their 20s, teens and preteens), they worse dresses, very elegant, two wore very extravagant ones and while the other two wore simple looking ones that were still beautiful nonetheless
> they invited me to a club or some kind of tea party. me feeling awkward tried to reject it but they kept insisting so i gave in and accepted the invitation
> it was very.. soothing and calm. it felt like they were overwriting and replacing things about me the way my sisters typically do
> they were even praising me and such too
apart from that the umm... bridal things keep surging back to me as well