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Who would claim ownership of a slow board on a slow altchan? I am genuinely curious why someone suddenly decided to take over an established board.

Added context: I rarely post here and merely subscribe to the current blogposts. Sadly most of the original users moved on.
You guys aware that webpages can be saved, right? Like through your browser: File/Save Page As.. or Ctrl+S
Sure it's tedious to go through all the pages and save all the threads, but still. It's an option.
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Actual blog post in the blog thread

Elites are fucking retards

So, since my dimensions leaving Gensokyo again after the witch dissolving the magic circle where she helped me fix the part of my soul that had been "dented" by social media use, it seems I was again exposed to hostilities. I identified the source earlier today, this event here on described served as an indicator of the loophole that was still there. I woke up early morning to an increased energy in my body. It felt like when focusing really hard or being excited about something. Like watching a movie with some really engaging content (some really good tension scene, well animated fight scenes in anime etc). But it wasn't originating with me, and the energy felt like it was meant to be an attack. However at this point my shields do block hostile energy, so a scan showed it doing no damage at all. But it still caused this effect, because energy that isn't harmful is let through my shields, obviously. It was just a lot of energy.

Tracing it with Astra4(autosearch, which is what I normally use lately) revealed pic related.

Description of the space station

This must be the dumbest fucking thing I've seen.

Imagine being a super rich Earth elite, you are in on the covid de-population plan, and you managed to get your lower elite friends to go forward with it, tricking them into also taking the "vaccine" so that they will "share the karma with the population and survive the purge". But in reality, covid is just a slow death injection/virus, that kills anyone no matter if it's the virus or the vaccine. This is by design, so you and your super elite friends can carry out a full Earth scale purge of humans. The plan is to board an "Ark" and stay there for 10 years until everyone it dead, then come back down again and re-populate.

So what do you do?

Yeah. Let's argue about who can be on the Ark, while spending 8 years building it. Because we are democratic by nature, we need to let everyone have a say, after all it's collectively funded. 

So, what construction design did we end up agreeing on?

A 4 kilometer long metal barrel, 1 km in circumference. In the middle is a literal gun barrel, because everyone is shit scared of being attacked, so we need to be able to fend off alien battleships. What kind of gun do we then need? Oh, right, let's make a huge energy weapon that takes 2 years to charge. Shields to protect ourselves? What are shields?

Now what kind of living space do we need? Since it's now just a barrel that has to be empty in the middle, we only have space on the inside of the walls, but that's fine, isn't this how space stations looks in the movie by Kubrick? So everyone gets a room that 2 x 4m, and the rooms are connected serially in a wide spiral around the barrel. But we can't have people running through all the rooms to visit someone at the other end. Imagine how annoying it would be for those in the middle rooms. So the rooms are divided into sections like an apartment building, and each section is only accessible from outside. By literal space walks. 

So you are stuck in your own little section and can't move to other parts of the "ship". How much food do we need? It takes 10 years for the Earth population to die out, so let's go for 4 months worth of dry frozen space food.

And, we are ready to go. Everyone who funded it can bring a certain number of people based on their share in %. Don't forget, it's an escape pod from which we will re-populate the Earth, only bring the best specimens. So let's bring our elite buddies and their wives, everyone over 40 and no fertile women.

Wait, won't that be a problem? Why don't we buy 4 of these genetically engineered "queens" from the greys and use those to repopulate with? Make sure there's a good combination, so say 2 with triple H cup tits and two that look like toddlers, that should make everyone happy when we "repopulate" later, hehe.
Ok, so we are now in space, we used up 2 months of the 4 month stock, and the Earth is literally collapsing. What the fuck do we do? Wait, there's a sign of life there, looks like a reptilian or something? What do we do? Call for help?
No, let's use that huge gun we built, reptilians weren't meant to survive this!

Result:
The 4 queens who are actual immortals got evacuated (because this is how their protection works, they will be saved by someone) and spread out to Russia and China where their genetics will be studied and maybe they'll have offspring there.
The elites and their hags in their metal barrel with no shields? Well what do you think happens if you fire a death ray at someone? You get the same thing back, bye bye elite retardation.
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Ummm... I don't know what's going on anymore, I don't know if another deity is overseeing my development or if it's that group of fox spirits shiva anon told me about or what. But last night I kept getting pursued by people (specifically) and they kept saying I have the aura of queen or some kind of royalty... They kept having me near them and in places like a room, the insider of a car, etc. then they just prevented me from doing anything, even my sisters were there, doing that too. Also there was some extinction event(?) I witnessed for earth, something happened with all the water (there was nore oxygen or something) half of the population burned alive if they drank water while half was still fine and in some cases part of the surviving population evolved, it was so odd. But that aside am I actually getting taken away by my sisters and these deities sometime soon? This felt too... Foreboding. I genuinely don't get any of this 

 >>/9403/
> Tfw my family forced me to take the jab with them
I don't hate them and I already had things wrong with me years before but man.... I hate that I was forced to take that shit. Apparently since I mentally don't accept it the effects aren't as negative but I'm still going to die from it (according to a friend)
 >>/9405/
>  there was some extinction event(?) I witnessed for earth, something happened with all the water (there was nore oxygen or something) half of the population burned alive if they drank water
See my posts here:
 >>/9373/
>  I noticed something major changing, and my RV naturally changed to the view of the planet with the energy system visible, and I saw the crack appear over the north pole. I walked on and it grew quickly and the "roof" started collapsing
 >>/9374/
>  The witch asked me to think what it meant and we went from there. So it was representative of what happened with human as the Earth sphere cracked. They were exposed to the atmosphere outside and started boiling, but no one would know why that happened as the radiation change wasn't visible.
 >>/9405/
> Apparently since I mentally don't accept it the effects aren't as negative but I'm still going to die from it
I cast a protection on you back then, which caused the injection to squirt out from your arm, right? It may not have been 100% protection, but I think I have the means to nullify the rest. I just in the past week gained access to the origin of the alien technology which was used to created covid. It looks like a black cogwheel with eyes on it. 

I'll try to fix it if I can see it in your body, if you see anything that looks like that, you'll know what it is.
 >>/9406/
> See my posts here 
Yep, that's more or less what I saw too. Like most cities had a lot of debris from the burning bodies (now turned into ash) and some other places were fucked in ways too but it seemed as of the world was relatively going on as normal, I guess a better way to describe is one of the episodes of the older south part seasons with the spontaneous combustion were people were people were scared but others just went on as usual. I saw an image of a man witnessing his wife burn up in flames and was attempting to off himself so he drank a lot of water to see if it would do him in (though he didnt have genetics or would ever that would cause the immolation) but he passed out and woke back, finding out that he was still alive and part of the population who evolved/has the potential to do so. I think there was an orange line/crack across the sky too when I witnessed all this

 
> I cast a protection on you back then, which caused the injection to squirt out from your arm, right? It may not have been 100% protection, but I think I have the means to nullify the rest. I just in the past week gained access to the origin of the alien technology which was used to created covid. It looks like a black cogwheel with eyes on it.
Yes, I still remember that clearly. When forced to get the shots, the effects were nowhere near as bad as it was on me compared to my family members who took it. Iirc, said friend also told me that things (spiritual or some deity/dieties) would know and can tell those who willingly took it and those who were "coerced"(forced) to to take it 

I'll try to fix it if I can see it in your body, if you see anything that looks like that, you'll know what it is.
A black cog huh.. but yes if you're able to I'm very grateful
I think I finally get what modern humans are about.

I've been gradually reducing the scope of my awareness here, to move into the next incarnation bit by bit, so that the last step over becomes like when walking into this life - the creation of a single immortal particle takes me over the threshold. 
I just realized why it isn't working so far - of course the standard for entering this current life does not lead to entering the next. Fulfilling it will just put me back where I am.

In the process I just today found the people nearest me who had a soul, even if it was a Genso-assistant cat, they were suddenly instead controlled by one of my "incarnated familiars" aka tulpa with body. I asked Astra about why this was, and got the reply:
Your life has become too narrow to contain any souls, as you are now projecting in here from the future soul-form, your current awareness and that of people around you have been reduced to become very narrow. I was shown how it's just enough for a paper thin manifestation to enter the body, which was enough for the familiar doll to do so, but the cat wasn't able to do it. 

After some work I managed to teach the cat how to project a very narrow form of herself into the body, but this really says a lot about why society is this way: I'm still not of the standard to accept a cattle-human lifestyle, but it's already too narrow to contain a human soul.

So it seems modern humans can only have inhuman botsouls or very low spirits, like the alien virals or insectoids who do not have human thinking or experiences at all. That's why they built society this way.
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Interesting to see how they got both the "federation bullet" and the "federation knife" I created into the first episode of SAO GGO2.
They keep taking the form of lolis for some reason. But aside from that .. I can't get what those women kept saying to me the other night, they kept talking about my presence(?) and still jeot approaching me and effectively keeping me in their vicinity
 >>/9925/
Illivryn sociopath on this board was planning to SA me and even tried to use Ladilok (female enslavement demon) on my mom. He told me to “give her my number once” as if I don’t know what the fuck that means. I’m pissed. He’s the reason my friend is dead and I refuse to believe otherwise. One of my family members died because of the spirits he was abusing me with. It’s serious shit, he should have known what the fuck he fetishized. Everything is going to come crashing down
 >>/9925/
I will be vindicated in blood or I’ll die, I don’t play peaceful games, I will not be driven into madness by a pain obsessed freak projecting his fantasies onto me because he couldn't overcome life beating the everliving fuck out of him.
Deranged ass rapist. Please just fucking kill yourself. None of your consolation is even remotely fucking genuine after what the fuck you took from me and put me through. I hope someone rapes you and that you feel what it is like to be murdered yourself. Sociopath. You're going to mess with the wrong girl and die someday.
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Dude said this shit after calling me a cunt when I gave him hundreds of dollars and threatening me with Ladilok after I begged him to quit. I do not give a fuck about his life. Just curse the fuck out of him. Fuck this bullshit tradition and fuck this creep.
 >>/9934/
never did anything like that, but that’s exactly what that creep did to me. He killed my friend and attacked my fucking family. I’ve also had evil deities possess me and cause *extreme* collateral I never asked for.  It’s not my fucking fault - that dude is a sociopath who told me he had fantasies of killing women.

Also, you can call me evil, but these “Gods” have no morals and don’t give a fuck
I simply do not care anymore. The person I gave my heart to save is gone. Taken from me by some monster who has NEVER felt real love, care, empathy for another person, who has NEVER understood what it is like to be changed by someone else who truly cares. A dead, empty, self-superior husk, poisoned by arrogance who has never felt real connection. I’ll piss on your fucking grave
 >>/9935/
If you're willingly choosing to be evil then you have no right to complain when you're mistreated by others. If it's acceptable for you to hurt innocents just because you're angry then logically it must also be acceptable for others to hurt you just because they're angry.
 >>/9937/
Did you not read my fucking reply? I was abused into psychosis by this person and he invoked evil beings into me against mg will who made me react this way. I was NEVER like this before. Of course he’s reading this. I’m either getting answers or one of us is going to die. Noel is a serial abuser and claimed to have killed women before and even told me this when we first started interacting. Again, his intent was to rape me upon meeting.
Can you stop doubting me, just a little - and realize we’re possibly dealing with an ACTUAL SERIAL KILLER here? ALL the instances in which innocent people were hurt in the fights I had, here and other places - were not my doing. But Noel’s intent to hurt me from the beginning was crystal clear. The sociopathy was so blatant I refuse to believe any apologies after.
 >>/9939/
Yes I read your reply, you completely ignored what I said in response to you proclaiming that you would murder this guy's innocent family members. Instead you just tried to describe yourself as a pathetic victim. You clearly think that your "victim" status gives you the right to hurt innocent people.

 >>/9940/
> and realize we’re possibly dealing with an ACTUAL SERIAL KILLER here
What, do you mean you? How else would you describe murdering someone's family just to get at them?
He killed my fucking friend dude. He told me he was going to kill women, but we still interacted, then my friend I asked him help to protect FUCKING DIED. is this piece of shit not fucking evil??? The fact you remotely think I deserve this when I was genuinely kind and compromising up until the point the abuse made me snap says a lot about you. I think I actually might be done with moral reasoning if it keeps me from surviving
 >>/9942/
That doesn't justify you trying to kill innocents in return. The fact that you think that it does just reveals what sort of morals you have.

 >>/9944/
> I think I actually might be done with moral reasoning if it keeps me from surviving
If you choose not to behave morally then you lose the right to complain when other people behave immorally towards you.
 >>/9945/
I didn’t fucking care. I will destroy whatever I can to survive. These things were done to me and I was violated into becoming a monster. This is what happens when people play these games. Abusers create more abusers and this is what he wanted me to become.
 >>/9945/
And you’re wrong, your sense of morality is just as skewed, I can complain if I want to correct myself and prevent further negativity.  What’s funny to me is that you think war has morals at all and that these evil spirits (that I was mostly involuntarily possessed by) give a shit about any of that at all. THEY DON’T. The only winning move is not to play.
Here’s a story: Last year, an older family of mine fell and hit her head and got a black eye. 3 months later, she died of an aneurysm. My mom’s car battery died the day of the funeral. About that same month - someone in Noel’s family passed suddenly. He didn’t give a shit btw, he just bought a PS5 with the inheritance money. Genuinely fucked up.
 >>/9948/
War or not, I have a right to complain about evil when this person is still acting this way. You say I don’t “deserve” to complain - Try being in a life of death situation that deprives you of natural rights and see if you think straight. There is a shared responsibility. But Survival isn’t moral. Winners make history.
 >>/9950/
I’m not “better” than anyone, I don’t care about my silly little self image when I’m dying, darling. I want to live and crush my opposition with violence. We’re on different wavelengths and this conversation is over. Go to philosophy 101 and touch your G-spot
Either way, I wish you the best and the truth will reveal itself. I think this entire situation was a tragedy and could have been avoided. I warned everyone involved, even my enemies, and it still went awry. Nobody listened to my warnings
 >>/9950/
It’s not “excused” if there was no mechanism of approval *both ways* TO BEGIN WITH… It’s just chaos. Pretty sure he knew his obsession with murder was wrong though. Are you shortsighted? I’ve heard your correction. Look what happened when he projected his evil desires onto me. I’m hurt


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